#I can’t really explain it lol

[creativity-deficient]

I’ll never quite understand the discourse around whether or not Tweek is a part of Craig’s group

He may not appear as frequently as the other members but he still is pretty consistently associated with them, and has been even before he and Craig started dating

Even South Park studios lists him as a part of the group

#he’s basically the butters of the group yet it’s perfectly normalized to include butters with the main 4 but including tweek with Craig’s #group starts a whole argument #he even feels a bit more solidified in Craig’s group than butters does with the main 4? #in a way? #I can’t really explain it lol #like I feel the main 4 only really tolerate butters while Tweek feels like an actual friend lmao #I’ve seen some people get real pissy about it too like pleaseee 😭😭 #obviously my only issue is when people just completely erase Jimmy but also like #the show does that too at times? he definitely appears more than Tweek but #Clyde and Tolkien seem to be the most frequent members #I don’t get why it has to be a competition they can both be in the group #south park #tweek tweak #craig tucker #Jimmy Valmer #clyde donovan #Tolkien black

[spittyfishy]

Maybe this is why I shouldn’t be allowed to draw at 2 am

#I started just wanting to do a more eerie then normal junko lol #with the gaps for the stolen body parts #I can’t even explain about the colour scheme lol #it just happened #danganronpa #junko enoshima #danganronpa trigger happy havoc #tw slight eyestrain #tw slight gore #like kinda #not really but I don’t want to miss a tag

[cartooncrazyart]

Man was far too quick to respond 🤔

[image description: two uncoloured digital comics of Joel and Jimmy from Empires SMP.

First comic - Jimmy sits in the foreground, looking up at the giant muscular statue of Joel in Tumble Town. In the next panel he is looking away, blushing while laughing to himself, saying “He’s so annoying ha ha ha”

Second comic - Joel gestures casually with a hand on his hip as he says “I was wondering if you’d make a child with me?” Jimmy begins taking of his vest looking determined, saying “I never thought you’d ask.” End ID]

#empires smp #empires x hermitcraft #empiresshipping #never thought I’d use a shipping tag but I really can’t explain this one away so #smallishbeans #jimmy solidarity #solidarity gaming #solidaritygaming #I’m sure they have a ship name but I can’t be bothered looking it up lol #does it still count as a crack ship if I spent over an hour on the first comic #smallidarity #i forgot joel was on his furry arc T_T forgive me

[hanzajesthanza]

people (the rest of the hanza. not including geralt) often forget that cahir was 1. the guy that kidnapped ciri 2. an officer in the military

he’s literally so polite in geralt’s company you wouldn’t even guess he was the black knight. and yet. and yet.

i’m never certain exactly how to reconcile this tactful and strategic mind with the terrified young man

#geralt never forgot but everyone else (maybe also except dandelion) was like ?? but ?? friend ?? friendship???? #i imagine him barking an order to dandelion once and dandelion straightened up and obeyed #opposite of when cahir was looking over dandelions shoulder lol #maybe joke but #in my idea where angouleme goes missing . geralt is like. what do you think we should do #cahir’s like why me. geralt’s like. well. she’s ciri-shaped #milva enacting clemency for cahir after geralt chases regis away is fantastic #regis saved you from the noose and you’ve chased him away. thats your business. but but cahir saved me. so we’re comrades >:( #geralt seething he’s going to kill him and then like nooo i can’t kill him idk why … #when cahir joined the rivian forces 😭😭 because he in no way resembled a civilian #each of the company members have insane backstories they really are the PCs of the d&d campaign #and angouleme is the one npc they pick up and adopt into the company and defend to the end #so we’re looking for this guy’s daughter he’s bound to her by destiny #this guy kidnapped said daughter but he said sorry for it later #milva worked with dryads to kill people and regis is a vampire that drank people #and this guy is famous like beyoncé #angouleme: [sniffs] ‘kay #the elbow-high diaries #i need her to keep regis humble bc regis is like dont worry i dont bite people 🥹 and shes like yeah ok dont care either way #geralt is like oh hell do not explain to her all of this again. we spent too much time on this already last book #you know you are the reason we have three stars on goodreads #regis like i know… 🙂 if i wasn’t here you’d snag us zero…

