#anyway i need a BREAK PLEASE

[chronal-anomaly]

no please,,, no more

#( ooc. ) #i mean i've lived my entire life in the midwest i should be used to it by now #but we got a foot of snow in like 2 days and it just does not stop #it took me 2 hours to get my unpaid internship (that I pay to go to) when it should only take an hour #literally left at 630 this morning and slid into the parking lot at 830 #my first patient was at 8am.... #yeah #anyway i need a BREAK PLEASE

[imminent-danger-came]

Wukong + Shielding MK

Bonus:

#WAAAA. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAh #So. Anyways I need someone (Mei) to shield Wukong from MK. Like please. Do it for me #people have to be shielded from MK now thems the breaks #lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk parallels #lmk MK #lmk SWK #the light is no mystery

[oathkeeper-of-tarth]

So, I was curious about this tidbit from the Patch 5 notes and I haven't seen anyone talk about it. Turns out one of my favourite new bits of content related to my favourite character is hidden behind betraying her in the most horrid way possible. Ugh.

It used to be that if you sided with Lorroakan in the Nightsong quest, you, him, and all the elemental myrmidons (and possibly Rolan) would just fight Aylin alone - a fight that obviously lasted one round, tops, and I think could only serve to make you feel bad about what you've just done.

Now, however, a really cool thing happens - Mum Gets Fucking Pissed. And four of Aylin's cool older celestial cousins (a nice new take on Slivers for my ol' 3e heart) come down to help her in the fight.

Amusingly, they put Aylin in timeout in a moon-flavoured Globe of Invulnerability every turn, which also makes her unable to attack or do much, even with her trusty moonbeam.

So you need to break their concentration (often on more than one of them at a time) in order to be able to even touch Aylin. Everyone being very angry and protective of her is A+++.

A good roll of that 12d12 can just delete characters instantly. Beautiful.

Aylin also gets some very direct buffs, primarily Hug From Mum, and we have waited far, far too long for that:

I just found this oddly touching, that she gets to have at least this bit of very outright reassurance, even if it is under rather horrible circumstances. And ironic, of course, that if you help her and triumph with her in glorious combat (Lo!) against yet another bastard would-be captor, she doesn't, and is left to grapple with her anger and doubt and nascent feelings of abandonment:

Player: Let his demise serve as a warning to anyone else who'd seek you out. Dame Aylin: Let him be the last. If my dear mother has any mercy, she will ensure it. [Trying to stay her usual self, but her mask is cracking a tiny bit here. Privately, Aylin is dealing with a great deal of anger toward her mother, the goddess Selûne, but she's not yet willing to face it. How could her powerful mother let all this happen to her?]

Or the more determined-sounding but depressingly "no rest for the glorious Sword of the Silverlight" variants you can get if Isobel is alive:

#selune please your kid needs a fucking break #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #dame aylin #nightsong #lorroakan #bg3 spoilers #i had to load a save and betray her myself to see this it was awful #THESE HANDS WILL NEVER BE CLEAN AGAIN #me seeing those buffs: IT'S WHAT SHE DESERVES #something something my mother is the moon... that's rough buddy #anyway the way she delivers that “...and ever must be” rips directly at my heartstrings

[butterflysonnets]

yes i'm rooting for m*leven breakup because byler is neat but mostly? i'm rooting for m*leven breakup for the sake of el and mike.

to me, their romance was always a puppy love born out of a combination of social pressures, naïve curiosity, and a lack of true understanding regarding intimacy and romantic love and what it really is. it was real in that they do truly, deeply care about each other and they are close friends, maybe even shared an attraction, but a maturing romance is so much more than that. they've grown up and out of being boyfriend/girlfriend, and that's okay! i think television/film needs to show more often that most of us don't have definite "soulmates" or first childhood loves that we spend our whole lives with. it doesn't mean these relationships meant nothing and didn't impact us, it just means they've run their course and that something else is in the cards, and this is part of life!

i've always felt el was at her best and most confident self when broken up with mike, discovering who she was and what she liked alongside another girl her age instead of just relying on mike for mentorship on how to live in the real world. she deserves more of an opportunity to find herself, her autonomy, and her independence, and to love who she is, and she's made it clear she's felt insecure in the relationship with mike because she isn't being loved and understood the way she wants, needs, and deserves from someone who is her partner.

