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Cowboy/ 2

Pairing- San x Named Reader

Word count- 3.2k

Includes- Couple from Cowboy, oral, blow job, deepthroating, pussy eating, cum eating, cock riding, reverse cowgirl, cowgirl, multiple orgasms, squirting, fluff

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San POV

The director yells cut and I look over at her

She's already looking at me and she smiles widely when she sees I'm looking at her

I smile back

I'm so lucky to be with her

It's been a year since we got together and it's been amazing

She transitioned from best friend to incredible girlfriend easily

And I think I did a pretty good job of transitioning into boyfriend mode

I've made changes to my schedule to make sure I have time for her

I take her everywhere with me, photo shoots, events, performances and tours

And we just moved in together a month ago and it's been awesome

I even went public with us and for the most part, ATINY accepted us

There's been minimal hate and I always handle it so she doesn't have to

I've honestly never been happier

She's my absolute world and I'd do anything for her

"Ok we're gonna go do the digging scene. San, you have a prop to hold so make sure you get it before heading over to the set"

I nod, "Sure"

Getting up, I walk wave at my naekkeo, then follow the guys and the staff to the other part of the set

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Break time

Finally

I make my way over to her, a smirk on her face

"Naekkeo", I murmur as I walk right into her open arms

"Baby", she giggles, "How's my cowboy?"

"Tired", I whine, nuzzling into her neck

"Aww baby", she laughs, "It's almost over. Then I'll take you home and cuddle you"

"Promise?", I ask, wanting that so much right now

"I promise"

"Mmm", I say contently, lifting my head and pressing a kiss to her lips

Her hands slide down from my neck, her fingers grazing along my chest and abs, making me shiver

"Why do they put you in nothing?", she murmurs between kisses, "It's torture watching you be so fucking hot and I can't touch you"

I smile, getting giddy at her words

Giddy and horny

But hell, all she has to do is look at me and I'm horny so it doesn't take much

"And the cowboy thing? Really Sannie?"

I smirk remembering how we got together

"Wanna ride a cowboy again?", I ask, whispering in her ear, her body shivering with chills

"Do I get to be a cowgirl again?", she asks

"Definitely baby. You can wear the hat the whole time"

She flicks the fringe on the vest I'm wearing, "And this?"

"If it's the only thing your wearing", I murmur

"Ok", she smirks

God, she's killing me

Taking her hand, I drag her towards one of the trailers on the set

Getting inside it, I make a beeline towards the back of it

There's a bedroom back there in case one of us wants to take a nap

A few of the trailers have beds in the back

I thankfully picked an empty one

Getting in the room, I close the door, locking it then turning to her

She grabs me by my belt, pulling me to her, her lips against mine in a searing kiss

She gets my belt undone, zipper and button open, my pants and boxers dropping to my feet

Kicking my shoes off, I get my bottom clothes off

Pulling her against me, I unzip her dress, letting it fall to the floor, her bra following it

She pushes the vest off me as her lips press into the skin of my chest

I moan at the pleasure of her soft lips kissing me, the feel of them against my skin so good

Her kisses are out of this world and I will take them anytime anywhere and on any place on my body

Her fingers run along my back as she spreads her kisses lower, all over my abs now

I know she loves them and I work out to keep them for her and myself too

And the best part is I know that she loves me with or without them

She made that clear to me when we first got together

I watch her tongue lick down my abs, going lower, to my dick, then lick up it

"Naekkeo", I groan, her tongue making me harder than I already am

She gets on her knees, her tongue swirling and playing with my head while her hand wraps around the rest of my cock, stroking me

"Mmm baby", I whimper, her tongue licking my slit, my cum all over it as she swallows

Her mouth moves around my head, sucking and sending bliss coursing through my body

She takes more of me in her mouth, every few sucks, her head going down

I move my fingers in her hair, holding on as she starts bobbing her head on my cock, my tip entering her throat

"Fuck naekkeo"

Each move has my cock entering her throat more and more, the tight space of her throat feeling so incredible

She swallows on my cock, her throat constricting, sending sparks of pleasure up my spine

She goes at it, sliding up and down my cock, her hand moving away as she bottoms me out in her mouth

She moves back, sliding down my cock then surging back, taking me all in

God, I love watching my cock move in and out of her mouth, her lips so pretty around me, her teary eyes on me

