#Yeah I’m bad about tagging stuff

[trickster-shi]

I posted 10,253 times in 2022

That's 4,193 more posts than 2021!

32 posts created (0%)

10,221 posts reblogged (100%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@merfilly

@laikawriter

@renthony

@dearericbittle

@thesporkidentity

I tagged 1,115 of my posts in 2022

#teen wolf - 289 posts

#stiles stilinski - 236 posts

#sterek - 120 posts

#derek hale - 109 posts

#sheriff stilinski - 109 posts

#teen wolf fic - 78 posts

#stranger things spoilers - 71 posts

#home across the universe - 35 posts

#writing - 29 posts

#sterek slow burn - 27 posts

Longest Tag: 130 characters

#9:40am and i'm excited that i just need to write the last scene of this current chapter and then it will be finished barring edits

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Fandom: Teen Wolf

Category: Gen

Chapters: 1/1

Relationships: Stiles Stilinski & Scott McCall, Stiles Stilinski & Sheriff Stilinski

Tags: Theo Raeken (Mentioned), Donovan (Mentioned) Dread Doctors AU, Homeless Stiles Stilinski, Runaway Stiles Stilinski, Thief Stiles Stilinski, Under a Spell, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Food Insecurity, Mental Health Issues, Nogitsune Trauma, Post-Nogitsune Stiles Stilinski

Summary:

As a last ditch, hold on by the fingernails solution, it was inevitable that the tape would fray down to the last thread and break.

Duct tape wasn't meant to last forever. Literally or metaphorically.

~

After the fight with Scott in the rain, after Stiles nearly gave into the overwhelming impulse to throw that damned wrench at Scott's head, Stiles knows he can't stay in Beacon Hills. He doesn't have a pack now, and if he tells Dad he'll no longer have a parent. So Stiles leaves. He gets as far as the Jeep will take him and then he walks a little farther.

Away from home, from everyone he knows, Stiles grapples with the lingering murderous and violent impulses that haunt him day and night and tries to survive while remaining invisible. But duct tape only holds things together for so long. It was never meant to be a permanent solution.

20 notes - Posted April 19, 2022

#4

"It took me a while to understand the lesson in my choices and the tragedies.  That's the gift time gives you if you manage to live long enough.  You begin to realize that fear is necessary as a warning system, but you can’t let it grow past that into any form of control over your actions.”

~

Chapter nine is up!

21 notes - Posted January 25, 2022

#3

Can someone have a talk with my muse? I literally finished and posted a 20k+ chapter to a teen wolf fic yesterday and now I’ve got 5k written on a teen wolf one shot crossover with Jurassic World.

Like, yes, I binged the dino movies over the weekend due to the snow storm, but I did not need another thing to write. I’m trying to finish the first one.

Is anyone even interested in that kind of a crossover?

23 notes - Posted February 7, 2022

#2

Chapter Ten: Beat the Boy

"What happened?"

Mini-Stiles opened his mouth but before any words came out he sensed a high-pitched vibration in the air.  It was like a rubber band pulled tight, then tighter and tighter.  It dug into his head, his chest.  Then it snapped.

Mini-Stiles whipped around toward the gyms.

Stiles was in trouble.

He didn't bother to say anything.  Mini-Stiles just ran, blindly following the magic in the air he knew belonged to his brother.

~

Chapter Ten has arrived! I think I need a nap, and some chocolate. You're gonna need tissues, though.

24 notes - Posted February 6, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Fandom: Teen Wolf, Firefly

Characters: Stiles Stilinski, Sheriff Stilinski, Lydia Martin, Jordan Parrish, Alan Deaton, Laura Hale, Derek Hale, Isaac Lahey

Tags: Accidental Child Acquisition, Accidental Teenager Acquisition, Found Family, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Alternate Universe - Firefly Setting, Stilinski Family Feels, Sheriff Stilinski's Name is John, Young Scott McCall (Teen Wolf), Additional Warnings In Author's Note, Not a Firefly Retelling

Summary: John Stilinski used to be a man of the law, a sheriff on his home planet of Beacon 3, and never thought he’d have need to stop off on such a planet as this, but life had long since taught him that what he thought was right or true was usually never what the rest of the ‘verse reflected or practiced.

