#and im just so tired

[blxxdy-knucklez]

It's such a shitty feeling literally wanting to crawl into a hole and stop existing, but knowing you promised someone you'd never give up on them; so that means staying alive even when you really don't want to. Because then the preemptive guilt kicks in, in case it ever does happen (again, and it's a success that time)

#.txt #personal #vent #bpd #actually bpd #bpd vent #bpd fp #bpd favorite person #it almost was last time #and im just so tired

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

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#thinking about bridges and nooses and knives #and im just so tired #i do not see a light at the end of the tunnel #personal #tw suicide #obligatory im safe tho

[entitty]

STOP HAVING AN ADDERALL SHORTAGE CHALLENGE

#ive been unmedicated since fucking november im so. tired let me have my meds you fucks #and yeah part of that is my fault but it sure doesnt help being Mentally Ill and getting blocked at every fucking avenue #im in the trenches babes #and im just so tired #satan speaks

[mysticwiki]

going through yet another cycle of rot on this fine thursday..... truly devastating.

#mari speaks #anyway i'm sick with a really annoying cold so i'm not fasting today for ramadan #and im just so tired #i took the day off work too smh

[spacesaturnarts]

Local girl so tired with putting all her love and energy into the world and geting so little in return, more at 7

#sorry i havent posted an art recently #im just doing . so horribly right now #on top of everything i just had a loss and. ill get back to it soon i promise pleaee dont be mad #i really do just feel like ive been a people pleaser all my life #and the past 3 or 4 months have been consant gut punches #reminding me that no matter how much i give the world isnt built on karma and im not due anyhing in return #and im just so tired #but ill get something new done or post some old stuff just. hang in there

[madame-mongoose]

I can't draw and it's driving me insane

#i just want to doodle #and idk #be active again #and like have people invested in my shit again (bc i apply my worth to my output oops) #but nothing is working #and im just so tired #godddd #monnie rambles

[gidianthe]

work tomorrow and i was so fucking ready to collapse for the weekend before they dropped surprise saturday overtime on us this morning

#i cant be angry about the overtime bc i have debt #but i can be exhausted bc on monday we were told no saturdays #and then this morning were told we're gonna work the next 3 saturdays #and im just so tired

[iron-niffler]

fucking losing it rn lmao

#im just so tired #was up all of Sunday night fucking around crying and doing all of one homework assignment #now iit seems I'll be up almost all night tonight because chemistry is a bitch #and i have an exam Wednesday ive barely studied for because my fucking period emotions are hitting really hard #and im just losing it chemistry fucking sucks #iea sucks #calc sucks #all i want is to fucking sleep #and ofc i probably won't get to sleep till midnight tonight at the EARLIEST #because i have too many classes tomorrow and also have to study for my fucking exam #then after that exam is over i have to study for another fucking exam #im just so goddamn done with everything #i wander around campus in the middle of the night sobbing a disturbing amount #after all this is over no matter the fucking outcome im treating myself to a froreal and a trip to Walmart #because my stupid umbrella broke #i have no idea how to study because ive barely ever needed to #im doing much worse than in high school so feel like an absolute failure #and im just so tired #so ranty break over imma get back to balancing the fucking chemical equations so i can MAYBE get two fucking hours of sleep tonight #well ya girl just finished probably the worst chem post lab in existence but not i can get a full 2.5 hours of sleep!

