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astrxealis · 2 years
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taking funny little gposes with my wol and raha makes my little heart swell in a funny nice way ... >_<
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#okay im better now HELP okay i no longer have the urge to avoid tumblr w every fiber of my being but i think the underlying feelings i have#are Still There but also i get over things quickly ... i forgot that ... but also my mind is still a mess. but ANYWAYS#okay so i wont say explicitly what ive been up to since. yesterday. BUT BUT BUT BUT okay#I RESPECT POSERS SO MUCH i tried to do w aymeric and his hands look BROKEN his arms look like theyr ein SHAMBLES#and i have the sudden urge to play dragon age origins but i need to do homework and i forgor my ffxiv game is still running and i havent#showered yet oh god i am a Mess (hashtag undiagnosed neurodivgernetn detncieisioo7!!!!!)#anyways uh back on topic (another 30 tag ramble /hj). posing is hard#i took funny lil cute pics of my wol w her wifeyboy tia and ARGGHDJFJEJDP ADJUSTING IT WAS A PAIN#i saved the adjustments at the end when i was done AND ONLY FOR RAHA and i remembered right after leaving i forgot to do for my babygirl cat#the wol i mean. raha is also babygirl cat#ANYWAYS. oh its 11 pm i meant to continue with hw 30 minutes ago and i have class tomorrow#anyways good news I ALWAYS SLEEP BEFORE 3 okay thats a lie but i havent slept past 4 in ages and my average is healthy#uh. homework. i have to get to homework. oh god bye#look im not THAT super busy bcs ive finished a few for this week but its still 9 (basically... 8 actually. 7. 8. okay 8)#and i have like 4 quizzes this week! uhhh thank god we still dont have sem or quarterly tests haha bless my school#but im going to take upcat like early next year and i need to get ready for review classes idk when so AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGHHHHh#okay anyways cute wol npc screenshots make me happy#and doing them for my twin too#i feel like an expert (we ignore aymeric's broken back and foot)
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kuiinncedes · 1 year
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not me doing laundry at 4 in the morning let’s go
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enamation · 1 year
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Hello, I just came across your blog and I love your work!
So I had this idea for a little while now.. There is this criminal minds audio right now that’s trending; it goes like “How old are you? 29? I’m 30. - We missed your birthday? Why didn’t you tell us?” So I was wondering if you could write an Akito x reader for that scenario. The reader turned sixteen/seventeen and akito & the rest of vbs didn’t know.
Anyway, sorry if it seems confusing, and have fun!
Hi love !! Thank you so much, that means alot !! I actually had to look up the audio 😭 from what im seeing whoever plays the woman forgot the birthday of the other, so I really had to think about how'd I do this, but im hoping its atleast somewhat accurate to what you'd like 🙏 if it isnt, let me know and ill rewrite it !!
(4/17/2023): This has been in my drafts the utmost longest (4 months) because I didn't know how to start it, my sincerest apologies . . .)
Type: Short Story
Warnings: Uhhh not any im aware of !! VBS is explicitly implied to be 17 .
❥ AKITO SHINONOME x Reader: Sixteen
ft. Toya, An, and Kohane / Vivid BAD SQUAD
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You had been dating Akito for a while now. After being close friends since elementary school, it was only a matter of time before romantic feelings were felt for the other.
The both of you almost knew everything about the other, schedules, practice dates, birthdays, and so much more.
Whenever Akito had a performance coming up, he tended to forget alot of important dates, but out of all dates he could've forgotten, why this one?
story continues utc ♡
It was a little hard for Akito to explain to you VBS' 'sekai'. A world created by feelings? A world with pieces of all 4 of you connected? What do you mean virtual singers can be found there?
Once you finally were able to put atleast some of what he was saying together ( you have no clue what's going on ), he asked if you'd like to visit.
Today is that day.
"You ready, [Name]? It's a little confusing when you first go, but I promise you'll like it" Akito shot you an awkward smile. You responded with a quiet chuckle and said "Im ready! I can't wait to meet Hatsune Miku and Ka..Kaga.."
"Kagamine Rin and Len."
"Thats what I said. I am really excited to meet all of them either way. Let's go!"
Akito double-clicked on a computer file, and the room flashed white. You closed your eyes instinctively and you soon felt so light. When you opened your eyes, you saw a beautiful café, a short haired brunette, and the rest of Vivid Bad Squad sitting and talking with her.
She turned to look at you and Akito, and gave you a warm smile and walked over to say hello.
"Ah, you must be [Name]! It's a pleasure to finally meet you. Welcome to our sekai. My name is MEIKO."
You paused for a moment, eyeing her. She didn't seem mean, and she did resemble and sound like Meiko..
"Nice to meet you as well. Is this your cafe? It smells great."
Akito smiled happily watching you and MEIKO walk towards the café, soon joining his band mates and meeting the other VIRTUAL SINGERS.
One by one, as MIKU, RIN, LEN, KAITO, and LUKA gathered to come say hi. At some point, the conversation had switched over to childhood memories, and LUKA had asked how old you were.
You opened your mouth to answer, but Akito was far quicker than you were.
"[Name]'s sixteen. They're only a few months younger than me and-"
"I'm seventeen."
The room went silent for a few moments, Everyone looking at you and Akito with wide eyes, and you felt a lump in your throat.
An was the first to pipe up, "We missed your birthday? Why didn't you tell us?"
"I did. I texted the groupchat that day." You messed with a hangnail. "I guess you all had ignored the birthday cake next to my contact name or the many pictures I took on my birthday. But you guys did also have a performance on my birthday, so you didn't have much of a chance to see me."
You looked up to glance at everyone. Akito looked away guiltily, Toya and Kohane looked worried, and An was surprised. RIN, LEN, and KAITO looked angry. MEIKO had frozen up, her hand hovering over the on button for the coffee maker while LUKA looked slightly confused. MIKU looked at the 4 of them, disappointed. When she locked eyes with you, she gave you an apologetic look.
Unable to handle the silence and embarrassment you felt, you quickly grabbed your phone and left the sekai, feeling the tears and watching your vision get blurry.
