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pinkieloveheartpastel · 9 months
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Why I Hate Barbecues: Ignore this I’m just venting cause I’m constantly around toxic people and it’s fucking with me. I hate public events.
I really fucking hate BBQs… like I hate any place where I have to be around people, but I genuinely hate barbecues the most because first of all, they feel like they never end, you never know when you’re going to leave, the food is always fucking dry and burnt, even the wet foods like macaroni and cheese taste like they’re dry af and burnt, they taste so fucking generic and lifeless, and it’s even worse if they’re watery and have little to no flavor to them, like wtf is this shit????? I DID NOT ENDURE A THREE HOUR DRIVE JUST TO TASTE THIS NASTY SHIT. AND THE ONLY GOOD FOOD THEY HAVE IS A GENERIC PEPSI. NOT EVEN ROOT BEER OR DR PEPPER.
Not only that, but I have to sit outside, IN THE HEAT, THIS BLISTERING FUCKING 90 DEGREE (f) HEAT, and wait for this boring ass shit to be over. I’M LOOKING AT THE TIME I JUST FUCKING GOT HERE AND I HAVE TO WAIT FIVE MORE HOURS????? I’m getting bit by mosquitos and being swarmed by flies while watching people I don’t want to be around at all gossip about other people, talk shit and just make the environment feel even more unbearable than it already is. I constantly have to keep my mouth shut and keep from cussing a whole bunch of people out. Shitty food, shitty weather and shitty fucking people, istg. Everything hurts and I’m dying.
I’m having to sit in fucking grass with a plate of burnt sausage and some leftover bones with like two pieces of meat on them while everything else is covered in ashes charred to fucking high heavens, and some pale macaroni and cheese while being crawled on by all kinds of bugs that won’t fucking leave me alone. And it’s either sit all the way in the distance where nobody else is, and looking like a whole-ass stalker because I hate being around people cause they always disappoint me, or go back inside and listen to even MORE people gossip and talk shit about other people while having NO PLACE TO CHARGE MY PHONE!!!! ISTFG I HATE THIS FUCKING SHIT!!!!!
AND DON’T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE SIGNAL NOT WORKING ON MY PHONE THATS ALREADY ON 40 PERCENT KILL ME NOW!!!
AND IF THERE IS SIGNAL, I CAN’T EVEN FUCKING DISTRACT MYSELF AND DISSOCIATE CAUSE THE MORE I DO THAT, THE MORE THE BATTERY GOES DOWN!!!
Barbecues are the epitome of overstimulation and are so fucking draining. Isttg.
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starkmurdocks · 2 years
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so let me get this straight: the try guys were quite literally living their best lives when ned decided to (again, quite literally) fuck around?
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swampthingking · 20 days
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andrew’s definitely gotten in trouble with his pr manager for tweeting things along the lines of:
“no mania inducing medication will compare to the euphoria i will feel the day donald trump drops dead”
#pr manager is like: andrew… this is the last time i’m gonna tell you#andrew: whats the point of democracy if i can’t exercise freedom of speech#pr manager: andrew it’s no longer about your image#at this point we are concerned the fbi is going to show up#andrew: neil has connections. i’m fine#they thought marketing andrew on social media would be good#they were sooooo wrong#because now andrew has a place to share every insane thing he’s ever thought#for instance—a tweet that just says ‘an alien googling: human clothes’#he’s on there advocating for lgbtq+ youth you KNOW HE IS#he’s cursing and mildly threatening members of congress for imposing these disgusting bills#one day he tweeted ‘does mitch mcconnell know he’s dead yet’#when mitch mcconnell stepped down from senate andrew tweeted ‘hopefully next he steps down from life’#unsurprisingly: this endears him to some people and makes others fucking hate him#and he’s such a shit. he does not care either way#he’s kind of just like: pr manager. you gave me a twitter and told me to tweet. i’m just doing what you asked me#they’ve threatened to change his password so many times#they actually did once but andrew reported the account so many times for defamation and fraud that it got suspended#and he made a new account out of pure spite#his pr manager is like: andrew nobody is going to want to sign you because of your public image#and andrew is like: ?? ok. they can lose every game then#(he knows he’s the best goalie)#ok i think that’s enough for now. however i will probably be back#andrew minyard#aftg#tfc#trk#tkm#the foxhole court#all for the game
