ββ BRUTAL β¦ complete joke
suggested tracks: brutal - olivia rodrigo. teen idle - marina. are you satisfied? - marina
As soon as Y/N turned on the Vlive, it was flooded with viewers. She shifted uncomfortably in her seat. Behind the setup sitting in front of her, out of cameraβs view, sat Apollo, Kio, Fae, and their managers, Yoo Sooha and Jeon Joshua. While Sooha scolded at her, her frown causing wrinkles to crease her skin, Joshua gave her a thumbs up with a reassuring smile. Inhaling deeply, she smiles, waving cutely at the camera.
βHi guys! Wow, thereβs so many of you already. I hope you're all doing well.β She glances behind the camera to see Kio holding up his phone with a message; Deny Deny Deny. βI know why youβre all here, and I have other things planned for this live, but I should address some things first.β
To be honest, Y/N didnβt actually know if she liked Hanni. She had meant to tweet it on her private account on a whim, just to see what it felt like saying. She didnβt even know her that well, as an idol or person. She was stunning, sure, but she didnβt even know her. She met her briefly and Hanni didnβt even say hi to her. What was worse was that her album would be coming out later that night, meaning promotions would start not long after. What was so bad about this is that with NEWJEANβS very recent debut, they would be sharing the idol stage for more than a few days.
βAs you know, there was a tweet released on the official account concerning romantic feelings for someone from another group, a girl group.β She glances up at Sooha, whoβs scold is prominent as ever. It reminds her of the face Jihyo from twice made once when they had gone to eat together. βI wanted to come here and say now that that tweet was a complete joke.β Fae makes a confused face, and Joshua follows, furrowing his eyebrows. Kio on the other hand gives her the thumbs up, urging her to continue.
βUh yeah. It was a little joke between the Sian members. It was originally going to be about Han Jisung, from Stray Kids,β (βPlease understand and forgive me Han.β) βBut then Kio said I should make it about Hanni instead. You see, the four of us kinda wanted to stir up a bit of trouble on Twitter, so we decided to make a little tweet about having feelings for someone.β Kio looks at her, offended, as if he d
βSee as how this kinda threw both Visis and Newjeans fans into a frenzy, I wanted to come on here and clarify that little thing. Nobody in Elysian is in a relationship whatsoever, currently or before. It was meant to be a funny harmless little joke, and I'm sorry about worrying you guys.β Finally, the deep frown on Soohaβs face disappears, and all thatβs left is a blank emotionless expression; Sooha was rather, well, unreadable. She was quiet and deadpan and kind of boring. She often clashed with Joshua, who was loud and hyper and exciting.
The pair often reminded Y/N of Akaashi and Bokuto from Haikyuu!, although the two rarely worked well together. Joshua was insistent on the four members to go out and be kids, do fun things without cameras following them. Sooha felt it was better for them to always wear their idols' personas, focusing on their choreography or their school, insistent that they do well and finish so they could focus on their careers. While Apollo somehow adored her, both Kio and Y/N had a differing opinion.
Sooha stood up, grabbing her stuff and heading for the door. Joshua grabbed his things, smiling and pushing a container of sushi he had brought for Y/N closer to them, smiling sheepishly, as if he was apologizing for Sooha, before running after her. She visibly relaxed once the both of them left, before looking at the camera, smiling. The comments were filled with words of support, love and excitement about the album. She grinned.
βAnyways, I came on here to talk a bit about my album, just writing it and what it's about.β
βΏ * π synopsis :: God, being a teenager is brutal. Of course, it's even more torture when you're in the spotlight; every move you make is documented and recorded to be used or held against you at a later date. And while most of the time it's justified, for seventeen year old idol Y/N L/N, it's a pain in the ass. especially when she ends up tweeting on the wrong account about her dumb little crush on newly debuted idol Hanni PhαΊ‘m. And of course it comes right around the time that theyre ready to drop her solo debut album, aligning with NEWJEANS's debut. God, it's brutal out here.