The next day, you woke up to knocks on your door. When you opened it, Akito and the rest of VBS were holding multiple presents as their eyes lit up when they heard the door unlocking.
Akito started, "Hey, [Name]. About yesterday, We felt incredibly bad for missing out on your whole birthday solely because we had people to perform for. I know it might be a little late for all this, but we got you late birthday presents and food."
Kohane added on, "Akito's right. We had all planned gifts for you in advance to your birthday, but we all know how that went." Toya spoke up as well, "Mhm. We truly hope you can forgive us, and we can make it up to you in this way." An swayed side to side slowly before speaking up, "Even if you dont forgive us, atleast take the gifts? You truly deserve them."
You couldn't help but feel a little giddy as you forgave them all and pulled all of them in for a hug. You let them inside and the rest of the day was filled with happiness, gifts, and pancakes. ( Thank Akito. )
This is the best ( really late ) birthday you've ever had.
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sageshadowed · 23 days
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1, 12, 13, 29, 30
rambly answers 4 u, under the cut cos it got long
1. at what age did you start RPing?
i started in (checks notes) september '22 ! so uhhh Recently!
i mean technically i very briefly did warrior cats rp in elementary school at recess but honestly, who didn't
12. what do you think about AUs?
i personally struggle with writing AUs because i'm a very canon-focused writer when it comes to fan content? like i get really stressed out by writing things that stray too far from a canon. i develop a lot of headcanons or will choose to diverge from canon out of spite for how the original writer treated the source material, but that's about the extent of how far i'll go. i do enjoy other people's AUs-- i just come across them very rarely since usually i stay away from fandom.
i'm just not a Fandom Guy, generally speaking... i have very little patience for the internet drama that comes with fandom spaces, and i think a lot of it gets very pointless very quickly.
13. what do you think about OCs?
OCs r so epic and awesome and fweaking cool. personally i'd struggle with them in a mfrp setting-- most of my muses (besides gabe) i've apped bc of other characters in the group i could see them building relationships with, and without those connections i would have a Really hard time getting off the ground. but i do write an OC in a different group who is native to the group's setting, and it's an absolute blast to work with the lore of that group and with the other people who write related OCs!!
(also before isola i was primarily a long-form writer so generally i don't use the term OC to refer to characters OTL)
tl;dr: respect the OC crew!! shoutouts
29. what are your honest thought about your muse’s canon?
man..... i will never be a lmk defender, i think the way the showrunners went about creating this show (initially? idk if it's stayed the same over time) was hugely disrespectful, the western fandom is very white, which a lot of the time ends up very disrespectful as well. (i remain grateful that the show doesn't have guanyin in it bc i would explode and die if i had to see white people talk about her the same way they talked about the rest of the cast, and i'm not even a buddhist.)
anyway. meta stuff aside, ultimately it's a kid's show, so some stuff doesn't hit, but whatever. i don't like a lot of season 1's monster of the week stuff while they're still trying to settle into a story. also a lot of the worldbuilding is lackluster, and i'm a huge freak for interesting worldbuilding (<- spoiled by friends at the table). i do like the characters though... i am not immune to mythology retellings.
i do think it's very fun to play with, especially considering the richness of tradition of jttw retellings... we have three separate jttw casts hanging out in here! i have my qualms with the show but i write macaque cos it's incredibly fun bouncing around with y'all.
30. what are your favorite RP tropes to play? (angst, hurt-comfort, etc…)
retired gods is hands down my favorite. like what happens when you're a god and you want to stop being a god... epic
i do indulge in hurt/comfort sometimes but i generally lean heavier on the comfort than the hurt. i have a hard time writing angst for a lot of complicated reasons
i like really meticulous worldbuilding, does that count as a trope
i don't know other tropes
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blueskittlesart · 1 year
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i need you to tell me everything about ur jean pls
HI. my jean is my pride and joy. i lost my 50/50 on ayaka's first banner and got her when i first started playing (my first ever 5 star!!) and i just. never looked back. i have a ton of like. actual dps-intended 5 stars that i could easily main but im incapable of giving her up for anyone. i literally have c1 ayaka now and i STILL main jean. if i had a little less dignity or care for my own money i would buy her summer outfit but unfortunately i am poor. so uhhh if anyone wants to tip me $25--
ive been actively working towards a 100k burst since like. well at the very least since before vv was in the fucking strongbox bc i think i have like 500 runs on that stupid ass domain. im obsessed with anemo characters in general tho so it ended up being worth it. someday I will get heizou and i will have a fully-completed build waiting for him when he comes home
anyways. up until today i was running jean on 2vv 2glad, which got me up to about 96k bursts, but her off piece was a shim and I rolled a better shim piece when farming for yoimiya so the 100k burst build is 2vv 2shim with a glad off piece! Currently her weapon is blackcliff longsword (the extra crit dmg is what finally pushed her over into 100k!) but i desperately want jade cutter. i lost the 50/50 when it was running last month so i had to settle for a 4 star :/ without buffs she has around 1.9k atk, a crit ratio of 50/158 , and a 61% anemo dmg bonus. With no buffs or supports her skill crits are around 20k and her burst crits are around 30-35k!
for her showcase rotation I use a standard anemo dps showcase rotation (i believe this one was originally developed for xiao), which since anemo can't take advantage of any reaction buffs is bascially just stacking atk. (I do also use food & potion buffs, idk exactly what the dmg drop is without them bc i havent tried it.) the team is c1 bennett with noblesse and aquilla favonia (high base atk), c0 mona with TTDS and tenacity, and c6 anemo traveler with vv (weapon doesn't matter, mine has sac sword.) the point of all of this is basically just to stack atk buffs bc that's really the only thing anemo dps's can take advantage of, aside from c6 traveler's anemo res shred.
rotation goes bennett skill x2 (to break the cryo regisvine shield) > bennett burst (atk buff scaled off weapon + noblesse buff) > traveler burst (res shred) > mona skill (4pc tenacity atk buff & ttds character swap buff) > mona burst (atk buff) > jean burst! this rotation should also work with any other anemo character you want to build as a dps. I haven't tried it with my xiao yet bc i've been so focused on jean but he regularly hits around 30k per strike unbuffed so. i think it will make him insane lol
ANYWAYS. jean main nation. someday I'll get jade cutter and then i'll be unstoppable
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kitausuret · 11 months
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FOR whenever you reblog the “choose violence” ask game at the end of the month: Answer the questions in sequence order of MK’s grocery shopping trips in March
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This was asked of me like literally a month ago but I kept scheduling the post for later and later. But here we go.
