#But never had the proper inspiration

[alpimerealmsystem]

Love At Last Sight

What if the last time we see each other is when it hits?

But what if that moment is when we call it quits?

Maybe not even by choice, but just think about it.

I'd never forgive myself. The fire in me you lit...

If you realize it's love that last time, it'll finally die.

It's what's keeping me alive, god I don't wanna cry.

That fucking thought burns more, but that may be reality.

I hope not god... please don't let that be.

I never wanna leave you, hopefully you don't too.

I wish, oh how I wish I could tell you, if only you knew.

Somewhere deep inside I think it's purely greed,

But this feeling is better than any story I'll ever read.

If staying friends is just pain for me, that's fine.

Forever in my mind I will still call you mine.

No one could prepare me for this feeling.

In such a weird, almost painful way it's healing.

This fire burns me inside and out every day,

But, truly, it heals me, it's my reason to live, that's okay.

You're my reason to still be here trying to survive,

I never had one before, not for a while, with you I thrive.

I don't want the pain I once gave myself to cope,

You wanna know why? You give me so much hope.

If everything else does finally whither away,

I know, it'll be with you I stay. Because now life isn't grey.

Thank you, you saved me more times than I even know.

I don't know if I can ever really pay you back though.

How can I? For something so special as a life?

But I need to, you saved me from my mental strife.

The best way now is trying to do the exact same,

Hopefully, for you, make life just a little less lame.

God, I truly love you more than I can say,

For you I'd leave everything behind, runaway,

It sounds stupid, it does, but if it'll make you happy...

Fuck now I really am just getting sappy. 

Some day it'll be fine for this to all play out,

I know that it will happen, I really have no doubt. 

That day, whenever it comes, I'll take my chance.

Even if you don't accept, it'll feel better offering that dance.

At least then I know I truly did get to try.

That day will truly feel insane, but I won't pry.

Four... maybe five years and I can finally ask.

That's all, then I can finally let down the mask.

#poetry #poem #poemblr #poetryblr #We've been wanting to write love at last sight since we started writing #But never had the proper inspiration #We thought it was a fun concept #Now we have a person to base it on... #And well if he sees this were fucked #But yknow this needs to be shared with the world #YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I KNOW YOULL SEE THIS #so shush #Anyways #Enjoy us pouring our heart out because we can't love her #if only he knew #Oh this has been in our drafts since February we were trying to get the courage to post it

[luck-of-the-drawings]

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saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS #REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT #NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS #THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS. #ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of #another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY.. #i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her #idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had #when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them. #but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore. #but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think #i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow. #ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that #AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE #I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME #THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE #WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL #in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad #this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks- #-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl- #-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi #gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show #i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!! #anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM

[sysig]

Red Tape tied in a bow (P1 | P2 | P3) (Patreon)

Also decided to give a go to the caption thing again since this one’s rather dialogue-heavy!

[Panel 2] Peepers: Uhm...sir? Hater: What. Peepers: Could you- do you have the full paperwork on our health plan?

[Panel 3] Hater: Health plan? Peepers what in grop’s name are you talking about??

[Panel 4] Peepers: It’s really no big thing, I just wanted to see what was (and wasn’t) covered-

[Panel 5] Hater: Commander Peepers. Are you planning to commit insurance fraud on my dime? And you’re asking me how?

[Panel 7] Peepers: P- hahahaha! I would never dream of it, Lord Hater!

[Panel 8] Hater: Then-? Peepers: I just want to see what’s covered, sir. Like I said already...

[Panel 9] Hater: Hrmph. It’s all personally approved by me, so feel free to ask, Commander.

