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gn4bnahc · 1 month

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Workout Session

Pairing: Changbin & Bangchan x Fem!reader

Genre: Smut, strangers to lovers

Warnings: Threesome, creampie, oral, unprotected sex, rough sex, pet names: babygirl, slut.

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This is just fiction!

This was your first time in this gym. You keep trying different gyms, but they were horrible, so you try out this new gym near you and get a membership.

As you entered, two guys stared at you, you guys stare at eachother for a few minutes before breaking it. You go to a machine, but you don’t know how to use it. You decided to ask for help, you looked around and saw that thise two guys were the ones near you right now, so approached them.

“Uh, excuse me”, you say while tapping Chan on the shoulder, both of them turn around and look at you “Hm?”, both of them say while raising their eyebrows and eyeing you up and down, “Can you help me out with that machine”, you say as they both nod and follow you.

They both guide you and teach you, “I’m Changbin by the way and hes Chan”, “Oh I’m Y/n”, you smile at eachother, shaking hands. They both walk away, but you could feel them still staring.

They look at you, practically eye fucking you. Your nipples, showing through your tank top, you didn’t wear a bra since all of them were in the laundry, your tight leggings with your camel toe (if you don’t know what that is, search it up), they couldn’t help but stare.

You were finally done working out, you pack your things getting ready to leave, but Changbin and Chan approached you. “Y/n would you maybe want to workout with us privately?”, Chan asked while smirking at you, “Huh? Where?”, “You know…”, Changbin says while crossing his arms, “Wait wha-”, “We don’t bite… unless you want us to…”, Chan says as both of them stare at you, waiting for your answer.

“I mean… you guys look pretty big… I don’t know if I can take it”, “We’ll be gentle, gorgeous”, Changbin says as they he looks at Chan, knowing that it was a lie.

Few minutes later

You guys go to the parking lot, “Which car do you wanna ride, mine or changbin’s… or do you wanna ride something else” Chan says teasingly as he smirks at you, your cheeks turn red while looking down shyly “I think i’ll ride Changbin’s…”, “Which are you talking about… my car or my di-”, you cut off Changbin, dragging him to his car “oookay, let’s just go now mkay”. “Hey! you better not taste that pussy before me!”, Chan says as Changbin chuckles, “Pfft you just gave me an idea”, Changbin says while looking at you, smiling innocently.

Chan texted Changbin to stop by the near gas station cause he was gonna pee. As Chan gets out of his car, “Take off your leggings now”, Changbin says, ordering you, you follow his orders quickly, he transfers to your seat, without any hesitation, he quickly circles on your clit, licking your wet cunt, “So wet for me already”, he holds both of your thighs, still burying himself in your pussy, you moan out loud, “Chan is there already, Changbin”, “Shit”, Changbin says as he quickly transfers to his seat, leaving you without your leggings and panties. Chan knocks on your window, you open it, he looks at both of you with your flushed faces, “Wait… why don’t you have your leggings on… Changbin… you little bitch”, Chan says jokingly shaking his head and chuckling, “My bad…”, Changbin says while shrugging.

As Changbin was driving, he caresses your thigh “Man, I can’t wait to fuck you dumb”, you giggle and place a kiss on his cheek.

Few hours later

All of you arrive at their house. As you enter, Chan quickly kisses you roughly, holding onto your waist, “I’m definitely going to punish you after what you and Changbin did a while ago”, he says while you take off your shoes.

They suddenly both carry you to Chan’s room, Chan still kissing you as he goes upstairs, “Helloooo… Im literally here right now”, Changbin says as you and Chan look at him, laughing.

They throw you on the bed, Changbin plays some music while Chan is making out with you, he puts in a finger, pumping it inside you, you moan as he adds another finger in and out of you. “Hey… I thought we were gonna do this together..”, Changbin says as he pouts, you both stop kissing and look at him while smiling. You crawl towards Changbin unzip his pants, taking off his underwear, you look up at him while you stroke his dick slowly, you smile at him innocently even though your literally about to have a threesome. While you suck on Changbin’s cock, your ass was in Chan’s view, when you heard his zipper unzip, you knew what was about to come. Chan lines his cock on your entance, he puts it in, starting off slow but going faster. You suck on Changbin’s dick faster, licking his tip, “Shit babygirl… best work out evaaaar”, Changbin says while throwing his head back, Chan goes faster, fucking you from behind. As you whimper , cry out loud, moan, both of they feel more aroused. Both of them look at eachother and nod, they pull out. You look at them confused, “Why’d you stop?”, you look at them pouting, Changbin lays down, he taps on his thigh, “Here, you fucking slut”, you crawl to him, going down his dick slowly, you moan as his dick enters your cunt. You start bouncing on him, Chan lines up on your ass hole, “Channie, will it fit?”, Chan smiled as he heard you call him ‘Channie’. Both of them are fucking voth of your holes right now, Changbin is down you, Chan is behind you, “Fuuuck this feels like heaven”, you say as you bite your lip, rolling your eyes back, panting heavily. “Shit I’m about to… t-”, Chan says as both of them releases their load in you, filling you up, you squirt, “Shit you’re like a fucking fountain”, Changbin says as he presses his dick deeper inside you, rubbing your clit.

The three of you lay down on the bed, you in between them, “We’re definitely taking you out on a date after this”, Chan says as they both look at you, panting heavily, “Huh? What do you mean after this?”, “Babygirl, we didn’t say we’re finished”, Changbin says as they both look at you, smirking.

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mamirhodessxox · 3 months

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One request. 🥺🥺🥺🥺

Angry black suit cody. 😍😍😍

That's all.🙃🙃🙃

Ask and you shall recieve shnookum 🤓☝️

Settle Down

Cody Rhodes x Fem!Reader

Desc: Cody fires himself up during his Monday Night Raw promo which results into Y/N having to help calm him down backstage.

Contents: Fluff, Cussing, Y/N being a sweetie, angry cody 🤗‼️ (No smut in this one since next oneshot will include smut)

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“The Rock, took to instagram last week following up with a very entertaining rock concert, too bad he didn’t wanna be here tonight..” the crowd booed “Rock referred to himself as our favorite heel..?” Cody’s voice echoed throughout the arena talking & saying “The nature boy rick flair was a heel. Rock..I don’t think you’re a heel I think you’re an asshole..” Cody scowled directly into the Camera while standing inside the ring as if you two were making eye contact despite the fact you were backstage watching this all go down on the tv that laid against the wall of his dressing room.

“Haven’t you been crying behind the scenes this whole time? I mean once that hashtag came out once they started chanting something else, you went and CRIED to your buddies on the TKO board ‘HEY HEY! This is gonna be some good pr for the rock I need to save wwe’ god knows look at thise house we sure needed saving right?! He said it’s gonna be this great pr for the rock until it wasn’t..” Cody ranted while circling around staring directly at the live camera & you immediately noticed that he was beginning to fire himself up the more he spoke.

“Rock, the TKO folks said to you oh my gosh yes rock yes put on your gucci shirt your muscles will look so big YES YES YES YES! The reason they said it is because they are YES people they are enablers they don’t tell you like it is, so I’m going to.” Cody scoffed as he went on another tangent on how he could admit many things on the Rock but then he pissed himself off so much to the point where he started becoming more verbally agressive “Rock you are also a terrible Salesman a carny succubus and for those who don’t know what that means..Your a whiney BITCH.” He snapped.