also, it's okay if mike doesn't love her in "the way he should". he is not obligated to love her romantically and stay in a relationship with her just because she's a girl, because she "needed someone", or because he cares about her a lot. he shouldn't be pressured into a romance if it's not truly coming from his heart. he deserves freedom to find out and honour who he is, too, instead of just staying in his non-functional first relationship — one he got into as a child, essentially — and defining himself that way because it's what's expected when a boy and a girl are close. he loves her in some way, yes, but it's okay if he doesn't feel comfortable or secure being her boyfriend anymore, for whatever reason that is. he's felt insecure too, and that's valid and it matters.

they are their own people and are steadily growing and changing every day. they need time to figure out who those people are, and it's become clear (at least in my opinion) that those people aren't meant to be a couple at this stage.

they deserve freedom. they deserve to grow up and be authentic to themselves and not feel like they need to lie for the sake of a relationship. they deserve to move on from this version of their relationship that isn't making them happy and rekindle the best part of their bond: their strong, beautiful friendship. they don't have to be a couple if it doesn't make them stronger and better and happier people.

i think it would be healthy and wonderful for a show, especially one consumed frequently by young adults, to show a relationship starting, progressing, and ending on good terms in this way. sometimes things don't work out, and that is okay.

#eve text #elmike #stranger things #byler #only tagging byler because i feel like yall will like this take lol #tagging tagging tagging WHAT ARE EVERYONE ELSE'S THOUGHTS #god i can't believe i'm making a post about stranger things. this feels like poking a bear #i'm not particularly anti m*leven but like... they'd have to do something pretty special at this point for me to feel like it's viable #i'm seeing the bts of s5 and it's got me Having Thoughts #elmike friendship is something i am so passionate about #even before i ever liked byler (didn't ship at all until s4 even though i knew it was a thing before) i've felt this way about elmike #i always believed they were close friends at heart and needed to break up #the romance part of them felt very distinctly young and very much “he was a boy she was a girl” to me #and it hasn't deepened into anything more mature and i don't see how it could based on the current state of the writing... #the fact that lumax exists — a young relationship that is actively maturing and is healthy — makes that clear to me #and the “love confession” in s4 and how disingenuous and miserable it felt was just the nail in the coffin #also the fact that will (who is IN LOVE with mike) was instrumental in making it happen? ... uh... okay... interesting choice… #fucked up and reductive if they make it another queer unrequited love sacrifice for the sake of pushing the heterosexual agenda YUCK #so i really hope the speculation about a m*leven breakup is real!! i think it just makes sense for their characters but who knows #i don't believe in the notion of love at first sight or one true love and i think the writers don't too??? #love to me is an accumulation of experiences and we inevitably choose it at some point rather than fall into it... but idk #tv is so fixated on keeping couples together... sometimes it's just not reality guys especially with young people... LET IT GO... #like i said though i'm not 100% sold that they're going to give up their “golden couple” LMAO #stranger things hasn't historically subverted too many tropes if i'm being honest #anyway i seriously need this season to come out quickly... i'm so bored and getting my master's is crushing my soul #i need frivolity #ALSO btw i won't respond to hateful messages about this so please don't bother. it's not that serious. this is a netflix show

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the artblock be hitteth Harder than normal, for tis not normal artblock. woe. Wally be upon ye

#im still So Inconsistent when scribbling him #he never comes out the same way twice #but then again. do any of us? #anyway i think the Misfortune of the past week finally killed my brain #its a tiny smoking poppy seed resting in the middle of my skull floor #too much all at once. cant art anymore #i keep pulling out my tablet and setting up to draw #and then i stare at the screen feeling mild to intense discomfort #i try to scribble. it comes out Horrible. #i put my tablet away and go stand in the middle of the kitchen #i come back to scroll on tumblr #i feel Despair. rinse and repeat #scribble salad #is it distressing? yes! one more to add to the ever-growing pile! #i need to start pre-packing for my inevitable move #sigh... dont wanna go.... #but its not like i have a choice! i quite literally have a single option which is to say! no option at all! #apparently if im in a constant state of severe stress for long enough my creativity completely breaks. shattered right down the middle #too exhausted. the Despair is too strong #and once again i am accidentally venting on a scribble post! sorry! please ignore this im just Saying Shit