"So pretty baby", I praise her, her mouth sucking hard around my cock

As good as it is, I need her to stop

I need to eat her cunt then fuck her

We don't have all the time in the world, the break isn't gonna last forever

So I tug on her hair, her eyes rising to mine

I nod and she pulls back, off my dick

Taking her hands, I help her up only to push her into the bed

Now I move to my knees, pulling her to the edge of the bed

Taking the string of her panties in my hand, I pull the fabric ripping easily

"Sannie", she whimpers

I grab the other side and rip that off too, tossing the remains to the floor

Spreading her legs open, I bite my lip at the display in front of me

Her small cunt looking so fucking good to eat

Dripping wet, puffy lips, swollen throbbing clit

My fucking favorite

Leaning down, I burying my face in her cunt, my tongue licking up her juice immediately

"San!", she cries, her body shaking

God, I can't get enough of her

Her taste, her scent, her sounds, how she feels

I'm so fucking in love but I wouldn't have it any other way

She pulls the cowboy hat off me, her hand plunging in my hair, tugging

Pushing her legs up, I devour her cunt, my tongue fucking into her hole, feeling her throb around it

Pleasure creeps down my spine with every pulse, my cock so hard it aches

I'm drowning in her pussy and I don't want to be saved

I drag my tongue up her cunt, spreading her lips open, rubbing across her clit

"Yes Sannie!", she screams, her body shuddering

I concentrate my tongue there, lavishing her clit in licks, the pulses feeling so good

Eating her out is one of my favorite things to do

Her pussy tastes so fucking good, her cream the best thing I've ever tasted

I crave it, I'm addicted

Wrapping my lips around her swollen clit, I suck hard, her screams music to my ears

Both hands are in my hair, pulling hard and I fucking love it

"Mmm cum for me baby", I command, slurping desperately on her clit, "Cum in my mouth"

"Oh fuck San!", she cries, her body arching, holding my head against her pussy

Slipping my tongue down, I shove it in her orgasming cunt, the throbs making my mind go blank

When she finishes, I pull my tongue out, licking her cunt and making sure I get every drop

Moving on top of her, I kiss her sweet neck, her arms moving around me

"You taste so good baby", I tell her, "Best thing I've ever eaten. Fuck, I could eat you all day"

I have before

All day between her legs, her cunt coming in my mouth, feeding me over and over

Fuck, it's the best

"Mm Sannie", she sighs

"Are you gonna ride me baby?", I ask, "My cock hurts naekkeo. Wanna be deep inside you"

"Yeah Sannie", she smirks, "Wanna ride my cowboy"

With that, we move and I lay down on the bed, pillows behind me, propping me up so I can see her

She takes the hat and puts it on, my desire for her shooting through the roof

She looks so fucking hot with that hat on

Turning around, she gets on my lap in a reverse cowgirl position, her soaking pussy dripping on my dick

Reaching behind her, she aligns my cock to her hole, sitting on my head

"Mm yeah, that's it baby", I groan, watching her tiny hole spread beautifully around my cock, "Go down baby. All the way"

She slowly slides down my length, her pussy juice running down my dick that's not in her yet

We both moan when she gets me all in, her ass hitting my legs, her tight cunt throbbing, her pretty hole straining

"Cock feels better?", she asks, glancing over her shoulder at me

I nod, "So much better. My pussy feels so good"

She smirks, turns around and bends over, her cunt sliding up my cock to my head

She squeezes the tip, making herself extra tight, then pushes down, taking me back in

She keeps moving, slow but deep, her hips moving sensually in a circle as she takes me in over and over, her cunt leaving a mess of cream all over my cock

The way she moves is so fucking pretty, so hypnotizing, like she's dancing on my cock, her back muscles moving as she rides me

I watch her pussy swallow my cock, her puffy lips wrapped perfectly around my length, her pink inner lips looking so fucking good sliding up and down, leaving me a wet mess

"Mm Sannie", she moans, bouncing a little faster, making sure she takes all of me in

"So pretty baby. Fuck, your pussy is so pretty on my cock"

"Mmm you're cock feels so good", she moans, her hips moving a touch faster

My head rubs her spot, her cunt tightening hard around me as she moans

"There's Sannie", she cries, "Fuck, right there"

She keeps my cock right there, fucking herself right into that spot, cream pouring from her cunt

"Yeah baby, keep going", I cry, pleasure running through every inch of me, "Fuck yourself there. Fuck, use my cock to get off"

She moves a little faster, rolling her hips as she takes my cock, the skin of her back visibly shivering in pleasure

"Sannie", she moans, her pussy throbbing like crazy as she cums

Bliss washes over me as her cunt works my dick over, crushing my cock between her pussy walls

