#blushing hrt

[blushinghrt]

introductory post <3

hiii, my name is celeste! I just made this account last night and I want to introduce myself to all who stumble upon my page. I am really new to Tumblr only gracing onto it every so often, so please spare me some patience as I try to figure out the algorithm, mechanics, and layout of this platform! With that out of the way, let's get on with it <3

Like I said earlier, my name is celeste. I go by all pronouns but I tend to stick with she/her since that is what I am addressed as most of the time. I don't label my gender tbh since it's pretty fluid, but I tend to learn more towards the feminine side of the spectrum. I am pansexual, I don't have any preference when it comes to gender.

my birthday is July 26 and below this is my birth chart. I have tropical position calculation and whole sign house system on this chart because personally I find them to be the most accurate and straightforward. Feel free to analyze it if you want!

I tried to research the myer-briggs personalities (not just take the 16 personalities quiz LMAO) and see which one I am and I belief I am an INFJ. I am pretty sure I am a 3w4 for my enneagram type. I wish I could say wether or not I am introverted or extroverted, but I can't tell because honestly I might just have social anxiety. My instinctual variant is sx/so I believe.

I live in america in the south east coast area. I am still in high school and intend on going to college, perhaps becoming a lawyer or something in business, idrk it's tbd honestly. I go to private now, but before high school, I had always gone to public. The only reason I switched is because I wanted a better education and more targeted environment. I realized a lot of people switch over because they were bullied or like geniuses who were too good for public school, but I just wanted to because I fell in love with the school.

I play soccer, used to do cross country, and plan on starting lacrosse sometime this year. I have been always involved in athletics, practically my whole life. Recently I have been feeling major burnout with soccer, so I hope lacrosse is fun for me!

my family is okay relationship-wise, in my teenage years, they have been hit-or-miss. my mom is a stay-at-home mom and my dad is military, we were lucky we didn't have to move around as much as some other folk but that was because my dad would leave by himself most of the time, but the major move we had to do was leave my home town of 9 years (age 3 to 12) to a new place and where we currently live. It was weird because we moved while I was in middle school, from where I knew everyone in the school bc it was a such a small town and where I grew up to a big city where I knew nobody in the angstiest years of our lives, the dreaded pre-teens. I also have a sister we used to be close, but we went to different high school and she just graduate so whatever.

I drabble a little bit in spirituality and magick, but I am very well a beginner. If knowledge of the spiritual was a body of water, I am not just-dipped-my-toes-in-the-pool beginner, but more like I am sitting at the edge with my feet in the water, waiting for the temp to warm up before getting in further beginner yk? So maybe intermediate ig? I would consider myself a witch and I can't wait to learn more!

cw: afterlife philosophy! (skip this next paragraph is the concept of death makes you uncomfortable or you have a belief system in place where you don't feel comfortable listening to someone else <3)

My opinions on the afterlife and the universe are kind of conflicting? I believe in the spiritual while I incorporating science as well (this isn't why I think my beliefs are conflicting btw just a general consensus ig, just because my beliefs are fluid) my beliefs are the universe is at least semi-sentient being. I believe everything is made of energy and is apart of a huge universal cycle. I believe when we die our energy is released and just like the water cycle or rock cycle, there is many paths our energy can take and there isn't a set one. I believe energy can do many things after death, like disperse with no direction among the universe, join to an objects or persons energy, recycle into another body like in reincarnation, collect in a certain area as a form of heaven or whatever, stay in the death place as a ghost, transverse dimensions or realities, perform many of these options, or none, etc. I believe even things we wouldn't consider like touchable or observable have energy, like things we wouldn't consider 'real'. Like I believe that every god, every devil, every entity, every person, every fictional character, every place, every object have energy and existence (even if its not a physical one, or observable) because the universe is giving it energy. what I mean by this is for example, people in the world believing in the christian god makes it real because all that energy is amassing for that concept. To be 'real' is hard to define because what makes me more real than someone else? (I try to incorporate the multiverse theory here as well) What if this person existed in another reality where I do not, what happens then? who is more real at that point? Moving on from that, I actually don't have a belief on the origins of our universe tbh, besides the obvious scientific explanation of the Big Bang. In this case I mean more of like a reason and not a cause, like why we came about and by who/what? It hard to wrap my head around nothingness void to the whole expanding infinite universe. My beliefs after the start of the universe is that is when matter and energy were introduced and is when everything was created. From then all that energy has recycled, for example my beliefs on soul: I believe that at the beginning of the universe a set number of souls were made of like pure *soul energy*, as time has gone on souls have changed and transferred, like split original souls are what makeup soul mates, souls that have picked up an objects or places energy are what make people drawn to certain things in life, or soul energy being lost among the universe is what makes seemingly inanimate have 'human'-like qualities, or how some people have the same energy as someone else is just made up of some of their soul energy or their energy comes from like a similar area in the universe, etc. It just gives you a lot to think about yk? I believe the consciousness is extremely powerful and I believe in the law of assumption, it plays on 'I think therefore I am'. It bases itself on the question can somebody prove they are conscious to you, like can it be proven that you and me are conscious in the same way. The answer to that is no, you can't prove it, because anything they come up as evidence can easily be disproven by your own brain. LOA plays on everybody is you pushed out, as in (my interpretation) your consciousness is apart of every person you encounter, every object, every concept, every aspect of your life is shaped by yourself, as in the way you perceive it and assumptions you have around it since you are the only 'prove-able' thing in existence. Your reality is shaped by you, this is why every afterlife belief is correct in my eyes because you assume it is, then creating your reality. Yet even after this, after all my calming explanation of death not being the end of your journey, I am still scared of death, ironic.