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κ : Λ Ϋ« β π mo's interlude :: AYYY WE BACKπ bro i love this fic so much im never gonna let it go i just needed a bit of a break thats all
κ : Λ Ϋ« β π taglists: brutal taglist. @coffeewon @myinzu @starzzns @sarcasmhadachild @luv4vernon @luvhyun3 @strwberrydinosaur @nomniki perm taglist. @jangwonie @bigtoewinwin
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HOW ARE YOU WHERE ARE YOU
IM BORED SAD MAD AND AT DIFFERENT DIMENSION OF ANGST
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love that looks like my mother making sure the sun doesnt get into my eyes
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ULTIMATE BETRAYAL
a vent letter about self doubt β¦ to the voices in my head and the little girl they used to be π
The abandonment was expected. The disapproval was anticipated. The lack of support was inevitable. I knew the day would come where I would allow my friends and family to be a part of my dreams and aspirations. I let my guard down for them and crumbled my walls to permit them full view of my sweetly passionate heart. All is now bitter. How I envisioned the day they would call me crazy or far fetched for having my head in the clouds was nothing like this. Those clouds were mine and mine alone and I should be allowed to dream. Now theyβve finally revealed their beaming hatred upon me and Iβve been left entirely alone. Though, I paid no mind. As I said, the abandonment was expected. I shrugged off their criticism in order to stay true to my soulβs great purpose for the artistry thatβs rooted in my being. βIβll show them all.β I would say. But sinking deeper into the shadows they casted upon me, itβs too dark to find those hopes any longer. The darkness is soaking me in its deafening silence and I fear itβs now swallowed me whole. Iβve been eaten alive by this monster they created and somehow itβs far more brutal than being eaten to death. At least then, I would have an excuse not to pursue these dreams of mine. Thereβs a part of me that wants to apologize to myself for even writing that last sentence out. βBut I thought we would show them all?β She weeps. Now blind and deaf by their poison, I too am contaminated by their doubt. Itβs a feeling far worse than any of their criticisms from before. I will repeat it once more. The disapproval was anticipated. I was left alone with nothing more than myself, but even then at least myself was still something. This sickness of my brain pains me greater than anybody else could, because at least it still had a shimmering hope within it. But this is the ultimate deception. I was the one to give myself unconditional support. And yet even I have faded away. I was the one to give myself the courage to continue. And now Iβve lost myself to my own personal doubts and fears. It couldnβt hurt more, because for a final time I shall say it, the lack of support was inevitable. But I never expected my own self to betray me. After all, it was her to have these dreams to begin with.
- I.F.L π
never stop dreaming, my love.
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Writing event open!
Mix and Match Mayhem :D
So, how it works is you select a number, select an emoji, select a character (can be canon or one of my aus), and send it in an ask! Same base rules apply, no smut, no character x character, and no staff simping
Numbers / Prompt starters
What if ___ gave you ___?
What if you gave ___ ___?
What is ___ with ___ like?
If you asked for ___ to give you ___, would he do it?
If ___ asked you for ___, would you give it to him?
What would ___ do for ___?
What makes ___ go ___?
What does ___ do during ___?
What would ___ do if you were ___?
What would you do if ___ was ___?
Emojis / Prompt additions
β€οΈ Affection
π₯Ί Trust
π Your life (could be in a dying context or staying with them forever context)
π Kisses
π A love letter
π§βπ€βπ§ Hugs/Snuggles
πββοΈ An apology
π Marriage/Wedding
π Playing tricks on him
π§Έ A gift
π Free space! Use the prompts however you like!
Characters
They can be from canon or any of the aus I write including the self aware au, shining wonderland, reverse au, and any of my Neige aus. I am kind of picky about who I choose to write about though. Can be romantic (as long as they aren't staff or Lilia), crushes, platonic, enemies, anything! Again, I will not hesitate to write horror, yandere, fluff, hurt/comfort, pretty much anything that doesn't involve smut. Characters getting brutally and graphically mangled beyond recognition and going insane onscreen? A okay. The diddle? Nah
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π for eritvita!!
Receive a love letter from my muse
My dearest Roland,
I hope this letter finds you well; or that it finds you at all. A deer came to the back of the house when I called for you and took the letter from my hands.
The weather is getting colder and I think of you. I think of warm blankets, hot cider, and curling up in front of the fireplace. I want to cook for you and listen to you sing while I fall asleep in your lap. I can't wait for Yule and Mabon and Samhain.
Summer has been brutal, but maybe fall will be kinder. Even if my magic needs to slumber, there will always be a fallow period. I will rest as the land does, and as long as you are with me, I will sleep soundly in your arms.