#Doodles #Wander Over Yonder #Commander Peepers #Lord Hater #Oh I had an InOrdinate amount of fun with this lol #Bunch of quiet little inspiration pieces all clicked together into a full page in one sitting that was too fun to set down and go to bed lol #First of all doodling Peepers in a binder? Sparks joy completely #He's not satisfied tho - I considered angsting it up a little or having a discovery mini plot but I feel like those are so done :P #Rather just let him skirt the line and see how close he can get without tripping over it! :D #Hhhhh they're both so fun to drawwwww <3 <3 <3 Peepers with his expressive body language - his leg tucked behind the other in the second! #Also that BG >:3c Hater's room is cool haha #And then Hater himself ah ♪ His face is especially satisfying to work bit by bit until he looks like himself! :D #I was mostly striving for consistency in these so a lot of his expressions are quite similar to the preceding panels - hopefully noticeably! #The ones of him backlit and in profile tho were also very fun! ♪♫ Peepers' posing in the latter as well ahh :D #Even with that I still feel a bit restrained I wanna push him even further!! Cartoony!!! I get excited with every step closer hehe #Also thinking a lot around their early relationship ahh ♪ We never got to see their backstories ouq It's a shame #But we do see Hater and Wander's early dynamic and how Hater changes the more he's exposed to him lol so it's fun to extrapolate from there #A semi-serious paranoid evil electric skeleton man still getting used to having to depend on others <3 Until Peepers proves himself #I mean if he's already a Commander by this point he must've been doing something right but for Watchdogs that's a kind of low bar lol #It's fun to think he was motivated for his own selfish(?) reasons until he started seeing Hater as a proper comrade :) #But until then >:3c Trust very shallow all the way around! Awkwardness and uncertainty! Ah! <3

[umbrace-rambles]

My OPOC crew is finally finished WOOOOOO that took like. a week. but I am incredibly happy with them, they're finally real <3

Hope y'all like the blorbos, the start of their story is set around the current animanga situation. Post-Wano if you will. It gets kickstarted by the fall of Kaido and Big Mom and the consequences that brings to their territories and the world. They're going to have an extremely bad time starting out in the middle of the current world situation👍

They're mostly independent cause I don't enjoy canon and OC interactions all that much beyond using it as setup or for character development. That said, I do have an idea for one drawing/comic that is incredibly stupid and will likely do for the memes.

I don't know if I will end up sharing more of them than this but feel free to ask about them if you want to? Individual info cards of each of them below:

#one piece #op oc #one piece oc #one piece original character #The ones that have bounties already had them before they joined + added Jean's first bounty cause... captain #the rest won't get a bounty or their epithet until later in their story when they start to get more famous #some of them also get a second new epithet further down the line. Like Rye goes from “the griffin” to “white comet” #I love Jean cause he's like anti-main character. he wants anything EXCEPT being the king of pirates. let the man rest (no) #these cards + info is pretty much right as they start ish. The OG crew that sails from WCI are Jean. Tomogy. Garza and Chat #Everybody else joins later #I blame their sudden existence on my WCI rewatch. it inspired me #Bless honestly because I've been wanting to create a OP crew for the longest fucking time but I never found something I liked #Until them. my beloved chaos incarnate of a crew #Also relevant to let you guys know most of their names are puns or play on words. in proper OP fashion #I have some vague general ideas of their development as they navigate around and some more random drawing ideas of interactions/scenes #but the info in the cards is about all I have fully developed so far. they're fresh babies #my art

[drgnbnd]

outrealm (&lt;<)

#roy fire emblem #marth fire emblem #binding blade #shadow dragon #fe6 #fe archanea #fleet #roymarth #nother bday (week) present for me :) #never had a proper shot at the awakening dlc outfits til now so overdue #idk i needed smth for my day but i couldnt think of anything more inspired in time #also sorry for never drawing lucina shes neat though..the fe character ever #edit: its been a year since my last Them??? #prf

[vampirictransgenderism]

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#im bitching in the tags abt the nostalgic nintendo yter sue me. sorry if this is how you learn. its rambling at this point. #yes this is about chuggaaconroy. man u fucked up big time!! IT'S CHUGGAACONCLUDED FOR YOU MAN. #tfw ur comfort youtuber you've been watching since you were a 12 year old has a mountain of allegations + #+ proven testimonies about him being a freak w women online and making them VERY uncomfortable w kink rp and disrespecting boundaries #i started watching him during super mario sunshine and had been a fan since. he inspired me recently to pick up BW/B2W2 on DS again. #the motherfucker that got me into game series i would have had no interest in if shown it at face value (xenoblade!! ily!!!!) #i took emily's stuff at as it was given and wanted to wait for more to come out bc she said there were others. then the 2 vtubers came out. #then Masae. She has nothing to lie about with him. She + Antdude + Werster + NCS + Jon have NOTHING to gain from talking about this. #she was his roommate!! and his current roommate NintendoCapriSun is confirming that this all happened!! #CHUGGA GOT CAUGHT IN 4K TOO. he flirted w her during a dnd campaign + the stephenvlogs videos with her in them she looks SO uncomfortable. #i feel so bad for all the artists + fan artists for his most recent LP too. they 100% do not want to be associated with THAT i guarantee. #but ya no longer a fan. hope everyone around him can get proper help + support. TLDR never have idols. you will always be disappointed.