"Yes baby, feels good, fuck", I groan, "Cum for me just like that, fuck"

Her pussy slides on my cock, coating my entire length in her creamy cum, her moans of my name so fucking beautiful

I swear her voice can get me to do anything for her

She sits on my whole cock as she finishes, catching her breath

"Turn around naekkeo. Lemme see you"

She nods, getting off

Before turning around she bends over the bed and picks up my vest

She puts it in and turns around, my mouth dropping at how fucking hot she is

Her boobs are popping out of the vest, the fringe on it swaying against her hips as she crawls in my lap

She smirks, leaning over, her fingers under my chin and pushing my mouth closed

"Like it baby?", she asks

I nod rapidly

God, do I like it

She presses a soft kiss to my lips, my hands cupping her face, keeping her in place so I can kiss her

Her fingers slide in the back of my hair, crushing the strands as she deepens the kiss, our tongues playing with each other's

Her other hand moves between us, taking my length and guiding it to her entrance

She takes me in slowly and I can feel every inch of her pussy stretching around me, every suck in that her cunt does

And how wet she makes me

She bottoms me out, her hips grinding and rocking on me, my head right against her spot

Each rub of her spot, her pussy closes around my dick, squeezing tightly and throwing me into pleasure

She breaks the kiss, sitting up and leaning back, giving me small bounces in between grinding

"Mmm Sannie", she moans, pleasure all over her face

"Good naekkeo?", I ask, watching her move on me, hypnotized by her

She nods, leaning back on my leg, "So good Sannie. Fuck, you're the best"

I bite my lip nodding, "You're the best baby"

I move my hands to her hips, my eyes sliding up, watching her boobs bounce for me, the fringe on the vest swinging with every move

I can fucking watch her all goddamn day

The way she moves is just....it's everything

I slide one hand up her body slowly, over her stomach, up between her boobs, just feeling her soft skin against my palm and fingers

"Fuck Sannie", she whines, shivering as she bottoms me out, "Fuck, I love your hands baby"

I smile, moving my other up her back, touching her anywhere I can

I know she loves when I touch her, when I run my fingers on her, when I kiss her body, when I play with her hair, when I hold her

She's all about me and I've never had that before

I've had girlfriend before, flings too but none of them paid attention to me like she does

None wanted me as much as she does

None loved me like she does

I know she's extraordinary, one of a kind and I'm never letting her go

I'm not stupid

I knew she was my one from when I was a kid and I'm all about her

Everything I do is for her, so I can take care of her, give her everything and anything she needs

Give her all my love

Her hips roll down, her pussy sliding down my cock, feeling utterly good

"Mm naekkeo", I moan, thrusting up the next time she rolls her hips down, my cock sliding in deeper than before

"Yes Sannie!", she cries, her back arching

"Don't stop baby", I murmur, moving up into her, meeting every bounce down, "Don't stop"

She shakes her head as we both fuck each other, her pussy decorating my cock like a creamy waterfall

"I won't Sannie", she answers, "Won't stop"

I hold her hip tightly as we meet each other's moves, my free hand sliding down her body, thumb pressing into her clit

I rub her slowly, her loud moans of my name so beautiful, her hips keeping the steady pace with mine

I'm in so much ecstacy right now, her pussy feeling so good as she clenches down on me again and again

"Need you to fill my pussy Sannie", she murmurs

"Do you?", I whimper, looking at her through my sweaty hair

"Yes. I need it. Need your cum inside me"

"Fuck", I groan, "I'll fill your pussy baby. Don't worry"

"Now Sannie", she whines, "Want it now"

"You first", I breathe out, rubbing her clit faster, fucking up into her slightly faster

She nods, her head tilted back as she shudders, her mouth crying my name as she orgasms

My whole lap gets soaked as she squirts, some flying onto my abs and chest from how much liquid is coming out of her

The constant squeezing of my cock throws me over the edge, ecstacy barreling into me as I shoot my cum into her squirting pussy

"Joanne, fuck. Naekkeo, oh god", I cry, stars blasting in my vision, blinding me

She keeps riding me, the exquisite pleasure going on and on

It's so much my body's actually shaking

That's not such a surprise anymore

She gives me shaking mind blowing orgasms frequently and I'm so here for it

"Naekkeo", I moan, stopping her movements after we both finish

I pull her down to me, taking the hat off her and tossing it to the floor so she can be comfortable

Then I wrap my arms around her, holding her while we both catch our breaths

"Mm Sannie", she whispers, cuddling into me

We lay in comfortable silence, tangled up together just how we both like it

And now is the best time

"Naekkeo", I say softly

"Hmm Sannie?"