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#buddy daddies#kazuki kurusu#miri unasaka#buddy daddies 1x10#for the better right?#just had to get this off my chest#as a child who prized access to my beloved people and routines and familiar places more than anything#i would have been absolutely DEVASTATED to find out that not only could I suddenly not go back to the place I had been living#but I would never see my parental figures who had been raising me for almost a year again#and not only that but they LIED TO MIRI about it being a SLEEPOVER to get her to go!#yeah four-year-olds wouldn't necessarily understand everything that makes that situation necessary#but they deserve to know in the larger sense that they're leaving so they have a chance to say goodbye#considering that Miri has already been sent away and rejected by one parent and that we've seen her abandonment issues before#I hate that they chose to spare the feelings of the adults by concealing the truth from Miri#it WON'T be 'easier on her' to hear that her papas told her she would have a sleepover and they will never come to get her#and she will never see her room or her clothes or eat Kazuki's cooking or play games with Rei again#it's not even a clean break! Misaki said she was going to keep Miri at the same daycare!#in worrying about Miri's safety and avoiding public meltdowns the adults are hurting her ability to trust in them#it never feels good to be manipulated like that no matter what the reason#but enough about me projecting#in which I babble to the world#memes
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semiotomatics · 10 months
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i have a ~dream question~
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asspinkie · 1 month
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halsin: i’m with you through anything, now that you’ve helped me with the shadow curse
tav: *takes him to the big city*
halsin: not this though
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dykedvonte · 1 month
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An independent Courier would actually hate being in charge or enforcing standards in New Vegas. At least in my mind.
They made Vegas independent but I feel like that playthrough/style so clearly makes it apparent it isn't for them. They are making Vegas a place where people can live freely, like how House genuinely didn't care what people did but without the behind-the-scenes Big Brother surveillance he did. Having every family, faction, and other influence group or person comes to them about alliances or rules would be draining, and boring, one note.
In an independent Vegas, The Courier is also Independent. They like getting rid of lines and borders that impede freedom, they like to help give people the tool but I don't believe they want to be the one to shape it.
#a lot of this is like how ncr started but then lost its way#the courier would like a democracy but like one that is truly run by the people like if public votes or letting people split off and embrac#their traditions instead of a universal standard like house changing the tribes caesar wiping out so many cultures and the ncr whole thing#with their money being worthless in territories they have not taken control over cause people dont want to#the courier doesnt want to be house 2.0 and i see that so often in peoples interpretations of that ending and I just dont think its the cas#like theyd stay to help it stablize for a but ultimately i think theyd leave to clean up any loose ends or just travel the mojave like#a lot of the dialouge good or evil is very much like the courier doesnt want the responsiblity to be placed on them rather they choose what#they want to take on that is not presented in sort of a scenerio where they losely rule NV cause everyone else would go to them even if the#say they arent in charge#i at least for the follower quest tell them their choices are theirs and no one elses so i see that as their outlook so im biased#cause im also good karma just for how nice I am and I like doing crazy adventure shit and its actually hard to have fun when everyone hates#you for being legion#anyway make of this what you will#fallout#fallout new vegas#fnv#the courier#courier six#courier fnv#the strip fnv#robert edwin house#caesar’s legion#new california republic#independent vegas
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yardsards · 3 months
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going to other people's houses for dinner is wild because it's such a crapshoot on what kind of culinary experience you're about to have. some places it's just delightful and you feel like you're in that one scene in ratatouille where it's all colourful when he tastes the ingredients. other places it feels like whatever the fuck is on your plate is a close cousin of the pulp they use in paper manufacturing and you wish you had pulled a hillary clinton and smuggled some hot sauce in your bag
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midethefangirl · 9 months
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it’s been long since I made a pro Tony Stark post but seeing someone try to blame the events of Civil War going south on him had me heated. look, I will admit that some of Tony’s actions in the movie where not okay at all like wanting to kill Bucky for killing his mother while under HYDRA’s influence but maybe Steve stans and a lot of pro team cap folks should realize that Steve’s actions also played a huge role in the movie as well.
