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mashmouths · 1 year
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can consequences either start feeling real again or stop applying to me until they do please and thank you
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twilightarcade · 7 months
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I think most of this [gesturing at me as a person] was my middle school english teacher's fault really
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helenvader · 1 month
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I am not that thrilled about the football plot of Unseen Academicals, but there are so many gems in the book. Here we have Lord Veterinary 🤣 who did his homework on the subject at hand so well that it makes everybody speechless (no news), and the last part is just... glorious.
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At which point someone tried to slap Vetinari on the back. It happened with remarkable speed and ended possibly even faster than it began, with Vetinari still seated in his chair with his beer mug in one hand and the man’s wrist gripped tightly at head height. He let go and said, ‘Can I help you, sir?’
‘You’re that Lord Veterinary, ain’t ya? I seed you on them postage stamps.’
Ridcully glanced up. Some of Lord Vetinari’s clerks were briskly heading towards them, along with some of the slurred speaker’s friends, who could be defined at this point as people who were slightly more sober than he was and right now were sobering up very, very fast, because when you have just slapped a tyrant on the back you need all the friends you can get. Vetinari nodded at his gentlemen, who evaporated back into the crowd, and then he snapped his fingers at one of the waiters.
‘A chair here, please, for my new friend.’
‘Are you sure?’ said Ridcully, as a chair was pushed under the man who, by happy coincidence, was falling backwards in any case.
‘I mean,’ said the man, ‘everary one saysh you’re a bit of a wnacker, but I saysh you’re awright over thish football fing. ’Sno future in jus’ shlogging away. I should know, I got kicked inna head quite a few times.’
‘Really?’ said Lord Vetinari.
‘And what is your name?’
‘Swithin, shir,’ said the man.
‘Any other name, by any chance?’ said Vetinari.
‘Dustworthy,’ he said. He raised a finger in a kind of salute. ‘Captain, the Cockbill Boars.’
‘Ah, you aren’t having a good season,’ said Vetinari. ‘You need fresh blood in the squad, especially since Jimmy Wilkins got put into the Tanty after eating someone’s nose. Naphill walked all over you because you lost your backbone when both of the Pinchpenny brothers were taken to the Lady Sybil, and you’ve been stuck down in the mud for three seasons. Okay, everyone says that Harry Capstick is making a very good showing since you bought him from Treacle Mine Tuesday for two crates of Winkle’s Old Peculiar and a sack of pork scratchings, which is not bad for a man with a wooden leg, but there’s never anyone in support.’
A circle of silence spread outwards from Vetinari and the swaying Swithin. Ridcully’s mouth had dropped open and Henry’s brandy glass remained half empty, an unusual occurrence for a glass that’s been in the hands of a wizard for more than fifteen seconds.
‘Also, I’m hearing that your pies are leaving a lot to be desired, such as dead, cooked, organic content,’ continued Vetinari. ‘Can’t get the Shove behind you when the pies are seen to walk about.’
‘My ladsh,’ said Swithin, ‘are the besht there ish. It’sh not their fault they’re up againsht better people. They never getsh a chance to play shomeone they can beat. They alwaysh gives it one hundred and twenty pershent and you can’t give more than that. Anyhow, how come you know all this shtuff ? It’s not like we’re big in the league.’
‘Oh, I take an interest,’ said Vetinari. ‘I believe that football is a lot like life.’
‘There ish that, shir, there ish that. You does your besht and then shomeone kicksh you inna fork.’
‘Then I strongly advise you to take an interest in our new football,’ said Vetinari, ‘which will be about speed, skill and thinking.’
‘Oh, yeah, right, I can do all them,’ said Swithin, at which point he fell off his chair.
‘Does this poor man have any friends here?’ said Vetinari, turning to the crowd.
There was some diffidence among them concerning whether or not it was a good idea to be friends with Swithin at this point.
Vetinari raised his voice: ‘I would just like a couple of people to take him back to his home. I would like them to put him to bed and see that no trouble comes to him. Perhaps they ought to stay with him until morning too, because he just might try to commit suicide when he wakes up.’
