#I’m bad at maths ok

[caffeinatedbisexual]

Actually going back to my last post, this might actually be second act conflict not third act.

#I’m bad at maths ok #twisted series #twisted lies #stella alonso #christian harper #alex volkov #ava chen #josh chen #jules ambrose #rhys larsen #bridget von ascheberg #ana huang #floss reads #books and reading #reading #book tropes #booklr #bookblr

[canarydraws]

I don’t think I ever shared my Curse of Strahd character here! I’m playing Dex, a dhampire ranger and so far I have been the trouble maker of the group lol. For example, just last session my friends had to get me out of jail because I had managed to enrage every guard on the city wall because I was trying to cause a distraction.

(Said distraction involved spider climbing up the wall and swearing at all the guards. …hey it worked? They just thought Dex was the devil or something)

#dnd #dungeons and dragons #dnd art #dhampire #ranger #character #they’re a gloomstalker btw #art #dex #we were trying to get into town and in my defense every single person had failed their persuasion check #so I’m like fuck it let’s get every guard to chase me so the rest of the group and sneak inside #it work a little too well…… #I didn’t know there was a guy w a creepy demon arm that shoots fire just casually patrolling the city ok #I would have made different choices #dex is the embodiment of that bird meme: the risk I took was calculated but boy am I bad at math

[lukeyskywalker]

What if The Armorer is Omega

#star wars #the mandalorian #the armorer #tbb #tbb Omega #the bad batch #the bad batch omega #Star Wars what if #ok ok but I’m doing the math in my head #tell me if I’m insane??? #like time-wise it could work #we don’t know how old the Armoror is #or where she came from #omega #mandalore #mandalorian #mandalorians #beskar

[ezraphobicsoup]

how am i supposed to focus when. the book

#getting my own copy of tsbit was either a very good or very bad idea depending on your perspective #aaaaaaaa #i have so much i need to do but what if i reread the whole book and put post it notes in it and and #(hm how have i only just noticed in our beginning from persona 5 there’s that one bit that sounds like that one nintendo song i think?? #i think it’s a mii related one but i’m not sure actually unless it’s wait #is it just the persona music it might be yeah no ignore me #i think i’m just confused cause rt puts persona music in the background of like the minecraft ones as well as nintendo stuff so it all blurs #together. anyway unrelated ramble over) #ok i’ll get the german writing done and then do some geography. then lunch then physics n maths then more geography then prolly dogs out #then nothing then nothing then nothing then more food then nothing then nothing then something i’ve forgotten about or composition #then shower then nothing then more work for no real reason then sleep #very excited for today it’s gonna be a wild one #ezra’s real life rambles

[dimeadoesnt]

Woah, new fic!

A one-shot based off of @feam-tortress post which i find absolutely fantastic! So, have a fic of Engie having a rough time coming to grips with the reality of how deep his family secrets run

#tf2 engineer #engineer tf2 #my fic #Tf2 fic #probably gonna go back some time to rewrite but I’m ok with it as it is #Anyways hope y’all enjoy! #Also I know the timelines kinda fucky but uhhh I’m bad at math and if they can mess with the tl in canon I can mess with it in my fic

[thinkingabout-girls]

hey sage what's your grade in math

I have a 95% in pre calculus

#ok technically it went down because I’m a shit test taker and got a bad grade on a quiz so my overall grade went down #but I can do math to an extent guys please

[koravelliumavast]

But hey I get a week off for thanksgiving so that’s nice.

#ok so one was stats exam. ew wtf was that idk what’s going on half the time. it may be my highest grade rn #chem exam. I’m bad at math and chem right now is a lot of math that I’ll never even use. lowest grade rn at like a 70 #Chem lab practical. this is one of the exams but I’m confident that I may know what I’m doing but I also don’t know what it’s about exactly #food science exam. this is actually my highest grade at 85. slay. confident about this bad boy because it’s the fuckin bread chapter #the lost metal

[salsflore]

going to sleep soon ～ let me get some things off my chest here.... my eyes are super itchy again (fell into the trap of snuggling my cat even when i swore i wouldn't do it again)