for one, maybe Steve should have realized that 119 countries banding together to make a document, you feel is threatening your rights, is a serious matter. 119 countries is almost two-thirds of the countries in the UN and the world, if a great part of the world thinks you are doing more harm than good, maybe as a superhero, you should try to reason with them.
two, Steve chose to do nothing when he thought his rights were threatened by the accords. I do think there were some human rights violations in the accords that should not have been avoided, however, Steve chose to do nothing. anyone who has done a bit of activism know how ineffective that strategy is.
three, Steve’s actions were proving to the UN even more reasons why they felt the accords were necessary. interfering with law enforcement when they were out for Bucky who was potentially dangerous was a bad idea. sure, Bucky was his best friend and I don’t blame Steve for wanting to save him. however, let us remember that Bucky had killed people while he was the Winter Soldier and the Romanian government didn’t have the perspective we have and they had every reason to see him as a huge threat.
four, infantilizing Wanda by calling her a kid because Tony decided to put her on house arrest. and yes, I agree that Tony not telling Wanda was a very bad idea but let us not forget that the Avengers were still under public scrutiny after a disaster of a mission in Lagos and the accords. Wanda could have been attacked by outsiders who could have gone the Zemo route because a family member was in Lagos and that would have caused her to try to defend herself which could get twisted by the media and turn more of the public against her and the avengers as a whole. mind you, the Avengers were facing enough mistrust from the public.
also, Steve, calling a huge comfortable compound with a swimming pool an internment is a bit tonedeaf to those whose ancestors have been to actual interments. as someone who had an Asian American on his team, I’d expect he know better.
five, accords or not, maybe the Russian government has the right to know about a man controlling dangerously brainwashed men within their country. sure, it latter turned out to be a false alarm but considering the fact that this was a security threat which many countries would take seriously, Steve for some reason never considered the fact that the Russian government should be alerted to something like that. if this didn’t scream arrogance, I don’t know what else did.
six, resisting arrest and trashing public property while on international borders in the bid of resisting arrest would piss off the very people who are already pissed at you and your American passport would not bail you out of that one. even international passports come with a warning about their holders committing a crime in other countries. the fact that Steve acknowledged that his team could get arrested for that made it even worse.
this one is actually addressed to the whole of team cap, not just Steve, but seven, you cannot commit a crime on international soil with full knowledge that it is a crime and then blame somebody else for why you ended up in jail. sure, the rift and Thaddeus Ross are sketchy in nature but Scott and Clint blaming Tony for why they ended up there was funny to me because they made the informed decision to commit a crime.
eight, which is a major part being that it was the climax of Civil War, hmmm, maybe keeping the secret of the death of the parents of your rich teammate whose money was funding the search of their killer from him is a very bad idea. idk, man, I would be angry too if it were me. sure, wanting to kill Bucky was wrong but if we didn’t fault the Mayonnaise twins, T’Challa, Peter Parker and later Shuri for going after their parents’ (perceived, in T’Challa’s case) killers, maybe we could give Tony too some grace because brainwashed or not, I would have gone after Bucky too.
nine, the apology letter was the shittiest letter ever and I don’t blame Tony for not wanting to speak to Steve during the events of Infinity War. like how can you even write that type of letter to someone you offended and expect the relationship to still be intact?
there was one part I almost forgot but that quote that emboldened Steve is also dumb the more I look at it. oh yeah, plant yourself in front of the 119 countries you didn’t even bother to address at all and tell them “no, you move” is the ultimate height of hubris. when you are already on thin ice with the public? and Steve thought this was a good idea? yikes 😬
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gigifujijifu · 3 months
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Anyone else remember the little 88x31 buttons from older internet days? I've been remembering them a lot lately.