[emberglowfox]

closing time

#you know situation's dire when sparks breaks out the color block sona vent art LOOOOOOOL #sparks speaks #vent #again to all my new-ish followers i do post stuff like this from time 2 time PLEASE block one of those tags if you don't want to see it #long post #edit: fine to rb idgas #ummm NEway. i go back to college in like a month and the thought of it makes me want to curl up and die. idk if i can do it again tbh lol #i dont know how i survived the first time #<- LYING he does. and it was by letting the dissociation he is currently bitching about swallow him completely #if i really committed and tried i could probably claw my way out of this. but there's really no point when i'll just fall back into it soon #the forgetting my entire life does suck though. it does suck. #its really cool learning you've lost the only thing you thought you couldn't lose. #anyways. i'm fine im chillin i just. needed to get this out #if youre reading this preciate you. drink water

[cuoredimuschio]

okay, but where's my steddie AU where steve wants to learn to play guitar to impress a girl he's infatuated with and he remembers that munson kid was always hanging up posters for his weird band at school, so he hikes out to eddie's usual dealing spot behind the track and asks (with far less groveling than he really should have) if eddie will teach him how to play, and obviously eddie says no because why would he want to help king steve, but of course, steve offers to pay him, $20 a week, and well, that's the kind of get-the-hell-out-of-this-shithole-town cash eddie really can't afford to refuse, so fine, he'll teach steve to play and they'll spend inordinate amounts of time together tucked away in eddie's room and they'll start to see that they have more in common than they thought and that they kind of had each other all wrong, and eddie will put his hand over steve's to help him get the placement for a tricky chord and it totally won't awaken anything in either of them?? where is it??

edit: i started writing it

#steve x eddie #steddie #stranger things #someone tell me this has already been written because i need it. please. #bonus points if steve shows up to the first practice session empty-handed #and eddie nearly calls the whole thing off when he has the Audacity to grab at eddie's sweetheart as if eddie'd ever let him play her #and he doesn't even teach steve anything that day because rule number one get your own fucking guitar and keep your mitts off mine #but by the end when eddie is deep deep deep in love and it's time to send steve off to woo this lucky girl of his #he offers to let steve take his sweetheart because she's guaranteed to make him look ten times hotter and cooler #and he'll have no trouble sweeping his girl off her feet and maybe eddie's breaking his own heart but it's fine—as long as steve's happy #except steve doesn't seem nearly as happy as eddie thought he would be #he seems sad actually and eddie kind of hates that so he starts to make some lame joke about how steve should be honored #because eddie wouldn't lend his baby out to just anyone and that gets steve to crack half a smile #but then he puts the guitar down on eddie's bed (with all due gentle reverence) walks over takes eddie's face in his hands and kisses him #kisses him like he's been dying to do it for weeks. because he has #because somewhere along the line it stopped being about wanting to impress a girl and started being about wanting to be with eddie #it started being screwing up on purpose so that eddie would grab his hands and show him how it's supposed to be done #and forgetting about lessons entirely and just sitting around and listening to eddie talk or just watching him play #because somewhere along the line steve fell out of infatuation and into love with the last person he ever expected.... #anyway idk where i'm going with this

[sonicchaoscontrol]

Will we find out what happened to Shadow’s eye, tail, and (I think) arm? This is probably a dumb question, but I’m SO intrigued!!!

[All in good time, but some behind-the-scenes stuff will have to do for the moment!]

#mod post #mod draws #rouge the bat #shadow the hedgehog #full-view in new tab if the resolution breaks; tumblr hasn't been kind to my files #anyway i love my grouchy cyborg and I promise there's more to the story #no update today! i am. behind. and my everything hurts #please bear with the sketchiness & the missing details. mod needs a nap

[mtsodie]

It's nice to another Heket and Shamura enjoyer! Heket is my #1 fav tho, then Kallamar, then Shamura. I love them so much! If you'd like, could you draw the bbg Heket?

I FORGOT I HAD U IN HERE OOPS ... i think she likes broths

#cotl #cult of the lamb #heket #🎨 #✉️ #divinedeku #i think she likes soups . in general #also im quite pleased with the outfits i gave the bishops in my game : ) i think it suits them #besides leshys i need to figure out one that isnt the drink tender outfit #also yk those frogs that break their bones to get claws . i think heket should be able to do that . anyways #also my opinions on what the bishops and the lamb like in food are very detailed . i dont know why

[uncanny-tranny]

I'm so not normal about nursery songs like You Are My Sunshine... we are singing our loved ones (babies and young especially) that they are the sun in our hearts, that they warm us with their very presence and that they are so, so dear and loved. How could you hate humanity when we have this unadulterated love for each other?

