#for now theyll just sit

[orangechickenpillow]

Look at this found fucking family I'm going to throw up

#i love this shot so much #because its three people taking a moment to just sit with each other #even when they know one of them is soon going to go away forever #for now theyll just sit #and pass a cigarette back and forth #and maybe tell sarah not to take up smoking #the crow #the crow 1994 #eric draven #sarah mohr #sergeant albrecht

[starfacedstudio]

ID: small drawing of a mainly pink, blue, yellow, and purple plushy version of a star-nosed mole character. It wears bright pink glasses and a sparkly graduation cap with a tassel that reads 2024. End ID.

i graduated :^)

#froxart #described #sona #technically dont have my degree yet LMAO theyll mail it to me at some point tho #now onto other things #like trying 2 get a job finger point right finger point left... #hoping to be able to post and share more of my work tho now without needing to worry about school work and deadlines!!!! yayyyy #that + anxiety were the main reasons i stopped posting frequently #i sometimes get rly in my head about posting and reblogs and stuff #bc my brain categorizes reblogging as a social activity #and thus it requires social spoons for me to do. in which i dont have many to spend most of the time. lol. #do bear with me. #i want to get better about it im just a scared lil animal sometimes. if i ever seem 2 drop off the face of the earth thats probably why #but i have a lot of cool things planned for!!!! the future!!!! #including finally working on FotF........... hopefully....... i may or may not have forgotten how to draw everyone. there will likely be #a few redesigns and such coming. #not rn tho i need to sit and rot for like a few weeks then ill be good <3

[sprinklethetangerine]

CAN YOU GUYS BELIEVE I HAVENT WATCHED EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE ALL AT ONCE YET

BECAUSE I CANT AND I HAVE BEEN DESPERATELY TRYING TO GET MY SISTERS TO SIT DOWN AND WATCH IT WITH ME BUT WE NEVER FUCKING DO

I AM LITERALLY GOING TO JUST WATCH IT BY MYSELF AT THIS POINT

#i think the only way i can successfully sit them down to watch anything is at gunpoint #i might as well just quit now ive been trying to get them to watch at the very least the first episode of AtLA for years #i mean seriously they always always say theyll watch it but they never do #and my sister didnt even get to the second season of Anne with an E #in fact she stopped at THE LAST EPISODE OF SEASON ONE #and she never sat down and continued no matter how many times she said she would #at point she even actually suggested continuing it with me TO ME instead of me to her #but when she opened the TV she just opened some random movie i mean COME ON SERIOUSLY #literally the only way is gunpoint #then istg theyll get upset that i watched the movie without them like HELLO EXCUSE ME #you had every chance and you never took it and that is far from my fault sorry

[skeletons-in-ur-closet]

i AM a violent dog i DO know why i bite

#ok to rb #vent in the tags its a lot u dont have to read #nah but ive been so angry lately #im constantly fighting w my mom and brother but...like im justified every single time #its just like...ive always been the scapegoat of my family (except to my dad) but now hes dead and my mom n brother have been targeting me+ #nonstop. literally 24/7 #for example my mom has not bothered to check on me ONCE since it happened...yet shes constantly treating me like a therapist + #and she always comforts/checks in on my older brother AND she critcizes me for how im handling things or how 'long' everythings taking #all the while they dont lift a fucking FINGER to help me with anything and im doing everythings on my own #while going to school and working full time....to pay THEIR BILLS #idk it just feels like im so fucking alone and yet they just continue to rag on me when im literally doing my fucking best #im not allowed to greive bc im too busy doing their fucking work all while they criticize how i do their work...FOR THEM.... #god forbid im not as talkative as usual bc im stressed (i wonder why) and im the worst person on the planet #literally i will b sitting in silence in my room and theyll find something to make fun of me for or get mad at

[ufcosmo]

zappaheads we didnt get it this time but its looking up...

#weirdgirl acquired wheres the weirdboy #guilty gear #genuinely im quite happy with aba. i knew i couldnt hype myself too much about it being zappa #she looks SO good and im so happy they kept a lot of stuff from her +R design #aba was one of my lower priority picks and im happy! good for her honestly. love wins #also my like thought process is like #arcsys is working with harder to animate characters now #not like across the board but like. eventually theyll have to animate dizzy again #additionally its really only a process of elimination #and zappa will just get more and more demand #so zappaheads... just sit tight ok? well get him eventually

