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sometipsygnostalgic · 28 days

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i'm losing my mind how are there STILL ACTIVE CATRA HATE BLOGS it's been FOUR YEARS how are you still this mad about a female abuse victim!!!!!! how do you STILL not get it!!!!!!!!!!

I have been in enough fandoms to understand that some of the people who stick around the longest are those who act the most scarred after watching the media. It's like stockholme syndrome. Or it's like hating the thing is what gives them drive in the world.

I have also been on the other side of this. I remained a Homestuck blog for a whole four years after the ending made me depressed about Terezi Pyrope, even lasting an additional year and a half after the dogshit epilogues released, through to the demise of Hiveswap and Homestuck^2, before I realised enough was enough and let Adventure Time give me sanctuary again.

But Homestuck had its Gamzee fans who hated the comic and fandom, Adventure Time had its Lemongrab fans who hated the show and fandom, and it seems She-ra has its fair share of antis.

The She-ra antis consist of the following groups, from my observation:

Former fans who got obsessed with some other show and have to bash She-ra because it ain't cool anymore. Usually Owl House fans but can be from anywhere. Their hate is universally connected to propping something else up, and is never done in isolation.

Hordak fans who hate Catra and maybe every other character and crew member and the show. There are a lot of the reverse, Catra fans who hate Hordak, which is part of why this group is so persistent, as a "counter" to this Hordak hate. However, the Catra fans who are Hordak antis MOSTLY do not hate the show (they are just... out of touch with it and generally have bad takes). I've seen one or two extreme cases of Catra apologists accusing Adora, Scorpia, and even Entrapta of abuse, but they were completely alone in their feelings. The Hordak fans who hate Catra tend to also hate Glimmer, Mermista, Adora, Bow, and say that the show is ableist or whatever, but they do not actually harbor much love for Entrapta. Her victimisation is an excuse for their behaviour and they have no understanding of her chaotic character. Do not interact.

Glimmadora fans (the ones who purely seem to exist to make 'Spop Is Abusive' posts). Why the fuck Glimmadora fans hate the show so much, I do not understand. But these are probably the most In-Your-Face of these three groups. While the Hordak fans mentioned above have a lot of similarity to Homestuck Gamzee fans or Adventure Time Lemongrab fans in the weird way they'll hate on the show for doing their blorbo wrong, Glimmadora fans don't have that evidence because they don't really care about Glimmer or Adora. They have absolutely nothing to say about the show, other than that it is Bad. My theory on these Glimmadora fans is that they really liked the Glimmer and Adora ship on a superficial level, and then the show decided to have its Deeper Themes and give Catra and Adora a messy, complicated relationship. There was a lot happening after season 3 where people went "CATRADORA IS REALLY ABUSIVE AND CATRA IS HORRIBLE AND YOU SHOULDNT SHIP HER WITH ANYONE". This period was SO fucking harmful to the fandom that it never recovered, so much work was lost and deleted from AO3. People would say "Glimmadora is a much better ship anyway". But then when season 4 rolled around and, uhh, Glimmer was acting like a little shit all season (for good reason but she really fucked things up with Adora), and Glimmadora crumbled into ash? Well the Glimmadora truthists felt like the show was working against them and that Season 5 was a grand conspiracy to make the Abusive ship Catradora canon!!! The funniest part of this is I sympathise a lot with these feelings. I used to be a Glimmadora truther myself when I watched the show in fall 2021. I was like, "wow, look how nice this ship is. And they go with catradora in the end?? Fucking HOW???". But then seasons 4 and 5 happened and.... yeah, I was disappointed with how Glimmer and Adora's friendship ended up, but I was ENAMORED by the messiness of Catra's character and how raw her and Adora felt about each other even in spite of all the bullshit. I never made excuses about the show being abuse apologising. I analysed it purely in how believable the relationships were and what the intentions of the characters are.

