#i do not blame stubborn

[tai-janai]

Do it. Give into temptation. Draw gory stubskep. Draw skeptic cutting stubborn open on a table. Draw blood and guts in an inescapably and undefinably hot way. I am the devil over your shoulder and i say fuck it we ball /lh

alright kiddos

cw: medical malpractice (blood and guts) (consensual)

#i do not blame stubborn #id let him stab me #voice shipping #stubskep #stub #skep #skip skep spek stick spit skit #brains and brawn #blood and guts #cw blood #cw gore #but like not really #the blood i mean #its yellow . so its not blood #obviously #/j

[hydrasheadscientistmcu]

”So mind control.” Artemia chuckled quietly “No. This is simply using the brain to trick the brain in certain ways.” “And using it like mind control.”

#Some people are stubborn #Mind control is magic supposedly #This is simply science #Though I do not blame most of you for not understanding #artemia #hydra #hydra rp #marvel roleplay #hydra’s head scientist #mcu rp #mcu #marvel #hail hydra #marvel mcu

[zeb-z]

Absolutely love that every clone still working with the Empire that Crosshair has a mission with all go AWOL immediately after interacting with him. It draws him unwanted attention from the Admiral because it looks like he’s the key in the other clones getting radicalized and leaving to fight against the Empire instead of for them, but really it’s just because Crosshair doesn’t hesitate when they do to follow a clearly despicable order, clarifying that the Empire really isn’t the Republic they all fought for and that it isn’t peace they’re maintaining.

He’s not some rebel or otherwise, he just makes such shitty decisions that the other clones are like oh yeah the Empire is fucked up im out. That’s so fucking funny to me, actually.

#the bad batch. howzer and his group. tbb on kamino again. now commander fucking cody himself #THE commander Cody. imagine doing something so fucked that you’re the driving factor in getting commander cody to leave. incredible #it’s incredible. his track record is phenomenal. maybe if he wasn’t such a power hungry taken over by propaganda stubborn dickwad #I’d be impressed #sorry crosshair apologists I’m sick of this man making bad choices and blaming it on the rest of the bad batch #yes there’s more to it then him being stubborn he’s got his feelings of abandonment and the fact that it was nailed in before he got his #chip out doesn’t help #if he’s even telling the truth about that who fucking knows dude #but come fucking on now. i can understand him that doesn’t mean I like him. hope he comes to his senses at least #the bad batch #tbb #Star Wars #sw #commander cody #crosshair #the bad batch spoilers #z speaks

[rivertigo]

crazy to think I was so peculiar as a very young child before the abuse started setting in to change me. I would get so pissed off because we had a game in preschool where you would do a certain move around the carpet in a circle and I was convinced everyone was galloping wrong and I was the only one doing it right and I would just stew in annoyance. this is a symptom of something

#I was also PISSED when I had to start pronouncing sphere as sfhere instead of spear #because I was convinced I was doing it right and it was better #maybe I was just stubborn #but there are so many instances of this #like me being really peculiar #maybe it was ocd all along #because I would have such strange fears and stuff #and there was religion all cooked in #so I didn’t really notice because I could blame a lot on god #like I also had this irrational fear of the earth depleting resources #which came from Minecraft pocket edition having limited worlds and not infinite

[littledreamling]

I love everyone tagging their dreamling fics with ooc/ out of character because let’s be honest, every fic that has Morpheus in the same room as a healthy relationship is out of character, that man cannot maintain a relationship to save his life

#every time he opens his mouth in a dreamling fic is our of character #he’d rather die than be in a healthy relationship #because healthy relationships take effort and humility and communication and he has NONE of that #he’s sent people to hell for rejecting him #what makes you think he’d actually be able to manage a relationship with someone as stubborn as Hob?? #he literally doesn’t believe in love: ‘love belongs to desire and desire is always cruel’ #and with his track record?? I don’t blame him lmao #even if he IS the problem #but I think that’s what makes it fun #he can have a little non-canon compliant character growth as a treat #it makes my little ‘everything has to be canon compliant and historically accurate’ heart really anxious though #it’s an uncomfy feeling to type out certain dialogue lines and know that it wpuld never actually come out of his mouth #but I’m getting over it #do it for the fic #dream of the endless #morpheus #sandman netflix #the sandman #dreamling

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

AFTERMARE WEEK: DAY 4 x DAY 7: i will always...stay here

"i promise"

aftermare week is hosted by @bluepalleteuniverse

BLOOD TW:

...

will you?