Y/N sat in the dressing room staring directly into the fury of his eyes right through the television screen, all this talk about the rock had genuinely started becoming angering to him & bothersome that he somehow managed to upset himself the more he spoke. “You haven’t been in the ring in real time action in YEARS! And April 6th the BELL is gonna ring! What happens rock when it rings? Are you gonna have all that Big Dwayne Energy or LDS?! Little. DICK. Syndrome!” He shouted while all of the fans within the arena started Chanting, Cheering, Shouting waving around their signs while even the announcers chuckled to themselves.

For the rest of his promo he continued ranting, shouting & even going as far as making a sudden deal with The Wiseman Paul Heyman, threatening to pull a Homelander & rip out his throat if he didn’t get to the point which left Paul a little shocked. Once his promo for the night was finished You immediately left the dressing room just as he rushed his way backstage huffing and puffing mumbling with Jey & then approaching you hut you held up your hands that lightly knocked against his chest about to speak but you shook your head

“Cody I can tell you’re pissed off, You upset your own self just by talking about Dwayne alone & before You do anything like take off the suit, get comfortable, go to the bus I need you to grab some water & take a breath.” You spoke softly as you noticed his hands were shaking in irritation and inner rage before he took a deep breath & exhaled while nodding.

“Good. Now let’s get you out of that suit & into the bus before Pharaoh looses his mind..” you pat his shoulder while you two went to the dressing room. You helped him get undressed and for a moment he just legit stood there with boxers on ranting his heart out “Had the nerve on him to mention MY mother y/n and complain about me shedding ONE tear ONE SINGULAR TEAR but this entire time he’s bitching and WHINING to TKO” he started shouting a bit while you folded his suit & packed it away. You turned around & started shushing him softly and pat his chest “Baby your yelling, Settle down okay? I know your pissed hell I would be do if someone talked about my parents like that. But I need you to lower your voice, your throats gonna go raw. Like Monday.”

Cody chuckled at the corny joke you had made to help cheer him up while pulling him into a warm hug as you practiced deep breathes with him “Thank you sweetheart I don’t know what i’d do without you.” You smiled shrugging “I don’t know either.” He snorted and pressed a kiss against your lips “alright now pipe down a bit.” You laughed before giving him one more kiss.

Cody was not an easily angered man, until things like his parents or loved ones getting mentioned but when he had You around? He was going to go a long way when you knew how to calm down in the right ways.

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elllisaaa · 28 days

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Hihi , im not really sure if it would be ur style of writing but i had a dream abt it and i thought u could write smth along those lines(i think for this fluff would be good🥹 but if u wanna add smut is fine too hehe)

Heres the prompt:

Basically most of the days you would be hanging out w ur bff beomgyu after sch, just hanging out in each other’s presence is enough. You guys wont force a conversation if its not needed n sitting in silence gives you both a peace of mind.(thise type of fs)

But one day u told him that u were going to an event with ur girl bff , where she could see her fav artist , and you being a supportive bestie decided to go with her!

Somehow thru the night things changed and you ended up with beomgyu saying these words: “ It’s always been you y/n, my eyes are only for you”

(Not rlly sure if this is how a prompt should be(if im giving too much cos this is my first prompt) but i hope it sparks interest >_<)

hiii anonie !! this definitely so damn cute, i got a little overboard with this one but i love it so much, it's so soft omgg ! this definitely such a good idea i love it, and don't worry - the longer your thoughts are, the more i'm happy !

BFF!BEOMGYU who never stops annoying you every day, be it by sending you tons of texts or by dropping by your place when he's done with his schedule. well, you always claim that he's annoying but he knows that it isn't the truth and that you're always happy to see him.

"by the way, i will not be there for our movie night tomorrow, i'm sorry." beomgyu turned to you with a judgemental look on his face. "you're letting me down !?" you rolled your eyes as you threw one of the cushions of your sofa at him. "don't be so dramatic. i'm just going to a fanmeeting with one of my friend because she didn't want to be alone."

and even if your reasons were very valid, beomgyu couldn't help but be bothered. you always spend your free time with him, and it didn't even matter if the two of you just laid in your bed in silence, watching a serie while playing stupid games on your phones. it didn't matter because what he seeked was your presence, feeling you by his side. he loved to know that he could lay his head on your lap anytime and that you would drop your phone to thread your fingers through his hair until he fell asleep.

but sometimes, just sometimes, he wished he could be even closer to you. the type of closeness that would allow him to feel jealous about you going to a fanmeeting of another idol. the type of closeness that would allow him to kiss you, and love you like you deserved to be loved.

a pout was visible on his face, but what was even more striking was the slighlty hurt look in his eyes. and even if your best friend was always a little drama queen whenever you cancelled plans with him or hung out with somebody else, you never took him too seriously, knowing that he just liked to yap. but today, it seemed different.

beomgyu didn't want to separate from your warm body, but he still sat up, already missing the feeling of your hands in his hair, but his heart was hurting too much to keep pretending this time. it was nothing, he was aware, and he didn't have any right being jealous or feeling like he was. but he did, and he wished you would feel the same even if it was impossible because he was him and you were yourself, and there was simply no way that you would love him like that.

"why are you taking it like that gyu ? i know it's a little late to let you know, i should've told you before but it's no big deal, yeah ? i'm free this weekend if you wanna come by after practice, i'll even cook for you if you want."

beomgyu could feel a knot forming in his throat the more you talked, realizing how wrong he was for making you feel guilty about something you weren't responsible for. but the question he was dying to ask still got out of his mouth, the words coming out almost against his will : "do you like him more than me ? do you think that he sings better ? is that why you're letting me down ?"

his shaking voice made your heart clench, and you paused the movie that was now serving as a background noise, focusing entirely on your best friend and the way he was fidgeting, not daring to look you in the eyes but he seemed more than anxious, more than sad.

"where is that coming from gyu ? i've never said that. or did i make you feel this way ?" but beomgyu shook his head no. "you didn't. it's just…" he stopped for a moment, seemingly thinking about something before he curled up on himself on your couch, gaze fixed on the frozen tv screen. "forget it, i'm just being selfish."

the entire mood had changed, but you couldn't care less - you were only very worried about your best friend. "you know you can be selfish sometimes, i don't mind. tell me what's going on, please ?" and beomgyu finally looked at you in the eyes, biting his lips as if he was still unsure about what he was going to say : "i'm making a big deal out of this because i want to be the only one you're fangirling over, okay ? i want to be the only one you find handsome, and the only one you gush to your friends about. i wanna be the only one for you because for me it has always been you y/n, my eyes are only on you."

you looked at him dumbfounded, as you clearly didn't expect a confession, especially from your best friend. but quickly, a little smile spread on your lips as you reached for beomgyu's hand. he let you do that, and he let you pull him closer to you too, your face only inches away from the other.

"you've always been the only one for me too gyu, i simply didn't think that you would feel the same because you're always surrounded by the most beautiful girls of the country, so why would you choose me ?" - "because i'm in love with you, so in love with you it hurts sometimes." your smile was matching his, and you could see his brown eyes sparkling with joy again. "i'm in love with you too, have been for so long." - "does that mean i can kiss you now ?" you chuckled but still nodded : "yes, you can."

so beomgyu kissed you, and the way his heart exploded in his ribcage was only another proof of how down bad for you he was. and he didn't want this feeling to ever stop if that meant he could wake up by your side every morning.

#eli answering your questions #eli's anonie #txt x reader #txt fluff #txt soft hours #txt soft thoughts #choi beomgyu #beomgyu x reader #beomgyu soft hours #beomgyu soft thoughts

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tobbotobbs · 1 year

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Yandere DBH RK800 Connor x male (deviant or human) reader

Connors mission is to find and obtain the reader, a deviant/human on the run. However when searching the house he finds reader hiding and doesn’t warn Hank. Instead he sneaks the reader out and takes him for himself. He was just such a pretty model/boy that he had to take him home for himself.