I have many many interest that hope I get to share on this platform, so speed round on basic topics and I'll get deeper later! I like anime/manga, I like literature, I like documentaries, I like video games, I like YouTubers, I like movies, I like researching, I like art, I like painting, I like print-making, I like history, I like economics, I like civics, I like politics, I like fashion, I like philosophy, I like cosmetics, I like beauty-related things, I like photography, I like cinematography, I like animals, I like shaping my aesthetic, I like sports, I like moral dilemmas, I like tons of shit!

I like anime and manga. I like cheesy romcoms, sports, and slice of life. I like shonen and shoujo. My favorites are horror, adventure, sci-fi, and (most importantly) psychological. Some of my first animes were Ouran Highschool Host Club, Sword Art Online, Haikyuu, Maid-Sama, Saiki K, etc. I love Death Note, Great Pretender, Jujutsu Kaisen, Erased, HunterxHunter, Attack on Titan, Sk8 the Infinity, Beastars, Demon Slayer, Viral Hit (How to Fight), Tokyo Ghoul, Jojo's Bizarre Adventure, Danganronpa, Promised Neverland, Yuri!! On Ice, and much more! I plan on watching/reading Lain, Blue Period, Neon Genesis Evangelion (and all its movies as well), Tokyo Revengers, One Piece (eventually LMAO), Naruto, Blue Lock, Blue Flag, and more! Please recommend things to watch or message me to talk about some that I have already watched.

I like literature. I stick mostly to fictions, but I am not opposed to non-fiction every so often for research on history or science. I love fantasy and mystery, thrillers and horror are super cool as well. I love books that make you think, books that build a foreign world so well and truly absorb you, books that play on historical events, parallel universes, or completely magical realms, books that incorporate philosophy subtlety, books that have a bit of every thing relationship-wise (romance, friendship, family, parental figures, enemies, rivals, strangers, or more obscure relationship types). Off the top of my head there's no books that come to mind but please give me recs if you feel like it!

I like documentaries. I find I tend to slide to the darker topics and I find tragedy one of the most interesting concepts. But I also love stupid little nature documentaries like from Disney (LMAO). I love behind the scenes documentaries of famous films, video games, music, and more like The Movies That Made Us. I like military and political documentaries as well like How to Become a Tyrant, I like the reenactments of historical scenes. I LOVE true crime documentaries, they are some of my favorites. I like watching the behind the scene of corrupted business like Blackfish. I like watching cult documentaries too, like Keep Sweet: Pray and Obey. Again recs and discussion are welcomed!

I like video games! I love complex, decision-based games like Until Dawn, House of Ashes, Life is Strange, Best Month Ever, Detroit Becomes Human, etc. Those are so of my favorites! I love horror: I like the fnaf games and like watching people play them. I like maze-like horror games like At Dead of Night or Dark Deception or Baldi's Basics. I like puzzle horror games like Little Nightmares or House or Inscryption or Twelve Minutes or Franbow or Danganronpa. I like crack comedy games like the Henry Stickmin Collection or West of Loathing or Totally Accurate Battle Simulator. I like survival games based on strategy and decisions like 60 Secs or Oxygen Not Included. I like comedic thought-invoking morality games like Stanley Parable or Paper's Please or Mind Scanners. I like story building horror games like Fears to Fathom or Chilla's Art. I like 3rd Person Adventure games like Spider-Man Miles Morales or The Hitman Games. I like general survival games like Raft, Subnautica, or The Forest. I like combat games like Sifu, Sleeping Dogs, Elden Ring, Mortal Kombat, or GTA. I like indie games a lot! I like rhythm games like Friday Night Funkin. The general games like Minecraft, Among Us, First-Person/Third-Person Shooters, etc. I like a full range of games! recs and discussion welcomed!

I like YouTubers! I love markipler, jacksepticeye, coryxkenshin, berleezy, dashiegames, poiised, britani, ricothegiant, game theorist, lordminion777, muyskerm for gamers. I like bob the drag queen, trixie mattel, safiya nygaard, simply nailogical, nikkietutorials, hyram for beauty related stuff. I like good mythical morning, team edge, try guys, brittany_broski, sarah schauer, drew afualo, bailey sarian, buzzfeed unsolved/watcher (ryan and shane) for more general content.

I love movies. I love marvel and superhero movies. I love horror movies. I love Disney and Pixar's animated films and cartoons. I love claymation films. I love psychological movies. I love comedies. My top movies are Coraline, Ratatouille, Princess and the Frog, Tangled, Spiderman: Into the Multiverse, Black Swan, Gone Girl, Us, Midsommar, Blair Witch Project, Dunkirk, Knives Out, Ocean's Eight, Etc.

This is a just a little preview for who I am and my content. I gave enough for you to see if we have something in common or perhaps I do or think something that intrigues you. please reach out to be mutuals! so peace, love ya <3 - celeste

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[blushedfemme]

was feeling insecure about my acne until i realized that someone’s acne has literally never once hindered me from finding them hot. it’s neutral or just a nice lil visual interest, like freckles. in fact it might make them hotter. okay let’s sexualize acne who’s with me

#blushing #ok but like acne from hrt?? 🙊 that’s hot

[weedsmokingbf]

at planned parenthood for the first time in my life and I walked in and got free water and so many free condoms... like ok where do I sign up for the testosterone appointment I wanna live here

#speaks #we r here for my gf rn but im like... blushes... what if i made an hrt appointment myself...

[chrissy-kaos]

you have a beautiful look!