Of these groups, the ones responsible for the most actual SPOP Anti blogs are undoubtedly the Glimmadoras. The only time I've seen something similar, so many antis appearing, was because of Steven Universe ship wars. You have NO IDEA how petty people feel about Lapidot, Amedot, all the dots, all the amethysts. A crew member was chased off the internet over it, or left the internet over the show's own decisions, depending on whether you believe the """screenshots""" that were taken of Zuke's ""private blog""".

#she ra #spop #catradora

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one0p1nk · 1 month

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What do you love the most about your current friends group?

//No order, I'm mentioning people from mundo server and some other servers btw

Beth -> I love my wife's gentle, softspoken nature. I hope Bethy can feel confident enough to tell me about almost anything because talking with her in the chat is always a blessing to me and i really want her to know that. It was never awkward when I'm with her even when she doesn't speak or not. I love her fav ships they're always so sweet/ih/not sure if it should be pun intended JDBDBDB🥰

Klai -> My henchwoman is incredible, idk but I feel like she has a lot of patience too when interacting with me--- always so understanding with everyone and would try her best to make everyone feel better despite of her own struggles. She's very generous, yes, and how she likes keeping up silly ramblings with me about worlds is what I mostly adore about her. Even solsticea has a special spot in my heart 🥺

Joe -> I love joey/p. They feed me art, they're my supportive dogboy/ih, and I'm glad they existed or else communion and doomed yaoi wouldn't have been in my dictionary DJHDDHDB in other words, I love their humor and friendliness makes me wanna keep them like a pocket friend/ih

Yami -> I love her vibes, I love her art, I love her art streams, I love when I talk to her, and I love her bc she's my angelfish/p🥰 She helps me walk away from dangers that try to reach me sometimes, is fun when she brings me to McDonalds while at it sniffles;;; thanks to her I'm very absorbed to ToD sometimes and still do that, how long was it since HDDBFBFB

Tae -> some of Shrimpy's humor stuck into me/ih and I love hearing her talk. Her voice is very calming to me that it makes me feel quite safe, it really sounds very friendly....;;; Her voice is also iconic i would wish to watch it in a lot of kinds of anime genres no matter if is piece of life or horror, it's incredible the way she narrates or voice acts dialogues in games on stream dhfbfbffb

Sleepy -> I like her art pieces. I want to draw as fast as her but I'd rather polish quality over time in my case since art styles really vary JDBFFBB- I like the moments when she’s glad to try and help people, and try to stay cheerful sometimes despite of the pressure she has to experience at times. I hope in the future these can flourish well and that she gets to achieve her goals somehow no matter how bumpy the road can be for her.

Lupi -> Lupita is supportive and wouldn't hurt me in any form;; despite that I don't see her as often as the others, I feel safe around her like I've never seeing her judge me before or is probably because I don't remember sobs;;; but yeah, she brings good vibes when we're hanging out heheheheh

Al -> I love Al/p for listening to me about Hana's reversed harem stuff and trying to learn dyanthus lore from me back at the lore wide discord server/ih. I love the times we gush over fnaf together too <3/ih and also freaking like how for some reason I imagine you as a squishy entity idk why/lh

Emma -> I love Emma and Tatya and Bartholomew and Georgie and everytime we interact really I love you/p, she has such great charisma and attitude it boosts my confidence and self-esteem a bit sometimes djnnddn saranghae pookie 🫶🌸

Fifi -> Fifita, my precious rat friend and portable incinerator room/hj, I thank her for letting me love and ship her blorbos and draw them JDDBBD her art makes me smile a lot even when she draws her scrunkles, Dreams of delirium is chef's kiss;;;

Anwyll -> Anwy is a new friend I just met, and I'm already holding hands gently with him/p. I love how we have this mutual agreement about pretty blonde boys BDDBFBFBFB--- I love their blorbos too, especially Nevi(hes so pretty i like making Lau rizz him a bit/ih) and Edvin (I love farmers, I think they're so neat as heck)