Maybe he imbeds a chip into the reader to know where he is at all times?

Either human or deviant reader, just make Yandere Conner please and thanks.

Never wrote yandere stuff before so I hope this is okay :(

It was dark outside when M/n finally found an abandoned house where he could rest and hide for now. He had been running from the police and the dogs for what seemed like an eternity. And the fact that they were shooting after him as well, because he apperiantly couldn't feel pain and was just scrap metal with a voice, did not really made the running easier. He had to dodge thise bullets because he, in fact, did feel everytime something punctured his model. He in fact had feelings. Which was the start of all his problems actually. He had started to show some interest in his Mistress, Alina, which led her to question him what was happening and if his database was broken or needed a new update. Of course he declined and actually told her, as stupid as he was, that he had those feelings in him. They just suddenly started to appear someday and since a few days he broke through his data wall and finally acted on his own completely. After hearing her bodyguard android telling her all this, Alina of course chose to be careful and tell the android company about this situation she was in. And in no time they came and wanted to get rid of M/n. It was devastating, he had thought Alina felt something for him as well. The way she always made sure he was all cleaned up, had enough power or would be in good condition after a hard day of keeping creeps away from her on festivals or meetings. Oh, how naive the android had been. Thinking back to all this, he really shouldn't have been surprised. As long as he had no boiling blood, a beating heart and the life ik his eyes when being looked at he was worth nothing to noone.

A loud creek from one of the molting woodplanks took his interest. Slowly, M/n made his way over to the next room where he assumed the sound had come from. At closer inspection he found a few pigeons on the floor who just seemed to be sitting there and resting, just like he did. Smiling he went closer and sat down next to them, the animals not bothered by the androids appearance and deciding to just stay where they were seated, sharing the nice quietness of the room in the dark room which was slightly alighted by the moons presence outside. ,,You guys seem so peaceful...I wish I could just fly away as well. That must be a relieving feeling, go just...go", he whispered more to himself than the pigeons who only looked at him from the side in a weird manner. He only chuckled lightly. ,,Yeah...Yeah I must look a little mad right now I guess...", still talking to himself, M/n decided to call it a day and maybe dwell in the comfort of old memories on his database.

Meanwhile in the dpd, Hank Anderson and his Android partner Connor were sitting at their desks and waiting for something to come up so they could finally get away from Gavin and rk900 yelling at eachother in the office. It was literal hell for them. These idiots weren't even getting any punishment which made Hank more annoyed than he already was. It was just awful watching those two argue about some little inconvenience of their case when the real reason they've been so frustrated with eachother was in fact not the case but the sexual tension going on between them. Everyone saw it, even Connor who mostly didn't understand social clues and other things that had to do with human emotions. But really, for an Android that smart rk900 also seemed to not get it. And Gavin probably just felt too ashamed and proud to let the thought of him liking an Android slide. Poor guys, Hank thought to himself. He then proceeded to turn around in his seat and took a look at his partner who, instead of still looking at the arguing cops, stared at the wall, deep in thoughts. His little LED flickered between blue and yellow, showing that he was thinking or more like processing something which got the older man interested.

,,Connor, what's going on in that little head of yours?", he had asked smugly, already awaiting Connors dismissing reply that he actually had no real head and mind but just his servers to go through, though it seemed the Android was so deep in whatever he was doing, that he didn't even noticed Hanks question. ,,Hank, Connor! Come up here, I got a mission for you two!", the loud voice of their boss suddenly rang through the office which also bought Connor out of his processing procedure. The both of them stood up and quickly went up the stairs to the bureau of the captain of the dpd to see what he had for them. Seated in the bureau they waited for their orders. Which came quickly. A the Android of a higher ranked woman among society turned Deviant and was missed. He was classified as very dangerous because he was a bodyguard and still has weapons on him. And Hank and Connor needed to search for clues on where he was or best, find him right away and take him in. It seemed like a good and easy start into the operation, as they had already a clue on where he was last seen.

And easy it was, as it seemed. The Deviant hasn't left the area since yesterday and they just needed to check in which of all the abandoned buildings he was hiding. For that Hank and Connor decided to split up to cover more grounds. Connor, alone in an old factory building, fell into a spiral of thoughts. He was thinking about what exactly happened to the Android to suddenly turn Deviant. Captain didn't tell them any details because they needed to hurry things. He also wondered if he could ask the Deviant a few questions, personal ones, before they need to take him in and interrogate him. Perhaps he could befriend him as well to make things go easier. He threw that thought away as fast as it came. Androids don't make friends. That's what Deviants do. He was no Deviant. Suddenly he heard something. A little humming, coming from the room next to him. Slowly and carefully, Connor peaked around the corner. There, next to a lot of pigeons, the Deviant they were searching for stood and hummed a melody while dancing around a little, or more like jumping around. At the sight Connor forgot why they were here. This Deviant was dangerous? That sweet looking, humming and jumping Android in front of him? That couldn't be. He was too precious. He couldn't possibly hurt a fly now, could he? As Connor watched M/n for a while longer some confusing feelings made their way up into his system which caused to constantly show the words Software Instability in the right corner of his vision. He ignored those though. More focused on the heavenly creation in front of him. He wanted M/n. The feelings in his system were want and desire, he finally figured out.

He walked into the room, M/n still not noticing his presence as he was having fun humming and jumping around. Just as he was about to turn around, Connor grabbed the other Android from behind and held him still. He quickly searched for the deactivation button on the model to turn him off and when he did found it, he pressed it. M/n suddenly stood still and his LED blinked red for a few more seconds before it turned off. ,,I got you...now I just have to bring you home. Hopefully Hank won't notice I just left now...", Connor talked to himself as he pulled M/n into his arms and carried him away. His legs carried him to his apartment which he got while he worked in the dpd with Hank. He hadn't want to stay at the older man's home all the time so he got his own place. The way back to Connors place wasn't too long and nobody seemed to be out on the streets at this time of the day so he could easily take M/n with him. In his apartment he laid the h/c android down onto his couch and just looked at him for a little while. Then he got to work.

He searched up what to do in a situation like this and he came across some dark looking sites on the internet that told him to lock the person up, bondage them and keep them quiet somehow and be careful to not let them leave too many handprints over his place. He was confused at first but didn't look to much into it, humans were confusing to him anyways. He even got into a little discussion on one of those dark illegal site where one person recommended him, if he wanted to keep the person in control and know where they were at all times, he should put a tracker on them. That gave Connor a idea. He smiled to himself after he planned out what he would do to keep this Android, his Android, at his side. It was getting overwhelming, those feelings he had. The want grew and grew, he needed M/n at his side forever, somehow. He would do anything to accomplish that. He pulled a few arrangements over the next day, he had turned M/n's model on again which needed a little bit to restart after the abrupt deactivation, which gave him enough time to go and get the little chip he had bought online. When he came back from his little shopping spree, he had also rather impulsively bought a collar and a leash after walking along a pet store, he opened the door to his apartment slowly. The place was totally quiet, which made the Android think that M/n's model was still restarting.