I make ffxiv ones in msp when I'm in queue or my bf is flying me around between quests.
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laxmiree · 5 months
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[CN] MLQC's Lucien Touching Date English Translation
⚠️ SPOILER ALERT!! ⚠️
This post contains a detailed spoiler for a date that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
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I tenderly kiss his lips, the sensation of his warmth and trembles reminiscent of fluttering butterfly wings.
So clear and yet so real, distant yet within arm's reach.
Translation under the cut!
The sun shines warmly on me, but the worries in my heart do not dissipate. I sigh and roll myself further into the blanket.
[T/N: I really recommend following along the voice acting for complete experience!!!🥹 the whole thing just sounds so incredibly tender. Here's the CN Video link]
I bury my face in the blanket and take a deep breath.
Suddenly, a pair of hands stopped my movements. Lucien's scent mixed with moist warmth invades my nostrils. Along with it, there's a trace of laughter.
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Lucien: Has this 'kid' who's wrapped herself up encountered something troubling?
Seeing him gently tuck my disheveled hair behind my ear as he spoke, I let out a soft sigh, gazing into those deep dark eyes.
MC: Do you still remember the visual design course I took before?
MC: The teacher wants to organize an art exhibition with the theme "Touching Beauty".
MC: The artwork I'm preparing is a photo and video series titled "Fledglings Caring for Their Parents".
I open my phone and hand over the backup to Lucien. He takes it and examines it carefully.
MC: In order to capture this moment with the nesting birds, I had the camera set up for almost half a month before finally getting the shot.
Lucien: Hmm... it's evident that our 'photographer' has put a lot of thought and effort into this.
Lucien: From the photo's results, I think it's quite good. Is there any problem with it?
I pat my face to refresh myself, noticing him soothingly stroking my hair, and can't help but sigh again.
MC: Sigh, I was really looking forward to it.
MC: But when I looked at the finished product, I realized I couldn't find that initial "touching feeling" I had in mind!
Lucien tilts his head, supporting his chin, and looks at me with half-dried hair strands hanging in front of his forehead, his eyes shining brightly.
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Lucien: Well, why don't you go ahead and tell me, what does "touching" mean to you?
MC: I think... it should be emotions that can be felt by most people from things like family love, life, and nature, and so on.
MC: Then, I had a sudden inspiration and came up with this picture.
MC: The act of young birds feeding their parents not only reflects the continuation of life but also represents family love. It's truly touching people's hearts~
MC: But I didn't expect that when the final film came out, I couldn't seem to feel anything…
I lean dejectedly against Lucien's shoulder, and he naturally pulls me into his embrace, taking my hand and giving it a gentle squeeze.
Lucien: What you're saying indeed falls within that category.
Lucien: But MC, have you ever considered that…
Lucien: Perhaps, the purpose of the teacher assigning this topic isn't to have you search for what most people feel, but rather to encourage you to express your own perception.
MC: My own perception?
I feel momentarily confused, and I rub my tired and sore eyes. Just as I'm about to continue thinking, a pair of hands cover my forehead, gently massaging my temples.
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Lucien: (gently) We can leave this question for tomorrow to contemplate.
He bends down and gently kisses my forehead, his kiss tender and affectionate, then hugs me as we lie down.
Lucien: It's getting late now. It's time for us to sleep.
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A gentle breeze brushes by, lifting the curtains quietly, and sunlight filters through the gaps, creating patches of light on the floor.
I contemplate the next steps of the filming plan absentmindedly, twirling the pen in my hand repeatedly, yet no new ideas are emerging.
When I'm at a loss, Lucien sits down beside me with a visual portfolio in hand.
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Lucien: I just received a phone call. The cultural park that the research institute collaborates with in the neighboring city needs me to handle some matters today.
Lucien: Perhaps Miss Producer would like to accompany me?
MC: Of course, I'd be willing to. But, wouldn't it delay your work?
Lucien: It's just some simple matters to take care of. We can spend the rest of the time strolling around the park.
