#i'm happy to just to be alive

[forestofsprites]

oh we are in full sobbing range folks. we are floods of tears not getting words out

#i can't begin to explain how much this means and changes things for me #everything the past 3 years #and i've beat myself up so hard for not doing this as an honours bc i had to be online bc y'know dying in bed #and now #not only have i got the smartest people i know telling me that i'm so capable they want me there and i can skip to a masters #but just that i can #y'know my health is so shit and it's so variable and i don't know how long this treatment plan will run for #before it fails #and #now i get to try #to do this #and fuck i didn't know if i'd be alive this semester w how bad things were in April #and this just doesn't even feel real #i'm happy to just to be alive #and all this on top is just #insanity #i just cant emphasize enough i thought id be dead #and im #ive veen so happy just to be here #just to be loving and living #and now this? this accolade? it doesnt feel real #its so much more than i could ever have hoped for myself

[fishfission-dc]

Batfamily Powerpoint Night! (Part 4: Jason)

<<Part 3: Tim    |    Part 5: Cass >>

[Masterlist]

Jason: Alright everyone get your hopes way down

Tim: I’m truly terrified of whatever you made for this

Dick: Let’s just be happy he participated!

Dick: Okay yeah nevermind

Bruce: Jason. This is-

Jason: Let’s just be happy I participated

Steph: If I’m not your favorite I’m rioting

Tim: Yeah this is the only right answer

Duke: He really does put up with way too much

Dick: Like childhood Bruce

Bruce: Hn. (in reluctant agreement)

Cass: (signs) I love you too :)

Damian: Cassandra is undoubtedly a very skilled combatant.

Steph: A rare good opinion from Jason

Jason: This is why you’re higher on the hate list

Duke: I am literally so honored, I would like to thank the Academy- 

Barbara: He called you “Nightlight”

Tim: And said your suit is ugly

Duke: I don’t even care. I’m too low on the hate list to care.

Dick: He said you’re going to snap?

Duke: I mean I don’t disagree

Tim: I’M THE FOURTH BEST?

Jason: After some new information learned in the previous presentation, Timmy should probably be a lot higher on the list. 

Steph: Oh calm down Timbo you barely got “tolerable”

Tim: HE TRIED TO KILL ME AND HE STILL LIKES ME BETTER THAN THE REST OF YOU

Barbara: Fair.

Dick: For the record, Jason, we are dating and I am not a cop anymore

Barbara: I still did date a cop though Dick he’s not wrong

Jason: See this is why she’s lower on the hate list than you

Barbara: You’re just scared to cross me

Jason: ...that too.

Tim: AHAAHAH

Damian: THIS IS UNFAIR

Steph: HAHHHAHHA

Damian: I AM NOT DONE GROWING YET TODD

Jason: You’re still short

Dick: It’s okay Damian, Jason was even shorter when he was your age!

Dick: ...crap.

Jason: Thank you for proving my point.

Tim: At least you’re not a cop anymore

Bruce: You broke his nose, Jason

Jason: He deserved it 

Steph: ...wait a minute

Tim: (laughing, in realization) You mean... no

Steph: guys wait no-

Steph: NO WAY AM I YOUR LEAST FAVORITE

Jason: THE F*@#%&$ YOGURT HAD MY NAME ON IT 

Steph: YOU CANT CALL DIBS ITS FIRST COME FIRST SERVE

[squabbling continues]

Dick: I’m surprised Bruce didn’t score the number one spot

Bruce: Hn. (in understanding)

Tim: I thought it’d be me honestly

Barbara: Oh come on, he loves all of us. He wouldn’t have come if he didn’t.

Cass: (signing) Agreed. I can go next?

<<Part 3: Tim    |    Part 5: Cass >>

[Masterlist]

#the saga continues #batfamily powerpoint au #these are still so fun to make ngl #i am unsure about the dialogue all the time though #i've never written a fic or anything so i'm just spitballin #i firmly believe jason loves all the little guys even though the joker is still alive #dc make jason happy challenge (impossible) #i liked his characterization in Cheer #dc comics #batman #jason todd #dick grayson #dc robin #batfamily #batfam #tim drake #bruce wayne

[comikadraws]

Afternoon Cuddles

#i got sad over them so now i'm coping by drawing fluff #i just want them to be happy gdi #or maybe alive and healthy while we're at it #sasuke uchiha #itachi uchiha #uchiha brothers #naruto #fanart #my art

[finzphoenix]

