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marxpopstar696o · 8 days

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1. No, i joined the IASU because of how immature and fucking oblivious all of you are. I could go on and on and on about how degenerate and disgusting this site is. If sketchers untied to you is high school, to me its kindergarten.

2. People wanted to help me? Im sorry but nobody wanted to help me. Cottoncandylover literally in fact has everything because of her "nice guy syndrome." Everyone loves her because she's "nice" when she's that of nothing but a retard. She posts nothing but cartoons for infants and everyone sees her as god. She had no intention to help me. She just wanted to look good, and besides. She would vent about the smallest thing. And EVERYONE comes to her side. I vent and i only get bottom of the barrel pity and nothing else. Nobody once has offered to DM me neither check on me ONCE. I have every right to decline false help. None of you ever cared about me. So stop pretending all of a sudden that you do, I did nothing but be nice for 4 and a half years on the damm site. I gave it my ALL. Yet im a problem. Meanwhile retards like Blue_. Cottoncandylover, literally do nothing and they get pampered and loved for absolutely no reason. Is it because they used to post everyday? Certainly thats a fact. Act chronically to please the chronically.

3. "You need to see the problem, the problem is you" What problem? You mean the one on how you're literally obsessed with me? If you hate me that much. Why make 5 posts about me? You're the one calling me a child meanwhile you just keep milking the goat. Like your some savior by doing this shit, putting out false info that i planned out the entire raid when it was just deliquents and all those SU hate accounts idea. I have been against the raid since they started posting about it. Yet since I'm involved. Everyone turnt around and put the blame all on ME. Yet don't pay attention to deliquents and how they're accusing EVERYONE (including me) of being a pedophile with no clear proof. But everyone ignores that. Nobody cares about that. Im the only problem. This is exactly what i mean onto why i joined the IASU, But honestly. The IASU is just as bad as the site they're against. I just joined them because we all have a mutual hatred. Only to realize most of them are literal idiots. Its fine though. Enjoy your 2 person raid Deliquents. I doubt you two will get anywhere with it.

Also im not in the country humans fandom. I absolutely despise that shit. That person was someone on an alt pretending to be me just to stir up problems for me (it worked so thank you)

4. "You just want to get peoples attention by being a sick bitch"

Never have i asked for attention once by what i do. In fact, why not reverse that on Deliquents? Who literally might and possibly be a troll?

Also,

You are unfortunately no different. You absolutely reek of hypocrisy.

Imagine wanting to be seen as a good person when you only post nothing but symmetry tool Adoptables. Have you tried drawing without that tool? Being lazy in art won't help you with improvement anytime soon. :3

And i don't actually like getting too much attention. Yes, I'll admit. I've kinda dug myself into a deeper hole by making a call-out post on Miyucure. Which can be seen as attention seeking behavior, but everything i have done was all on impulse, Which isn't good. No excuses here. But im trying to undo everything, I've made a post apologizing about this, as i made a horrible mistake. And i absolutely regret making that post. I wasn't thinking and i wish I should've earlier. Plus i ain't gonna leak her face. Everything i said was just half-assed threats.

And spoiler alert: She's honestly really pretty and im just jealous of it.

And also it is others being the problem, (and kinda myself but mostly everyone else making shit worst) Cottoncandylover is the whole reason why this happened. But the way they responded with things blew everything out of proportion. They made TWO posts about me.

Now i do not blame them for this, i just wish they reacted more civilized. If all of this was talked about in Private Dms, everything would've been alright

But no, instead you decide to post about how im a very big horrible person. Just for simply saying "no i don't want your help screw you." Because people like Cottoncandylover is what and why im jealous over. And WHY i wrote that vent, i was in a horrible time. Everyone knew and known because i DID make a post reaching for support. And the only person who actually dared to reach out and actually somewhat be for me was a MOD, 1 FUCKING MOD. Forgot their name but me and him actually struck a very great conversation together to distract me for awhile. I don't think he's a mod anymore but. Shout out to him, they're great.

And actually two other people did "contact" me too. You got @Just_OZZY who decided to be useless "and yes I can talk some time. Not right now tho sorry. I will be able to at some point." They by the way never contacted me at ALL. Afterwards.

It's been 10 months. I shit you not, where the fuck are you? And cottoncandylover. "btw ur not a horrible person! ur awesome and have a great taste in anime!"

Yeah yeah, thanks for only caring about that. Proves my point on how on SU im nothing but a content pumping machine, People only care about what my interests are and the art i make. Dare ever to act human. You're pathetic, this is why I've never seen Cotton as a friend. They only think im their friend because we have mutual interests, and thats all.

If somebody else made a post like i did. Their comments would've been flooded with nonstop support. But nope, im always left in the shit, suddenly now everyone pretends to care, when i needed that 10 months ago. Well sorry guys. Sorry I didn't post art that day,

I personally still believe i had a right to react the way i did. But i could've talked about it in a more civil matter, i apologize to whoever i offended. As i have gotten alot upset that day,

5. "We are not obsessed with you, you are obsessed with us. Telling us horrible things and to kill ourselves,🥺🥺😡😡😡😡😡"

When have i told you to kill yourself? The only person i have told to kys was Miyucure. It has nothing to do with you, And plus its clear that all of you are obsessed with me. You included. Rezzclown. You made 5 posts about me.

And also. Deliquents ain't my alt, so is the other 4-5 whatever number people in that group. They are all different people. It is very obvious as they type differently from i do. One literally ending most of their posts with a "~" which is gross and something I'll never do. If they where my alt. I would've said so by now.

(ALSO BTW: not saying you can't hate me, im completely fine with that, just WHY post about me thousands of times?)

And also a big fuck you to, @ST4TICHEAD @Wonderless (the 11 year old who claims to have called the police on me which i doubt) and @Arcade , You guys hate me? Yet still post about me? That's honestly really sad. Now i don't like people like Blue_ , But did i ever post about them ONCE? Ask that to yourself, please i dare you.

actually nvm a bigger massive fuck you to @ST4TICHEAD, @ST4TICHEAD would literally give me death threats. Then go and cry when i reverse them back onto her. Again, i have only given death threats to ONE person. I regret saying that shit. But does it make you any better to reverse them back onto me? No, you're just extremely fucking childish. Makes sense because you like Hazbin Hotel. You post about your stupid Piggy Plushies. You are a LITERAL child. 13 or 11 at most.

"Huge Womp Womp. Keep whining like a little piss baby. What do you have worse? Daddy and mommy neglect you because of how bad of a person you are? Tbh, I respect your parents for hating you if so.