[mangosmoothiepussyv3]

today sucks

#personal #got sick at work and i gotta get a doctors note or else theyll give me a verbal warning which already sucks #so im googling how to get a doctors note and a bunch of sites pop up claiming to give out doctors notes #and i choose one and spend money on it bcus they sent me a message and immediately sent me to the pay page without me being able to read- #the message #and it turns out they dont even do doctors notes!! like they advertised!!! #so now im sitting in my car waiting for my bf to wake up again so that i dont inconvenience him again #and i wanna cry #and its only 11 o clock #im gonna try and get one (doctors note) on monday bcus i dont think im working that day #i just wanna sleep for a million years

[vzajemnik]

im such a guy that needs to kill himself sooooo badly

#🗞️ #why cant i just be earnest and honest and also why does my existance bring me so much shame #i wanna text my parents and tell them that i wanna see them but i know theyll be very distant esp my mom when they see what i look like now #like i wish i had closure from them and i wish it was unconditional and i didnt need to change my whole appearance just to get it #i truly dont know what to do now. like i wanna go visit them so i dont kill myself but when im there im gonna get so unimaginably lonely and #more miserable than ever before #so i just sit here and do nothing and i dont respond to them so in turn they're worried about me and i feel even more guilty

[brightokyolights]

Bro no joke, forgetting that not everyone hates capitalism and then having to try have a reasonable conversation with someone about buying things... *eye twitch*

#to explain we will have person A - person B and then me #so person B is asking me if its ok to buy stuff from ebay - because i am a person that tries to avoid buying from amazon etc #and im like yeah should be because its independent sellers mostly - to be fair though yall. i barely buy anything online because i hate #online shopping. i try to buy things in person instead #anyways insert person A whos like 👁👄👁 oH aRe YoU oNe Of ThOse PeOpLE ThAt DoESNt pUrCHasE frOm AmAzON #yall im sighing just thinking about this conversation omfg its so stupid #anyways queue me explaining that yeah. i try to avoid it if i can because i dont like my money going to some motherfucker who doesnt need #the money (person B pipes in that jeff bezos is on the way to becoming a trillionaire which is Not Good 🙃 . thank you B now i will go on) #A then goes on to explain all the benefits to amazon “what if you want something the next day” i ask if theres really anything you truly #need right away like that. we used to live in times where you would have to wait or find it in a shop. A says “oh but its so cool and #convenient“ and i say sure. because they have the money and grew their business of being more 'convenient' than other businesses #A says “oh but the customer service is so good. if i want a return theyll do it straight away with no questions and maybe even give me #credit too“ and im like yeah. because they can afford to do that. ”sometimes independent sellers are in there too“ ok so buy from them then #If You Must but i can guarantee you mostly dont. not to mentuon theyre probably only on there in the first place because amazon has made it #so its one of the most popular places to use instead of anywhere else #and it went on. i just stopped talking eventually because it eas one of those situations where the other person was not fucking listening to #the point i was trying to make. which is that if you really have to. ok do it whatever. i get that its a bit impossible to avoid sometimes #im not gonna sit here and pretend when ive not been able to get something anywhere else i havent got it from there. but the point is to #actually think about WHY youre buying stuff and WHO the money is going to. because websites like amazon especially have created such a trend #of overconsumption. that you just buy stuff and then buy prime because oh its so cheap and useful and comes right the next day! and you dont #consider why any of these things are true. whos getting fucked over in the process. that you are one of the people getting fucked over!!! #lord i could go on but i shant #point is. genuinely do what you want like deep down i do not care it does not affect me and i know its not so straightforward #but people who just BLATANTLY and actively SUPPORT rich people (forgot to mention A kept talking about how the whole site was smart and that #Jeff was a genius blah blah) can you sit and realise that this whole system and that FUCKING Imbecile of a man are!!¡! a problem!! #i wish i could articulate it better but im leaving it at that #good morning yall xD #le text post

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

It's absolutely not fair that my roommate is gorgeous AND sweet AND smart as hell.

#i have a huge fucking crush on them #but i would never say that to them because that seems like a great way to make our apartment very awkward #and they already have a gf but i think they're polyamorous #but im not sure so i would never risk this #today was so nice. we were sitting on the rug with my dog and just talkingabout random shit #i showed them my favorite rock (spirit quartz) and they loved it #they asked if id go in with them to buy cesium so we could throw it in a lake #and i showed them that you can buy a cube of tungsten on Amazon for $4000 #they're a brain/sleep scientist (im not sure of specifics but they do sleep studies) #ah fuck its been a minute since ive had a crush #and now its on the woman that i live with who may be moving across the country for grad school #unfortunate #they have a tumblr and im always deeply afraid theyll find mine and read my posts about them