[triplethewinds]

skk au

Where they’re drawn to each other in every life from the first life they meet, vowing to “never cross paths again” but if they do to make sure their lives won’t ever be the same without each other (in the “worst” way possible). Sometimes both of them remember. Sometimes they don’t. Most times it takes meeting for Chuuya to remember a stinky fish and an irritating near irrefutable voice, and blood. there was always so much blood because he had to go and play a self sacrificing role.

And fewer times Dazai will know Chuuya, acting as if he does when he really doesn't remember at all, just that the man is alluring and that irritates him. Unfortunately, it's frequent for them to miss each other, feeling deep down a gaping hole where something, someone should be.

It's one day, a day where Chuuya's feet carry him to wander as he often does to clear his head, which never works and gives him a lot more to think about and ends up visiting a family grave. One of the many remaining structures scattered across the country in honor of wealthy families of the past. He doesn't bother with history ( in the kindest way possible) he is just too busy thinking about sciences and his own present to worry about mistakes made by other people long ago. He's not one for visiting graves unless he feels like he needs someone to confide in.

Yet he wanders around with a few other visitors, marveling over the structure and the well-kept grounds and trying not to wallow in his own self destructive thoughts. This is how he finds himself standing in a preserved, forgotten section, where the only thing identifying someone's past is a small portrait, what would rival a photo.

Faded as if gone through a life worse than the person who owned it, but the figures the faces of two people are unmistakeable. And it could very well be a trick of his own eyes, his mind aching for a change, something interesting even if it is a new thought he could get carried away into if he let himself, but one of those faces looks like... his own.

Once the thought presents itself it roots into his mind. As crazy as it is, he is certain of this paper that has survived centuries. It's drawn by a rushed hand, desperate to capture the image of a person slipped through their fingers. Just another tug of his heart in a direction he is familiar with but doesn't know. A person. Reasonably, he isn't all that sure about his own logic of, "If that is me and I am here, then the other guy must be here too" but he always trusts his gut if no one else.

It wasn't like he had a reason to unbury the other side of his soul when he wasn't around. A misplaced name lost to history, their past lives but not to his very core. Chuuya doesn't want to remember what happened, just that they lost each other like he has lost people before in his current life. It hurts so, if he ever finds Dazai again he isn't letting him go.

Cue many unsuccessful, half-hearted attempts to find him. (To find each other, unknowingly.)

When Chuuya hears his voice before remembering his face, it is at a zoo. The brunet's eyes are brooding, his voice spilling with over the top cheer and accompanied by his friends. Chuuya isn't afraid to approach him at all after meeting his gaze a handful of times. And it helps that Kyouka, holding his hand instead of Kouyou's recognizes one of the people he is with, because Chuuya might have made a bit of a fool of himself. He hurried up to Dazai when he drifted away from the group to stare into one of the enclosures.

"There you are!" it's the only thing he can think to say that's appropriate since— "Um...?" The man looks around, certainly startled. "You must think I'm someone else." Chuuya prepares himself for all sorts of heartbreak. He isn't immune to it. "No. I know who I'm talking to, shitty mackerel." "Mackerel?! Ha. Do your eyes need checked, chibi?" There's no way around it. That voice is his. The boring, uncreative insults are his. Chuuya didn't need to see him to know it. The man might not remember Chuuya, but he stares wide-eyed because Chuuya knows his name; his expression proves Chuuya correct. Dazai worries he has a stalker, teasing as he asks if Chuuya is. "What! No, no you're— you... I know you. Fuck. You, you don't remember me." "It'd be pretty hard to forget a guy like you." It isn't meant as an insult or a flirt. Dazai's brain fails to catch up with the words leaving his mouth.