#blood tw #art #illustration #my art #aftermare week #nightmare #geno #fem!nightmare #fem!geno #i am. so so proud of this one #malgré the amount of times sai crashed i was just too stubborn to give up >:') #blood shouldn't be as fun to draw as it is but hnnnfg this piece was so FUN!!!!!! #don't get me started on the clouds like why do i always draw that with aftermare? don't know but gosh do i love the result :') <3333 #i was never really into errormare before but gosh you made me fall for aftermare so much<333333 #oh and btw the second pic is nightmare after getting corrupted #geno just... disappeared one day? #two broken promises now :') #i will draw more of them in the future and blue is to blame! >;)c

[angelsdean]

millie winchester tells john, “your father and i had this rule, never leave a fight without finding a way to say ‘i love you’” and how she regrets that their last fight before henry disappeared ended without an ‘i love you’ and all of that literally goes in one ear out the other. john fights with mary and then walks out leaving his four year old son to be the one to tell mary she’s still loved and that dean will never leave her. john fights with sam over stanford and then tells him if he walks out that door he should stay gone, and dean’s the one to eventually go back for him and bring sam back into the fold. john fights with dean and fights with dean and fights with dean and abandons him and hurts him and but dean won’t leave because despite it all dean still loves his dad and he doesn’t know how to leave people he cares about and he’s still desperate for any ounce of attention or affection. but john doesn’t apologize and he certainly doesn’t tell dean he’s loved

#fuck john winchester #literally i hope they DO show how he becomes the angry man he is because it DIDN'T start with mary's death #he was already angry and walking out on his family long before then #and i can even see it in him now. the way he's so stubborn the way he was so combative with millie and misplacing blame onto her #but i need to see More of it #how is he holding it together so well. he should be a wreck from the ptsd #but matt cohen's john was also pretty clean cut and put together. suspiciously so. i want him to be hiding something #spn prequel

[designernishiki]

interesting to think about how majima was first introduced as a character beating the shit out of someone for not-so-righteous reasons and thus from then on he was/is widely interpreted as morally grey and difficult to trust, but when yakuza 0 starts with an opening scene of kiryu beating someone to near-death for similarly not-so-righteous reasons, it’s just sorta glossed over and forgotten because he’s just so sweet and innocent and can do no wrong. like damn it’s okay to admit the guy has his issues, some just as bad and unresolved as majima’s, that makes him 1000% more interesting than a guy who’s every action is morally justifiable

#also. do people forget that he was 100% about to fucking murder shibusawa if not for nishiki physically stopping him #like believe me I blame kazama for conditioning him/enabling him to be like this and at that point kiryu was basically still a kid- #a naive and impressionable one despite being stubborn in other ways. but that doesn’t absolve him from all wrongs. and those wrongs don’t #make him completely morally bankrupt or evil or anything either he’s just. a guy who has issues and has made mistakes and who wants to be #the best he can be regardless. #tbh arguably he’s a little more morally grey than majima in some ways like. #on a more personal level? like when it comes to his relationships with others/how he treats those who care about him sometimes #and whatnot. if you hc him as autistic (which I do) some of that makes a bit more sense but either way I feel like he’s overall less conside #considerate of other people’s feelings in favor of his own wants and whatnot than majima is generally #if majima trusts a person he gives his fucking All for them without need for transaction most of the time. he’s very selfless (to a bit of #a suicidal degree at times) and just. yeah. he also obviously has his issues but. he’s a bit more reliable than kiryu when it comes to #being there for people as much as he feasibly can and whatnot #anyway #I could get into some stuff re: infantilizing characters who can be interpreted as autistic coded but #because hes not canonically autistic or anything I’m not gonna make too a big deal out of that #kiryu #yakuza #rambling

[the-trans-dragon]

It's hilariously therapeutic to watch Cutthroat Kitchen because a lot of the time, when a man loses, he has the funniest little reaction.