You already told people to kill themselves, so do us and you a favor and kill yourself. Please."

Funnily the mods ain't gonna do shit about what you said because all hate towards me is vaild unless it involves someone else. Y'know deliquent's account didn't get banned until they started harassing other people. Yet them shitting on my vent, literally falls under the hate speech rule they had. Was completely vaild to leave up. They took everything else down, but not the one targeted towards me.

"BUYTTT MARX WHY DID YOU BECOME AILES WITH DELIQUENTS EVEN THOUGH THEY DID THAT 2 YOUUU" Because there's literally nobody that hates sketchers untied as much as they do. However it doesn't mean i like them fully. I see them as ailes. But not my friend, neither do i ever want to engage in whatever bullshit they do. I don't condone their actions in ANY SHAPE OR FORM AT ALL, neither will defend them.

And by the way, The mod in question was Bench. Fuck you Bench. You've done nothing but silence me for a month straight. I dare speak about how BAD this platform is including you mods. It's "hate speech" but then you left up hate speech towards me up. And you by the way leave Israel Supporters on your site completely punishment free, yet im not allowed back? For what? All because i declined Cottoncandylovers help (well i kinda went too far but in my opinion it was blown out of proportion by both sides) and then had her whiteknights come villanize me? People supporting genocide and me snapping at someone are two different things. One is worst than the other. Yet you rather blame it on Mr Sketch and make up an excuse, "o-o-only mr sketch can decide if they can be banned.." 🥺🥺🥺

You are a mod. Use your fucking role. Everyone on the site is WELL AWARE that Carl does NOTHING. You dare call yourself a Palestine supporter while you yourself leaves up those who are condoning Genocide. You're a horrible mod. And a hypocritical one at most Bench. I hope you lose your status.

I got off track but oh well,

6. I was at my fucking limit at how unjustifiable this shit is. All of you making up false information about me. Then when i speak the truth NOBODY believes me. Because they rather instead talk massive shit to enlarge their massive egos. And not actually believe the truth, ive said it a thousand times im not involved with the raid. Neither it was my idea to create one. I stood out of it the most i could. Because I wasn't interested in doing such juvenile tasks and whatever.

Maybe if i was 13, i was on. I'd help in a heartbeat. But im 16, i feel im too old to do shit like that. And Gore? Really? I absolutely wonder where the fuck a person like deliquents can find Gore of all things without getting scared or running to their mommy for comfort.

EITHER way. Deliquents this deliquents that. I promise all of you they ain't getting far with it. The moment those two or whoever else is joining starts up their shit, The mods will ban them all and everyone is okay. No more problem. Raid go bye-bye.

Its just another case of Sketchers Untied overreacting over small things. There was more panic over this than anything else.

Dear god. They said more shit, first off. What "mature" people? You mean a bunch of 13 and 10 year old Hazbin Hotel/Warriors fans? Yeahhh alright. These "mature" people may think they're mature for saying such mean widdle things against the big bad for the week🥺🥺 Ouhhh so brave and so strong!!!

When really alot forget that a quirk of mature people is that they don't even think they're mature. Neither call themselves one. Just say you're immature. Its okay, I won't be mad.. 🥺 Everyone else on SU will relate if you go and vent about it anyways. (tldr: calling yourself mature is actually immature, there's tons of articles about this)

2: Again like i said. I ain't participating in the raid. It's pathetic and on amnio level of childish delinquency (bad dum tiss) Also who said i didn't have friends? I know for a fact that's a lie. I have a whole entire server with my friends in it. I am LITERALLY dating one of my old childhood friends, we where both 12 when we met and currently very happy with eachother. I have contact with many from my old Sony Sketch days too. People I've been friends with since i was freaking 9 for fucks sake. So who are you to say i don't have any friends? It's funny. Because i know for a fact i have.

I even have friends in real life. 😱 What a shocker!! People actually like me!!!

3. Its so funny how "stupid child" is repeated in this post multiple times. Is that the only counter argument you can make? Did your mommy or daddy say that to you when you were younger...🥺 So now you go and project that word on others... Ouhhh, you poor poor thing... 😭😭

And i know what inspiration is, alot of my art is inspired from someone and something, but i failed to understand Miyucure's case in this. It was unjustifiable. And the design was purely inspiration. I apologize as i failed to understand this. I made a mistake.

4. "I don't care about the raid" makes 5 posts about it. then goes and talks shit on my profile.

5. "I care about people who are bringing problems to people who need support." What about me? I needed support for MONTHS. None of YOU gave a shit to give it until now.

6. "you have a mental problem, but you don't want help because you are selfish." Wow guys, cannot believe we live in a society where therapy is accessible and everyone's parents accepts it as normal healthcare. 😶

I am fully aware that i need help, i WANT to get help. But i have old fashioned parents who are against it 🤪 I do wish i lived in your views of the world.

But anyways, I'm out. I am here to debunk shit freely so feel free to contact me.

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jade-of-mourning · 9 months

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"what a shitbagning brotherband" - erak starfucker 645 C.E.

and i was like oh yeah, i've gotta focus on my schoolwork, i'm not gonna procrastinate anymore, and i put this dumb shit off for all of two(?) mildly miserable days and oh fuck i have a test tomorrow. im coping shut up

i based this off of this lovely fabulous insanely Tasty art from this super cool brotherband instagram-er that i stumbled upon so the words are mixed from flonkerton and the op. all credit to op i literally had that tab open staring at it trying to suck their artistic talent into my soul.

i did a lydia atlatl doodle to make up for this i miss her

don't question what ulf and wulf are doing in the background i geniunely don't know and i cant'd raw people interacting???? why are they the only part of this drawing i actually despise but was too lazy to redraw <;/3

sorry bout the incredibly low quality here's full res

oh also here's the atlatl lydia doodle i might clean it up and post it later idk

i've become such a tumblr artist courtesy of these mad brainrots that i don't think i can draw anything properly ever again uh

also sorry to those rotting in my inbox i love you guys and it's on the way i swear after i finish this test and that lit book and that other test and ah fuck seven assignments and textbook chapter and uh </3

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dailyranchers · 2 months

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Hello every nyan,

This is the Daily Rancher blog, here is where I post rancher art everyday (hoping)

I will mostly draw simple drawings like doodles (sometimes traditional art too but hopefully just digital!) doodles, shitpost, memes screenshots likes almost everything!

Feel free to send me any requests you want for ranchers!