#positivity #that's why i changed my header to what it is now #entering my hopepilled era (i am still compulsively online about it though) #do other countries have songs like the english you are my sunshine? i am SURE they're out there #but each time i look for songs with the same themes as you are my sunshine it's just equivalent translations of the phrase #anyway... i know i post a lot of hopeful/positive stuff because we need it #the club is bumping. the ladies look good. the alcohol is flowing. there is much pain in the world but not in this room. #(also the context for that quote is the raver was ranting about how osama bin laden looks like a dick so FUCK that guy) #(note that the raver kid said FUCK osama because he looks like a dick. i am not supporting osama bin laden) #please for your own sake... find one small but beautiful thing and become OBSESSED with how beautiful and meaningful it is to you #if you are from another country and have a sweet or kind little poem/song akin to the song i mention: PLEASE SHARE IT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE #please allow me the kindness of breaking my heart over how beautiful this world is because i cannot handle just how beautiful we are

[prostocupoftea]

Guys i made it

i put him in blender

My dummass kinito shape design was too hard to draw so now he is menacingly A-posing in my .blend file

I will need to rig him and then i can make him do silly dances. Jk mostly posing

Also i think i'll draw eye on him by hand in each frame just so that he'd have that vibe of... idk, my sufferings maybe ? but i think that could look cool

Anyway, he is stupid, i love him, i hope you do too

#imagine learning 3d character modeling bc you made too complex of a design to draw by hand #couldn't be me #im bad at 3d modeling #i have never done anything like that #he is surprisingly complex for a bunch of shapes #im still unsure about colors #i wanna pose him like one of my French girls #can't wait when it all breaks bc i did something wrong right at the start #advise appreciated but im probably too stoopid to follow it anyways so might as well not bother #kinitopet #kinito fanart #that's technically fanart. right? #anyway #kinito the axolotl #kinito my beloved #kinitopet fanart #SHIT I NEED TO GIVE HIM PIXELATED RENDERER #AND DITTHERING #SO HE'LL BE CLOSER TO ORIG #IM SO GENIOUS #and add tail #anyway. cup out. please like him. im so tired #kinito 3d model #prosto cup of art

[voidzzermc]

When does the no fucks given portion of adulthood start? Is it in my 20’s or like do I have to wait another 10-20 years? Is my 20’s supposed to start my transition into wizardry? Do I get a pointy hat?

This is serious.

Do. i. get. a. pointy. hat?

Omg is that when I get the pointy hat of no fucks giveth?

#please do i get the hat #can i please have it #when will i be able to like all fandoms and not give 2 fucks about if i need to make a separate account because one fandom hates others #wizard #wizardry #shadow wizard money gang #we love casting spells #anyways i haven't slept #hi madi big loves #questions #*break dances in tags* #if you get it you get it #if you see any mistakes no you don't #if you see this no you dont #if you see no you dont

[luck-of-the-drawings]

IT COULD HAVE BEEN A DREAM YOU WOULDNT REMEMBER. NOW ITS A NIGHTMARE YOULL NEVER FORGET. 3 DIFFERENT SCENES!!! EACH MORE TERRIFYING THAN THE LAST. VERY PROUD OF WILLIAM, HE HAS A PLAN IN MIND AND HES ENACTING IT SO SO SO WELL! JUST AS LONG AS WILLIAM CAN TRUST WHO HES WORKING WITH, HE CAN DO ANYTHING! I DREW THIS ENTIRELY WITH PEN AND COLORED PENCIL. I FIXED MISTAKES BY GLUING PAPER OVER THINGS. YOU CAN PROBABLY SEE THAT. DID YOU KNOW THAT SOME PENS ARE SHINY IN A REALLY ANNOYING WAY THAT CATCHES THE LIGHT TERRIBLY. CLOSE UPS UNDER THE CUT. THIS TOOK WEEKS AND A MONTH LONG BREAK.