[zootopiathingz]

I’m getting so tired of having to defend and explain myself for shipping Charlie and Alastor. Never in all my years of being in fandoms have I ever been questioned so much for shipping anything as much as I have here in the Hazbin fandom,, it’s kinda ridiculous tbh

Don’t get me wrong I love being here, it’s just exhausting. Like people please just leave me be I am just trying to have fun😭

#like WHAT ARE YOU CONFUSED ABOUT??? #next time I get an ask questioning me about it I’m just gonna delete it cuz I really can’t be bothered to explain anymore #I shouldn’t even HAVE to #there’s nothing to explain. I like charlastor it’s as simple as that #if that bothers you then just block me lol idgaf #hazbin hotel #hazbin ships #lady luxo rambles

[faithfromanewperspective]

all of this boycott stuff has me realising how little I actually engage with to begin with?? like I genuinely would not know eurovision was on had I not seen everyone talking about boycotting it

#still don’t know when it’s on or if it’s multiple episodes or just one time #and I only realised you can follow celebs on Instagram like. 2yrs ago. thought it was just for the mutuals and friends lol #I can’t really explain why the thought never crossed my mind?? it’s not like I’m new to the platform #in fact I think that’s the problem I’m too old school

[crustyfloor]

stupid. Really weird theory because this doesnt exactly make sense but I need to vent

so what if the mist is actually… *drum roll* a sort of limbo for the characters

In some of the character stories they go to the most a little bit before they’re hinted to die, like Cora, she was running away from her father after he attacked her. She likely would’ve died had it not been for the mist. But what if she ALREADY DIED? oh and for Amari, the dude was about to die in the plane crash buttt he didn’t because of the mist. This type of situation occurs a few more times with other characters

Eiji and Jun (Got into a car crash. Didn’t die because they were transported)

•Seoung (could’ve died/got possessed in the main timeline because of the ritual. Didn’t because of mist)

•Eman, Aaaqil, Callum, and Yronica (Could’ve gotten killed by principal had it not been for mist)

•mamo (could’ve died from the bus crash. She didn’t but then got transported to mist)

•Dakota (could’ve gotten ran over. Got misted instead)

• Parker and Gavin (almost crashed, didn’t. But got misted)

•Kyle and Serena (not exactly sure about this one but I think they could’ve died to Cole had they not been transported)

•Sarah (drowned, got transported)

•Emil (could’ve died from either getting kidnapped or his wounds. Got misted)

•Lyndon (his story is sort of vague but either two things could’ve happened, he could’ve died from the guys or hopping overboard and drowning)

•Janitor (died from the fall down the stairs)

but as you may notice, most of these aren’t deaths, and some of them are. They are more like near death experiences. So I think that mist isn’t like a normal limbo where people go when they die, but it’s half that. Simply a phenomena that occurs triggered by near death and death experiences from people. So like a pseudo limbo, though I don’t really have an explanation for characters like Taylor who didn’t die or have a near death experience. I might expand on this idea later but it’s an interesting thought. Mist is definitely more than it looks on the outside.

#Janitor confused me #While I was searching the deaths of characters I noticed that he’s one of the characters that have a direct death and it’s like ok then mis #Isn’t just a limbo for people who almost died #And I can’t really explain what’s the deal with the people who didn’t go through either a death or near death experience either #It’s just straightforward they got kidnapped #lol #idk really #roblox daybreak #daybreak roblox #I’ve been thinking about this theory for days so I just needed to write it down

[myfandomhalf]

Season Finale

Sick and tired of reading about people say that Dazai knowing about the plan beforehand somehow takes away from the genuineness of the skk moments

You mean you WANT Dazai to choose to kill Chuuya for the greater good and then not give a shit immediately after?? Ignoring the speech for a second, the reason he was able to be so carefree after “killing” Chuuya is because he KNEW Chuuya was gonna be okay.