"Will you marry me Jo?"

Her head lifts, her eyes on mine, her mouth dropped open, "What?"

I smile, reaching into the pocket of my vest she's wearing

Pulling out the ring I made for her, I hold it up to her, "I love you naekkeo. More than anything in this world. I told you when we got together that I wanted to marry you one day. Somehow you knew we were meant for each other when we were four years old. Marrying you has never been out of my mind since you first told me you were gonna marry me during my 4th birthday party. I was excited then and I'm excited to marry you now. You are all I want and I'd be so happy if I can call you my wife"

She smiles widely, gazing softly at me, "Yes Sannie. Of course it's a yes. It wouldn't be anything but yes. I love you so much"

I pull her to me, kissing her soft perfect lips passionately, her hand against my cheek, kissing me back

My heart pounds in joy as I realize that I'm going to marry the love of my life

I'm over the fucking moon

"Should I get down on my knees and do it the right way?", I ask

She rolls her eyes, shaking her head as she giggles, "No Sannie. This is the right way. I can't imagine a better way to ask me to marry you than laying in your arms. It was perfect"

"I'm glad naekkeo", I tell her, relieved, "But just so you know, if you want me to do it that way too, I'll do it"

Anything for her

"Don't you move", she says, laughing, "But you can give me my ring now"

I laugh, nodding, "Ok naekkeo"

I put the ring on her finger, her eyes lighting up when she sees the ring

"Sannie!", she gasps, "It's so beautiful baby! My god, you have good taste"

I chuckle, "I just know what my baby likes"

Her eyes move to mine, "Yeah you do. Thank you baby"

"Thank you for making me the happiest man on the planet"

She nods, her forehead against mine, "Thanks for making me the happiest girl on the planet Sannie. I love you"

"I love you Jo", I whisper

She leans down, her lips against mine in a sweet soft kiss, full of love

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rayrayline · 3 days

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xiii. tumultus

Much to everyone's dismay (and amusement), the two of you continue squabbling like children even after ushering you two to the backstage. Though, in all honesty, it was expected. Fights like these were practically everyone's daily dose of coffee back when all of you were still in your pre-debut days.

That's not to say the consequences are pesky though, especially now that you don't have your household covering for you and are currently prey to anything that can cause harm to your public image.

"Shut the fuck up, you asshole. You're the one who started glaring at me for, what? taking my award?" you sneer, glaring at him through the compact mirror, "that's so stupid."

Scoffing, Gojo rolls his eyes, expression twisting into a scowl as his finger points to you in an accusatory manner, "and? you didn't have to cause a big fuss over it, dumbass."

"Oh? Look who's talking. You were the one who glared at me," you roll your eyes, snapping the compact mirror close with a click.

"Trust me, you were overreacting. I was just looking at you."

"Your definition of looking is definitely fucked up if you think looking involves—"

A loud click interrupts you and you turn to the door to see Utahime with a frown plastered on her expression, "still arguing? gee, both of you never change, do you?" Shoko gasps in sheer incredulity, gaping at her, "what makes you think they'd change?"

She lets out a sound in between a scoff and a grumble, "how would I know? they're supposedly getting mature since they're growing old, but—" a grimace twists her expression, "they're regressing backwards. backwards, i tell you."

"Hey, now. chill out. it's been a while since they've fought like this, no?" A cunning smile creeps onto Mei's face, and a shudder courses through you, "i'd say it's quite refreshing."

"That's literally the most assest of all ass I've ever heard you say, Mei," Gojo mumbles indignantly. At that, Mei simply laughs, genuine amusement crinkling her eyes as she crosses her legs.

"Well, now what? Do we just wait for the van to take us?"

Your brother chimes in just in time, phone sandwiched between his ear and shoulder as his gaze drifted to you and Gojo with an exasperated look, "yeah, yeah.. okay, sure." he mumbles. A few short seconds pass before he's stuffing his phone into his pockets, "Yaga's gonna take us back to the agency. It's an hour trip so, better get prepared for the long-hour lecture." he winces.

"Ooh, yikes." Shoko snickers, shooting you a knowing glance which definitely does not go unnoticed, "someone's gonna get scolded."

You flash her a glare in return, "shut up."

"I bet we're going to stay in that damn van for hours," a groan escapes Suguru, face blanching at the thought.