Aww I try! Thank you 😉

#trans is beautiful #this is what trans looks like #trans pride #transgender #transgirl #transisbeautiful #maletofemale #mtf hrt #trans #mtf #girlslikeus #transformation #thank you #blushing

[andillbeancuteboyifiwantto]

i want to be pretty but undeniably as a man in my non standard and messy eyeliner with my messy short colorful hair i want to be handsome even if i accent black with lilac kick ass motherfucker in my boots, my ear cuffs cool earrings in those too young, pierced ears i want to be pretty wearing a really cool skirt among the chains, rings dark colors contrasted with brighter ones pretty boy in the badass way not in the i associate this with your shitty biology way escaped the shitty standards and self hatred pretty boy i want to be myself have fun when i want to without cursing my existence make this body home hormones, surgery, therapy then i’ll be the most badass fucking pretty boy ever whenever i feel like it i can be pretty and i can be handsome what i’m seeking is Freedom to come across as Human as Myself whatever silly style choices i make really sucks it’ll have taken ages yet i’ll get there just you watch

#dysphoria #my poetry #spilled ink #trans poetry #trans poems #(i make this post in shitty overdone blush- on purpose and my always messy imperfect non standard eyeliner) #(first was for shits and giggles the latter cuz i miss doing it- it's comforting and a signature me thing but obviously Dysphoria etc) #(i'm going to dress up really hot too just to vibe at like 2am for no real reason except sleepless and going through it) #(hrt and surgery is- so needed cuz then i'll feel more able to just have fun with existing)

[cdbabymp3]

𐙚sfw bf things pt. 1 ― hamzahthefantastic

notes/warnings: sfw (nsfw version will be posted when i feel up for it!!)

this song is so soft bf hamzah i could scream my mf lungs out

bf hamzah who usually wakes up before you and will admire how beautiful you look in his bed, before making breakfast for the two of you

bf hamzah who pays attention to your interests and will randomly surprise you with concert tickets for your favorite artist or a pair of shoes you'd been eyeing every time you go to the mall

bf hamzah who consoles you when you're upset, never invalidating how you feel, and just being the best shoulder to cry on

bf hamzah who thinks you're way out of his league because he can barely comprehend that someone as beautiful as you wants him

bf hamzah who always has the music you like playing when he comes to pick you up for a date

bf hamzah who is always down for a little sweet treat run, even if it's snowing out or super late at night

bf hamzah who consistently has a hand on your waist or lower back when you're at a bar and a guy is eye-fucking you

bf hamzah who doesn't have a problem kindly telling said guy at the bar to leave you alone or (if the situation escalates) to tell him how much of a fucking perv creep he's being loud enough so that other people in the bar turn and look

bf hamzah who pats his upper thigh for you to come sit on his lap when you need to rant after a shitty day

bf hamzah who picks you up and puts you over his shoulder to spin you around

bf hamzah who never shuts the fuck up about you to martin and mandy

bf hamzah who loves doing domestic things with you like cooking, going grocery/furniture shopping, doing chores around the house together. he's always mentally pretending you're married.

bf hamzah who listens to all your friend and/or family lore and truly pays attention

bf hamzah who has the ability to always calm you down and give you sound advice (if asked for) when you're worked up about something

bf hamzah who blushes at the mention of your name, no matter how long you've been dating

bf hamzah who will sit at the dinner table at 3am and have cereal when you both can't sleep

bf hamzah who buys you all the cutesy things you want. he literally can't say no to you (*cough* sub *cough cough*)

bf hamzah who makes an effort to save extra money in order to take you out to nice restaurants every once in a while

bf hamzah who kisses you on the cheek when you're in public or around martin and mandy bc pda makes him nervous lmao

bf hamzah who carries you from the couch to your bed when you fall asleep waiting for him to come from filming a video late at night

bf hamzah who whispers 'i love you' as he covers you in blankets and holds you from behind until he falls asleep too

sry this is a bit short, there will be many parts :)))

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[beatrixstonehill2]

"Are you excited?" Shannon's mom asked her.

Shannon rolled her eyes. "No.... Of course not."

"Don't lie now, let me see that cock, darling."

"Mom.... Come on."

"Don't whine, let me see what a little liar you're being."

"I can't help it...." she complained, spreading her legs. Her previously tiny, two-inch cock was now eight inches, rock hard, super swollen, pushing out her panties. "There. Happy?"

"Oh it's so gorgeous! Look at how big that thing's gotten. Have they started you on testosterone yet?"

"Mom! I'm not going on T....."

"Of course you will, darling. Trust me, you can't avoid it forever."

"You're probably right..... Fuckkkk..... I'm so hard....."

"So masturbate, darling. Your next shoot isn't for another hour, you'll be hard as can be by then. Trust me! I'm so happy you actually decided to do this! You look like you're having so much fun doing these shoots and videos. I've never seen you smile so much!"

"It's called acting, mom. Well, OK, it is fun doing porn. I'm really happy you and dad talked me into giving it a try, but all these expectations are such a hassle."

"Well, we saw those huge udders you started growing and thought you weren't really into the whole school thing anyway. Porn is a much better fit for a girl like you. And the market is soooo hot for trans girls right now!"

Shannon rubbed her uncomfortably big bulge, biting her lip. It felt divine to touch. "I'm lucky I started transitioning when I did. But.... it feels weird that I'm being asked to undo all of that. Like I'm sooo happy you guys got me into this industry, and I'm having a ton of fun, but going through guy puberty is really awkward. I'm already shaving like twice a day, and my voice is cracking during shoots."

"That's what consumers want, darling! Your agent said it, and all the directors and actresses, well, mostly now 'actors', I talked to said the same thing. Guys love seeing trans girls go through male puberty or completely detrans. I dunno, something about seeing a pretty girl with big tits having to become a guy, all the while trying and slowly failing to look like a girl, it gets them off."