You can also ask for specific shitposts that you think suits them well, you are all free to just send memes for me to draw as the silly guys, or Outfits and costumes UGHAA ANYTHING REALLY !!!!

and if you have any questions and want me to say something about for example my hcs for ranchers then don't be afraid to send a ask in my inbox on my main blog !!

even if dont answer all your asks, remember I appreciate you all for giving so much support <3

Even though I want all art to appear platonic so most people can enjoy it, I will sometimes draw them in a romantic way, as I love them as a ship too. I will tag it properly though as trafficshipping and with their ship name solidaritek!!!

My main blog is: @XattenQ

And I use any Pronouns!!! ( any means any I rn I don't prefer any of them :P)

Main tag: #daily ranchers

I wont tag replies to asks cause I'm very lazy

i will use a day count by putting it at the top like for example:

[ 34 ]

Im not very experienced on tumblr as I escaped from prison and now need a new home to live in

I'm a minor and won't draw anything weird and shit so please don't send me weird stuff in my inbox , just be a descent human <3

, and I won't draw anything gory, or very heavy mechanical like robots and stuff. I'm also not a fan of backgrounds or difficult time consuming backgrounds

I will insert my own lil hc of these two, like for example cheetah tango and golden retriever Jimmy as I find cat and dog dynamics very cute and it just fits <3

#daily ranchers

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madstronaut · 2 months

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The gif system in this post, regarding the feudal alignments within fandom?

Every member of a given fandom identifies with at least 1 of the 10 gifs listed.

The meaning of each gif is subject to interpretation to some degree.

My reblog was meant to be funny, but the more I look at the thread the more surprised I am at the amount of truth I see in it. Tumblr is a strange and beautiful place.

for you @deadbranch my chrome queen

I have prepared to flex my worthless and expensive af haha jk or am i dual anthropology and [redacted] degrees to conduct a completely subjective, PhD-level ethnographic study of branchy's gifset curation, please observe:

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Exhibit A: writers and their sixth sense when they intuit me, refreshing and revisiting their blog daily to check for updates to that one-shot/fic/novel/12-part-apocalypse-opera (not even joking about that last one).

alternately, those weird fuckers who send in creepy boundary-crossing anon asks. i love to hate them but they're kind of an essential part of tumblr

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Exhibit B: im convinced some blogs out there have excel spreadsheet JIRA queuebot steampunkesque contraptions running their shit because i have no idea how they make (and KEEP TO) regularly scheduled high quality posts??? a schedule??? on this HELLSITE? tumblr i love you i dont mean that on mondays

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Exhibit C: antis. no further comments.

i freely block antiblogs and and any that are brimming with negativity/hate

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Exhibit D: me, fanfic, and ao3, most days. no further comments

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Exhibit E: me, my imagination, and my fictional harem of blorbos, most nights. no further comments as well.

Also basically 98% of tumblr as is widely known

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Exhibit F: the caption speaks for itself. on tumblr exist still many bubbles of thought, ideology, poiesis, and praxis that go on as if impenetrable and untouched by a well-known phenomenon called Reality (also known as IRL, going outside, touching grass, etc.)

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Exhibit G: hot people who post random face reveals. STOP TITILLATING ME (yes, I had to google how to properly spell titillating)

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Exhibit H: the elder blogs. they post softly but carry big stick. they are the unspoken glue of their fandom communities. their fic/art/headcanon/etc. posts spawn a thousand more. thou shalt not speak a bad word against them. and yes, many of them are POC, so this gif pulls double duty, well chosen branchy my queen. and fuck i wish i could pull off hoops that big, anyway i digress

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Exhibit I: smut writers. they are brazen. they are shameless. they are worshipped and adored. this is the aftermath of their posting after causing tens of thousands of simultaneous la petite morts as the french say (is it la or le idfk and im too lazy/sleepy to google it rn). absolute fucking bloodbath

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Exhibit J: people who post their personal/professional/something-nal drama and air it out by tagging the larger fandom tags they're in, drawing in completely uninvolved (and often uninformed) people and getting these randos to do their dirty work for them

alternately, people who have zero interest or affiliation with said fandoms and their drama but gleefully follow along using the tags (nooooo i havent done that stop looking at me)

I would like add one more if you don't mind:

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Exhibit K: cozy, safe, well-curated, moderated, well-established boundaried corners of fandom and generally lovely spaces like yours <3 and many of my other moots' blogs as well

also, catblogs

#madstrothought #deadbranch #anthropology 101 #we gettin margaret mead up in this bitch #anthrobitches unite #ironically the apocalypse opera fic is a mad max fury road fic so all roads lead to rome i guess #also why is there a message tab and an inbox tab why are they not the same and i am too tired and millenial to learn the diff

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just-some-random-blogger · 10 months

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The Science Teacher & The Skeptic

Joel Miller x Science Teacher!Reader

Summary: "who cares about space when there's a fuckin apocalypse going on"

Word Count: 1k+

Warnings: crackfic, fem!reader, headcanons, joel 'im a contractor 🤠' miller, fluff, typos, etc.

A/N: ok this is borne of out me geeking about about the film 'the beautician and the beast' to @sloanexx and she's actually the author im just ghost writing it so if you wanna p2 you're gonna have to take it with her. dont shoot the messenger im blue just for consistency HAHAHH in this Tagging: @multifandom-fangirl4 @pinksirensong @aralezinspace

she can be a teacher at the qz

HOLY SHIT

he meets her bc she teaches ellie ✌🏻

OMG

!!!!!! STOP IM GETTING EXCITED FOR IT NOW

[post chat me] THIS RAT FINNA TALK TO ME ABOUT A FIC SHES EXCITED ABOUT AND NOT WRITE IT COS SHES 'NOT A WRITER' BROS ALREADY A WRITER JUST BASED ON THAT

joel never went to college so he thinks she's like super cool for

knowing shit about space and stuff

but at the start he lowkey hates her bc he thinks she's a snob maybe???

idk

GIRLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

GRILL

i do have saur many ideas-

[post chat me] YA DONT FUCKIN SAY 😪🙄🙄🙄

-for this tho like ellie loves her and comes home like

this teacher is so cool she knows so much abt space and stuff

bestie please write it

[post chat me] oh you sweet summer child shes not going to

and joels like who the fuck is this lady

BESTIE IM BEGGING

who cares about space when there's a fuckin apocalypse going on

joel is like you know what a real lesson is?

how to shoot a gun.

how to dress a wound.

not fucking stars and planets

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

BESTIE DO IT PLEASE

and ellie's like k cool wtv im going to school now

DO IT PLEASE PLEASE I BEG OF YOU

AND THEN THEY MEET BC JOEL GETS MAD AT ONE OF HER HOMEWORK HAHAHAHAHAHAH

he sees her drawing constellations and he's like this is fucking bullshit

THE WAY I GASPED

im gonna talk to ur teacher bc this isn't survival

BESTIE YOURE ALREADY WRITING IT SO PLEASE DO IT FOR ME

NO I CANT

[post chat me] 🙄🙄🙄🙄

ok so he confronts her in school right

OMG AND THEN

and he's like i wanna talk to the teacher who gave this homework

spicy

[post chat me] honestly hes such a karen for that ????

and they meet and he's like

this isn't survival skills there's an apocalypse going on and u have her drawing stars like a 5 year old???

