#d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page

[kits-ships]

tag game time because i think it's healing to determine u and ur f/o's government assigned hybrid....

for example: is your f/o a catgirl? a deerboy? a parrotgirl??? feel free to think outside the box!!

and what are you? a bunny? a bitey little puppy?

the world needs to know!!

#im a bunny girl #doctor is like. a wolfdog boy #the master is a foxboy💕 #is this just me assigning my boys kins/therian types #d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page #m; ive been fooled many times; but you seem to truly be mine

[snsmissionaries]

7/5/18 -- Sister Katie Buntin, Guatemala, Guatemala City Mission

Everyday is a good day as a missionary

helloooooooo!!! hows everyone doing_ i hope super duper well! this week was a week of miracles and i mean straight up miracles!!! we met a super awesome man named carlos! he is super pilas! he told us that he prayed for angels to come and help him then he saw a commercial for byu on the TV then he looked into it and found a facebook page that led him to a facebook page for the stake and sent a message asking for more information! the lady on facebook called us then we went to his house and he read the book of Mormon he prayed for the truth he even went to family home evening on  Monday! hes so awesome! its weeks like this that make all the pain and all the rejection that comes from being a missionary worth it! HOW GREAT IS MY CALLING! on Monday night i was on the phone with president shumway and the first few seconds of my call were my favorite... [hello hermanas how are you_[ [president im doing GREAT[ )i heard almost a small gasp of air and then i thought i need to tell him why...= i responded [President EVERYDAY IS A GREAT DAY WHEN YOUR A MISSIONARY[ there is no lace i would rather be than here in the mission! the blessings are endless and the happiness is over abundant! I LOVE BEING A MISSIONARY!!! i also wanted to share with everyone a little poem...

elder wittle had been there before the alarm clock rings 6:30 and i stumble to my feet i grabbed my companions bedding and pull off his sheets

a groan fills the room [is it time to arise_[ it seems just a second ago i was able to shut my eyes the morning activities follow..study prayer and such

but when its time to leave the apartment you feel you haven{t accomplished much.

  [we have a super day planned[ 

my comp says with grin

i lowly utter a faithless breath, 

[yeah if anyone lets us in.[

  with the word of God and my faithful shwinn,

we ride off in the street prepared to face another day in humidity and heat.

  its 9Ñ30 in the evening,the day is almost through.

my companion and i are riding home not accomplishing much we{d thought to do.

  we ride up to the mailbox hoping to receive a lot 

only to hear my echo reverberate [airbox[

we go up to the apartment the day is now complete 

the only thing i have to show is a case of blistery feet.

  silence engulfs me all about as i begin to weep

i thought wed teach somebody but everyone was away.

my hands my aching hands worn hurt and beat

[if our area was any smaller i would have knocked every street[

  [why on our missions are the days so much alike_ the only difference between them is the flat tire on my bike.will you send some cooler weather_ the heat is killing me, i sweat so bad it gets in my eyes its very hard to see.[

  [why do i have to wear a helmet isn{t your protection enough_ people always laugh at me and call me stupid stuff. please send us investigators so that i may give them what they lack.

i want to give them books of Mormon the weight of them hurts my back.[ 

  [and what about my family_ they don{t have much to say.

im sick of not hearing what{s REALLY going on day after day

oh father, why am i here_ am i just wasting time_ sometimes i want to go home im sorry but thats on my mind.[

  my companion heavenly father what have you given me_

the way he rides his bicycle i don{t think he can see.

now you have it i cant go on, i don{t know what to do.

that my dear father is the prayer i have for you.

  my prayer now is finished, i jump into bed.

i need my rest for tomorrow weve got a long day planned.

sleep starts to take over me i seem to drift away 

then it seems a vision takes over me another time another day.

  im standing alone on a hill the view is nice

a man walks toward me and says [hello my name is Jesus Christ[

tears of joy well up inside 

i fall down to his feet

[Arise[ he states [you and i need to speak[

  my attentions to my savior total and complete

he says [your mission is similar to what happened to me[

  i understand what you are going through.

in fact its safe to say ive felt the same as you.

  i even know how you felt when nobody listened to you.

at times i felt not quite sure what else that i could do!

i know you don{t like to ride a bike, for you a car would be sweet.

just remember the donkey i rode wasn{t equipped with 21 speeds.

  i understand you don{t like sweating in fact its something you hate.

remember when i sweat blood from every pore oh the agony was great!

i see you don{t like your companion, you{d rather have someone else.

i had a companion named judas who once sold my life for wealth.

  its hard to wear a helmet people make fun of you. 

remember when they put a crown of thorns on my head and called me king of Jews.

so you feel burdened with the weight of your pack_ 

i recall how heavy it was when the cross was slammed on my back.

  your hands hurt from knock doors all day...

i guess when nails pounded in mine ached a similar way. 

its hard not to hear from home and family you can not see

i lost communication on the cross and cried [father why hast  though forsaken me_[

  we have a bit in common but there{s a difference you see.

i endured to the end / finished my mission so follow and do like me.

he embraced me with his light and  love

with tears in my eyes i watched as he went back to the father above.

  i stood in awe and wonder when a beep rang in my head.

i listened and heard my alarm and realized i was in bed.

my comp let out a groan [6:30[ NOWAY

i sat up and said [come on ill even carry your scriptures today[

  no matter what we go through 

when we feel we cant take more

just stop and think of Jesus Christ

hes been there before!