Mango -> He has a nice sense of humor, I'll take that---/ih I love his art, the way he drew my goofy son once, and how he named almost everyone in dinosaur parody(I'm still sobbing from that JDBDBDB;;) and he's nice to talk with when he's not sus and... confusing, I don't understand what he says sometimes but its best to not know 🤔😊/lh

Kory -> I nearly lost my friend, Korita. It could have been one of my greatest regrets 😔 but anyway, I love her blorbos, but what I mostly love is her been spoody as usual and just taking every problem like a tough one(she's trying her best okay/lh). A nice spooder. 🥺/pos

Mandika -> I get excited when talking to Mandita, it's either neat or concerning/pos. But nonetheless I like receiving these rare art requests from her, it's my excuse to laugh and cry internally at the same time as I enjoy seeing her giggles and go silly JDDBBFFB

Clown -> I love payasito's craziness, that's a very Clown thing to do- even if I can be skeptical when she’s acting 'normal' around their spouse Law sometimes/ih/j

Orange -> magical girl Naranja save me magical girl Naranja;;; SHES TECHNICALLY AN ORANGE!!! A POG, GOOD VIBES ORANGE;; sobs sobs 😭✨️ I love her ideas and her art feels like a cool fresco snacks, and her blorbos are so well designed and written I can distinguished them well JDBFNFN

Nakki -> My brother Nakki is not often around lately, but I appreciate the times he has the patience to teach me and help me with Minecraft/lh. I love his pink lemonade recipe even tho I feel like the way he makes it will be the one overuling my amateur lemonade skills anyway JDBFNFB

Skye -> turns out Skye is held dead and half alive??? But well I love them anyway, still o' glorious in my heart/p. They're the perfect definition of a laid back, modest pookie/ih

Sam -> I love Samito's writings and drawings they make me giggle and kick my feet hehehehehe.... and I recently discovered his Gepard rp interpretation--- I have mixed feelings but at least leaning positive because I love a good humor Geoard once in a while JFBFBGN they really inspired me to ship Orpehmi more often and ngl, it feels nice to covert into it/ih

I feel like I have more friends I haven't mentioned, but just so you know to all of them. I'm glad I've met you guys, you've helped me learn new things and understand from the lessons I have to take myself better with your support, understanding, and patience despite my occasional autistic awkwardness.🥰/lh

#pins speaking

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captorcorp · 7 months

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ok im rambling about my thoughts on tadc bc i have many (long post)

ok first of all general character opinions with walk cycle gifs to break up the walls of text (gifs from here):

caine: the silly guy... literally why red recommended this to me was the digital world setting + an ai character and they know me too well because every ai character is my favorite by default. i'm very excited to see what we end up learning about him throughout the series, also i absolutely love that he was inspired by AM from ihnmaims but 'if he was a silly little guy instead of fueled by hate' or whatever the creator said about him. his weird head design is really creative though it does discomfort me a bit sometimes, something about the combination of eyes and teeth;;; still think he's kinda tumblr sexyman coded besides the teeth head but most people are too distracted with objectifying jax so he gets a pass

pomni: she's cool!! it's hard to form a solid view of her so far bc most of what we've seen is her being understandably overwhelmed with and O.O at everything, but she seems like she'll be a pretty interesting protag - i liked them showing her moments of weakness with leaving ragatha behind too. that being said i think she stretched out the 'omg this isn't real what's going on???' freaking out bits way too long but that's just a personal gripe with that sorta stuff in media like this. if i was isekai'd into the digital circus i would simply be so chill about it after only 5 minutes of panic. rip to pomni but i'm different /j oh yeah also a fun character design even though i don't really like clowns she's just very Shaped

