#i havent been okay since

[universal-verringbebe]

*Returns to Tumblr with a bang*

Aight so it was my birthday a few days ago and I log into this game like the obsessed simp I am AND WHY DOES ZAYNE IMMEDIATELY GREET ME, NOT GIVING ME A CHANCE TO PREPARE MYSELF

DAMN RIGHT I WAS SHOCKED, TF. let me put the rest under a cut, I HAVE WORDS.

DO YALL SEE THIS MAN? THE LOOK IN HIS EYES??? THE SMALL SMILE??? THE WAY I FOLDED SO HARD. HAD ME GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET LIKE IM NOT MORE SINGLE THAN A LONE DOLLAR BILL AT THE BOTTOM OF A PIGGY BANK.

I just... *Sobs* AND THEN HE SANG TO ME

I am not built for this, DO YOU SEE THE RED EARS??? CRYING IN THE CLUB.

🏃🏽‍♀️🏃🏽‍♀️🏃🏽‍♀️🏃🏽‍♀️🏃🏽‍♀️🏃🏽‍♀️🏃🏽‍♀️💨💨💨

I am unwell.

AMD ON TOP OF THAT, KITTY ZAYNE ALSO FINALLY BECAME MINE

I was truly god's favorite on my birthday. And the tender moments of it 😭😭😭

But also, the way I ran to change the nickname he calls me to "kitten" after this 🤪🥴🫠

#love and deepspace #love and deepspace zayne #i might just make a separate post for the other two #but ZAYNE HAS ME BY THE THROAT FR FR #i am truly unwell after that #i havent been okay since

[lecsbootymain]

remember when rafe who had just beaten up a man for gawking at penelope while she was asleep was getting his busted knuckles bandaged by penny and he asked for vodka despite being an avid whiskey drinker and penny just goes "since when did you start drinking vodka?" and rafe, ever so casually, goes "since you said you wouldn't kiss me if I drank whiskey"

like, stop. seriously.

#i havent been okay since #MOVE OVER PENNY #rafe visconti #penelope price #sinners consumed #sinners condemned #somme sketcher

[daily-basil]

Perhaps a Basil holding hands with a snuuy

They're at a Christmas market

#made it holiday themed because... it's that time of the year folks... #i havent actually been to a mall or supermarket since december 1st but. im sure its all christmas music #request #sunnyvv #art #daily basil #drawing #omori #digital #omori basil #basil #basil omori #yeah okay i'll ship tag it #sunnflower #sunflower #omori sunflower

[sophfandoms53]

It cannot be understated just how unwell Striker has made me since December 2021, this goofy sadistic snake cowboy has completely altered my brain chemistry in a way that I have never been able to recover from

#like ik already post about him the most when it comes to HB #but guys you do not understand #outside of my tumblr i never stfu about this man #he’s in my brain constantly #and has been since December 2021 #AND ALL WE HAD OF HIM AT THAT POINT WAS HARVEST MOON #LIKE INSANITY FR #November 2022 tho was the point of no return #like that was when i realized just how bad my brainrot got LMAO #once i had that realization there was no going back #and then in 2023 we got him in two episodes and a song #the stars aligned or something idk its so funny #no merch tho absolutely TRAGIC #its okay fan merch and concepts are EATING #the grip this silly snake cowboy has on my psyche needs to be studied #like i havent had brainrot about a character this badly in FOREVER #also if i had a nickel for each time i was able to use this meme format i’d have 3 nickels #helluva boss #helluva boss striker #striker helluva boss #ALSO HAPPY VALENTINES DAY #THIS IS MY VALENTINES DAY POST #JUST *HIM*

[holedyke]

going to the dentist tmr for the first time in 5 years. and at 8am no less

#in my worst fears they will remove all my teeth bc theyre too far gone (not true) and be soooo mad at me or give me 1000 fillings or some #shit like that bc okay i know my teeth arent great bad genes + plus i rlly struggle w taking care of my teeth but I TRY!!!!! i really do #anyway just nervous. my anxiety has been so bad lately im certain its bc my lack of enrichment in my enclosure (been unemployed since oct #despite my best efforts) and so i havent really been out of the house much bc everything costs fucking money which i dont have but i do #believe that it is taking its toll!!! #h

[every-sanji]

#one piece #sanji #black leg sanji #everysanji #thriller bark #ch473 #ik this is not on the same post i had my little enstars tag ramble on #and i've said before idk how many of you read these (though evidently enough of you do i see you #people who prev tags my silly comments. and reply to me as well hiiii) #but i will not apologize for like. being silly doing life updates in the tags #i've been told one of my charm points is that i'm very passionate about things i like #idk how to flirt i just let my autism flare up til my girlfriend kisses me /j <- mostly cuz we're ldr #augh speaking of my gf.... she's coming to visit me in june for a wedding for my friend #she's my +1 i'm excited to see her we're gonna go on a cute date the day after #oh i'm excited i havent seen her since january 2023 before we even got together lmao #okay. now that i got that out of the way i should finish queuing this chapter before i go to sleep

