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purrincess-chat · 1 year
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Season 5 be like
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oswin-remains · 9 months
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Me-Mow in episode 7x17 of adventure time gives off major taylor swift (dndads) energy… i will not elaborate
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chaosbyerin · 2 years
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sweet like honey, karma is a cat purring in my lap ‘cause it loves me
~Taylor Swift
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I'm Sirius and this is my attempt at an intro post. you can call me siri ;)
pick any pronouns from: he/she/they || I'm genderfluid || INFJ
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Things I love:
your mum, singing, marauders era, any and all kinds of art, poetry, books, fanfiction, the harry potter fandom (jkr can piss off tho), arctic monkeys, k-pop (bts, txt, svt, skz, treasure and a few more bands), renne rapp, taylor swift's music, conan gray, plushies, the moon, the stars, basically space, chai, biking, CHOCOLATE, nature, writing, badminton, musical instruments and a million little nothings
currently listening to:
space girl by Frances Forever
fav authors/books:
good omens, simon vs the homo sapiens agenda ruskin bond, the alchemist, the zahir, ronald dahl, to kill a mockingbird, memoirs of sherlock holmes- (ok look i love reading but the last thing i read was definitely on ao3)
movies/shows:
Heartstopper, Red white and royal blue, Loki, hazbin hotel, helluva boss, Night at the Museum, Marvel (not sucha fan of mcu), highschool musical (2 is my fav), Luca (2021) and most other pixar and disney movies, (i love animated movies so much)
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this is my ao3 acc
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@her-midas-touch is a poet and wrote this for me hehe:
Run out of metaphors great enough, my fingers paint a wraith
To faint to capture essence, mere shimmery traces of feelings
Every cheshire cat smile, every whirlwind idea, every leap of faith for every apathetic eye, missing the moment, is a soul
that sings
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lovely mutuals:
@good-oldfashioned-lover @her-midas-touch@daydream-of-a-wallflower@hermioneswifeee
@literallytoogaytofunction@lilbeanz@reisbackinblack@dementorfromazkaban@deprivedofbraincellsandsleep
@starryrain@lizluvscupcakes@urbanflorals @accio-sriracha@siriusly-remu
@werewolfenthusiast@none-of-it-was-accidental@feelin-sad-and-gay@jaylienpotter@illustratinglaura
@nothingtoseeherebyeexx @silverscreenlipstick @moonysversion @mochami-mochi @sleepinginmygrave
@icarus-last-fall @a-beautiful-fool @shuhuaspookie @xi-phos @here-for-a-good-time-hopefully
@stars-over-ice-cream @kaaaaaaarf @re-is-back-in-black @rookofthekingom @not-rab
@toxik-angel @marylily-my-beloved @good-oldfashioned-lover-girl @bloophasarrived @m0st-ard3ntly
@cressthebest @starcrossedmoony
(i hope i got everyone?)
feel free to interact<3
mess with my friends and I will hurt you :)
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DNIs don't work so I guess I'll just say: fuck around and find out :)
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fourstarsoutofnine · 9 months
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I would like to humbly request a fluffy fic for Wind where the reader and him are having fun at a lake or similar so he can get his mind off of something very stressing that happened to him recently 🥺 The dynamic I had in mind is reader being kinda like an older sibling to him
Ur fics are soooo good and so cute <3 hope you don't mind this request.
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A/n:heyoooo! Im gonna combine these two. Wrote this in one go with Long Story Short bc Taylor Swift playing on repeat and my cat half asleep on my arm. Wind is one of my favorites and I really enjoyed writing this :) not proofread btw
Warnings:none!
Lake Shenanigans with the Hero of Winds.
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You’d all been traveling for hours and hours with seemingly no end in sight. It had been a very taxing night before—a particularly difficult fight had left everyone, especially the sailor, in disarray. Every part of you ached as you walked beside the young boy, and you begged Hylia, Din, Nayru, and Farore—anyone who would listen—for a break. You needed to sit down and let your feet rest. Your body cried for it in the way it creaked and popped with each step as though you were an old tree rocking with the wind. And then you saw it in your periphery. A lake.
“Hey old man!!!” You were suddenly met with a new sense of energy with the idea of rest just on the horizon. You ran ahead to walk next to the man. “Can we go to the lake??? We’ve been walking since four AM… it’s…” you didn’t even know what time it was, and your face scrunched in confusion as you tried to throw together the hours that swirled in your memory like paint mixing into a deep, ugly gray hue. You didn’t have a clue how long it’d been. “I—I Don’t know what time it is now, but that makes my case even more urgent—we need to rest…”
He looked up to the sky as he thought. It had been a while… he looked back to the group of men and boys behind him, exhaustion radiating from them like heat waves from a sheet of metal. “…alright. I don’t see why not. Detour, boys. We’re going to the lake.”
“What’s a lake?” The youngest hero, the hero of winds, asked.
“What’s a lake???” You exclaimed with surprise written on your face. It hit you then. The sailor was from a time where Hyrule was surrounded by oceans, its once vast lands reduced to mere islands. “Well—….” You went to walk beside the boy as you followed the old man’s new path towards the body of water. “It’s….like a small sea… and it’s freshwater instead of saltwater… and they’re *really* nice to swim in.”
He seemed even more eager to get to your destination after that. It brought a pep to the step of everyone in the group and in a matter of mere minutes, you all arrived. The sailor lit up once he saw the water. “Whoa!!! It is like a mini lake!!” He shouted with a smile that could light the way even in pure darkness. His eyes sparkled at the waterfall dumping fresh water into the lake. It was more the beginning of a River, really, but you weren’t complaining. It was cleaner with moving water. Not like you were extremely worried about that, though.
“Uh-huh! Told you!” You smiled and slipped your shoes off, putting your feet into the lake and sighing in relief from the cold water that eased your aches in a chilled embrace you welcomed graciously. You watched the champion strip himself of his armor and jump in with caution thrown to the wind, as it always was in his case. You supposed, if he could face death and return victorious then there wasn’t much for him to fear.
Several links followed his lead and swam around with each other, playing chicken fight, and diving to the bottom to see what treasures may lie there from days past. You remained where you were until the sailor came up to you with a devilish look that only told you he was up to no good.
“Uh oh. What trouble are you getting into?” You grinned.
“Now why would you think that??? I’m a good boy I do no harm.” He smiled and batted his eyelashes, to which you gave a scoffing laugh.
“Yeah, right—okay.” You rolled your eyes. “What’s the agenda, sailor?”
“Look at the vet.” He said and you turned your head. The vet laid with his feet in the water and his hat over his face. His arms acted as a pillow behind his head. He was virtually defenseless and far too at your mercy for his own good. You knew what the sailor had in mind without him having to tell you, and the evil smile you returned to the boy told him exactly that. You were on the exact same page and spoke the same language of mischief as he did. The two of you snuck off to grab one of the buckets the group carried. You scooped water Into it and snuck as silently over as you could. Thankfully, he was too deep into sleep to notice you at all. You silently counted down from 3 on your fingers. Once reaching zero, you dumped it on him and he shot up with a gasp as you threw the bucket and ran for your lives. He whipped around to see your retreating forms and leapt up to chase after you. You two split up and ran back around him, jumping into the lake with little regard to your clothes. They’d dry, you’d be fine. And so would the vet, even if he’d pout and scowl the rest of the day. It was funny, he had to admit(even if he wouldn’t). All hell always broke loose whenever you and the sailor teamed up for shenanigans, but the group needed that sometimes. They were a serious bunch when they went too long without fun. You two would always be there to bring it back.