jax: motherfucker. jk i actually don't feel that strongly about him i just find him slightly annoying at times. at first i thought 'oh ok he's a loveable asshole yeah he's kinda entertaining so he's cool' and then he just ended up being more asshole than loveable. also thought he was sexyman coded and was unfortunately right this time ^^; apparently he's the creator's fave too?? so hopefully he doesn't get away with too much stuff without consequences, or he's gotta actually get some positive traits yknow. however i do love his design with the big grin and semicircle eyes and etc, very cartoony and fun. if the controversial blorbo poll was still open i would submit him bc it seems like the fandom is split on him. but also kinda tired of him from fandom overexposure

ragatha: she's really nice and i want to be her friend - looking forward to seeing where her character goes in the future though, bc we've only seen her being polite and forgiving and sweet and etc, and i think she should be allowed to kill people /hj. it was cool seeing her get glitched too even if ;-;. i was never into raggady ann stuff like i've heard the creator is but her design is still cute too, even if less surreal than some of the others ^^

bubble: keep forgetting this guy exists, not a huge fan tbh? gets some points for being another ai though. looks like a chain chomp. i do like that they're able to be popped and respawn though, that's a fun quirk. the scene with them cleaning up after pomni is p gross

kinger: i barely thought about this guy during the pilot tbh so was surprised to see the fandom all adoring him. kinda just reminds me of fear from inside out. but actually overexposure of him from tumblr and other people enjoying him kinda made him grow on me a bit (reverse of what has been happening w jax). he's pretty cool to me now. i can't believe fandom already gave him a tragic backstory with that queen chesspiece we see crossed out...

zooble: another character i didn't really think about, though i like their design and detachable body parts and such. i also couldn't really get a good sense of their personality tbh? i think they just need more screentime honestly

gangle: i wanted to like her a lot more than i did when i first saw her bc her design is very fun, with the ribbon-based body and comedy/tragedy masks and etc. but ended up not getting too interested in her as a character. but i think she's in the same category as zooble where she needs more screen time and character development though? bc she still seems like she could be cool if her personality gets explored more

thoughts on the overall pilot:

ngl i have a whole bunch of gripes about it despite also rotating it in my mind. i feel like a lot of the characters are a little 1-dimensional currently, even if i do find those dimensions appealing for the most part, hoping they get more characterization in the actual main season though. also most of the pacing/jokes didn't really land for me or felt a bit forced, though there were some good bits like king's hands following zooble's head, pomni opening doors to surreal scenes like the bathing mannequin, jax getting choked by zooble's hand, the randomly generated 5-letter names, also any of the cartoony imagery gags like the censor bars or cartoon dust cloud of gloinks.

however, overall i enjoyed it still!!! all of the animation has so much charm and character to it, surreal semi-human character designs are always great, it's very colorful and bright and reminiscent of old early 2000s activity center games, etc. it gives me kinda 'welcome home' vibes, with both being bright and cheery exteriors meant to mimic old media style that mask darker stuff under the surface. also the general plot of like. people being trapped in this weird setting and forced to participate in fucked up (?) games by some mysterious mastermind (well we know who the mastermind is but not much about him) while struggling to escape or understand why they've been trapped here... very common plot but always is intriguing to me. also of course [holds digital worlds and ais in my hands] my beloved tropes...

thoughts on the fandom:

i am. concerned. that there seems to be an overlap with the h*zb*n h*t*l fandom;; but also i don't know anything about that show's status besides like. callout posts about the creator and people complaining about the pacing/character designs and etc. so i don't really know if all of the hh fans is bc it's like, also an animated series that appeals to the same audience? or if it's going to be too similar or inspired from it or also have a problematic creator somehow 😔

otherwise it's whatever, maybe a bit on the :I side bc i already saw someone make a y*nd*r* jax imagine post and it scared me hjkdfs. otherwise mostly just usual fandom stuff i think? dunno.

actually nevermind i just got back from twitter and apparently the creator is already feeling :/ about their own fandom and apparently people on tiktok are hcing some fucked up stuff about jax so. can fans be normal for 2 seconds please.