"Ew, when you say it that way it sounds gross. But I guess it makes sense. I've only been off estrogen four months and my body is totally sprinting through male puberty like crazy! I feel so fucking horny all the time; I'm cumming insanely hard, too! I'm getting thick body hair already, even my boobs are getting hair on them..... It's so embarrassing, I can't believe guys like seeing this. Keeping up with shaving is almost impossible."

"So you should stop. Like you said, guys love seeing you girls having to go through this and lose all your feminine qualities. It is fun seeing you go from a confident, sexy, curvy girl to a weak, submissive, feminine boy."

"Mom!" Shannon coughed, her voice cracked. She subtly rolled her eyes and played with her cock through her panties. "I'm not becoming a boy...."

"You say that, but you sure are going to town on that thing."

Shannon blushed, giving up trying to hide it. She took out her cock, jerking off, her oversized breasts bouncing and jiggling with each pump. "OK, whatever. So I am going through male puberty. No more estrogen for me. But I'm not, like, going on T and steroids. Or getting my boobs removed. ..... Right?"

"Well, your agent and I have been discussing it, since your detransition is going so well."

Shannon pumped her cock harder. "B-But I'm not detransitioning, mom! I'm just going off my hrt to do porn cause that's what guys want out of trans girls. A bigger cock, the deeper voice, maybe some facial hair peeking through our concealer.... just cute stuff like that!"

"Boy, you sure are in denial, sweetie. You're already going through male puberty. Of course you're gonna go all the way for your porno career. Why wouldn't you?"

"All the way? What have you guys been talking about?"

"Well, see, your next scene is gonna start with you trying to work out in a gym. Some guys will see your bulge through your shorts and..... I wanted it to be a surprise, but you'll be getting your first shot of T! The actors are going to give you a big dose, possibly right into that growing cock of yours..... Then maybe a steroid shot....."

Shannon wanted to fake outrage, but instead found herself pumping way harder. "Mom....! I--I.....! FUCK! Oh! Mmmmmm......!" Shannon came, shooting ten loads of thick cum across the floor, trembling as she held her cock, which stiffened up again in seconds.

"My, my, look at all that stamina! Such a stud, my son is starting to become! Aren't you excited to finally be a boy?"

Shannon bit her lips, nodding, pumping her cock slowly.

"Good boy. You keep playing with yourself and take extra big shots of T, and all the steroids your agent wants, OK?"

"I will.... mom. I'll miss being a girl."

"I know you will, you were having so much fun being beautiful and having huge fat tits like that. But those will have to go, too, in good time. Such a pity, so many girls would kill to have breasts that big and sexy. But you're a boy, darling.... so they've got to go."

Shannon blushed again. "Mmmmm, please let me keep them a while longer? Men can make fun of them.... abuse them, I can do bdsm vids centered around my boy tits! Humiliating me for having ever grown such silly, girly things....."

"Oooo, I like that. OK, you get to keep them a little while longer. But don't get too cozy, dear. Lord knows I spoil you enough, just look at you! Trans girls are such little princesses..... It's about time I see how well you take a little punishment. And when I say those boobs are done getting pulverized, I'll finally pay to have them done away with, the silly things that they are....."

"Thank you, mom..... You know just how to make a boy like me happy...."

#detrans kink #mtf detrans kink #mtftm kink

[a-not-so-clean-blog]

Nu carnival ftm boyfriend being dysphoric ♦️(Morvay)

Yakumo

He will sit with you and talk if you need it. He wants to comfort you and he's very likely to make you a cup of tea or your favorite meal to help you feel better. He may not know what to say specifically but he reminds you of just how much he loves you and why.

Edmond

He doesn't really get what the big deal is. As long as you say you're a man he's going to treat you like a man, and if anyone else disagrees well… He's not usually one for mockery but will definitely have words with anybody who is rude to you about your gender. If you vent to him you'll try his best to listen but honestly stuff that personal makes him uncomfortable. He'll never turn you down or say no to listening to you, but he doesn't like that he doesn't know how to help.

Olivine

He will pray to the god of Klein for your piece of mind. Man also has huge honkers so he may make a joke about that to lighten your mood. Of course he'll be blushing like mad if he does. Hes really good about talking and listening and you know he would never use your insecurities against you. He will try and give advice but after will always double check that he didn't cross any boundaries.

Quincy

He's not entirely sure what to do in this situation, so he asks. He'll ask you what you need or what you want from him and if he can accommodate he will. If you need anything specifically he's even willing to talk to the old fox to get them for you. He may ask you to do simple tasks like chop wood for him. It's a simple way to not only distract you, but build muscle and make you feel more masc.

Kuya

Actually a pretty simple fix for him. He is going to make a magic crystal necklace for you that casts an illusion so anyone who looks at you while you're wearing it sees you as however you want to be seen. Oh and if the reason you're feeling dysphoric is because someone misgendered you… well let's just say they won't ever bother you again.

Blade

You explain dysphoria to him and he sort of understands? He thinks it's similar to how he feels human despite having an edroid body. It's actually really interesting talking to him about the differences between your dysphoria and his dysmorphia. He often uses reading and learning as a coping tool for himself so if you're feeling bad he's going to invite you on a library date.

Garu

You're feeling bad about yourself? Proceeds to tell you how amazing you are and how he's confused about why you feel bad. Once you explain the bad feelings aren't something you can control and it's about how other people perceive you he is still just as confused. He wants to know who's perceiving you wrong so he can tell them just how good you are.

Karu

He's got no idea what's going on, but that's okay because he loves you anyway. If someone misgendered you he's going to insult them. “Wow I didn't realize humans were blind and stupid. That one can't even tell you're a boy.” He never comforts you directly but he's always speaking up for you even if he thinks you're not in the room.