[camptw1nk]

Im so tired

#i have been doing back to back 14h days basically #of going to work and then immediately after work going and spending Hours on getting shit out of the old place #im so fucking exhausted and i know the inspection tomorrow is gonna absolutely Blow #bc I'll be on my own for that so i will be hit with the weight of everything #and im just so tired #i feel like shit and work isnt busy so the 'i wanna go home' is kicking in except i dont wanna go home bc that means More Work #i want to get more than 6h sleep and less than 14h physical labor is that so much to ask #48h from now it'll be done #36h even #33ish to be specific

[cheruib]

just a girl’s night routine

#just finished step 2. gonna sleep sooooooo well tonight.. im so tired 😴

[secretlyofthefeywild]

i think my breaking point was being asked if i feel emotionally safe at home

#my parents are fighting again #its been non stop for the past few weeks #and im just so tired #🦝 elwyn posting 🦝

[minttey]

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh

#gonna vent in tags #emotionally everything hurts so much #and im just so tired #like all the time now #i just dont know whay to do anymore #it just feels like i tripped while doing my best yknow #like a rug was pulled out from under me #dealing with a breakup is normally hard but its never been so devastating #i knew deep down itd never last like i dreamed of #but not even in a nigjtmare i thought itd end like this #i just wanna sleep for a month straight

[tawaifeddiediaz]

you know what boils my blood.

over the last 2 weeks, i've seen countless patients walk into my urgent care center, symptomatic for so many things, refusing to get tested for covid and flu, citing that they don't want to knowingly bring it to their holiday tables. i had a patient tell me, verbatim, "i don't want to test for covid, because i don't want to be the asshole who brings it on a plane."

i understand that - i understand that holidays are times where people look forward to meeting loved ones that they might only see once a year, or where they get a break from the hectic back and forth of their lives.

but here's the thing - whether they get tested or not, they will bring whatever they have to their holiday tables. it's pure recklessness to know that you're sick, and walk into someone else's house spreading the disease.

today, january 2, i saw 91 patients, many of them who have tested positive for covid and flu. many of these patients are the same ones who didn't want testing 3 days ago, until their events were over, and now, they will have to reach out to everyone they know to let them know that they were positive because they were showing symptoms well before their event.

the next week or two? we're going to see many, many more, all people with symptoms that started around christmas. these are the only two viruses we test for rapidly in our office, but they are potent and can be fatal in many people.

so here's why i wrote this post, and maybe it's a little late, but - if you care about your loved ones, please get tested if you know you're sick. it doesn't have to be at a clinic if you don't want it to, because the over-the-counter tests work just fine too (if you test within 5-7 days of symptom onset). just...please don't try to run from the knowledge that you might have covid, because immunocompromised people, elderly people, people with co-morbidities like asthma, pregnancy, diabetes, etc...many of them may not recover. and they may not be sitting at your holiday table in the future because of it.

#zee rambles #this isn't to guilt trip anyone #but im so so tired of people coming in and just refusing testing because they want to see grandma or whatever #and on top of that people are avoiding vaccinations and all that too?? #we all lived through the pandemic - everyone saw how many people unfortunately passed away from it #now because of vaccinations and some amount of herd immunity we're finding milder cases in healthy people #but that doesn't mean its gone #that doesn't mean it doesn't have long-term repercussions even in healthy people and that doesn't mean people aren't still dying from it #honestly i just needed a lil rant #and if this helps at least one person??? im all for it #also i can't sleep so here we are spilling thoughts into the voidddd

[forestofsprites]

i'm such a friend lover. i genuinely believe that my friends are the coolest funniest loveliest most ridiculously joyous people out there! im biased as hell!! i think theyre all rad! and the universe just so happened to slip all these beloved people into my orbit! and vice versa!! wtf!

#hey guys . im so tired #i just spent a few hours catching up on a show with my beloved friend after months n months . and i feel healed #so healed #i love friends #i love you all #& i love teleparty for allowing these little moments of delight #goodnight :")))) sending little beams of warmth at us all #thoughts

[molly-pocket]

#palo alto #girlblogging #this is a girlblog #girlhood #just girly things #depressing shit #im so tired #hell is a teenage girl #lana del rey #emma roberts #tumblr girls #2014 tumblr #girl interrupted #this is what makes us girls #sylvia plath

[clearlyaginger]

can you tell im having a moment.

#angery #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #it's just a build-up of a lot of things #and im just so tired