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pugzman3 · 1 month
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Ariana Grande, Beyonce, Lana Del Ray, Spencer Pratt, Heather Graham, the Olson Twins, Gabriel Anwar, Evan Rachel Wood, Katy Perry, Lady Gaga, Stevie Nicks, Lorde, Adele, Doja Cat, Sam Smith, Jennifer Lopez ,Gisele Bundchen, princess nokia, Naomi Capmbell, Azalea Banks, Vanessa Hudgens, Sophia Vegara, Madona, Harry Styles, Taylor swift and on and on. Just a few of current self admitted witches or occultist. We all know it's not new, we all know they have been using music as a tool to push their satanic agenda for a very long time. But they used to hide it, subliminal messages and backwards messages were conspiracy theories back in the 70's and 80's. But little by little they got society to look away and then accept it in some way or another. And the more control the industry got, the better they got at it, and now, they aren't even "looking" for talent, they can strictly look for who will sell their soul and push their agenda, and promote them. Eventually it will be nothing but.
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abeinginsand · 1 year
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Swift Close family notes Trying to iron out design details More Cass-related hcs below!
Cassandra's parent(s) or possible siblings aren't mentioned in canon but I imagine she may have a family tattoo thing also. It looks like a keychain/charm set with each charm representing a family member--she got an addition added for Taylor after he was born of course :) (thinking its a sparkly star shape? He's her little star...)
She may have a charm on the tattoo that she vaguely remembers represents Nicky but can't remember why its a little cat devil. And she may not be romantically interested in him anymore but he's still family in her mind so she doesn't get that tattoo part removed
This is part of the "Cass used to know her ex partner was a demon" agenda
I think Taylor wears pairs of her sunglasses a lot and she asks if he wants her to buy him a pair one day. He responds with a no because what he likes about these sunglasses is that they belong to his super cool mom (simply best mom ever) and so they must be the best sunglasses ever. Cass may or may not have teared up some at that, smiled and said softly "I love you," and pulled him in for a hug
its really sweet that the two of them are so clearly affectionate in canon!! so I feel like that wouldn't be an unreasonable way for her to react in the moment
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the-tiny-doll · 3 months
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is wish to be called as sa (my other aliases are ca and nie), anything more simple and swings your way is fine as long as it’s irie! an intp with fire sign, already reach her age of consent and prefer to be addressed with feminine terms 𐙚
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my lovenotes 𐚁ྀ
♡ general likings: i have the color pink, black, bows, barbie, sanrio and wonbin addiction. i love ice cream, chocolate, and jelly a lot! i’m a cat person. journaling, decoing and editing are three agenda that lately has been taking my time. i spend most of my day by listening to music and watching something i found interesting on my homepage.
♡ artists and music: a k-pop general listener but my playlists are filled with riize, aespa, treasure, ive, newjeans songs. i keen for madison beer, keenan te, nadin amizah, lyodra, taylor swift, nicole, olivia rodrigo, sabrina carpenter, and many more!
♡ movies and cartoons: if anything, i’d like to label myself as the romcom girl before a human. mean girls, gossip girl, the princess diaries, legally blonde, and many more to mention but i guess you can tell the rest after reading the list! i also love k-drama and my heart is with princess movies.
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my last page of diary ৎ୭
my account is safe for work and fub free / i’d be happy to have anyone around especially if our interests align and you don’t mind with the fact that i'm so loud about wonbin and riize. do not follow if you fit common dni criteria and judgey over harmless things, or you simply do not interact with me! i do not want to be questioned my reason behind soft/hard blocking someone and vice versa. my private message is widely opened for any matter to solve. the rest of you are welcomed! ♡
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︎ ︎︎ ︎︎ ︎︎ ︎︎ ︎︎ ︎my social media 𐙚
♡ instagram: @the_tiny_doll
♡ x/twitter: @the_tiny_doll
♡ tiktok: @the_tiny_doll
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herloveclub · 6 months
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akiana celsie skye  ࣪   。   ᩙ
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is wish to be called as cels or kya (my other aliases are cc and caca), anything more simple and swings your way is fine as long as it’s irie! an entp with earth sign, still haven’t reach her age of consent (a minor) and prefer to be addressed with feminine terms ☆ິ
my lovenotes ⑅୨୧*
♥︎ general likings: i have the color pink, bows and sanrio addiction. i love strawberries, mochis, and vanilla a lot! i’m a cat person. baking and cooking are two agenda that lately has been taking my time. i spend most of my day by listening to music and watching something i found interesting on my homepage.. make up, foods, skincare, modelling, you name it. :c i read books but not much to be called as bookworm, i write and my x page is containing of what i’ve mentioned here.
♥︎ artists and music: a k-pop general listener but my playlists are filled with treasure, ive, newjeans, seventeen and the boyz’s songs. i keen for taylor swift, nicole, olivia rodrigo, sza, sabrina carpenter, laufey, mitski, reality club, more of indonesian singers as well! i have this thing called exploring artists and genres thus i’d love to listen to anything, really.
♥︎ movies and cartoons: if anything, i’d like to label myself as the romcom girl before a human. victorious, mean girls, gossip girl, sam n cat, the princess diaries, flipped, just my luck, do revenge, gilmore girls, legally blonde, and many more to mention but i guess you can tell the rest after reading the list! i also happen to love hospital playlist, hometown cha, even aadc and petualangan sherina. my heart is with princess movies, paw patrol, strawberry shortcakes, sofia the first.. more, ask me to name a cartoon, i’m always cheerie to answer about ’em!
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my account is safe for work and fub free / i’d be happy to have anyone around especially if our interests align and you don’t mind with the fact that i tend to delete my tweet after i tweeted them for minutes or hours. do not follow if you fit common dni criteria and judgey over harmless things.. or you simply do not interact with me! i do not want to be questioned my reason behind soft/hard blocking someone and vice versa. my private message is widely opened for any matter to solve. the rest of you are welcomed!
ask me here!
writings
written by akiana, dearly
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damnedstorm · 10 months
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August Stanley
Hi, welcome to my page. Here’s some brief introduction about me:
My name is kinda hard to pronounce, so just call m
e Gie, Augie, or whaterver makes you comfortable. I go by He/They pronouns and already on my legal age. An Aquarian and having INTP as my MBTI, I could be loud sometimes and disappear 2 minutes later, please bare with me. I tweet a lots of nonsense, personal thoughts, my corporate life, and another random things.
Things that I love the most:
Cats (the most adorable creature that ever exists)
I read some books, but I’m a slow reader due to my procrastination agenda.
I’m not so into k-pop but I like BTS.
Horror movies/story/podcast because I love the adrenaline rush.
Mother Taylor Swift and Lana Del Rey loyal listener. And casual listener of Novo Amor, Hollow Coves, Hozier, Lorde, Lord Huron, Bon Iver, Conan Gray, etc.