Like even if the judge was very clear and explicit about why he got voted off, he'll be like "I thought my dish was great. I shouldn't have been voted off. I deserved to win, because I'm a good chef no matter what the judge said." (When they've done things like serve uncooked meat or used a plain century egg as garnish)

Like goddamn, people are surviving just fine, without constantly being upset with themselves for small mistakes? They can even ignore huge mistakes and chose to believe they are perfect, and apparently this has been a successful survival technique for them because they're still alive.

So maybe I can forgive myself for small things. Maybe I can be nice to myself about it. Apparently I could even lie to myself about it and pretend it wasnt a big deal or wasnt my fault I'd probably be fine--so it's probably okay if I let some cereal expire, and if I can't fend off the guilt and self-loathing about it, then its a valid option to just say "well its the cereal's fault for expiring" or something silly to escape the pointless unbearable guilt.

Like I don't plan to do that for meaningful mistakes, but why not resort to Overconfident Man Confidence to dodge debilitating shame over throwing away a single paper bag that I've been reusing for months and it's finally beyond use but I feel like I'm wasting resources and should fix it? My guilt and shame aren't playing fair or logical so I am allowed to use sneaky tricks like "borrowing confidence from a man raised to believe he is never wrong" to fight back lol.

#sorenhoots #i know its just a silly show but it makes me happy when i see people lose gracefully. when theyre like “dang i did mess up on that. ill #remember that in the future as i continue to be the great chef i know i am“ like yay growth and happiness and kindness. but when theyre lik #“i guess the judge doesnt appreciate FLAVOR” when they have concocted a flavor generally unliked--yknow its good to push limits with art bu #when you are making something to be palatable you...have to....make it palatable lol. and if you want to be proud of your weird dish then #thats super cool and i love that but when you blame your loss on “it isnt my fault they didnt like my absolutely bizarrely seasoned food” #mmm it is kinda ur fault at that point. and in a competition to impress judges you might not always win when you gamble and take risks. #idk. maybe it doesnt even matter! who cares about humbleness? why do i care that they recognize their own limited control and power #over their circumstances? probably im just mad because i cant relate to their uninjured ego. perhaps i should try to have a stubborn ego #just once and see how it goes. maybe next time i die in a video game i will say “uwaa well its the DEVELOPERS fault for making the game too #hard“ and see how it feels :p probably feels silly but maybe it will widen my perspective and allow me to see a third option besides #self loathing or refusal to admit fault. :3

[haleelah]

Jaydick au where they share the same soul

Where Dick actually is about to die, and the only way to save him is if someone gives/shares their soul with him. But that person ought to have a very strong and deep emotional connection to Dick, in the form of a strong feelings of love, so the spell could actually work

Now on this mission there's only Jason available right now all of the other family are far away and they won't be able to make it in time

Dick finds it bittersweet because on one hand he is fairly sure Jason doesn't even look at him as a friend let even possesses any type of love towards him, but he is also happy as he doesn't want to risk another life by tying it to his own

Time is running out and Jason is out of reach. He was deathly still and silent the whole time. Heh maybe he doesn't even want to bother with the mess that's Dick, even at his final moments.....(it hurts so bad. And not because of his injuries....)

But then Jason moves with determination in his eyes. He looks at Dick "don't worry Goldie. Everything will be alright" Huh? "promis you"

Jason faces the witch and ask them to start proceeding with spell. Dick doesn't understand anything, and in the matter of seconds a magical contract has tied both of Dick and Jason's souls together

After that, Jason makes sure to get Dick to safety. They don't really speak of what happend, for Jason it's like a secret got forced out of him, and for Dick the events overall are too overwhelming.

Jason purposefully starts avoiding Dick out after that because Jason doesn't really want to get anything from Dick only because Dick feels indebted to Jason...... which is really stupid because that will only prolong their suffering

Anyways, now that they share the same soul they develope some kind of a soul bond that helps them feel each other emotions, also both of them are way less reckless on patrols, because now the death of one of them is the death of the other......