Dante

He's not going to let you have self image tissues while he's around. If he can get his hands on something that'll make you feel better he will. Whether that be tailor made clothes that fit perfectly and make you look flat, or a rare herb that acts like HRT, or really anything, nothing is too great for him to do for you. If you ask if he can make a workout routine for you to help with some of your image issues he will be really excited. He can use the workouts to help you shape your body how you want, and use it to sneak a peek.

Rei

He'll do the surgery himself if you ask… this is also his go-to response if you tell him that you're feeling dysphoric. I don't trust him with a scalpel anywhere near me, but that decision is up to you to make. He's not good at soft comfort but he can definitely talk you through some of your feelings. He can probably also explain why your brain chemistry is like that and rationalize everything you're feeling. I don't know if he's trying to help or just info dumping though.

Eiden

He is SO good at being a supportive boyfriend! It doesn't matter if you came out two minutes ago or two years ago, he loves you for who you are on the inside. He may be the only person here who's got experience with trans people in a modern sense. He's the first to make a sarcastic comment if someone misgenders you, and knows the importance of a good distraction when you're feeling bad. Also being a designer has the perks of knowing how to make binders and packers.

Aster

Is it something money can fix? He's more than happy to help you transition physically, but he's very awkward when it comes to listening to you talk about dysphoria. He doesn't really know how to be emotionally supportive, but he's trying. He may “accidentally” order too much herb that can be used to increase testosterone and be graceful enough to share with you. He will also use you to test cute clothes and is very vocal when something makes you look flat or particularly masc.

Morvay

This can go one of two ways. Either he's really sweet and sits down and lets you vent about whatever you're feeling, or he hands you a strap on and tells you to fuck him like the man you are. Either way he's not leaving you alone until you feel better. Even if you say you want some space he'll just sit in the corner of the room because he doesn't want to leave you alone when you feel bad and always wants you to know that he's there for you.

#Nu carnival Yakumo #nu carnival Edmond #nu carnival olivine #nu carnival Quincy #nu carnival Kuya #nu carnival Garu #nu carnival Dante #nu carnival Rei #nu carnival Aster #nu carnival Morvay #nu carnival Eiden #nu carnival x reader #nu carnival #a degenerate writes #x ftm reader #x ftm #x trans reader #♦️

[bernardsleftbootycheek]

|| That one night at the park ||

pairing- chris x f!reader

warnings- tooth rotting fluff 💃💃

summary- after a couple months of talking and going on dates, chris finally asks you to be his gf.

Readers pov-

it was chilly out, not cold enough to wear a puffer jacket and 3 layers underneath tho. just cold enough to have ur nose turn slightly red and wear 2 layers of clothes. Me and Chris were walking through the park, in comfortable silence; our pinkies interlocked. We had gone on a couple of dates. this one is our 6th one.

Chris spots a bench and drags me by my pinky to go sit with him. “our spot…..” Chris says softly. “hm?” I answer back to him. “this is our spot….this is where I saw you for the first time- and I knew I had just laid my eyes on the most beautiful woman in this earth……you were reading a book, it was autumn. Me and my brothers were walking around, and when I saw you..the whole world seemed to stop; as if you and I were the only things that existed. Then my brothers called my name and you looked up... Probably the best day of my life. We had made eye contact. It happened again for maybe 3 months after that, we would always see each other at the park, make eye contact; blush, but never make a move. Until I did.” he softly spoke, while staring into my eyes as if I was the most beautiful thing that had ever existed, laying out his heart for me.

“I remember… I got home that day and talked about you for a good two hours to my sister” I laughed softly while saying. he laughed as well and looked deeply into my eyes. “y/n…..” he called me out softly. “yeah?” I looked into his eyes once again, getting lost in them. He grabbed my hand with both of his and asked me “can I be your boyfriend?….” I smiled and looked away into the park while a blush crept onto my cheeks... “I’ve been waiting for you to ask” with a smile on my face “But yes Chris, You can be my boyfriend,” I said while looking back at him. I saw his face light up as he grabbed my jaw softly and brought me closer. “Can I kiss you” I nodded, and closed the space between us, kissing him softly but passionately, smiling in between the kiss. He pulled away with a smile looked deep into my eyes and asked, “Do you wanna go get some ice cream and then, come to my house to watch a movie?”.

“i would love that” I smiled as he got up, offered his hand for me as i took it and got up from the bench as we started to walk away.

who would've thought a simple Park could hold so many sweet memories...

@freshlovehacker @amberwinchester67 @btwsturn @chrisenthusiast @delusionalsturniologirl @ev3rgreenxtrees @fruitglazed @goandcomebsck @honestlyimstilllivinginthe90s @ilovemattstromboli @jazminrhode1 @kvtie444 @lovingmattysposts @m6ttsturniolo @nonamegirlxsturniolo @obscurechris @plasticferal @querenciasturniolo @recklesssturniolo @sturnitup @too-sturned @urfavsturniolowriter @vqnillasturns @wifeofchrissturniolo @xcsturn @yesterdaysproblem @sturnioloenthusiast @imhappierthaneverrr @multievelyn @kiarastromboli @lilasturns @lemonadeloverr @hrt-attack @angelic-sturniolos111

#Spotify #sturniolo triplets #christopher sturniolo #sturniolo #chris sturniolo #sturniolos #the sturniolo triplets #fanfic #chris sturniolo imagine #chris sturniolo x reader

[nyaagolor]

Skipped ahead to the boss for this team star project because I've had way more practice drawing her in the past compared to the other members. Does this practice mean I can draw her hair properly yet? No. It doesn't, and I can't. Design notes and whatnot under the cut!

