#he died in June

[nelu-chan]

I need to cry. I was just hit with a ton of bricks to the face by the past. Can someone please pass me the acetone, chloroform and a base? I need to fucking explode.

#the persistent reason number one is stress #that is normal I can deal with that #reason number 2 is I am grieving the loss of my mentor #he died in June #I have now time to grief #his absence was overwhelming when I wrote my applications #I cried my eyes out three times #however reason number three #the one to spark this depressive period rn #my mathematics teacher from school just texted me #fyi we were friends #well I absolutely loved him but that doesnt matter #(I guess this is a lie) #thing is I broke off contact because I felt like I was the only one initiating our friendship #but he is the only reason I ever wanted to be good at something #I totally blame him for my praise kink #and I miss him #I miss his classes and I miss him telling me that I did well #nobody ever acknowledged my achievements #I was in the shadows and I was happy there and nobody ever said I did good #and he just praised me #every goddamn time #for my gradesin all classes #for my curiosity which I learned to hide very well because people dont like that generally #for the music I would write #for the poems #I think it is only natural I fell in love #he is one of the people I wanted to be adopted by #and I thought he forgot about me he has a family now #but he didnt and this is freaking me the fuck out how can i even reply without being a total creep aaaaaaaaah

[cutiesigh]

❤️🖤🩷

Wuthering Waves has taken over all of my free time recently, so here's a sketch of Scar!Ren I originally shared in da 14DWY Discord!!

#14 days with you #to be tagged later #Sometimes a team is just Sephiroth; some random flower girl; and a dragoon from FFXIV #Like....... Look me in my eyes and tell me that one of Jiyan's abilities isn't just stardiver /silly #Anyways!! Sharing dis on my main only because it's just a sketch and doesn't feel ''official'' enough for da 14DWY blog #If I come back to this piece + retouch/put more effort into it maybe I'll reupload it there instead #But ya!! Any inconsistencies in Scar's outfit is because I was too busy staring at Taoqi <3 #There was also absolutely no rhyme or reason as to why I drew Ren as Scar specifically too— #—Other than the fact that he WOULD rock da onigiri strip (RIP T_T) /ij /silly #Plus I was going to draw [REDACTED] as (WUWA SPOILERS AHEAD!!!!!!!) Geshu but?? Babes I don't think the timeline works out?? #I really saw the marks in the same spot and was like “oh!! they're the same person :3” LIKE GIRL NO?? This is what happens when you skip cs #Geshu is still my number 1 next to Taoqi though (in terms of design) <3 I have a type teehee #Mayhaps I will draw [REDACTED] after all...... (It's currently 3pm and I'm nowhere near my tablet) #Also also!! A treat for those who've read this far: Day 3.5 will be made public very soon!! It's pride month n I wanna celebrate— #—With everyone's fave demi/pansexual enby (who sometimes does a bit of stalking) (as a treat) (he's a yandere) #Violet's birthday is also June 10!! Early birthday gift!! Yippeee!! #Ok I'll shuddup now <3

[royalarchivist]

Fit: Alright Ramon, I'm gonna tell you a bedtime story about nighttime.

Fit: Now, nighttime of course is when monsters come out, and they try and scare little eggs just like you. But, the thing about nighttime is that as long as you have a source of light, you will be safe. That's right. And Ramon, do you want to know what my source of light is on this island? It's you, my boy. You are my light on this island. Without you, I would be covered in darkness.

Fit: So, I'm just- I'm just so glad to have you as my boy. That's right.

Ramon: [Nods and holds up his totem]

Fit: Oh, Ramon... Yeah, that's right – you got that totem right there! You're going to be nice and safe with that as well! That's right. But I'm just uh– I'm glad you woke up today, Ramon. I was getting worried about you for a second, but no, you're a tough kid. So, I'm just glad you woke up.

#FitMC #Ramon #QSMP #Fit #Literally losing my damn mind over this quote #like. bruh #Thinking about q!Fit's character growth since the start of the Island and how he's opened his heart more #but also thinking about how Ramon made Fit promise not to go into a murderous rampage if he lost both his lives and died for good #Thinking about q!Fit and his relationship with love and hope... #o(-( #Anyways I'll leave meta for the main but posting this clip for everyone to go crazy over it with me in the meantime #I look forward to reading the tags on this post #June 6 2023

[shikai-the-storyteller]

I was doing some VOD watching as a bit of fact-checking / research for something I'm working on and got absolutely bodied by this thing Fit said to Ramon:

"You are my light my boy. Without you I would be covered in darkness."