Do not interact if you under 20, homophobic, problematic, judgemental, not willing to interact with me because why are you even here?
That’s it, I don’t know what to write anymore. So, yeah.
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lebrookestore · 2 years
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game over, game boy | p.js
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Pairing: Park Jisung x reader
Themes: streamer! au, gamer! au, best friends to lovers, idiots to lovers, genshin impact and fnaf are mentioned, park ‘heart eyes’ jisung, comedy, fluff
Warnings: profanity, one dirty-ish joke, food, a description about an animatronic, kissing, mentions of dying but it’s not serious
Wc: 5.4k
Playlist: gam3 bo1 by seventeen, glitch mode by nct dream, it’s nice to have a friend by taylor swift
Summary: Jisung was the complete opposite of you, he liked peaceful games like animal crossing and you liked league. He liked story based games and you liked horror. Too bad that he was head over heels for you, because if there was one thing both his viewers and you liked to do, it was to make him suffer.
Notes from brooke: the first installment of the series is here!! i had a lot of fun writing this lil fic because i love jisung, so i hope you enjoy reading! just to give you a little information though, ‘copium’ is an emote from twitch that basically means you’re trying to make things seem better than they are, or roughly that. if you don’t know anything about genshin, just know what Qiqi is a character that most do not want.
‣ 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇 𝐌𝐎𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 | 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐔
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Jisung blamed Donghyuck for his newfound RedBull addiction.
You had lectured him several times about the adverse affects of consuming the aforementioned energy drink, going as far as to mention how excess of it could cause abnormal heart rhythm and even death. You knew your best friend was the world’s number one scaredy cat, so you had been almost certain that would have deterred him from having any more of it (because god knows Hyuck is enough of a pain to deal with when he had a lot of it), but when you saw him at his desk taking a sip of what seemed to be his third can that day, you knew you had failed.
See, it wasn’t his fault, per se, or maybe that was just his terrible habit of deflecting the blame on someone else. If only the older boy hadn’t introduced him to the damned drink, he wouldn’t have been in this position. He caught your look of disapproval reflected in the screen of his monitor now that he had shut it down and grimaced, preparing himself.
“You’re going to die.”
He turned around in the rotating chair he had gotten for himself to face you, silently wondering how someone could look pretty while pulling a disgusted expression like that. You had come over to spend the day with him and maybe do a collaborative stream if the two of you felt like it, but he had a feeling that it would be pushed to much later in the agenda. As of right now, you were much too focused on informing him about his inevitable passing.
“Hyuck hasn’t died yet,” he pointed out, taking a sip of the RedBull. He had never had much of a penchant for coffee, so this was a good replacement for caffeine considering his extremely messed up sleep schedule. The sweetness was a welcome flavour, unlike the bitterness that lingered when coffee was involved.
You were the exact opposite in that sense, adoring coffee with every fiber of your soul. In fact, that wasn’t the only thing the two of you were polar opposites in, and sometimes Jisung wondered if the two of you would have ever become friends if you hadn’t bonded over the fact that you were both twitch streamers, but even in that field you differed. He preferred calmer games like Animal Crossing while you were preferred the ones with more action.
It was a wonder you got along so well with him, like a sort of yin and yang, filling in the parts of himself that he didn’t possess and he did the same for you. 
You narrowed your eyes at him as you walked over, taking the can out of his hands and ignoring his protests. Stubbornness was ingrained in your nature as was your fiery temper- which had led to several fun streams of ‘if I swear I pull a character’ from your end. It was an expensive challenge to take on, so thank god for your steady income from twitch and youtube. The latter consisted of clips and moments from your live streams which had been edited to be made even funnier than they already were.
He had the same set up, much like the other of your fellow streamer friends. If anyone told him that he would have almost a million subscribers and a loyal watch base when he was little, he would have laughed in their face. Life truly did lead you down the most absurd of paths, something you could testify for since it let you meet him.
“I don’t care about Donghyuck, I care about you.” It was funny how those words of yours had his heart stop for a moment and it felt like he had to force it to restart so he didn’t die right there. That would have been very embarrassing, especially with all your talk about death caused by RedBull. He couldn’t have you being right, could he?
“Yes maam,” he managed to croak out, eyes wide at the close proximity between the two of you. Looking away, he gave his long gone RedBull one last longing look.
Y/n: 1, energy drinks: 0.
Jisung also had no points, because he always gave them all to you. After studying his features for a few more seconds, you decided to were satisfied with your actions and the result, collapsing on his bed and scooting back until you were resting against the headboard. 
You would never understand how he could tolerate so much of the drink, seeing how sickeningly sweet it was. Other than the obvious health related risks he was taking with having it, you also didn’t particularly want to deal with a Jisung on a sugar rush. You assumed it would be like what he was when he was drunk, except maybe a little more coherent and less clingy.
“I’d like you alive, thank you very much, who else will I tease about being a wuss and force to play Slender Man with me?” You asked, getting a little fidgety. He glared at you.
“I am not a wuss!”
“Right,” you nodded as solemnly as you could, but your eyes were alight with mischief. “You’re a pussy- wait, never mind, you get none of that either.”
Jisung scowled at you, the tips of his ears and the apples of his cheeks glowing crimson at your dig at him. You only winked and sighed, fighting the urge to reach out and mess up his mousy platinum blond hair. It was the result of an impulsive two am dye job done by your very hands. You had to admit, it suited him well.
Leaning back in his chair, he slipped out his phone and rubbed the back of his neck. He recognised the signs, the slight pout on your lips, the way you slumped into his mattress a little restlessly. It was a little after 7 p.m, and the last time the both of you had eaten was lunch, so it made sense.
“Hungry? I can order food.”
You nodded enthusiastically, realizing just how late in the day it was. “Could I have-”
“The usual?” He asked, already placing the order and reading it out to you.  A smile threatened to spill out onto your lips at that and although it wasn’t the first time he had demonstrated this, you still found it endearing he remembered your order so effortlessly. He looked up from reading off the food, eyes staring at you expectantly. 
He had it down perfectly, down to even the drink you wanted (making sure to leave out any mentions of a certain damned energy drink for his own order. He read that one because he knew of your habit to sneak a few bites from his, so he always made sure you were good with both). 
You looked at your best friend for a moment, letting yourself smile affirmatively to confirm his assumption. He had always been this sweet and you didn’t know what you would do without him because he was your constant, the one person you knew you could always depend on. You knew he would always catch you if you fell.
Part of you secretly wished he would catch you in a different way.
You were looking at him fondly now, making his breath catch in his throat. His glasses that previously sat snug on the bridge of his nose had slid down a little bit, but he didn’t bother to fix it. Your hair framed your face and the small smile dancing across your mouth had him having to look away. He got to his feet and mumbled some sort of excuse about having to check on something, getting out of the room. 
Being in love with your best friend was tricky business, Jisung had learnt this over the three years of knowing you. Even worse when you didn’t have much experience in the romance department, so at first he hadn’t even realized he harboured feelings for you. 
It wasn’t until you showed up to his apartment when you heard he had been having a hard week before finals in his freshman year after he had worked himself to the bone, complete with a selection of bad comedy movies, marshmallows and every other unhealthy sweet snack one could have thought of, that he realized how much he cared for you. 