Penny started HRT during her "study abroad" in Galar. One of the most notable changes was a softer looking jawline and pudgier cheeks. Don't pinch them though, only her dad does that and if anyone else tries she’ll get mad

She doesn't wear makeup except for super heavy winged eyeliner, which she is phenomenally good at. Arven saw her without it once and panicked because he thought something was wrong with her face. It makes her eyes look droopy, so she's usually rocking a sleepy or disinterested expression, which is convenient bc she is usually one or both of those

Her new hairstyle was basically a "teenage crisis pandemic haircut" pokemon edition. She turned her regular short hair into an undercut, dyed it crazy colors, and parted it differently. It fits her new vibe quite well

She doesn't know how to put contacts in and refuses to learn so she's stuck with her glasses, which have a super strong prescription. Bitch CANNOT see, her glasses are thick enough that you can probably use them as fire starters if you stick them under the sun at the right angle

She blushes extremely easily by virtue of being pale and Galarian. Not only does she get beet red but she blushes everywhere: her cheeks, her nose, her shoulders, her ears, etc etc. Her friends and family think it's cute. She does not agree

Penny has what her friends call "Tatsugiri face" which is an absolutely withering side eye that can make anyone stop in their tracks. They are always telling her that she holds more power in a single eyebrow quirk than most people have in their whole team, but she thinks they're being ridiculous

#penny #pokemon sv #team star #star project #mod vex #vex art

[ollieofthebeholder]

I had, weirdly enough when I describe it, the absolute sweetest interaction at an IHOP today.

We'd been sat at this booth for a little over an hour, eating and planning for this year's NaNoWriMo, when a waitress who was not our waitress came over and leaned down.

"Can I ask you a question?" she said quietly.

My friend, instantly alert, asked, "Oh, do we need to go?" (Thinking we had overstayed our welcome, since we had already paid the check and our waitress had just in fact collected the signed slip.)

"No, no," the waitress assured us. "It's just...I hope you don't mind..." She turned to me and asked, so quietly I almost didn't hear her at first, "What kind of...what are you on? Because..." She gestured at my face.

For those who don't know, I look like this:

(And yes, I'm wearing those buttons today. The one you can't really see clearly in this picture is the Genderqueer pride flag with my name and pronouns.)

It turns out the waitress' son, who is 21, is trans, has been on HRT for four years, and is becoming frustrated that his beard is not growing in as thick as he'd like. His mother had tried to reassure him, but he was still upset and insecure about it, so when she saw my pins and realized I was at least some flavor of trans (the shirt I'm wearing today also has vaguely trans colors in it, although that's not intentional, it's actually just a blushing blue crab in a viking helmet sitting in front of a typewriter but the graphic is flaking off badly - side note, Redbubble sucks), she came over to our table, hoping I wouldn't be offended, to find out if the testosterone I was taking would somehow help her son grow thicker facial hair.

I actually felt kind of bad having to tell her, "I'm so sorry to tell you this, but I'm actually not taking any. I'm intersex. This is natural." She was genuinely astonished.

It just...it made me feel good. I live in Virginia, which isn't the most conservative state out there but is still on the redder side of purple. And here was this mom who not only supported her son enough to help him with his transition, she was willing to step out of her comfort zone and ask another visibly trans person for advice. And listening to her talk, it was so obvious she loved her son and was trying her hardest to do right by him, to refer to him using the language he preferred and talk about him as naturally as she would if she'd known he was her son from the day he was born. And she seemed really grateful when all three of us assured her that even cis men don't get full, thick beards right away and that he'll get there, he just has to give it time.

Just...yeah. Made my whole afternoon. The world needs more mommas like that.

#lgbt+ #transgender #intersex #nonbinary #regardez-moi and weep

[relatableroxie]

Today I see a boy. But Sunday night? All girl.

It’s officially 6(7?) months on HRT. Estradiol, Spiro— The whole nine yards. What a RIDE. To celebrate, I went out to a punk show here in Cleveland. HIRS Collective was at No Class. How could I miss that?

I dolled up, put on a light eye shadow, scrubbed my face too hard, so it looks like I’m wearing a blush in that photo— I’m not. And ran out the door, I couldn’t get to the venue soon enough!

I met a lot of people I’d only interacted with on social media, and even then BARELY interacted. The place was chockfull of queers, trans folx. For the first time, I didn’t feel like I was in the minority. I moshed my heart out, I *FELT* like a girl, I felt like I was in the right body.

The show ended, and I crawled back home, winded, but ecstatic, filled with euphoria over what I’d seen, heard, how I felt. And when I got home and went to clean my face before bed, I took a moment to take a long, long look in the mirror.

I saw a tired, sweaty, smudgy-raccoon-eyed girl staring back at me. I saw me. Who I wanted to be, who I am. I simply can’t understate how fucking *amazing* it felt. No more passing glimpses of some girl in the mirror, in windows, no more fleeting feelings of femininity. Sunday night, I was Roxie in the flesh, handing out a pummeling in the pit, having the night of my life.

Transitioning saved me. Beyond the shadow of a doubt.

#transfem #transgender #trans #transfeminine #transgender pride #trans positivity #trans punx #queer punx

[decaydanceredacted]

anon who refers to william beckett with she/her pronouns, thank you for reawakening my love of transfem bilvy! thinking about atlms gabe and bilvy "when we met i was on my back / i swear we spent most afternoons somewhere in the act" aka gabe being obsessed with bill's body on hrt. constantly wanting to lick and bite and suck her little tits and play with her cock while she moans and whines. when he discovers how sweet her cum tastes now he just wants to taste it all the time, pushing her up against a wall and getting his head under her skirt to suck her off while she blushes and tells him to be quiet cos people might hear them!! one time when he's fucking her and using a vibrator on her cock he keeps going after she cums and that's how they find out she can have multiple orgasms. from then on it's gabe's personal mission to see how many times he can make her cum in one night.