1. The character everyone gets wrong
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(Spectacular Spider-Man #151, Conway & Buscema)
Well, this isn't hard - obviously my answer is going to be Flash Thompson. I don't know why it's apparently so difficult - he's not really that complicated of a character. Not compared to a lot of Marvel mainstays. But so many people either make him JUST a bully or JUST a hoo-rah America military man. And by that I mean both fans and canon writers. But Flash contains so many multitudes! He's worked in schools, he's a mentor, he's a coach, he's charisma incarnate, he has so many ways he can help people. And I love him.
3. screenshot or description of the worst take you've seen on tumblr
Uhhh I'm not gonna do this with an image because I don't save these kinds of things lol. But I did once see a long post (and I mean lengthy) describing in detail - mind you, withOUT actually giving any canon evidence or issues or really anything to back up their argument - why Eddie Brock nor the Venom Symbiote should ever be shipped with anyone else, ADDITIONALLY stating that if you were to, say, add another person to that relationship, that you fundamentally are misunderstanding the whole point of """"symbrock"""" and, largely, Venom as a concept. Uh-huh. Okay.
Hilariously, after I saw that post, it stuck with me but it also spurned me into such a RAGE that I cranked out a massive new chapter of my fic in the space of about two weeks after being stuck for months. It worked, but boy I was so mad about that. I took that kinda personally. Insinuating that I didn't understand Venom. That I didn't understand Eddie Brock. Bull fucking shit.
Anyways,
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4. what was the last straw that made you finally block that annoying person?
I don't remember specifically the last person I blocked that wasn't a bot, but I do know that I will block people in the Flash Thompson and Harry Osborn tags at the drop of a hat. ...oh wait! I do remember the last person I blocked. They had some octogoblin thing they were going on about but they had put it in the Harry tag. I didn't wanna see that. So. Blocked!
10. worst part of fanon
Wow, loaded question. Probably the racism. And the misogyny. Both of which are still rampant! It's something I, myself, am still trying to work on, so it's not like I'm excluded from my own frustration. But I think what's even worse is people who pretend like it's NOT a problem, that fandom is a magical problem-free space.
I'm also just now realizing that the question says fanon and not fandom but I think my statement still stands. To try and actually answer it though, uhhh I think the worst thing about fanon is when it literally becomes canon. Stop doing that, Big Two.
16. you can't understand why so many people like this thing (characterization, trope, headcanon, etc)
I wanna talk about something here but I don't wanna scandalize too many of my followers. Actually you know what fuck it I'm gonna talk about it anyways. (mpreg mention below the cut)
I don't understand why so many people in the Venom fandom make fics where the host (Eddie, because nobody writes about anyone else) is the one going through the gestational cycle when there is a new spawn rather than the symbiote. It is literally so much funnier and also makes so much more sense to make the symbiote the pregnant one. "but kita it's can-" SHUT UP THE SYMBIOTE WAS THE PREGNANT ONE (it's called "choose violence" asks for a reason 💖)
24. topic that brings up the most rancid discourse
Uhhhh see above! Racism. Misogyny. Possibly lesbophobia. Mostly for the denial of it all. But I also find a lot of ship discourse nonsensical. If you don't like it, just block! Mute! Filter! It's literally that easy.
30 doesn't exist so I will. Idk. I will give you a panel from an issue labeled 30. Let's go with Venom #30 (Bunn, Silas) and this very funny moment of the symbiote flirting with Valkyrie. 😂
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Mom, Dad, This Is My Boyfriend - Eddie Munson X GN Reader - November 7th
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Title: Mom, Dad, This Is My Boyfriend
Eddie Munson X GN Reader
Additional Characters: Reader's mother and father
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WC: 988
Warnings: The reader has a mother and father, insecure Eddie, typical embarrassing parents, and fluff
"Come on, you'll be fine! Once they warm up to you, they'll love you." You said as Eddie helped you into the van.
Eddie walked around the other side and hopped into the driver's seat. "Yeah, if they warm up to me." He sighed, and you clicked your tongue.
"Eddie, my parents are very nice people." You replied.
Eddie stared out the window for a minute before turning to look at you. "I don't know why I'm worried about this. It shouldn't matter what I'm wearing or who I am, right?" He looked over at you with a smile.
You nodded slowly, not sure how to respond. "Well... The only thing that matters is that we love each other, and they better see that." You felt yourself blush slightly, and Eddie nodded.
"Alright, don't want to be late." He spoke, turning the key and starting the van.
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Standing in front of the mahogany door, Eddie helped your hand tightly in his, his fingers intertwined with yours. You could feel your heart beating against your ribcage as he knocked, albeit hesitantly.
The door opened quickly, revealing your mother who immediately squealed and pulled you into her arms. "My baby! Oh, I missed you!" She hugged you tight, almost squeezing the breath out of you.
You squeaked in surprise, but she let go, turning to Eddie.
"You must be Eddie." She spoke with a small smile and Eddie nodded, wiping his sweaty free hand on his jeans before raising it up to your mother.
"It's nice to meet you, Mrs. L/N." He greeted her politely.
Your mother just shook her head, moving past his hand to pull the very nervous young man into a bone-crushing hug.
"We've heard so much about you, dear. Y/N just never shuts up about you." She gushed as your face flushed in embarrassment.
"Mom..." You lightly scolded, only for her to wave her hand at you.
"What? That's what you get from hiding my future son-in-law from me." She spoke and you groaned, slapping your forehead.