[akimojo]

how has it been over 2 years since the khux ending and i still cry actual tears thinking about it!!!!!! what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#the moment ephemer had to fucking snipe player with that portal shit is like. engraved in my brain #khux makes me sick in the head to this day #nomura is so evil for that #dont even get me started on how things ended for ephemer i havent been okay ever since #i hate kh so much it just does things to me #kingdom hearts

[simcardiac-arrested]

day 2 - self insert

happy 2 and a half years to one of my only (if not the actual only) self inserts ever. tghey put me in lawyerland baby !!!!!!! i hope i have managed to capture the beauty of the ace attorney HD shading

#i know the ace attorney style doesnt have colored lineart but idgaffff it looks better like this #okay fucking hell someone take this drawing away from me jt’s made my app crash like 5000 times #and it’s been liek 10 hours since i started it. i havent worked on it for 10 hours i’ve just been busy #but still like ENOUGH . get me out of the maze #also my internet sucks balls and it’s making me so mad it’s unreal #myart #cringetober 2023 #i feel like a damn american IM A DAY BEHIND!!!!!!! #wghatever #ace attorney #get tagged as that too

[sketchy-tour]

Happy Easter if yall celebrate it!!!!! Otherwise I hope yall have an absolutely fantastic Sunday!!!!

Aaaa I feel like I'm not as chatty as I once was on here. Been a bit all over the place! Also feel silly making a ton of text posts with no art so I try and limit how often I blab on here.

But just know I still appreciate all of you who follow and like my art! Every bit of interaction I still see and it still baffles me to see such kind words. It means the absolute world to me!!!! 💖💖🌻

#plus Ive been drawing other things between wh art #but I know no one here would wanna see my original character art. Which is so okay im not lamenting that! #this blog was always meant for fandom stuff! but ya know. if im drawing other stuff it means my fandom art slows down slightly #still need to get back in the groove with drawing Dandy #really hard not to feel discourage ever since dealing with them being used without my permission (Which has already been long since handled) #but I havent shaken off that upset I felt. Made me all tol hesitant to even post Dandy anymore. #course also kinda put a damper on my fun #OH IM RAMBLING! venting??? this isnt about that #shaking my head and clearing clouds!!! anyway! needless to say im trying. i hope you guys dont mind being patient with me #happy easter! #or uh happy sunday!!!! if you dont celebrate! #OH AND HAPPY TRANS DAY OF VISIBILITY!!!!!! #Wow my tag rambles are all OVER THE PLACE #text post #just rambling #ill shut up now 💖

[kasumikoujou]

i drew these just to explain why i got into gundam. simply because i think if i drew it itd make sense immediately on the spot

#okay so i wanna say i already came here with expectations. for the unknowing (first off why havent you watched mfb. smh) #aleksey is like. such a little guy :) he is so silly. hes still a nerd and all but its cute and endearing. whatever tieria has is not it 🙏 #so imagine my disappointment coming in here BLIND and then tieria is uh. the way he is. yeah #at least i have laetitia #tieria erde #the sumi rambles #aleksey #beyblade #mfb #the way their bangs are in the same direction too kills me btw its been eating away at me since i got into this 🙏🙏🙏🙏 god bles #edit if you wanna make fun that ive got a type no. this is beyond that. at this rate im a certified hunter of anime guys that look like this #shoutout to jade curtiss if he cut his hair

[yrdnzz]

more bllk blacktober posting! have some isagi edits

find me on twitter & instagram

#yrdnzz art #black edit #blue lock #isagi yoichi #isagi #bllk #blue lock fanart #quality looks a bit funny but i hope it looks okay when i post ;; #ermmm guys ? is that freddy fazbear ? heur heur hu huer huer hueerhurhur heur hur #august as a month has been killing me like i havent touched my tablet since july i think #so u guys just get reposts #i have one request in my inbox that ive been meaning to get to tho (after i finish my comms that is)

[guinevereslancelot]

eye doctor was trying not to scare me today bc i have a sight threatening condition 🥲 it's probably treatable but i need to go to a specialist

#havent been to the eye doctor in six years but i was like okay i need to update my prescription my headaches are getting really bad #and my prescription barely changed so the doctor said it wasnt that #also this other condition doesn't cause headaches either so treating it wont even help :( #tho it does make me light sensitive which is a trigger ao maybe it will help a little i hope #but mostly i hope its treatable #also i have no health insurance so hopefully its not expensive lol #but at least the job search is going well so maybe i can handle the treatment myself #but since i will go blind if its untreated my parents will definitely cover it if i cant i just feel bad #they paid for my appt to get the new prescription today too but that wasn't very much i didn't even get the new glasses #but seeing a cornea specialist regularly to treat a scary condition is going to be expensive 😭 #i dont even know how expensive yet tho #maybe i should make a gofundme or something #this has been a shitpost #im not 100% sure my parentsncan afford it if its expensive #probably depends how far its progressing and how fast andnwhat the cause is and a million other things #but i know it can be difficult and resist treatment 😰 #and its not early for catching it at all