First of all, Dazai knowing Chuuya wasn’t gonna die doesn’t take away from his speech. He replayed all those memories for himself, nobody else was seeing what was happening in his head. He was GENUINELY upset at the idea of losing Chuuya and having to put Chuuya through that, DESPITE knowing Chuuya would be okay. He was STILL upset. That’s way better than him thinking he just killed Chuuya, sparing him a thought, not even crying (bc no that wasn’t a tear) and then just moving on being silly as if nothing happened.

And then the other speech him saying that they’re destined to - do you seriously think he’d just make that up for shits and giggles? He was being serious. If he was gonna play it up for Fyodor’s sake he would’ve said the most emotional out of pocket line to ever be written, which to them would be related to him leaving Chuuya behind. But no he just said they’re destined to do something.

Dazai talks a lot about the past to Chuuya (Chuuya does not participate) but those two are clearly emotionally constipated bc they never have a conversation about what they mean to each other (which I think is bc Asagiri is not ready to reveal that yet). This was clearly Dazai taking his opportunity to say what he REALLY thinks / feels forcing Chuuya to listen without the commitment. Bc if anyone gets the ick later he can use the convenient excuse of “oh I didn’t mean that” which is bullshit.

And I do think an element of this idea that it’s worse that Dazai had everything planned comes from the misunderstanding that Dazai has completely changed since he was in the port mafia. Dazai just tends to make “better” (as in more objectively good) choices, but he very much still puts on a front. You guys do realize that his silly persona is just that right? A persona? He’s literally being fake every time he’s silly. That’s not his real personality. He’s a morally gray character. He never became a purely good person and he never will. It makes MUCH more sense that he planned everything out with Chuuya beforehand.

He met up with Akutagawa before getting arrested, he probably did the same with Chuuya.

And yes, this means he DID use and manipulate Sigma the entire time. Why wouldn’t he? Sigma has an ability Dazai needed. I’m sure Dazai planned for sigma to not die bc in his role as a detective it’s part of his job to mitigate losses of innocent lives, he knows this, but also bc Dazai needs to know what sigma learned. I genuinely hope there isn’t anyone out there thinking Dazai wouldn’t manipulate sigma bc he cares about him? He just met him. He has no personal investment in him. But he WILL make sure sigma is alive bc of the aforementioned reasons.

#soukoku #skk #bsd skk #yes I did just make a new side blog to post this lol #I just read something and it made me angry so this probably sounds really aggressive 🥴 #I swear I’m usually more chill #I also can’t explain how angry and heartbroken I was when I saw in the manga that Dazai didn’t care he just killed Chuuya #and started just messing around with sigma #I genuinely can’t fathom why you guys want that to have happened #I can look back at those scenes and breathe now knowing Dazai knew Chuuya was gonna be okay #I will probably be less angry if anyone replies in a few hours and will be able to have a civil discussion if anyone disagrees lol #tho pls be aware since this IS a side blog I can’t reply directly bc it forces me to reply with my main blog #and I don’t really want anyone to see my main blog #so I’ll have to reblog and then @ most likely #unless this has been fixed?? #if I can reply with a sideblog pls lmk #also pls don’t be rude I’ll reply if you respectfully disagree that’s fine but not if you’re just gonna yell at me #I know a lot of this is probably a hot take #but I’m feeling brave what can I say

[wen-ning]

seeing such unabashedly, wholesomely gay media in the mainstream is still so. jarring to me? like having grown up in the transition between lgbt media being not necessarily frowned upon, but like….. not loved either and the point where it really started becoming prevalent? i was arguing tooth and nail with kids in middle school defending glee even tho it’s a pretty piss poor chunk of representation because it was all we Had in the mainstream and now cherry magic is on the front page of crunchyroll on my tv.