#cw vent #this is bc i have a math exam tmrw I’M SORRYYY i feel some kind of way about that #this is the first exam where i am near confident i will fail. and its just kinda sucky #my mental maths is really poor and due to the fact i skipped grades (unable to afford Education) i don’t know a lot of things my peers know #my results as they are right now? theyre genuinely ok. not bad. but theres still gaps made by the years of missing out on school #this is one of them #its so embarrassing having my classmate look at me weirdly when i ask her about something that should totally be obvious or #something silly like that. i don’t know. its especially hard for me to be interested in maths because my old maths teacher has #literally fucked me up i’m so intimidated by every math teacher ever and i just hate the feeling of being stupid or whatever #i don’t enjoy being comforted by A+ students bc theyre like cmonn its totally fine!! i relate i got a 39/40 :( #or my friends who make jokes about how stupid i am and its just aghhh #its already been almost a year since ive enrolled in school again but i still feel so out of place #so miserable i could just die #so miserable i think i SHOULD die #and i'm just nervous about getting an absolute 0. failing my first test made me want to literally kill myself #sorry for being dramatic but when you have a sister whos awards and certificates fill your house shelf its kind of like........ #aghhhh!!!! maybe i should just accept that i'm good for nothing at all!!!!!! #not that great with numbers or formulas. probably not that great at writing either. nor am i as eloquent as i'd like to be ～ #not artistically inclined. science is a bore. not ~ naturally ~ adept with neither languages nor history! psychology! economics! sports! #forgive me for not being able to do anything good at all ... zzz

[snapcracklepop-myjoints]

Sorry but I’m actually so so tired of this.

There’s a point at which we need to stop pretending things are inherent (and inherently) autistic vs allistic traits to justify having negative feelings about them.

Trouble with management and perception of tone is literally a trait commonly associated with autism btw. You know. Things that make someone more prone to being late?

Being autistic doesn’t mean you automatically are either prone to being late or are always on time and these things don’t indicate if someone is autistic or not.

Please please please learn to dislike and be upset by things without erroneously labelling them as “autistic” vs “allistic”.

#it’s like the time someone decided I must be allistic because…im bad at math.. #like sorry but u all need to get a grip #like u can be upset about ppl being late without deciding it makes them allistic. #ESPECIALLY considering the amount of ppl in the notes who decided that since it was an ‘allistic’ thing it was ??? ok to be a dick about ??? #it’s not :) #it wouldn’t be even if it WERE an allistic thing #but it’s literally not. I’m constantly late BECAUSE of my adhd/autism not in spite of it #this is what I mean when I say that ppl prefer to create different social norms that they impose onto ppl on the basis of there being a… #‘correct’ ‘neurodivergent’ way to do things that is universally experienced and preferred by all neurodivergent ppl (there isn’t) #rather than working to fight unfair neurotypical societal norms #like congrats ! u r creating neurotypicality 2.0 💜

[bibleofficial]

LMFAO grades for this semester posted: A B B B- C+ C-

#stream #swag #this was one of the worst fucking semesters oh my god #i mean in terms of workload but i mean mentally it hasn’t been TOO BAD #i’ll be honest i did the math but like having gone to the er on average once a year has helped bc like ok i’m used to broken & having to do #this shit ALSKALSKALSKLASKLA like it’s fine it’s doable i’m used to it by now #like the syphy … NOTHIN WORSE THAN THAT honestly & looking back ??? GIRL HOW DID U DO IT #like i’m so fucking burnt out #& rightfully so #i can barely look myself in the mirror like 😭😭😭 she’s just … weary #JUST THE SUMMER COURSE TO GO #THEN ON TO GRAD SCHOOL AFTER I SIBMIT THOSE APPLICTAIONS IM GOING TO KILL MYSWLF IM REALIZING I STILL NEED TO UPDATE MY REUNE AND FUCKING AC #TUALLY WRITE THE PERSOANL STAGMENT OR WHATEVER IM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[thursdayg1rl]

What if. I didn’t go to school

#like ok. maths is just going through a past paper physics we just do questions #and there’s double chemistry but who cares. #this is bad my attendance has just reached 91%… #I’m so tired rn #I’ll see..