...Unable to come up with a plan for the moment, I think it might be a good idea to go on a trip to relax and unwind. With that in mind, I agree right away.
Just as we are about to set off, my phone suddenly rings. I cast a helpless glance at Lucien and step aside to answer Kiki's call.
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After dealing with the unexpected work situation, I was shocked when I suddenly realized that half an hour had passed.
It seems like he heard the sound of me finishing work, and Lucien sets down the book in his hand to look at me.
I rub my temples and smile apologetically.
MC: I didn't expect it to take this long. Is it still possible to leave now?
He glances at his watch, pursing his lips with a hint of seriousness.
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Lucien: It's indeed a bit late.
MC: I'm sorry... I…
I'm contemplating how to make amends when he suddenly smiles and takes my hand.
Lucien: But don't worry, we can take a special shortcut.
MC: Hmm? What…
Before I can finish my sentence, he leans in and embraces me, his pleasant grass scent instantly enveloping me.
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MC: Pfft, what kind of special shortcut involves a hug?
Lucien: Not only does it require a hug, but it needs to be a tighter one. Though a bit puzzled, I still gently squeeze him, allowing myself to be fully enveloped in his embrace
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Feeling my movement, he chuckles softly. The next moment, a refreshing breeze brushes against our skin, and the air carries a hint of moisture.
Lucien: We've arrived.
Lucien's clear voice rings in my ears, and I freeze for a moment before lifting my head.
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The architecture before my eyes displays soft and elegant colors. Not far away, there's a well-designed bridge over flowing water, and further beyond are houses that are both elegant and innovative.
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I look at Lucien and see him smiling leisurely, and only then do I realize what's going on.
MC: Professor Lucien, you didn't plan this from the beginning, did you?
Lucien: [chuckles] I'm just more adept at achieving the results I want in various ways.
Lucien: However, to better achieve our goals, sometimes it's necessary to make use of certain privileges.
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With a playful glint in his eyes, he intertwines his fingers with mine and leads the way towards the pond.
Lucien: You have no business to attend to, so let's take our time and enjoy the scenery along the way. Even if something unexpected happens, it won't disrupt our planned outing.
The koi fish are joyfully swaying their tails, creating layer upon layer of ripples on the water's surface. The emerald green lotus leaves have become their best refuge from the sunlight.
As I lean in closer to the pond to get a better look, a slightly anxious call interrupts my actions.
Staff Member: Professor Lucien!
I turn towards the source of the voice and see a person wearing a white work uniform, panting heavily.
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After Lucien responds to the staff member, he stands up and gives me a helpless look. I smile and wave him off, signaling for him to go attend to his work first.
While enjoying the scenery before me, suddenly, my attention is drawn to a snack stand selling cotton candy.
The colorful cotton candies are plump and neatly lined up at the stand. I can almost smell the sweet aroma that belongs to candies.
I pick two from the assortment of cotton candies and as I turn around, I see Lucien walking over as well.
MC: Did you manage to resolve your work so quickly?
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Lucien: Mm, there was a slight deviation in one of the research results. I went to check the situation and found the issue.
Lucien: The time ahead belongs to just the two of us.
Lucien says as he turns his gaze to the cotton candy in my hand.
I hesitate between the two flavors for a moment and then with a smile, I hand him the cotton candy shaped like a rabbit.
MC: I'll try the fox this time, and I'll leave the rabbit to you~
The sweetness of the cotton candy melts in our mouths, and Lucien's eyes raised slightly at the taste, his eyes lit up.
Could it be that his cotton candy is really delicious? I can't help but glance over, and I see him subtly curving his lips as if he's aware of my curiosity.
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Lucien: Do you want to exchange and try each other's flavors?
I nod and hand over the cotton candy I have in my hand.
But I see him take a bite of the cotton candy in his hand and then lean in closer.
The next second, the warm lips sweetened by the candy engulfed me. Flavor that uniquely belongs to him invades me and my senses.
After finally reclaiming my own breath, I feign wickedness and take a fierce bite of the cotton candy in my hand, saying.
