#albino penis envy

[mycochaotix]

3/5 am tub updates. In order shown: Art, art, mckennai(maybe umbo mislabel), Baper, APE

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#mycology #magic mushies #microbiology #mold #60s psychedelia #lgbtqia #lgbtqia2s #lgbtqia2s+ #myc #enby #albino #albino riptide #albino penis envy #blue ape revert #fungi #fungus #fungifinds #fungusamongus #queer #trans

[sleepdeprivationandcoffee]

I accidentally MACRODOSED on shrooms and met god. She’s a primordial cosmic milf who showed me the horrors and put me back on her shelf. So I’m gonna just be on here and pretend I didn’t see the horrors

#whoops it’s me #mushrooms #albino penis envy #it was literally a religious experience #I met something older than everything else in any/every reality

[mycochaos-oldacnt-plzfollownew]

These APEs swoll 🍆🍆🍆

#ape #apes #albinopenisenvy #albino penis envy #mushroom #mycochaos #mycelia #mycelium #gay #art #mushies #fungi #magic mushies #mycology #myco #nature #pscilocin #pscilocybin #paul stamets #pgt #beauty #cute #penis envy mushrooms

[goblincreature808]

maybe I took sum groomies(albino penis envy) and laid under here for a while maybe

#goblincreature #weed #cannabis #growhouse #albino penis envy

[clunelover]

Sorry to be posting so many pics, but this is 24 hours of growth. I find it so amazing. Once they’re going, they grow so fast! It almost makes you feel like it would be worthwhile to just sit and stare at them for hours and see if you can SEE them growing!

#mycology #cw drugs #albino penis envy

[msvicious666]

#albino penis envy #mushroom #fungi #ape #awake

[biscotti2strain]

biscotti strain

About Biscotti In Italian, “biscotti” is a combination of the words meaning “twice” and “cooked.” When the pastry has hardened halfway, you cut them in half and bake them again, perfect for sweet coffees, teas, and mid-morning snacks. You can twice cook your brain with the Biscotti strain and its mid-20s THC levels and super delicious dessert flavors. If you’re looking for a little Italy in your living room, full of giggling deliciousness, where depression can’t afford to pay the rent and has to beg for money on the street corner, try a Biscotti. Cookies Fam turned Gelato #25, and South Florida OG into delicious cookie magic with Biscotti.

Link- https://shroomschocolatebars.com/product/biscotti-strain/

#biscotti strain #gelato cake strain #albino penis envy #how long do shrooms last #willy wonka chocolate bar #architecture

[fedorahead]

I put CWs, but I'll add a foreward; this post deals with drugs (magic mushrooms), sexual trauma, childhood abuse, and some religion. It's also maybe the most candid thing I've written in a long time.

This past weekend was my husband's birthday. We had date night Friday, and we decided to lemon tek some APEs that we've had sitting around for a while. I was worried they'd lose their potency because we put zero serious effort into storing them correctly and it has been months. These ones had been fantastic the past few times we partook, and we'd only been doing small amounts (small for us is 1-3g typically, and I usually eat rather than lemon tek which is a mellower, longer experience).

It's been a while as I mentioned, so my tolerance was back to zero, so when I finished my cup of lemon earl grey and asked how much I'd just had, I got a little anxious when he said it was 3.5g. But I had already set my mind to enjoying the evening for his benefit, so I calmed myself and got ready for the ride.

We've got a year and a half of eating mushrooms together now, we started just before my 30th birthday. I'd had them once before and it was not a good experience (yay music festivals and mixing substances) and he had done a lot of exploring in his teen and early adult years, but it had been a while. I delved headlong into the studies of psychonautica and mycology, and discovered I have better retention for mycological facts in my adulthood than I did for spelling or debunked urban legends in childhood (absolute mastery of those subjects, as a kid anyway).