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gravity-what · 6 months
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Option #2 for future Omi (option 1 here) and the one that I am imagining fits a little better with the OG Omi/is the ‘happy’ outcome (at least for this point in his life…). And definitely the one I have thought about the most (lol look at all the notes!)
He’s grown in a lot of ways (less hard on himself, more willing to acknowledge faults, has found a good balance between letting himself be himself and being loyal to his friends) but in others he has maybe…well, not ‘regressed’ but decided to actually be a little more selfish. He’s less looking for others approval and more ‘realizing I actually am good enough to exist without approval that will never come and appreciated those who do see me for what I’m worth’. Which is a bit of a tricky place to be since it definitely has led to him not being willing to listen to criticism that he should definitely be listening to from the other Dragons.
It has led to a bit of distance between them all, especially since Omi is also in a stage of his life where he is being a bit more serious in his academics (I know he has always been serious but it’s a difference between childish seriousness and actual full investment in a project) even if he is having more fun in the battlefield. (He is definitely creating and testing out new martial arts moves left and right and is becoming quite prolific with it. At the rate he is going his martial arts moves are going to out-number Dashi’s Wu count!).
When push comes to shove though Omi always comes through to help the other dragons and has never left them high and dry (ha!). Still, there are worrying cracks that are hard to ignore…
Additional note: Omi’s hair is definitely a byproduct of a wu that he decided to keep~
Anyway happy Halloween 🤣
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pikapeppa · 16 days
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15 questions for 15 friends
Tagged by @elveny and @johaerys-writes -- thank you, my loves!
ARE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? My mom. Apparently my dad really wanted to name me after my mom and she was like "ugh really fine" LOL. My dad is also named after his dad, who was named after his dad... REAL ORIGINAL. This is going to sound like a total humblebrag, but my mom and I are both published academic authors, so we have to use our middle initials to distinguish who published what 🙃
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Probably in therapy last Thursday LOL. Though I got a little prickly-eyed earlier this week watching the episode of ATLA where Zuko and Aang go on their lifechanging field trip to the Sun Warriors' secret village 😂❤
DO YOU HAVE KIDS? Nope! Childless by choice.
WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY/HAVE YOU PLAYED? I played T-ball when I was 5 or 6 (hated it, cried so much that my parents pulled me out LMAO) and I was on the volleyball team in Grade 6. I'm left-handed and I had a habit of serving into the wall, unfortunately, and the habit got worse when I was nervous. During one game, they took pity on me so much that they paused the game until I got the ball over the net. I was fucking humiliated and have never played a team sport since then. 🤣💀 Re: other physical activities, I like dancing! I've taken a ton of different kinds of dance classes including swing, salsa, bellydancing, and Bollywood dancing, and loved all of them!
DO YOU USE SARCASM? No. Me? Never. 🙃�� Forreal though yes. All the time.
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? Uh...! I don't know if there's any one specific thing? I usually take in an "overall impression" of appearance. Vague, but that's all I've got. If the question was "what's the first thing you notice in people you're attracted to", that might be a different story 🤣
WHAT'S YOUR EYE COLOUR? Brown.
SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? I am going to copy Johaerys's answer and say it doesn't matter to me, as long as the story was good. But also, who says scary movies/horror media can't have happy endings?? 🤣Haunting of Hill House, anyone? (Bittersweet, maybe, but it counts as happy to me!)
ANY TALENTS? Would it be wretched if I said I feel like writing might be a talent? Whatever, I'm saying it. 🤣😅
WHERE WERE YOU BORN? In a hospital in the same city where I currently live! Which I will chose not to reveal openly! 🤣
WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES? Writing! It takes up a solid 75-90% of my free time. Also gaming (which I might count into the writing time since it often becomes Research™ for the writing 🤣). I also enjoy baking and cooking, though I don't know that I'd count those as hobbies since they're necessary ADLs?
DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? A cat named Meeko. She is my daemon. We can never be apart when I am home. Case in point, a photo taken in real-time while completing this quiz:
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HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5'3".
FAVOURITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? Uhhh... what level of school are we talking here? In undergrad, I took an incredible linguistics/history course about writing systems, and that was probably my favourite class ever. I took a course during undergrad about different schools of psychotherapy that was pretty damned influential too.
DREAM JOB? I also loved Johaerys's answer here: "I don't think there's any sort of job anyone could do in this capitalist hellscape we're all currently living in that would be enjoyable enough to make up for, well... living in a capitalist hellscape." I'm lucky enough to work in the public healthcare system so I'm pretty safe from the worst of capitalism, I guess, though my job (speech-language pathologist) is one I chose more for practicality (certainty of employment) than because I was really passionate about it. If I could do something else and not have to worry about money, I would either want to be a fiction editor, or a sex therapist.
Tagging forward to @ranaspkillnarieth @iamcayc @heroofshield @fantasy-girl974 @hellas-himself @midnightacrobat @alyssalenko @vorchagirl @elinorbard @stuffforthestash @mwasaw @lordofthenerds97 @y0ureviltwin @ladyofthelake91 @perhapsrampancy @cha-mij and genuinely, anyone else who wants to share!!! Tag me so I can spy on your life! 🤣❤
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darkfictionjude · 3 months
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Juuuuuuuuuuudeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I haven't bugged you in a while. How are you? I truly hope all is well, sunshine and rainbows for you ♥️
I'm bugging authors as usual. So if you had yes HAD to choose any character to romance from your IF (Yes the fucked up cast.. i didnt write them ok!!) Who would it be and whyyyyy?
Also do you see that relationship lasting or would u end up killing someone? 👀🤣
Hahaha this is such a fun question. Unfortunately I am straight so my lovely Nia is out of the running (although I feel like she has the power to turn me if she tried)
Now I do like bad boys, and I like blond boys but Lorcan is too… emotional for me. Like all the characters have deep emotional issues but I’m the type to like those suffering in silence types 😭 so I guess it’ll have to be Imre. And that’s just because he’s Latino, he’s incredibly smart and he’s lowkey mysterious.
I feel like our relationship would last but we’d be toxic together. Two emotional avoidant academics with parent issues? Yeah we’d suffer 💀
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twobruhsinahottub · 3 months
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Shout out to my fellow singlets with "innerworlds/headspaces" (quotation marks as im not sure this is the correct term for a singlet to use!).
A long description of my inner world and the way my brain works is found below....
I am a maladaptive daydreamer and autistic and i have a very detailed inner world / worlds / universes that i interact with very often. I call mine my inside brain. I visualize it as a world in the center of my brain (if all brain functions were on the outer shell, this world is inside like a bubble). It is infinite. It has layers and depth and it can be zoomed in and out to different parts of it. It can also be "swiped" to a different world (i have two main ones) as well as there being many alternate versions of each world. They grow and change with me and what i need most at that time. I only interact with one main one these days but i keep the old one there, in ruins, to remind me of where ive been and how that part of me is now gone and i have a new inner world now. I also have the mind palace (inspired by bbc sherlock) which is on the edge of my "brain" and "inside brain" where i store all important things such as memories and facts in filing cabinet rooms, and there i can project the memories onto the "inside brain" to watch them the same way i watch the characters in the inside brain!!!! Its great fun honestly and has pretty much saved my life as it gives me a safe space no matter where i am. All i have to do is dissociate and go in there and im safe from harm :3 it also helps with academics because the mind palace has a black board room and a few visualizing rooms that i can do math on and picture any words ive read in respectively.
Its very hard to explain how i interact with this "inner world" because i am a singlet and its just me (and my characters who are like dolls, i control everything they do and say and how they look and act etc etc) in there. Its not like a hallucination, its entirely in my head and i watch from different angles like from the perspective of a movie camera. And i can still see the world around me when im in there. Id describe it like dreaming while awake but i am in full control, so its a daydream really, but in the same space every time and its a very detailed world.