The day ended without that collab stream, but instead, with you snuggled into his side as you stole a fry from his plate, watching as the movie he had picked played. You loved how simple and easy it was with Jisung, you didn’t have to pretend to be something you were not and vice versa.
Your response to him catching you red handed at thievery was a guilty grin, one that had him rolling his eyes and pushing his place to the center so you could at least pretend to be more discreet. The squeal of happiness you let out was enough to have his heart skipping a beat, which he supposed counted as abnormal hearth rhythm after all
Tldr; he was screwed.
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“Ah shit-”
You caught yourself quickly, cringing immediately when you realized what you had done. The chat erupted into laughter and emojis, declaring that you now had to pull on the latest weapon banner in Genshin due to your profanity. You didn’t even want the weapon, and the banner itself was a royal scam, but these type of streams were always fun, so it was a good compromise.
Your main character fell to their knees and disintegrated into dust, reminding you a little of that scene in Infinity war. Poor Xiao, the line ‘I don’t feel too good’ really did suit him well.
“Fine, fine,” you sighed dramatically, clicking open the wishing screen. Making money off your gambling addiction for characters was beyond weird, but it all worked out. You stared at the weapon in slightly disdain, looking at the pitiful twenty primogems you had. The option of being a free and casual player had been lost to you a long time ago and it didn’t seem as if you would ever go back to those roots.
“What if I just did one pull instead of ten at a time?” You offered, trying to strike up a deal with your viewers. You should have known better, because they were here only for the entertainment you provided, and your suggestion was instantly shot down. A familiar user popped into the chat with a message to taunt you.
mochimer: do 10 coward
You scoffed, “Okay Jisung, no one asked you.” But your chat betrayed you again, overjoyed at his presence in your stream. Your dynamic and friendship with him was a well known fact among the community, everyone loved seeing you two together and bickering.
spainbutthesissilent: JISUNG !!!! doyoungsminifridge: qiqi main qiqi main qiqi main qiqi main qiqi main qiqi main qiqi main treasuredeez_nutz03: could we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are shooting stars childepspsps: do ten >:( ohyouarenana: jisung is right ten is better alicanta77: guys use code Y/n at checkout for ur gfuel order she needs it with all the pulls
You sighed, wondering if this was karma for all the times the chat had sided with you against Jisung in his own streams. Leaning back in your seat, you stretched out your hands in front of you, cracking your knuckles as you mused over the situation.
“I’ll pull ten-,” you decided finally, already silently praying for your wallet and bank account (you were sure that your bank was always confused with the odd transactions made on your end). The chat jumped to conclusions, happy that you had given in to their wishes. Grinning evilly, you stared right at the camera.
“-If! Jisung plays FNAF with me.”
You had expertly played the cards to your favour and earned the approval of your audience, who were all for this condition. The fact that Jisung didn’t have the best record when it came to horror wasn’t a secret by any means and it was a weakness everyone loved exploiting. Sometimes, you felt bad, but his reactions were almost a little too adorable for you to not enjoy.
You raised an challenging eyebrow, waiting for a response from your best friend. You could almost imagine the shock on his face, the way his eyes would have been wide and lips slightly parted in dumbfoundedness. He couldn’t have expected this to happen from any angle and was now trapped. 
You oh so kindly decided to make it worse, but also leave him less choice by drawling, “Who’s the coward now, Sungie?”
Okay, so maybe the chat loved it when you called him that, and maybe they thought you were the cutest couple ever, even though you were not dating him. You had previously had to clarify that several times on the account of people genuinely thinking the both of you were together. It wasn’t a terrible idea, but you couldn’t have Jisung knowing of your massive crush on him, could you? 
Definitely not. He would probably make fun of you for it. Demon.
mochimer: thats copium 
“It’s not copium!” You argued, moving your mouse to the single pull option. “It’s either this or single pulls. The only one that technically loses here is me when you agree, so why not just say yes? I have to buy more gems anyways.” You added the last part a little bitterly, wishing you hadn’t skipped out on the daily missions last week. At least you would have saved a little to do the pulling.
Jisung on the other hand, was more distracted by the fact you had called him ‘Sungie’ while looking at the screen so triumphantly- it almost felt as if you were saying it right to his face. Having to sit though FNAF sounded terrifying, but letting you come out victorious sounded even worse, no matter how many times he let you win anyways.
Ah but you see, this time his pride was involved. It wasn’t just you and him right now where he could give you the win just to see you smile in that pretty way you did (and it definitely wasn’t because he loved your smile or anything, that would have been way too cringy). This time there was an audience and that made it worse for him.
mochimer: i hate u but fine
“That’s the spirit!” You cheered, converting some of your left over crystals into gems you could use. “You heard it here first folks, I’ll be playing Freddy’s with Jisung soon so make sure you look out for that!” And with that announcement, you clicked and groaned when you saw that you got a five star because you definitely hadn’t wanted it this time around. 
Jisung laughed aloud when it turned out to be Qiqi, mostly because your expression was priceless, starkly contrasting the smug one you had worn only few seconds ago.
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You stared at Jisung in amusement, watching how jittery he had become all off a sudden. Having just about finished setting the stream up, all you had to do was actually start it but your best friend seemed to be else where, knee bouncing impatiently.
“Hey, you good?”
You asked this innocently, knowing fully well that he was not, in fact, good. If good was the destination, he had taken a wrong turn into the town of anxiety because that was his current state of mind.  Swallowing thickly, he nodded meekly and you beamed.
“Then let’s begin!” And you started the stream, settling into your own seat next to his. This time you were in your apartment, and you watched as viewers trickled in, quickly switching to entertainer mode. You smiled, waving at the screen as the chat greeted him and you, overjoyed to see you two together after so long. 
Now that it had begun, he couldn’t even decline it at the last minute. Jisung was sure he would never understand how you took so much joy in playing such games that were made to scare the shit out of you. He read a few of the messages on the chat, trying to take his mind off what would be coming.
“Today I’m here with Jisung!” You gestured towards your best friend, who shot finger guns at the camera a little awkwardly, earning a bewildered look from you. He shrugged, and you bit back a snort, pulling up the game up for the rest of the viewers to see. At this point, he had no hope in avoiding this because he knew how the audience was. They found his pain funny and that meant that he was stuck in a cycle of suffering.  
“And we’ll be playing Five Nights at Freddy’s: Sister Location! This is personally my favorite game in the series, so I thought it would be a great one to introduce him to.” A mischievous glint remained to be seen as you stole a glance at Jisung, who looked very skeptical. Then, he looked to the screen and looked extremely worried.
“What the hell is that?” He asked, trying to sound as calm as possible because it would be absolutely humiliating to seem scared right from the get go. To be fair though, the menu screen did look rather unsettling with doll like figures standing behind each other. The first was a female looking clown, and if that wasn’t enough to tell him how the rest of his evening was going to go, then he didn’t know what was.
“That is an animatronic, she’s the main character of this particular game and even has a mini game that’s hidden in the mechanics while you play!” You explained, clicking on the new game option. He always loved to hear you speak about something you were passionate about, so while it did barely anything to calm his rising nerves, it was definitely a little better. The chat was quick to notice the fond look he was giving you as you continued to speak.