"Son-in-law?" Eddie mumbled, but before he could think further, your mother pulled the two of you into the house and shut the door.
"FRAAAAANK, your daughter and her boyfriend are here!" She called, before an older man in his late forties walked in from the living room, adjusting his reading glasses as he glanced from you to Eddie, and back to you.
"Y/N, why haven't you visited your dear old dad? When was the last time you were home, anyway?" He asked as he approached you, giving you a quick kiss on the cheek.
"Uhhh, I don't really remember." You shrugged, looking away sheepishly.
"Okay, well, you'll visit us again. You know how he loves hearing stories of possible grandkids." Your mother spoke and you laughed lightly, shaking your head.
Was her plan to embarrass you?
"And what makes you think I'd ever visit again after today's fiasco?" You teased, and your mother gave you a look.
"Oh no, missy. You're grounded until we can figure out how to fix this mess." She spoke firmly, and Eddie blinked in shock.
"Ma'am, I don't think-" He began, but your mother cut him off.
"We're joking, darling. Don't worry!" She spoke with a bright smile as you laughed.
Eddie cleared his throat as he brought his hand up to shake your father's. "Well, it's nice to meet you, sir." He spoke kindly.
"It's good to finally meet you, Eddie. And great she brought you over." Frank smiled, patting both your shoulders.
"So, are y'all hungry?" Your mother asked, motioning towards where the dining room was at.
"Definitely." You spoke up, and your mother's smile widened.
"Really?! Good! I just made my famous stew!" She exclaimed, before leading you all to the dining room.
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Your mother brought another spoonful of her stew to her mouth, pausing before speaking, "So, Eddie. Tell us about yourself." She spoke, before taking a bite of potato, broth, and other veggies.
Eddie coughed a bit before clearing his throat. "Uh... Well, I like Metallica and I'm in a band... That's pretty much it." He spoke, trying to avoid eye contact with anyone.
"A band, huh? Y/N's father was one in his day." Your mother spoke with a smirk, and Eddie's eyes widened slightly, turning to your dad.
"Really?" He muttered, glancing up at you.
Your mother sighed dreamily, “I can still remember the hair he had back then. Reminds me of the Beatles.”
You nodded, as your father began to speak, "I was in a small band in my youth. We played at the local clubs, and we had quite a few fans. I even got invited to perform on the radio show." He spoke, and your eyes grew wide.
"That's so metal..." Eddie breathed out, and you couldn't help but smile.
"And, it seems falling for guitar players runs in the family." Your mother spoke, her teasing gaze staring into your own.
"Uhh, so, how about dessert?" You chuckled, earning another look from your mother as she stood from her seat and headed into the kitchen.
You turned to Eddie, who was now blushing and looking down at his glass of water.
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"It was lovely meeting you, Eddie! You're welcome back anytime!" Your mother called from the door as you walked hand and hand back to his van.
"Thank you, Mrs. L/N!" He called back with a wave, before opening your door for you and helping you in.
Once Eddie got into the driver's seat, you waved to your parents before Eddie began pulling out of the driveway.
"See? Wasn't so bad." You speak up as Eddie turns on the radio, turning it down into a soft murmur.
"No, it wasn't bad at all." He spoke, and you leaned forward, kissing him on the lips.
"See, I told you!" You teased, and Eddie smiled before returning the kiss.
"Yeah, you did."
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akashigadabi · 11 months
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For the fanfiction writing ask meme, how about 1, 4, 5, and/or 8!!
Bear with me I still don’t completely understand how tumblr works
Back to try to do this again 😭 Fuck your Tumblr. I just wanted to answer @leatia25.
Anyway leatia sorry for the delay. I had like five paragraphs written when Tumblr decided to crash and eat my draft. Anyway, this ask is in reference to this post.
1–do I daydream or just go for it? Both! Either/Or! Depends on the fic. Some of them I write to fulfill a prompt. Others circulate in my brain and live there for weeks, pestering me til I write them. Some are born because I’m suddenly struck with inspiration by something. Sometimes I see someone else execute a great idea poorly. Sometimes I get into a new fandom and think “I wanna play here too!” Who knows what’ll trigger the next one? So both! Always both! And more!
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4–how do I choose what to write? I don’t! :) I write whatever comes to mind. I’m an enabler at heart even though I try not to be sometimes, and this includes myself. Besides, if I don’t let my creativity and imagination drive the car, they’ll hit me over the head, toss me in the back and drive anyway! And if it’s the choice between two or more ideas, we (me, myself, and I) just write them all! Why choose when you don’t have to? After all, I’m ultimately a chaotic bitch and I dabble a lot anyway.
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5– how many wips do I have? Don’t put me on blast like this 🙈 I’m a messy bitch. I have four right now for AFO/Reader, only one of which is posted on site. I have three others on that account, a Tensura one (Rimuru x OC), and some Pokémon Isekai. I have around 20-30 collectively across my other accounts , with some that are abandoned and some just on indefinite hiatus. I won’t spill those though because I’m actually pretty well known in certain fandoms under those names and I went incognito to get away from the pressure. 😂 I have anywhere from 30-50 wips that have never seen the light of day and some never will. These, like the ones posted to my other accounts, are across various fandoms. Like upwards of anywhere between 15-30 fandoms. Can’t list em all.
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8–out of context wip huh? You sneaky, cheeky penguin. Fine. But it’ll be safe for church! Mostly. Cause some churches don’t like us non-binary folks existing. But there’s nothing uhhh spicy. It’s actually wholesome, cause I’m capable of both damnit!
You can’t tell whether hearing your voice at all or hearing it in child form startles him more. His head whips around until his red eyes land on your minuscule form. To think those good for nothing Heroes left him wandering alone, barefoot, afraid, and soaked in blood for five whole days. He’d been starving and dehydrated by that point, and in all likelihood would have died from the latter if not for the fact that it rained halfway through his time on the street, soaking him to the bone. You can just imagine him stumbling down a busy city street, cold, shivering, and ignored. It infuriates you to this day to know no one helped him until you and All For One came along.
“The fuck? Ren, why are you a brat?”