Dazai doesn't want to continue the encounter— the outing. It is a very bad day for him, not even his friends could help if they were aware completely. Not even this stranger, who knows his name and steals his attention violently by just existing in the same space as him. When asked by Atsushi if he is alright, he just hums and jumps at the opportunity to look at the seals. Thus it becomes a joint trip, because Atsushi knows the guy's younger sister (?). Chuuya, his brain supplies, probably because he was told his name. Not any other reason at all.

From there it's Chuuya helping Dazai to remember him, or to rebuild whatever was between them in this new life. Sprinkled with notes and flashes of distant lives once lived.

#plus Dazai pining without realizing he is pining but everyone else around him is aware of it. maybe Chuuya is too #because I like him being aware of something Dazai isn't #this is just here if i never get around to writing this the rest of the year or soon #my notes are in a small notebook i carry around #and this has been itching for a bit of a proper organization since i had the thought #fic wips #bsd fic #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #soukokuism #and one more skk fic is always a good thing #fanfic #'mausoleum' inspired

[professor-glasses]

I do wish I had more ocs. I am working on it, but it takes me a really long time to create anything to a fleshed out level, especially original things, even if it's just a single character

#i never really had real fun with (my own) ocs until i started focusing on svern a lot #i would make a concept that was half baked; think it would be cool to do something with; and then forget about it #i have an occasional one who at least does have a proper design and maybe a basic concept but i struggle with it #i won't say i have a poor imagination (although visually it's true) but it is definitely... very slow and scarce on real inspiration

[mariathechosen1]

I love it when you play so much DnD that your character choices sorta come full circle:

In your first ever game you might start out as a human fighter, or an elven rogue, or maybe just a half-elf wizard, and then you slowly progress to warlocks and artificers, homebrew perhaps??

But then at some point…you just sorta return to the basic???

For example: I had a moment after a one shot (one that several different groups had all played through separately) where a member of a different group, who had played DnD a year or two, had asked me, who at that point had played for about 5 years, what character I was playing.

I, of course, started ranting about what role in the party I wanted to explore and how I felt the role of ‘maternal’ and ‘the moral one’ was so often associated with being dull when in fact there’s so much unexplored potential in it, and how I wanted to challenge myself by being a character who truly wears their heart on their sleeve and-

Then he asked “ok, but what class and race are you tho?” “………….human fighter” “Ah. There’s no shame in being a bit basic I guess”

#sorry for this ramble I just sorta randomly remembered this #idk something something when you’ve played a bit but not too much you sorta feel you HAVE TO explore all the different classes? #idk I just remember that I was always a bit disappointed when I felt i had to prioritize new class/race choices over good character building #human fighters can be so cool you guys!!!!! #(is it obvious this post is coming from someone who thinks paladins are one pf the best dnd classes) #(and who’s sorta never cared much for dnd race) #maria talks about things #dungeons and dragons #d&d #this obviously doesn’t apply to everyone: #I’m sure tons of people played drow multi class bard blood hunters for their first roles #I think my first ever proper character (that wasn’t the premade ones) was an elven druid?? #but quite frankly I’ve always rlly liked ‘basic’ characters with basic concepts that later end up betraying those very concepts #I miss Felton;-; #<-DMPC cocky half elven sorcerer that all the players made a rlly big deal of ‘hating’ #(dw they secretly loved him) #that died in combat and fell in a river (i think??) #and was replaced with another character #but then was later revived and Came Back Wrong #me when the cocky noble fire sorcerer is suddenly shy and timid and refuses to use fire magic #(those who know me irl will prob notice that this post-death character is what inspired another elven sorcerer I’ve played)

[pyrriax]

hey guys im back at it again with the horrible levels of s4 zam brainrot. um.

did i manage to somehow make this song about him in my head? yes! yes i did. and i cannot be normal about it.