Much to his everlasting regret and grief.

~

John finally has his son back after spending seven years trying to free him from the Alliance's Academy, but Stiles did not escape alone and both he and Lydia are harboring deep secrets. With two traumatized kids under his care, a ship in need of repair and extra crew, John goes out on a limb to hire three people on Deaton's recommendation. He sincerely hopes it doesn't bit him in the ass, because these new hires are former Browncoats. John, and his first mate Jordan Parrish, fought under the Alliance.

24 notes - Posted September 28, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review #Yeah I’m bad about tagging stuff #should probably try more but I’m lazy about that #should probably try actual blogging again too but we’ll see lol

[neurospicyyy]

Yes, I threw fits when I was a kid.

No, I wasn’t in control.

No, you shouldn’t judge me for it.

Yes, I am aware you think I had the choice.

But surely you understand I didn’t really have one?

Surly you understand I was struggling?

That I’m still struggling?

That I always will be?

#neurodivergent #adhd #actually adhd #ocd #childhood memories #sorta vent in tags vv #I’m still dealing with the social consequences of that time period. People’s attitude towards me after those years #really damaged my mental health. Sometimes I think I’m not enough. #That my problems aren’t enough to say I was struggling. Then I look back… and yeah I can tell I was struggling #Idk wtf was going on because my adhd and ocd probably didn’t cause that. But I don’t show enough signs of autism to even #consider being diagnosed. Sometimes I wonder if I actually was in control. There was no trauma. No serious issues. Nothing. #Because I was running around like a maniac whenever I got upset. It stopped only after 3rd grade. With the help of a good teacher. #my so called “meltdowns” are probably internal now. I kinda s3lf h@rm and stuff when I don’t get my way now. When I’m seething in self #loathing because of something I did. You know. Normal behavior. #My life is a freaking mess. And it’s nobody’s fault. Except maybe my own? I don’t know. I always forget about that time period. Probably ca #se the teachers gave me a lot of bad memories during it. It wasn’t because of the teachers… but they certainly weren’t helping. #neurospicy #neurosparkly #actually ocd #neurodivergence #neurodiversity #I tell myself i didn’t have the choice though. I was young… #sorry for the vent

[soullessjack]

having favorite characters from media with vastly different ideas on morality or like anything ever is so much fun. here’s blorbo bingus who actively kills everyone he doesn’t like and here’s grongo buppy who believes in the magic of friendship and forgiveness and they’re best friends to me

#cal.txt #sorry this is about jack and adrien again yeah . sorry #everything will be about them for a good while still I fear #please be patient with me I have autism #blorbo tag #media #fandom stuff #I never know how to tag stuff like this I’m not rlly garnering an audience on purpose #I just like to be annoying #spn #jack kline #miraculous ladybug #adrien agreste #and like it’s more so about how SPN approaches the idea of killing a bad guy vs how miraculous does #obviously they can’t KILL outright in a kids show but even with the vaguest implication of death #it’s like ‘no we can’t do that we’re no better than them!’ #and then in supernatural they’re like. maybe we aren’t better than you but you still fucking suck so we’re gonna kill you #I NEED to get back on my jackgirl shit I’ve abandoned you all for some YouTube kids ass media

[disengaged]

alright anorexia is boring, let’s get yolked

#yeah so i gained 20lbs and started hitting the gym pretty hard two months ago #struggling with weight restoration/relapse urges worse than ever BUT i’m also feeling good about my progress and enjoying myself immensely #honestly didn’t realize how bad i missed lifting #and now that i have time off work i can actually focus on getting my nutrition right (i.e. actually consuming enough protein for once) #pegasus speaks #my face #my ancient ipod camera is shit quality but my abs are starting to show for the first time in like … 1.5 years lol #and im pleased with my anterior/lateral delts! although my pecs need some serious work. wtf #i train chest 2-3x/week and i can still see bones fml #ed ment tw #weight tw #ask to tag #i feel like i’m kind of relearning all my limits. like in terms of physical/mental energy and stuff. idk #doing a lot of research and figuring it out as i go. trying to avoid falling into systemic fatigue etc #as much as i love the gym i do have to compensate in other areas of my life #if i want to push myself this hard then that’s my choice. but like. i need to give up on doing other things. give and take. spoon theory #etc etc etc