#i didn’t really know much about cherry magic going into the anime #beyond like. the general basis #and seeing such a normalized representation of a gay relationship despite the absurdity of the magic part #literally had me in tears #even my cishet husband has been giggling and kicking his feet at it #OH AND NOW WITH TADAIMA OKAERI!!! BRO I WENT IN SO BLIND THINKING IT WAS JUST A CUTE DOMESTIC GAY FAMILY????? #I SAW THE FUCKING MARK ON THE BACK OF DUDES NECK ADN I WAS LIKE ‘no…….. it can’t be….. #DKSJAJSJSJS THE WAY I HAD TO EXPLAIN IT ALL TO MY POOR HUSBAND #it’s still cute tho i just wish it was like. less focused on the baby lol.

[davidjrpalos]

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#power to ppl that can reclaim slurs but I hate the f slur so fucking bad #like idc if other ppl use it for themself or whatever but there is smth so vile about that one for me I could never see that in a light #context for myself. proceso bc personal experience lol but I rly can’t move on from that one like godspeed gay ppl but it’s not for me #probably*** why do I make the dumbest types on the planet #TYPOS** hell #anyway I’ve tried to ‘reclaim’ it or whatever but it’s too bad idk how to explain it really #i just hate it

[iman-92]

i had a dream about my dad this morning and it reminded me about how i used to dream about my sister all the time and idk how people find it comforting bc it’s accs ruined my whole day.

my dreams are never really fantastical or dramatic either, i imagine them in really normal settings like i just walk into the living room and they’re there. and on some level i’m like weirdly lucid bc i find myself really happy/in disbelief that i’m talking to them. like a part of me is aware that they passed away and it doesn’t make sense for me to be interacting with them but bc my dreams seem so real i start thinking that maybe i didn’t lose them and I get my hopes up?? then as the dream progresses they say or do things that make me more and more aware that none of this is real and then when i wake up it’s like i’m reliving the loss all over again. :/

#and like it proper feels real like I can’t explain it #it’s like I really saw them #and like the stuff they say in my dreams just makes me so sad I can never bounce back after I dream about a loved one #honestly speaking I think it’s because my instinct is to be in denial and my subconscious won’t let me lol

[pepprs]

my depression is getting really really bad. like it’s been bad before but this is like… consistently really bad. like a long unending stretch for several weeks (and tbh months) now. to the point where no inoculation actually sticks (and im isolating myself from most of my inoculations anyway and feel unable to stop doing it even though i know it’s self destructive). im either helplessly unbearably miserable or numbing out on video games. i just don’t feel like it’s going to get better for me and i KNOW that is factually untrue but the feeling is louder than the knowledge and it’s just utterly immobilizing. ive been sinking in quicksand for 2 years.

#purrs #longer than that too ofc but i think ever since i moved to campus in 2021 and shit started hitting the fan my life just started snowballing #and picked up speed majorly when i moved back home and ive been stuck in this horrible limbo ever since. like im scaring myself with how #deeply profoundly unhappy and unwell i am. i am just detached and scattered and bewildered by everything. and the only way to break free is #to fight it but i don’t even have the strength. like in order to fight it i have to have the strength and it s exactly the thing that is #being stolen from me. and i work really really hard to suppress it when im around people so no one can tell but on the inside im being eaten #alive and every day that goes on the pain gets harder to bear except im numb most of the time so i can’t tell except for when i can #one of the things that makes me saddest is ive pushed everyone away either by ghosting them or scaring them. when what i want and need the #most is love and comfort. but then when i get it it isn’t enough. idk. im not explaining it well i just feel like. horrible. unbearably #i think i need to go on meds like i truly cannot go on like this not even in a s*i cidal way it’s like i just can’t take living like this #delete later #i know im causing the people who love me pain by being unable to accept that they do love me and that’s the worst fucking part. is hurting #people by being like this. scaring people by being like this. and being so disconnected from myself #and feeling completely and utterly beyond help like nothing ive tried has fixed it but also there are a lot of things i haven’t tried but i #feel so terrible or my freedom is limited so i can’t. idk. #also the crushing knowledge / sense that i have lost the most precious important years of my life both bc of the lockdown and bc of mental #illness lol. except that’s not true bc of all the stuff abt how your best years are always ahead of you and you can make them. but it doesnt #feel like it for me and then i beat myself up bc my job is literally to exude that belief and help other ppl feel it and i increasingly cant #i remember in high school having the thought that one day i could be depressed and being conscious that i wasn’t and now i look back on that #and am like… how. and will i ever not be. i don’t think so. it just feels unending