#haunted ecosystem #genuinely when youre insane enough about your blorbos everything is about them. this is one of those cases #also i might be writing some more things. and probably watching some vods. #im writing something to post as a general christmas gift fic (as i've done for the last like. two years? in my heart at least) alongside #the two event fics i have in the works PLUS the twb flash prompt event im participating in :) #expect some more bizarre concept fics soon i think! i might also pick up some older threads that i havent touched #i think it'll be fun since my muse is definitely leaning toward writing zam. i love writing him honestly #i have a thing for distinctly pathetic and paranoid characters (see: my adoration for outsiders!apo & pandora [oc]) #who knew i'd enjoy writing characters i relate to #is it weird to say that the general concept of asomatous and the stuff i want to write related to it is very near to my heart. and like #its very personal. its inspired by my experiences you see. the concept of losing sight of reality in isolation and also just #the bugs. i never had a moment with bug pinning but i did have a problem with collecting the corpses of animals i found dead #once spring rolls around im going to work on processing them and giving them proper display and love #AAANYWAYS #ohhhh my god i should finish up bedrock shards and bloody garden #those two are my og fics for this fandom. i want to complete them and share them even if they arent fully how i view the characters now #i think its interesting to share and show initial impressions and also show how i wasn't fully sure about these guys #(also i love how i didnt understand the concept and mechanics of the cleansing but its still Present because it was before s5 so like #it was either s3 or abandon canon and i was sooooo afraid of leaving canon behind in favor of exploring) #my talking in tags habit is showing again.... woops #does anybody even read these? i have no clue #if you do i am so sorry for my habit of talking about dead animals. good lord. it happens so often #i forget it isnt normal until people point it out. having to explain that *yes* i collect dead things is. fun #oh man i have some coyote skulls i really need to clean at some point. its just a pain since i need to get the cage out again and prep them #since the method that got recommended to me is actually bad for the bones (since it involves essentially cooking them which softens #the bones and makes them a lot more likely to break or splinter. so i need to leave them out or bury them and im still not sure which wil #work better. it really depends on if spring is going to be dry as hell again or not. im rambling AND off topic. woops) #Spotify

[8aji]

Tinaaaaa!! I'm ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽

Please come talk to me in my DMs any time you are struggling with writing or anything!! I am here for you!! I'm crying that you said I'm a positive influence on the dash because I've been worried that I've been too negative and chaotic lately so thank you 🥹🤍 You are so unbelievably sweet and kind and I love that we are mutuals here in in Tumblr-land and I am so truly lucky to have met you—I am sure everyone who you interact with can say the same!

Kiki !!! you're too sweet to me, making me sob rn TT i meant absolutely everything i said n if you are ever struggling with anything feel free to dm me as well !! or just to talk about anything rlly hehe <3 im very grateful to have come across your blog and i love it that we are mutuals so so much !! sending you lots n lots of kisses !! MWAH !!

#one (1) new message 💌 #always yours; takaholic. #im so sorry it took me so long to respond TT #i havent had the time to do so and i wanted to give a proper response #your ask will remain forever in my heart <3 #thank u thank u thank u !!! #n never stop sharing your writing process !! #i think its beautiful n inspiring hehe <3 #MWAH MWAH !! #loves of my life <3

[astrxealis]

i really want to write a song one day

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #my inspiration to write poetry came back today... or rather yesterday now #but i've been searching up the meanings behind lyrics of songs lately a lot more than i usually do (though i do like my own interpretation #i also want to see the actual meaning in mind and kind of do prefer that i think) songs not from video games btw! #bcs if it's from video games. you can bet i already searched up immediately lol <3 #but uhm. yeah. i love writing and i know i have a creative mind ever since i was really young and i love music! #i remember in the car when i was really young i liked to imagine song lyrics alongside melodies? but i want to do that someday #in a proper way. yk. idk how people make songs tbh but i love music so very much i do want to make my own one day. #just casually though GBHJSEBGJH i am very ambitious but i doubt and also don't want to get big in the music scene. but also #it's not as if i'll ever really know! and i'm not sure to what extent i want to be involved with making music. considering i want a #career relating to computer science or psychology/psychiatry or law so... yeah. and i want to go overseas. and explore. and travel. #and i want to make my own video game and write my own book. or multiple of them. so. yeah. #i've always been very ambitious but it was paired with my mind that for some reason never thought i'd have a future but now it's #getting. really there. and it's scary but also it's exciting and still scarier but also. yeah. it's nice. so i'll actually work towards my #dreams! tbh for a long time? i wasn't sure what dreams and hopes i had... like. idk. i just couldn't remember. but now i do. #so i'll try my best and try to be kinder to myself. and uh idk if anyone read this oops i'm rambling at almost 1 am. but yeah! <3 #don't forget to treat yourself well. you deserve happiness and success. love yourself. don't give up. you'll achieve your dreams. <33

