#angry speaking

[what-if-i-dee-eye-do]

woke up as angry again. mil is driving us FUCKING NUTS this is EXHAUSTING

#angry speaking #other #negative #excuse me for thinking there might be the slightest ethical obligation for you to take care of the animal. as the person awake. excuse me #for thinking you might have some ethical obligation to prevent the animal from waking your roommates and neighbors by caring for its needs #excuse FUCKING ME for thinking it's bullshit that EVERY FUCKING DAY I have been barked awake after only a few hours' sleep #I'm so fucking sick of this #next time she rearranges my damn house to neglect the animals I'm starting shit #'her behaviors been so bad lately' BECAUSE YOU ENCOURAGE IT THROUGH NEGLECT ASSHOLE #IM SORRY MY SLEEP SCHEDULE IS GARBAGE SO IM NOT AWAKE DURING THE DAY BUT HOLY SHIT THAT IS NOT AN EXCUSE TO IGNORE A LIVING BEINGS NEEDS #OR TO IMPINGE ON THE NEEDS OF THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU (LIKE S L E E P)

[vaspider]

Hey uhh Lyft what the fuck

#image description requested #too angry to speak

[floralfemmes]

like I'm genuinely so fucking tired of white lgbts

I love being a lesbian! I love the community that lesbians of colour have built!

but it's a damn shame that we had to build our own distinct community because of how white lesbians treat us

white lesbians have like four different ways that they treat us: fetishization, disgust, erasure, and false allyship. and they're all equally bad and hurtful

constantly telling studs that you want them to beat you up. talking about lesbians of colour like we're sex objects. defending so-called "raceplay". do you really think you're better than the white men who tell woc that they're really into asian girls or latinas? it's fetishization!

and the disgust. disrespecting our cultures, our skintones. talking about your "preference" for other white girls. talking shit about black lesbians' hair.

or you try to erase us. you only acknowledge white lesbians. your wlw positivity blog is only white girls. you talk about iconic lesbians and only mention white ones. you imply or outright say that cultures of colour (especially in the global south) are inherently homophobic, like lesbians of colour don't even exist.

and the one that leaves the worst taste in my mouth? the false allyship. claiming to support us until it comes time to actually do something about it. letting people get away with racism because they're lgbt+. getting mad at us for calling out racism in the community. telling us it's okay to talk about racism, but we have to be nicer about it, that we're too judgemental or confrontational

and no matter which of these forms of white supremacy a white lesbian practices, they will always always hide behind being lgbt+ to get away with it. white lesbians will form a united front to defend each other from accountability for racism

it's no fucking wonder we've built our own communities away from you.

#mine #gay speaks up #oh im angry #racism #lesbian #wlw #wlwoc

[moggettt]

"If I wanted to take over the station's systems and kill everybody, I'd have done it by now."

#murderbot #murderbot diaries #the murderbot diaries #murderbot fanart #martha wells #this series speaks to me in a major way #reading it is oddly cathartic to my anxious angry autistic aroace self #also idk if I need to say it but #this is not a dude #it's also not a human so it's a bit of a moot point #but I just thought I'd throw it out there #my scribbles

[samaspic31]

This is why we’ve been telling people not to stan staff and this website, Just because they’ve gotten better at making the same jokes as the users doesn’t make it « one of us ». Tumblr is a corporation, an exploitative one. @staff pls have a crumb of respect for artists and do not expect free labor, custom art AND all exploitation rights for MERCH. Exposure does not pay bills. This is extremely insulting.

@libbyframe i am so sorry they would even disrespect your time and your craft like that.

#idk what to tag it. I’m angry #tumblr staff #pls spread #sam speaks #I’ll add ids later I’m going to bed #undescribed

[the-meme-monarch]

had a smidgen of a dream about chapter three and needed to illustrate it

if you ship scc please don’t interact w me 👍

#dream journal #it was like. gameplay ofc but it was kris speaking. like it wasn’t phrased as the narrator describing what kris said but they also didn’t h #didn’t have a talk sprite #sweet got a new sprite in for an angry face but only him HDNSJSNS #the art gallery #deltarune #scc #most of the rest of the dream was just walking around castle town. nothing was different #didn’t even see the conversation w queen that this bit of the dream implied #ALSO thinkin abt drawing sweet w a mole. I thought abt it a while ago & did a doodle and have been too coward to really commit to it since #someone else draws him w it too and i like it! ariannamoonlight i think? sorry if that’s wrong I’ll look later #ITS ariannamoonlitz !!