Guys. GUYS. THERE HE IS! THE BABYGIRL!!! ;////;🔥🔥

#It appears Harley is taking care of him for the time being?? At least she helped him get out of Arkham which is a big relief... #I'm still mad that they turned him into a vegetable but also very happy to see him alive and back in his old gear #Just wanna wrap him into a blanket augh ;___; #SSKTKL #SSKTJL spoilers #Batman comics #Scarecrow #Jonathan Crane #Harley Quinn

[simplyavatrice]

I’m overwhelmed...with gratitude

#ava silva #avatrice #warrior nun #avatriceedit #warriornunedit #avasilvaedit #alba baptista #this girl owns my whole heart #when people ask me like...how i make so much content #it's because of her #like i just want to make stuff about her #tell stories with her #do edits #enjoy alba's incredible performance as her #i'm in so deep and perfectly content #this scene is hard for me to watch #seeing how happy she is to be alive and be loved #knowing that deep down she undrestands that it's probably not going to last much longer #her writing the letter to beatrice #wanting to tell her that she's made being alive so magical #so special #that she loves her #that being loved by her was an even greater gift than the halo that brought her back to life #she came so far #and when she comes back she's going to do so much #with bea and her ocs family at her side #so thankful for ava #myedits

[homoeroticgrappling]

Danhausen tweeted this after his GCW match and I couldn't help but think about his tweet when he started looking for bookings

#reading ''danhausen is alive'' made me feel like I could cry honestly because his booking tweet made me want to sob #like HE WANTS TO FEEL ALIVE AGAIN. and now he's alive. #look what he can do when you let him actually wrestle and take him seriously! and he seems so happy compared to how frustrated he's been #tk when I get my hands on you. book danhausen better you absolute fucking moron #I'm so proud of this demon cause he works fucking hard and he deserves better but when it was clear nobody was gonna do better for him #he did it for himself #he seems as happy to be in the ring wrestling as we are to see him there and it just makes me feel big feelings #*through tears* love that danhausen #GCW #Danhausen

[lionfission]

Happy one year Anne-iversary to the end of Amphibia!

A fantastic finale to an unforgettable show. I'll always remember watching "The Hardest Thing" at 2 am with my siblings and crying my eyes out :'))

#Amphibia #amphibia fanart #marcy wu #sasha waybright #anne boonchuy #my art #... I actually watched it in January while waiting for the next Owl House episode to come out so it still feels fresh lol #kinda cheesy but I was reading some interviews with Matt on the finale and how it references other media and it struck me #Shows like these don't just die when they end... they live on through their impact and influence on everything that follows it #Imagine what the next generation of writers and animators will make!! I'm sad it's over but also so hyped for what comes next #I'm so happy to be alive at the same time these kinds of stories are being told through animation #Whew okay rant over

[crystal-verse]

god i want. an au where it dosn't work. where it's just arr g'raha who's woken up, and he doesn't have all these memories and all these people keep looking at him like they're mourning someone. the world has changed and time has changed and all the people he knows have changed, but he hasn't changed, he was just sleeping, just sleeping, and the world nearly ended several times and apparently he helped prevent yet another end but he has no memory of this. they want him to join the scions. he does not know these people. (he barely knows the warrior of light, now, but did he ever truly know them in the first place?) his little sister is alive and well. she looks at him like a ghost. she's changed, and she's older than him now. he acts bratty and loud and brash to cover up the fact that he does not know anything it seems, and he is tired but he was sleeping for so long, so how could he be tired?

he doesn't know these people. they seem to know him. he wonders if he'd killed someone, when it was him and not that exarch who woke up. he wonders if it should have been him who was "killed" in that way, if it is him that lives and not that man who had known and become friends with all these figures from legend. he wonders if he'll always be fated to be a historian one step back from everything, because he simply cannot be a hero.

#bound with thread | original posts #letters in verse | talking #g'raha tia #crystal exarch #hello everyone i am being Incredibly Normal about g'raha tia at -checks time- 12:02 am #you ever think about the fact that arr g'raha is basically killed/replaced when the exarch wakes up in 5.3. because i do. a lot #hi i have brainworms over this man he's SO tragic and i need to hold him gently in my hands like how you cradle a small trembling kitten #genuinely happy about his character growth and progression and happy ending and all but arr g'raha was the one who grabbed my focus #and i do miss a lot of that character sometimes yknow? post-shb g'raha isn't the same person as arr g'raha and that's intentional‚ i think‚ #because he has gone through so much that we didn't see. so much trauma and pain because of the 8th umbral era and that loss he got hit with #and he's not the same person because he's *had* to change so much to keep himself and his people alive and i'm glad he's getting to #experience life to the fullest in endwalker onwards but just. i miss arr g'raha yknow #honestly the silliest thing about it is i miss his student of baldesion tattoo. was a fun little design element you know. #show us the tattoo again squeenix. give him back his red eyeshadow that he had. #give him his bow back i am begging #this has been: incomprehensible ramblings from simon at 12 at night

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Business comes first! Drinking is the job!