#kcat talks #ok ramble over i'm normal again ^^ <- lying #just f about the association w the fanbase if it continues to be :/

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sarrie · 5 months

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hey guess what uno reverse now it's YOUR turn to do the DMC gang for the blorbo meme

YESSSSS! >:) This is also going under a cut because I imagine it's going to be both long and unhinged.

Dante: The Man, The Myth, The Deep Dish

I don't think I could ever be normal about this man. It's been since 2007. That's sixteen years of loving this dumpster fire of a man. I could fix him. He could fix me. Some secret third thing. Do I project on to him because we both had trauma in our childhoods that life didn't give us time to process, so we trudge ahead, pretending we're fine and using jokes and humor to convince everyone else there's nothing wrong? yEAH SO WHAT. Does this also mean I just want to scoop him up and hold him while he cries and mourns the loss of his parents and his brother and acknowledges his fear of his place in the world around him? ALSO YEAH. Also he's so pretty like what the fuck. I thought DMC4 was top tier, but then 5 happened and something in my thirty year old hormones came online and I'm fucking feral for him LOOK AT HIM I want to use him as a chew toy. I want him to use ME as a chew toy. Also we agreed on fandom being wrong because y'all yeah maybe a young 16, 17, 18 year old Dante met someone pretty at a diner or after sneaking into a bar and maybe he was a flirt and chasing folks trying to project some macho persona he was too scared to actually feel. But then there's a demon attack and that pretty thing is dead in an alleyway and Dante has to face the fact that he's one of the few people who could have saved them and he failed. And maybe from then on out it's easier to leave the shop messy because what's the point. Who cares anymore. And if that just works as an excuse to never "go back to his place," so be it.

Vergil: Studied The Blade (tm)

I put I can fix them but I could also make him worse or he could make ME worse. I was never the biggest Vergil fan initially when I picked up DMC3, but as I got older and processed through the games/lore (and read one too many fanfic lol whoops) I really came around to loving him. He's pretty. He's stupid. He's impulsive and makes Every bad decision, despite trying to pretend that he's In Control. I want him to fuck up more. I want him to get a break. I want him to comb through hell and destroy every demon that ever hurt him. I want him to have a nice brunch with Nero and Kyrie. I think in person he would drive me insane. He's so fucking emotionally constipated and like yeah, bro, I don't blame you but can we calm down on the power this and power that and maybe have a power nap??? He has so much actual fucking torturous trauma and I just want him to work it out with Dante so he can feel like he has someone on his side for once!! I'm on your side baby boy let's get you some therapy hey wait no put down the sword don't do anything drasti-- V: "Don't worry, I'll be gentle." Me: reduced to sounds only dogs can hear.

If you had told me I would have loved this sandal-wearing loser as much as I do, I wouldn't have believed you. His voice. His stupid theater kid scrawny napkin boyfriend ass quoting Blake and making innuendo. Be still my heart I guess I DUNNO MAN. V is SUCH a cool character. I love that we took Vergil, who is all demon-side this, demon-side that, and got to play as his atrophied humanity trying to scramble and fix the problem he created. And don't get me started on the separation scene. It was so cool, and sad, to see the absolute fear -- something Vergil would have attempted to school into indifference rather than openly express. I also love that, for the most part, V doesn't feel weak. Frail, maybe, but despite being this pale and crumbling representation of humanity he is still able to fight and kill demons and protect others. There's still a place for him (and humanity, by proxy i guess) in this world. Nero: The protagonist we got, the son we deserved.

I FEEL SO BAD I HAVE SO LITTLE SPACES. Nero!! MY SON!! I was definitely not super sure how I was going to like him since my experience with DMC up until 4 was me pining over Dante 24/7. But then this punk idiot shows up to church wearing headphones and being bored out of his mind and I'm like, oh mood. Same. And he's fun. He's angsty and snarky and like an awkward duckling and then DMC5 happens and he has friends and has joined the DMC business and has carved out a place for himself! And I NEED HIM to have the chance to beat the shit out of Vergil, and then be able to have an actual relationship with his dad and uncle lmao. Also I didn't do a bingo card for these bc spoons but; Kyrie - I'm love her and I need more Kyrie Content. Nico is so fucking cool I will gladly run around picking up demon arms for her whatever you want bestie. Trish and Lady I love so fucking much and they're dating and I will literally not hear anything else.