My inner conscious is also in there. His name is Harri. His appearance and personality is who i want to be and how i want to look and his voice is how i want to sound, but he does have a different life to me such as he is Australian American and is adopted, and he has hEDS, which I do not have (but many of my family members do). Idk if its weird that he has a disability i dont have but he just does, thats not something i chose, he just started appearing with braces and a crutch and i was like oop- okay then 🤣 yeah anyway Harri is a cool dude idk, hes 38 and hes like my best friend. He replaced the guy from my old inner world who was called Bill (he was technically just Bill Weasley but i changed him so much he was really an OC) but then things got bad with Bill and i had to start a nuclear war in that headspace to get rid of everything a start a new world.....my brain is weird.
Anyway I love my brain, I have to be careful to make sure I dont have a repeat of the Bill situation, but I avoid it by using only OCs and changing the story often so i dont get too sucked in to anything specific and start becoming delusional and dysphoric about not being a 50 something year old ginger wizard from Ireland- yeah.....that happened. I also started having memories of things that happened to him (which was not good because he had a very violent life) and becoming triggered when watching HP movies because I would remember being abused by certain characters 😬
Nowadays i know how to control my mind better so it stays safe most of the time! But yes that is my brain and my innerworld lmao, feel free to share your own experiences (both singlets and systems!!)!
Also bonus fact: my innerworld was actually my special interest for about 3 years? It was hard to explain so i said my spin was harry potter but it was actually my inner world that was based off of harry potter lol
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folkloresthings · 9 months
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hi becca!!! congratulations on your milestone 🤩🎉💐 1k is a big deal and you SOOO deserve it!!! proud of you, darling 🥂
may I participate in the 1k celebration? jane eyre - f1 fandom please with my gender perference is male. (please do accept my sincere apologies for the incoming long info about me)
i tend to be too hard on myself, i yearn for academic validation, i am an ambitious person! very much a goal oriented person. i also tend to overthink and scared of failure. i often times blame myself for 'my mistakes'.
ive been called the "mother" or the mature one in my friend group haha. ive always taken the leadership role and people say that i have that commanding aura! well im not the type to be open and welcoming on the first meeting, thats for sure!
i am quite protective of myself and for the people who i cared for, ready to 🤺🤺 for them. i also dont think twice to stand up for people! my loved one can count on me regarding that! im not the type to hide my feelings about others. lets say i dislike that person, my action does reflect that. however, im also quite vocal when it comes showing love that i have for people that i love, hence i love making small gift or writing encouraging words for them.
i would say that my sense of style is chic and classy! oh and people has been complimenting that I exudes "elegance" and "luxury" (am so flattered!) ++i love learning new languages
that was fun! i feel like you know me from inside out now 🤣 thank you for letting me participate. looking forward to see which f1 drivers will you ship me with. have a fantastic day/night
hi!! this was such a lovely ask, ty 🥰
i ship you with: charles leclerc! he, too, is incredibly ambitious and goal—driven. you both know what you want and how to get it, and while you both overthink about it, you’re able to look out for each other. he knows when to tell you to take a break, and you for him. you take care of each other in that sense. very much mom and dad in the paddock. mans needs someone to stand up for him to ferrari too, so i’m enlisting you 🫡 he adores your support of him, and your reassurance whenever he doubts himself. living in monaco with him, you need that elegant dress sense and luxurious aura. you’ll also help charles improve his style a little (he needs it)
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envieddude · 1 year
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Here's an update/better explanation on the fanfic I'm working on. I haven't been able to work on it much due to academic matters and my motivation.
I'm considering on focusing more on the personal life of characters a bit more than the Luna Nova aspect of things (meaning their relationships, mental health, prob some identity crises). I'm also considering adding some OC's and their backstories, as well as having some be main characters (maybe a tiny bit of a self insert, lmao 🤣). The only thing I am completely unsure about is if I want to keep the original main student characters (That being the Red, Green, and Blue team) in school or have them be grown adults.
Alright, that was some info on what I may be adding, here's what I've worked on/am planning to work on:
-A tiny snippet of the prologue
-Some character info
-Researching background characters from lwa so I can use them (maybe do them a bit of justice)
-Researching the area that the LWA setting was inspired off.