[snowberry-pie]

new survey time. what Main Thing did you project onto your ocs. lay your heart out on the table in front of me i wanna see

#kikay speaks #for me it’s. #lettie - borderline hedonism and romanticizing literally everything in life because it’s Fun #mith - you can literally do whatever you want to me and i will not get mad because i was angry for a few years straight and im tired of it #sifri - the urge to make yourself the biggest loudest person in any social situation bc otherwise you will Die

[inkskinned]

it mattered because when my brother asked me what if this is the happiest you'll ever be? the best you'll ever get? the thing i felt was fear, not peace. everybody thought you were so perfect for me. even i thought you were "helping me grow". i had to challenge every internal clock. make myself more thoughtful, more kind, more beautiful.

i told my therapist it was good because i like the changes i made and there's something so strong about saying i did that. the problem is that i can like the difference all i want, but i changed for you. something akin to getting your name tattooed, all my progress is stamped with fuck you.

it was the happiest i'd ever been and also the best i'd ever gotten. i would still get in the car and think what the fuck just happened.

#warm up #writeblr #i spent a lot of time picturing our future #how funny to think: in each version of our future #i was never myself #i was someone smarter kinder braver #better adept. #who could navigate the way you shouted and got angry at small things and never fucking believed the best of me #i would never be needy and you'd never get tired of me #people usually talk about how we picture people as being “fixable”. but i assumed i was the problem. my idyllic picture wasn't of you. #it was a version of me that wasn't ill. that needed no extra help. that could be your wife and happy #the fact i wasn't happy was because there is something so wrong inside me. it's always been that way. i convinced myself: #if i stay i can change. if i stay i can make it worth it. i can apologize and fix this. and make us both okay. #for the last year i've been thinking about how you blamed our whole breakup on me. how it was my fault for whatever thing. #and i agreed with you. because of course i did. you'd trained me to believe everything was my fault . that you wanted to love me and i made #it far too hard. that i was always finding ways to ''set you off'. #a few days ago while i was doing something else #i realized that while i was in crisis you told me to fuck off and find someone else to get help. and you never fucking apologized . #you said i made you do that because i wasn't being sensible. i had been crying too hard to speak clearly. #you said: you're doing this to manipulate me. #you forgave yourself for that. i had to forgive you without apology. you said you were right to react that way. and then you were SO #SO annoyed. any time i said: i feel like you aren't nice to me. it is hard to trust that you love me. #i don't think about you that much anymore. but these days when i do: all i can think is that im not sure u ever really understood kindness #you were the cruelest to the people closest to you. and most of the time. that meant it fell to me.

[absurdumsid]

GOOD MRONNING SILLY LITTLE CREATURES

dust is probably saying something like "you JUST got back! you should rest!"

Horror! Sans belongs to Sour-Apple-Studios Fell! Sans belongs to Fella/Vic Murder! Sans belongs to ask-dusttale

#horror sans #fell sans #murder sans #dust sans #<- guy who only speaks up when hes angry or concerned real #bad sanses #<- not including fell #ermmmm implied ships -> #horrorfell #dustard #horrordust #horrordustfell #IDKK THE SHIP NAMESS #sanscest #sans au #sid art #GRAAAAH OK IM GOING TO SCHOOL NOW BYEE

[badgerhuan]

I keep thinking about the point that hbomb makes about how plagiarists fundamentally don't respect the people they're stealing from. while he brilliantly showcased this by everything he brought up in the video, I do think the most unintentionally damning evidence of this is the lie James Somerton decided to double down on about what happened with Alexander Avila, claiming that he "accidentally" took Avila's video from another "highlight reel" on YouTube, not knowing that the highlight reel was "sourced" from Avila, so it was a "mistake" and he "fixed it".

and I'm just. he says this like if he'd just known it was """sourced""" from Avila he wouldn't have taken it. like it would've been okay to take it otherwise?? like highlight reels themselves don't take time and effort to make????? like if that highlight reel WERE just made by some no name fan on youtube and not by Another YouTuber™️ it would've been fine to just take it with zero fucking credit??????????

"nooo haha I didn't steal from that other respected YouTuber, I actually stole it from someone far less important!!!"

and he decided this was the acceptable lie that's supposed to absolve him from having done anything wrong. what a fucking piece of shit.

#hbomberguy #james somerton #roch speaks #it made me so angry!!