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i love that even when life is hard i can always look to my savior and know that im not alone! ive never been alone! he will never leave me behind he will never let me down! he suffered and died for each and every one of us! I LOVE THAT! i love that i can count on him and i love that he loves each o us so much that he gave up his life so that we can live again! so back to my conversation with my mission president, the mission is the best time of my life and as much as i may ache and hurt, no matter if i cry at night, no matter how many doors get slammed in my face no matter how scared i am, no matter if i cant speak the language 100% perfect... im not alone and this is the best time ive ever had its the hardest thing ive ever done but the best thing ive ever done! i love our savior i love his sacrifice and im so grateful that i get to be a representative of him and suffer a little of what he suffered.  

i thank everyone for all the prayers and for all of the support! love you all so much! 

  ​

 7/4/18

​

Hermana Buntin

October 18 2017-April 16 2019

[kits-ships]

i cannot believe it has been an entire year since i learned there was a name for self-shipping, an entire year since i started this account, and an entire year since i started self-shipping with the doctor!!

i have such a soft spot for this dork and all of their incarnations, and ill forever be thankful that he (and cas!) pushed me to join this community. obviously it isnt perfect, but i love all my mutuals and their own silly lil ships <3

doctor w/ho has been such a fun universe to fixate on, and i cant wait for more adventures with my traumatized time lord gfs :3

hi taglist :,3 (ik some of u are moving blogs so sorry if i messed up hjgfdg)

@stoneshipper @dudefrommywesterns @sunstar-of-the-north @kylars-princess @faerie-circle-ships @raianritz @knightoflove @wyndford-dekarios @bloomingbodies @strawberrisoulmate @rainbowtvz

#my beloved little scrunkly guy #d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page #my art #self ship #self ship art #self ship community

[kits-ships]

anniversary :)

#my art #no taglist we die like men #d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page #self ship #self ship art #self ship community

[kits-ships]

merry christmas to olive, who got the BEST gift imaginable <3

hi taglist: @blairyl @dango-daydreams @kylars-princess @selffulfillingshipper @noromoselfships @sunstar-of-the-north @dudefrommywesterns @funkedge @hanahaki-arcade @huggsbury @taintedloveletter

#HU SBAND FOREVER #d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page #how do i tag christmas as a warning #cw christmas #tw christmas #self shipping #self ship art #my art #selfshipping community #self ship community #self shipping community #selfship community #fictional other

[kits-ships]

safeshiptember day seventeen six - role swap !!

OLIVE IS THE DOCTOR NOW >:3!!!!!!

taglist :3 - @hippywife @dango-daydreams @selffulfillingshipper @wanderers-wife @sunstar-of-the-north @guzmapkmn @dudefrommywesterns

#why does this look promotional art for a visual novel #my art #safeshiptember #i dont remember how to tag things #d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page #self ship community #self ship art #selfship art #self shipping community #selfship community #selfship #selfshipping #thank u tumblr for having an autofill

[kits-ships]

first drawing of cassie!! the littlest baby <3

im in love with this it makes me wanna cry

taglist: @blairyl @dango-daydreams @wanderers-wife @selffulfillingshipper @noromoselfships @sunstar-of-the-north @dudefrommywesterns @funkedge @hanahaki-arcade @huggsbury @taintedloveletter

#d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page #my art #self ship #self ship art #self ship community #self shipping #selfship community #selfshipping #selfshipping community #fk; atlas #fk; cassiopeia #self shipping community #selfship

[kits-ships]

please take canva away from me

#i spent too much time on this but now i wanna make one for everyone #d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page #selfship community #selfship #selfshipping #self ship community #self shipping

[kits-ships]

THE DAVID TENNANT WATER BOTTLE

#this thing is 64 ounces its a fuckin weapon #two crowleys btw she deserves it <3 #also #tw kilgrave #bc hes a fuckin freak #but such a well written villian #irredeemable mf #also the harry sticker........... its so funny #ac; as sure as god made black and white #c; i love everybody because i love you ! #d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page #a; baby are you coming for the ride? #h; inside the hollow word i can only hope this will do some good #r; listening to the bells of the cathedral- i am thinking of your voice

[kits-ships]

meeting the doctor, 1970

taglist: @hippywife @dango-daydreams @wanderers-wife @selffulfillingshipper @noromoselfships @sunstar-of-the-north @dudefrommywesterns @funkedge

#web weaving #moodboard #d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page #long post

[kits-ships]

WHO WAS GOING TO TELL ME MY 1ST ANNIVERSARY IS TOMORROW???