“Oh the lore too!” You distinctly remembered spending an entire night watching Game Theory videos one after the other dedicated to the franchise. The theories that were spun for the game were wild but so entertaining and you thoroughly enjoyed watching each one, even if it meant that you slept in and missed your first class that day. You still considered that worth it. 
“Lore?” He asked a little hesitantly and you nodded enthusiastically, grinning at the screen.
“Okay guys, does anybody know of the lore? Because it’s insane like- it goes from murdered kids to soul juice and spirits haunting video games!” 
You waited for a response from the viewers patiently, genuinely invested in the conversation. Responses started piling in and your eyes caught one, nodding enthusiastically, “Yeah! We should at least brief Sungie over here.” You turned to him, a giddy smile on your face that is wildly out of place with reference to the topic of what you were speaking about.
“So! There’s this dude called ‘Purple Guy’ right? He’s a murderer and kills a bunch of kids to turn them them into like, soul juice to put into robots which turn haunted but then somehow transfers his own consciousness into old circuit boards that are used to make a game, which leads to a haunted video game.” You frowned for just a moment, “Actually that last bit is irrelevant for this game, but the run down is- murdered kids and haunted games.”
Jisung thought this was horrifying. If games were going to start getting haunted then that would be a very big problem for him considering playing those games was his job. Maybe it was time to actually focus on that Astrophysics major of his.
“R-right.”
He winced at the way his voice broke, and from the entertained look on your face, it seemed if you had definitely caught on. Biting back a quip over how he was going through puberty for the second time, you started the game and leaned back, getting comfortable in your seat, before you decided you he was much to far away from you for your liking. Reaching out, you gripped the side of his chair, shot him an expectant look and attempted to tug him closer.
Understanding immediately, he pushed himself to be much closer to where you were. The screen of the game faded to black and then lit up again, showing that your character was in an elevator of sorts. The lighting was ominous and it flickered with old looking posters on the wall that sent a shiver down his spine.
“And we’ve begun! I think some of you guys will remember me playing through this for the first time a few months ago and it took me a few streams to finish it in it’s entirety so thats not our goal today! Today we’re just-”
“Here to make me suffer,” Jisung cut you off in a dry voice, but the look on his face did not match it.
You grinned, “Ditto.” 
A few viewers commented about how cute the two of you were together, but you stoutly ignored those messages like you had done so often before. It was easy now after doing it for so long, but what wasn’t easy was pushing the heat that rose so quickly to your cheeks down.
The gameplay began and you let Jisung take the reigns. It was farby the most entertaining thing you had seen all month, with him jumping at every little sound and detail revealed. Currently, you were laughing at his protests against doing something the game had instructed him to, leaning a little into his seat and into his side as you covered your mouth with your hand.
Okay, so maybe the both of you were adorable. Whoever said they had never seen two pretty best friends clearly didn’t know of Jisung and you.
“You have to be really careful during this part,” you warned when he had to manoeuvre the character through a dark room without being caught by the designated animatronic of that part. “I had to go through this sequence so many times U nearly quit the game.”
“Quitting sounds like a great idea,” he admitted, throwing you a pleading look. You shook your head, putting your arm around his shoulder and resting your head on it. 
“Now, where’s the fun in that?” 
Right then and there, Jisung realized that you were a menace and nothing more. He glanced over at you for just a moment, only catching a glimpse of your hair. It was enough to distract him though, because he was so preoccupied in trying to glare at you that he accidentally moved the his character forward a little too quickly, and looked back just in time for a fox shaped animatronic to jump at the screen.
The jaw of the robot unhinged, its eyes almost popping out of its metal sockets. Nothing could have screamed ‘bloodthirsty’ more than it did, and the sound effects that accompanied it was more than terrifying, a ghastly scream that faded ominousl as the screen faded to black.
It wasn’t the only scream to be heard though, because Jisungs own high-pitched one quickly followed suit as he jerked in his seat. Startled at the sudden movement, you froze when he instinctively wrapped his arm around you and pulled you closer until his face was nuzzled in the crook of your neck.
Game Over.
You squeaked in surprise as he refused to move, clinging onto you for dear life. You suspected the jumpscare had been a little too much for him with the way he had yelled. Another way you realized he had been terrified was because you could hear his heart beat extremely fast and your own heart rate spiked.
Flushing slightly, you hesitantly placed one of your hands on his back and the other on his head, hugging him comfortingly.
“You’re okay,” you muttered softly, momentarily forgetting that the stream was still on. “Hey, it’s over.”
“I hate you.”
You cracked a smile, “I didn’t think you would get that scared, I’m sorry.” Out of habit, you pulled away from his embrace and pressed a soft kiss to his forehead. His lips parted in surprise and  he shook some of his hair out of his eyes, realizing the close proximity between the two of you. You didn’t look away once, searching his eyes to see if he was really okay.
And then of course, a twitch alert shattered the moment as a robotic voice read it aloud.
‘Now KISS’
You jumped for the second time that day, not truly registering the persons words until a minute or so later. They had voiced what everyone in chat had been dying to say the moment Jisung had turned to you for comfort, and now that it had been said aloud, the chat went wild, agreeing to this.
Your cheeks burned at this and you detached yourself from Jisung, forcing a laugh that came off more nervously than anything. Your best friend turned pink, coughing as he looked away and back at the game screen that seemed to be mocking him right now.
“Don’t be ridiculous guys,” you huffed, “He got scared-”
“-Surprised! I wasn’t prepared for it which is why I reacted like that but I swear I’m not that bad!” Jisung tried to defend himself to disguise his embarrassment and flustered state, giving you a reason to roll your eyes. 
“Yeah, that’s exactly why you screamed like a little girl,” you said playfully, turning back to the screen
“Thats all!” He snipped, narrowing his eyes at you, before continuing more slowly, “We’re not like….that.”
You didn’t know why you had to force a smile after that as well, nor didn’t you know why it felt like you were pretending to agree with that statement as you nodded. He had shut the idea down so fast it came off as him being absolutely against even the thought of kissing you, and that hurt just a little bit.
Clearing your throat, you leaned back in your seat, “Well! Considering Jisung is properly traumatised now, I think this is a good time to end the stream since it’s been about two hour? And we’re already at night three, which is pretty good progress!” You looked at him once again. “Thanks to Jisung for coming onto my stream and if you’re watching this on youtube, don’t forget to like and subscribe! Bye!”
You waved once again to signal the end of the stream, watching as the viewer count dropped to a little over a hundred. You ended it, making a mental note to edit out that entire secton about kissing him- more for your own sanity than anything.  After closing Twitch, you sighed and stretched your arms over your head, shutting your eyes.
“That was fun,” Jisung muttered half-heartedly, taking note of the awkward air that had fallen over the two of you. You swallowed the lump in your throat.
“Yeah.”
Your voice was funny, as if you weren’t paying attention to what you were saying. He knew you better than you knew yourself, so he immediately realized something was wrong. Before he could say anything you had already gotten to your feet and walked away and out of your room. 
Raising an eyebrow, he quickly followed suit, watching as you wordlessly got a glass down from your kitchen cupboards and poured yourself a glass of water. You were preoccupied, not mad, but it didn’t stop him from asking.