[what-if-i-dee-eye-do]

whoever keeps repeating naked in Manhattan on the record player can you FUCKING not. I'm trying to not rage here

#angry speaking #other #negative #girl it's real fuckin hard not to rage and take over the front instead of receding when I'm getting everyone's frustration w you channeled #to me like knock it off kid are you even old enough to know what sex is fuck OFF

[leafie-draws]

I hate! how every game that lets you play as a pokemon always has a human element to it! like either you were a human transformed into a pokemon or there's some trainer telling u what to do! I WANNA BE A LITTLE GUY!!!!

#leafie speaks #new pokemon dlc trailer came out today and I'm being normal about it #*angry barking* #pokemon

[shima-draws]

The fact that One Piece has CONTINUOUSLY done character death fakeouts to the point where when someone dies you EXPECT them to turn around and say oh actually haha I survived jk lol not dead. But it’s all just a setup. They’re doing this to me on purpose so that when someone ACTUALLY dies for realsies and STAYS dead it is going to Hurt. And I am not Ready for that,

#I lost count of how many characters Oda has killed off and then they show up 10 episodes later alive and well #THE EXPECTATION IS BEING SET UP. I’m going to get too used to this. #When someone REALLY dies I will not be Okay #(And unfortunately I know exactly who it is 😔) #Anyway it’s a genius tactic and it makes me so angry. IT’S SO CLEVER. #’Oh yeah so and so died but it’s fine I’m sure they’ll be back in a couple episodes’ #Oda: Haha yeah :)))))) #One Piece #Shima speaks

[mewtwoandme]

Alright imma be real with ya'll...

I haven't been doing great mentally lately. You guys have constantly heard me bitching about my seasonal depression and it getting in the way of my artistic motivation yada yada lol Well, it just keeps refusing to let up. I've been trying to fight it, work through it, hoping that it would go away if I just keep working, when in all honesty that's mentally draining me even more. Now, there have been a few times where the drive to draw would come in spurts and I would finish a few small things here and there and I recently did the new blog banner and all, but as quickly as that motivation appears, it vanishes again. It's been an ongoing cycle since December, I haven't been very productive at all with the more important things and I've barely even touched the Baby Arc since SD hit. And lately this rut has started to bleed into things outside of art and affect my motitivation to do daily responsibilities as well, to the point half the time I feel like a vegetable while house work continues to pile up around me...I'm thinking I may need to do things a bit differently for awhile.

Obviously it's been too difficult to draw right now. My SD had never been this severe before, so there needs to be a change. I can't keep up my usual routine of wake up, go to work, come home, draw, repeat. I need a bit more variety for the time being, maybe making time to do other things that make me happy aside from art will do me some good. That being said though...ugh I hate this, I don't even wanna say it, but the Baby Arc might have to be put off yet again for awhile. I thought about all this last night and was literally crying over it because like, I'm finally here!! We made it to the point of Blu being officially introduced and then seasonal depression decides to come in and fuck up everything I've been trying to do. Like I took a step forward, then three steps back! It just really feels like a kick to my nonexistent balls man...Regardless I think a step back right now is necessary, so hopefully you guys understand, yall usually do anyways ^^

So yeah, I guess here's another art hiatus...don't expect to see anything probably until the end of February, or even March, cause I'm hoping the SD will start to go away by then

#this whole post makes me angry #but its something i feel i need to do anyway #for my sanity's sake #cant help but feel disappointed in myself though... #mod speaks #mod announcement #art hiatus

[redmyeyes]

Fellow Travelers 1.01, ❝ You're wonderful. ❞

#“wonderful” in heavy quotes #idk why but i have a special love for these arguments #esp those moments when tim is so angry he can't even speak #fellow travelers #fellowtravelersedit #jonathan bailey #matt bomer #tim laughlin #hawkins fuller #jonathanbaileyedit #mattbomeredit #tim x hawk #hawk x tim #*

[fellsoleander]

oh nothing just thinking about that period between xvii and xviii where flint wakes up alone in a cell, his partner’s blood drying on his face, and realizes with a terrible clarity that nothing will be the same ever again

#I NEED TO NOT BE HERE RIGHT NOW. #that implied time makes me feel the worst things in the worst way. #i understand now why yall were saying that miranda wasn’t the only one that died that day #rocking back and forth and thinking about how hard he tried to be james mcgraw this season. #if anything the constant flashbacks to his past indicate that he’s still hovering between his two identities #especially when he speaks his old name into existence with abigail and miranda…. #he hasn’t forgotten it. he doesn’t want to forget it. he doesn’t want to reach that point of no return #and in charlestown he was willing to act the part of a muzzled dog if it meant he wouldn’t be seen as just captain flint #but a muzzled dog is still an angry dog and when you take away the thing it loves… #cries so hard i throw up #black sails #james flint