#I’m a day early but it’s fine

[yuliadern]

There’s love for everyone!

#ethan winters #resident evil village #karl heisenberg #resident evil #re8 #re7 #mia winters #I’m a day early but it’s fine #I’m just silly like that opps

[dumb-doll-lips]

This is the most motivated I’ve been to get out of this not talking to as many people rut that I’ve been in bc I want to get fucked more. So of courseeeee my period starts.

#I am hapoy thinfs finally got back to normal enough that my period is beinf early while I’m on the pill #but ugh #mostly have had two/three guys I’ve been seeing lately #and the two I like the most out of them are harder to schedule w #and I was sick #ughh #prolly gonna wait a few days bc I don’t wanna hit up this guy and be like hey sorry I disappeared for months do you still want to fuck me? #then being like greaybhow does next week work #I wanna get to at least feelinf like my period is wrapping ip and a day or two out would be fine #if I’m gonna go seem all needy for getting fucked I do like wanna be able to have the availability to match it #slutting

[rainymoodlet]

i mean legit the best example i can give of dan’s purposeful censorship of his life was in that last post tbh

his reality: horrific absolute monster deadbeat dad who made him and his family’s life a living hell

what he says: my dad was mean to my mom :(

#he’s not LYING… he just… refuses to go further fjdjjf #like if his siblings want to vent to him abt their dad??? go ahead #but dan is a Steel Fortress ugh #i could talk abt him for hours i’m sorry pff #it wasn’t that he was expected to be a protector or his mother or younger siblings assigned him that role - he’s just… like that #he decided very early on that he could Handle It - no matter what It was #because as long as someone could handle it they could all be okay #it wasn’t that he was expected to step between his mother and his father he just… did #and earlier in the same day he and his dad could have gone out hunting and sat in odd comfortable but not at all friendly or loving silence #but god… he’s been so repressed for so long #he only knows how to be there for others - i don’t think (even for as insightful and confident in himself #because of his years of introspection that he has) that i can properly even put into words #how much this man has mistaken having a restricted section in his library for healing and Moving On #he still has trouble hanging out with his siblings - he still feels guilt - he still feels like he’s been stuck in some strange limbo #of life. he’s very lucky to be where he is and doing what he loves #but some mornings he wakes up and he’s still that fourteen year old boy #whose face aches and ribs hurt and when he comes to… he doesn’t feel any ownership of the space he occupies #he’s just… there. #daniel is the boy who practices a few smiles as he pushes himself to sit in bed because he can hear his baby siblings running down #the hall to let him know breakfast is ready - and he told them yesterday that the broken nose was nothing and the black eye was fine #and giving them that relief will always come before the sick feeling in his stomach and the fear coiling around his neck #i could wax poetic abt this sumbitch for hours omg pls bless you if you read this AT ALL idk if anything i say abt daniel makes sense fjfhf #child abuse tw // #military yt man marries local selvadoradan beauty whose twenty years younger than him - does their eldest son have some #Serious Generational Trauma?? vote now on your phones!!! 📞 #dan takin a hit for everyone in the house at one point or another: light work no reaction #dan learning there’s cucumbers in his food: 😰😭😢🤕

[worm-in-a-trenchcoat]

Trying to “justify” why you’re having a meltdown over something “small” should be an Olympic sport.

#currently flipping my shit over this weeks work schedule #because I had plans this Friday that I didn’t think I would need to take off for #because I’ve been opening a lot lately #and closing times have been early so I figured even if I opened I’d be fine to make my plans #but I was wrong and I close this Friday and closing times are later this weekend so I’m not going to be able to make it to my event #and there’s no one available to take my closing shift so I’m stuck with it #I was having a shot day until I remembered the event was coming up and I was so excited and then I got the new schedule and #I really hate this feeling #and I’m all hormonal and shit so it’s just worse and I want to cry and scream at the same time #idk if I want to hit myself or the wall #autistic meltdown #meltdown trigger warning #sorry for the tag rant #personal