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buqbite · 9 months

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It’s early in the day still, headcanon time BUT today I’m asking for specifics. Kind of.

Tell me about the blorbo himself, the wettest of cats, porty worty, the beloved who can never catch a break because you hate him apparently

What kind of meaning is there behind his existence? Portagas seemingly exists to suffer, god's (aka my) favorite punching bag, a man cursed to repeatedly be erased from the memories of everyone he meets, cursed to do nothing but be considered "missing" by the man he loves, for longer and longer periods of time. He can do nothing but love someone who can't give up on him, fully aware of the pain that only grows as time goes on.

What do you think happened when he approached the Coven on that day? When he faced his lifelong abusers? Do you think he spat in their faces, seeking revenge? Do you think he bargained, tried to make a deal with them to get on even terms in a civil manner? Do you think he kneeled before them, begging them to allow him to have a happy ending?

And what's the point? Ever since he made his entrance in the campaign he's been spiraling. Going through more and more horrible pain, just because he's near his husband again. Do you think that's worth it? Do you think that's a kind of life worth living? Nothing in the world is created in his favor, the rules of reality itself deem that his life is a mistake, that he was meant to be the tragedy of a stillborn, a life that he was never allowed to life.

But when Milan cast that spell on him, reversed the emotions he feels for people, he was still scared. He didn't want to stop loving. But now you have to ask yourself if this isn't better for him. If he's not happier, being allowed to exist without guilt. Yes, he feels so, so much hatred now, but he doesn't intend to turn it against anyone, does he? He just wants to get away from it. He doesn't seek to satisfy his hatred.

Again - What's the point? What meaning is there in living a life where you can do nothing but hurt, except for these tiny moments of joy, where it's lessened just a little? And, most importantly, how is it that you just can't let go of it all, no matter how badly you want to?

Portagas suffers to suffer. There's no reward waiting for him, no final salvation, whatever happens in the future will continue to be affected by the events of the past. He will never reach his perfect happy ending, because that would mean that all the pain stops. Regardless, he, a living corpse, a ghost in everyone's lives, can't stop surviving no matter what

Anyways since you wanted some fun facts he likes cold soup and warm sushi

#dnd stuff #asks #long post

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reverienne · 11 months

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@aylaaescar suggested answering this question from Lena’s blog for my ShoH blorbos and here comes Jul’s answer!

Caine needs “The Talk”! How would MC approach the wonderfully awkward task of explaining the birds and the bees to a preteen kid?

Juliander Strzygomski:

Generally, Jul would seem to be a good person to approach? As in: he's not the person that you'll go to tips regarding your love life per se - think "Oh no, I have a crush on this girl. What do I do?" - because you know that he's gay and your tween mentality tells you that Boys Are Different TM, and though at some point it becomes Known that he and Chase are together, Jul is definetely not The Cool One in the relationship. People correctly notice that the right question to ask is "What did Chase do to make you fall for him, Juliander?" and not the reverse. They would go for courting advice to Chase, not Jul. Sex ed, however? Jul has the energy of a cool rebellious uncle and that makes him perfect for sharing knowledge that your parents don't want you to know or you're too embarrassed to ask your parents for. He despises adults who dismiss children with "I'll tell you when you're older" or "You'll understand it when you're older", who project their own shame onto their kids and refuse to equip them with essential knowledge about their own bodies.