[sysig]

Haven’t seen your slimy face in a while (Patreon)

Bonus original concept sketches from 2018 (left):

Tbh even I find some of these shapes kind of hard to read lol. Really showcases my style progression tho like woah - I was aiming at the time for a kind of shoujo-parody style anyway, but now I struggle with those kinds of shapes! I’m used to a much more cartoony, and darker, and smaller style haha

This was all me tho lol, he’s just a gangly greasy fucker

It’s uncanny right

I had to put in a good bit of interpretation and filling in the details for this one lol - something like a punk vampire aesthetic?? He’s too good for the MC anyway lol, but that’s by design

#Doodles #Original #What do you mean 2018 was five years ago why have these characters existed on a single page for five years #Legit tho these were Such one-off characters that I never drew them again until now and didn't bother giving them a proper name #I called lame weirdo Seiji? <question mark included lol - the punk character didn't even get an outfit! Even a collar of a shirt! #I still remember the general beats of the intro at least which were kinda fun #Seiji? is passive person who goes with the flow to the extent that he kinda just lets people do whatever up to and including relationships #Leading to people hooking up with him looking for something serious and then when they realize he doesn't care they break up with him #And then he still doesn't care and goes on with his hedonistic lifestyle of Doing Whatever lol #He's meant to be Every Unlikeable MC basically haha - inexplicably attractive to others and infuriatingly indifferent #And then he meets up with his genre opposite - a devoted somewhat clingy guy who absolutely idolizes him while being ''unapproachable'' #Someone's who's not disillusioned by Seiji?'s lack of reciprocation and just uses it as an in to keep getting closer and closer to him #This is what you get for being a passive care-nothing! This is karma! Lol #That's all I really remember it was basically a sitcom haha Silly slice of life nonsense #It was fun to come back to them after so long at least :) I didn't expect to! I didn't plan to! #I had a page set aside for a new concept (:3c) and started with a couple studies to try and chase the vibe and was reminded of they #The character I was studying off of had some slight similarities I suppose :0 But not like That much haha #Well whatever ♪ He made for a fun warmup and if he helped inspired the next set then I'm all the happier for it! Thanks Seiji?! Lol

[elvisabutler]

would you ever consider proofreading/editing for other writers?:)

i mean maybe? trust me when i tell you that i'm a shit editor, though. like i can catch proofread issues easily, my brain thrives on doing nitpick-y things like that, so i'll catch your misspells, your repeated words your i forgot a word here and there bits. but overall while i have been known to help people get unstuck with fic/push people to get going through them i can barely help myself through my own issues of pacing/chopping off bits that might be unneeded.

but you only live once and i never really did get to beta read the last time i wrote fic so sure i'd consider it. with the other asterisk of me not being willing to look over minors' fics because i'm old and this isn't a minor safe blog. and you know, when my time allows me to in between my own life and everything.

so, yes i'd consider it!

#not to humble brag i guess but i don't really edit my own fics. #when i say it's not beta read i also mean it gets a basic run through and then i post. #so tbh y'all pretty much get my raw output. #though i have been known to cut down stuff. or switch it up. #usually that's because eurus gives me a flash of inspiration or like in the case of last night angelina was like WELL ACTUALLY DO THIS. #basically things occasionally get rewritten but yeah no i think the last time i had a proper beta read or edit was my star trek #big bang back in fuck 2010? #idk it was this big winona/george/pike thing. do not try and find it. that was 2010 me and i am not that person any more. #because that was over a decade ago and i've had multiple relationships under my belt. and some very fucked up relationships at that. #see also: i have grown as a person. #also fun fact: you can't find the fic. for i have it locked in my old lj account. #also it was 2009. #sorry ramble tags over i swear. #and oh if you happen to think i meant to brag there i really wasn't meant that way. i just hate editing my own fics and i'm impatient. #so i've never been good with other people editing them. #ally answers asks

[beyondthetemples]

Dove would be very quiet today.

At least, verbally.

Internally, her mind wasn't very quiet at all.

Mother's Day. Why did they need a specific day to think about their mothers? Hers wasn't even alive, and she thought about her every single day.