Well he had thought wrong. Just when Connor rounded the cornor into the living room, the Deviant jumped at him. They both fell to the floor, Connors contents he had bought flew a few metres away thanks to the force of M/n crashing into him. ,,Who the fuck are you?! And why did you take me?!?!", the h/c Android asked, his voice shaking with anger as well as anxiety. Defensively, Connor held his hands up. ,,I'm Connor. I'm an Android, just like you. Well. Nearly like you. I saw you yesterday and...I took you. I have this feeling in me and it makes me crave for you since I saw you and now that I have you, we can live together! You don't have to worry about getting captured, tortured or even destroyed by humans! And you can jump around and hum how much you like here with me! You'll have such a kice life here with me, I promise!", he kind of maniacally smiled up at M/n. Everything he had said caught the ex bodyguard off guard. ,,Crave...me? What do you mean?", more anxious and confused now, M/n stood up and backed away from Connor a little. ,,You belong to me now M/n! I can and will give you everything yeah? This is your new home, trust me this is going to be perfect!", he stood up as well and walked closer to M/n. ,,I even got my little Deviant something~", it nearly sounded like Connor was purring those words as he grabbed the stuff from the floor. ,,Now, be good and let me put this around you yes? It will make you look so much better!", he exclaimed. His cold hands took the collar and the leash, opening it while putting it around M/n's neck, who was still shocked and couldn't really react or do anything. After it was put comfortably around the neck and closed, Connor clipped the leash onto a little hook at the frond of the collar and tugged slightly at it which made the Deviant fall forward a little and his mouth escaped a choked gasp at the sudden pressure around his throat, which turned a little white at the irritation.

Snickering, Connor tugged a little more until M/n was right in front of him. If he could breath, the other Android would've been able to feel it on his skin. ,,So good for me darling...now to my last little gift. God you look so obedient and good in this collar and leash! If I tugg you a little closer...like...this!", he pulled and M/n finally fell fully into his chest. That gave Connor the perfect position of putting the chip into back of M/n's head. ,,Darling stay still for a second. I've got to put something into you...for your safety yes? It could hurt a little but please, remember I love you and I am doing this so you'll be able to have a better life yes?", he sugar coated what he was about to do. Panicking about what was about to happen, M/n started to free himself from Connors grip, but the other had him perfectly captured between his arms. M/n felt one cold hand travel to the back of his head, where he pushed a little around before he found what he was looking for. A little plate of metal that wasn't really connected to the rest of the other parts. So he could pull it of, with force. Which he did. Agonizing pain went through the Deviants body. His eyes were opened wide while his mout let out an silently painful scream. If he could, he would fall unconscious. He wished he could fall unconscious. He didn't want to be here in the arms of some weird Android model that has gone mad. M/n didn't even care about the pain when the chip was put into his model. He just accepted it and afterwards, when the little plate was put onto it's place again, he didn't dare to look Connor in the eyes. He was scared, confused and stressed. He should've stayed with Mistress Alina, should've not told her how he felt. Oh what he would give to just be in her presence right now and get to speak a few words with her. He missed her. So much. It made him feel even worse, now that some creepy stranger took a liking on him and decided to creepy him and make him his. He didn't want that, all he wanted was to be left alone, to fly like the pigeons did.

So aorry this is actually so fucking bad I didn't know what to write exactly 'cause I've never written or really read any yandere stuff! I'm so sorry, hope you guys still kinda enjoyed it (:

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broken-glass-puppet · 2 years

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Hi, before I say my request I have to say I love your pfp it looks so cool. Now on to the request, could we get Jeff, Puppeteer, Ej, Bloody painterz and doctor smiley with a tall male s/o who, like Jeff, have slits in his face but it's not from his mouth to his ears, it's just the middle part of his cheek(but still big) and he actually has this because of a mistake doctors made when he was 5 so now he has Nosocomephobia(the fear of hospitala) and Iatrophobia(the fear of doctors)? Sorry if it's alot and I hope you enjoy your day/night 😁

Thanks for requesting, sorry if Is short

Jeff

Oh so you are beautiful like him? That solves a lot of problems dear

He's angry when you tell him about your trauma, you poor thing, how much you suffered

Oh but bonus points, you are tall, and he is tall himself but you are the hottest mother fucker he have seen

But he realizes that you hate being sick because that means you need to go to a hospital, ha! Not anymore, he's your personal nurse

But he's super soft with you, everyone is super surprised

The puppeteer

He hates hospitals, he doesn't understand it, why would you trust your live to a person who you don't know? And we better not talk about mental hospitals (I've heard the nurses treat the pacients HORRIBLE in those)

But he's worried about you, you poor poor thing, come to his arms for a hug

He can be rather sweet and after all you are taller than him so haha bonus points for that

Me and the bad bitch I pulled by having the same trauma as him

He loves your height, hes shorter than you but still he's the big spoon, nope you can't argue

He's...sad and mad

In my au he's a nurse in the mansion and he hates to see people hurt

He's there for you, he cares so deeply about you and your fellings, if you are felling off just tell him

When he helps you with recovery he doesn't wear his nurse uniform, that makes you more calm so bonus points

He loves your height soooo much

But he's taller than you so haha suck it up

No but you two are so sweet to each other, how cute

Bloody painter

He will cry so much if you tell him about your trauma

He's so sorry that happened to you, he's hugging you, just constantly saying how he's sorry, how you are beautiful and he just loves you sm

So he takes care of you when you are sick or have some part of your body felling bad

Oh you are taller, he's flustered like super flustered, because he's just this short skinny guy and you are a fucking himbo

Couple goals

Doctor smiley

He was calm, telling you that you are safe, that those people can't hurt you anymore but inside he was in fire, mad and angry at thise who hurted you

He killed those people that night but of course you don't know about that

And sorry but you aren't taller than him, he's super tall so haha good luck next time

But he takes care of you when you are sick or something, treating you like he's your husband and talking so sweet to you oh my god he's just so sweet

He understands your fear about doctors so he works with you on that, trying to make your fear more light so he can use his uniform around you, making you gifts and talking you real nice

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tiredstressedemotionalmess · 5 days

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meant to send this earlier but i forgort lolz

was having many 16 candles thoughts earlier, specifically relating to his past relationships. two main ones

gabe n pete: petes just a teenager achmoozing up to guys to get free drinks when he meets gabe and vampiric motivations aside, gabe views him as a victim of opportunity, a quick fix. but this like develops into something more rooted. like parasitic symbiosis. the parasite (gabe) is continually feeding off vital reaources of the host (pete). hes getting him just to the point of completely drained before stopping, because if the host dies so does he. the inly thing is, the host kinda Loves the feeling of being drained from the inside out. basically gabe uses pete for kicks n pete likes the attention so he just takes it

very much this on both sides

anyways onto numba two, joe n pete: joe is the first person to really show pete a different side to love, a softer side, something tender. like gentle lapping waves and the pitter patter of rain. its calm. its comforting attention and not suffocating in any way. its reciprocated. basucalky theyre super cheesy n joe is very much In Love and Enamored wuth pete n pete just, Doesnt Get Why but joe keeps loving him anyways. basically all of my thoughts about them were spurred by the idea of joe singing these below songs to pete

GODDDDD GAUGE IM SORRY IT TOOK SO FUCKING LOVE TO GET TO THISE BUT LIKE. I HAD TO PROCESS AND GET MY BRAIN TO START WORKING AGAIN AFTER READING MAN THE THOUGHTS-

first of all swan song for pete and gabe fucking. you want me dead? is that it? you want me fucking DEAD man-

just. cant stop thinkin abt "promises are broken tell me are you happy now" through the lens of like. gabe becoming so attached to pete- almost territorial of him? like you said is parasitic he cares about pete like youd care about a new hobby youre picking up. hes new and exciting and invigorating, and pete loves having eyes of him and feeling like hes worth something to somebody, and theres a layer of trust there because of that which just gets fucking shattered and like. gabe doesnt care because he cant care because petes just a hobby. just a snack. just something pretty to pass the time. and pete probably knows that he didnt mean as much as he liked to pretend he did but come on- was he really that worthless? did he really deserve this? and the thing is no. gabe would say he didnt. he didnt mean for it to go so far, pete doesnt deserve this shit but he got in too deep and gabe got too attached and pete let his guard down and how could he not keep taking when pete was so willing to just keep giving? "tell me are you happy now." gabe looking at pete with apologies that mean nothing just begging him to keep giving even when he has nothing left because gabe doesnt know how to let go. pete looking at gabe wondering if this was the point the whole time if he was only ever just food like a sacrifice for the cave monster terrorizing the village; are you happy now did you get what you wanted is this what i was worth to you?