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MC: ...Looks like Professor Lucien's candy isn't as sweet as mine!
His eyes slightly curve, and a soft arc forms at the corner of his lips.
Lucien: (whispers very, VERY tenderly) Is that so? I feel that mine has gotten sweeter.
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Sweetness intertwines between us, and amidst laughter, my mood surprisingly has become much more lightened.
I follow Lucien's footsteps as we stroll through this autumn scenery, and unknowingly, we've walked deep into the park, where we discover a uniquely designed building.
The building takes on a tiered structure, with a semi-transparent outer layer, blending technology and simplicity in just the right measure.
I can't help but hold Lucien's hand with some curiosity as we walk towards the exhibition hall. The moment we step inside, it feels like I've stumbled into another world.
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Glistening streams of light glide across the ink-black walls, and the entire space seems endless. Mysterious and splendid array of colors fills my field of vision.
Glass display cases are scattered throughout the hall, showcasing butterflies of various sizes and colors, with many of them fluttering their wings gracefully.
The beauty before my eyes is truly breathtaking. I find myself widening my eyes and slightly parting my lips, yet I'm at a loss for where to begin with my praise.
Butterflies of various colors freely soar within the exhibition hall, some perched on the walls, others entwined together, creating a remarkably vivid spectacle.
Suddenly, a butterfly flies past me, its wings displaying a beautiful black and gold pattern, casting a radiant trail. I instinctively reach out to touch it, but my hand passes right through.
I raise an eyebrow in surprise and see Lucien slightly tilting his head, watching as the butterfly flutters and passes through his upturned palm.
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Lucien: It should be a holographic projection, combined with some systems that allow interaction with real-time images.
MC: So lifelike... I was genuinely fooled just now.
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I walk towards the depths of the exhibition hall with great interest. In the first few display cases, images of butterflies cycling through each stage of their life cycle are being showcased using holographic technology.
As I walk into the area dedicated to showcasing different butterfly species, the colors become even more vibrant.
I carefully observe each one, but when I reach the display case in the center, I suddenly can't look away.
Shades of light blue to deep purple on the wing surface are adorned with clusters of white, and when the light falls upon the wings, they shimmer with splendid radiance.
MC: This butterfly is so beautiful... Is it a Morpho Helena?
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Lucien: Yes, this butterfly is known as one of the most beautiful in the world. It also has another name - the "Goddess of Light" butterfly.
Lucien speaks, and a hint of amazement flashes in his narrow eyes. Upon hearing his words, I lower my head and carefully examine the butterflies in the cabinet.
MC: It can actually emit light?
Lucien: Its wings have densely packed scales, and inside them, there are pigment particles. So when exposed to light, it refracts the light and produces a shimmer.
MC: No wonder it's called the Goddess of Light... It's like a jewel embedded in the sky.
He raises an eyebrow and gently taps the glass display case with his finger.
Lucien: The specimen of Morpho Helena is very rare. It was mentioned in the project proposal that this specimen will only be on display here for a few days.
Lucien: It seems like we arrived just in time.
Lucien lowers his eyes, and the soft light makes his gaze appear even more profound. I lower my head, gazing at the dazzling shimmer of the butterfly wings, and my heart feels touched.
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MC: I'm glad I came here with you; otherwise, I would have missed out on such a unique butterfly.
Lucien: When I saw it mentioned in the project proposal, I guessed that you might like it here.
Lucien turns his head slightly to look at me, and his dark eyes dimming for a moment, making me realize something.
The sudden invitation this morning, the planned itinerary, could it be…
I look up at him, and he's standing amidst the specimens. The shimmering lights blended the colors of the butterflies flowing around Lucien.
MC: Lucien, thank you for bringing me here.
Lucien: Although I'd love to frankly accept your gratitude…. it seems like I've been given even more beauty instead.
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Lucien: Because you're here.
He says as he's looking at me, his eyes reflecting my entire presence. Just then, a fluttering butterfly brushes past his cheek, lingering nostalgically for a moment.