[orowyrm]

Do you like the fantasy genre? I asked cause your profile picture

oh yeah, for sure. i tend to lean a little scifi fantasy (my icon is actually a warframe oc) cuz i’m a sucker for weird and crazy technology and have always since i was little had a passion for imagining alien worlds and ecosystems…. and i like guns and such from an artistic standpoint crazy scifi weapons are a lot of fun to design cuz you don’t need to be a skilled magic user to shoot someone with laser beams anyone can pick up a blaster and go ham…. but i enjoy fantasy settings immensely also

#i tend towards scifi bcs i like the idea of weird shit being explained away as advanced technology or alien phenomena yet to be studied #rather than hand waving it with ‘magic lol’ #altho there’s really not much difference. i take a very biology-biased approach to my worldbuillding i can’t help it i work in the field #show me a beast or creature and i’m already thinking about what its diet consists of and what role it plays in its ecosystem #and most importantly: is it edible. does it taste good. what would you cook with it #for the record i haven’t read dungeon meshi. yet. it’s on my list but it’s not the root of my #passion for seeing a weird fantasy animal and wondering how to eat it. i jsut like watching people #prep fish and other such things

[paunchsalazar]

Kyoya comes out like once an episode, the others just aren’t paying attention

#i can’t explain it any better it’s the same feeling as befriending the one out gay guy in class back in high school #and just having an instant understanding… #post-beach (terrible but anyway) I really think he was like ‘ah what a relief - so want to talk boys?’ #like that’s exactly what I’m looking at here #he’s gay and thinks Mori’s hot lol (but far too cutesy and occupied it would never do) #anyway #ouran #ohshc #ouran high school host club #ouran highschool host club #Kyoya ootori

[whiskeyswifty]

did you meet your wife through taylor?

Absolutely not, buddy. I can’t really explain why it’s extremely funny that you assumed that but she had a good laugh when I read this to her. Taylor is a relatively small and inconsequential part of both of our lives, comparative to everything else we do and are interested in, let’s just say that.

#I mean that I can’t really explain without being mean and I’m trying to be less mean…. publicly lol #not mean to you just to people on this website #who might find this ask and make whatever i say about my personal opinions somehow about them #you know how it is in these parts

[peapod20001]

Birthday you say?! Hm..... by any chance do you have any particularly favorite oc? That you would want to see fanart of? Jk jk..... unless👀👀👀

Lol Shirley is usually my go to when ppl ask what character they should draw. I’ve had them longer than most and they are easier to get for some people than my other characters. Also you can just dress him in literally anything and it works so that’s a bonus lol

Some others I’m more biased towards are Felix and Rory, I think really hard about em lol. Honestly I’d enjoy anything someone makes with any of my ocs especially if it’s a character THEY like cus I enjoy seeing which of my ocs ppl fancy hahahagahaga

#ask #honestly if it’s someone I’ve drawn recently it’s a good oc to go with lol #hmmgg hm I just. honestly I’d like whatever if you (hypothetically) draw me smth #nothing makes me like a hyper fangirl more than getting drawings hsggagahsn like I don’t react that hard about anything #also I’m always down to make references if u need them or like colors or whatever #explaining certain details. cus I think A LOT about the details bahagag #but I’m honestly not a stickler about the small things when other ppl draw my characters. idk why I just don’t mind really #FUN FACT I’ve shown people irl my ‘art for me’ tag before because I fucking LOVE people and I gotta let everyone else know about it #I’m still kinda sick brain fried if you can’t tell by my rambling lol