Yours,
Vailintin
@eritvita
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ββ BRUTAL β¦ sour no skip album
βΏ * π synopsis :: God, being a teenager is brutal. Of course, it's even more torture when you're in the spotlight; every move you make is documented and recorded to be used or held against you at a later date. And while most of the time it's justified, for seventeen year old idol Y/N L/N, it's a pain in the ass. especially when she ends up tweeting on the wrong account about her dumb little crush on newly debuted idol Hanni PhαΊ‘m. And of course it comes right around the time that theyre ready to drop her solo debut album, aligning with NEWJEANS's debut. God, it's brutal out here.
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κ : Λ Ϋ« β π mo's interlude :: chap two!! ignore the timestamps i keep forgetting to change itππ
κ : Λ Ϋ« β π taglists :: brutal taglist. @coffeewon @myinzu @starzzns @sarcasmhadachild @luv4vernon @luvhyun3 perm taglist. @jangwonie
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heyy dyk ctrlemis misery business? they made hcs for the gg could you do that same? πππππ
hi anon!! i actually do know artemis, we're good friends actually. and yes, of course i can
κ when they debuted they all had one bedroom together with two sets of bunk beds, but early jan 2022 they moved dorms, so now y/n and fae share and kiollo share
κ kio and y/n are big fans of markiplier and coryxkenshin
κ kio and fae know how to skate board
κ one episode of their show 'elysian up!' fae taught y/n how to figure skate(well, failed bc y/n sucks) and y/n taught fae how to do a setters dump
κ all of them are big fans of anime; apollo's fav movie is a silent voice, kio thinks sk8 the infinity is really good, fae loves komi can't communicate, and y/n loves bnha & haikyuu(very on the nose)
κ they go out to eat once a week on saturdays, and on sundays they have dinner with ateez (kq family bonding time)
κ everytime its time for a comeback, fae and y/n hid the scissors from the stylists (they dont want to lose kiollo's amazing hair length)
κ y/n is really close with jake from enhypen, mainly because they grew up in the same area of australia
κ kio and fae did a chairty stream where they played fnaf security breach
κ they once got on vlive and read their fanfiction for an hour (their manager wasnt with them once and they forget how to actπ /j)
κ they all trained together for a year and a half before debut and during that time fae had a very long pjo phase(love you fae, me too π«ΆπΎ)
κ they play just dance on mondays before lunch time
κ apollo learned how to braid so he could help fae and y/n and kio with their hair.
κ apollo and ningning dated for like three months before they decided to just be friends
κ fae cannot, without fail, open a candy packet. it will either not open completely or go everywhere
κ : Λ Ϋ« β π mo's interlude :: i hope this is what you meant anonnie!! thank you for requesting this, it was quite fun
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kio iβll def be your baba grill π *flirts* LMAO but fr too funny APOLLO I CAN ALSO BE YOUR TREE ANYDAY DUDE π forgot the name help π AND FAE I CAN BE YOUR BAE π€ͺπππ
HELP DO YOU MEAN DAPHNEπππ IM SICK HELP
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so random but the whole older brother little sis dynamic had me thinking abt yk how on variety shows they ask some kind of sexist/misogynistic type questions, would kiopollo intervene bc they treat girl guests weird sometimes esp the shyer easily flustered ones
they definitely would intervene immediately and put a stop to it right there. while kio is more brave and confident ("the audacity you must have to ask her that, like your ratings dont go down every other day.") apollo would be more professional and calm(?) about it, but very firm. ("i don't feel comfortable with you asking my member that, and i would appreciate it if we moved on.") then handle it the same way kio would backstage ("that's why your wife left you and you're balding you fuckin-")
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ARMY FAE WE STAN π€© whoβs their bias
she's ot7 but resonates alot more with jin,, if that makes sense??
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no but apolloβs tree sounds like one of those fansite type names π€©
"apollo's muse" "apollo's harp" "apollo's sun chariot"
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BRUTAL IS SO GOOD SO FAR ππ
thank you love!! im hoping i get inspo for it soon!!
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i wish you would write a fic where you finish brutal π₯²
im sorry mlππ im working on it, i may revamp the whole story i wont lie! or put it on an indefinite hiatus
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