#ahhh i dont know!!!!

[valenthario]

feeling really stuck with my blog atm kdgjd god why must i be this way

#txt #like i have posts queued till the end of the week & i really really wanna change them up a bit #back on my old blog i used to post just the most important things from my sims life but also i played on a shorter lifespan and idkkkk #im not unhappy with the things i post now i just think i need change #+ me getting back into ts3 is making me wonder do i just wanna post ts3 here too #or do i wanna keep it to myself #or what #bc i dont really take sims 3 screenshots either way bc im so into the gameplay i just forget fdjghkg #ahhh i dont know!!!! #also i wanna jump back into cas i have Ideas #so its not like im uninspired tbh its the other way around where the ideas are rotting my brain inside out LMAO #and i end up feeling too overwhelmed and doing nothing

[maskmascot]

Queenie scrunchies

#queen of hatred #project moon #lobotomy corporation #yes these are old im bring them from my side twt acc mostly #my art #my doodles #ahhh if im comfortable confidence to post not so-so color messy doodle to my main enough people would know I LOVE MY DAUGHTER SO MUCH #and her other siblings too!! but i dont want to post them right now bc i think i might color those #just know im a big mother fan of abno magical girl gang #queenieeeee :plending emoji:

[dunkinbublin]

Tails is such a goblin, am adore himb

hes a mischievous lil thing thats what he is

#sth #sonic the hedgehog #ask #miles tails prower #tails the fox #wholesome sonic and tails wednesday #wstw #AHHH im late with it GRRRR #sonic knows exactly what that guy is talking about lmao #i drew sonic extra scruffy dont ask whats going on rn lksgnkgsn #dunkinsart

[tubbytarchia]

Hi hi!! I accidentally spent way too long on this, but the animatic was so good it FUELLED me... Here's a screenshot redraw as a lil gift :] Sorry grian isn't very birby lol

OH HE IS VERY BIRBY WHAT DO YOU MEANNN AHHH I wish i could draw bruises and stuff like you, I totally skimped out on that but ahh this is sick!!! Oh it's so lovely and oh it hurts so much haha. Thank you so much, it's such an honor for my work to inspire anyone, this is so cool!!! AHHHYH your art is so pretty!! I love the colors and Grian's face says it all hnggg

#desert duo #scarian #trafficshipping #OH ITS SO GOOD OHHH IM SO HONORED I CANT TELL YOU HOW HONORED I AM AHHH what a day to be alive... #this is so cool whoa... #idk if I should tag anything else lol I dont usually tag mc individuals for ship art I dont know!! I get so conscious about tagging lol but #I hope people see this. Please look. Please look at the Scarian..

[meadowmusing]

My favourite unintentional effect of the casting for the new PJO TV series is Percy's new looks, which make him look similar to Will Solace. Nico is going to be like "dont worry guys I'm definitely over percy alright" and goes and dates the apollo-flavoured percy

Nico is not going to be beating the "still down bad for percy jackson" rumours any time soon lol

#i think i saw a post of someone mentioning it and i cant get it out my head #imagine being like yeah im over him! and then immediately dating the clone of him lmao #its also sweet cause it just emphasizes Nico has a type #charming blonde guys with bright smiles #ahhh the moon always falls for the sun dont they? ☺ #tho i know this wont be relevant for a good while but eventually the joke is there haha #pjo #percy jackson #nico di angelo #will solace #pjo tv series #pjo books #percy Jackson and the olympians #pernico #percico #nicery

[iamthe-walnut]

Simon from Fionna and Cake rlly got me feeling some typa way😔 Betty and Simon is just the perfect tragic couple that fuels me

It would have helped if I added some more dialogue stuff from Simon but I rlly couldn't be assed to think of more context n shit...

If it isn't obvious, I based this off a scene between Power and Denji in Chainsaw man

I rlly wanna draw more Golbetty tho

#iamthe-walnut fanart #shes not trying to be mean its just ANGST! #i literally didnt even finish adventure time tho but fionna and cake is still super good holy shit #atleast i was able to understand it enough #AHHH I THINK I HAVE SIMON BRAINROT I LOVE THAT OLD MAN #i wanna take care of him😭 #fionna and cake #simon petrikov #betty grof #Golbetty #fionna and cake simon #fionna and cake fanart #artists on tumblr #its not me if i dont reference chainsaw man #simon petrikov fanart #it actually fucking hurts knowing that they can never actually be together #adventure time #adventure time fanart #petrigrof