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

and she's like u fockin wot m8????

>😀

there wouldn't be an earth if there weren't any planets!!!!

how else would we know how oxygen is formed and how the tides turn to get water!!!!

you big dodo bird

survival isn't all guns and shooting bc if that's all it was the rest of the world would be alive rn!!!!

and he's like oh fok me she fights back

>😞

omg he creamed his pants

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

and he runs home with his tail between he's legs

and he opens one of ellie's space books

and he's like this shit cool

joel wrong sexy teacher right

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

YOU HAVE TO WRITE THIS PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

im having so much fun just telling u

im smiling at my phone like an idiot

[post chat me] well you are an idiot 🤬🤬🤬

TELL ME MORE ABOUT THE FIC AND ILL COMPILE IT FOR YOU YOU LAZY BABY

HAHAHSJSHSHSHSH

what else is there to know

hmmm

he spends the night reading the space book and the next day he asks ellie like

umm hey can u teach me more about this space shit

OMG

and she's like no old man you wanna know more you go ask my teacher

ahHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

IM SCREAMIN

and he's like .... i don't wanna bc im embarrassed but i also rly wanna know abt how the earth goes around the sun? bc that's cool

WHAT IF THIS WAS MY LAST STRAW

>😭😭😭😭

[post chat me] this modern day man doesnt know shit about the sun that so embarazzing are you not embarazzed the american school system has failed him so hard 💀💀💀💀💀

and he goes to the school and he waits for all the kids to leave bc he's embarrassed and he's like

so... the planets. they all turn around and shit? that's how we get night and day

and she's like yuh m8

KEEP GOING IM CRYING

and he's like um could you tell me more...

HES SO LOVELY

and she's like ok how about you come meet me for an hour every week after my class on wednesday

and he fucking treats that like church

waiT WAIT OMG

SHES LIKE

want to attend my class <3

we'd love to have you

SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UPPP

DONT TELL ME HE SITS IN CLASS WITH THE KIDDOS

and ALL THE KIDS ARE LIKE HEY MR MILLER

HE WOULD NEVER HED SHOOT HIMSELF FIRST I THINK

THEN THEY SHOW HIM THE MACARONI STARS

[post chat me] there are two types of writers AHAHAHH

OK WAIT

MAYBE

NAURRRRRR

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

he lurks outside to listen and learn but

she catches him and is like um???

do u just want me to teach u bc all u had to do was ask

AWWWWWW

THEN HES LIKE IM A CONTRACTOR I CAN MAKE A WAYY BETTER SOLAR SYSTEM

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

u didn't have to like.. sit outside the class just to learn

>😭😭😭

FRRRR JUST TAKE A SEAT

he uses all his tools to make the best goddamn solar system

OMG HE FUCKING REDOES THE CLASSROOM AND MAKES IT SPACEY AND SHIT

and he shows it to her at their weekly session all proud

and she gives him a gold star sticker

places it on his jacket

DEAD

HE NEVER TAKES IT OFF

NEVER WASHES THE JACKET

ew stinky

HAHHAHHAH I LOVE IT

he preserves it

>😔

bc he doesn't want it to get ripped off

when he uses it our

*out

HAHAAH WHAT IF SHES LIKES *pinches nose* joel? is- is your washing machine broken 💔💔💔💔

HAHAHHAHAH

STOP

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

NOOOOOO

he'll shoot himself right there and then

AND THEN HE NEVER COMES BACK

HELLPPPP

walk to a clicker and beg it to bite

EW [HE] WOULDDDD

IM CRYINGGGGGGGG

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ELLIES LIKE HAHAHAHAH

if i was writing it i'd stop it at him doing up the classroom like u said

like some time after their weekly sessions he does that

and she's like

i think i like this dumb old man

OMG AND THEN

you cant stop thereeeeeeeeeee

BUT ITS PERFECT

LKASJHFKJASASF OK OK

Fin

[post chat me] ok ok bonus cos she still went on 🙄🙄🙄🙄`

it's the intrigue that makes it nice

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

p2 where joel comes for show and tell HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

ahhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

THE SOUND THAT LEFT MY MOUTH

AND HES LIKE SO PROUD FOR BEATING 12 YEAR OLDS PLEASEEE ✋✋✋

IM A CONTRACTOR 🤠🤠🤠🤠

he fucking hates it and is miserable at first the whole time

but then he sees her supporting him so earnestly and then he's like oh shir i like it im gonna send these 12 year olds into the ground

make them eat dust

hELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

NAURRRRRRRRR

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thelunarsystemwrites · 6 days

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Looooong ass vent

TW for: Self hate. Lots of swearing. Use of not nice words. Eating disorders, purging, self harm, suicide, rants, venting, tons of triggers, dissociation, lying, all caps, me whining, me being a bitch, mistreatment, body shaming, hateful stuff, mental illness, all that- like seriously this has more TWs than I can think of. .

I'm a jealous person. I'm sorry, it's true. I'm jealous when other people have art that gets 40, 50, more notes. I get jealous when my friends have better friends than I ever could be. I get jealous of song writers because damnit please I want to make music. I get jealous of others art,voices, bodies. I get so jealous I get mad at nothing over nothing. I get jealous at others art styles, at other success, i get jealous at my own FRIENDS wow I'm awful

I'm selfish. I'm greedy because I can't just- be fucking happy with what i do have. I can't be patient to get better at drawing, better at recording my voice, more freedom. I am never satisfied, I'm a fucking whore for any sort of love and attention and likes and reblogs. You hear me? I'm, a, whore.

And I'm fucking awful because I can't take criticism for shit, I get so fucking unhappy at it and I lie and I say I'm happy to receive it. I lie all the time like this, I'm a dishonest whore, that's worse than a normal whore! I get so bent out of shape!