We went into the bedroom, because the most important discovery I've made about enjoying the ride is that oxytocin is the miracle chem that turns a mushroom high into a full sensory vacation; though in the ounces upon ounces I've consumed, even pushing 7g in an evening and timing my medications for maximum effect, I'd never reached that state that neurotypicals (and even other autists/ptsd cases) tell tales of. Cohesion has never been the name of my game.

Our sex life, I won't go into, but it involves a lot of discussion of concepts reserved for the privacy of just us- this is relevant, I'm not just bragging or baiting. We started to do our thing, intimacy, closeness, playing roles that weren't really divorced from reality, and I came into full swing.

The intrusive thoughts that plague me always, and especially during sexy funtimes, became more tangible and less repetitive or fleeting. I started crying, (which was perfectly appropriate and enjoyable for both parties).

Sooner than expected, the sun was rising, and I was living renewed. Two major understandings came to me: one, much subtler and less applicable to daily life; the other, a complete audit of my entire identity.

The first realization was a spiritual one. I've always been an atheist. I tried to believe in something, anything, but none of the proffered options gave me any sort of inspiration.

I've also always had inclinations towards believing in the essence, soul, maybe even consciousness of things around me. Toy Story spoke to me as a tiny kid, and when Pocahontas sang "every rock and tree and creature has a life, has a spirit, has a name", that resonated with me. Maybe it's cliché, or maybe there's an inherent respect for the world around us children understand that our society teaches us to ignore. Those movies were hits for a reason. Either way, especially since starting mushrooms but even before, I've felt tapped into something. My Buddhist studies have felt the closest to, well, not understanding it, but definitely vibing with it, whatever it is. And this weekend I connected the thing I do feel in some ways and some times with the stories other people have told of spiritual experiences. My brain is more inclined to see it as some sort of magic, and I've worried I've got schizophrenia many times for having some supernatural... not beliefs, but openness I suppose. It's always felt like a flaw, but I see now that it's just the thing all those other people have been going on about my whole life. They just layer all their tangible bullshit on top of it and make it so hard to see. And seeking whatever this is feels very very different to the assertion of seeking "answers" or some form of "explanation" regarding the nature of existence. Fictional media concepts like the warp, or the multiverse, or parallel dimensions (yes I know that's covered by the multiverse), higher and lower planes of existence, the threads that connect all things, even enlightenment; they're all referring to this place I've been going for a long time and I finally understand that now.

The second revelation, I've called it an epiphany, I've posted about incessantly since having it both here and on facebook.

Everything I use to define myself, every aspect of my personality I recognize and feel I know, is a result of, either by adherence to or rebellion from, a set of expectations that were forced upon me from birth. On one side of my family, there were the best of intentions, trying to encourage an educated, compassionate, caring, sensitive person. One with confidence and self-esteem, even though those were struggles for everyone guiding me. On the other, one person had control, and his expectations were not rules set out but reality presented in the form of facts and logical rants and arguments that begged their own questions. It was also a childhood of warnings, explanations, exposure to concepts far beyond a child's years. I was to be smart, quick-witted, fit, rational, completely sexually repressed, modest in clothing but not in academia, and entirely dependent. Mental illness wasn't an option, disability a choice I was to opt out of. I was taught cultural knowledge that was out of date by my birth let alone my tween years. The world around me had a lens of his perception. When I decided I would not be torn down for making my own life choices any more, I walked out of his house and stopped seeing him for years. While his mother and sister held control of me financially, they pressured me to "just go see him" and I refused. During that time, I worked very hard at unlearning the twisted life lessons he'd given me, the fundamental "truths" that were no such thing. When I was in my early 20s, I thought I had shaken his programming and rejoiced that I was no longer spewing ignorant bile at the expense of the people around me, that I had deprogrammed myself.

This weekend, I realized how much deeper it went. I don't share his views anymore, but I was still bound by a deeper programming. Realization after realization hit me in waves. Every formative memory holds a trauma that has defined me for 30+ years. Every deviance from the norm I have, I can track to his behaviours, his words, his intentions. Including the source of most difficult shame, my sexuality.