[helmarok]

dump of stuff i only posted on instagram

#ganon draws #minecraft #mcsm #minecraft story mode #ahhh. and here comes the endless character tags for archiving purposes. sorry. #mcsm petra #mcsm jesse #mcsm radar #mcsm xara #mcsm axel #tlou #joel miller #ellie williams #<- archiving tlou fandom do NOT touch this post i am NOT one of you #oh shit i dont even think i posted that s2 axel on insta ermmm... #tumblr exclusive i guess! #and before you ask: yes i enjoy dungeon meshi #<- oh i just KNOW this shit is gonna show up in the tag just because i said it in a sentence. IM SORRY.

[fugofugofugos]

dunmeshi has brought me out of lurking whats up

#delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi #mithrun #kabru #first post #my art #i dont know how this app works aaaaahhhhh ahhh

[doodle-with-alizard]

HIYA!! Guess what I finished!!?

This is my first ever public pattern so I hope you guys will enjoy it as much as I do!

#im so nervous posting this cuz ive never made a proper sewing pattern before so i dont know what the hell im doing #AHHH #but some of you guys really wanted to use it so 😤✊️ #sewing #free sewing pattern #sewing patterns #plush pattern #plushie #free plush pattern #crafts

[skitskatdacat63]

Hello guys!!!!! Aforementioned project is finally finished 🫠 It was meant to be just a simple weekend project, and ended up being 30+ hours over the period of like four days. I don't think I'm an actual normal human anymore. This is the project that caused everyone in my life to question my mental and physical wellbeing and health. But I'm super excited to share this all of you!!!! Please enjoy!!!! Even if you don't like vettonso, I hope this is still interesting????

If you make any, please reblog this or tag me in it! I'm excited to see what other people, other than just me suffering alone in my bedroom, make out of this!!! <3

#jesus christ i cant believe i actually made this 😭😭 #originally earlier last week i was like ahhh i wanna draw more of them in different eras(like the timeswap au) #and then randomly wanted to draw every single racesuit(nightmare) #and then im like WAIT I CAN MAKE A PICREW OUT OF THIS #no joke when i say i dont think i was a human this weekend #it was truly: eat. sleep. draw. eat. draw. sleep. draw. eat. draw. draw. sleep. #the screentime count on my ipad is soooooo fucking bad im ashamed dhfjfkkg #i dont think picrews are meant to be made in the span of a weekend #*weakly* i did it~ #again as i said in the description. please request if you want anything added!!! #i dont know if ill get to it immediately bcs i just spent 30+ hours psychologically torturing myself #i actually feel so ill JSJFKGLGLG but im happy w it and i wouldnt have gone back and changed any of the process #tho the evolution of 'im having so much fun' to groaning every time i opened up my ipad again was so funny #thank you so much to suzuki i could have never have done this without your support and encouragement 🥹🥹 #hoping this picrew works as a blood sacrifice to the good health and wellbeing of the amr24. the car that is launching today! #also istg i am going to dm shill and self reblog this with no shame. it is my magnum opus(as of now) #now i am going to sleep and not touch my ipad for a while djfkkglg #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #catie.art. #vettonso #normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion

[billfarrah]

@unfortunate17 and I were discussing Wille’s anxiety and how we don’t feel like Wille’s reluctance to partake in public speaking was a result of his anxiety, but rather his history of being forced to speak and say things he doesn’t mean and follow a script in order to preserve the reputation of his family and control the public’s perception of him. He was forced to follow a script three times in season 1 - the first when he had to apologize on TV for a fight he was not sorry about, when he had to read a written speech to his classmates regarding his brother who had just died, and when he was forced to lie about the video leading to the destruction of his relationship with Simon.

In my opinion Wille’s fear of public speaking in season 2 is not related to general or social anxiety - as I do not believe Wille has social anxiety at all and is not shy at all despite some people in the fandom tending to believe he is - but rather a fear of being perceived, because that is ultimately Wille’s main struggle in the series - not being with a boy, not being in love with a gay, not being queer, but being perceived by others and feeling forced to live up to a certain standard or expectation when all he wants to do is live his life truthfully and without people having opinions about the things he does.

What’s so powerful and beautifully written about the scenes with Boris is that even though Wille is made to see a therapist by his mother, the Queen, who is the one who persuaded/forced him speak out when he didn’t want to, Wille’s sessions with Boris are the first time he is told he doesn’t have to say anything if  he doesn’t want to, and the confidentiality of their sessions and Boris’ position as an unbiased professional allows him to be more honest with not only himself, but with another person without feeing like he is being judged or forced to feel or believe something he doesn’t.