(There's also the additional factor of parents's knowledge sometimes being very limited in certain areas - sometimes because of prejudice, sometimes because they simply weren't taught about the alternatives. For example, Jul's parents’s idea of a default sex ed was rather cishet. They would try being more inclusive, if they knew that Jul was attracted to men, but they had no idea, Jul himself had no idea that he was gay at that point and then they were gone 13-th-birthday-style so... Jul had to do his own research once he figured out that he's gay. If he can make one youngster's journey of figuring out the ropes a bit easier, then he did some good in the world.)

Jul totally understands that there are plenty of reasons why you simply can't ask your parents or you asked them and they didn't give you a sufficient answer, and he has this chill nonjudgmental aura that makes him feel like a person that you can trust and let yourself be vulnerable with. You can ask him any set of "embarrassing" questions and he'll answer them fully, no sugarcoating and no abridging. He's any controlling parent's nightmare.

Also, a fun fact - it's actually not easy to make him blush or stammer while covering these topics. He may need a moment to come up with an answer, if he gets surprised by a sudden change of topic, but it's only becauase he wants to give the kid the most thorough answer he can. He's extremely professional, kind and understanding.

A way to make him blush would be to ask him what he does with Chase specifically, but it’s only so because IT'S PERSONAL and Jul would like to have his privacy in that regard expected. He can give some general tips based on his knowledge and experience, but you won't squeeze any saucy backstories out of him while he's answering your questions.

And if Jul pawns the responsibility off, it’s always for a good reason. The thing is - Jul very much realizes that he's not the norm, he can't and won't pretend that he is the norm, and that a statistically likely allo kid sometimes would like to hear some reassurance from an allo adult with similar experiences. Jul is demiromantic and while he falls in romantic love somewhat easily (at least compared to my other demi characters, Siri or Bogumiła), it's based on the person's vibes, not their physical appearance. He's also demisexual and it takes him time getting to know his crush (and sometimes also a near-death experience to speed up the whole process) to start experiencing any sexual attraction at all. Jul very much realizes that his particular experience may not be helpful to everyone and while he hates dismissing people (because it feels like being the kind of a person that Jul personally despises and that he would hate to become), he may point someone in the direction of someone who would provide them with a better answer. Statistically, I think that it's mostly Red (who is cool with that and eventually became Haven's second unofficial sex ed teacher), but at some point Jul surprised Bogusia with a visit from some kid who shared similar experiences to her and it was very sweet. 🥺

#shepherds of haven #Juliander Strzygomski #happy pride 🌈#I have the ask stashed and I want to reply for it for Bogumiła too #it's okay to reblog :) just to clarify

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memento-morri-writes · 2 years

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Happy Blorbo Blursday, Morri!

The most important person for your OC has one day left to live. How do they react? How do they spend the day?

Similarly, this important person is dying and your OC has time to tell them one last thing. What is it?

oh my god, ROSE!!! Why are you killing me like this?????

TW for vague mentions of depression / self-sabotage / self-deprecation / abuse.

So, obviously for Kris and Fallon their most important person is each other. If Kris was the one who was gonna die, he wouldn't be too worried about himself (I mean, he's already almost died several times at this point, and there was a good bit of his life where he didn't think it was really worth living.), he'd be 20x more worried about Fallon's reaction. And with good reason. Fallon has already had so many important people in her life die or betray her or otherwise leave, and her biggest fear is losing someone she loves. (I mean, her fucking theme song is about hoping you die before your loved ones...)

So, uh, yeah, I feel like Kris would agonize over how to tell her, and he'd just spend as much time as possible with her, cause he loves her and wants to be with her, even when he's not dying. But especially when he is. But also, he hates lying to the people he loves, so he'd tell her eventually, and Fallon would be mad, but not at him, more so at the universe for taking him away from her.

Also, Kristopher would try and get her to promise not to overwork herself, but he knows she would anyways, and she has no qualms about lying to people to make herself look Fine, so she'd lie and say she'd take care of herself, so Kris would probably hunt down Captain Blackthorne and tell him not to let Fallon self-destruct.