And I want to make it big in the Tumblr community BUT FUCK IT BECAUSE I NEVER FOCUS ON ONE THING

M so impatient

And when I talk to my friends I-

I forget all that. I calm down, I feel... wanted.

But I'm burdening them. I'm burdening them I'm burdening them I'm I'm fucking selfish and horrible because they give and give and give and I take like a needy selfish greedy whore.

AND I DON'T SHUT UP, I'm sorry I'm sorry I never shut up

...I'm... awful. And... I shouldn't keep posting shit like this, because nobody should have to read my rambling and shit and I'm overreacting and I want to die and

Im useless irl BTW. I've been nothing but a stupid moody bitch the past two weeks, I stay up all night doing nothing and wake up at 5 pm like a useless piece of human shit that should burn in the garbage

I keep forgetting who I am, who is talking too

Im sooooooooo uselessssssssssss

Its fucking because I think my family would be happier if I didn't exist. Because that'd be one less stupid moody bitch that can't do anything and hides in their room all day that they have to deal with

Im lazy I get apathetic I have no motivation to do anything and I don't cry at sad movies like a broken robot and everything about me is wrong

And my father wanted a daughter so fucking badly, but I'm not a girl I'm nothing and he'd be so mad if I ever told him

And BTW I'm literally awful like I've run out of things I'm a jealous whore

M a whore because all tye time I think of stupid sexual stuff and then I feel disgusted I'm disgusting I barely take showers

I'm pathetic btw I never finish anything I start I have so many half assed AUs and drafts and fanfics and art and chores and needs and shit

and I sit in my room all day and play on my phone like a fucking loser. Im also really stupid btw, I don't know half the shit I'm supposed too and I can't spell shit or know history AND I HAVE THE ABILITY TO LEARN BUT IM SUCH A STUPID FUCKING BITCH I NEVER DO ANYTHING

I'm also a hypocrite because I get so snappy and shit with my siblings when they do nothing wrong except be annoying or something but when I feel justified I shouldn't because I'm still a shitty person

I barely reach out to my friends unless they text first, I'm a horrible friend that never listens I'm sorry I'm sorry I never meant to abandon anyone

And I can't take blame or accountability I'm sorry I am shit why do I keep trying to hide behind myself??

Its past 6 am,people are statving and in here venting like a bitch

I never shut up

I Bother people

i sleep in and I'm moody and I demand attention like a whore whose demanding love idfk

I never know anything, I'm rude as hell

Im sorry

and I'm protective over shit nobody cares about, I'm so damn defensive

Im sorry I'm not doing better I'm sorry I'm not improving myself. I'm so mad at myself I have so much anger at myself I direct it at innocent people I'm sorry

I HAVE NO EXCUSES, IM SO FUCKING SELF AWARE OF THIS BUT I KEEP DOING IT KM SO DAMN FHCKONG DUM IM LUTERALLY COUNTING HOW MANY WORDS OF SELF HSTE

Its justified BTW, i deserve hate

I feel like I'm lying abt being a system and artistic and depressed and anxiety like what I'd I just suddenly decided I had them?? I swear I promise I'm not faking I'm not I don't want to lie I want to be good I never meant to hurt anyone BUT I FEEL LIKE IM A FAKING BITCH

I binge food and throw it up, I hide food like a greedy pig just to purge I take others food because I'm so gluttonous and I LIE about it

and I vent and vent and vent and... and I still hate myself

I'm so fucking manipulative because anytime I talk I CSNT STOP IMSGING HOW THE CONVERSATION WILL GO, I CANT STOP TRYONG TO FUCKING GET MY WAY IRL, AHHGHGBTIDDHDH I ALEATS ACT LIKE I KNOW EVERYTHING WHEN I DONT and I purposefully annoy my siblings so they leave thr kitchen so I can binge like a fat pig, I'm a hypocrite too in every aspect. I'm toxic ok im awful

I s/h and then i forget about it so its not even a problem but I whine like it is and I want to do it so badly rn I wanna go deep

AND I RUINED MYSELF WITH UGLY SCATS they're so ugly like me inside and out

And I wanna cry and

and I'm so awful because like I get so... idk, I am. I've done shifty things, I'm a shit person. I act sweet than a condescending little bitch

and sometimes the smallest things set me off

Im jealous of everyone else

Hell I'm fucking jealous of people I've never met, I want so much so badly I'm so greedy and lustful for it and selfish

In... conclusion? The world, would, be, better, without, me

I'm useless, lazy, stupid, jealous, slutty, angry, sad, pitiful, pathetic, fat looking, no good child, moody, stereotypical, ugly, hateful, chatter box, greedy, selfish. Gluttonous, messy, dirty. I'm all the bad stuff

Dont lie, these are facts. I have so much awful in me, the world wpuld be better off without me

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sallufix · 1 year

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LUCROW PIRATE AU MASTERPOST!

The Lucrow Pirate AU is... Well... LuCrow! But... Pirates. Yeah. The black ravens are there too. ANYWAYS, ONTO THE POST!

This AU will be Medieval + Steampunk themed!! So steampunk pirates! Yipee!!

Some characters will either be other pirates, or sea creatures. (Not decided yet, but im sure i can make both work)

The au will be focused on LuCrow and the black ravens, but ill try to fit as msny characters and arcs as possible!

These are the designs as of Chapter 1!

Many locations will be varied, but they will always have something steampunk related cause im a nerd and i love steampunk ok shut up thank you

The ship will never change in the chapters i think because im too lazy to alter the design uhm. Do you think im a designer. Look at this. What the fuck is this. WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE RANDOM GEARS AND CLOCKS IS THIS ALL I VIEW OF STEAMPUNK WHAT

So yes thats all. What. I was expecting more. No genuinely. I made like 5 drawings and more for this is this even a masterpost at this point

I SWEAR I FORGOT 10 THINGS I WAS SUPPOSED TO SAY HERE...

Im so sorry you guys please send asks my way if you have any questions im such a dumbass i cant remember shit

Anyways here's the fic where ill probably post more chapters of?? Probably?? No promises??

CHAPTER 1 SPOILERZZ!!

Hehe. I was so lazy. Oh my god. This looked horrible. Whatever. You don't know how much ive postponed posting this it is currently 1 am i shouldve been asleep at 11 pm holy shit no no no no

WHATEVER. GAY PEOPLE. BOOM ANYTHING FOR GAY PEOPLE. TAKE MY SLEEP SCHEDULE. MY ANYTHING. LOOK AT THEM. ROTATES THEM.