[victory-cookies]

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#vent #i really thought I was doing better #I’d been feeling ok. Not good but ok. #and now I’m back in my fucking rut #I had a panic attack last night #and I’ve spent most of today either crying or stuck in executive dysfunction #and I haven’t studied nearly enough for my math final and I hate myself for it #I feel useless #and I’m stuck sitting here knowing that even if I get through this it’s only gonna get worse! #I’m going full time next semester (the thing that. yknow. made me suicidal the first time) and winter break doesn’t seem like a reprieve #only a delay of the inevitable #and it doesn’t even feel like Christmas anyway so what’s the fucking point #I’m a worthless idiot who probably isn’t gonna fail math but is gonna do just poorly enough that it’s embarrassing to be struggling so much #why do I want to die. I have an 80. I probably won’t fail the class #but I’m not doing bad enough to justify the way I feel and that makes it even worse #anyway sorry for venting I’m gonna go try to cbt myself into not being depressed #I just needed to get things off my chest #See y’all in a couple days

[sanchoyo]

annoyed I’m not getting as many hours as I’d like at work bc when I started they were giving me mad overtime 😔 ik it’s probably the holidays but at this rate it’s gonna take me (materialistic) forever to get the things I want and actually need ☹️ tentatively once again considering if I’d have enough self discipline to do something like a patreon before remembering I hate putting stuff behind paywalls 😭

#cars r expensive did u guys know that. 😔😢 #also I’m paying off a massive vet bill bc my poor doggy had a big seizure a few days before Xmas and he has an expensive follow up coming #in like 1-2 weeks where he will prob need to get his teeth pulled and another shot for his arthritis and it’s like #sad. idk. I want him to be healthy. the vet said he is for his age and his blood work looked great but we still don’t know why the seizure #happened in the first place and I worry a lot 😭 das my baby boy #see I want to be responsible and have money put back for things like this or if my laptop randomly breaks or if /I/ need to go to the dr!! #but I am so bad with money and self control 😭 it is legit a problem I need to work on this year #sanchoyorambles #maybe I should listen to . I don’t know. a money podcast #ok even typing that I had a full body shrudder #I did try to once and it was so xoxo girlboss move up the ladder here’s how to ask for a raise 😘 and that is so far from the type of job #that I have or could do LMAO where’s da podcasts for ppl who are poor and lazy and can’t do math huh. I need that one. #need someone to follow me around with a water bottle and anytime I’m like hehehoho maybe I will treat myself to a cute outfit I saw on line #they spray me down #I saw a cute outfit and is expensive :(

[cheeses-ib]

Just took my last SAT and by last SAT I mean that even if I totally bombed it I am never stepping foot in an SAT testing room again

(I do actually think I did really well though Athena + Khan Academy really pulled through with that one)

#cheese speaks #college essay moment #like I’m hoping for a 1400 (my ideal is 1440 but that’s a tad unrealistic) #my prior top score was 1350 without studying (mid-700s for English) #I’m hoping for a high 600s for maths but I’ve never gotten above 630 there so idk #if I get like a perfect score with English I can super score for a 1430 which would be amazing #but I want that to be my raw score lmao (I don’t really know how to superscore tbh) #but yea I feel really good about the non-calculator section and ok about the calculator part #THERE WAS ONE PASSAGE IN THE GRAMMAR SECTION AND???? #that’s usually my highest section like I offer to fix people’s EE for grammar for fun #but THIS PASSAGE was written so stupidly #like just all of it was bad imo- informal. paced strangely. the answer options often didn’t even fix anything. #anyways though I think I did fine

[ezraphobicsoup]

congratulations for surviving the weekend once more! now for the weekbeginning

#look i don’t know i’m on the floor i can’t be bothered to do maths it smells bad #but there’s good music in the world so everything will be ok #(providing the fucking opera workshop is good music hoooooo boy exciting afternoon times) #in other news i think my biggest aspiration in life is to be able to just be Some Guy well and truly and happily #some weird loser guy rather inevitably but still #2 more weeks then a break this is doable and whatever horrors we face within these two weeks will be bareable and ultimately subside #i’m sorta just talking to myself but i’m also not. take my words if you want them #ezra’s real life rambles

[emptylotfiasco]

How do cis men play stressful games for fun bro I feel like im gonna have a heart attack 😭

#everytime I have to stop someone from calling a strike force in prototype one of my arteries pops #and like it’s definitley me I’m a pussy this game should not be that hard #I’m not even PLAYING on hard dawg I’m playing on normal 💀 #and a couple of years ago I had no problem playing the whole thing thru at once* #*except for the last mission with th supreme hunter #that one kicked my ass ngl I got my brother to do it for me #they should replace gays being bad at math with gays being bad at video games I’m fuckinf fighting for mg life bro #i hate this world #ok done shitting my pants I’m gonna go man up #kentcore