[sexynetra]

I know I didn’t do something wrong that caused the shitstorm yesterday but I still feel guilty about it 🤪🤪 anyways are we at the point where I can make jokes about the person who posted the screenshot or are we all too on edge still lmk

#logically aware I was not in the wrong #however I feel bad and I feel like I ruined things for everyone somehow! #like I’m sorry guys I just wanted to post a silly fic about people I like for my own enjoyment I didn’t want it to break containment :( #and now everyone is having to private fics and hide things on their blog and I feel bad! #I know nobody is mad at me (please god I am begging nobody be mad at me) #but. yeah #tryna process everything still and we have reached major guilt phase! #again idk what to tag this stuff idk

[ask-lilli]

hi guess who got a makeover

#hi I’m back after like a year or two uhhhhhhhh #HI ANYWAYS YEAH #I decided to redo her design cause yk time passes and I needed to give her some swag #Plus redo stuff story/character wise #she’s now designed after the first variant m!Jesse! and has the hairdye/clip of the first f!jesse #I might revamp or just draw her in mcsm scenes if that makes sense???? #but continuing off of that feel free to drop suggestions of what I should do in terms of scenarios #or if you have any questions cause I very much like rambling about my silly blorbos sorry it’s a disease 😔 #mcsm oc #my art #mcsm #minecraft story mode #my bad for all the tags LMFAO

[carpisuns]

i love your art! it always brings a smile to my face <3

oh this is so kind 🥺🥺🥺 thank you so much!!

#this was so nice bc I have been really struggling with my art lately #and it’s been hard to make things turn out the way I want and I keep getting frustrated and not liking it #so yeah this is just nice to hear<3 #also it’s just. idk when people say this to me I’m like ??? really ?? 🥺 #cause there are so many really cool art styles/artists out there and my stuff to me is not very standout #I mean I have a good time making things and I’m glad other people like the things I make #I just assume it’s like ‘oh yay my blorbo!!’ rather than like my style specifically haha #which is fine!! like obviously I love my blorbos and I get excited seeing them djdjdj #and I don’t necessarily feel *bad* about having an art style that is less flavorful than others #I like my style (usually haha) #but still it just makes me like !! when someone like my art specifically idk! #it feels special to me #like if the style is nothing to write home about and some people still write home about it djjdd im jusf<3 Aw thanks for including me. #thanks for thinking of me #it’s meaningful to me to know I hold space in people’s thoughts #anyway I’m glad I could make u smile anon 🥺 this made ME smile #and sorry for the uncomfortable tag rambling I’ve been weirdly emotional the past few days most like due to shark week #werewolf time if you will #lmao #anon #ask #nice things

[boy-armageddon]

YES my username on yt is a blood bros reference :33 i need to go to crimes world again i know in my heart and soul that i love her but i seldom show her attention .. i need to care her more ..