and ohhhhhh my fucking god okay then you look at pete and joe and its like. pete cant understand what he has left to give anyone anymore he doesnt understand why joe would loe him or keep him around because he views love as a transaction. he doesnt think he deserves love when hes incapable of giving something of substance back. and maybe that manifests in this protectiveness over joe like hes constantly willing to throw himself in front of danger to protect him because what the fuck else am i good for why else would he love me- and then joe seeing that and just. reminding himthat hes loved like with the songs. hes loved not because of or in spite of this undefined something he possessed; not with expectations of giving and taking but just because he is. godddddd im fucking sick over them i dont have much more coherent shit to say theyre just !!!! theyre soft and they love each other and its real and its there and whgat if i fuckniig gjdsgjhgs

#asks #speaking to me in the one language i understand here gauge (set it off songs) GOD-#cinematics my beloved the album that you are perfect for literally everything

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raven-at-the-writing-desk · 2 years

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Raven I have a question and would like to hear your thoughts?,theory??,so after playing a bit of the en book5 something that didnt occur to me till after something kalim said is that how much do you think of the main cast outside of (yuu,duce,ace,crowley,and grim) actually know yuu isnt from this world?? cause kalim said “you were just late for the ceremony right?” Or something along thise lines

I'm not sure if this is something warranting a whole theory, but I'm under the impression that no one outside of Adeuce, Crowley, Grim, and Yuu themselves are aware of the whole "Yuu is from another world" thing.

I don’t recall there being a blatant instance in which characters outside of the aforementioned select few acknowledge their awareness that Yuu is from another world. (EDIT: It seems that Heartslabyul knows about Yuu coming from another world; Trey says in front of Riddle and Grim that Yuu comes from a world without magic in chapter 5; Kalim also mentions Yuu being from another world, but this occurs in the Scalding Sands event, and events are not necessarily in the same timeline or universe as the main story.) At most, they know that Yuu is incapable of using magic and is staying at Ramshackle on account of having witnessed the Mirror of Darkness declare that they do not belong to any dorm (in the prologue). The dorm leaders (Lilia instead of Malleus) escort all of the newly sorted students OUT of the Mirror Chamber, leaving Crowley and Yuu alone with the Mirror of Darkness. It is THEN that Crowley asks the mirror to bring Yuu back to their home, since Yuu was judged to be incapable of using magic. It is the mirror that reveals to Crowley that Yuu does not come from anywhere in Twisted Wonderland. This seems very deliberately timed in the story such that no one else BUT Crowley would be around for the revelation that Yuu is from another world. (And, if I recall correctly, Grim, Ace, and Deuce similarly learn this same information directly from Yuu later in the prologue.)

I think part of the reasoning for this is, from a meta perspective, that it’s not necessary for people outside of those very close to Yuu (Adeuce and Grim) or direct figures of authority (Crowley) to know that detail for the story the devs want to tell. From an in-universe perspective, NRC is a school full of scoundrels who might misappropriate or misuse that information on Yuu if they got their hands on it.

Note that the students that have already tried to take advantage of Yuu don’t really do so to gain access to anything pertaining to their past, but rather their vulnerable position based on the limited information they have. Jamil enticed Yuu to come to Scarabia because he wants them to report to Crowley about their “situation”. Azul makes a deal with Yuu because he wants the property Yuu is staying at. Malleus develops and interest in Yuu because they’re a rare instance of a person that is unaware of who he is and what his status is. None of these directly implicate that they know Yuu is from a different world, but rather that they are in current circumstances which may prove to be useful to them in their personal goals or desires. If you were a student as conniving as Azul (or anyone else for that matter), don’t you think it would be far easier to get Yuu to play along with your plans if you dangle the possibility of them being able to return home (compared to waiting for however long it will take Crowley to do it)?

If people already knew about Yuu being from another world, I don’t understand why more characters wouldn’t try to use that as unfair leverage against them (because as unremarkable as they are, they DO have ties to school administration, they have a whole building to themselves, and, if the latter two aren’t appealing enough, Yuu can always be forced to be someone’s errand runner or lackey because let’s be honest here, NRC is full of mob students that are generic bullies). it’s similar to the explanation given for some characters choosing to hide their unique magic/signature spells: if everyone knows what it is, then they can prepare and plan and scheme to use that which makes you “unique” against you.

Alternatively, using a reason I mentioned before, it’s also possible that everyone does know about Yuu’s situation, but just choose to not comment on it or bring it up unless it is relevant. Most of the time, it isn’t because they don’t really concern themselves with Yuu and are focused on their own goals and ambitions.

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Hvitserk and "I do not see, I do not hear"

I want to note that this might make some people sad. It made me sad noticing it. You've been warned. This is just my assumption and in no way canon, so if you disagree with me, that's fine. (meta below the cut)

When I made this gifset (tw flashing gif) the other day, I noticed something that Hvitserk did and remembered that he had done it before. In season 5 episode 10, we see Hvitserk tightly close his eyes and scream the moment he was sure Ubbe was about to strike him with his sword.

Then we see him do the same thing in season 6 episode 6 again, when he assumes- in his delirious state- that he was about to kill Ivar (who turned out to be Lagertha but that's not important).

It's the same expression, the same defense mechanism- probably emotionally.

Anyway, I think Hvitserk closed his eyes that first time because he was afraid. Not of dying because we see him fight and ready to die many times and he doesn't do it then, but at the mere prospect of seeing Ubbe kill him. Of perhaps noticing something like enjoyment or heavy regret in his brothers eyes. He didn't want to see his brother like that, not Ubbe who was a constant in his life and whose love he never had to question and whose decisions left no room for doubt ever since they were little. He also screamed as loud as he could to tune the sounds surrounding him out, possibly even whatever Ubbe might say/shout. If his last words to Hvitserk were unkind, he didn't want to know.

And the second time he does it, it's not exactly a different reason even though it's under different circumstances. When he assumes he is about to stab Ivar, he also closes his eyes to block out what he's doing, because I'm convinced he wouldn't be able to live with himself if he saw the look of betrayal on Ivar's face and he's again screaming to not have to hear anything that came from Ivar- no sounds of distress or begging to stop would reach him if he just screamed loud enough.

He was so afraid what kind of truth would unravel in either moment, that he rather not see or hear any of it. And my best guess is, that that stems from the moment he witnessed Ivar killing Sigurd. He remembers that Ivar regretted killing their brother, but also how angry Ivar had been while throwing the ax. And he remembers seeing Sigurd die.

Many people interpret Hvitserk sitting there and watching as passive or uncaring, but I think he was in shock and couldn't believe this actually happened. We did see him cast an angry look at Ivar later, so it wasn't like he was unfazed or felt nothing about his death, he was just taking longer to react.

I'm sure he carried all those thoughts and feelings with him, which led to his decision that he doesn't want to either see a brother of his killing another or how one of his brothers dies- especially not at his own hand.

If you made it thise far, there are tissues near the exit, feel free to grab some on your way out.