[spooky-catboy-angel]

sorry but i actually love small talk. yeah it is nice out isnt it. sure is a wednesday huh! oh my goodness you have a dog? what breed? yeah we really needed that rain yesterday. i love you i'm glad i exist. etc etc

#(after The Orange by Wendy Cope) #.txt #so weird that desktop lets you edit tags now... #N E ways im a lonely little freak who likes talking about the weather #also i endured one class sitting next to someone whose idea of small talk #was like the same halfhearted bit. im not your dad just tell me about the corner store #or something. #whatever theyll figure it out someday

[isabelguerra]

i love pnat dynamics so much i cannot put it into words everyone is so wrong about each other except when they are right. nobody talks to anyone they should be talking to that would make for interesting and compelling character development. the interpersonal drama is so burdened that characters can barely look at each other without feeling horrible. its so genuinely unironically my favorite

#paranatural #edit this is NOT praising the writing. this is dunking on it. not bad dunking exactly like affectionate dunking but dunking nonetheless #its ‘wow youre terrible. i like you.’ we’re bitter exes. we’re divorced #ive been reading this comic for so long and theyve been with me for so long sometimes i forget everyone is like 12 #characters u feel u have grown up with but they have stayed the same. you are the one who has changed. #anyway in my little imaginary mega headcanon au theyre all college students right now and they will deal with college student depressi #on right there with me #‘there are already adults in pn’ well i dont care about them have you considered that. #isabel guerra is a 22yo lit major who hasnt experienced summer the same way since she was 16 and misses it #max puckett is her roommate who sits upside down on their shitty apartment couch while isabel works on her thesis and he talks to her about #camera techniques. ed calls from art school three states over sometimes but they arent as close as they were when they were 12 and that gap #has only widened. they both want things to go back to how they were before but neither know how #isaac age 23 still feels his emotions very strongly but has gotten better at confronting them #hes 23 so hes a dumbass bc 23yos are dumbasses but hes working so that by his 30s he’ll get his psychology lisence to help confused kids #johnny and isabel started hanging out in highschool and haven’t stopped since. he comes over a lot for him and isabel to bounce ideas #off each other. he helps her w her lit research bc isabel loves it but is kinda shit at it. johnnys an english major #so hes better with that stuff but still pretty stupid. hes just got good at old english bc of forge #if it gets late sometimes theyll just turn the lights out and listen to the fan run in the dark. they usually keep that part a secret though #max knows he just doesn’t say anything. isabel appreciates it. #rj goes to the same art school as ed and studies photography. theyre really good at it they’ve gotten some big gigs #but their favorite thing to photograph is their friends every time theyre home #stephens getting his media degree to start his own ghost hunting show. he has a youtube channel but hes trying too hard w it. #needs 2 loosen up and have some fun. ollie wants 2 be a veterinarian but hes taking a couple gap years while taking on and off classes #at the local community college. hes doin pretty good #i did not realize how much ive been typing. beddy bye goodnight <3

[urcadelima]

why can’t people on television make out anymore. why is it always the most absurd closed mouth kiss with zero chemistry. just holding the position for a few seconds and waiting for the shot to end.

#has anyone else noticed that shows (especially comedies) are so much tamer now in terms of sex and relationships-- but they swear way more? #so many shows nowadays are the tamest most boring comedies but then theyll say 'fuck' so it seems edgier #meanwhile back in MY DAY you couldnt say anything worse than 'damn' but at least characters could make out sloppy style #whatever. this is probably about what you think it is. i keep seeing gifs of these damn shows... #also these gifs are giving me like. uncanny valley. theyll act like theyre making out. but theyre not. theyre just sitting there. #is this thing on

[toastsnaffler]

