#i hope you suffer

[nerdyautumnlover]

“I’ve seen my darkest days. You gave each one to me”

-AFI

#halloween is a lifestyle #halloween is cool #me #selfie #hazel eyes #emo #nerd #love #halloween #AFI #I hope you suffer #tank top #messy hair

[thee-horny-thicky]

AO3 being broken because of a DDoS attack has deadass ruined my day 😭

#ao3 #ddos attack #ddos #to the hoes who broke ao3 #i hope you suffer

[faulix]

i hate yakuza fans i hate yakuza fans i hate yakuza fans i hate yakuza fans i hate yakuza fans i hate y

#leo post #you make me look at art where you've decided majima is now 5'8 and has no agency whatsoever #i hope you suffer

[oofiew00fie]

To my best friend

Dear Best Friend,

I know, it has been a while since we last spoke. 586 days since you lost me. And yet, I still call you my best friend. Because that's what you were, my best friend. For more than a decade, you were life itself to me.

You said I was your best friend too, and I was, until he showed up. Then you threw me away like a favorite childhood toy that you no longer needed. No, you did far worse things than that. You used me. I forgave you for that because I loved you. You lied to me. I forgave that too. You didn't treat me right. And yet, I still forgave you.

But you said I was your best friend even though you didn't mean it. I loved you, but you no longer loved me. You hurt me. I can't forgive that.

I spent hours staring at my wall, hoping that none of it was true. That you didn't use me, you didn't lie to me, you didn't mistreat me, you didn't hurt me. That you loved me. That I was your best friend. I suppose I underestimated how cruel you can be.

What sucks most is that you did it for a man you had just met. A man who threw you into the bathtub and poured cold water all over you. A man who smiled and laughed while telling me about it. A man who made you punch a mirror until your hands bled. A man who only moved in with you because it was convenient. A man who stayed with you because of your money. A man who probably beats you. A man who will never love you like I did. You were the kindest, smartest person until he showed up. What happened to you?

I know I shouldn't feel bad. It is your loss, after all. But you were my best friend. How could I not miss you despite all that you did? You were everything to me, and suddenly, you were gone.

But not entirely. You still show up in my dreams. Sometimes you beg for my forgiveness like you never did in real life. Sometimes you tell me to leave you alone, to move on. I know I should. You never said that to me in real life. You didn't say anything. You just ignored my pain. What kind of best friend does that? I didn't deserve it and I know that deep down, under those layers of evil, you know that too.

Perhaps it is not you that I miss, but the connection we once had. The closeness, the inside jokes, the secrets, the trust, the love. I miss having a best friend.

Sometimes I still think about reaching out to you. And I have done it, countless times, but was met with either nothing or anger. Yet, I wish I could tell you about all the things that have happened to me. I wish I could ask you how you've been and just talk like we did in the past. I wish we could have what we did back then. I know we can't, I know we won't, but oh how I wish I was your best friend again.

I fought for us. You didn't. That says a lot about you and a lot about me.

You probably have new friends now. I do too, but it's just not the same. I'll never know friendship like ours was again and I feel peace knowing that you won't either.

I hope you feel at least a crumb of the pain I feel because you deserve it for what you did. I don't. But I want you to know what it's like. I wish that you could feel it too. I want you to experience what you did to me so that you can learn from your mistakes. I want you to spend just one night crying because, after all this time, it still hurts and haunts you. I want you to know what it's like when your best friend betrays you.

And I wonder, if you felt my pain, would you come crawling back to me?

With Love,

The person you once called your best friend, but so heart-wrenchingly betrayed

#friendship #friendship breakup #heartache #i miss you #sad thoughts #letters #emotions #grief #i hate you #i hate what you did to me #i hope you suffer

[ilikeshinyrocksandcrime]

Mike Wheeler you idiot fruit I hope you have a mental breakdown in S5 (affectionate)

#I hope you suffer #I want to see you cry #I love you so much #mike wheeler #mike wheeler i know what you are #byler #stranger things

[thisnoisemademe]

I've seen my darkest days, you gave each one to me.