I'm still not comfortable talking about the specifics of things in my head. But I had not realized until this weekend that they weren't facets of my inherent self; he put them there. His warnings and admonitions, so early in my life, meant I knew what incest was before I knew what sex was. Meant I knew what repressed memories were before I understood trauma. I remember not believing him when he told me women didn't enjoy sex, because how could it be objectionable when I already wanted it so bad, so young? I considered myself precocious until recently; the warning signs had been there the whole time, but I assumed I'd become who I am naturally and wasn't like others who only developed early sexuality from relevant abuse.

I've known for years the things he had been accused of, and also been told by anyone that would answer that the situation was complicated, that he probably hadn't done anything, that it was a misunderstanding, that maybe the witness lied and that's why she didn't come back to court to testify. Nobody wanted me to understand how terrifying it would be to go up against him in court, a small woman tied to our families, part of the social circle, whose house I'm sure he had been to. A teenage girl trying to protect a toddler without protection for herself.

From my late teens onward, I considered the signs that I'd been molested to be signs that our mental healthcare system was so terrible I'd been traumatized by that. A false allegation can still land the kid in probing meetings with adults who want to get something out of them. I do think spending my entire childhood in therapy traumatized me. I also wish they'd told me the truth. That they weren't sending me "just in case, because he yells so much", that they saw that I was suffering symptoms of complex trauma even at age 2 and they wanted to intervene. Even if I hadn't understood it, what I was told gave me room to believe his side. I kept believing his side for so long, it become the lore I told myself and others.

I realized, I've been running my whole life, and I don't have a self to find. He made sure of that.

Wave after wave of connection and realization made our evening of drugs and sex complex and amazing and ultimately, freeing.

I don't have to hate my body. I don't have to struggle to find clothes that cover perfectly normal parts. I don't have to compensate with gender confusion, sexuality confusion, hating labels and trying to find one and feeling like it's incomplete anyway. I don't have to have a cool name.

I get to build a person, and that person doesn't have to be perfect or better than anyone else. I don't have to look down on people for circumstances beyond their control. I don't have to be a judgmental dick just because I was traumatized into being one.

And I can have sex whenever I want, with whomever I want, and it doesn't have to be the sole purpose of my life to find the emotional fulfillment and validation sex provides. That can just be a fun side quest I do with my husband regularly. You know, to grind those skill points up or whatever.

I have energy. I have accomplished so much this week. I even cleaned the fridge and pantry. I danced. I played with the dog. For the first time in my life, I am Hannah, I am present, and I am free.

#twdrugs #tw abuse #tw grooming #tw gaslighting #tw molestation #trip report #tw religion #magic mushrooms #complex ptsd #dissociation #ptsd #cptsd #shrooms #psilocybin #albino penis envy #APE #i love you goodnight

[mycochaotix]

Mycopal query: At what stage of development are fruiting bodies such as Albino Penis Envy (APE) deemed ready for harvest?

MCX Response: A commonly shared guideline suggests harvesting when the stipes reach a state of being marshmallow soft. While this advice provides a basic framework, a more comprehensive approach involves considering the strain's characteristics based on past experiences. Close daily observations of the fruits, followed by careful inspection during harvest to assess internal structures, cap, and gills, serve as valuable methods to acquaint oneself with the specifics of each fungus's fruiting bodies. Personally, I evaluate the stipe texture, aiming for a state less of marshmallow softness and more of fullness (which may be soft but not always).

Through my observations across various tubs and Cubensis varieties (especially the hybrid and mutate strains) over the years, I've noted variations in stipe characteristics, including internal filling and external texture ranging from soft to hard. This observation holds true for APEs and similar varieties, such as Albino Riptides, featuring gill structures that remain mostly connected to the stipe. Key indicators of harvest readiness include cap pigmentation and gill edge furling, signaling fruiting body maturation. Additionally, as the cap edges curl up, visibility of gill tissue allows for the observation of spore pigmentation, particularly in varieties with pigmented spores sequestered to the gills. You can familiarize yourself with spore build up showing as pigment texture on the gills by swabbing the gills and looking for color changes to see the gill color (often lighter than spore pigment).