We see in season 1 episode 4, when Wille goes off script and speaks from the heart about Erik, and in season 2 episode 6 when he once again goes off script, that Wille really has no issues with speaking to a crowd, but only when he feels he’s being truthful and honest and in control of the narrative. His fear of speaking in the class presentation, in my opinion, has a lot to do with how out of control of his own narrative Wille felt throughout season 2 as a result of the lie at the end of season 1 and the events of season 2 - he is perceived by his classmates now as having denied being a part of the video, as if it was something to be ashamed of, he is perceived as being interested in Felice when in reality he’s desperately in love with Simon. He just wants to exist and stay true to himself and it scares him to do it in front of an audience, and that’s what makes it so powerful when we see him slowly begin to accept how he feels about himself and the circumstances of his life through the sessions with Boris, and how that results with him re-taking control of his own narrative at the Jubilee at the end of the season, and that’s just beautiful writing.

#young royals #prince wilhelm #wilmon #havent wrote one of these in a while #dont even know if its good #also i feel like kendall roy with my control the narrative #anyway wille is the Main Character of all time and people oversimplify him a lot #hes so complex and nuanced and carefully written and portrayed extraordinarily by edvin #im mostly writing because lately my dash is just littered with uninteresting discourse about edvin and omar's career choices #and i just like #dont care about any of that lol #so please come engage with me about this wonderful show #i genuinely just love this character so much lol #and i love wilmon obviously but wille is just #ahhh hes such a good character

[dallonwrites]

lover boy - wip (re)intro

How do you navigate love after losing the person you loved the most?

I realised I don't like writing WIP intros where I just list everything super neatly + have a nice official summary so I am just going to infodump!! Lover Boy is an Adult Literary/Historical novel set in the late 1980s that follows a gay man's navigation of love, sexuality, community and grief after losing his best friend to AIDS. It's inspired by my own experiences of grief + caretaking and the dissertation I did on grief in queer AIDS narratives. It follows Beau, my beautiful special boy, and is like patchwork quilt of all of his avenues of love -- romantic, sexual, platonic, familial, communal, self -- that is stitched together with the grief from this one major loss. This is paralleled with chronological flashbacks telling the story of Bobby's illness, and how Beau took care of him.

Beau and Bobby are best friends who were platonically in love with each other, who had to adapt their relationship as Bobby got sicker and Beau became his caretaker, and in the midst of this adversity became closer than ever. Beau is a lover of love in all ways, who thinks the best holidays Halloween and Valentines Day, who loves sex but is bad at not falling in love afterwards, who has a soft heart, who also has a massive crush on George Michael. Bobby loved his life, his friends and going to the club with them, scenic hikes and swimming, his pet snake named Judas, leather and heavy metal and activism and also the Muppets (his fave was Gonzo btw). He was obsessed with volcanoes and wanted to be a volcanologist. And Beau misses him so much!!! He is trying to understand what his life is now after losing such a big part of it. He is trying to understand what kind of love he wants. He also is trying really hard not to fall back in love with his ex boyfriend who is back in the picture. And he is not really doing any of this well!!

Other features of this novel:

Gay + Autistic protagonist who doesn't know he is autistic but his special interest is horror movies and it shows (favourites are anything monstrous + full of bloodsoaked practical effects. Favourite of all time is The Lost Boys). Beau literally looks towards horror movies to try and understand grief and loss

Protagonist is a guy who actively wants to be haunted and is looking for any signs of ghosts

Lesbian + Gay + Bi + Trans + everything solidarity. An honouring of that history. Exploration on how the AIDS crisis shaped and reshaped community and identity because well, I did an entire dissertation on it and I am not putting that to waste!!! It is interesting and important!!

A narrative that is brutally honest about grief and death, and all the ways it is messy and complicated. A narrative that also doesn't always take itself seriously because sadness and joy are always holding hands

Narrative that plays around with form (video transcripts, letters, journal entries, descriptions of art) and POV (past + present tense blended together, third person present that often dips into second)

Exploration of caretaking on a community level and an intimate, one to one level. Look into how love is often all the little ways we help each other hold on.

Exploration of disability and sickness and how it shapes your identity, your relationship with yourself and others, especially when you're young (I also have a novella planned actually exploring this from Bobby's POV, but you didn't hear that from me!!!!)