“Did I do something?”
You looked up for a second and then averted your eyes. “No, you didn’t. Thanks for actually going through with it.”
“Something’s on your mind,” He observed, getting closer as he cocked his head to the side in question. You couldn’t not look at him now, and chewed the inside of your cheek. “Wanna talk about it?”
Park Jisung, your idiot of a best friend. You hate him, you love him, you would do anything for him. When you realized how scared he had gotten, you wanted nothing more than to kick yourself for being the indirect reason for it. You were in love with your best friend and didn’t want to carry around the burden of having to keep it in any more. 
“Is-” You stopped yourself, hesitating once again, “Is kissing me such a bad thing?”
His eyes widened at your question because to him, it was the most absurd one he had ever been faced with (even more than that midterm he took, which was saying something). Of course it didn’t sound like a bad idea, hell, he wanted nothing more than to be able to kiss you, but there was a teeny tiny little problem.
Jisung wasn’t just scared of horror games or ghosts (this one was Renjun’s fault). The thing he was most terrified, absolutely shit-scared of, was telling you he loved you and you not loving him back. It wasn’t just about being rejected, it was about being rejected by you.
But when he saw the way you looked at him right now, waiting in anticipation for his answer. Your eyes were almost sad as they searched his, lips pressed together in a thin line. When he waited for just a beat later, you dropped your gaze, sucking in a breath. You shouldn’t have said anything, you should have just kept your mouth shut and not let a stupid alert from Twitch of all places to get under your skin.
“It’s not.”
You blinked, “What?”
“It’s not a bad thing,” he said finally, giving you a small, lopsided smile. “It’s never been a bad idea it’s just- well I thought that you-”
“Me?” You asked in bewilderment, “How on earth was it me?”
“You shut it down so quickly!” He argued in earnest, “But that’s not the point Y/n, the point is that I would kiss you because I love-like-”
You didn’t let him finish the confession, which he was somewhat grateful for since that was not how he had ever seen it going. Instead, you leaned upwards and pecked his lips just to test the waters. He gaped at you, mouth opening and closing like a fish. You weren’t too sure where the sudden boost of confidence had come from, but you were glad you had done it anyways.
“You’re supposed to keep your eyes closed during a kiss,” You mumbled slyly and he scoffed. 
“That was a terrible kiss. It didn’t even give me time to think about closing my eyes, let alone actually do it.”
“Oh? I guess you’ll just have to kiss me again then.”
He whole heartedly agreed with this offer, pressing his lips to yours again. This time, he made sure to close his eyes when he wrapped his arms around you. Your hands found their place interlocked around his neck, smiling just a little into a kiss. Jisung could taste that peach lip balm you liked to wear (because strawberry was much too tacky for your taste) and was very aware of how you cupped his face carefully.
“I love-like you too,” You muttered, teasing him gently when you pulled away from the kiss. He sighed, resting his forehead against yours. Relief filled him because he didn’t know what he would have done if you didn’t return his feelings. Probably would have blamed it on the RedBull and Donghyuck. 
“That’s good.”
“Just good?”
He stammered, before whining when he realized you were pushing his buttons on purpose. “I mean- what exactly do you expect me to say here? Haven’t you put me through enough today?”
Your eyes shone, “I know exactly how we should commemorate our relationship.”
“Relationship?” He asked softly, “Wait fuck- I was supposed to ask you if you would like to be my girlfriend.” He cursed under his breath, “Please pretend I did that already. Go back to telling me how we should celebrate.”
You laughed and it was the prettiest sound he had ever heard, almost as pretty as you were. Nodding in amusement, you rested your chin on his shoulder, the both of you swaying together to no music.
“We should finish FNAF and I can actually kiss you after you scream your head off! Cute couple things, you know?”
Jisung was going to need a lot more RedBull.
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anauro · 2 years
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https://open.spotify.com/track/3tRv4ZYZimrL27flnjgeR6?si=W3E7GMWMSSuqXoSosJoDkg&utm_source=copy-link
hello roc!!! i'm spreading the Every me and Every you agenda. This song reminds me of Barty in Dass !!!
Hi Aurelio! 💚
I love song recs and the fact this isn’t Taylor Swift or Mitski (whom I both love dearly) makes it even more exciting!
I listened to this song once before I fell asleep and now it’s stuck in my mind, cause it’s so freaking catchy!!!
And I don’t know how you got Barty vibes from this song, because I haven’t revealed that information about him yet (or even hinted it in any way yet), but you are right. It does have his vibes. 💜💔
Especially this bit:
Sucker love, a box I choose
No other box I choose to use
Another love I would abuse
No circumstances could excuse
This just fits him perfectly and although my literary (and musical) analysis skills went downhill since I graduated high school, I don’t think I’m wrong on this one.
It’s going on my Curiosity killed the cat writing playlist ❤️‍🔥😈
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chaotic-nick · 2 years
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Note: @stigandr-the-cat and I was talking about spice while I typed this in. I used the zoom 'Begin Again' for the collab, rather than writing a fic close to the meaning of it, I just listened to the song on the repeat while writing whatever came to mind.
So this fic is based on the vibe of it.
Wordcount: 1122 (it's so pretty) // no warnings, but they are flirting with each other!
Event hosted by: @cafedanslanuit for her Taylor Swift Discography Collab
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"Then on a Wednesday, in a cafe, I watched it begin again"
No one talks about how depressing it gets when the magic of achieving your dreams slowly wears off and reality settles in your brain. Or the many trains of thought coming all at once that never seemed to leave you alone once you start doubting yourself at the perfect moment you settled in bed.
Marley was beautiful.
Old architecture that was once homes were all preserved and developed to house local cafe’s. Some were family libraries And the old military quarters were where the restaurants were.
What once was an intermittent zone a century ago, was a hub where budding artists and those who wanted to break into the industry all gathered. All, at one point, experiencing or had gone through the dread of an early life crisis.
She was never that good at art. Good enough to have it convey what the heart desired, yes. Mediocre, yes. A victim of living up to expectations and scared of never living up to the praise she received, also yes. This teaching job to dreamers alike wasn’t in the blueprint, but maybe. Just maybe she was at that point in her life where this is enough to make her happy. “Ma’am your croissant.”
“I didn’t order this,” confused, her thoughts snapped. Cafe. Brown interior. Monstera plants behind the counters and at the end of benches. Nifa. Her student always reassured her that there was no such thing as a ‘stupid question’. Looking right at her with a mischievous smile. Ah, the free croissant was always a thank you. ”Right.” She smiled, lifting the tray up. “See you in class tomorrow, Nifa. Rest well!!”
“Have a great day!” The croissant, already sure would ooze out smooth chocolate, was a thank you for her reassurances. When she turned around to make way for the next customer, the cafe’s buzzing crowd had slapped her a reminder of how stupid she could be.
Uni students all haunched in their own little screens. One part of the cafe’s floor was covered by their backpacks and chargers. Ah, the peak of deadlines and projects for workers.
With, she carefully navigated the cafe, avoiding the rolled storyboards that stuck out of bags. Then a looming presence, on the way to the cashier, stopped her. Rolled sleeves made her look up at him. instead of a greeting smile, he wore a look of concern “Woah, (Y/n), you should be more careful.”