“Why does it matter? Aren’t you happy to see me, sweetling?”
He scoffs at the endearment, but wanders over anyway. A blush decorates his cheeks. At sixteen, he happens to be one of those teens who gets embarrassed when his parents act overly affectionate in front of others, including his own siblings and Kurogiri. It was adorable. The frantic scratching at his neck isn’t though.
“Of course I’m happy to see you, Ren. Just—what are you doing here, and why do you look like a rugrat?”
*note that Ren is the neutral equivalent of Mom or Dad and not a name. Which means Tomura just called you/Reader the equivalent of Mom or Dad.
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Second sneak peek cause I really am an enabler, huh?
You reach a hand out to ruffle his hair, an action which feels unspeakably odd when in your six year old body. He scowls and ducks away with a groan, but you don’t care. You lean out as far as you can to wrap an arm around his shoulders and press your cheeks together. Aina adjusts for the shift in weight so she doesn’t just drop you outright. Bless her for her thoughtfulness since you may have forgotten a silly little thing like gravity in your haste to embrace your youngest.
“Ren, please. I’m too old for this!”
“You’re never too old for my love, sweetie!~”
Aina trembles with silent laughter, somehow not making a sound. Glancing at Kurogiri, he too appears to be holding back laughter, though it’s harder to tell with his unique facial makeup (or lack thereof) masking his expressions. Tomura grumbles while still allowing the contact. He’s learned by now that no amount of embarrassed protests will stop either you or All For One from showing him affection. Eventually, his curiosity wins out over his desire to pout, and he asks the million yen question.
“So what sort of crime did you commit?”
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khodorkovskaya · 10 months
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embarrassing storytime
21.06.23
i embarrassed myself big time and now i can't think straight because i want to disappear off the face of the earth like arghdhhghgh
so i had an exam on monday. it was differential geometry which is one of the easier subjects. the prof is very chill, he's not a very good teacher but he's a good guy, you know the type.
and i uhhh... had a panic attack 5 minutes after walking into the exam room. i was shaking uncontrollably, asked to get some air and ran to the bathroom to throw up. like i was literally shaking and crying and throwing up.
so anyway, after throwing up i went back into the exam room and tried to write the exam anyway, all while shaking and still feeling super nauseous. there were lots of calculations and i kept getting things wrong like id write that 2*3 is equal to 5 and stuff like that. so yeah, i wrote god knows what.
and important context, this exam is eliminatory! so if i didn't pass, i would be kicked out of the faculty. and i would have to write an opposition letter to ask them to not kick me out. and get a doctor's note and everything. that's why i was also super stressed. because failing thing exam would possibly mean 4 years of studying down the drain.
so i finish the exam, hand in the paper, cry a little and rush to the maths counselor's office. i break down crying in front of him, saying that it's all over. he consoles me by saying they'll definitely accept the opposition letter if im kicked out, everything will be okay, ive been a good student so far, it's not that bad, etc. and he says that i should see the science faculty counselor and tell him about my situation.
so i call my parents like shit shit shit, im getting kicked out of uni. they freak out obviously. cos that means im gonna have to restart everything and graduate when im in my 30s. and basically not get a job, be a failure, etc. etc. they don't sleep the whole night, they're super worried, my stepdad and my mum get into a fight over all of this. the family is falling apart.
the next day i go see the faculty counselor and he says that if i give a doctor's note saying i suffer from anxiety before getting the grade, i have a 50/50 chance of being allowed to retake the exam. but it has to be done before they announce the grades.
i don't have a gp, i don't know any doctors, especially those who'd be okay giving me a note that says that i suffer from anxiety. my stepdad suggests that i call the therapist i used to go to back in 2020 and say that it's an emergency and that i need to see her asap.
i call the therapist, she doesn't reply so i leave a voice message, sobbing like "this is life or death, please can we schedule a session, this is urgent". thinking about this voice message makes my skin crawl like ughhh it was so bad.
then im like shit shit shit, if i can't get a note from her today, what if they announce the grades tomorrow and im getting kicked out ahhhhhhhhhh
so i message the geometry professor and the two assistants like "guys, i was shaking and crying and throwing up during the exam. im trying to get a doctor's note from my therapist before the grades drop. when are you gonna announce the grades i need to know??? i vomited everywhere, just fyi". again, very embarrassing impulsively written email.
and 10 seconds later the assistant replies like "everyone passed the exam, no worries".
and im like what.
then about an hour later the professor replies and says "i looked at your copy, your work looks pretty solid, you'll get a 4.5 and we'll announce the grades tomorrow, is that okay with you?". and im likeeeee bro
4.5
passing grade is a 4. a 4.5 is like really good. like reeeally good.
so im like shit.
what was all of this for??? why was i so dramatic for no reason?????
i made my poor parents panic for nothing.
i feel so bad.
and the therapist replied yesterday evening like "we can do a session tomorrow at 9am exceptionally". and like for what. what am i gonna say to her now??? that i was being a drama queen????
like i literally want to disappear like i feel so embarrassed. all of this drama for an easy exam. brb im gonna self isolate for a year. like i wanna kms.
and what do i say to the therapist?? like oopsie, i was just kidding. adjhdjjhdjfh i hate that i have to face the consequences of my actions.
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sharoscylla · 11 months
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i don't have time to do any more tmnt AUs so here are some free ideas I had over the past day
GF/TMNT au where Stan is Splinter (AKA: Mutated Fighting Rat Man) and he's got four turtle sons (and a human son, Soos, obvis) I'm feeling like 1982-1999 are pretty much identical to how they go in GF canon but him and his turtle sons get mutated like in 1999 as well and the boys are roughly the same age as Dipper and Mabel. given the setting they're probably more likely to have cloaking amulets or whatever?
rottmnt movie AU where, when Casey gets sent back to 2020, Old Ass Leon gets sent back 550~ years and now he has to figure out 1 how to get to Japan from Pre-Colombian North America to help deal with the uhhh fuckin shredder situation 2 whether he even should try to change his own personal history in such a way since it was due to the direct influence of the shredder that his family was personally able to resist the krang for as long as they managed to 3 what he actually can be capable of changing without creating an unrecognizable world completely unlike his own
tmnt but they got mutated during like WW1. could be set in the 20s and have a combined Call of Cthulhu/Great Gatsby vibe tbh. i might decide to do this one later because it sounds cool as hell to me lol
kind of a body horror-focused reverse-mutation AU where the turtles in fact start out as humans and get turtled. i know this is what happens to jennika anyway but i am Envisioning It In My Mind and I would like to see it.