#vikings #hvitserk #hvitserk ragnarsson #ubbe #ivar #sigurd #vtrash meta #vtrash gifs #vikings meta #vikings HC #flashing gif

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depressedhatakekakashi · 2 months

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Has Merchant Gai ever gotten lost at sea? I imagine as his village tends to be a bit far away from the ocean, that its mostly an isolated society, and that their river is new as well, that people don't often get to practice sailing that much. And he is one of the few who sailed off to sea and has made a living off of it.

That means when he started off, he must have been a beginner and was quite new to the practice and had a lot of "learning by experience" and that probably included a lot of failure as he tried new things. I imagine he may have even gotten lost a few times.

So did Rin maybe teach him a few things while she boarded his boat? Did he actually get lost and that's how he found her? Or is it everytime he got lost, he always got a bit of help. Maybe Temari throwing some wind in his sails to move him along, or Kakashi lighting the way with his dogs, or did he just meet some other sailors at the market place and they taught him some tricks of the trade in return for special goods that could only be found within the village?

Ohhh i think i’d go with a mix of all of thise things.

For Temari it depends how she’s feeling. Sometimes she wants to mess with him and snickers as Kakashi glares at her (she knows he won’t do shit about it as long as Gai isn’t hurt and Gai seems to have a blast whenever he gets lost) other times she will help him on his way back home cuz he remembered to leave her an offering at the little temple near the river that the first traveler’s built in hopes of gaining her favor and guaranteeing good winds (since you know, boats at that time won’t move at all without wind)

If it’s dark he might get the dogs leading him on his way and somehow he always knows to follow those lights. He’s not sure why he knows it’ll take him home, he just does,

Rin’s more likely to send one of the mermaids to help him out, and i can totally see Gai being one of the first to tell stories of the mermaids because of that, resulting in so many folktales from him and others that end up going out to the ocean to see if they can catch a glimpse of these half human half fish creatures.

But regardless of what happens, Gai loves it.

He has definitely gotten lost for a good month and people in the village were starting to worry he had died at sea when he FINALLY came sailing back into port with a bunch of new product for the market,

#GOS AU #God of Storms au

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alpaca-clouds · 10 months

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About Anthropomorphizing

We humans have super weird brains, don't we? Like, put two googly eyes on a rock and suddenly it seems to have a soul to us. We give it a character and feelings. Because our brains just got hardwired to do that. We just so hardwired to empathize with other people, that we do it all the time.

And of course each and every last one of my plushies has a unique character, why do you ask?

But when it comes to anthropomorphizing, there is also the other thing. When we see emotion in animals and people talk about the animals desire and sadness and how the grieve......... and then someone comes along and tell them: "Stop anthropomorphizing."

And that tends to be the moment, when I start twitching just a bit. Because... Folks, I am sorry, but it is not anthropomorphizing to assume that an animal has feelings. Because, sorry to break it to you: Humans are not a uniquely human thing. To take a very unromantic view of it: Feelings is just chemicals making brain go bzzz. Animals do have those same chemicals and also are, in fact, in the possession of brains.

It is this thing in science, where I usually tend to ram my head into walls in frustration, because some scientists will argue the strangest things to just maintain thise idea of humans as something different from animals. A thing that in itself is super unscientific.

You know when Koko, that poor gorilla that was kept away from her kind and taught sign language expressed to be grieving about her dead kitten. And people were like: "No, she is just signing what people want her to sign."

Or with the orcas going on a fishing boat hunting trip after one of them nearly drowned in a fishing net and folks are like: "They are just instinctually playing." Ignoring that... you know, in that case more orcas elsewhere would do it.

Or when that one circus elephant went berserk and attacked several humans, and people were: "No, the animal is not angry. It is just... uhm... disturbed."

And I am there sitting like: "Sorry, what?" Keep in mind, that all of those animals are known to have higher brain functions. They are not stupid by any means. And, yeah, it very much stands to reason that with higher brainfunction also comes a more complex behavioral coping with emotions. Which will include grieving - and will include at times revenge-seeking behavior.

I am not even going to argue that an animal is going to understand the concept of freedom. Because, really, a lot of humans struggle with that concept, given how many call America free....... but they do have emotions and the further developed their brain is, the more complex those emotions get.

Because humans are just animals. Animals that have evolved to have those super complex brains. But animals never the less. It stands thus to reason, that our experience is not that different from the experience of other animals with well developed brains.

It is not anthropomorphizing to understand and accept that.

#anthropomorphization #animals #animal intelligence #animal rights

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bookishtheaterlover7 · 6 months

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The world does not revolve around Chris. He does not have private people follow him around 24/< for hair , makeup and styling. STOP thinking he's Carmen Sandiago. Hes not the Dr. He doesnt have a Tardis where he can juat pop up in diffrent coutries

🗑 messed up big we saw neither of thise rings were hers as multiple celebs have gone on Re cord how it words with borrowed jewlery so they wouldnt be putting things on there that didnt below. Theres been half a dozen rumors olthey are each flying back and forth and here and there and it statted immediately after Bookie and her friend exposed the video Jus and 🗑 posted. Immediately after it got traction rumors started and rumors will continue to clean up the mess.

No one knows when a video is made. I do pagesnts and not pageants have narional winners do holiday shoots all in one day. Evwry single holiday we made a video for and did photos with specific clothes and changes of make up here and there. He couldve filmed the video right after the auction was over or he couldve done it last weekend. It doesnt matter. And yea you cant deny that is a weird yellow gold color.

STOP trying to drum up drama

Oh and p.s. if youre going to post thing fro lm soxial at leaat be smart enough to see what is or isnt enabled on his profile right now

But lets STOP looking for drama take the quiet and enjoy sweater season. Aldo atop trying to figure out where he is based off when things are posted. Chris has said hes a night own and up late so fans probably expect things to be put up late. Or maybe* gasp* soemone forgot to post it so they did it quick or maybe well maybes can go on fkrever ok so stop reading into everything it will not onlt drive you nuts but everyone else.

The fansom should be an escape not oh god what new drama could i encounter if i say hi to friends

Well said, An🫶n, and seriously, go off!!!

And I agree... All of this back and forth is truly a pain for all. Not everything has to be broken down. I'm honestly waiting for photos or video to analyze.

And it's true, about the thing about the Fandom being some sort of escape. I came and joined for the happy fun times, I only stumbled into this because somebody got me curious. Now, I'm here, and we finally have the chance to enjoy the Fandom without Albitch and her merry band of thick faced racists making some form of drama one way or another.

I'm sorry! But I will fight but only if bullshit is around. It helps me with whatever is going on in my personal life. But the analysis of when he posts or where he's flown to and where, I'll listen but doesn't mean I'm going to overcomplicate my life trying to figure out WTF is going on somewhere over the rainbow.

This is definitely not good bye. Not by a long shot. This is a I need to take time for myself, and enjoy life while I'm not preoccupied in/with someone else's drama.

But either when I finish those fics I promised, or if something big happens, I will be back...

And final message for trolls and Team Real just waiting to pounce...

See you soon...

#An🫶n asks #booky reacts #booky answers #chris evans #chris evans fandom #Albitch #Albaphobia

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anechomirrored · 8 months

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Prompt: "Okay, show me."

Fandom: fnaf Security Breach

Rating: T

When your roommate, Jess had started a new project in the garage, you hadn't questioned it.

Not at first.

The usual clank, clatter and banging that permeated the evenings while you prepared dinner was unremarkable at best.

She spent most of her free time out there, or in front of the TV anyway. You weren't one to complain, it meant she was focused on that and not how far behind you were with the housework.

She had been very critical about that lately but her job was high stress. It made sense things like dirty dishes and undusted knick-knacks would bother her more.

You just kept you head down, worked cleaned and paid the rent on time.

You were just pulling dinner out of the oven when an unholy screech erupted from the garage.