-Making references to our world + slightly altering some ( Eg: altering the names to things)
I think that was pretty much it, so have a good day/night
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somebirdortheother · 1 year
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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you. learn to know your mutuals and followers.(ू•‧̫•ू⑅)♡
Ouuu what a good question 🌞
I found it a tad difficult to narrow down the list of things that make me happy to five, and perhaps I’ll cheat and do 5+1, but here they are, in no particular order:
1. Animals! This includes my three pets (two cats and a dog) who are a daily source of comedy. But I love and respect all animals, except for moths.
2. My relationships, each and every variety of it 🖤❤️ That goes without saying!
3. Writing, of course. While I’ve only got into writing fanfiction recently, I’ve been writing and performing poetry for years, and writing (mostly sci-fi) flash and short fiction, as well as scowling at my trio of started and abandoned WIP novels. I suppose I’ve even enjoyed writing academic papers. Fuck, I even love writing things for work.
4. Art in general, which for me primarily includes a) music - I love all kinds, and am a whore for opera; I also play guitar mediocrely, and am horrific at piano; b) sketching and drawing and doodling, which goes hand in hand with spending an unnecessary amount of time in galleries
5. Uhh… physical exertion 🤣 I used to play tennis competitively as a youth, followed by some years of dancing, but nowadays I run long distances, swim, rock-climb, skate, ski, and do an occasional martial art.
+1. Staring into the abyss and having it not only stare back but also flirt back.
Wow, thanks for asking, @yletylyf
Now, finding who ever reblogs my stuff 😅 *cries in not being a cool tumblr kid *
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sxtaep · 10 months
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My friend needs advice my advice and I so can't give her one😩I feel terrible.
She's asking if she should drop out for 1 year after high school or she should just join any other college.
She gave the entrance exam for a university she wants to get in ,now she doubts she won't be able to clear it and that's why she asked me this ....what do I tell her??? is it ok to drop or not??
i am 100% the worst person to take academic advice from 🤣🤣🤣 but let’s see…
education doesn’t mean everything, and it’s quite common for students to drop out/take a gap year before going to uni (assuming she will complete her college years).
i’m not sure what the system is like where you are, but it’s compulsory to go to college from 16-18 (or do an apprenticeship) and then you decide whether you wanna go to uni after or not.
i’m not really an academic person, like i know my stuff, but being in education my whole life did not sound pleasing and i actually ended up dropping out of college during my second year and did an apprenticeship instead WHICH IS WAY BETTER THAN I THOUGHT.
i’m pretty much working full time and studying at the same time to get a qualification and i’m getting experience as well which will make it much easier for me to apply to other jobs and actually be considered for them.
if i hadn’t dropped out of college, i’d have just finished my first year of uni and a lot of my friends are in uni and when i ask them how things are going… it’s never anything positive 😭😭😭 but i guess that’s how it is with uni.
in the uk, it’s quite common for someone to go to uni, complete their degree or whatever, apply for jobs and be rejected simply because they don’t have any prior work experience within their qualification.
i’d recommend your friend do an apprenticeship because she’ll be in a professional working environment, picking up on skills a lot of employers are looking for and she’d be able to study once a week and receive a qualification in less than two years 😁
but then again, i am the worst person to take advice from so 🤣🤷🏻‍♀️
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danpuff-ao3 · 1 year
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#2 from the questions designed to make u hate me list 👀
EXCELLENT QUESTION.
2.) Are there any popular fandom OTPs you only BroTP?
100,000% Drarry. I know I've said this before, but like...I'm overly in love with Snarry, so shipping them with other people makes me sad. 🤣 But I can at least feel a spark or a vibe from other ships, such as say Tomarry or Sirry (for Harry), or Snaco or Sneville (for Severus.) There's interest there, and sexiness, and even if it's not romance or longterm, I can envision there being something.
Drarry???? I just don't get it. 😭 0 spark. 0 spice. For me personally. Clearly there are plenty of people who do get those things! Or who don't need those things in a ship, idk. Drarry is huge and ngl I wish I could see it! Especially because Drarry has so many super talented people. 🥺 I admire all the art, and the fics I've read have been so stellar!!!! A+ writing. A+ art. Gorgeous, stunning, amazing. I envy Drarry folks, they have so many goods to enjoy!