Jean.
“Thank you!”
“I left my bag at that table, cafe’s full.” His back turned to her, smoothly walking to the back of the cafe. "But I got a seat somewhere."
“I can order for you!”
“A lady should sit.”
Typical Jean.
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That’s him. Sitting across her with his white shirt being flexed with how he sat. Not like he’d catch her ogling him if he was busy talking to someone on the phone.
He’s just like her. No, greater than her with a similar story of graduating from a prestigious art university. Except his talent was impeccable. One that she was sure her descendants would see in a textbook one day. “You’re looking at me,” he pocketed his phone, ready to bite into his sandwich.
Oh. Not that discreet then.
She pointed her teaspoon toward him after a stir. “What’s— what was today’s agenda?”
“I got this assistant director job, supposed to be the first day today. One of the actors backed out and I’m wasting time for now.”
A piece of croissant fell from her hand and back on the plate it was served on.
“What do you know about directing?” Her eyebrows met in confusion, leaning closer to him that her perfume wafted into his nostrils.
“Right because you’re the one with the comms degree and I’m a fine arts graduate—” his defensive tone mixed with being so fluttered with her. He regretted sounding so mean for she moved back into her chair. Looking at him— inspecting his face to decide if she needed to apologise for such a question.
“No what I meant was . . .” wait, he’s right. “What’s the difference with our degrees again?”
With Jean, the moment he took his degree from his dean on stage, his mind was out of Paradis. Settling into his imaginary apartment in Marley. He was sure that if her returned to where his mother lived, he would lose it. He’s long dreamed of the life he wished to have to let all go like that.
It was glorified enough that he spiralled too quickly into the thought of giving up. Wandering around for the sake of a dream dying out when the need for survival began to weigh more. He wasn’t going to give up and move back to Pardis with his head hanging low.
Another failed interview because he was cut off, and the touch of rain had him running to the cafe for shelter. Should’ve listened to Marco and put his papers in a folder. Curiosity got the best of him, borrowing from the food budget set for next week, he ordered a midday meal before he could even find a seat.
Fast forward to today. Across him, head tilted to the side. Waiting for an answer. “Well,” he spoke into his fist, hair coming down to cover his face. “Mine has the word ’fine’ in it and yours has ‘communication’ in it.”
Every. Time.
She always fell for it. As corny as his attempts at joking were— really, Connie called them corny and a lame attempt back in their uni days. But with her, her face started with a blank look. Then she’d break into a grin.
And then defeatedly admitting that it was a good joke. She pulled her phone out of her purse. “Well, we’re both underpaid, so that’s something.” Fingers rapidly typing in her question. “As much as we want to creat—”
“— We can’t.” he sighed, taking the cup of whipped cream off his tray to place it on hers. “You can have this.”
“But I seriously need to know the difference first,” her words lowering to mumble as her body turned to the side, trying to get a stronger connection to the wifi.
“And if I’m wrong?”
With all the chaos and temporary promises in their lives, he didn’t want to risk another heartbreak. What if the person was meant to be a permanent part of them, only for their relationship to come to a bitter event over something so stupid as a financial setback?
“You kiss me with tongue?”
“That a challenge, (Y/n)?”
“Sacred you can’t put the—” aggravated she clicked her tongue, raising her arm for at least a bar of internet connection.“French in french kissing?”
Silence.
“That’s actually good,”
“And the result’s aren’t loading. Fuck.” Back to the purse, her phone goes. “So, assistant director Kirstein, what do you expect in your job?”
“The pay to be enough so I could take you on a proper date, (Y/n). ”
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Tagging: @yep-seeyalaterbranflakes because Jean nueheheue
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sentence starters:  text posts from a generator i’ve bookmarked, part 4.   tw: injury, insects, unsanitary, some suggestive prompts.  
❝ i for one only care about taylor swift ❞
❝ im hiding in plants now because i fear the world and dont want to understand humans ❞
❝ today someone called me ugly and i was like well at least i avoid memes ❞
❝ welcome to the potion store. this potion allows you to experience bugs ❞
❝ ok but consider: trust everything good in the world ❞
❝ i love fish because they reject the agenda of the white house ❞
❝ is your bed made? is your sweater on? do you want to befriend goats ❞
❝ can we have an anime about girls who infiltrate video games ❞
❝ tfw you celebrate the moon ❞
❝ i hate civilization ❞
❝ it is not polite to cry over bugs ❞
❝ a bumper sticker that reads: honk if you support light yagami ❞
❝ im gay for anyone who can experience liberalism ❞
❝ i got banned from the neopets rp boards because i made my oc manipulate science ❞
❝ im not a person. im a bunch of legos and i admire aliens ❞
❝ i broke all my limbs trying to acquire mysterious unsourced meat ❞
❝ the goal: tolerate garbage? ❞
❝ (wearing a black and red corset with a black leather skirt and black fishnet stockings with combat boots) i believe in everything good in the world ❞
❝ aaa!! its time to try to cheer up by thinking about boys ❞
❝ i must fund shrek ❞
❝ i am writing a wikihow article about how to think deeply about heterosexuality ❞
❝ watch as i hide from werewolves ❞
❝ i love my cat even though she smells like pee and i know she doesnt kinkshame the president ❞
❝ reblog this if you support emos ❞
❝ my neopet would NEVER cuddle bronies ❞
❝ on my farm we will set fire to my problems ❞
❝ just dont illegally torrent my ass ❞
❝ aaa!! im late for my appointment to worship girls ❞
❝ never gonna give you up / never gonna let you down / never gonna fill the void left by fursonas ❞
❝ this post generator is alright i guess but if i could be doing anything right now i would rather avoid love ❞
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ivesambrose · 4 years
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The images are based on the red string of fate
Choose the picture that evokes an emotion in you, that tugs at your heart ♥
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The messages are phrases and words that I have channeled, I haven’t made use of any divination tools. Please take what resonates, you can always book a personal reading with me 🌹
1.
Tall/nice legs
Cuddle bear (they look intimidating and maybe not even easily approachable but are a big softie on the inside.)
If looks could kill
Grow old together kind of love
Children & puppies
Green/greenery or loves the outdoors
Open your mind / they aren’t someone you’re used to
“I think we’ve met before, may I have your name.”
Pale skin, glossy black or chestnut brown hair, Strong arms, nice chest (applies to both genders)
Summer child (or loves the sun)
Fame
Gifts
“I can keep a secret.”
Someone with really striking or expressive eyes
Far away (they’re either from a foreign land or grew up abroad or live significantly away from where you stay currently)
Writer / good with words / expression
Books (avid reader)
Roses & passion
Wine and dine (can be a good cook too)
You’ve been so hurt in your relationships it’s nearly impossible for you to have faith in them even though you end up giving it all in any connections you make. You have learnt to establish boundaries but it did not come to you easily. This is very well reflected in your partner. You’ll bond over the light as well as darker aspects of your life, both will have a dark/morbid and weird sense of humour. This person will make you laugh a lot. They value loyalty and honesty, if you make a promise to them make sure you follow through. You won’t believe it at first how much they love you how passionate they are it might be a bit overwhelming at first but the lesson lies in communication and finding the right balance.