My heartbeat slowly accelerates in my chest, as subtle emotions seem to swirl and intertwine in my heart.
I raise the camera and instinctively press the shutter button.
Lucien: MC?
His voice brings me back to reality, and I slightly pause, raising the camera in my hand to gesture toward him.
MC: Ah... I think I've found my "touching beauty".
Lucien watches my actions with a knowing smile, and he gently squeezes my hand, his tone soft.
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Lucien: Anything is like a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp.
Lucien: But, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you.
Lucien: Something you deliberately chase after is like a butterfly. When you chase it, you can never catch it. But if you sit quietly, it will land on you.
MC: (smiles softly) …I think I might know why my previous work didn't satisfy me.
He gazes at me, the shimmering lights filtering through his hair and falling on his eyelashes. As he shivers slightly, a fleeting glimmer passes through his dark irises.
Lucien: Hmm?
MC: I've always approached my work with a strong sense of purpose, which naturally couldn't touch me from deep inside.
Lucien looks at me and slightly curls his lips.
Lucien: Mm... it seems like you've already let go of the purpose that was troubling you.
Lucien: Perhaps, your butterfly is about to appear.
As soon as Lucien's voice falls, a holographic butterfly lands on my shoulder.
I turn my head in surprise, wanting to observe its appearance closely.
The butterfly seems to sense my gaze, and its wings quiver gently before it slowly takes off again, leaving behind a trail of light.
It flies forward, occasionally turning back to circle around us, as if confirming something.
MC: Is it guiding us?
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Lucien: I think taking action might solve this question more effectively than asking.
He takes my hand and follows the butterfly towards the back of the exhibition hall. The moment we step out of the hall, the scenery in front of us changes once again.
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Before our eyes is a field of flowers. Tender green branches are bent under the weight of vibrant blooms, and the wind sways the flower branches, causing petals to lift into the air and scatter before finally carpeting the ground.
MC: So beautiful—! It was leading us here all along.
Lucien: Perhaps it's inviting us to touch a real butterfly.
We walk towards the center of the flower field, and that's when we notice numerous different types of butterflies fluttering about, forming clusters of their own.
I'm a bit worried about disturbing them, so I stop in my tracks halfway.
However, Lucien seems to notice my worry and leads me forward.
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Lucien: Don't worry, our arrival won't disrupt the tranquility of this little world.
Just as he said, the gracefully dancing butterflies haven't stopped their activities and continue tirelessly sipping nectar from the flowers.
I reach out my hand to touch them, feeling their beauty. Some of the flowers are exceptionally pretty, and I'm curious about their species, thinking of planting some on my balcony.
When I turn to ask Lucien, I see him standing amidst the flowers, quietly admiring the surroundings.
Lucien, enveloped in bright and vibrant colors, appears even more serene. The sunlight shining on him adds a touch of softness.
Suddenly, a butterfly with a shimmering blue glow flaps its wings and lands on Lucien's chest.
He lowers his head and gazes at it, his dark eyes flickering with light and shadow.
I want to touch the perched butterfly, but the startled butterfly instantly flies away, dispersing the beautiful scenery in an instant
I sigh softly, feeling a sense of regret as I try to withdraw my hand before it's suddenly held firmly.
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Lucien: (whispers) Do you only have eyes for the butterflies?
He seems dissatisfied with my distraction and gently pulls my hand. Without any defense, I tumble into his embrace.
With our movements, the flying and parched butterflies around us feel disturbed and take off one by one.
Tiny fragments of light pass through their glistening wings and fall onto Lucien's face.
At that moment, it's as if I can hear the sound of their wings fluttering.
MC: Of course I have eyes for you too.
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Lucien: Then I've also become a part of the scenery in your eyes.
His gentle gaze conveys his emotions to me, radiance sweeping across his pupils. His eyelashes quivering lightly, casting fragmented shadows.
I can't help but reach out my hand, gently touching his face.
MC: Not just in my eyes, but also a part of the whole scenery.
MC: We both unexpectedly barged into it.
