#i don’t wanna think abt it

[allisonlol]

it’s 3am but i literally forgot that it’s now my birthday wtf?? i don’t rlly like my birthday but happy 20 years to me 😭😭 gettin OLD

#ღ: alice's journal #no more teenage years #i don’t wanna think abt it #wait me and aku are the same age now #slay ig

[honeydewtual]

birthday in a month 🫢

#i don’t wanna think abt it #shut up rhiannon

[bandzboy]

bro after everyone svt does their mandatory service and come back as a full group i am probably gonna be in my 30s or almost 😭

#that’s scary #i don’t wanna think abt it #this just made me wanna jump off a bridge #not that i fear being 30 but that’s a long ass TIME #tris.txt

[autism-alley]

do i have… Opinions abt the pjo show?? maybe. in private amongst close confidants, i might. but publicly?? as a fan who wants all 5 seasons?? incredible. five shiny stars! the best show i’ve ever fucking seen im showing it 2 everyone i know

#genuinely i do fucking love this show #well. do i. #if i stew on my takes long enough maybe i’ll verbalize them #bc i wanna talk abt what i love abt it too #i just don’t know if i can talk abt them w/o touching on what i think needs improvement #might just wait until the season is over we’ll see #percy jackson tv show #percy jackson #pjo #percy jackson and the olympians #pjo tv show #rick riordan #ris raves #pjo show crit

[otrtbs]

writing tips do not work on me

i wrote about gay wizards art heisting ,,,, the unbelievable dialogue is the least fantastical thing about it 😭

#like who cares? not me because the whole thing is already so absurd #might as well go all in #i think mary once said ahb was camp and ….. scream! yeah …. yeah. i think abt that often #but also love fanfic because u do not have 2 follow the writing rules if u don’t wanna #u can go silly w it #like seriously .. who cares

[lorebird]

Continuing my “Cynthia is Volo after chilling out and transitioning” propaganda: Consequences Edition

#pokemon #Cynthia #Volo #elesa #emmet #subway boss emmet #my art #I’ve seen a lot of ‘immortal volo meets emmet and offers to help him find ingo’ #but he’s always real evil about it which! fair enough! #mans is an unhinged villain! #I just wanna explore that concept w my own hc of cynthia learning to make a new life after she’s lost everything in Hisui #starting over fresh with ‘volo’ being a relic of the past #until uh oh! consequences! #this is the first time she’s met emmet. it’s been like 200 yrs since she saw Ingo #so she hasn’t thought much abt the man she dragged through the rift on accident #she and a lot of the unova ladies r besties bc I think it’s cute and there’s the whole villa thing :] #she’s come to really enjoy her new life and everyone in it and is terrified she’s going to lose that bc of what she did in hisui #so she’s like. hi yeah I know a lot about Mysteries and Myths maybe I can help find him! don’t worry!! #shenanigans ensue as she tries to pretend she’s solving a mystery that she caused and also trynna figure out how to get Ingo back

[audhd-nightwing]

thinking about dick grayson going mute after everything with blockbuster and tarantula in blüdhaven

first, haly’s circus is burned down by blockbuster who found out dick’s identity. then he targets dick’s apartment and blows it up, killing a bunch of innocent people

then, well. catalina kills blockbuster in front of dick and then r*pes him. and then, later on, the entire city is destroyed, killing thousands of people

so, yeah, i think it’d make sense if that traumatized him enough to become mute. that kind of trauma would definitely have a heavy psychological impact on him

anyway, this all just to say: let dick’s trauma have actual impacts on him psychologically thx

(i am writing smth based on this btw if anyone cares)

(also yes technically the same could be said for every batfamily member but im focusing on dick rn because he’s my favorite. i might do something for the others later on tho)

#let dick grayson be traumatized challenge #pls lmk if this is insensitive in some way #i don’t wanna hurt or offend anyone i’m just thinking a lot abt him as a character #tw fictional rape mention #cw rape mention #it’s about catalina flores #dick grayson #blüdhaven #bludhaven #nightwing #richard grayson #blockbuster #nightwing comics #dc comics #catalina flores #tarantula #i’m only tagging her in case ppl have her specifically filtered out #ngl i have no idea what the timeline between blockbusters death and the destruction of bludhaven is #but for the sake of convenience i’m gonna say they’re relatively close on the timeline #basically i’m saying bludhaven is destroyed soon after blockbuster dies #idk if that is true or not in canon but *shrug* #also pretty sure this happens relatively soon after jason’s death so #not a great time for our boy overall

[itoshi-s]