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#gs #wb #gs + wb #co signed because that was some real shit you just said

[mewi-archive]

I guess I need to re-think my posting method... I keep forgetting what I posted and what not, and I don't see much feedback on Boosty and I feel like I miss a lot of interactions and it makes me sad...

I'll try to post more here on Tumblr again. And talk about my OCes again x)

Here's a bunch of random fma OC drawings!

Sawyer making big moves and kisses Edward, cuz waiting for his first step will take forever fjkdhfkh

Tired post-canon Sander fell asleep during changing his bandages...

Post-post canon Sander at the hospital... He got beaten up very bad by an old enemy who's still mad at him.

Cute blushing Johan for @scrtpv

Recently me and Koi made a modern AU and I love the contrast of these two Sanders... I mean, 03 Sander was forced to start hrt and didn't even ask questions. And when he was free from the military and that pressure, he just doesn't care anymore. And in modern AU Sander is transmasc and started hrt as his own decision!!

#mewi draw #doodle #fma sawyer curtis #fma sander klein #johan kohl fma #fma oc #fmab oc

[stinkylittleanon]

Soooo about transfem Satan-

Can ya tell me more? 👀

I WAS WAITING FOR YOU >:]

Transfem Satan headcanons!

She'd be more in the nonbinary zone, but prefers she/her over other pronouns

Maybe genderfluid? Maybe something else? She's having a crisis over here!!

Does prefer she/her though! She sees herself as a woman (but also not? But also woman? A woman out of the woman zone?? Please! Give this girl a break!!! A sexuality crisis is enough /j)

Unlike our bbg Leviathan, she doesn't grow her hair out! Or at least not as much, maybe a little more so that the ends with frame her face

THE CUTE!!! CAT!! HAIRCLIP!! She has a specific one she likes (might be from MC) but she also has a few. She doesn't go overboard like Leviathan and keeps it to one.

Her normal outfit ALREADY screams transfem LIKE THE SWEATER??? She doesn't need to change at ALL

Call her Sadie or Tanny, she'll be blushing for days just thinking about it

She already had cat bookmarks, but gives up hiding the really cute ones because at this point the gender crisis is more exhausting than her siblings teasing her for a bookmark /hj

Unlike Leviathan as well, she prefers pants. She's more comfortable with her legs covered, but also might wear a skirt over leggings with a sweater <3

IM NOT BEING STEREOTYPICAL BTW, THESE CHARACTERS IM WRITING TRANSFEM HEADCANONS OF BOTH CANONLY ENJOY CUTE THINGS and I'm just adding to that!

More likely to go on HRT, and just imagine complimenting her on her transition <333 like DAMN Mc has that trans rizz /j

AGAIN!! SUPPORTIVE!! SIBLINGS!! I would write more about that but my soda is SO fucking good rn so I'll end it here

NEVERMIND Leviathan and Satan probably use neos to express how they experience their gender <33333 more on that? :think: Maybe.

#THANK YOU!!! #IM SO DESPERATE TO WRITE ABOUT MY TRANS HEADCANONS!! ESPECIALLY TRANSFEM HEADCANONS!! #you're free to request more for transfem Levi #giggle giggle #obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me shall we date #obey me ask #obey me headcanos #obey me transfem headcanons #transfem satan #transfem headcanons #trans headcanons #obey me satan #satan obey me #satan x mc

[wh0lemilk0vich]

obsessed with the transfem stevie diner au ❤️❤️ here’s some ideas !!🪱

she catches eddie staring at her belly and thighs thru the blue dress or something idk, like he drops some food and spills something because he was too busy ogling her, draws attention to himself. it happens too many times for it to be coincidence, stevie figured him out quickly. i would love to see robin in this and just watching eddie be an absolute fucking disaster, stuttering and stammering whilst he tries to offer her an extra large portion (that is definitely not going to be thrown out if it isn’t eaten, shhhh) of leftover cherry pie because otherwise “it’ll go to waste”😭❤️

stevie accidentally rips the seams down the sides of her uniform when she bends over to pick up plates, her ass in the air, and eddie decides enough is enough, he needs to fuck this girl now. hanging up a hastily draw ‘be back later’ sign at the door, hurrying all 3 customers out, and hauling her into the back room where he just wholly worships her.

admits to giving her the leftovers and eagerly watching her plump up. afterwards eddie begs stevie to let him take her on a date, this man is fucking gone. stevie blushing and giggling , smiling all cute because being a girl is so fucking awesome, gingerly nodding her head and twirling her hair around her finger, still flushed from their encounter.

eddie takes her out, wines and dines her the whole lot. when he arrives to pick her up, like the gentleman he definitely is yep, he has a fucking aneurysm at stevie in a silky maroon dress that hugs and accentuates her curves. that little bit of belly bounces a bit through the dress as she makes her way outside on her heels, admittedly a few inches taller than eddie 🤤🤤🤤

eddie is pretty much drooling at this point. after he lets stevie into his car, (that he spent days cleaning to try and make it nice for her) he almost trips getting in because when stevie sits down, her thighs are just delicious. all spread out in some silky red wine dress, all the while she’s blushing innocently at eddie. her belly is sat in her lap over her thighs, beautiful well maintained hair cascading down her shoulders dusted in freckles and moles. she is fucking gorgeous

i need a girl like stevie 🫠projecting so hard onto eddie rn

Transfem-Chubby!Stevie Diner Au

Wormie my heart!!