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Upon hearing my words, he can't help but chuckle softly. The warm sunlight falls upon his cheeks, making this whole person appear even warmer.
Lucien: Perhaps it's these unexpected surprises that make this world more romantic.
He looks deeply into my eyes, emotions as thick as ink welling up in the depths of his gaze, yet he gently occupies me in this way.
I raise my hand to hug him, and a hint of sweetness twirls around my heart, forming the simplest of sentences.
MC: Well then, since I've barged in, I will just stay and won’t leave~
Lucien: (in an incredibly gentle whisper) You've probably lost the chance to leave a long time ago.
Butterflies transform into the definition of beauty and envelop us tightly. He reaches out, caressing the tips of my ears. His movements touch deep into my heart.
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I tenderly kiss his lips, the sensation of his warmth and trembles reminiscent of fluttering butterfly wings.
So clear and yet so real, distant yet within arm's reach.
I instinctively close my eyes, quietly reciting the answer within my heart.
What touches me are not the tangible presences, but the emotions themselves, whether complex or simple.
And also the butterfly on my shoulder, it barged into my life, accompanying and dancing forward with me.
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disableddyke · 1 year
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no one gives up their seats for cripples these days smh
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bonnieisaway · 7 months
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WHY did I fuckin forget to upload this dear god help me . anyway someone let these fuckers be happy they make me so miserable (/pos) I know the song isnt 100% accurate but I Needed this you do not Understand
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krispiecake · 7 months
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tell me why i can hear another tenants fucking music from my flat. HE DOESNT EVEN LIVE IN MY BUILDING. HE LIVES IN A COMPLETELY SEPARATE BUILDING ON THE SECOND FLOOR AND I CAN HEAR HIS MUSIC FROM MY FLAT. MY FLAT WHICH IS IN A DIFFERENT SEPARATE BUILDING.
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#and staff just say ‘oh we can’t do anything bc its not 11pm yet.’#ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS.#i am autistic person who has just spent a full 12hrs in extremely overstimulating public spaces#i am exhausted and i have had to wake up at ass o’clock in the fucking morning#every day for the past like week and a half and will be expected to do so for the forseeable future#i am extremely sensitive to noise and have no ability to zone things out#like everything is always at the same volume for me#all the fucking time no matter what#and they say like oh well in the community there wouldnt be anything to be done so we cant do anything here#BUT WE ARENT IN THE COMMUNITY. ARE WE. WE ARE AT A SUPPORTED LIVING ACCOMMODATION WHERE I HAVE BEEN PLACED#BY MY LOCAL AUTHORITY WHO ARE PAYING TWENTY THREE GRAND A YEAR#AND I AM PAYING FIVE HUNDRED A MONTH#IN ORDER TO RECIEVE SUPPORT FOR MY DISABILITIES. A BIG ONE BEING MY FUCKING AUTISM.#YOU KNOW. THE ONE WHICH IS BEING DIRECTLY IMPACTED BY THE BEHAVIOUR OF ANOTHER TENANT.#WHEN I AM BEING PUSHED TO MY LIMIT ALREADY. LIKE IDK FEELS KINDA CRAZY THAT THIS ISNT SOMETHING THAT CAN BE SORTED.#i fucking hate men there is just literally no fucking respect or consideration like its genuinely disgusting and so fucking infuriating#and like he says that staff (women. btw) are being too naggy about it. but never fucking stops to consider that maybe.#maybe people wouldnt have to ‘nag’ you about it IF YOU JUST. DIDNT DO THE THING THAT IS ACTIVELY CAUSING OTHER PEOPLE STRESS.#IDK FUCKING WILD IDEA JUST THOUGHT OF IT.#literally die i want everyone involved to die like I CANNOT DO THISSSSSSSSSSSS
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astromechs · 3 months
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the coworker i share an office with has covid again, internal screaming
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ardri-na-bpiteog · 2 months
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Anyone who lives in Manhattan and buys a car is just unhinged sorry. You live in one of the few places in the US where it is actively inconvenient to own a car and you choose to get one just because you really love carbon emissions or something?
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