Anyway. I can't really ship it romantically. And I can barely see a case for it sexually. 🧐 But platonic???? I LOVE IT. Just like begrudging buddies postwar. Like enemies to lovers only it's rivals to friends. I super dig it. Especially when it's all reluctant. (Like how I like my ships tbh.) Just Harry like helping Draco out postwar cuz he's a good boy, but he's like "I'll help you but I'm not gonna like it." And Draco being all bratty and proud about it all. Or or! Having to work together, be it rebuilding Hogwarts or being coworkers!!!! OR OR OR having to get along because their friend group is all hooking up. (Who doesn't love a good Gryffindor/Slytherin ship????)
A very sibling-like dynamic I think where they're at each other's throats and don't realize how far they've come until they're suddenly defending the other. "How dare you call Potter Scarhead! Only I'm allowed to mock his disfigurement!" 😂
Anyway. Drarry as a BrOTP???? I'm hella into it.
But ALSOOOOO. Okay idk how popular Snamione actually is, idk much about het ships. 😂 But it's not tiny or anything! (Please forgive my snamione ignorance 😅) But...Snamione as a BrOTP???????? I LOVE IT. PLEASE I NEED MORE.
Especially when they become buddies after Harry and Severus hook up!!!!!!!! Snarry with a side of Snamione BrOTP???? Yes yes yes. Two super smart folks being super smart together. Sharing book recommendations, having intellectual discussions, academic and political debates, etc. Maybe sharing projects???? Slowly over time of course cuz Severus is d i f f i c u l t. But they get there!!!! And suddenly Hermione is over for dinner and Harry feels like a third wheel cuz his husband and his bestie are talking nerd shit.
Okay okay okay but imagine: Married Snarry. Dron is a thing. Hermione is a single independent pringle. All having dinner cuz Golden Trio = family. Severus and Hermione get to chatting. Draco isn't actually interested but he's a jerk and smugly jumps in because Harry and Ron are clueless. Harry and Ron just sitting there like ???? Then excuse themselves to go fly around outside. But now Draco can't find his way out of a boring conversation he doesn't even want to be in and "Merlin help you, Ronald, if you leave me here --!" (At this point why am I answering an ask I might as well be writing a fic LOL.)
Anyway, the point is: Drarry and Snamione are excellent BrOTPs that I will platonically ship forever.
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bewby · 1 year
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no cause idk if anyone relates to it in the same way as me but my job worsened my anhedonia like crazy and also not being able to function away from my ex because of unhealthy attachment harhar well i'm trying to exist by myself and it's really hard to be alive and feel any kind of satisfaction. but. i'm also jusz noticing. i wanna do things so bad but i can't. and i rmemeber when i was in munich thinking that it would make me really happy to travel and do things by myself but it did absolutely nothing for me and i was so sad and depressed and i felt so stupid. i am just dissociating and not finding pure joy and satisfaction and excitement for things even if they do satisfy and excite me. it's weird... and like there is no structure to my life that leads to something good and rewarding. my job isn't rewarding. it made my mental state even worse and made me angrier about capitalism and unnecessary rules that these big "important" people set up for us. i liked when i was in school and well yeah i hated it but i liked that there was a structure and i had some weeks for myself too to relax and i worked towards something. i have nothing rn . i have notjing that works for me in the long run i have no hopes and dreams i mean i do but i mean not in the work or academic sense. i don't have anything outside of. wanting to be healthy and have a group of irl friends and be truly and deeply . okay and SATISFIED with the simple things in life. also my memory has worsened alot like it's actually embarassing how bad it is i forget simple things sometimes and it has lead to me forgetting even what happened a day ago cause nothing. is going on. NOTHING IS DOING ANYTHING FOR ME HSHB SHAHAHB HAHHA'nngrhwiwkfbdkhjk. what is wrong with meeeee 🙌🏻🙌🏻😏🤣🤣🤣🤣
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sweetmastermind · 1 year
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Omggg, you're traveling? That's good<3. Don't forget to take care of yourself. Hehehe, I am okay too. Here I am fighting the academic stress 😭, thankfully I can still manage. I am trying to have fun by visiting tumblr🤣