Ugh I'm so into Eddie being down bad with absolutely no ability to play it cool. Just getting a dopey smile on his face every time Stevie comes in for her shift. Eddie always has a "Sorry this was supposed to be without mayo" or "You should finish off the blueberry pie, we're just gonna toss it" or "Fries got kinda burnt, oops" or "accidentally made the same ticket twice" as a way to win her heart and get more food into her. Spends most of his time watching her from the kitchen window, just enamored, and probably also trying to catch a peek at her cleavage or panties depending on how she's facing when she busses and clears down a table. But God, he's just so tongue-tied or flustered when she talks to him.

And like think about the opposite order. So like Eddie musters up all his courage and cleans up to ask the pretty girl from work on a date at the end of their shifts. "I was wondering, you know, if you'd like to go out some time? Maybe get food at a real restaurant for a change, see a movie?" Of course she says yes, I mean Eddie's the sexy, flirty(?) line cook that she's been harboring the beginning of a crush on and finds it hard to turn down all his little flirty food blunder treats. And it's so endearing when he shows up to pick her up, dressed in one of his uncle's dress shirts with the sleeves rolled up, and a tie, but still in his ripped studded jeans, and he's parted his hair. And Stevie is wearing one of her favorite dresses that she got after being on hrt for a bit, and like, she does not account for how much Eddie has been feeding her at work, because it looks pretty sinfully tight, not bursting by any means, but her new curves are so defined: the belly pooch, the hip/thigh dips, it actually fits well in the chest, but like another pound or two and she'll be tugging at the back to make sure it's fully covering her wider, rounder, Disney mom ass.

And when she's standing in front of Eddie (holding his bouquet of flowers), and he has to look up at her nervous smiling face, his own is plastered with a look of awe and admiration. He's so proud to be taking out this beautiful (giant, complimentary) woman. At the restaurant he orders for them both, but not in like a weird or controlling way, he like, gets them the tasting menu at this upscale but not over hyped place, and so he could actively avoid any scenario where Stevie might feel self conscious and not order what she actually wants. This way, he rationalizes, she won't have to think about what she's eating, and he knows she's going to be getting his money's worth. He even makes sure that they're getting slightly different courses so that he can let her "try" his dishes. Maybe he even tells a white lie about having had her tasting menu before, so she doesn't feel obligated to share back with him, he just wants her to get to try everything 🤤.

So then, after they start dating, and Eddie hasn't stopped his little screw-up scheme, all but feeding her intentional wrong orders, she finally has a wardrobe moment. Stevie is helping bus tables on a relatively slow day, just a couple of patrons. Eddie is watching her from the kitchen, as usual (his favorite show). Stevie bends over to wipe the table down and suddenly there's a pop, and she bolts upright, feels her side, goes bright red and runs to the kitchen, looking close to tears. Eddie tells her to meet him in the store closet, then runs out and apologizes to the few patrons, mostly stragglers just getting coffee or staying back to read the newspaper, ring them up, and lead them out.

He flips the sign to closed and runs back to Stevie. She's still rosey cheeked and tearing up, eyes a little bit puffy and Eddie, so sincere and earnest, is holding her head in his hands and smiling and trying to calm her. "What's wrong, beautiful Girl? What's got my babydoll so upset, huh?" And she moves her body and her apron that's twisted awkwardly to the side to show the burst seam. The first thing that comes to Eddie's mind is Pillsbury biscuits, his mouth is dry and he reaches his hands out tenderly to feel Stevie's warm soft sides, caressing them and feeling them flare out with the swell of her belly and hips, reaching back around her to cup her breathtaking ass, pulling her into a flush embrace. Their breathing is ragged, they're both nervous, and Eddie just holds Stevie's gaze for a moment before breathing out "Oh, fuck, Stevie...you're so fucking hot" and crashing their mouths together. Stevie's arms immediately fall around the back of Eddie's neck and he's desperately pressing her against a wall, slotting a leg between her thighs and dragging the skirt of her dress up to feel up one of her luscious cheeks. He's desperately grinding against her pillowy thigh and he can feel her, hard, against his.

Eddie pulls away for a second, scrambling to pull off his chef's coat, and then helps get Stevie out of her dress leaving her in a beautiful little bralette and hip-hugging silky panties. It's everyday underwear, not lingerie or anything, and he's just so smitten. She's hooking a leg around his waist while he kisses down her neck, nuzzling her perky little tits, rubbing a thumb over a clothed nipple. He kisses further down nuzzling her tummy, feeling her abs clench under the softness (she's ticklish). He kisses at her hips, bites at her inner thighs after pulling one over his shoulder, mouthing at her cock through the fabric and just looking up with so much desire and adoration asking her "🥺 Please, can I?🥺" And she nods yes, anxiously, but sincerely, not having felt this way before, desired in this way before, and it just feels right, natural. And Eddie makes her feel so exceedingly, knee-bucklingly, toe-curlingly, gut-wrenchingly good. She's just left there panting, chuckling, fingers clenching Eddie's hair, leg still up on his shoulder. He's pressing kisses into a pillowy, marshmallow thigh.

They get back to their feet and get dressed again. Stevie's hands move self-consciously to the popped seams at her sides, arms crossed across her body, hugging herself to appear smaller. So Eddie grabs his leather jacket from his locker and places it over her shoulders, giving her more coverage. She smiles meekly, glad for it, pushing some of her hair behind her ear coquettishly, and he gives her a smiling kiss on the cheek before taking her home, where she invites him in to help her try on her other uniform dresses. So they can test their structural integrity, especially after a meal or two, you know...like at work...it's purely scientific reasons. idk this really got away from me, but I'm in love with it.

#misha speaks #chubby steve harrington #transfem steve harrington #chaser eddie munson #steddie #chubby kink #stranger things #diner au #🪱 anon