[chipjrwibignaturals]

diversity loss! local autistic forced to deal with plans being suddenly changed

#I am going. to kill someone #like I get the cause of this was something out of anyone’s hands. it’s not my sisters fault things changed. #but we went from ‘I��ll come down Monday + Tuesday to help you move then drive to the lake for the rest of the week’ #to ‘actually we’re moving tomorrow can you make it a day trip and then leave Saturday for the lake w everyone else’ #and like. sure. arguably this is a ‘better’ set up but. I fucking HATE change like this #especially bc it’s so late like. okay then guess I’ll fuck myself. #I need to go unpack all my shit (bc I was being GOOD and doing shit EARLY for once!) and repack for the new plans #and like. fucking emotionally prepare for this new change bc I wasn’t THINKING this was gonna happen. im not READY yknow? #idk. fucking. slams autistic diagnostic ‘inflexible adherence to routines’ #my ROUTINE has been CHANGED (on top of ALREADY being disturbed by this whole trip) and it’s causing DISTRESS #< like. dw I’m fine i just need to be a bitch about it for a bit

[itspileofgoodthings]

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#Early morning Maria vent post #my anxiety the last couple days has just been so high it’s like walking a tightrope #and I saw a friend yesterday and talked about a lot of the under the surface stuff #and it was good but it also brought so many things into this sharp clarity #that made me dizzy #and made me hate my own desire to have everything just laid out so clearly and so starkly in words #like why can’t I just leave things to cliches. Leave my own psyche to cliches. There’s a reason they exist!!! #but the hunger to understand and articulate is always so strong but when it’s for the big stuff you can’t really put into words #doing so always just leaves me so raw and vulnerable and wretched afterwards #and gosh it’s just been building and building the last few days #and I’m just so tired and so fraught and so tired! Of my own overthinking and circling round a problem #but never being able to talk myself into a clear understanding of what I want to do #I am just. Wrecked and wretched! #which is dramatic because I will be fine and things will keep going #but it’s five in the morning and I am completely taut with anxiety #and it’s awful and everything is awful and I need to cry and sleep #but clearly it was time for my early morning vent post that will be deleted later #the hallmark of me on vacation I guess #so this is me [ screaming into the void ] #this is me trying to get some of that out #thanks for listening etc.

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

skipping class for the first time in my life bc my professor has covid and he sent out an email saying we’re having class and he’s asymptomatic and will wear a mask per cdc guidelines even tho he’s past the 5 day required isolation period. like. great whatevs but have you actually tested negative

update: the answer was no he had not

#stressed as FUCK #it’s fine we have a textbook and he doesn’t take roll #hoping he doesn’t do an extra credit activity but if i miss it for the sake of my health so be it #i have to go home afterwards anyway bc i have an appointment the next day with my thyroid dr #stressed abt that too bc my mum has dropped all precautions as if she isn’t in her 60s and didn’t lose her husband to covid #and idk what my sibling is doing but i know they’ve stopped masking at their practices and i wouldn’t be surprised if they stopped masking #all together. they also only wear cloth masks but at least it was something #idk i just feel like im the only one not ignoring it. like. when my dad got sick i asked him early on if he could smell and he was like #‘I’m just congested’ and my mum was like ‘no he’s just sick it’s not covid’ and then we waited until it was too late #like. i tell my mum that there’s nothing we could have done bc i don’t want her to feel guilty but like #idk. part of me thinks that if people had just listened to me and gotten him tested earlier and not lived in denial that maybe he’d still be #here. and my mum is pretty healthy but again she’s in her 60s. i don’t want to lose another parent to covid. or if she gets it and has it #bad or ends up with long covid then im gonna have to come home to take care of her or. idek. like i don’t live at home anymore so i can’t #pick up the slack if something happens to her. and my sibling definitely can’t #it’s so stressful. did we not watch the same process of my dad rapidly deteriorating. by the time we took him to the hospital he looked like #a corpse. he was completely grey and his eyes were glazed and he couldn’t even sit up or wave goodbye. has she just forgotten that happened #am i the only one who remembers watching my dad deteriorate in front of us #vent tw #covid tw

[thedeadthree]

🌿 YELENA VORONIN (fo3) in the commonwealth, thrilled to at last have all her friends in one place to have the holiday party she’s always wanted!!!!!

🚄 MIKA MINEGISHI (bullet train) thrilled now that the man who stole her birthright has bit the dust.. now she’s spending all of his money! good for her!

🕰 EDELGARD VANDERWEYDEN (fernweh saga) visiting her family in germany for the holidays with reese! and still very adamant she is not head over heels. <3

🧥 ISIDORA VARGAS née dalí (call of duty) can’t stand holiday parties but her and alejandro invited the besties and her and her spouse have a contest for who’s the better gift giver and she will win.