Anyways ooOOooOH pirate luke?! At the. At the end of the fic!? Wowie!! Anyways goodnight im gonna wake up and realize everything has dissolved into salt thank you

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machathecat · 19 days

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OK NO ONE CARES ABOUT THIS BUT IM FINALLY GOING TO RAMBLE ABOUT MY OCS SUJSJQJQBA

Warning this is going to be chaotic as fuck

First the characters themselves

((all lineart made with this picrew, I only colored it. Also ofc they got clothes in canon but I'm too lazy to edit it so y'all r gonna have to wait till I finally get the fucking energy to draw them))

Here's Moia! He/they, 15 at the start of the story, transmasc n asexual. He's pretty far from having a good life, they're father is an asshole, they got no friends at school, his life is shit and he's very probably depressed. Only thing really keeping him going is their best friend Eden (he/she/it, white bunny with a bunch of brown splotches) one day he was walking to school and got hit with a car n got send to a liminal space world (call me cringe if you want idgaf) called the Ethereal Plane, he met a friend there and he's living a life 100x better than on earth. They miss their best friend tho

And speaking of his new friend here's Richard! 40/45 year old, he's been stuck in the Ethereal Plane since MAAANY YEARS and lost track of time, He/him, bisexual. (Also he's supposed to be way more chubby than in the pic but I didn't though of editing it at first rip) He got cool grandpa vibes n is basically a father figure to Moia. He knows a lot about the place and guide them through the weird lands n shit. They're a cool duo

So a bit more about the Ethereal Plane itself, it's literally just those aesthetic liminal spaces pictures

That basically

It doesn't really make sense how a place lead to another, you could open the emergency door of a market and find yourself in the middle of a never ending grassland. Sometimes you walk in a open space, zone out and when you go back to reality your in a completely different place (note that if someone fully conscious of their environment is watching you, you can't get teleported while daydreaming n shit)

A very phew creatures live there, some species from earth managed to noclip to this world a few years ago and have evolved to survive in some parts of it. For example, you can find two headed bunny pretty much everywhere. Some creature are dangerous, but they live in very specific part of the Ethereal Plane , generally in packs.

This world had a permanent feeling of peace, it's hard to describe but you know that emotion when you see a liminal space pic that hit you hard and you just feel calm for a second like if nothing else mattered? That's this feeling but constantly. It's pretty pleading actually

I don't really wanna spoil much about the plot, y'all just gonna have to wait till I post a drawing here and there until you can fullfil every pieces of the puzzle in 2/3 years ig lmao. Just know if it was a tv show, the first ep would show how crappy Moia life is, the second the first day he spend in the Plane, rest of the first season just him n Richard having cool adventures there without much plot just 95 showing characters personality and shit. It would have a season 2 that I think would be the last but I'm not done thinking about every details yet for that sooo y'all gonna have to wait and see

ALSO SORRY FOR PUTTING THIS AT THE END LMFAO BUT the name of whatever this is is "a cat who got lost in the backrooms" (technically a reference to a childhood book but I doubt anyone will get it rip)

Ok now have fun hearing me only talking about those random guys I made in my head for either the next few hours or next few months idfk byeee

#OCS #My oc #My OCS #ocverse #A cat who got lost in the backrooms #Yes I am making a tag for this shit frack off

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kindness-and-friends · 1 month

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//Heya. Mod here. I have good news and bad news

Good news is I'll be pretty blunt with the lore on the souls and stuff! Ask a question about it and I'll probably answer it

Bad news is this blog will be on hiatus :( ill finish the rps tho dw

To put it simply, drama and other projects I need to work on

To put it not simply (This shit is gonna be like a whole essay. Also i didnt proofread it cuz am lazy)

Reason 1: Drama- I honestly don't know what to feel. I started this blog thinking that i can interact with all the underblogs, whatever side they may be on. I kinda wanted this blog to be neutral because I was kinda inspired by underblog💛's. I enjoyed blogs like integrityvictim and such, and followed them (i went feral in some of the reblogs lol) completely aware they were against @/thehumanofjustice. Because I wanted this blog to be enjoyed and disliked by both sides. I wanted this blog to interact with both sides.

It started with incorrect pronouns. Then our small group of underblogs had a vote I wasn't involved in nor knew anything about and out of nowhere human is the 'leader' of the underblogverse. I never liked that idea and I expressed my feelings about it before. Luckily more people can join, but nobody has. I do like the concept of @/underblogmanagement, it's a way for people to interact with others and develop their blogs. But its too early. If anything it shouldn't be called that, it shouldn't have been introduced the way it was, and it shouldn't be made now. If we want to make something like this we have to make it bigger and have every single fucking underblog lend a hand.

I wanted to stop when I got the death threats. I thought that maybe, just maybe, it was a fan of the underblogs trolling, and it wasn't actual underblogs hating me. I still think it is. I also wanted to stop when the shipping got too bad. I didn't want this to be like @/undertaleolive that was known as nothing more than being Clover's 'girlfriend'. I don't get as much asks as I used to, and I know the lot of them are from thehumanofjustice or deputyclover (im not dumb.) The only time this blog can be serious is when I make it serious. I chose to let the anons kill Willow so it could be serious. I chose to let Clover kill Willow so it could be serious. I chose to give Willow those hallucinations and give Xeon a concussion so for once this blog wouldn't just be meme asks and roleplays with close friends of mine. I feel limited.

I think underblogmanagement is dumb. I think this rivalry is dumb. I think this blog is dumb. I think the creation of a whole new tag is dumb. I think the fact that only a portion of human's friends and followers is what makes up my follower count is dumb.

I wanted to be an underblog💛 with a story, not whatever the fuck I am now

Reason 2: Other projects - I'm giving the majority of my focus and motivation on this blog. Any motivation and creativity I have for art and writing gets thrown into here with no recognition. I have other things I need to place my focus on. As @/infinitrix, may know, I haven't updated my askblog in 2 months. Instead of drawing art for that blog, I'm drawing art for this one (only to get like 2 notes). Instead of writing dialogue and lore for that one, I'm writing it for this. If the only people who'll actually see what I post are my friends, I think this blog is nothing more than a waste of motivation. I need to focus on other things, and always worrying whether I have rps to finish or art to make isn't helping at all. The majority of art requests on my main are about this blog, too, and I want to work on art that isn't related to this. The only blogs whose lore I enjoy and would like to know more of are Whisper's, Winnie's, and maybe more that i don't interact with. I do think that if there's only a few people really trying to make their blog interesting while the rest is just shits and giggles, it's useless. I put together lore and relationships and art, and it hardly gets any notes. I can say the same for @/apatientwind who makes amazing art that doesn't get notes, and @/whisper-the-human (im eating your writing style ourgh. Keep up the good work :3). And yeah. Im giving up

I'll finish the last two rps I'm in and then leave. Don't try to start any new ones, I wanna make this quick

So I will finish what's unfinished, and possibly this will become a blog to ask about the lore. Maybe one day, when I figure everything out and have more motivation, I'll get back to this. But that won't be soon.