Your roommate was on her feet in seconds. A string of curses leaving her lips as she raced to the door.

"What the hell was that?" You called after her sitting the pan on the stove before turning off the oven.

The slam of the door was your answer. It wasn't until another matallic screech split the air that you raced down the hall after her.

You heard a shout and cried out her name on reflex.

Was she hurt?

Throwing open the door you barreled into the room and then froze.

Jess stood there, in the middle of the room breathing heavy, a perculiar device in hand and crumpled on the floor at her feet was a twisted pile of metal.

"What-"

"Go back inside!" She snapped turning to fix you with a glare.

"But what is-"

"Forget it and go back inside." Her tone left no room for argument.

You took a step back hovering in the doorway, when the pile of metal on the floor moved.

It looked at you in fact, with white vacant eyes. Looking at it properly you could now make out limbs, a mechanical arm a leg half covered with dull yellow casings. It had all these little triangles wreathing its head like flower petals. You opened your mouth but no sound came out. The twisted metal creature on the floor of the garage twitched and garbled static that sounded almost like a question. I tilted it's head, broken face smiling. Then looked up at your roommate and cowered.

"Dude, what the -" your voice came out strained but not as bad as Jess's

"It's just a pet project!"

"You built an atonamaton?"

"I found it...at the dump and it's an animatronic not an atonamaton." She said almost offended by the thought.

You blinked, and looked back at the tragic looking heap at her feet. You didn't know the difference and right now didn't care.

"Where'd they come from?" You asked stepping forward into the room.

The animatronic looked from you to Jess and back and struggled to crawl away.

"I told you, the dump. Careful it's unstable. This is the first time it's come online." Jess getured with the hand holding the tool and once again the animatronic flinched.

"Put that down, Jess. They are scared of it." You say stepping closer.

This time they didn't move back but rather, tilted their head and again and garbled static at you.

"Yeah but who built them?"

"I don't know...I think it is one of thise creepy pizzaria ones. You know the one that burnt down a few year back?"Jess lowered the tool slightly as you crouched down.

You had heard stories about that place. There had been one like it a few towns over from where you grew up. A lot smaller but still creepy. A whole mall like that sounded terrible.

"Hey, you're okay." You held out a hand, only now realizing you were still wearing oven mits.

Those white eyes glowed very softly,n ow that you were only a few feet away. The creature made no move towards you but it didn't scramble backwards again either.

"Huh, doesn't seem to mind you." Mused Jess, watching you thoughtfully, "It's gonna take a lot of work to fix this thing up. Wouldn't hurt to have an extra hand."

"Seriously?" You asked.

Jess never wanted help. They pointedly shut you down anytime you had taken in interest in their work. Looking at her expression you could tell she was serious though. You looked back at the animatronic across from you.

"Okay, show me. Show me what to do." Those white eyes flickered a bit, making you start

Jess laughed behind you.

"Alright let me pull up those blueprints! I am pretty sure this one is called Sun."

#fictober23 #fnaf sun #fnaf security breach #fnaf au #fnaf daycare attendant #after the plex burns down

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About Blitzø

So I have rewatched Helluva Boss again (and again and again) and there is something I can't get out of my mind. So tumblr has to suffer now or otherwise this won't let me sleep.

Its about S1 Ep 02 Loo Loo Land (and later than in S1 Ep 07)

First of all: this

Blitzø making finger puplets of Milli and Moxxi and then getting started on the "threeway". That one got my off guard because I just saw it in my fifth rewatch.

I think yeah he may be attracted to both of them but I think its more because of the kind of relationship Moxxi and Milli have. Blitzø wants something like they have for himself. He wants to be part in that kind of relationship. Didn't matter if its his own or (in this case) Milli's and Moxxi's. He is fucked up, how fucked up he is we truly see in episode 7 but also before

We have seen before that he is breaking into M&M's apartment and also into their bedroom

"Hey now I have watched thise two pork many times and honestly they make missonary look relativly exciting..." (Blitzø, Ep07)

Later in Ep02, when Stolas is taking Via to the circus we have a short flashback of her when she eas young, with a Clown Blitzø in the background. (Eithe rhe really was there when Via visited or they just merged the flashbacks)

We get a first glimpse at Clown Blitzø. He is still stuck in the circus, there a now white blotches on his body at this time point. He just hates that clown.

And it escaltes quick after Robo Fizzarolli spotted Blitzø. So even if he hates that Robo clown, Blitzø probably wouldn't have done a thing if Robo Fizz hadn't decided to play dirty.

"Oh my is that Blitzø my sensor spotted up there... I guess the kiddis are still running away from you"

"The 'ø' is silent now"

"Ah... just like your audiance always was, when you told your lazy jokes here"

"Bitch I am making more money killing people than you do beeing a cheap-ass robo-rip-off of an overrated sell-out jester"

"Oh.. someone's salty, real or not though people love me... does anyone love you, Blitzø ?"

"No, but I am really good with guns now.."

At this point, at first watch it dosn't make sense. However with the knowledge of the Episode 01 Season 2 "Circus" we get much more background information. So rewatching this now makes much more sense.

We know that Blitzø and Fizzarolli have been best friends in childhood and their teens (I am almost suspecting there was somekind of relationship, I mean look at them..) an dhe has the pictures still on his phone!

So what ever happened it wasn't that Fizzarolley had been the better clown (or not only because of that) but I have a feeling that he left Blitzø behind for what was fame and money (at least from Blitzø's POV). I guess it has something to do with Fizzarollis Robo limbs. So what ever happened to him, happened in his late teens/tweenties and got him to leave Blitzø behind.

Then there is the picture of Blitzø with his Mum and Sister (which is the one that finally makes him cry) his sister left him (if we believe Verosika she is in Rehab) and his Mother left (death or not, she left him one way or another) so all people he ever loved left him behind.

Because he never was good enough for them to stick around. Not worthy of love. He hates himself and I belive he often thinks "no one cares if I am here or not" we see it at the picture-wall in his flat (his own face is crossed out in everyone of it) and we get a glimpse of it while he has his bad drug trip (S1E06).

"Yet you still shove away anyone who gets too close until they resent you for beeing a selfish shit..." (Verosika)

"Are you afraid to love people, Blitzy?" (Stolas)

"I belive your selfconscious is trying to tell you, that you simply can not fathom proper intimacy but also craving as well, it's rather unfortunate, sir, considering its often how you treat those who stand by you such as myself. Are you worried I may have enough of it as well?" (Moxxi)

He is afraid, because everyone he ever had loved had left him behind (for better or worse). And well we don't need to speak about the whole Symolic shit of that trip. Als his greates fear are there (Striker, Verosika, Robbo Fizz,) and then Moxxi and Stolas, the latter one on his throne above Blitzø, the colden chains. The point that he isn't fighting against the chain but just let it happen.

And Stolas whole behavior is playing into it, giving him the impression that the Prince only wants his body, even if we now knew that isn't the case. But also after the what happened in S1E03 Spring break with Verosika I think he covers much behind bodily affections. It's the way he goes with Stolas after the Prince gave away a interesst in it.

I think thats the point. He gives his body becaus sex is probably the only language he can speak, because never was any one interested into more than that. The only thing he is good enough for.

We also knwo about his abusive father (thanks to S2Ep01) who never gave a flying shit about his son. This is just adding up to the pile of shit.

Also: the white blotches. It makes me sick because I just eanna now so badly how the fuck he got them. I think we all agree that they are scars. So what the hell happened and have it soomwthing to do with Fizzarollis missing limbs and his aversion for overeager fans?

Is that the reason Blitzø first decided to become a bodyguard before he founded his hitman buisiness?