TAGGED BY the darlings @risingsh0t, @jacobseed, @chuckhansen, @echo3-1, @shellibisshe, @leviiackrman and @jendoe to do the dears in this cutest meiker! ty ty! <3

TAGGING: @feystepped, @griffin-wood, @kingsroad, @aartyom, @unholymilf, @denerims, @arklay, @morvaris, @queennymeria, @adelaidedrubman, @marivenah, @florbelles, @phillipsgraves, @confidentandgood, @leondaltons, @thee-morrigan, @yennas, @jackiesarch, @veisshaupt and you!

#only if you want to! 🤍🕊 #oc: yelena voronin #oc: mika minegishi #oc: isidora khalida dali #there she is! introducing bullet train dearie! she needs a cute operator name (I’m open to suggestions skjzjxh) but! she! #im a bit tardy so please feel free to pass if you’ve done this already!!!! ✨🤧🌿☺️ #TOMORROW IS EDDIES BIRTHDAY HAPPY EARLY DAY M’DEAR 🤍🤍😖 so i had to include her in honor of that! #u deserve all of the cute danish pastries eddie m’love ✨😖 #its like a whole contest every year between isi and ale sjjzhzh and she will! win! #its also likely the first holiday as well with the gang that she can bring ale to so the stakes are HIGH kssjhx #she thinks holiday parties are pretentious aksjxhxh queenie! #i will have the asoiaf babies in the next one i have 🤍😖🕯 featured the non fantasy babies for this onee!! #YOU STILL HAVENT FOOLED NOT A SOUL MY LOVE Kajzhxhx i mean the nonstop heart eyes at the funeral??? REMEMBER THAT EDDIE? ✨🤡🤍🥴 my baby! #mika THRIVING knowing that her plan worked (though not like she hoped she was looking to zero him herself but! it’s fine!) #and u know what! good for her! as she should! 🤍🤍☺️ #i have a couple people in mind to set up with her hehe <3 (we can already assume one from the 🍊 aesthetics she has <3) #YELENAA babieeee! i miss her so much! her and the d*ragon a*ge dears ✨😖 #this could also be so cute for no wasteland!yelena as well? a doctor helping people just like her dad in her canon and au 🤍🤍🥹🌿 YOU ANGEL YOU #leg.tagged #leg.ocs #t: picrews #OH THIS WAS SO CUUTE AHH ✨🥺 ty ty! totally not considering returning to this with like a modern au for the asoiaf babies u know? ✨👀🤍🥹 #IM MOVING AT A SNAILS PACE CATCHING UP BUT AHH GRATEFUL FOR ALL OF U ✨🤧

[godblooded]

man i wish i didn’t… feel horribly inconsequential and hollow.

#ooc. o kaptain. #[i’m just… beyond exhausted and I have no spoons left for anyone or anything. I haven’t eaten since like. 2. I have been meaning to smoke #the same joint and I… just still have it next to me. I’m just overthinking everything rn because the adhdepression is wicked bad rn. I’ll be #fine honestly I’m just… I don’t know. I feel like I could disappear and it genuinely wouldn’t matter. I absolutely fucking despise this #feeling. I hate randomly tearing up for no good goddamn reason. tomorrow is treatment day for my aunt and it’s SUPER early in the morning so #I’m gonna go crash. love you guys. 💖] #negative / #cancer mention / #medical mention /

[camgoloud]

today. i have experienced the HORRORS (opened laptop for morning meeting while seated between boss and coworker; was greeted with ao3 page i forgot to close last night)

#it’s fine it’s fine i THINK it’s fine. both of them were looking at their own computers and i closed that shit SO fast and i have no reason #to believe that either one of them is online enough to know anything about ao3 much less enough about what it looks like to recognize it #from peripheral vision/​during the quick glance they might have had the opportunity to get #fortunately my other coworker who i know IS quite online (the two of us literally had to team up to explain a meme to the other two people #that i was sitting between later during this VERY meeting. which i was so cool and normal during by the way) was sitting over on the #opposite side of the table. and i was cool about it externally. and they had no reaction of any kind. so #nevertheless. HORRORS. it wasn’t even like a story was open which would have been just a wall of text it was like. a search result. #displaying clearly and distinctly the site’s formatting #it doesn’t help that the rest of today has also been extremely stressful and the next few days will be much the same because there are #some Things i have to do that are fairly high-stakes and that i’m extremely stressed about. fun! fantastic! #i was literally only ON ao3 last night in the first place to try to pregame/destress ahead of having to come into work this week 😭 #and i already fucked up something important today that’s setting a bunch of things back for multiple people. and i feel like i’m going to #get my period in the next day or two which would make it a week early if it happens. super fun. amazing! #guess i’ll just keep riding the adrenaline-fueled train wreck that never stops all the way through friday! #caseyposting