I think you know enough hq characters at this point so, who do you think in haikyuu would fuck their step-sis and why is it tsukishima (also ushijima but hes more lowkey)?? - 💔

🥲 if u were to crack my silly little head open and take a look inside. this would be the only thing u see. just pure hell pure chaos nothin else. NONNIE.. do u really want me dead :(

cw stepcest, dubcon, timeskip tsukki n ushi

sob sniffle sister fucker tsukishima. i am literally going to lose my mind thinking about him. he’s so mean, shrugs all your tears and whining off whenever the sibling banter pushes a few too many buttons. it’s just how he is and you’ve grown used to it — his snarky comments and how he could spark all sorts of deepest insecurities w just a few teasing, light hearted comments. but kei nii doesn’t rly mean that, and you know it. it’s just how he is, with the kindest heart buried somewhere deep under the cocky demeanor — that’s what you think, until you come home from uni for holiday break and go out one night.

you take a few shots too many, those airhead friends of yours that kei never really liked busying themselves w some random guys, and you end up calling him to pick you up. there’s some creep at the club that just doesn’t let up, you’re a little scared, and your phone is almost dead. he’s the only person you really know that’d actually pick up at this late hour and come get you — he’s your brother after all. and yet, you regret ever calling him in the first place as soon as you get in the car, listen to him calling you even dumber than he’d thought of you, jaw slack and eyes firm yet tired behind his glasses as he drives. you hold back tears on the way home, and for the very first time in your life, you feel like kei nii might actually hate you :( and that he meant every single jab he’s gave you throughout all these years. he tugs you inside the house, unaware of your silence, and grumbles something about u being lucky that mums not home to see you this fucked up. you sit at the edge of your bed, shaky fingers struggling to undo the straps of your heels, and kei lets out an exasperated sigh as he crouches down in front of you. he slaps your hands away, works on unclasping the straps and tells you you’re hopeless. you’re just so annoying with how reckless you’re being, he’s got practice tomorrow morning and yet its 3 am and he has to deal with you — careless as always. he sets your shoes aside and is about to get up and leave when he hears the choked little sound. a tear or two falls on his hand and he looks up — breath hitching in his throat upon his step sister crying. he’s seen it so many times before, being the very cause for your tears more often than not, and yet this time, he’s confused. you wipe at your eyes, a poor attempt to hide the heartbreak, and swallow back little muffled cries. you tell him you’re sorry, that you never wanted him to hate you. you’re sorry that you’re annoying, sorry that you’re being a bother as always. kei watches in sheer astonishment as your bottom lip wobbles, still glimmering with your gloss. just don’t hate me, nii chan. he almost feels bad, for the first time in forever, as you sit there in your tiny black dress, with those pretty long falsies on, and cry your heart out — for him. its the exhaustion, he thinks, it has to be as he reaches a hand up and rests it on the back of your neck. he calls you silly, wipes a thumb below your eyes and furrows his brows a bit — he could never hate you, why’d you even think that? you really are a dumb thing. he’s just tired and not thinking straight, kei’s sure, as he leans up to press his lips to yours and taste you. your tongue is heavy with intoxication and shock, and he makes out the faint vanilla of your lip gloss and remnants of liquor as he kisses you, languid and sloppy, something to slow down the haywire in your mind. he could never hate you, he repeats, easing you down on the bed and hiking your dress over your hips — groaning when you give him the prettiest wide eyes, glossy with tears still but oh, so hopeful. kei nii is a good brother, despite his sharp tongue and teasing nature — and makes sure you never, ever doubt his love for you again :(