And if they had been best friends, why the hate between them? What Fizzarolli did in Ep07 had been more than cruel. So they definetly parted on really bad terms.

Oh god, so many questions and not enough answers....

#helluva boss #blitzo #stolas x blitzo #robo fizz #fizzarolli #verosika mayday #blitzo x verosika #stolas #stolitz #it hurt me bad thinking about Blitzøs past #what the hell did happen to him

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im-here-too-i-guess · 1 year

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New au, but this time its about Ase and the tree of trinity!

So, you know how Ase was incubated from a stillborn seed of an immortal tree? And I've established that he and the Tree of Trinity are closer to each other than the other two?

Now what if we take those two facts and Gais's might, and make him into something more?

So, something happened in Japan. A great plauge extended to each and every corner of the land, causing thousands upon thousands to suffer from its effects.

Some of them are lucky to die, others are cursed to a lifetime of pain and suffering and others.

Others turned into violent monsters.

Ase was instantly pissed after hearing about this. Because he saw something like this before, albeit a smaller and less dangerous case, this isn't just a plague no.

This was something that was a by product of forbidden knowledge.

These cases usually result in terrible consequences. Ase has seen thise consequences, but never one like this. He immediately gathered the students undrr him and started looking for ways to migitate its effects long enough to find a cure.

Ase have solved smaller cases of forbidden knowledge that plagued the kitsune kingdom over his long life, and as the son of a literal god said to be one step away from omnipotence and maybe the by product of an earth goddess from a whole different pantheon. So help him will he let some fucking forbidden knowledge destroy what he and his brothers work so hard for.

Ase and his students worked tirelessly, managing to save multiple kitsune, it was also helpful that kitsune biology worked the way it did. But Ase couldn't save them completely, the forbidden knowledge was still there, albeit weakened, but still there.

News of the kitsune managing to migitate the effects reached everyone, causing people to ask them for aid. To which, despite them not being kitsune, Ase gave. He sent his students to every corner of Japan to help whoever they can and he himself even went out.

But just when things were starting to look up, the forbidden knowledge suddenly grew stronger, so strong that it even started to affect him. He immediately went back to the kitsune kingdom, hearing that some of his students were folding left and right, even worse was that even his siblings were being affected.

And they didn't have the resistance he did, being made from life itself.

So, he laid down his pride and turned to the celestials for help. Even if it left a bad taste in his mouth to do so, for his siblings he would do anything.

So he sought Ameterasu, and she gave him a method, it worked, but everyone was still suffering. So, he came up with a plan, he decided to take her method and take it a step further.

So with the help of the Tree of Trinity, Ase stretched his power to every corner of Japan and pulled. The forbidden knowledge latched onto him and condensed inside of him, he nearly kneeled.

And so, filling his very being with life and returning to but a seed, he sacrificed himself. Taking the forbidden knowledge with him.

Ase made his peace with disappearing from this world.

But the Tree of Trinity was not content with his death. So it reached deep into the earth and connected with the world, ascending it to the World Tree.

And it wanted its brother back.

Ase's soul was pulled from the afterlife, and took his seed and pulled an Alaric. Incubating him inside of it and the worldly energies, resulting in the birth of a god.

The Abundance.

(Yes I stole from Honkai lol)

Ase connected to the World Tree and the world, becoming a kitsune god of life. Weaker than Alaric and Ameterasu, but a god nonetheless.

The world was plagued with forbidden knowledge, and it was not content with his life being sacrified with the forbidden knowledge.

And what the world wants, it will have.

@lulu-nightbon

#made from phone lol #Ase #Tree of Trinity #When u sacrifice urself to end forbidden knowledge #But the world said no lol

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daisydezem · 1 year

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So today I turned 33😊 and its been a good(ish) day. I just wanted to vent a little bit about what else is going on in my life so yeah I'll write a little bit about it.

Triggers: period, doctor, IUD, hysterectomy (uterus removal)

In 2021 December I got the injection pill. Ever since my period was whacky. I had no period for a month and then for 2 months in a row. I went to the doctor and he gave me some hormone pills to make it stop and it did. Then the same thing happened. 1 month not then 2 months in a row (and with that I mean every day for those 2 months) so I went to the doctor again.

This time he wanted to reset my period patarn so with the injection pill I also got the normal pill. I called the pharmacy and the lady on the phone asked if that was right. So I explained and she said okay well then just come pick them up. I did have a little bit of period for like 2 weeks but that wasn't so bad. Then I started to notice myself change.

I was emotional, crying (and normally I hate crying), angry and just a whirlwind of emotions. I got my period again September 28th. A week later I had to have the injection shot again. So I asked the nurse if I should still keep taking the normal pill as well. She asked me what? So again I explained what the doctor had said and she asked me... are you okay? And I said yeah sure... I didn't want to admit I wasn't. But she did said to stop the pill.

Was I okay? That question rang in my head. And no I wasn't... I was crying at work because someone had a pretty last name, because I saw a elderly couple in a commercial shopping... I was crying all the time but the weird part was I didn't feel sad at all. So I called the doctor again and asked for a female doctor. This was early November and I had my period from September 28th. I had a lot of blood (one hour for the largest tampon was already blood through) and heavy cramps and I stopped working due to it on November 19th since I couldn't tell my manager how I would react if there was a calamity and if I would be able to guide people into safety.

I talked about this with the female doctor. And you know what she said? "I think you might be depressed" What? No, I wasn't. My hormones and period are a out of control. But I was send home with the advise to rest for a week and call in a week if things weren't better. They weren't and I called. I sat with the same doctor asking for a meeting with a gynaecologist but she just said maybe you just need to go back on the pill and to be safe (since I got pregnant being on the pill) your partner should just get a vasectomy. But that won't slove my hormones, sense of security, my bleeding or my cramps. So I begged to see the gynaecologist and final I was able to see one in December (still everyday on my period, heavy cramps and hormones moodswings)

We did some tests, I had anemia, had too much hormones because of the combination of injunction pill and normal pill and showing signs of exhaustion. And I was done... I just said remove it. But they didn't want to because I was too young. I might want kids in 5 years... I DONT! She told me to at least wait to see what would happen if all hormones from the pills were out of the body. So we did...

Fast forward to the end of January of this year. Things hadn't changed, still on my period everyday, my exhaustion was worse and the pain of the cramps were less and less doable since I couldn't power through because of the exhaustion. So I was given painkillers and it helps a bit. But they were still painful and getting more frequent. So she decided to try a IUD. It was placed February 6th.

Thise who have them know putting them in isn't very nice. It hurts... but the days after I was in horrible pain. It got worse. It felt like I was in labor. But after 2 weeks it got a bit better. The bleeding was still there but I was able to sleep and I even went to work for a few hours. Then I had a check up to see if everything was okay(mind you everytime it's a vaginal ultrasound that I went to the doctor) She checked and no it wasn't. I had cramps so much I pushed I halfway out of the uterus. So we made an appointment to re adjust it again a week later. I was with a camera, she put it on the right place again and same thing happened. I was in pain... lots. It felt like I was in labor. And last Thursday I had a check to see it it was still in place this time. It wasn't...

Now she said okay we tried everything so now we are gonna do a second opinion in a different hospital. And see if we can do a hysterectomy (removal of the uterus) Like I fucking asked for in December...

I'm pissed, exhausted and done. This year was awful. And I hope next year will be better. Since thus hasn't just had an effect on my own health physical and mentally... but also on my work, my social life, being a nice fun mom and put a lot on my partner and our relationship.

As I said in the beginning I just wanted to vent. I needed to put it down. I've been on my period from September 28th on. Some days worse and some better. Thank those who got to the end...

#personal #health #venting

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