HOOFRAY!!!! also pretty please do!!!!!!! for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#such a good album it is Insane that like. you never really see it talked about outside of certain spaces #and even then it was originally derided for being much less heavy than its predecessors #such a smart album lyrically and even in just like certain songs like peacock skeleton with crooked feathers #which btw is my go-to song to introduce people 2 them #for obvious reasons. the way the vocals play off each other #the keyboard #aforementioned lyrics because man they’re good at writing political lyrics that are simultaneously very pointed and relevant to this day #and also just plain fun. the way they word stuff rolls off the tongue very well #which I suppose is very much in part to Whitney being a very literary guy from what I’ve read up about him #SPEAKING OF!!!!! Jesus Christ the vocals. the vocals #(positive) #very very powerful for a guy who was like…. 21-22 at the time of recording I’d reckon? #I know whitney’s vocals are a turn off for the band for most people but imo? it’s one of the main appeals. 2 me he is like an insanely good #vocalist. almost jealous that he can hit those notes as a cis guy and I can’t cause omfg in like. wolf party near the end #HOW DOES A GUY MANAGE THAT….. #I love how they incorporated elements of other genres in it. like I don’t see them as indie rock like people #for whatever reason #like to describe them as in that album #but you can hear the elements. bringing up wolf party again cause nick zinner did some of the guitar in that and he’s in an indie band no? #yeah yeah yeahs or whatevs. they’re cool seeming I should check ‘em out #ALSO sorry I kind of glossed over Blilie. he’s really fucking good in the album obvs!!!! #pretty sure he did the album art which. omfg it’s had an aesthetic chokehold on me as of late #and also just. he has a nice voice #the sort of warbley thing he has and also his screams… goated #contrary to my posting #I’m actually a bliliegirl I’d consider myself lol. Whitney happens to also have a psychic chokehold on me #this is obvious. I go by Johnny and want to go blonde HMMMMM I WONDER WHY.. #my bad for rambling in tags I just. I love that album so deeply #it’s very meaningful to my identity and songs like the title track and beautiful horses just. get me right at my core #evil neighing compilation

[catastrxblues]

oh wait i just realized!! i finally finished my reading goal!! sleep deprived and kinda bleary but happy i guess

#how the hell did i read 40 books last year like that’s insanee #i only finished my 2023 reading goal of 23 books now like #last year me confess spill what was your secret. #oh yeah i was still hopeful about hs and stuff #i should probably sleep this is probably bad for my brain #also i just keep hearing that solitaire audibook narrator in my head 😭 #i spent most of the book just reading it but i have tried multiple times using the audiobook and the voice just clings to me #i’m not annoyed i think they did a great job #just kinda funny (and also the reason i stopped was not because of the audio at all i’m just not much for listening when i can just read #them i guess) #reading tag #nadirants

[rollingaroundin-bread]

Owl House week!! Everyone’s new designs were so CUTE and I was so excited to draw them!!! :)

#the owl house #toh spoilers #not really but just in case!!! :) #king clawthorne #luz noceda #vee noceda #toh hunter #willow park #amity blight #no Gus tag because I’m still really unhappy with how he turned out #sucks because he’s my favorite but I wasn’t feeling up to it yesterday and it was already like 12 something so I just gave up #good though because it means I can draw him again for redemption!! #this week was ROUGH lol I felt physically bad like 4 nights in a row and then I’m just tired in general #but yeah enough about me!! i need to go to bed anyways haha #my art stuff #the sticky note doodle takeover of 2022

[shmorp-mcdurgen]

if Mark is autistic then that explains why he gets easily irritated by anything or change, very compulsive, difficult to convince and change. no wonder he is so dangerous

autism is not a good thing, poor of the one who suffers it

I. Was kinda with you for a second there. Like I do think his own mental stuff when he was alive had to do with how he became, like it became ten times worse and more prevalent

But I’m not sure about that last statement.

#obviously autism is different for everyone and a lot of people do struggle with it #me included. I have trouble with it occasionally too #though. I don’t know???? something doesn’t feel right about that statement #maybe I’m thinking too hard about it I guess???? but. I don’t know #editing the tags to add a point: this au is not meant to be like. against mental disorders or even illnesses #like there are themes about how those things can effect them negatively but they’re not meant to make them bad people #they’re just dudes who happen to have different brains and mental things #like yeah. mark had anger issues and was autistic. and he became a terrible person when he died #but the autism and mental stuff DOES NOT mean you become a bad person #mark became a bad person due to vengeance and his mind becoming fucked up due to becoming an alt and his death #NOT because of his existing mental state. becoming an alt just amplified his negative traits #I hope I explained this well I just want to put that out there

[writerfae]

Friday Kiss Tag

I was tagged by @bluehourskyeli thank you so much!