#jaydick #lots of hurt #because they are both stupid #and stubborn idiots #jason more than dick #although jason is just afraid of rejection or faked feelings #he gave his soul after all so i don't really blame him #but do not worry #comfort is eventual and it comes with a happy ending!! #note that i don't write fanfiction #only blog ideas #soulmate au #i gusse

[russeliarat]

I hate how everyone expects me to get top or full marks on my exams and calls me talented and says that i have potential while pointing at the fact that I'm getting a low passing mark. Like you're literally contradicting yourself, you say I'm talented enough to achieve these high grades while pointing out the fact that I'm literally barely passing. And everyone's blowing it out of proportion too. They're saying that I'm never gonna get into college if I get a 4(passing grade) because colleges would rather have someone who got a 7 or 8 (very high grades), but I don't care. I seriously couldn't give the slightest fuck about education anymore. It's driven me to near insanity and I genuinely don't even want to stay in school until 18. I don't give a shit about jobs or money or opportunities or to be something big and make use of my potential, I just want to fucking live. No one's letting me be me, I always have to be better than me, and paired with the fact that everyone's simultaneously denying I have some kind of neurodivergenct and saying they're supposedly giving me all the additional support they can (they're not), it's completely wrecking me inside and out.

Mentally, this year has been the worst year for my mental health because of anger issues and anxiety and social issues and a general want to isolate. Physically, my unknown joint issues that are apparently just growing pains have gotten worse and its a chore to go up and down small flights of stairs and get from one building to another. I've had to start taking steroid medication inhalers because my asthma gotten worse from the stress. My eczema has come back on my face and its one of the most humiliating things because I look diseased. My hair is shedding far more than usual and my hair is usually thick but fragile. My chest and back and legs have been in more pain combined this year than when I had appendicitis.

I seriously just want to give up and become a hermit. I'm sick of life and I'd rather be contained in a little bubble as the family's next disappointment. I sobbed my eyes out over a badly formatted revision book tonight, I'm not emotionally stable enough to take on exams, let alone life, and all anyone has to say is to just be more resilient, as if I want to have the emotional maturity of a 10 year old. I'm tired and I don't care about my future anymore.

#venting #i'm just so exhausted #i can't keep up anymore my peers are already so far ahead and i'm lacking behind #it's mostly all me but it's also that no ones listening to me and is stuck blaming me and then having the gall to call me stubborn #i wanna quit #i hate life so much #i'm falling back into my depression naps and anxiety is making it hard for me to wake up not at 4am #i'd rather do nothing #doing nothing is so much better than doing too much #i wish people irl would leave me alone for once i've always been in the spotlight and i can't take it anymore #i don't want to be everyone's centre of attention

[ensnchekov-a]

How your muse handles pain and/or trauma.

1) when reacting to extreme pain or trauma (inflicted on THEMSELVES) your muse feels: helpless | angry | afraid | shocked | defeated | detached | unreal | nothing

2) when reacting to extreme pain or trauma (inflicted on OTHERS) your muse feels: helpless | angry | afraid | shocked | defeated | detached | unreal | nothing

3) in a life-and-death situation, your muse would: save themselves first | risk their life for someone else | risk their life only for someone they care about

4) has your muse done any of the things mentioned in the third question (above) and regretted it? yes | no

5) has your muse ever: lost a loved one | lost a family member | personally seen someone close to them die | been in a war

6) regarding past trauma, your muse is: indifferent to it | sensitive about it | keeping it bottled up | insecure about it | afraid of others finding out about it | accepting of it

tagged by: @fasciinating (<3) tagging: you there, reading this!

#dg. | эти советы ужасны #games like this are so hard for me because especially in questions 1 & 2 - all options are possible depending on the circumstances leading #to the pain being inflicted upon him so i can't exactly rule anything out or say something definitively always #though he's a defiant and stubborn lad - there's usually a touch of anger there at least at first #again. it's all situational #the same for no. 6. #anything to do with pavel's father or the subsequent loneliness is a separate ball game from say #the fact that he was taken advantage of a lot and beaten and picked on and what have you #he reacts differently to different things in his past #but things like the transporter incident in '09 for example. yes he did all he could and even if nobody blames him #he still holds guilt over that which he won't really be able to fully ever shake

[shaykai]

Replaying the original Warcraft campaigns cause nostalgia and WOW IS ARTHUS WORSE THAN I REMEMBER