#afi #a fire inside #afi band #i hope you suffer #burials #davey havok #jade puget #adam carson #punk #punk rock #post punk #gothic rock #dark wave #horror punk #goth punk #Youtube

[maxsaysallthestuff]

Bals

“check you tumblr inbox” i wish i didn’t

#i hope you suffer

[prungojumpty]

venting in tags lol sorry

#i dont really know whats so special about me anymore #i feel very lost #i was having a really good week #felt very sure of myself #and seeing one thing just completely set me back #i hate you for what you did to me #i hope you suffer #personal #lain talx

[deepglitterfire]

Her face was so mangled it didn't even look human anymore

I stood and watched her drown in her own blood

And I hope that if there's a hell

That there is right where she is right now

Like fucking hell, right now

#love that i can recite the phrase from memory #youre forever in my mind #i hope you suffer #i hope you rot

[egophiliac]

HEY GUESS WHAT!! BOOK SEVEN IS COMING TO ENGLISH LATE THIS MONTH!! WE GET TO GO THROUGH THE SUFFERING TOO!! I AM SO SCARED ABOUT BAT DAD

S O O N

#art #twisted wonderland #COME JOIN ME IN THE SUFFERING #I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU ENG! IT'S GONNA BE WILD! #EVEN IF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN AVOIDING SPOILERS IT IS SO MUCH WILDER THAN YOU THINK IT'S GOING TO BE #GOD i am really hoping we get the next (possibly last?) part soon over here in jp #i think our halloween event/pickups go through december 1st so...maybe we'll get it for episode 7's one year anniversary :') #has it really been that long. oh my god. #please twst i need to know what is happening PLEASE

[simleez]

JAKE WEVERSE LIVE (240331)

#jake #jake sim #enhypen #enhypenet #usermeeseung #useryeonbins #useremily #danablr #*posts #*gifs #*tris #these were supposed to be posted yesterday #but i found a reupload on yt with better ish quality so here we are!!! #anon that requested this i hope you like this bc i suffered #(i love it here)

[crawlingalloverme]

I hate it here

#i hope you suffer

[endlesspaint]

"BECAUSE SINGING KILLED MY GRANDMA OKAY!"

#HAHAHHHA #I couldn't resist #that scene wqs by far the most funniest to me HAHAHAH I always rewatch that scene to get a good laugh #don't worry guys this is how he copes #Make jokes > suffering #trolls #dreamworks trolls #branch trolls #trolls branch #trolls 3 #trolls band together #branch #the post under my art is obvs not mine lol #I hope this made you all laugh like it did to me XD

[tesco-finest-aromantics]

To other sex-repulsed people: Please understand that your repulsion towards sex is your own issue to deal with. Understand that sex is important to a lot of people (you don't have to understand why, just simply that it is), and understand that it's not okay to treat sex as a bad thing simply because it exists and you're repulsed towards it.

It's completely fine to vent about your friend talking in great depth about their sex life when it repulses you (and maybe tell them that it makes you uncomfortable and you don't want to hear about it) or for any reason for that matter, but don't talk about how much you hate sex in front of the people who find it a positive thing because you'll just end up being seen as someone who kills the fun. It doesn't seem fair, I know, but there are lots of places you can talk about this without upsetting people who enjoy it.

And to non-sex-repulsed people: Please understand that we need a space to air our repulsion to sex. If anything we say isn't directly aimed towards you specifically and it upsets you, then maybe consider that this space just isn't for you. Not everyone has the same positive feelings towards sex that you do, and we have just as much right to talk about how we dislike sex as you have to talk about how much you like sex.

And everyone needs to understand that it's possible to have negative feelings about sex —and to talk about these feelings— without it automatically being sex negativity.

#pk;m shy #asexual #ace #actually ace #sex repulsed #apothisexual #I'm sex-repulsed too. I get it. but please stop treating sex as some evil just because you don't like it. #maybe I have a different perspective because I'm part of a system and my non-ace headmates are going to have sex anyway #with the same body I use. I hate it but I'm not going to make it their problem because this body belongs to them as much as it belongs #to me. #I'm not saying you need to suffer in silence but just don't involve people who are happy to have sex in your negative feelings about it. #I hope this made sense ^^;

[tubbytarchia]

Oh, I'll bow my head, I'll clip my wings I was never gonna make it anyway (x)

#haha whats this doing here I dont remember drawing this #jimmy solidarity #jimmy solidarity fanart #trafficblr #thank you to the person who introduced me to this song among others in the Jimmy brainrot #you know who you are #it was Bree #tubby art #Im not going to expand on ideas here lol but fuck yeah Jimmy clipped wing symbolism #sorry to anyone whos annoyed by the constant canary theme etc but dude its way too good symbolism and imagery sorry #I dont make the rules #this is why his character is so cool and compelling and makes me wanna rip my hair out #Jimmy is a very good and capable man. I hope the angst art etc doesnt make people think that I think otherwise #you can be cool and capable and still suffer baby!!!

[vaszametili]

Extras from previous sketch hoard fanart on Gone Hunting [ao3]

#suffered so much trying to correctly adapt this meme in the 1st pic to the context bс I know the language terribly #already had to ask a knowledgeable friend lmao #so I hope you guys understood the reference #resident evil #lethan #leon x ethan #leon kennedy x ethan winters #chris redfield #ethan winters #leon kennedy #re7