Tagging uhhh… @ink-fireplace-coffee @jessica-writes22 and @treesandwords if you want to (no pressure tho)

Also @deadlycupid I think you might want to see this 👀 (if not that’s fine tho)

From the fire bearer au because I wanted to play around with it

“You are not a monster, Talon.“ Aiden said quietly.

And right there, sitting by the fire with him, with his heart warmed with something else then the familiar burn of anger and fear, Talon almost believed him.

Almost.

Sensing his doubt Aiden grabbed his face, forcing him to meet eyes with the other fire bearer.

His touch was warm, pleasantly so, but Talon still flinched, taken aback by the sudden gesture.

“I mean it,” Aiden clarified. “Monsters don’t regret. They don’t fear their own anger.”

With an elegant motion he moved to straddle Talon’s legs.

His eyes were fierce as they all but bored into him, almost glowing in the light of the bonfire.

Talon couldn’t move, couldn’t answer, frozen by this sudden lack of space between him and the other boy.

So he only looked back into those deep brown eyes and let them look into his soul.

“If you were a monster, you wouldn’t try to stifle your anger. You’d let it burn down the world.

You would show the world true fear the way it was shown to you. But you don’t. Because you’re a good man, Talon.”

He caressed Talon’s face, eyes soft and warm. “You are good. And I’m not giving up until you see it, too.”

Aiden smiled. Then he surged forward, pressing his lips to Talon’s.

As soon as he realized what was happening, Talon kissed Aiden back avidly, passionately.

He hooked one arm around the other boy’s waist, pulling him closer. With his other hand he reached up to caress the nape of Aiden’s neck.

Talon could feel Aiden’s warmth in the touch of his hands against his face, the press of his body against his own and he remembered what Greta had said about him, how his fire was fueled by his love.

The bonfire flickered dangerously.

Overcome with a sudden hunger, Talon deepened the kiss, which gained him a gasp from Aiden, an invitation for Talon to take, to explore.

And he did, gladly so.

It was like Aiden had set something within him aflame. And maybe he had, because all Talon felt right now was heat.

Talon let his hands roam Aiden’s sides, gladly swallowing every sound escaping those heated lips.

His heart was burning burning burning.

Warm, warm, warm with an emotion so contrary to those he usually felt when his flame was set alight.

No anger, but something else entirely.

Love. Desire.

A flame stronger than any other.

New. Exciting. Lovely.

Behind them, the bonfire flared up, burning high and bright.

#yes they make the fire flare up cause their desire acts up. what about it. #sorry if this is bad writing I was ✨depressed✨ while writing it #hope it’s still good #even when the actual kiss is rather short for a kiss Friday tag #I really need to practice writing kids scenes more I think #kiss scenes goddamnit tumblr and autocorrect #want to be better at make out scenes and stuff but once I sit before the empty page I’m like… I’m too ace for this #thus the awkwardness #also yeah I’m this au they have fire powers that act on emotions and the two together are quite powerful it turns out #thus the fire reacting to their combined ‘inner flames’ #wip: the knights of the alder #writer speaks #writeblr #fire bearer au #writing #my writing #tag game

[margaetyrell]

btw if you’ve tagged me in your Taylor edits and i haven’t reblogged them yet, i’m so sorry. i’ve liked and saved them (i have like 50+ drafts to post actually) but i feel so disgusted and angry about all of this that it makes it harder for me to even log in and see her face tbh. which sucks bc i’m not really enjoying being here atm, but i don’t want to unfollow mutuals nor start all over again when i’ve worked so hard to build this blog up since last year. i’ve said it before tho... but if you don’t agree with it or if my content no longer interests you, feel free to go. it is understandable <3