TMNT au partially inspired by Neil Gaiman's "Whatever Happened To The Caped Crusader?" where, upon having realized he has four turtle sons driven to grief-stricken despair about their places in the world, Splinter just fully invents bad guys and ninja cults (and dresses up as the shredder) just to Give Them Something To Do, it ended badly with one of the turtles dead, and the fic itself is taking place years later as the three surviving sons get together to try to make sense of their lives and figure out how to move past this.
kind of a mutagen bomb background where the event that mutated the turtles and splinter also mutated like 100,000 other people, so mutants are a fully recognized class of American citizen and it's also a lot harder to train your turtle sons to be literal ninjas when they are in fact fully expected to go to normal high school and do normal high school things. then again if you're allowed to have a passport as a rat and four turtles you can also travel to and from japan where your cousins and parents live lmao
the turtles are in their late 30s/early 40s but there's no apocalyptic wasteland or anything they've just been getting progressively weirder and weirder as the world moves on without making a space for them. mikey in particular is relating way too much to the Eve 6 guy. every time one of them moves out he ends up moving back in within a year because none of them has ever lived alone and the quiet is too much when they try.
another Dark Tower crossover, but what if Roland had 4 teenage mutant ninja turtle friends when he was a teenager. There's no way Susan Delgado dies in that timeline, there's too many child soldiers around for that to happen.
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crashes in here. dusts myself off. anyway.
🍄 Do you headcanon any characters as plural? Who and why?
im pretty sure ik the answer. i want details anyway. [grabby hands]
🌾 Do you have an inner world? What's it like?
im always so interested what other peoples plural experience. our headspace is basically its own universe. whats your guyses if you have one???
🍄 u fucking already know what's up our main hc is that Harry is plural and it's practically canon actually Let's be real. WITH THAT BEING SAID LET ME GET INTO. SOEM DETAILS . [aka i am infodumping. i am infoodumpingna Lots.]
b4 i start off the lines blur on whether shit is hc or shit i/the others remember from Our Canon LMFAO so anyways:
Mixed origins. *Points at Shivers* that bitch just showed up one day! Also Limbic + ARC were born with him. So if we wanna add labels then those would be primarily traumagenic w a couple protogenic sysmates & at Least one walk-in. oh also his tie is a headmate too ofc. Hallucination at first but also his ass got introjected later.
We r actually working on a timeline of who formed when and everything is v much up in the air fr a lot of us but Anyways aside from ARC & Limbic, Composure & Half Light formed first. That much we r Certain abt. this also counts as a hradcanon btw bc we r the kind of bitch that shoehorns our canon into shit . "this is my headcanon on things haha" is how we get our shit across 2 non-systems HWJAJSJDFJFJDJSJ
tho besides those 2 a quick rundown of everyone else we know of so farrrr uhhh. From oldest to most recent: Inland & Empathy in his childhood, Encyclo, Volition, & Rhetoric in his teens, Pain Threshold coulda formed anywhere in between childhood and teens tbh we are Not Sure. And then we're Certain Physical Instrument formed when he got a job as a gym teacher. Or while he was in highschool??? one of those. Idk. Same w Endurance. And then when he was in his like 20s-30s I formed and everything went downnnnhilllll HWHSJDJDJFFJ. Once he joined the RCM Esprit formed & then ????????? and after The Incident, Shivers showed up. Anyone not listed here we have zero clue on when exactly they formed 👍
HOWEVER ASIDE FROM HARRY WE ALSO HC EVERYONE IN DE AS PLURAL IN SOME WAU IM SURE I BROUGHT THIS UP WHEN WE ANSWERED THIS SAME QUESTION LAST IDR. but yeah anyways. Everyone's Skillsets would manifest differently [Kim's fr example manifest as him writing in his journal] & everyone has different Skills. except fr maybe a couple? Like multiple people would have Empathy Skills probs but some like Shivers would be specific to Harry.,,, Kinda. I mean. Ok so how we see Shivers specifically using plural community language is that She's a walk-in and a factive (?) of the entire city. But also supra-natural shit is involved there too It's A Lot. ANYWAYS WHAT IM SAYING IS MULTIPLE PEOPLE CAN DEFINITELY FEEL THE CITY SPEAK TO THEM IT'S JUST SHIVERS AS WE KNOW HER IN-GAME IS SPECIFIC TO HARRY, FJJSJSDJDJFJ BUT YEAH NO EVERYONE HAS DIFFERENT SKILLSETS & THEY MANIFEST DIFFERENTLY FOR EVERYONE TOO one day when we have more spoons 4 thinking. we will come bacj 2 this. HFJDJDJFJF
🌾 WE DO!! It changes often though! rn since it's like,,, JUST us Skills in the fronting roster [MOMENTARILY!!! ROsie and Allan aren't dormant they're just majorly afk!! fhsjdjfjf] the main headspace view is HARRY'S headspace and *THAT* is just. longgggg winding black voidy rooms that have little to no start and end. We're forming shit though! And stuff is sticking!
We have a main area that's just a dining table & one of the rooms we've found is like. a buncha sleeping bags & a campfire? We call that room Composure's room cuz it's where it usually is.