#i always knew he was a bad guy #but w o w is it worse than i remember it being #i completely forgot about the whole boat thing #like okay you could argue that while horrible and tragic he was right to destroy that one plagued city before they all became undead #like fucked up but you can see the reasoning there (and truth be told i think he was right to do that) #they were already dead and anyone who he didnt kill would just bolster enemy ranks #BUT THEN #man walks headlong into a trap (despite being warned by his best friend and some weird prophet guy) #which kind of works out cause some people were cornered and dying and he's able to save them via being there #but then his general is like hey your teacher talked to the king and they called off this whole mission time to go home and he BURNS DOWN #THEIR SHIPS AND THEN BLAMES THE MERCENARIES WHO HE HIRED TO DO IT (they're also trolls and ogres who he calls monsters which feels worse) #anyways i only vaguely remember other parts of the story but im 99% sure its arthus who fucks sylvanas up and she doesnt deserve that #also like going from thrall to arthus is wild thrall is just a guy trying to do best by his people. he listens to warnings he receives he #fights to keep his people free and alive. he helps out the trolls he finds. he has a giant wolf mount which means you can always trust him #he's just the best guy. and then arthus is over here in the cornee fucking shit up because he's messed up and stubborn about it #xndndnndjdjdjsjsjsnsns i have thoughts

[evakant]

you know it's a good story when you're halfway through (already a good handful of chapters into volume two) and ONE half of main pair has only now realised he's in love

#what do you mean i'm in love with the guy i've been obsessed with since i was twelve?? #the one guy i would risk life and limb for?? #the first person to SEE me. the one person who promised to be my guard #to be by my side always before circumstances and situations tore us away from each other? #to be fair to him he's actually not that surprised #he's like ah.... i know what this is.... #fra.txt #francesca reads dzyb. #dzyb spoilers / #can't blame him the dude's charming and loyal and stubborn etc. etc. #sometimes you have to watch as the closest person you have in the world just strips in front of you #with no care in the world to take a bath to make your heart go ping!

[astrxealis]

read. a translation of the audio drama and i haven't listened to it yet so idk just HOW exactly it is just wow i am. wow

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚ #eyebrows furrowed (idk how to explain this emotion. this feeling) #this is so complex... complicated...... i honestly am not sure anymore. i think fuuta deserves to be forgiven but? #the thing is he's. wow. he found out the deal with milgram which is impressive #and he's the kind of guy who puts up a sort of 'front'. and tbh the 'excuses' he makes are very understandable #<- single guy who takes the blame for the sins of many #the thing is that he still doesn't yk... but he obviously feels guilty even if he keeps denying that he /killed/ them #yeah this 2nd trial for fuuta is more on his guilt and his yk towards himself and to es and to milgram #fuuta. what an interesting character for real #i'm a bit scared honestly bcs i think if he's voted 'guilty' he might... commit yk #the line he drew over his picture in the mv w the rest of them. a red line crossing his neck. yeah #but being voted guilty restrains you physically and mentally right? that's why i'm fine w voting haruka guilty #but i'm still conflicted about that too ngl but ultimately innocent -> guilty -> innocent works for him. but idk for fuuta... #guilty -> innocent -> innocent imo. maybe guilty -> guilty -> innocent but i don't really think so but idk #the thng is rn i'm doing the exact thing es and fuuta fought for (?). not in an entertainment way bcs i'm yk eyebrows furrowed and all #but in a way that i'm still. partaking in deciding the fates of these characters. do i even have the right to? #especially with regard to fuuta for me considering i see myself in him. just not as stubborn and in denial. #so interesting and worrisome and. wow. milgram is so genius #i sincerely doubt milgram will have any sort of happy ending... i wonder what are the possibilities the writers planned for?

[icouldbeluckyagain]

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#why are parents so stubborn #specially dads #my dad got a new phone and he asked for help moving stuff from his old phone to the new one #and idk how to dad bc it’s an android so I was telling to do the things that were saying on the phone screen #which he could have just read but ok #and then it was telling him to download an app on the old phone so I told him to do that 3 times #did he do it? no #so I lost my patience and I’m to blame because he didn’t do the one simple thing he had to and it’s somehow my fault