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #It's finally outfit change time! Third time for wwx and second for lwj! #I'm always a big fan of when characters change clothes and it's fun to change it up. #this scene once again emphasizes how much wwx acts in a reactionary way and gets *so thrown* when someone goes ‘yes-and’ #‘no lan zhan- you arent supposed to *agree*’ #there’s also a lovely gentleness to how he phrases it. Lwj just wants wwx to be happy. Bonus if he gets to be in proximity #wwx’s hedonism is a very interesting topic for another analytical rant #pre-burial mounds he’s a creature of pleasures! Post burial mounds? He doesnt feel alive enough to warrent enjoying life’s pleasures #i guess you could say both lwj and wwx have struggled comparing and contrasting two versions of each other

[cupophrogs]

1. Dog day…why did you say when you saw your husbands picture “ he’s alive????” Did you think he was dead.

"The passage of time is worthless when you there's nothing you can count on, except pain. So I always assumed my past life, and everything in it, was already gone. Hope is a very fickle thing, down here."

(Based on this song)

#my neck hurts #I was originally going to turn this into a full animation - buut halfway through I'm like “fuck that actually” #relining the double frames was time consuming enough LMAO #I'm still pretty happy with how it turned out though! #Also if you're not really a fan of choral music I BEG of you to chekc out these composers: #Daniel Elder #Jake Runestad #randal stroope #and Moses Hogan #Some of my favorite composers of all fucking time #like holy shit #im such a choral nerd lmao #ask the three d's #the three d's #dogday #dogday poppy playtime #featured: kissy missy #featured: poppy #Charles poppy playtime #Drew drives a station wagon #he got his friend to paint little designs on it #phrart #art #also yes that IS a Rich puppet in Charles' lap #bro misses his hubby okay he needs to cope somehow #he's not delusional tho dw #it's just his way of keeping the memory alive since his memory is ass (me too Charles me too)

[k-martins]

Every day is a beautiful day to remember that Megumi and Jennifer Lawrence have the same measurements and that she was brunette when Yuji saw her in Silver Linings Playbook.

Just commenting…

#Just some happy coincidences #:D #jjk spoilers #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #megumi fushiguro #fushiguro megumi #jennifer lawrence #“hi! My names is Yuji Itadori! My type the woman is Jennifer Lawrence!” Or something.. #Me too Yuji :') #Megumi appears as alive on the wiki #so I believe he may return soon!!!! #I'm running out of ideas for posts #fushiita #itafushi #itadori yuji

[apfelhalm]

am I the only one who thinks it's kinda sad that so many fandoms are retreating into their own discord servers? like, I get that it's nice to have an exclusive place to talk to likeminded people and where you can post stuff without fear of idiots latching onto it, but ... exclusive means also others get shut out. some people don't have the nerve or time for discord. and if I'm new to a fandom and don't have any other people to contact, the tags are the first thing I'll get to see and ... most of them are just full with AO3 links, which (no offence) I could just go to AO3 for, a few pics, some personal posts ... and that's it. there's hardly anthing in the tags anymore, while a lot of stuff gets discussed and posted in discord.

#tess is rambling #i'm not saying discord is Bad(TM) #i'm just saying it would be nice to keep the tags alive as well #if the pics/memes/etc are already there why not also post them on tumblr #someone will be happy about it i promise #especially in smaller fandoms #or am i getting a completely wrong impression here?

[oceanatydes]

THE NEW MARRIAGE PROPOSAL SCENE???