Uhhh mine, Encyclo's, and Volition's room is similar to the master bedroom in the house our core grew up in. Which sidenote is fucky as hell cuz that's ALSO the room where our nightmares take place in! Thanks brain what the fuck! HFHDJDJDJFFJ
And then Reaction Speed kinda has xir own room too it manifests as the inside of a tent? It's tiny. but cozy? Idont think anyone else has their own rooms in Harry's headspace [and neither does Harry btw. His ass can barely manifest here unless someone yoinks him in here or it happens by accident jadjfjfj]
OUTSIDE OF THAT THOUGH WE HAVE A TONNNNN OF LAYERS & ALL FHJSJF the main layer is currently an open field w some trees & flowers on a hill. A lil ways in front of the tree is The Cave™ that holds The Fog™ [partial mix of The Pale?? but also The Fog is our own brain-made TMA-adjacent Entity. It's the embodiment of our brainfog & all. We have 2 Fog avatars one is Trant and the other FUCKING DIED I THINK BC THE FOG GOT HIS ASS???!! ithink he's still in the cave actually? Idk he existed for less than a week before disappearing!!!! Rip Mr Whitely you wil be missed maybe. Idk. cuz ur ass was a serial killer or smth in ur source so like, [lh]]
UHHHH A BIT FARTHER from the Cave is a lil cabin that belongs to Harry & Kim. And a small walk down the hill the cabin is on is The Manor™ and the Septic Household™. Both groups that those houses belong to are currently dormant rn but The Manor is still Very Much Alive Apparently so we uh. Try to. Upkeep her. So she doesn't try. to kill us <3. [I Jest i don't think she can do anything. Idk. But Dark said to not leave her alone Lest Shit Happens and i DON'T know if they were fucking with us. dhajsjfjfjfjf]
Anddddddd. Above our main layer we have,,,, uhhh. The Outskirts? Which is the layer one of our overseers, Mischief, lives in. It's like.,,, a buncha pink & purple clouds u can walk on it's pretty. above that is The Outer Nothing which is where Infīnītus & our other Hierarchy members live. The Outer Nothing is uhhh. Nothingness? Space? Void? something like that?? Idk nobody can visit it unless they're apsrt of the Hierarchy and those fucks don't front unless it's ab emergency and nooobodyyyyyy in the roster rn is anywhere NEARRRR being eligible to Join The Hierarchy I think???? so. ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯! JFJSJXKCKCKDJD
we have other layers I think but they're inaccessible rn. We can access The Outskirts if need be via The Cave and from The Outskirts we can TECHNICALLY GET TO THE OUTER NOTHING but the entrance to it is blocked off a la invisible wall </3
-Electrochemistry
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eddieschains · 1 year
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just a lil work rant
so i’ve been at my current job for nearly 4 years now. had my ups and downs like any job, got into management, and then stepped down due to personal issues.
i’m still in a position of “power” just with a bit less responsibilities.
anyways, for the past 7 months i’ve been on opening shifts. 3:30am-12:30pm 5-6 days a week. as awful as it sounds, i actually loved it. i loved being in the store for hours with no customers, having hours to myself to work without distractions, and getting home early.
but recently it’s reaaaally been affecting my mental health. i can’t do anything anymore. i’m going to sleep when my friends are getting off work, and our days off aren’t the same. we have to schedule “hang outs” weeks in advance. i literally wake up at 1:30 am, go to work, come home, eat, sleep, and do it again.
i’m so fucking lonely and quite honestly a bit depressed. i genuinely feel like i have no one (other than you lovely people, which i am forever grateful for. i just wish i could actually see you guys and hang out irl 😅)
and i know the easy way out would be to step down and become a regular crew member again, but i won’t be guaranteed full time hours, and i rly need that kind of paycheck.
anyways i don’t really know what the point of this post is other than to complain so, if you made it this far, thanks for reading and uhhh pls be my friend.
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iamyounicorn · 2 years
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4 6 14 21 30 !
4. Fav character/subject that's a bitch to draw: uhhhh idk I try to keep all my characters simple exactly because I don't like having trouble drawing them. So I guess maybe backgrounds. I hate drawing them I love having them I will not draw them unless you force me to. Plants especially. OH NEON ALSO NEON. COMPLICATED ALIEN GIRLBOSS
6. Anything that might inspire you subconsciously: I have no idea I do not know what inspires or influences my art at all this is one of the questions I have no answer for
14. Any favorite motifs: uhhh space? Space backgrounds my easy to draw beloveds. Space stories about being in space my fun to imagine beloveds.
21. Art styles nothing like your own but you like anyways: yours <3 but seriously I feel like no art style (or at least no good art style) is similar to mine. My style is just whatever shape is simplest and easiest to draw in the confines of my phone screen so arts like yours and robin's that are painted and shaded and have space for detail without looking crowded or losing readability? I love you I am eating all your arts.
30. Already answered! But for an extra answer... This art of Ban. My evil grandpa <3
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For the non-american ask set...
All of them pls >:)
Suffer <3
hold on- I fell asleep
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not gonna give too many explanations cuz that would take WAAAY too long
so
1. dripstone cave of Aggtelek
2. if by holidays the list meant like Christmas, then at home, if it meant summer break then I'm okay with whatever
3. nope, it did before 1920 but not anymore
4. Gulash soup
5. almost any/every older song, like "Petroleum lámpa"
6. I don't really like newer songs, they make me feel weird in a bad way
7. Megszentségteleníthetetlenkedéseitekért, (uhhhh ←stopped remembering words) lángos, cinege
8. not really, or at least never happened
9. haven't been to too many but Romania (more specifically Transylvania) is pretty cool and I guess I know about I a little more than other neighbouring countries
10. well that's though.. I don't swear soo uhh.. giving you a fun one that has no actual swear words hehe: Hogy a villamos szabja rád a rövidnadrágot!