i keep getting irrationally miffed at ppl 😐😐

#'impressed by how much u can talk abt this considering youve not played either game' #fuck off. as if im not just trying to show interest bc u + another friend are both into them + constantly talk abt them in our gc!! #i mean since u guys talk abt them all the time + theyre huge on tumblr like. it would be hard for me to not know anything abt them at all #literally what else can i talk to u guys abt anyway. i dont think there are any interests i personally have that they both gaf abt #if anything they actively dislike most of the things im hyperfixated on. or at least she does so like i cant bring that up can i. #all i did was share a post i saw on tumblr that i thought was funny. its not like i had some negative/controversial opinion #i just saw it and thought hey that makes me think of my friends bc they like those things maybe theyll find it funny too!! #dog sitting outside the door with rly big sad eyes offering them a stick i found in a puddle #i like listening to them talk and i will eventually play some of the games theyre into myself cuz they make them sound rly cool #and even if theyre not my kind of thing i like sharing interests with other ppl and sometimes thats enough for me to be able to enjoy it #i literally own some of them already but im just not in the mental space to start smth new right now. which i have SAID!!!! #why do u even care girl. as if u dont already have a ton of friends playing it that ur talking to abt it???? i wont have anything to add #and thats not gonna stop u from being able to talk to me abt it anyway????? like 2/3 of our conversations atm are abt bg3 #man. i know its not that deep but it makes me kinda sad for some reason. im just trying. i guess next time ill just let u guys talk- #to each other or at me and not comment or say anything so u can pretend im not here or whatever it is u want #ughh. she probably didnt even mean it like that and ill feel stupid for getting annoyed and delete this later but whatever. #might work out early today and then i can like draw or play a game or smth the rest of the day. alright lets go #.vent #listening to my silly little jfunk/jazz/soul playlist and i already feel over it. healing

[n0ct0urn1quet]

god. i hate socializing and i hate talking to people . why cant i just look at someone i wanna be friends with and go hey ur cool let's be friends now

#i need . Friends. Desperately #but also i hate. HATE talkikign to people because i never have like. naything to talk about. ever #im in a gc with like ~7 other ppl who i was irl friends with at one point #and GOD. i wanna talk to all of them again #one of them reached out to me a while back n she and i talked but i just didnt. know. what to say #i am so used to talking to my gf and my best friend who ive known for several YEARS that when i try to talk to someone new #or someone i havent spoken to in a while im just like . okay. i have to act normal and not weird #i cant keysmash in response to everything they say i actually have to say WORDS. or else theyll be like . huh #and then it gets to a point where im just like ogh i dont know what eo even say anymore but i wanna keep this conversation Going #but then i just dont . say anything. and they dont say anything. and we go silent again for another couple months #recently lso i noticed one of my old old internet friends started being online on discord again #and i wa lsike oh my gOD its THEM!!!!!! i havent talked to them in like. 2 ish years? maybe longer? #but. idk. i didnt reach out to them. bc i was like. what if they dont remember me #thats another thing i feel like i come across old internet friends on here sometimes on tumblr and im just like oh i remember you but #ive switched accounts and changed usernames so many different times that im just like. oh. you probably dont remember me #and even if i told you who i was. that i was so-and-so from 4 years ago. you wouldn't remember me. so oh well!!!!! #so now im just . sitting here <33 i want friends but making them is hard and keeping them is even harder . dies

[rohirric-hunter]

Learned something interesting just now. Apparently if two Skyrim NPCs go to use the same piece of furniture and one of them has an AI package that requires that piece of furniture and the other one is just sandboxing, the one with the AI package takes precedence.

#further experimentation: give everybody a mealtime schedule at the same time to see if it breaks them #or if theyll like. go in search of other places to sit #for the mealtime ai package the npc seeks out the nearest seat to sit in while eating right #but like. what if someone else is already using it to eat? #my prediction is that one of them will just stand there and stare at the other one #thats usually what skyrim npcs do when they break #either that or theyll get inexplicably hostile to each other #anyhow #im just satisfying my own curiosity now ive got plans for the mealtime that wont really involve competition for seats #at least i dont think it will

[boygirlctommy]

desperately throwing my animatics at my portfolio please let me into your animation program, school

#my post #BLEASE #they did eventually call me it was like 2 seconds after i complained about them being late #and the lady was like ' ok so you want to switch your major?' and wordlessly typed into her computer for several minutes #and then she was like 'ok well. they want you so ill get into contact with them and see if theyll reconsider' #and then very vaguely said someone would contact me in some way in like a week or so #and so now im just sitting here vibrating like HWAT NOW?? #WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WHILE I WAIT #THIS IS LIKE WAITING TO SEE IF I GOT ACCEPTED ALL OVER AGAIN !!!!!!!!! #unfair 2 me. simply let me in bcus i asked politely #anyways now im panicking and yeeting more stuff into my portfolio incase they decide to look at it again #woe ctommy animatic be upon ye #not even gonna pretend to be nervous about the sheer amount of mcyt shit im submitting like they already accepted me mostly based on ctommy #they can handle the sbsr cr hand holding animatic #consideringggg adding ynbf but it doesnt look very nice idk if i want my school to see that #but i did add am i making u proud yet even tho she kinda sucks <33 shes funny tho #i also added one of the ones i drew on my ohone yippee #guys wtf goes into an animation portfolio bcus i have no fucking clue i am guessing over here