[1ovestay]

have had a very disappointing and stressful morning but at least i am sitting by the ocean with the sun shining on my face

#appreciating the ocean while i can before i move to canada in a week #i’m like . very upset and feeling dramatic and i think im within right to cuz it meant a lot to me #was meant to be going to the a15 action in my city and i had it all planned out #but i don’t have a car cuz my friends car broke down so i let them have mine early #and i planned to wake up at 5:30 and drop my mum off at work so i could have her car for the day #but then yesterday at the rally my friend was like oh i’ll come with u! #so after we drove back from melbourne i left my sign in their car (my car…) #and then this morning 5 mins before they were meant to pick me up they were like oh i’ve been called into work #which like understandable that they need the work but telling me 5 mins before u were supposed to pick me up…. 25 mins before the event… #anyway the next bus was so much later but i got on anyway after stressing a bunch #and i was like well even if im an hour late i still wanna show up #but it ended literally right as i got there im so upsetttt #i think the main reasons i’m upset is cuz this would be my last action in australia #cuz i’m moving in a week and i can’t go to this sundays rally in melb #and i was gonna give away my sign cuz i don’t want to throw it out but i can’t take it with me when i move #and i planned to participate in this for weeks n had it all sorted out i should have just gone with my own plans :( #anyway it is what it is i’m disappointed but i’m sitting in the sun by the ocean listening to day6 so it’s all fine really #p

[meowonhao]

my ticket finally came!! 🩷

#i rarely have to use my full english name unless it’s stuff like this that i have to verify myself #and it always reminds me just how long it is ajshsbsjsk #like especially in korea but honestly even by like american standards #think it’s like 26 characters total including the two spaces since i have to do my first middle and last name 😅 #long ass line blacking it out taking up half the ticket #diamond life #anyways story time! #no one knows the stress interpark has put me through in the process of actualy receiving this ticket…. #was supposed to be mailed out like within a week of buying it #took forever to do that #Then they finally did like sometime last week and said expect it to come 3-5 days #and it came thru the post office and i was like okay probably next week because they don’t deliver on weekends #or so i thought #anyways that was like thursday i think? then i get a text like friday afternoon #saying oh we tried to call you to come deliver the ticket (bc i have to sign for it) but you didn’t answer so #even though i did not have a single call that wasn’t a saved number all day #so i immediately called the number that texted me and they were like well it’s too late to come today #(it was like 4pm) #and it’s about to be the weekend so we’ll come on monday just make sure you answer the phone this time #even though they literally never called me in the first place 🙄 #pretty sure they were just pretending so they could go home early on a friday ahsjsks #but the thing was. i wasn’t even expecting it until this upcoming week so they could have just waited and i never would have known #ANYWAYS so i was like okay fine i’ll make sure someone is here to get it on monday #tell me why i slept in bc it’s sunday and i don’t have rehearsal and i was woken up by a call #they’re like i’ll be coming to deliver your ticket in about an hour! #like it is literally sunday and you said you couldn’t deliver on weekends…..but whatever i was like oh 네 감사합니다 you know #then dude came like. 5 mins later i’m still basically half asleep and look like a mess #but anyways none of that really matters now bc i finally have my ticket but #it put me through so much unnecessary stress bc i’m always paranoid about stuff like this until i have it physically in my hand #even though i knew it was gonna come and be okay

[daydreamerdrew]