Thanks for all the readings, don't forget to take time for yourself<3
Yeah, a few days to see some family members, need to prepare mentally for that 🤣
You can do it! i know that stress too well, here we start with exams middle of February and on march, we have the beginning of the academic year
Thank you <3
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deardiaryxo1 · 6 months
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Today was quite eventful, and overall, it turned out to be a successful day. Let me start from the beginning. I woke up feeling a bit groggy because I stayed up late thinking about various things. One of my late-night activities included googling some weird things, which I found quite amusing. 🤦‍♀️😅
Unfortunately, my late-night adventure caused me to oversleep, and consequently, I arrived at school late. Being short on time, I had to multitask and do my makeup in a hurry. I knew I wouldn't have time to fix myself up after classes, and I definitely didn't want to risk missing my Prince Charming. 🫠
Speaking of my Prince Charming, during my 10 am routine, I noticed him sitting at a table with his girlfriend, but they weren't engaged in a romantic conversation. To my surprise, they were checking their school books together. I never knew he had such a studious side 😂 He has always had the appearance of a wild child with a hint of hopeless romantic, but seeing him involved in academics was unexpected. 😅
As I walked past them, I overheard him saying, "I will show you; it will be easier once you see me doing it." It seems like he was helping her with her studies. Could he be any more perfect? 😫
FAST-FORWARD ⏭️, after my classes ended, I had to hurry to the restroom. I ran so fast that I started sweating and my makeup smudged on my clothes. Luckily, my dress was made of a material that allowed me to wipe it off easily.
I changed into a new outfit in just two minutes and fixed my hair quickly. My eyeliner had smudged because it was windy outside, so I had trouble reapplying it. I decided to use black eyeshadow instead, and it worked well. I felt confident that I looked good again. 💁🏻‍♀️
When I left the restroom, I saw him standing by a window, busy with his phone. I didn't know whether to walk slowly and let him see me, or do something to get his attention, it would look stupid though 🥲. I ended up pretending to talk on the phone, walking past him about a meter away. I said things like, "Yes, we can do that tomorrow, I'm free."
I PRAYED THAT MY PHONE WOULD NOT START RINGING.🤣
Surprisingly, as I got closer, he looked up at me while putting his phone away. It seemed like he might say something, like “alright?” but instead just nodded and smiled awkwardly. I wasn't sure if he thought I looked foolish or if he was impressed with how I looked. 🥹
I felt my phone vibrate, but it wasn't a call, thankfully. I kept up the phone conversation act for a little longer, just in case. 🤣
Once I stepped out of the school door and was out of his sight, I finally ended my fake phone conversation and checked my phone. To my surprise, it was him! 😳😱😱😱😱😱😱 He had sent me a message while I was walking past him.
Instead of opening the message right away, I decided to wait until I got home in about 15 minutes. It seemed like a better idea to have a calm and uninterrupted moment to read and respond to his message. 🫠
The message was sweet and short “Hey you, how was your weekend break? Any plans for today?😊”
The last bit got me nervous as I knew where this is all going…. So without thinking twice I sent him “Hi there , i am good thanks :) wanted to ask why do you want to meet up so much? You have gf.”
I SENT IT WITHOUT READING.
I felt a wave of regret wash over me, and tears welled up in my eyes. I messed up so badly. The day had started off well, and my plan had worked perfectly until I sent that message. I just wanted to crawl into a hole and disappear. All I wanted was for him not to reply, so I could pretend it never happened. 😭😭😭
But if he did reply, I thought maybe I could salvage the situation by pretending I was drunk messaging him. 🤨The problem was, it was only 3 PM in the afternoon, and it would be hard to pass off being drunk at that time. I felt trapped and didn't know how to fix this mess I had created…. 😫
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Ok, after some "post-reading-smut time alone"... now I can properly answer you with my fangirling attitude 🤭
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH - FINALLY!!!