The idea that grief never gets smaller, just your life grows around it

The idea that you can love your friends!!! You can be in love with them!! And that love is no "lesser" than romantic love, and it is just as beautiful and big and bright. Even when Beau navigates romantic relationships, these aren't put on a pedestal above any other type of love

A golden retriever named Atlas (Beau's own beautiful, special boy)

This is a personal project that I'm not publishing, but it means a lot to me so I will talk about it a lot!!! I've been playing around with it in its current form for about a year now and am finally making a dent in an actual first draft. My want is to share long, in depth pieces about how I navigate writing a story like this somewhere like Substack, and also all the fun of drafting it along the way. Expect infodumps and excerpts!!!

#i still dont know how tf to make a wip intro!!! posting this like ahhh so scary! #i will be honest i am not in a social media mood recently but it is literally beau's favourite day #so i don't know when i will post something for this but hopefully soon!!! #wip intro #what even are the writeblr tags these days #writeblr #amwriting #?? #lover boy #there IS another wip intro for this in that tag but it is mildly outdated!!!

[m0e-ru]

gas station doodle dump ft very special guest from yokohama

#arttag #boot.tingting #p4 #bsd #souji seta #nanako dojima #⛽️🌫 #moel gas station attendant #izanami persona #marie #marie persona #tohru adachi #ryunosuke akutagawa #// i dont know how long our guest will be here he'll be visiting though . i'll share the postcards after this hold on #// click gradient mimi for a surprise 'it's not a surprise when youve been here long enough' sorry can you put that in the complaint box #// tired ahh ahhhhh i want to write grahhh ahhh

[qiekzart]

sorry it kind of sucks i tried my best ^_^

[plz reblog]

#art #my art #yugioh #ygo #yugioh arc v #yuri arc v #ygo arc v #tjhis took me like around a week #that was a lie. i dont know the difference between a day and a week nowadays. but still took a while #siiighhhh the amount of effort i put in just to draw some evil freak #AND ITS NOT EVEN GOOD???? #i should have just went w/ normal shading #too late... #siighhhh back to clip studio paint i did NOT earn a break #everytimeee i try this style it just. fails #anyway expect more art soon i . i gotta imrpvoe 😭😭 even tho my hands hurt #AHHH I dont even wanna post this its bad helpp

[which-qsmp-egg-would]

#Okay context: when I was a kid we all made 'traps' for leprechauns and the teachers put little foot trails of green glitter #between the boxes and the teachers would be like 'oh no noone caught him this year!' #qsmp #qsmp eggs #qsmp chayanne #qsmp tallulah #qsmp dapper #qsmp ramón #qsmp leonarda #qsmp richarlyson #qsmp pomme #qsmp pepito #qsmp empanada #qsmp sunny #qsmp sunnysideup #qsmp chunsik #posted: march #i still remember one of my classmates claiming he caught the leprechaun and saw it or something #ahhh. kindergarten is nice to look back on sometimes. #I think most of us (Re. parents) made like. tiger traps and floor traps because those weren't difficult. #I actually dont know if this is done anywhere else.

[eldritch-araneae]

Bumblebee Week Day 3 - Bad Day

Don't stop, don't think, don't look back You're a bolt of lightning in the sky now Don't stop, don't think, don't look back I've pulled you in, nowhere to hide now Don't stop, don't think, don't look back You're a bolt of lightning in the sky now Don't stop, don't think, don't look back I've pulled you in, prepare to die now I am dark matter Your road to ruin I am dark matter I'm your undoing Bring me your soul Bring me your hate In my name you will create Bring me your fear Bring me your pain You will destroy in my name I am dark matter (Bring me your hate) Your road to ruin I am dark matter (Bring me your pain) I'm your undoing

Song: Les Friction - Dark Matter

#bumblebeeweek2023 #bumblebee #transformers #maccadam #my art #sparkpulse au #ahhh i LOVE this song so much it illustrated how terrifying Bee can be you push him too much #because if Bee is having bad day then EVERYONE will have a bad day #tho he's not doing it on purpose as he's unaware of his eldritch nature #he just having a terrible time being a deception prisoner #and decepticons fucked around as found out which is a running gag for this continuity bc Megatron don't know how to quit #anyway dont make Bee feel horrible #in the beginning you could get away with it but as time passes and his spark shell is thinning and eroding #and his nature seeps through