Ill be active on @goldeneclipsee if there are actually fans out there that arent my friends and moots.

Bye.

#long post #I'm staring at this like. 'Did I really do this? Is this finally the end?'#I'm scared for when human sees this doe

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emotiandon · 2 months

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OC x Canon week: Day 5 (I'm nearly done......) @theocxcanonweek

Prompt: Getting in trouble, Drayton x Enyo (Pokemon)

Dialogue: “Come closer.....” Clanne x Chanel (FE engage)

Fashion: Techwear, Tim Drake x Vinh (DC, batman)

fgdbyhasjiokjhv I saw the prompt and knew this was a Enyton. Inspired by this post by @flauschwurm (I love that post jbfashb) . Drayton was obviously Ken, he skips class he's lazy he's silly I felt like it worked. And Enyo was obviously Barbie as she's the grounded and serious one in the dynamic as she's often picking up the slack for others (mainly her father Cyrano and Drayton) Her hair gave me trouble, as I kept changing her hair, though I wanted her hair pinned up to show she means business. So I went with braided hair (idk how to describe shit) and made it gren because...........Uhhhhh i don't want to make her hair gray like her dad's. I hated drawing the logo on his jacket and his hair was so hard fjhbdfajhjjnsh yeah I messed up with the angle for his head.... shhhh overall I love this piece 9/10 classes skipped

Day 5 just had good art what the actual fuck. I had a vision and I think I achieved that so I don't have any complaints. I wanted the colours to contrast with each other though my one complaint was that I kinda wished I spent more time on each drawings. The piece with the fire was an old drawing I did for an unfinished drawing for the colour wheel challenge last year I never finished- and I added that because I was lazy tho I feel like it ruined the piece 8.5/10 pickles

GVYUYHIJOKIJHBGVFVGBHNJ Tim and Vinh Im sorry they had the quick doodle. Tim's pose I used one from pinterest so thats why it looks nice. BUt Vinh.....I hated her posing, and her current pose is okay ig. I wanted to show off her cool metal robotic arms but it looked awkard so I opted for her to be a hologram because bby is dying from some illness. Other then that no other complaints 6/10 metal arms

#art #my art #oc #oc art #ocs #dc oc #pokemon oc #fe engage oc #oc x canon #oc x canon week 2024 #oc x canon week #oc x cc #cc x oc #Enyo #Vinh #Chanel #Enyton #Channel #Tim and Vinh

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jellyfish-grave · 4 months

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I've been meaning to make a pinned post for a while now, so...

HI!! Welcome to my blog!!! :D

I'm Camms/Sunny, I go by He/they, and I'm not giving my age srry (but im a minor).

I'm matching PFPs with my beloved @buttercup-flower-x (my love my boyfriend my world my everything yesyes wahoo!!!) and my child @kqth320 (trust me totally)!!!!! 🎀🎀🎀

My obsessions are Spike Chunsoft games (read: Danganronpa and Rain Code), Persona 5, Outer Wilds, Scott Pilgrim (a bit.), Project Sekai, Vocaloids in general (if u come up to me just to tell me vocaloid fans who got into it through proseka are fake fans uh. Dont 😶), a lot of extremely niche media (The Orbital Children or An Untitled Story for example), A Hat In Time AND THIS MFING EMOJI 🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀🎀!!!!!!! I have a thousand OCs, and even more AUs!! :3

I draw (traditional+digital) Ocs and Fanart, I code, I sing, I write, and some other stuff ^^

You can find me on AO3 @/Jellyfish_Grave where I post some AU stuff (and sometimes even some OCs. Rn it's mainly just OCs but I have something that's cooking in the oven :3).

I'm also on instagram but I'm completely innactive. Might add my username once I start posting on there again.

Classic DNI applies, but there really isn't any point saying so. Oh and DNI if you're a fandom purist. Like you only want perfect healthy stuff be created for fandoms. I'm too lazy to explain my arguments, so I'll just block you if you don't respect that! Just be nice, and don't start shipping discourse ty ❤

Anyone is welcome to DM me, but I will block you if you make me uncomfy or if you actively hate one of my favs. Nothing against you ^^

I will be horny on main at times. It's rare so I generally don't wanna make an alt just for that, but be warned. I might consider making a tag just for it so people can block it but yeah.

Blog tags are:

#Camma the drawer (art tag)

#Camma rambles (where i ramble abt shit)

#camms lore??? (Vent tag) (I will not get offended if u block it. I created it so u can block it. Just don't reblog these ^^)

#Cam Ocs (for any oc related content)

#camma fics tag (self explanatory! Posts with links to my fics.)

My sideblogs are these!!

@daigo-rikuto (my p5 protagonist's blog)

@paler-entries (hasnt been updated in a while, unreality blog)

@sanananananananan (one of my p5 oc's blogs. Very empty. Bleh)

Some ships you can expect on this blog (so if they trigger you, you can leave and be on your way safely o7): Akeshu (P5, Goro Akechi×protagonist); Timebuddies (Outer Wilds, Gabbro×Player Character); Scollace (SPVTW, Scott Pilgrim×Wallace Wells); Komahina (Sdr2, Hajime Hinata×Nagito Komaeda); Makoyuma (MDA:RC, Yuma Kokohead×Makoto Kagutsuchi), and some more I'm probably forgetting. I'm generally a multishipper but those are my main ones!

All of my OCs will be tagged with their full name (except the few that don't have family names, in which case the tag sample will be [story they're from] [name]).

Don't scroll too far into my danganronpa art, I was a cringe kid back then. Cringe as in had unlimited access to internet so that did not turn out well. Please don't harass me over like 2 year old posts thx

#pinned post time!!!#camma rambles #and i think....thats everything!!#if ur a mutual of mine u probably already know this but you can ask for a “dont look!!” tag so you can avoid seeing specific posts of mine #- on your dash. just ask!!

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thetechypurpletwin · 9 months

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★EVERYTHING TO KNOW ABOUT US!!★

WELCOME TO MY BLOG extremely nice to meet you!