ushijima though,, he’s a whole another story you’re so right. i’m p sure he doesn’t even give you any remotely dirty thought — anything that would be immoral considering your relation. you’re his little step sister, and there’s nothing more to it. sure, he’s never been too close with you — always solely focused on his career — but he does appreciate you. you’re nice, sweet and caring with the way you always pick him up from the airport or fly over to some of his games. (you always cheer for him the loudest, and grin wide as you tell the couple sittin next to you that the ushiwaka is your older brother.) you always welcome him with the warmest hug, standing on your tiptoes to wrap your arms around his neck, and laugh as he squeezes you — welcome back, nii chan, i missed you lots. he’s no fool and sees how you’ve grown into a beautiful young woman, too. he’s aware of all the looks you get when you two walk down the street and how it’s hard to keep count of all the boyfriends you’ve mentioned before. for some reason, none of them lasted, though, and yet you’d always brush it off and give him a small smile when he asked if you were okay. wakatoshi doesn’t know a lot about girls in the first place, but you’re a whole another enigma. like i said, i think he wouldn’t even dare think of you in any other way than purely platonic — and so, you render his entire giant frame putty when you first crawl into his lap with that pretty little glint in your eyes. barely a minute earlier you were just scrolling down your phone, w your legs in his lap as he goes through his calendar — next thing he knows, his little step sister is grinding down on him, breath minty on his lips as you moan. large palms rest on your hips and it takes all your willpower to stand your ground, considering he wouldn’t even have to put any work into pushing you off. he fixes you a confused look, eyebrows knit together and voice low when he asks what are you doing, why are you— you cup his handsome face in your hands, a manicured thumb pressing to his lips and it shuts him up ridiculously quick n effectively. s’alright, nii chan, it’s nothin’. you need him bad, you tell him, and prove your point by the sinful roll of your hips against his hardening cock. you see he wishes he could deny you, that he could tell you that it’s wrong and fucked up and that you can’t be doing this — cause you’re siblings, blood bound or not — but his silence gives him away. always so blunt and straightforward, your nii san now sits completely quiet, and you know that the cogs in his mind must be struggling, but if he had any second thoughts abt all of this — he would’ve already told you. but he doesn’t tell you anything, doesn’t speak at all before he exhales and pulls you flush against him, lips finding yours with way too much ease. toshi nii doesn’t have to speak at all — his actions do it for him, as he has you all spread out n making the prettiest noises for hours on end that day </3

#✧.* ✉ zari’s mail: 💔 anon #nghhhh THIS HAS ME SLOWLY GOIN INSANE SHSJJSXHXJSI #kei especially </3 he’s got me all choked up i love love looooove him he’s so mean #ushi bein all ffed up in this head of his he’s so cute. i wanna bite him #but in all honestly some of the others i’d think would ABSOLUTELY dick down their stepsis are #kags.. 10000% you cant tell me otherwise #AND last but def not least the one and only oikawa tooru. NGHHHHDHDHDH #everyone always bein head over heels for him but they don’t know he only has eyes for his lil sis </3 najdhakshsksksjsj STOOOOP #he’s so deranged . this clicked in my mind sooooooo quick u get me ??? she’s always there to give him all the praise he needs #there’s no one else that matters for her. only tooru nii #always </3 and he goes completely n utterly dumb on the ego trip #thx for comin to my ted talk. if anyone wants to elaborate feel free #now brb gonna go sob abt this #haikyuu smut #hq smut #tsukishima smut #ushijima smut #haikyuu x reader #ushijima x reader #tsukishima x reader #tsukishima kei x reader #ushijima wakatoshi x reader #★ ‧ ₊ after hours

[princessgiggles333]

“Abby and Mike are alternate versions of Michael and Elizabeth Afton who only got happy endings because they’re not actually Aftons.”

The last scene you see of Abby & Mike Schmidt is them eating breakfast together. Happy, together, alive. Mike got closure, Abby’s come out of her shell, and they’re content to be like that.

The last scene you see of Vanessa Afton is her in a coma after her own dad tried to kill her. Mike thanks her for saving them, but she’s unresponsive, he’s really only talking to the tubes that have intubated her and an unconscious body. Vanessa was forced to take on the burden that comes with the name, and she paid the price for it through enough childhood trauma, manipulation, and a last act of final betrayal—all courtesy of her father.

#this implies that CC (or Evan) is meant to die in every universe #i don’t even wanna think abt that rn i’ll explode #abby schmidt #mike schmidt #vanessa afton #vanessa shelly #fnaf #fnaf movie #five nights at freddy's #fnaf michael schmidt #fnaf mike #fnaf abby #fnaf vanessa #fnaf spoilers

[squea]

i remade villidan as a tiefling i’m sorry he’s just a tired old man with dark urges

#putting off playing shrimp bc uhh i don’t like the endings that i wanna do with her!! and i’m v torn abt astarion ascension ugh so for now #time to think about the old man and his crush on the little wizard man! #bg3 tav #bg3 #my art #this is becoming an art blog for art that isn’t good enough for the actual art blog x

[hobbithoes]

more wips from today and update from earlier wip 💪💪

#wip #I think when I say I can’t finish stuff I just mean I don’t wanna draw hair and erase all the outside the lines stuff LOLLLL #I’m abt to be off work I didn’t have any appts and it’s dead so I just drew all day 😜 fun but woulda been nice to make money today… lol #excited to play bg3 tn 😈 #bea #durge bea

[calicos-clones]

Okay so Omega put Lula and Tech’s glasses in that little memorial. We know what Tech’s glasses represent and we can assume Lula is a representation of her childhood or something…

BUT

BUT WHAT IF

Because Lula use to be Wrecker’s…what if Wrecker is next on the chopping block.🥲

We’ve all been assuming either Hunter or Crosshair are gonna sacrifice themselves to get Omega out for plot reasons, but what if the creators just like to see us suffer on a deeply personal level.