Hope this helps, what do you think and any follow up questions?

-MCX

#mycology #magic mushies #microbiology #mold #60s psychedelia #lgbtqia #lgbtqia2s #lgbtqia2s+ #myc #enby #ape #albino riptide #albino penis envy #gill #cap #queer #trans #mushroom #fungi #fungus #fungusamongus #fungifinds

[citypermits]

Albino Penis envy mushrooms

Penis Envy mushrooms are probably one of the most talked about, but often confused, origin stories of all of the varieties of Psilocybe cubensis.

If you’ve ever looked into the strength differences between each Psilocybin containing mushroom strain/variety,

you would have likely come across some mention of Penis Envy mushrooms.

On reddit for example, most users on mushroom and related subreddits have the common knowledge that the

Albino Penis Envy mushroom strain is generally penis shaped and produces stronger effects then the average Cubensis mushroom.

At one point mycologist John Allen proposed that that the original Penis Envy mushroom

may have been found in the Amazon by Terrence and Dennis McKenna in the early 70’s.

Hamilton Morris, a journalist who investigates psychoactive substances, also stated that the original specimen

“was taller and thicker than anything found in American soils.

For many years, the go-to article for explaining how Penis Envy emerged was published in Vice in 2009, by journalist-turned-psychedelic-scientist Hamilton Morris.

However, in a podcast published on Morris’ own Patreon in June 2021, he admits to having been deliberately misled by the infamous mycologist

John Allen (aka Mushroom John, of Psilocybe allenii fame), along with much hearsay found on various fungal forums.

According to Hamilton Morris’ going theory, a pioneering Psilocybe Cubensis

Mycologist Steven Pollock was mailed some of the original Amazon prints from the McKennas

and likely isolated it himself which later led to the penis shaped mushroom, and Penis Envy mushroom strain.

Before his unfortunate death, Pollock supposedly mailed another mycologist and print vendor Rich Gee a spore print labeled ‘Penis’!

Penis Envy Mushrooms Effects and Potency

The Penis envy mushroom strain exhibits a broad, stout stem that is white in color, a large bulbous cap their density ranks them among the densest types of magic mushrooms.

Those who have consumed the penis envy have noted that its effects have a deeper intensity than others.

For example, this shroom provides more of a “wavy” visual hallucination than other varieties.

Penis Envy Mushrooms include one of the few commonly grown albino shrooms;the

Albino Penis Envy strain

, since

albino mushrooms

are quite unusual.

This variant is known to be the most potent of  Cubensis mushrooms, but there are no reliable test results to confirm this fact because of current legality issues.

It is however, well documented among experienced growers in many countries that the nutrient availability

and diversity of the substrate on which the mushrooms grow directly affects the ability of any strain to produce potent fruits.

Low nutrient substrates such as brown rice flour will inevitably produce fewer mushrooms of a much lower potency than organic mixed substrates.

To avoid limiting fruit size, abundance and the production of psilocybin always use the most nutrient diverse substrate mix available.

We of course recommend our  BOOM Blocks Which are often called the easiest all in one mushroom growing mix ever created.

For more experienced growers or those who prefer bulk or monotub methods a great choice is this ready to grow Monotub Mushroom Growing Kit.

Our mushroom substrates will work excellent for growing

ANY variety of these magical mushrooms and our selection of premium mushroom growing kits can grow any mushrooms you choose.

Many informal reports mention that the experience obtained by consuming

Penis Envy mushrooms is more powerful, euphoric, and visual than other magic mushrooms of the same family.

This intense effect is due to a higher concentration of psychotropic alkaloids.

Modern pharmacology has recently been examining.