Thank YOU for that. So damn good... SO FUCKING DAMN GOOOOOD. Tell me there is a part 2. Pretty please, tell me.. come on.. she is so dreamy to be a stand alone kind of thing.....
First: I cannot unsee Olsen in a air-hostess uniform... is burned in my mind.
Second: Holy mama...mommy/daddy play is just so.. 👌
Third: yes to oral in the crew seat, yep, yep.. totally worth the googling "where do they seat on an airplane" mishap...
Uuuh, I liked to know I have requests freedom! Don't give me too much opening, I will use it 🤭. Oh, I have so many... let me get my best one forward and I will send you later.. (claps excitedly)
About reading my fics... uhm.. hard pass. 😂 I am joking. I will get off anon and DM you one of this days - you are so nice to talk to 😊. I am writing one for Lizzie. But is far from over.
GOOGLE CAN BE SO DAMN STUPID! Like.. just ANSWER ME! Sometimes I feel like it is mansplaning me.. 😅
No new dehli? Really? Where I would stay is so very nice! My cousin lived there for... like... 10 years? Maybe is because it was a very fancy place 🤣. His photos are extraordinary! But thanks for the advice ;) I will definitely consider it when I am ready to board on a 24hour wanda-less flight 😂
Oh, I am sorry. I shouldn't have anticipated your suffering :x... I had nightmares about balance sheets not matching for years.. hahaha. I can TOTALLY see you doing 34 pages of ledgers by hand. That was a very weird phase in life for me :x.
Well, my biology is more into human anatomy and physiologic, buuut mitochondria being a gift from your mother ... who gots from you grandma, and after grandma.. and so on..is so poetic. Hahaha my geek feminist side showing...
Ok, NOW I AM INTERESTED. We need to exchange smuts indications one of this days.... 😗
My god, exactly!! And I thought I was in a very dark path when I got to know slight smut.. then I stumbled on midnightcrimson and Wanda a few weeks ago? Is safe to say my soul if on the line to take the lift down to hell. 🤣
(Arrrgh, how can I add a freaking image here?? I got a Lizzie doing yoga one!! 😒)
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JUBGBKDDJHJKGB 😭😭😭 i’m so so glad that you liked it anon! 🖤🖤 i’m not sure if i’ll have a part two, but i am planning a small drabble in continuation about the strap-on 🫣 still, not very sure because one thing abt me is i suck at series or multiple parts of a story 🥲
olsen in an air hostess uniform yes. yes exactly. you seriously get me. that’s what i had in my mind the whole time 🤤 sitting in the crew cabin and eating out wanda? COUNT ME IN!
also!!!!! i’ll be eagerly waiting for your request <333 & enthusiastically waiting to read your fics!! 🖤
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google a mansplainer? YOU ARE SO REAL FOR THIS. like my dudes don’t try to explain me shit #GenderfluidBossing (because girlbossing sounds very gender dysphoric to me hehe)
delhi has deteriorated a LOT over the time, the air quality index has risen to a very disturbing amount… if you plan on coming here then i suggest you to do a bit of a research, because it’s seriously dangerous. nothing is more dangerous than a flight with wanda tho. iykwim
34 pages is an understatement 😭🥲 the last time i wrote an accounts exam, i used up 70+ pages in three hours! queue this genre of taylor swift lyrics:
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human anatomy is my only strong topic in the entirety of biology. reminds me of the time i scored 50/50 in science in 7th grade 💀😭🤣 yeah no i’ll never forget that, it was the smartest in science i could ever be! but scientific poetry can consume my heart. the thing is, i love learning about science but for academic purposes is a no.
a geek feminist? you’re like a billion times more iconic to me. i am a geek feminist too. but more of in a way where they should allow people who menstruate to have considerate holidays and exam timings. having cramps while writing a stupid ass 20 mark test should be banned fr😐
the moment i started reading smut i only confirmed my place in hell. i haven’t spared myself. funny part is, i cannot even stop thinking about it 😩 sometimes when i cannot sleep i keep thinking abt smut …should i be concerned?
if you have a pinterest link to the image, you can link it to the text :)
(again, i’m so sorry, i geniunely forgot to answer the ask!)
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