#*FALLS TO MY HANDS AND KNEES. CURLS UP IN A BALL. SUFFERS* #i talk #qsmp talk #this is Fit's June 6th VOD #Head in my hands thinking about how Ramon made Fit promise he'd never go on a murderous rampage if he (Ramon) died #aghhhhhh #Ramon softened his heart :( #or rather #Reminded him that he could allow his heart to be soft

[lesbocrocker]

imagine being karkat and two people you tried to pitch date (egbert and terezi) ended up pitch dating each other. like, imagine how embarrassing that would be.

#he’s a braver man then me i would’ve just died #karkat vantas #john egbert #june egbert #j egbert #terezi pyrope #homestuck #johnrezi #junerezi

[aesteriya]

Babe what's wrong you've barely touched your Minions: The Rise of Gru Happy Meal™ ???

#IM SORRY FOR THIS LMAO #my nico di angelo McDonald's au soon??? maybe??? #he wanted the bob toy 🥺 #nico di angelo #will solace #solangelo #welp #this is not the great aesteriya comeback of 2022 im sorry #this is the aesteriya cleaning out her 7 month old drafts side story #this was supposed to be up june 11 let that sink in #let it in it has been waiting for SEVEN MONTHS #minions rise of gru #the sun and the star #solangelo book #percy jackson #doodle #pjo #toa #hoo #pjo fanart #pjo comic #solangelo comic #update: i can't do math either 6 + 7 does not equal 12 #the sink has been waiting for 6 months

[jojotier]

thinking again about dunmeshistuck ages and having the strilondes meet at age 13 would be so fuckign funny. you are a half-dwarf named Dave of Stri'dir and your piece of shit tallman Bro appears to shove what looks like a baby elf in your arms and says that's your twin. you're just fucking holding this baby up and said baby is just staring at you from under her lacy little bonnet because and i cannot stress this enough, she is baby. five years later she is taller than you, speaking in full sentences, and refuses to acknowledge that said first meeting ever happened.

#homestuck #dunmeshistuck #rose lalonde #dave strider #bro strider #the benefits of tallman bro include: He Dies Before Either Of His Kids Reach Adulthood #dirk is a fullblooded dwarf on dave's mother's side and roxy's a full elf on rose's mother's side #meanwhile offscreen: Jade and June Are Born #so just imagine dave with all these fucking babies and you get the gist

[eulaties]

just finished death note. my honest review is that it was more homoerotic than expected

#what do you mean light saw L right before he died. FOR WHAT REASON. #also when matsuda shot light......POETIC JUSTICE BABY #loved ryuk's speech at the end too. and light running past the younger version of himself and finally feeling regret #honestly an amazing show and im glad i picked it up back in june #had a good time!!! #death note #lawlight #my thoughts #eulaties

[likesdoodling]

The Adventures of Steve and Orphan 28-30

Because they wouldn't post together with 16-27, probably due to the format. This works as a nice break up though, since the next section is noticeably different in terms of quality.

#dsmp #The Adventures of Steve and Orphan #technoblade #technoblade fanart #technoblade comic #and of course- #Technoblade Never Dies #which funnily enough- #the break between these pictures and the next lot #is actually the break #between June 2022 #and September 2022 or somewhere around there #because that's when I took a break from this comic #for obvious reasons. #Anyway #Steve is a little devastated here ngl #but he has faith that his master will return #dsmp comic #dsmp fanart

[unhonestlymirror]

Ukrainian sayings illustrated by Oleksandr Mikhnushov

#he died 7th of June 2023 :'( #Ukraine #Ukrainian art #украрт #укртумбочка #укртамблер #oleksandr mikhnushov #the duality of a man

[flashhwing]

Mollys death was foreshadowed strongly in a couple ways. he was reckless, always throwing himself into danger and willing to hurt himself to protect others. this attitude led to him being the first character to get knocked out in a fight. he wasn’t nice, but he was kind and fiercely loyal. he’d do anything for his friends, particularly Yasha and Jester. he didn’t get along with Beau but their relationship was starting to blossom into something friendlier. he didn’t know who he was, just woke up in an unmarked grave without a name. all we know about his past is that he’s from Shady Creek Run.

so of course he dies in a reckless attempt to save Yasha and Jester by throwing himself in front of Beau. of course he is buried in an unmarked grave on the road to Shady Creek

and of course, because of the improvised format, literally none of this could have been planned