Varieties of Penis Envy Shrooms

The genetics of psilocybin mushrooms can be hard to parse due to the substances’ spotty legality in most jurisdictions.

Nevertheless, there are several different penis envy mushroom strains in circulation today,

distinguished by their hybridized genetics and certain physical characteristics.

The most commonly known penis envy varieties include:

Albino penis envy: a slightly smaller hybrid with the albino A+ strain, with caps sometimes tinged deep blue.

Penis envy uncut: another albino cross, named for having caps that adhere to the stem, known as the most potent PE variety.

Albino penis envy revert: a stabilized mutant substrain of albino penis envy.

Penis envy #6: a hybrid with Texas cubensis for increased spore production.

Trans envy: a hybrid with the South African Transkei strain, with slightly thinner stems and less potency than other PE varieties.

Albino penis envy mushrooms may also be known as blue penis envy due to the bluish bruising that occurs when they are handled even lightly,

which is an indicator of their high psilocybin content.

What’s the Legal Status of Psilocybin Mushrooms?

To this day, psilocybin and psilocybin-containing mushrooms are illegal to

cultivate, possess, or consume throughout most of the US and the world.

The United Nations 1971 Convention on Psychotropic Substances first listed them as Schedule 1 drugs with high potential for abuse and no accepted medical use.

However, much of the world is reevaluating this classification in light of new research clarifying

psilocybin’s comprehensive mental health benefits.

In the US, Oregon became the first state to legalize psilocybin for medical use,

while more than a dozen local jurisdictions have decriminalized the substance or deprioritized enforcement against it.

As of now, these include:

Arcata, CA

Oakland, CA

Santa Cruz, CA

Denver, CO

Washington, DC

Cambridge, MA

Easthampton, MA

Northampton, MA

Somerville, MA

Ann Arbor, MI

Detroit, MI

Washtenaw County, MI

Seattle, WA

Also, thanks to a critical oversight in the law,

the spores of magic mushrooms are legal to possess and sell in every state except;

Georgia, Idaho, and California, because they do not contain the banned substances of psilocybin or psilocin.

Selling them with intent to produce hallucinogenic mushrooms, however, is still illegal.

In Canada, you can find penis envy mushroom spores and other varieties in stores or online,

generally in the form of spore syringes and grow kits.

By now, you should have a solid idea of what makes penis envy mushrooms special compared to most of their fellow magic mushrooms.

While not recommended for newcomers to psychedelics,

they’ve evolved from remote underground origins into a tantalizing treasure for experienced psychonauts and homegrown mycologists,

owing to their pronounced psychoactive effects, stunted spore production, and striking phallic shape.

If you are looking to take your relationship with mushrooms to the next level,

cultivating your own could be the most rewarding start to your journey.

Our step-by-step, inexpensive Grow Kit and Course will give you most of what you need to grow a renewable supply of high-quality mushrooms from your own home.

Alternatively, you might prefer to source ready-to-ingest psychedelic mushrooms.

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[mycochaos-oldacnt-plzfollownew]

My neighbor has a beautifully flushing flower bed of pleated ink caps! Parasola plicatilis!

What a beautiful distribution and density of fruit bodies!

#mycology #myco #mushies #beauty #nature #art #pleated ink cap #ink cap #inky #inkycap #parasola plicatilis #stamets #magic mushies #mushroom #mycochaos #paul stamets #pscilocin #pscilocybin #gay #albino penis envy #ape #mycelium #penis envy mushrooms #cute #fungi #pgt

[eonars]

At a base molecular chemical genetic level I am a hot cheeto girl and it's inescapable/impossible to mask/run away from

#i am on a lot of albino penis envy shrooms

[clunelover]

What these always make me think of.

#the dead dicks part specifically #mycology #albino penis envy

[deepvalleyotm]

😂 look at this lil baby APE 🍄

#mushies #psylocibin #albino penis envy mushrooms #mushrooms #entheogens

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