Gojo sighs, the sound breathy and grating against your ears, "man, this sucks."

A vein pops on your temple and you can already hear the inward sigh Utahime lets out upon witnessing it. Narrowing your eyes, you turn to him.

"Just so you know," you grit out, "this is your fault."

"No, it's not," he quickly retorts, head snapping to you with such a baffled look on his expression as if you've offended his whole bloodline.

"It is."

"No, it's not."

"I can make an entire essay of why this is your fault."

"As if that's going to prove anything—"

"Please," Suguru breathes out, eyebrows pinched, "both of you shut up."

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Synopsis: You, one of the most notable actresses of all time, have been bothered once again by your despicable mother to inherit the company via marriage. Though, it's nothing to worry about. After all, you've procrastinated on that for three years, so what's the difference this time? Oh, how wrong you were. Everything. Down from your career to your friends. So entirely out of spite and anger, you decide to marry the man whom your entire household carries an unexplainable hatred for.

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Authors' Note - heyyy sorry for the late update lmao i actually got into a car crash like three days ago so i wrote this with my head throbbing and my body aching, hope my editor sorted out the misspellings and grammatical errors properly lol

P.S - season 2 is approaching and i have not done any chap planning HLEP

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captainswhore · 2 days

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AYYYOOOOO is this somethin y'all would like to read for reals??

shoutout to @chamomiletealeaf for talking to me about horny price with a breastfeeding wife!!!

we were talking about how for halloween one year price is a cowboy, the baby is a cow, and you're a milkmaid. price goes feral for your tits in the milk maid dress, smut ensues, price is wildly turned on by the way your tits leak milk like it's going out of style- groans when he sees it happen and wants to cum in record time

....... and then i went off the rails and wrote this:

you think his groan watching your milk is one of disgust so you start tearing up and john thought he was gonna cum quick watching your milk? he shoots his load without warning watching the first tear slide down your cheek

john thinks you're crying because you're so overstimulated and turned on, you think john groaned because he's disgusted, cue john trying to hold onto you tight and kiss all over your face and you wiggling out of his arms and booking it to the bathroom so you can cry in peace

come back out of the bathroom in a massive hoodie and a pair of pants, tell him in a croaky voice you're gonna go check on the baby, leave the room

johns post orgasm glow is very quickly squashed when he gets up to put on boxers, moves to follow you into the nursery, and hears you tearfully muttering things to your baby

"mommy loves you, you know that?? want you to grow up big, n strong, and loved," and when john hears your voice croak after that his heart drops out of his ass, he hears it shatter when you next mutter "and mommy and daddy are gonna give you everything you could ever want.... we'll live together and get you a good school and you'll make friends and you'll fall in love with someone who thinks you're the prettiest little lady ever... make sure you're confident so no one can build you up n break you down... get you some good military benefits so you'll be okay... i don't think you'll have to worry about a brother or sister at all- and i don't think mommy n daddy are gonna be able to stay together forever, but we're gonna try for you sweetheart. mommy'll be sad for a while but i'd do anything to make your life better baby"

john pushes the door open while trying to hold back tears, tries to wrap his arms around you, but you go to sit in the little rocking chair in the corner

whispering something like "i've got her john.... you can go back to bed. goodnight"

you've only ever called him john when you first met, and when you legally had to say his first name during your wedding vows.

for the next three days you don't let him touch you. not even in bed. he waits til you're fully asleep and breathing even before he'll pull you into his chest and finally fall asleep, only to wake up a few hours later with your body heat missing in the bed. will get up to find you in the nursery, or the kitchen, or the living room, or folding/watching laundry, staring into space with a blank stare. he gave up trying to reach out to you while you're awake, so he just stands and stares at you- taking in how beautiful he thinks you are despite the haunted shadows that have taken over your eyes. tried to tell you to come back to bed, before you sadly smile at him and say "sorry, can't sleep. probably just some weird post pregnancy sleep cycle issue. go back to sleep, i'll be there when i'm ready"

john has to get used to hugging your pillow and hope to god he can huff your scent from that to go to sleep