#mollymauk tealeaf #critical role #thinking again how I was literally watching the episode where he dies #and messaging my friend ‘hey when does molly die. so I can be prepared’ #‘oh. it’s this episode’ #if it had been planned. it would’ve been more obvious. there would’ve been proper death knells y’know #a feeling of dread goin into the episode #a send off of sorts #but that’s reserved for written characters #fuck man it’s July 20th and my calendar is still on june. what the fuck #this has been a post

[rhysnolastname]

they know you were talking shit about them btw yeah he heard. they want you to say it to their face. go on

#MAXES OUT THE ELF EAR AND NOSE SLIDER LIKE THE MAKER INTENDED #I just think that they #he’s an instigator he thinks he’s a melee character he sees a dragon and runs up to fight and dies #the June Vallaslin is in honor of his father because ya I’ve got a whole backstory 😭😭 #also we are so fighting with solas it’s not even on purpose trying to piss him off it’s that to aeron solas is a pretentious little prick #ok #this is the only dai screenshot I will post pinky promise #or is it #I love playing a mage #I should try double handed warrior and shield and sword but #dai gp #xyz

[realboutfatalfury]

finally finished zero escape 999

#yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay #obviously spoilers so um yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah/////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////😺////////////// #/////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// #AAAAH SO CRAZAYS... #kind of sucks i got the safe/letter ending before the other endings. if i got the ohers and then safe/letter ending i think it would've #been very crasy but i think i still experienced a similar effect going thru the safe/letter ending first it's like #woaaaah that's what they meant by that! crazyyyyyyyyy #i was sitting there going like ''I KNOW WHAT YOU AAAAAAAAAAAARE!!!!!!!!!!!!'' <- about ace #i wish i went through door 5 one last tiem i waaaaaaaaant to be with snakey... but i'm glad the last room in the true ending snakey is ther #me and my sister were going back and forth like ''oh maaaaaybe santa and june are zero in a way? idk lol'' #''maybe seven is a cop? he knows lots of things a cop would know'' #and well yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.............. smiiile #but when they did reveal those parts they like added more to what we thought and blew our minds yeah.... #also me and my sister were like ''santa's sister definitely was in the nonary games! she maybe died there!'' #''he keeps talking about temperature.. you think his sister died from getting burned?'' 😁.......... well. #we were game theorying!!!! #and the true ending was like it put everything in place awesomely! #i will say i was not expecting the hot mummy to be relevant... i thought she was just there. #and well yeah..... #same with the clover bookmark >_< i thought it was just a nice thing for clover but! it is relevant! blowing my mind maaaaaaan #i really like the ending ending... they let clover driiiiiive so awesome #also got an explanation on what happened to the bunnies... yeah eyah #yipeeee zero escaaaaaaaaaaaape i think if i continued 2 years ago i would cried my ass off. i haaaaaate blood and other stuff. #but i can handle it now yay

[feluka]

the poem always fucks me up and it would do so any second of any year but ESPECIALLY today. "we made a life between haifa and beirut" and "we can breathe in christmas" and "we pray in el aqsa"

#and upon rereading i realized he picked the date june 14th because it's the day she died. #it seems obvious that that was the intent but i only just remembered what day that was.

[plasma-packin-mama]

In universe delilah doesn't exclusively use they/them pronouns, but out here they do bc Tumblr users don't know how to act

#binary pronoun privileges revoked for being too weird about unlabeled queer people #in case youre curious boone uses she/they #arcade uses they exclusively and WILL correct you #veronica uses they and sometimes he or she as a treat #raul uses he/she #lily uses she/he #cass uses she/they/he #benny uses she and he (derogatory) and then he dies badly #june (other oc) mostly uses they but hits them with a he or she sometimes as a treat #most of the remnants use he but daisy uses they as well #julie farkas uses they exclusively and did even before del transitioned #dels adopted parents use She (still thinks they're a girl) but eventually figure the whole they/them thing out #everyone else in the world takes a wild guess bc del is pretty hard to pin down LOL #thanks for coming to my delilah pronoun ted talk #delilah

[strechanadi]

So it is true.

He’s leaving before he’s 42. 41 even.

And I hate it.

I was supposed to have two whole seasons at the very least.

#I died today for a bit #it hurts already #and I am not sure what I’m gonna do then #Karl was bad enough #but this one’s gonna hurt something fierce #especially with this season he’s barely dancing anything #like I don’t care for fucking Manon in fucking Japan #it was supposed to be Giselle in Paris #at least one more… #and by now I have almost zero hopes for Swan lake in june #but he’s going with Onegin #that’ a good one #that’s a good one indeed… #and now please excuse me while I leave feeling sorry for myself #and being overly dramatic and shit