11. uhhh... I don't have one... so I'll just.. got with basic answer of Sándor Petöfi
12. never seen any, the only time I encounter poems is in literature class
13. Name day, definitely name days. also pulling each others ears when it's their name day or their birthday (that one is only done in my family I think)
14. I think older cartoons were pretty good, don't think there's any new made here actually
15. the "lopásvédő törölköző" when on a beach is the main thing we can recognize each other in neighbouring countries lol
16. apparently people think we ride horses everywhere (???) which is just plain stupid and not true (multiple sources said this stereotype) — I do somewhat agree with us liking to drink. Like if someone is here as a guest for longer than an hour (and we rarely see the person) you can bet your life on someone asking them if they want some Pálinka
17. eh.. not really. I guess maybe like the very begging of it. Like how we got here and all
18. lol yeah. There's even a wikipedia article on the dialect. (szigetköz dialect)
19. I think it's fine, I mean... I may or may not had my room painted red, white and green for a while so I got no say in this... The emblem is near and I only hate the national anthem because I had to memorize the whole thing for class in middle school
20. I'm pretty sure either it's soccer or basketball
21. hmmm... túró rudi and Pálinka I guess
22. that our language is still alive somehow?? Like damn. I am ashamed of the fact that we're incredibly hateful and stubborn
23. Pálinka, next question
24. we hate on Belgium but that's a collective European thing. So I'd say uhh neighbouring countries..? + Russia perhaps..???
25. nah, in the end of the day I like it here
26. Fun fact! many times they shoot parts of movies here because it's way cheaper than others, yet architecturely it's still pretty nice I guess. It's always fun when parts of Budapest is in big movies lol
27. I don't have any
28. a near by city is literally dubbed as the "the city of rivers" so I guess. There's two major lakes but you can only go swim in lake Balaton (and lots of smaller lakes scattered all around). There are some mountains, but there are more plains than them. No favorite place
29. Not to my knowledge, no
30. from my moms mom side German, from her (my moms) dad's side Székely (no clue of the eng translation). And from my dads side, only guessing by our surname, we probably have ancestry from Slavic people (not sure if this is what the question was asking..
anyways, this took waaay too long and I'm not built for knowing stuff about this wretched place
(had to edit, forgot the 20th question)
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deedoessurvies · 3 months
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When was the last time you read a whole book, to the last page exactly? Im doing that today. my last one has been since like november which is wild. ive just been so busy.
How many times have you had sex within the past two years? Guesstimate? Zero. close but zero.
When was the last time you made up a word? Did people think it was weird? i make up sayings often but they arent necessarily a made up word.
How many times in a month do you go to the movies? How much do you spend? when dating Z its like 2-3x a month.
What is one of those movies that you could never get tired of watching? sleepless in seattle, you've got mail, something borrowed, maid of honor, pride & prejudice
When was the last time you heard thunder? Where were you at anyway? here and a couple months ago. we are very close to rain season
Have you ever begged the opposite sex for anything at all? not that i can recall.
Are there many places to shop in the town you live in? What kinds? my town is small.. there are places to shop like grocery stores and small businesses. theres a habitat for humanity store, a military supply store, uhhh beauty stores, stuff like that.
When was the last time you bought shoes? What do they look like? I bought FRYE boots !!!!!! grandma would be so dang proud. I hope she sees this somehow haha. i got them in january some time.
Do you like surveys with really in-depth questions, like mine? Yeah.i wish there were more.
When was the last time you were in trouble with your parents? im in my 30s so it doesnt really work that way anymore.
Has your boyfriend or girlfriend ever cheated on you? Were you mad or sad? cheating sucks period. just break up with the person.
Do you know anyone who claims to have the ability to see the future? uhhhhh OH funny mini story. so sometimes K will send me letters in the mail. but i guess sometimes his handwriting for my street name is blurred so when that happens it gets sent to this chick like 4 blocks away. anywho, she LEGIT admitted to reading a letter of mine one time (wtf) and she basically fell in love with K for the things he was saying and when she reached out to me on FB to get me the letter, she was like omg i love him, you need to forgive him, yadda yadda. then later on she reached out to me and was like I can read your tarot cards and read your palms and stuff if you want! (wtf) lol
Are you a superstitious person? Have you ever been superstitious before? no.
Do you like any songs from country music? If so, which ones do you like? i love country songs. hundreds and hundreds.
Can people read your facial expressions easily? If so, why is this? typically no, im pretty good at hiding my emotions. not saying that in a proud way, because obviously it is good to feel your feels (within reason right) but nah
When was the last time you went on vacation? Where did you go to? uhhhhhhh golly. over the summer i went to Tennessee so theres that. How many states have you been to in your lifetime? Guesstimate if not sure. i think 26.
When you go to the movies, do you actually watch the movies or not? Oh i watch them. i dont think ive ever not watched them unless its obscenely gory and then ill just close my eyes or something.
What kind of instant messaging service do you use? Why do you use this? usually just messages on my phone. sometimes messenger, google chat, or whatsapp
When was the last time your area had a tornado warning, if ever? last summer.
Have you ever had one of those major fights with your current bf/gf? im currently single. was almost taken but that blew up over distance. i am so over distance.
Does it ever bother you when people use abbreviations for certain words? i very seldom care about the way people type.
Would it creep you out if you walked in on your best friend having sex? creep? no. would i be like SO embarrassed, yes but would i move on from it probably. lol. its natural, whatever.
When was the last time you said ‘I love you?’ Who did you say it to? romantically? C and i say it a lot to one another.
Do you have any of those freaky phobias that make no sense at all? my phobia makes sense.
Do you ever look at random people and think they could be a serial killer? >> YES. when I swipe on dating profiles im like "you have the look of someone who would happily skin another person" lol
Does it scare you when the sky gets really cloudy and dark during the day? no i LOVE IT. give me the clouds, gimme the stormy skies.
What was the last amusement park you went to? Did you have fun? busch gardens. yes, its just so daaaaaaaang hot.
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undemolitioned-lovers · 5 months
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HOW IS YOUR DAY GOING?? WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU ARE LOOKING FORWARD TO (i love sending asks)
HEY HI MY DAY’S GOING GREAT uhh so i’m in a play and I performed two shows today(I got to the theater at 9:30 am and left at 6:00 pm with a not so long break in between) so I’m fucking TIRED
this was the 7th show we put on(4 last weekend and 3 this weekend so far) and the final show is tomorrow !!
uhhh I’m looking forward to the play being over even though I’ll miss it because this shit is exhausting. also I’m looking forward to. you know what I don’t even need to say it(I am going to anyways. mcr5)
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