#OH MY GOD IT IS SO MUCH BETTER?????? #LIKE THEM LYING DOWN NEXT TO EACH OTHER I'M SOBBING #IT'S ANIMATED SO MUCH FUCKING BETTER NOT JUST IN FRONT OF THAT BLANK UGLY ASS WALL #LIKE IT FEELS LIKE A TRUE PROPER CUTSCENE AND YOU COULD JUST SEE THE EMOTION IN HIS EYES #ALSO GALE KNEELING AND KISSING TAV'S HAND OAULSJDHFLIASDHFLASDF #SOBBING #THE NEW GALE CUTSCENES FEEL SO MUCH MORE ANIMATED AND ALIVE #I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY #I'VE WAITED MONTHS FOR THIS #AND HERE WE ARE #bg3 #bg3 spoilers #bg3 gale #gale #gale x tav #gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 #baldur's gate iii

[cerealbishh]

When your eyes outshine the horizon line

And you're finally real, here beside me

#the little mermaid live action spoilers? #the little mermaid 2023 #the little mermaid live action #halle bailey #princess ariel #jonah hauer king #prince eric #ariel x eric #it's adorable how he seems taken with her curiosity and it naturally makes him want to keep showing her stuff??? #also it looks to me that she makes him feel alive? and that's worth a lot according to eurydice in hadestown... #tbh the 'i lost her once i'm not gonna lose her again' line would've worked so well here #he just genuinely wants her to be safe and happy #pls he just melts after seeing her row the boat #tlmedit #thelittlemermaidedit #disneyedit #hbaileyedit #jhauerkingedit

[enbysiriusblack]

Lily' birthday- jily snippet

"You're spending your birthday in the library?"

Lily ignored James, carrying on writing her notes for Potions as James sat down opposite her.

He placed his head in his hands and peered over at her work, "Interesting, interesting."

Lily huffed, looking up, "You don't even take potions, whilst I love it; yet I am finding this specific topic excruciatingly boring, so how is this interesting to you?"

James grinned, "Your handwriting is just really shit. I can't read a word of it so I'm imagining you're writing about transfiguration."

Lily snorted, "Well, I'm not."

"What a shame", he sighed.

She nodded in agreement as she glanced back down to her work. He sat quietly opposite her as she did so.

After almost ten minutes, she glanced back up with a frown.

"Are you just going to sit there?"

"Until you finish."

"Well what if I'm planning on working until the library shuts at nine... in about seven hours."

James shrugged, "I can keep myself entertained."

Lily groaned and shook her head.

James let out a laugh, "I did not think you were so dirty minded, Miss Evans. Merlin, I meant I'll do some doodling or something."

"For seven hours?"

"Yep!"

"Why?"

He leaned back in his chair, hand coming up to brush his hair out his eyes, "You don't want the company?"

"No, I'm happy for the company. But shouldn't you be practicing quidditch or corrupting the youth with Sirius?"

"No, it's your birthday. If you're set on studying until the evening then I'll happily keep you company."

Lily smiled, "Well, I'm not actually going to do that. I'll only be here for an hour or so more and then Mary and Marlene are taking me rollerskating... Do you want to come with us? I was planning on inviting Remus anyway, and so you, Sirius, and Peter by extension."

James nodded, "Yeah. I'd- I mean we would like that."

Lily beamed, "Okay."

"Okay."

Lily smiled at him again before slowly moving her gaze back to her notes. James stole one of her sheets of paper and doodled as Lily worked. As Lily began to pack away, James folded then slid the paper into her bag. His doodles of Lily as a jedi surrounded by hearts now resting in Lily's bag.

#happy birthday to my wife <33 (stealing her from james. i may not be rich or hot or funny or an athlete but i'm um. alive?) #(- lowkey snape 💀 can't believe i just related to him but. ) #i guess he's not alive anymore. so i won fuckers. she's my wife now. #although she's also dead. fuck. #marauders era #marauders #lily evans #jily #my writing #james potter #jily snippet

[ceaseless-watchers-special-girl]

Juno Steel and the Terrible Waste.

'kay, let's be reasonable about this. Past Junoverse episodes have mostly just given a vague understanding about what will happen in the episode. Murderous Mask tells you basically nothing about the plot, only about the most important object. Prince of Mars? You learn who that is in the first five minutes. Midnight Fox? Only really relevant for the last few seconds.

Junoverse titles are not the biggest indicator of how an episode will go. There are some incredible titles, like Monster's Reflection, but even that is somewhat misleading — Juno spends those episodes learning that neither he nor Sarah are monsters.

so basically what i'm saying is the episode could still be happy letmedreammmmmmmm

#like it will be bad. no doubt about that. and i'm willing to give them the extra week because i wanna hear this man SOB. #but i really do think things could turn out somewhat well. maybe it's not actually a waste and the title is just to mislead us #we might still get slip. we might still have everyone alive. we might not come out of it happy but we will come out of it together #tpp #the penumbra podcast