#?!?!?!?!?!?! #d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page

[kits-ships]

hi hi day 2 of safeshiptember - camping :3 u get a moodboard for today !!

taglist :3 - @selffulfillingshipper @sunstar-of-the-north @dudefrommywesterns @wanderers-wife @noromoselfships @hippywife

#thank u to the others who joined it ily :3 #d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page #safeshiptember #selfshipping #selfship community #selfship #moodboard #hi blaire i added u but if u ever want off feel free to let me kno!!!

[kits-ships]

i slip into the fandom tag, find a gifset of my f/o w/ 5 notes, and add it to my queue- appropriately tagged ofc. then, as if op can read my mind, i think 'thanks for this artwork of your favorite character. lets ignore the fact that i desire them carnally and have that plastered all over my blog.' before i disappear into a cloud of smoke

#every time btw #i like to think im a plague on dw creators #like theres that weirdo who wants the doctor in a bit of a freaky way #but like /neu #d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page #ramblerambleramble #suggestive

[kits-ships]

doctor/olive/master fic quotes, dahlia edition :3

(dividers to separate different drabbles.one-shots) - (tenth doctor and simm master

warnings: mentions of pregnancy, dahlia is a fankid <3, and a single, vague mention of weight (ties into pregnancy). also idk how to write children properly

"are you guys still harassing diplomats? x" her message simply asked as she curled up on her bed in the TARDIS; Honey and Coconut purring by her side. "We weren't 'harassing diplomats'!" the Doctor quickly attempted to explain, "just having a bit of fun!" "It's... important research," the Master added. That definitely didn't seem suspicious.

"that sounds fun <3" she texted back, holding her stomach as Coconut stood on top of it. "are you guys terribly busy at the moment?"

"oh, just cuddling with the cats!!" she responded. "but i think my water mightve broke x" we love a calm and collected girlie

"Your water did what?!" the Doctor's second response read His hands were shaking as he typed and his adrenaline spiked. "???" Olive laughed to herself. "you know the thing that happens to pregnant people??" she texted back with a small grin.

"just come back to the tardis !!!"

"You two have lived together for four years and still act like you hate each other." Olive pointed out with a soft laugh. "The three of us have a baby together; you're allowed to be friends, you know."

The toddler gently ran a hand over his stubble, cooing happily from the sensation of it beneath her finger tips. "She loves you." Olive hummed, watching as the girl gave him what seemed to be a kiss on the cheek. "She doesn't care about your past; just you loving her back." gripping my chest and crying as i reread this

"Dada nose." his daughter said very matter-of-the-factly before curling her tiny fingers around the bridge of his nose.

"Okay, but she's a two year old, not a licensed doctor."

"Me too, sweetheart." she murmured, kissing him once again before pulling away. Her gaze turned to Dahlia, and she tilted her head to the side. "How did you know, baby?" she wondered, watching her daughter kiss the Master's cheeks once again. The toddler turned, smiled, and went, "Dada big nose." I LOVE YOU DAHLIA !!!!!

"Daddy eating da i' cream." she informed the Doctor as if she were a tiny lawyer confirming evidence presented to the court.

"Daddy gumpy." she announced to her parents, running her hand over his stubble with a smile before cooing. "Daddy smile too!" Her fingers went to the corner of his mouth and she gently tugged them upwards. "Yay!" the girl cheered. "Daddy not gumpy!!"

The Doctor grinned, placing his hand on the small of Olive's back. "We are very handsome Time Lords," love the self confidence

They didn't get to sleep for long before Dahlia's voice rang through the room. "Mama!" her sleepy voice croaked, her drowsiness quickly turning into excitement. Olive opened her eyes with a yawn and squished her daughter's cheeks as the Master stirred. "Hi baby!" she purred, kissing her forehead. "I missed you." i would die for them btw

"Plus, Dahlia said that I look like a hot air balloon the other day." The redhead murmured, smiling faintly as she remembered her toddler's comment. (she's having twins for context)

"I mean…yeah, I can see that. But, hey, you're just the cutest hot air balloon I've ever seen."

hi taglist ! this isnt technically writing but its cute, so :3c? @selffulfillingshipper @dudefrommywesterns @sunstar-of-the-north @felixrichtershubby @kylars-princess @faerie-circle-ships @knightoflove @wyndford-dekarios @strawberrisoulmate

#i think i formatted this right #uhhg? #my writing #snippets of it at least #fk; dahlia #d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page #m; ive been fooled many times; but you seem to truly be mine #tw pregnancy

[kits-ships]

YOU HAVE THE FOURTH DOCTOR BEAR?! OMG CAN I SEE HIM?!

my goobers :) idk where fourteens sonic went

#i havent got my hands on thirteen or eleven bc people sell them for 300!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page

[kits-ships]

hello to day 1 of safeshiptember - sharing ur first kiss !!

olive was wine drunk after partying it up during prohibition and pulled the classic "hey close ur eyes real quick....." as if her intentions weren't CLEAR AS DAY..

#this piece is growing on me but its not my favorite #still im :3 #i stay silly! #safeshiptember #d; youre a book thats not quite finished but ill watch you fill the page #selfshipping #self ship art #my art #selfship community #selfship #not using my tag lsit yet bc theres two people on it hgjfdk