2.
Not your ex or the one you’re with
But they feel familiar
Lighter hair (blonde or light brown I feel they like dying their hair too) and Hazel eyes
Lover by Taylor swift
Venice, Ireland, celtic, Romanian (legit heard these)
Moonlight
sun-kissed skin
Traveler
Lucky
A complete romantic, mesmerzing voice. Can sing.
If this is a girl she has a snatched waist.
Prominent collarbones and jawline
Photography (I feel they like collecting memories of people and faces a lot.)
Cat person or cat like features or movements
Can be a bit show offy
A bit stubborn
Rather fiery / feisty
Near water (you might meet them near water)
Genuine connections seem to have evaded you, everyone you meet seem to have some kind of hidden agenda or are simply jealous of you. You’ve had a foggy view of love too perhaps you simply wait for the right connection to arrive. You feel or have felt that you’re with the right individual quite a few times but it all ends up giving you more anxiety and confusion. This person differs from you in all the right ways to balance you out. You’ll find clarity in regards to yourself and your life path when you’re with them. They’ll adore you to bits and be a bit cheesy too but you’ll love it.
3.
Regal
Old soul
Dark hair you can just curl your fingers into
Suits / they like to suit up.
Clear skin or clean shaved
Italy
Luxury
Nice back / back muscles. Taller than you are. When you hug them you’ll feel secure.
They have a firm handshake
Well kept nails / nice hands
Old Hollywood vibes
They believe in courting or being courted
Law
Writing / communications
They may believe in writing love letters or notes
They have a darkness or intense gaze to their eyes. (for instance they could have blue eyes but they feel so deep and icy or they brown / black eyes)
Horses
Wedding (they believe in deep commitments. They don’t do dates or flings)
Trust
Protective
Playful and witty
Changes
New beginnings
People think twice before messing with this individual, they come from a place of power in some way or they just have their connections. (no, they aren’t abusive)
Their smile is heart melting
You’ve written about them or prayed for them but ended up with the wrong individual, they are yet to arrive in your life. Believe me, they have been praying for you too. You’ll have to go with the flow with this, attempting to control too much will be the lesson you’ll need to learn before you can realize who they are. They’ll bring about a huge change in your life than itself is intimidating but very necessary for you. I feel you’ve been willingly stagnating or its just your circumstances. But know that this will change. They’ll teach you how to trust again or maybe even how to dance again? It’ll feel like falling in love with a human form of poetry.
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Wonderland by Taylor Swift is the perfect song for Tamlin and Feyre's relationship in ACOTAR and the beginning of ACOMAF.
Didn't they tell us don't rush into things?
Didn't you flash your green eyes at me?
Haven't you heard what becomes of curious minds?
Ooh, didn't it all seem new and exciting?
I felt your arms twisting around me
I should've slept with one eye open at night
I feel like this is obvious, but the Green eyes. This part's simple.
The first "I felt your arms twisting around me" is the love Feyre felt being in Tamlin's arms. Feeling him and loving him was enough.
"I should've slept with one eye open at night" can refer to how Feyre shouldn't have lied to herself by saying everything Tamlin was doing to her was out of fear of losing her and his actions were ones of love.
We found Wonderland
You and I got lost in it
And we pretended it could last forever, eh, eh
We found Wonderland
You and I got lost in it
And life was never worse but never better, eh, eh
This is all in good nature. A challenging romance. A fight for love. A life Feyre was meant to have with Tamlin for the rest of her long life. Feyre losing herself in the depths of Tamlin's love for her and losing herself in her love for him. It was Wonderland to her. After Under the Mountain, Tamlin and the Spring Court was her Wonderland.
So we went on our way
Too in love to think straight
All alone, or so it seemed
Feyre loved Tamlin too much to notice being with him was killing her. Tamlin was too in love with the idea of creating a perfect court in his image that he chose to ignore Feyre's suffering.
But there were strangers watching
And whispers turned to talking
And talking turned to screams, oh
Feyre was constantly surrounded by people she didn't really know. Ianthe and the members of the Spring Court.
Feyre's opposition started as questions which she stopped asking at the first sign of Tamlin's discomfort. She grew restless and started being more open and certain of her asking for some slack from his hold, but she still went quiet when Tamlin said so. And then scene in the study happened and Tamlin locked Feyre in the house after she finally demanded freedom.
Didn't they tell us don't rush into things?
Didn't you flash your green eyes at me?
Didn't you call my fears with a Cheshire Cat smile?
Ooh, didn't it all seem new and exciting?
I felt your arms twisting around me
It's all fun and games 'til somebody loses their mind
Tamlin always brushed Feyre's desires and needs aside unless is suited his agenda. He doted on her as long as it was in his own interest. All the smiles and gifts to calm her as if she were the still the same after Under the Mountain.
The second "I felt your arms twisting around me" is how Tamlin's embrace and declarations of love became constricting. Feyre was being held in his embrace like a puppet, every move she made left to his will.
"It's all fun and games 'til somebody loses their mind" is the scene when Feyre finally broke after being locked in the house. To Tamlin, having to deal with Feyre was a game. It was a game of manipulation and coercion.
Oh, darling, we found Wonderland
You and I got lost in it
And we pretended it could last forever, eh, eh
We found Wonderland
You and I got lost in it
And life was never worse but never better, eh, eh
This is in confusion. Feyre thought Tamlin was her Wonderland. She was supposed to be safe with him and love him and be loved by him. It was supposed to last for the rest of her immortal life. That Tamlin could hurt her the way he did was unfathomable.
I reached for you
But you were gone
I knew I had to go back home
You search the world for something else
To make you feel like what we had
And in the end, in Wonderland, we both went mad
Feyre once thought they just needed time. Time to heal and grow and learn to survive in a world so vastly different than either of them had lived in before. Tamlin was trying to build back what he once had while Feyre was trying to build on something she had never known before.
Through Rhysand and the Court of Dreams, Feyre learned that she needed to leave Tamlin to heal. She found her home by leaving Tamlin. Tamlin fought and tried to take Feyre back under the delusional ideas that Feyre was his and that she would conform to what he wanted.
They both fought for love, but not for each other. Feyre fought for the love of family and herself. Tamlin fought for the love of what he and his Court could be. Tamlin went mad with desperation to get what he wanted until it tore him apart. Feyre went mad in the sense that she found the family she belonged with and she learned to love herself. She went mad with love and dedication to what mattered the most to her.
Oh, we found Wonderland
You and I got lost in it
And we pretended it could last forever, eh, eh (last forever)
We found Wonderland
You and I got lost in it (got lost in it)
And life was never worse but never better, eh, eh
This is acceptance. Feyre realized Tamlin might have been her first real love, but he wasn't her Wonderland. He was the illusion of what Feyre thought she wanted because Tamlin was the only love she had ever known. When Feyre had a chance to see the world beyond Tamlin and the Spring Court, she learned what real love was. She knew Tamlin had hurt her and that his love wasn't as pure as she once believed it to be.
This is their song. A bittersweet lesson of manipulation turned into a goodbye to toxicity and pain. The love had once been real and beautiful, but it too easily turned poisonous and deadly.
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