#stop hearing me out rn #cause I don’t wanna think abt it #pls #star wars #tbb #clone wars #the clone wars #tbb crosshair #star wars tbb #bad batch season 3 #tbb wrecker #TBB Hunter #tbb omega #omegas alter is the proverbial grave #girl take Lula off rn #tbb season three #tbb spoilers

[puppyeared]

If I close my eyes and concentrate realllyyy hard I can pretend im in my animal crossing room

#im in need of a change I don’t like the way im living rn.. a lot of my belongings were picked out for me #by people who thought their way of doing things was better and Ive had to find workarounds my whole life bc of how I live differently #Ive never thought of myself as someone who cares abt how their room looks. but i want it to have things I like even if its just preference #Ive thought abt it for a while and I dont think Im picky I just dont like it when ppl buy me things expecting me to use it the way they #expect me to.. I just end up with a lot of crap that I feel too guilty throwing away just bc someone thought of me #the only way I can describe my taste is that I know what I’ll like when I see it.. if I can clearly see myself making the most out of it #if I constantly have to use workarounds just to use smth you decided for me im not gonna wanna use it unless I have to #literally i could not be bothered to pull out a notebook and write down important information until I got a blues clues notebook #because I liked it and it made it fun for me to whip out that I actually wanna use it. yknow #so rn im trying to get a drafting table because the one that came with my loft bed is ass and I cant cut my prints on it #I end up cutting on the floor and my back hurts if I do it too long.. and I wanna get a bookshelf for my closet and a bench for my bag #things Ill look at and want to use because I already knew how I wanted to use it and just do it without thinking too hard #yapping #diary

[eggyrocks]

i’m going to say something controversial. i think it’s fucking weird to write reader insert fanfictions where characters sexually assault the reader. and i think that maybe fantasizing abt being sexually assaulted is not an effective form of coping with trauma

#tw: r*pe #tw: sa #i kinda make me sick sorry #sorry to poke the bear but like #you need help #i’m not even trying to make a joke like you actually need help #i just saw one while scrolling and i’m shaken up from just reading the trigger warnings #like i can’t stop anyone from writing what they wanna write but im still gonn think it’s weird #i won’t comment on anyone in particular bc ur right if i don’t like it i can just scroll! #but if you’re putting that shit in generic x reader tags and i keep seeing it #ofc im gonna say smth abt it

[driftingballoons]

@jsab-fujii ask and ye shall receive >:)

but until I figure out what they do Dusknoir can hold him, as a treat

It’s fine :)

#Dusknoir #dialga #pokemon doodles #original art #I’m trying to think of something but the well of ideas runneth dry #He eventually gets back to the past to his moms #I imagine dusknoir/grovyle don’t wanna go to their dialga bcuz they’re worried abt time disruptions and his response #And celebi just fucking goes over to him like #“Hey man is this yours?”

[solargeist]

despite my previous post, I don’t know how to handle when people talk abt things I don’t know or understand bc I focus too hard on my own reactions so I don’t accidentally offend them bc there’s only so many times you can say “oh really?” before you sound sarcastic ‼️💥

#LIKE I DONT WANNA ONE RESPONSE THEM BC I HATE THAT TOO YKNOW !! #i get saur nervous #it’s an even tighter pickle when it’s a media I dislike bc I don’t like lying or being rude so I go into customer service mode #but usually I’m interested or like to hear without wanting to seek it out myself #but it’s one of those social skill (?) struggle moments where I don’t know what to do but I try . but end up nervous #job interview ass #‘’right! yeah. uh huh! really!’’ (I feel like the devil !!!) #ALSO THIS IS ALL WORSE IN PERSON BC I WILL NOT MAKE EYE CONTACT AND I THINK IT MAKES ME LOOK SOO BORED BUT IM JUST TRYING TO HEAR #ur honour im turning my ears toward you #also looking at peoples face make me feel exposed and I will immediately focus more on my position again #there is just too much work ‼️‼️‼️‼️🤮🤮🤮🤮 #ive stopped trying with the eyes it’s too stressful my heart races #in my head I’m like And this is where I ask a specific question abt this part of the topic ! as if it’s a puzzle (it’s a puzzle to me) #i Hope i dont sound like a hypocrite I was mostly joking in my other post I think I’m aware of when I’m doing too much phphph