I am an alter in a system, so everything I post here will be mostly based on source memories but improv/fictional/rp stuff might be involved :D

ASK BOX IS OPEN!!! SEND US ASKS PLEASE WE LOVE THEM

I decided to make this blog because I wanted my own place separate from our host account to just do my own little thing. Decided to organize some stuff just in case with tags:

ALTERS:

While I may be the sole owner of this blog, there are three other alters who are in our system as well, Mikey, Leo and Raph! They're too lazy to make a blog for themselves. There are other alters as well and you may see them from time to time but this is mostly turtle blog.

I am still the “main owner” of this blog though so let’s start with me!

#donnie txt: all posts that feature me, Donnie, speaking

Donnie Info: any pronouns, bisexual/demiromantic

A tech genius who spends way too much time online and needs reminders on stuff like eating and sleeping. Favorite game is ace attorney but keeps on forgetting to play it

Nicknames: Cosmos, Don, DonTron

#mikey txt: all posts that feature lil bro Mikey speaking (<3)

Mikey Info: he/she, pansexual

Artist who is a shining light in this world. May or may not be slightly unhinged. Favorite game is Splatoon.

(author note: wtf I can hear him giggling im scared)

Nicknames: micheal, angelo, annoying little shit /j

#leo txt: all posts that feature my twin Leo speaking (unfortunately :p /j)

Leo Info: @theprettybluetwin he/they, gay (hehe that rhymes)

the man, the myth, the legend and is also bald. wears a bow with long tails cause he’s just that cool

nicknames: fizzy, nardo, leon, neonleon

(Donnie note: Leo’s a bit of a gacha addict so ask him about project seki or Honkai star rail or CRK they’ll be happy to answer)

#raph txt: all posts that feature our biggest brother Raphie :D speaking Raph Info: he/she/any, demiromantic animal lover and plays stardew valley in her free time

I’m finally here so I can put my own description: hi i’m raph and i like cute things like my melody :) i love wearing bows and obviously my fav color is red :D I don’t front as much as the others but i’m still here watchin

OTHER TAGS:

#donnie ramblings: where I infodump/ramble about random things I'm interested in

#donnie art: whenever I feel like posting my art, it will be here! might also double as "selfie time" so I can draw what I look like compared to my source

#ask a donnie: all posts that are me answering asks/asking for asks (lol) you can ask about our system, my favorite stuff, even ask for story prompts i love story prompts

#mikey art: mikey’s art, I forgot to make her an art tag

#ask a mikey: asks answered by mikey!

#leo ramblings: he’s up and awake and ready to talk your head off about a character they like. Brace yourself (aka Leo shitpost corner)

#ask a leo: asks answered by leo!

#leo gaymes: im gaming gamer boi gayming

#ask a raph: asks answered by raph!

#raph corner: raph’s corner where she talks about cute things and games

#arc: crystallized: :) (TBD)

And more to be determined(?)!

BOUNDARIES:

★We are all under the age of 18, including the body! So please don't send asks or posts asking to date us, even if you are the "same age". Compliments like "you are so pretty/handsome" are welcomed though!

★NO NSFW/T//EST

★No venting in ask boxes please! I don't mind giving comfort to my close friends but if I don't know you its extremely uncomfortable :c

★ Please refrain from talking about the kraang as much as possible. We’re willing to answer some questions but the memories we have are painful :)

★please don’t ask me about usagi. he seems like a pretty cool dude but I’ve never known him. that also goes for any other characters that get shipped with my brothers, none of us remember dating anyone

If we want to add any boundaries in the future, I will do my best to edit this post!

And yes, I was inspired by other rottmnt ask blogs but I do not wish to copy off of them! Like I said, we just want to be able to interact through the world feeling like ourselves, and if you say our personalities are fake or copied it will make us feel sad :c

#donnie txt #donnie rottmnt #rise tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #unpause rottmnt #save rise of the tmnt #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt mikey #leo rottmnt #raph rottmnt #ask box open #ask blog

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kaybl · 8 months

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Hi guys this isn't art related! (Sorry!! 😅) it's just a tiny vent

I will post some art later so don't worry

There's some cursing and heavy topics so please read it carefully

I hate this life and I hate how awful I am of a person, I hate the fact I look like im always happy when im actually dying inside and incredibly tired, I wanna have the ability to vomit whenever i want to just so I can stop being around people whenever I want to, I wanna stop living the gray situations that makes me gulp and cry on the floor like a fucking loser, I hate the fact I even cry because that just shows how much of a weak and miserable of a person I am, and I hate the fact I never try to get better at things and just immediately give up like if I was a dumbass that don't know how to even make a bed, I hate the fact I look and act so childish and so stupid whenever I am myself around people, and I hate how bad I look whenever I look at the mirror, not just my disgusting face but also my tired eyes that show how stupid, awful and fucking loser of a person I am. Im not mentally good, but im guessing these things just leave eventually, so I'll try to persist for a bit, I hope these thoughts eventually go away. It isn't helping the fact I am posting this shitass vent into my art account because it shows how much of a loser and attention seeker am I because I can't even create another random account to type this shit on like the dumbass bag piece of shit that I am, It's not like I even care what I say about myself, I care even more about what others think of me, specially people that I know and really aprecciate, I cry whenever I remember those people calling me a stupid idiot, it's even feels like it's true, because I do things people not commonly do because of logic sense. I get it, I have talents, I can draw, but what else? Is the only thing I'm good at just a hobby? Why can't I do other things? Like singing? Being good at math? At history? At biology? At dancing? At swimming? Am I that lazy enough to not learn anything else in my life? Is my life really that messed up? I'm young, I know, but I can't stop thinking the fact I won't do anything in the future, even if someone says to not lose hope, I have already lost hope on myself, because I know who I am, im not a persistent and very smart person, im just the regular artist you can see on your favorite app and like, it's lovely at least, having to know people like your art, even if it's just for a tiny second, looking at them glaze with their eyes your own art, the thing you did for fun, it's truly amazing seeing people like your art, it feels you are happy for a tiny second. But yeah, back to where I was, I don't even have another thing to do, I just lay on my bed like a bag of trash, looking through my phone and wasting time of my life instead of actually doing something, and I hate myself for ir, for the fact I can't fucking stand up because I simply don't want to, because I have given up already, because im just that much of a weak, stupid, awful, disgusting, exhausting of a person. I like the fact my cat bites me because that shows how miserable of a person I have become that I don't even really mind something to hurt me, as long as the shit doesn't kill me I'm alright

Thanks for reading. Have a great day/afternoon/night 💖

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