As much as she loved her, there wasn't much to celebrate. There was so much to be grateful for, fourteen years of unrelenting love and protection and aid, even through all the worries and fears and horrors that were so inherent to Dove's life, but her mother had never left her to suffer them alone. Dove loved her beyond measure for it. How had she done that every single day? It was a wonder, a gift Dove would never be able to repay.

But there was also so much to miss, to ache over, to wish had never happened.

It was such a strange thing, to question her mother. To question the Azarathean doctrine. But she couldn't help wondering… What if she HAD come with Dove the day she left? What if she HAD survived? What if she was there with her to this day, and she could see everything she had accomplished?

She liked to think her mother would be proud of her.

But even that thought stung, because it made her want nothing more than to give her a hug and cuddle into her arms.

But she would never be able to do that again.

And so it was with a heavy heart that Dove went about her day, distracted and forlorn. She kept her distance, and she stayed disengaged.

Sadness this heavy required time and space, if for no other reason than to avoid letting these thoughts leak into anyone else's mind.

#{{ I was going to write something on the Pokemon-muse blog but I had to get something down for Dove first... #since she's thematically the one ''Mother'' means more to. #drabble #(I know it's not Technically a drabble but I don't have another tag for ''short random muse-inspired oneshots.") #(I have never written a proper drabble to my knowledge but I misunderstood what it meant YEARS ago and never re-tagged them.) #mother's day

[pinknipszz]

heian era sukuna x reader →

(a/n: loosely inspired by that one jessica rabbit scene; this is also borderline uraume/reader bc theyre so cute ugh)

people don’t understand how you can love the king of curses. his figure was grotesque—beyond repulsive—with four heavy hands that could snap your limbs into two if he so pleased. they can’t get past the four eyes either, but you found them charming. how could you not when he looked at you so sweetly? 

“where is my husband?” you inquire for the nth time, your voice as sweet as molasses as you tug at the ends of uraume’s sleeves. the humble servant doesn’t answer immediately; they know not to, and you don’t mind. while you wait, you watch the passerines tease the fish in the pond from your spot on the engawa.

uraume dips their elegant fude into the shallow inkstone beside you. calligraphy and whatnot. “lord sukuna is tending to matters in the southern provinces,” they answer with the same amount of patience they had a few minutes ago, and an hour before, and another before that. they must be used to it now.

“do you think he misses me?” comes a light brush against their pale hand. uraume exhales through their nose at your question, but not from exasperation. never that. “yes,” they say with utmost sincerity, like it’s gospel truth, before painting one long, flourishing stroke. “very much so.”

content, you cease your ministrations and fall on your back, giggling at the way your hair splays beneath your head. “he loves me,” you coo and cup your sun-kissed cheeks. “my husband loves me, and i love him too.” you think the edge of their lips twitch up into the barest hint of a smile.

but it vanishes before you can get a proper glimpse. sighing, uraume gives you a knowing look from the corner of their eye as they dip their fude back into the inkstone. you turn to lay on your side and watch how it absorbs the ink. “the servants, though adequate, have been quite bothersome lately.”

they finish the kanji in several swift strokes. 麗. rei for beauty. uraume continues. “there’s ill speak of your relationship with lord sukuna.” you count the passerines, letting the unspoken question hang in the air. shall i do something about it? it’s uraume’s turn to wait patiently for an answer, an ultimatum.

but you don’t give one so easily, preoccupied with an image that resurfaces in your mind: a group of servants—fresh off the cut and eager-eyed—gossiping by the water well. you don’t think they saw you, unless they were stupider than you thought, but they were loud enough to hear.

uraume is watching you, properly now, as you blow a stray strand of hair from your face. when they lean in to gently tuck it behind your ear, persimmons and plums permeate your senses. “do not bother with them. they talk because they do not understand why i love him,” you decide with finality.

“and why do you love him?” there’s a hint of fondness in their voice, reserved for you.

you look up through your delicate lashes, smiling cheekily. “he makes me laugh.”

(masterlist) | (a/n: would yall hate me if I wrote uraume/reader's pls be honest)

#jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen sukuna #sukuna x reader #sukuna ryomen #sukuna ryomen x reader #jjk sukuna #sukuna x you #uraume #💐🎴