LOOK AT MY BLOOD LOOK AT MY BLOOD. I WAS WINGING THIS AND USING ALOT OF RLY SHITTY PENS. ITS THREE DIFFERENT SCENES. IF YOU KNOW EM YOU KNOW EM WELL.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi prime defenders #jrwi prime defenders spoilers #jrwi pd #jrwi pd spoilers #cw blood #cw gore #GUYS I WORKED REAAALLLY HARD ON THIS AND I NEEEEED MORE PPL TO SEEEEEE RAAHHGHGHHGHG #I WAS WORKING ON THIS DURING MY BREAK AT WORK (I GET VERY LONG BREAKS NOW) #BUT THEN SUMMER VACATION HIT AND I HAVNT TOUCHED IT INA MOOONTH #BUT NOW IM BACK AT WORK N I FINISHED IT AND ITS DOOOONEEE #I HATE SOME OF IT BUTIM SO PROUD OF MORE OF IT #I LOVE THE IMPACT OF XAVIOR GETTING FUCKIN CRACKED IN THE FACE BY THE CHAINSAW #I DID A GOOD FUCKIN JOB ON THAT!!!!! #I ALSO LOVE THE STARK RED N BLUE IN THE FIRST SCENE #ITS SO EXTREME AND HAUNTING #AND THE LIL SCENE WITH CANTRIPS HEAD STRETCHING #LIIIIITERALLY MR SLIME NEEDS TO HIRE ME TO DRAW HIS HORROR SHIT #I COULD MAKE YOUR NIGHTMARES FUCKING COME TRUEEE LITTLE MAN!!!!!!!!!!! #ANYWAY PLEASE TAKE THIS AND EAT IT I WORKED SOOO HARD ON IT....... #EDIT: i changed a single word in the deiscritption thats been bugging me fore YEARS!!!!! so no youre not crazy yes somethign changed

[that-foul-legacy-lover]

i've said this before but listen, as someone who keeps up with leaks it is INCREDIBLY difficult to not start screaming about Arlecchino. i know this is a Foul Legacy blog but oh my goddddddd

#hush n shush wifi #not brainrot #genshin talk #y'all are gonna have to suffer through me talking about her and my OC in between moth content for a while #only if you guys allow me too though i'm not that cruel #foul legacy is still my number one but holy hell arlecchino is auugrhghgrhhhghh #i'm going insane. i need lore immediately #to the person who sent me an OC ask please know that you're amazing and i'll get to it shortly #i'll try to also post moth brainrot today #if anyone else wants to scream about arlecchino with me PLEASE do #this is the first time i'm breaking my vow and pulling on weapon banner hoh mygod #she is fathering it up in here #ahem anyways #normal again i promise #good evening

[frobby]

Lets all name fanfics that formulatively changed our lives

Ill go first: there's this haikyuu kenhina fanfic where Kenma works at CVS and every time I see a CVS I think 'Kenma work there'

#Kenma was a witch and it was a man door hand hook car door crackfic #Actually one of my favorites of all time lowkey #My other haikyuu fanfic is this one where they're on a bus and the bus crashes and they all get injured #That one I've been looking for but I can't find it #Like tsukkis glasses break and he's blind and kageyama lands ON hinata and he needs to get spinal surgery so he's in a wheelchair #I think it was a chapter in a bigger fanfic which is why I can't find it #I'm like half sure it was the same series as the one where hinata crashes his bike and gets his leg stuck under a big rock #Does anyone know what I'm talking about? #If people have authors or links please provide #Also for good measure I'll throw in the one where it's iwaoi's wedding and iwaizumi gets turned into a werewolf #Just that whole series is so good like he gets stuck and oikawa contemplates moving to the country cuz he's husband is a dog now #He's got that dog in em #Anyway all my formulative fanfics i can't think of are from haikyuu cuz that was my previous fanfic reading endeavor #And before that would be blue exorcist but like on fanfic dot net and shit #I could list some but I shan't #haikyuu #Blue exorcist #fanfic #fanfiction

[sweetsnidle]

they're thinking of ways to end each other (happy valentine's day <3)

#junko enoshima #yasuke matsuda #junko x yasuke #yasuke x junko #danganronpa #danganronpa zero #danganronpa trigger happy havoc #danganronpa junko #danganronpa yasuke #ship art #valentine's day art #valentine's day #digital art #fanart #my art #JUNKO AND YASUKE JUNKO AND YASUKE JUNKO AND YA- #ok ok SO TEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THEM BUT ALSO #YASUKE PLEASE GET THERAPY !!!!!!!!!!!!!! #anyways. pov u and ur bf r mere seconds away from wringing each others necks <3 #i think they need to break up </3 </3 </3