The Incredible Hulk (1968) #267

#I've previously been a bit frustrated with this arc for what I felt was a simplistic approach to the ethics of curing Bruce of the Hulk #this is the beginning of us getting a little more nuance as Rick recognizes that they are tricking the Hulk #all this talk about freeing Bruce from the Hulk and freeing the Hulk from Bruce #when really they’re trying to ‘free Bruce Banner all right- by bamfing the Hulk outta the picture!’ #also the fact that Rick knows that this is going to hurt the Hulk and assumes that Betty does too but she’s actually forgotten #while Rick isn’t necessarily contradicting the idea that Bruce and the Hulk are one he is framing his participation as loyalty to Bruce #obviously Betty is more loyal to Bruce and less so to the Hulk too #but I like that idea that Rick has a bit more of an awareness of what they’re really doing #while Betty is more singlemindedly focused on Bruce and so isn't really thinking the other side of it through #not that I'd doubt she wouldn't still prioritize Bruce over the Hulk if she did #but I don't think she's consciously taking advantage of the Hulk's trust in her #I’m thinking of how in the 1996 Hulk cartoon when Bruce and the Hulk were briefly separated #she had always previously tried desperately to stop her father from going after the Hulk and convince him that he had misjudged the Hulk #and while she was aware that her father was still going after the Hulk she stayed focused on Bruce and just assumed the Hulk would be fine #she didn't say that she doesn’t care about the Hulk without Bruce as a part of him #but she really didn't care about the Hulk when Bruce wasn't a part of him #which makes sense for her considering her experiences #whereas Rick I think looking back on the very early days has been terrorized by the Hulk more directly than Betty has #but his life hasn't overall been as dominated as he's been off in other books doing things with other superheroes #and I think it makes sense for him to have more appreciation for the Hulk as a person #the issue after this parallels Rick's upbringing with the Hulk's life #marvel #bruce banner #rick jones #betty ross #my posts #comic panels

[avastyetwats]

I wanted to try and write a little tonight, but I’m feeling so nauseous. I can barely eat or drink but I’m trying. I’m hoping this is just because of something I ate or drank earlier and doesn’t last because I’m supposed to go out tomorrow. I feel horrible but @izzyeffinhands is giving me all sorts of advice lmao. So they’re helping take care of me xD

#I don’t know why I’m feeling like this #I was fine all day until about 5pm and then it just got progressively worse #might have to sleep early #resting at the inn (ooc)

[hellfireeddiemunson]

i should really just go to sleep but i don’t want toooooo i don’t want to wake up and go to work 😭😭😭😭😭

#i wish i could have a month off of work no consequences and i still got money for it i just wanna be able to do whatever i want and have #free time and i don’t want to have to work this kuchhhhh i’m sick of it and i’m SO TIRED IN THE MORNING it makes it absolute HELL to try to #get to work on time i’m late every single day and have been for MONTHS bc my schedule is exhausting for someone who can’t keep a consistent #and GOOD sleep schedule i just wanna stay up late sometimes and sleep early other times but i work the same time all of the time so i’m just #running off not enough sleep EVER and have to take naps if i even CAN and then that in turn fucks up the time i’ll sleep after that #like i literally CANNOT win here i don’t get what i’m supposed to do i don’t want to do it anymore dude #i wish at. LEAST i could go in like a half an hour later i genuinely think i wouldn’t be late everday but waking up between 6-7 is HARD and #the earlier i wake up the more time i need to try to be awake but the later i wake up the more i scramble and fight to try and get ready #fast enough like even THAT i can’t get down right !!!!!! i just want to be able to go to work on time and not have anxiety about it everyday #my boss clearly doesn’t care enough and that’s fine i should be relieved to know she just cares that i show up and do my shift but like i #just don’t know dude i’m just going on and on and i need to shut up #i’m going to smoke and go to bed soon i guess???? idk i’ll be on here til i do tho

[starpros-sunshine]

This this this this is the screenshot I was on about look at this and I know I have more but I can’t find them anymore but just. Head in hands fine ,,,,,,

#just. #remember that Eichi 3* #where they wanted to go to that cafe to try that parfait that was supposed to bring luck or someth in that vein #but Wataru had a job that day so they all decided that it would be nicer to do that together after Tori mentioned that #and how Tori once made Wataru cry after he told him he considers him family #I’m quoting very liberally #but you get what I mean #and how they all came up with the concept of Eichi days so Eichi wouldn’t work himself into an early grave #and how Wataru came up with that name and how it’s a stupid pun #and how wataei #and I need to ead more into watarus and Yuzuru relationship but they care each other #YUZURU AND FINE AS A WHOLE THAT IS SUCH A NICE THING TO EATCH #BECAUSE AT FIRST HE WAS SO POLITE AND QUIET AND RESLLY FULLY IN HIS BUTLER ROLE #AND THE IN THE LATER STORIES HE MAKES QUIPS AT TORI AND EICHI AND COMMETNS ON WATARUS EXTRAVANGANZA AND HES JUST GENERALLY MORE COMFORTABLE #I LOVE THAT SO MUCH #YOU DO NOT EVEN KNOW