everything comes to a head when he catches you stiffen when he walks up behind you in the kitchen... he doesn't even reach for you, but him being close to you has you pulling at the neckline of your shirt, throwing on a jacket, adjusting the shoulder of your cardigan to cover up more of you. john's sick of not seeing your skin or feeling you anymore, so he asks what's wrong. some traded words here and there, a lot of wiping your face and folding in on yourself, and john finally scoffs, stands on the other end of the kitchen, and grinds out "love, talk to me, what did i do? i haven't bloody touched you for days. i can't sleep, i can't eat, and my heart shatters every time i look at your face and you're like a ghost! where did my wife go?!? is it post partum depression? aren't you still meeting up with that therapist? can i help? what do i do!! how do i get my wife back?!?" and you start crying- silent tears rolling down your cheeks because how can he ask that?!? how dare he act clueless and act like he didn't do anything wrong despite DESTROYING what little confidence you had left after being pregnant. you're about to respond when your alarm goes off for pumping time. you close the alarm, grab the pumping supplies, and walk off. ".... sorry john, i have to pump. let me do this n i'll come back to continue this conversation"..... but you have NEVER left the room to pump. you used to just whip your boobs out and attach the machine and let it whir away with john in the room. it's nothing he hasn't seen before, and he's helped you with clogged ducts before, so there's nothing stopping you from letting him watch. john trails after you saying that- replying with "the hell you have to leave the room for?!? you used to pump in front of me all the time?? what did i do?!? how do i get you back?!? sweetheart- i can't fix this if i don't know what's wrong?!?"

it's silent for a second, and your boobs are actually kind of starting to hurt from needing to pump. so you do it. you wait for john to keep talking when you set up the pumping supplies. when john sees your tits for the first time in what feels like weeks his breath hitches, and when he sees the first spurt of milk he groans out. you rush to cover up and look up at him bewildered and say "that!!! that's why!!! you're DISGUSTED with my boobs now- that's why everything's changed!!! look john- i'm sorry i'm not as perky, or soft, or fit as i was before i was pregnant, but i carried your fucking baby for NINE MONTHS!!!!! shit's gonna change!!! my boobs are gonna change!!! for the love of god- if you're going to be disgusted with me pumping and having breast milk i swear to GOD i will move in with my fucking mother and leave you if that'll make you happier!!! have as many perky and fit and non-mother women as you want here in our damn house if that'll help you get your rocks off"

johns heart breaks but can't figure out if he should be turned on by your anger or what the fuck to do

the baby starts screaming, you curse under your breath, before you say "... just forget it... let me go take care of her and i'll pack some stuff in the morning. i'll keep pumping and dropping milk off here until we figure out a parenting schedule or file for divorce or whatever. i can't take her out of her only home where she's comfy even though it's gonna shatter me to not be attached at the hip with her. i'm gonna go calm her down- i'll sleep in the guest room." and you stalk off

john starts genuinely crying then

.......before waiting outside if the nursery door. when you're done taking care of the baby? all bets are off.

he's pushing you into the wall and smashes his mouth to yours so hard your face hurts. he's breathing heavy and you're caught off guard and your head would have bashed into the wall if it weren't for his hand protecting the back of your skull. johns entire body is flush to yours, down to your fuckin knees. his scent crowds your space and you try to wrench your head away from him and shove his chest, before he begins just peppering your face in kisses

he says breathlessly "baby, if you ever think about leavin me," *kiss* "over some stupid shit your brain conjures up," *kiss* "ever again," *kiss* "i will hunt you down and drag you back here," *kiss* "kickin n screamin bloody murder," *kiss* "if i have to," *kiss* "... where did that idea come from, huh?" *kiss

til he fully pulls his head away, just enough to look in your eyes, and says "baby. love. dear. i think you are the most beautiful woman i have ever had the privilege of seeing in my entire life. i think you look sexiest as a mother. you're glowing, and you're all soft around the edges. you're my wife. i love you, and anything that's changed. you've carried my babe- you've taken care of her and loved her and watching you take to motherhood makes my heart and my cock swell so much im afraid they're gonna burst".... cue you crying, and giggling, and feeling his hard on grinding into the pudge of your tummy "if i ever hear you speakin about yourself like that again, i swear to all that is holy i will make you cum so hard you see stars and make you BELIEVE you're the most beautiful woman i have ever seen. i love you. if i'm honest, i never want you to not be with child ever again. you look so so beautiful all round and swollen with my babe, and the breast milk? an added bonus. fuck baby, you're so fuckin hot when i watch you pump i wanna cum in my pants like a teenager. fuck.... i lo-" he can't even finish before you smash your lips to his and drag him to bed

your next period is late. john was right. he was gonna get you pregnant again come hell or high water

......

SO LIKE IS THERE SOMETHING THERE OR AM I BEING DELUSIONAL?!?!? HELP.

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