#actually i kinda feel worse about not posting anything taylor related bc i used to rb and comment on every edit #and like 90% of my blog is based on her. i checked her tags daily as well to don’t miss anything. so i get that #although it’s ironic too bc after all this is my personal blog lmao i’m not a dailytaylor blog or anything #but anyways i hope you get that. i’ve tried queueing stuff but i feel bad if i reblog and also bad if i don’t so yeah #still trying to figure it out #pt

[yikesola]

Picture Dan’s march 2019 tan shirt sun glow stubble “still alive” insta but with my url over his face. Pretend I made that

#me talking #i tried text to speak for like a medical update just bc I don’t think I’ve really done that #i have like my post after the first week in hospital back in nov2019 and since then I have like .. bitched about being unwell #but I thought like hey before it is the three year sickaversary maybe I’ll write it out #didn’t happen #might still happen #until then this is the post #I’m very behind on dnp stuff because of the *gestures vaguely* so I do have dan liveshow and the joint viddy keeping me motivated to like #stay alive lol #and dan tour stuff of course so many good m&g pics #but uh yeah I’m sorry I’ve been away (and I’m sorry I’m always apologizing for it) it’s not purely mental this time it’s 78% my body fucking #me up real bad #anyways this is all the typing I can manage 🤙 no I will not tell you now long this tag rant took me

[mrburnsnuclearpussy]

I haven’t been actively lately because I only just got internet and phone access where I’m staying rn and I finally have my new sim card in so I can have WIFI HALLELUJAH (I’m only supposed to have 1 hour phone time a day but no one needs to know heheheh)

Anyway I just wanted to say that I nearly died and I will still die and stand for Carson because he is amazing and a good person and season 6 isn’t in character but even if it was what happened to Thomas CLEARLY wasn’t even Carson’s fault and if you say it was then you SUCK and you’re WRONG!!! 😌 CARSON IS MY LIFE AMD MY WORLD AND THATS JUST SOMETHING FHAR YOU HAVE TO ACCEPT ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!

#I’m so happy to have wifi back and I made plans w someone and talked to my mum one to one like a real person and everything’s been insane o #obviously like I was in the icu and now mental ward and it’s been some of the darkest most traumatic time of my life but after talking to th #the right ppl I feel hopeful again and like an entirely difffeernet person from this morning #random tmi life update #hopefully I’ll be able to draw something decent and I can post some Downton animals soon ☺️ lol #force everyone here to care about tiger carson <3 #still obsessed with him #weird stuff going ik this is weird but I like just got my internet and tumblr back and I’m like WHEEEEEEwWWWwwW #maybe there can br hope lifean da future for me #also probably the fucking shitton socktail of meds I’m on rn has something t di with it lol #i think I’m getting some more in. a bit but I’m gonna go to the art room or something and try to draw more or whatever #coz it’s too early to sleep and I’m bouncing with energy! #crazy like I couldn’t even walk by myself a couple days ago and now I’m like chatting with everyone and hyper ^~^ #idk whether to say I feel good or bad at this point coz idk what either means anymore but #yeah like I need that seeet sweet therapy pls fix my BRAIN and the dr upped my meds so Horay that should help too #suicide mention #not rly but just being safe tagging #death mention #? #idk it. and be triggering though I know #like the topic I mean #anyway I stand by and live carson and if you blame him in any way for Thomas suicide I’ll personally kill you

[marshmellowtea]

markiplier resident evil playthroughs my beloved

#‘which one’ all of them. i love him and i love these series gfdgfdgff #i think i’m always gonna have a fondness for resident evil re8 is what pulled me out of a BAD hyperfixation #bad as in it was making me actively miserable and i didn’t want to be fucking hyperfixated on it anymore. if you’ve been following me for a #while you may know what hyperfixation i’m talking about. gdhgdygdhfgv #anyway yeah lately i’ve been rewatching mark play re2 and re7 to fall asleep and it’s been epic #i still need to finish the re8 dlc and his re3 playthroughs but lately i’ve just been itching for stuff i’ve already seen #since. y’know. i’m falling asleep to it. #…..i rambled far more than i meant to in these tags lol i should get some sleep soon #markiplier #marshy speaks