[hatterstan-shameblog]

kuzuryuu risking his life to go undercover at the beach just because he had to see that shit with his own two eyes has gotta be one of my favorite moments of season 2 so far

#i KNOW its because he believed in the ideaology and was moved by the idea behind it okay I KNOW #but consider: my version is funnier #alice in borderland spoilers #aib spoilers #this has all probably been talked about very eloquently in the tag but since i havent finished the series yet i havent checked it #so youre just getting whatever takes i come up with off the cuff

[jeonwonwoo]

the look on campus today 👓

#z.face #when i tell u i have been CLINGING to the 001 dior oil with revlon rum raisin lip combo for this whole month.... #<- yes i often fall to consumerism but also btw havent bought since the boycott i do have to say #anyway more tmi i used to wear glasses for like 6 years except they were always the thick square frame ones and then i got contacts #but my eyesight is NAWT good the more u know #heyteo #analook #okay to rb

[mysticalsoot]

my life motto is WWWW

What Would Wilbur Want?

i see childish pillows I really want for my bed (glorified nest at this point)- he'd want me to embrace my inner child so I should get them.

i don't wanna eat? well Wilbur would want me to do I better go eat.

it's a great method to function ngl, I literally only get things done bc of this.

#connorshitposts #lets not talk about the writing i havent done #ive been sick okay- #like- worst flare of my life since i got sick #tis bad #and theres a covid outbrek?? #bout to be in shits creek- #anywyas- #bee<3

[tootalltech]

okay. i feel like theres still Some People who may check the land of stories tag on here the way i occasionally do i know theres some fans of the series here at least. since a while back i wrote out an entire paragraph to briefly explain why im insane about lloyd bailey to my friends who dont know tlos, i figure, WHY NOT POST IT ON HERE where people who also know the series (and therefore this character) might see it <3 its at least a little funny to see how i try to explain things in tlos like the hall of dreams briefly with little to no details. this is also kind of like a brief summation of everything we know about lloyd AND JOHNS childhood which is interesting. see below.

sits down. let me set the scene. lloyd bailey is the younger son in a set of two. his mother is a very powerful fairy (#fairygodmother) who’s kind of like the chancellor of an entire kingdom. lloyd and his older brother john both very much have magic in their blood because of this. lloyd’s father dies when he is very young. he is “not the same” afterwards. he thinks his older brother john, who handles his fathers passing arguably “better”, is the favorite child. john is happy and cheerful and everyone loves him. lloyd sits in his dark room and reads books like the iron mask all day. lloyd’s mother does not know how to get to him. she figures out how to make a potion that can bring books to life, since he likes to read so much. she offers it to him. he turns her down. she goes into this magic little hallway (infinite space) where she can see what people truly desire. lloyd the 11 year olds desire (i don’t know how old he is.) is to take over the world. hm. a bit concerning. his mother takes him out into the forest on a nice walk, chains him to a tree, and drains his magic from him. lloyd is not a fan of his mother for this. he tells her that she never would’ve done this to john. his mother considers her action stopping him before he wreaks havoc on everything. lloyd considers this having his “birthright” stripped from him for “a crime [he] never committed” (direct quote). lloyd despises his mother. he runs away from home not long after. he considers the potion his mother made his. he only comes back home to try and steal it. he fails. he is sentenced to life in prison. his mother gives him a mask to wear so no one knows he’s her son. john moves to the otherworld and starts a family. lloyd rots in prison. lloyd’s son who he doesn’t know about is born. lloyd rots in prison. john dies. lloyd rots in prison. his mother loves john’s children and starts to train one of them in being her successor. this could’ve been lloyd. lloyd rots in prison. he doesn’t escape until his niece and nephew are teenagers and his niece is about ten times more powerful than him. because she has the gift that was ripped out of his hands. lloyd hates the world he lives in and its people and seeks to destroy it as soon as he’s out. i wonder why. in conclusion. im normal about him.

#i also want to say #im a terrible fan #meaning that i havent read atom. I KNOW IM SORRY #so if theres any more details. about lloyd or john. in those books #someone let me know! bc ill go read them i really will #ive been figuring there isnt since its. yk. their mothers time #but ya never know #see thats whats interesting is that lloyd and johns generation is the one story chris colfer did NOT make a series out of #bc yk theres tlos and atom obviously #but we know so little about the time in between those series i feel like... #chris said FUCK those millennials #it brings me so much pain #BUT ITS OKAY #i am banging on chris colfers door what do you MEAN lloyd wasnt the same after his father died can you ELABORATE. PLEASE #desperately need this to reach the right audience. I HAVE TO STOP WORD VOMITING IN TAGS #i just figure like. if my goddamn lab rats elite force rant can get that many notes from what seems to be a small fandom. then #i might as well post this <3 #lloyd bailey #the masked man #john bailey #brystal evergreen #the land of stories #tlos