In reverse, if Fallon was the one to die, she'd spend as much time as she could with Kris also. And she would probably make him promise to take care of himself when she was gone, cause she would (rightfully) worry about him spiraling. I mean, hell, he's a (former) prince of an enemy kingdom who's now alone in a kingdom where not everyone likes him, and also his family is across the border just waiting for him to fuck up. And if Rosalie wasn't old enough to rule / didn't exist yet, then Kris would be King, which is something he never, ever wanted, and also would mean he would have to face his family, who he specifically turned his back on and decided to never speak to them again.

And he'd have all this pressure on him to do a job he's not prepared for, and a lot of people wouldn't like him. His mental health would probably plummet from all that stress combined with the grief of losing Fallon, and I- well, let's just say it wouldn't be good. But at least if Rosalie was around, he'd have to kinda try to keep himself functional for her sake. If she wasn't.... god, I don't even wanna go there.

Fuck, now you made me really, really sad, Rose!

But anyways, no matter which of them was dying, the last thing they'd say to each other would be "I love you" and probably some variant of "take care of yourself" cause they both know that they and each other have not very healthy coping mechanisms.

It's not that they're so codependent they can't function without each other. If something bad was to happen while both of them were still alive, they'd still probably do some stupid shit. That's just how they are as people. They really need to work on it, ajkdsajd.

#oc asks #blorbo blursday #Morrigan replies #rose-bookblood #Rose 🌹#wip: atqh #atqh: Fallon #atqh: Kris #what if tag #sad tag #are you trying to make me cry rose???#/lh

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🍈 and 🍓 for the ask game.

🍈 Who’s your blorbo and what are some of your favorite headcanons/ideas about them that repeatedly show up in your fics? Free pass to rant about blorbo opinions. Farah Dowling is currently the blorbo most responsible for eating my life and my brain. *shakes fist* Which of course means my brain is a complete mess of headcanons and ideas and what-ifs, but of course I can't think of any to put down now, as opposed to when I'm rambling at people. I think one of my biggest, though: as smart as Farah is, she's rather terrible at reading emotions, especially her own or as regards her; it's probably exacerbated by her time as Rosalind's student in particular feeding into native anxieties and making her second-guess herself a lot. (Saul in particular grounds her and provides a much-needed point of steadiness, whether she realises it or not, despite the fact that he's probably the worst person for her to evaluate her emotional responses towards. I mean, I love writing mutually oblivious pining, but these two are a whole new level of idiot.) Clothes as armour. Hair as armour. So much armour and appearances and awkward relationships, because she tells Bloom she became a figurehead but it wasn't just as regards the students -- she distanced herself from the people closest to her as well, because maintaining those appearances was hard AF at first and she needed to get her feet under her, and once she did it was hard to come back. There are moments where it's easier, but there's a whole lot wrapped up inside that never gets let free, and that too goes to so many unresolved issues. Her biggest fear is becoming too much like Rosalind, with a simultaneous echo of ricocheting too far in the other direction and failing. Her biggest fear is failure, with occasional moments of paralysis that conversely lead to impulsive action at other points. (Also the whole concept of people bound to places and Farah as Alfea's guardian is an entire thing that is now permeating most of my fic, oops, and I could go on and on about that particular headcanon but maybe I should spend more time writing the fic that spawned the notion instead?)

🍓 What’s a fic you’ve written you feel is underrated? For recent works? Probably (they said) repent, which has since shaped a lot of how I look at Rosalind since. (Also I broke Farah's teapot and I'm not sorry.) Of my Silrah fics, but not for thee is probably the one I'd point to -- role-reversal fic for a kink meme prompt that came out gen/pre-ship, but I had a lot of fun figuring out who Saul and Farah would be if that dynamic had flipped. (And then I wrote more because more ideas popped up and also knife-fighting Farah was a thing that needed to happen, even if that never made it into the posted fic, and you don't even want to know how often that happens ...)

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