Tumgik
#idek what that Talk was. what was i supposed to take away from it?!?
streatfeild · 9 months
Text
.
1 note · View note
dockaspbrak · 1 month
Text
A big thank you to my mutuals who like my nervous breakdown 2-4am posts. You're the backbone of my blog
2 notes · View notes
st4rgzer · 6 months
Text
Tumblr media
JEALOUSY matt sturniolo
summary: blah blah jealous Matt
genre: idek how to describe this
cw!: kiss, swearing, suggestive but not really? and jealousy ofc
a/n: just wrote this, I really need to sleep, I sincerely apologize for any spelling errors, nails are hard man. (Y/B/N) |your bf’s name|
“I hate it when he looks at you like that, like you’re a fucking piece of meat.”
Is what he wanted to say, instead he kept quiet as he stared, well, glared at him with his arm around you. It was evident to everyone in the room, the tension growled in the atmosphere as his eyes pierced his hand when it slightly went higher up your thigh. He knew how uncomfortable you were with him, he was just some guy, another fucking pathetic guy attempting to get with you.
Matt stood up abruptly, his jaw clenched as he walked towards the kitchen. He felt guilty for feeling like this, he knew you knew better, how to take care of yourself, but he’d just take care of you so much better, he knows it. He only needs an opportunity to prove he’d be better.
He gripped the kitchen counter, his knuckles white from tensing them. When suddenly he felt a hand on his back.
“Hey I saw you back there, are you okay?” You asked, pity perceptible in your voice. Your hand stroked his back with your nails, it seemed to have a calming effect on him.
He stepped away from your touch, leaving a confused look on your face. He sighed as he ran his fingers through his hair, his curls fell perfectly on his forehead and you couldn’t help but notice.
“Do you even like him” He scowled. Your eyebrows furrowed together in confusion, then you scoffed, realizing who he was talking about.
“Do I like my boyfriend? Yes, yes I think I do” You sneered. You shook your head in disbelief.
“Well it doesn’t look like you do.” Poison dripped from his words. He hated feeling jealous, he rarely had thoughts of envy or jealousy, but when it came to you? He’d do anything to get whatever man you had off you. Of course he was always afraid of actually doing anything regarding his feelings.
Your hands dropped to you sides, dumbfounded. So many times you had tried saying something to him, prior to your relationships, but there was always something wrong, the wrong time.
“Well it’s not my fault you get so fucking jealous all of the time” You said smugly, knowing that he wouldn’t do anything to change the status both of you were in right now. To each their own. Yes, you were frustrated, and yes, you didn’t like the man you were with right now, but you weren’t going to wait around for him, you were tired.
He looked at me amused, rolling his eyes with a grin, he grabbed your wrist, gently as to not hurt you.
“just look at me and tell me you love him” He said, barely whispering. Your faces were not far from each other, making you more nervous than you were supposed to be.
You looked at him, Your heart was beating rapidly and so was his, you could hear it faintly. He licked his lips, almost as if he wanted for you to look there, for you to give in.
“c’mon y/n” Your name rolled off his tongue like honey, like it was the only one he knew, like he had said it so many times before.
You gulped roughly, immediately regretting making any noises. You breathed shakily, debating wether or not you should do what your mind was telling you to, or opt for the more rational, safe option.
You glanced at his lips for a mere second, but he noticed, it was enough of a sign to make him close the cursed gap between the both of you. His lips clashed onto yours eagerly. You quickly caught up to his pace, your hands finding their way into his hair, tugging on it slightly making him quietly groan. You breathed into the kiss, it felt as if both of you were waiting for this ease of tension that slowly built in the air, now all of it tumbling down at a rapid pace, dangerous even.
His hands gripped your waist when-
Suddenly the door opened, revealing a very traumatized Nick. You both immediately stopped, and tried to play it off as if nothing happened, combing your hair with your fingers to make it seem less puffy, and Matt rubbing his lips to help take off the lipstick residue from your lips that were, not even seconds ago, on his.
“I- just wanted water…” He said, frozen in place. He clicked his teeth and slowly moved towards the fridge to grab a bottle of water. Then dramatically leaving the door open, and giving Matt “a look”
“y/b/n wants you there by the way…” He said cautiously before exiting the room.
You both looked at each other, you knew you fucked up.
taglist: @dwntwn-strnlo @gabbylovesreading @lovelysturniolo @lvrsparadise @stvrni0lo @ssturniolo @strniolo @sturniolol @sturniololoverr @ifilwtmfc
229 notes · View notes
faiirybread · 7 months
Text
the wilt of the rose ︴dr3
🥀in which.. they just cant talk to eachother
pt1! pt2!
danielricciardo just posted!
Tumblr media
did you think i didnt see you?
tagged: clara11.8
liked by user1, clara11.8, and 7.62m others
user1 DAD NOOO
user2 STAWP STAWP STAWP
user3 clara11.8 PLEASE GET OUT OF HERE. SAVE YOURSELF FROM THIS MESS
user4 bro u miss her
landonorris DAD PLEASE THIS ISNT YOU
user5 lando is just like the rest of us fr
user6 i need someone on twitter to explain the FULL timeline because i am so so confused on how this happened bro
user7 samee like i need to know who cheated first, who was pettier, AND WHO THE HELL WAS IN YNS POST!!!
redbull 😻😻 and mclaren 😕
papaya cult member
danny what the hell is going on
are you and yn like seriously over
im so confused
maxy paxy #1
yeah everytime i go on insta something is going on with you two
pls clear up the rumors
papaya cult member
danny i can see you reading this
maxy paxy #1
DANNY TELL US
DANNY RIIIC
idek tbh
papaya cult member
im gonna punch you
DANNY RIIIC
STOP i just dont know whats going on
like we went for that date and everything was fine and then the stuff about her and some guy came out
like idk
papaya cult member
ok but who started it
maxy paxy #1
yeah who cheated first
papaya cult member
be so honest rn
DANNY RIIIC
..me
papaya cult member
DANNY
WHAT THE FUCK
maxy paxy #1
dude..
DANNY RIIIC
HEAR ME OUT
papaya cult member
NO???
DANNY RIIIC
NONONO LISTEN
LISTEN
IT WAS HER FIRST
SHE CAME ONTO ME
maxy paxy #1
danny slow down
give us the full story
DANNY RIIIC
it doesnt even matter anymore
i just want it to be done
i miss her
i fucked up so bad you guys
papaya cult member
no shit sherlock
DANNY RIIIC
like
what am i supposed to do?
maxy paxy #1
mate im gonna be honest
i dont think you can fix it
DANNY RIIIC
what
why
papaya cult member
BECAUSE YOU CHEATED ON HER YOU FUCKING DUMBASS
DANNY RIIIC
yeah i know that but like
is there fr no way back?
maxy paxy #1
ok lando back off
ok?
take a breather
papaya cult member
k.
maxy paxy #1
danny.
you betrayed her trust
so so much
like you will have to grovel your way back
DANNY RIIIC
ok
ok i will
yourusername just posted!
Tumblr media
there were flashing lights 🎇
tagged: carmenmmundt, lilymhe, alexandrasaintmleux, francisca.cgomes
liked by lilymhe, landonorris, and 1.6million others
user1 oh..
user2 GIRLS TRIP!!!
user3 mom i dont want a new dad
carmenmmundt the best trip!!
yourusername stop i love you sm carmen 💗
user4 literally the prettiest group omfg
user5 mom pls forgive dad
user6 didnt she cheat on him?
user5 idek at this point, i just want my parents together
lilymhe LOVE YOU GIRLIE!!!
yourusername I LOVE YOU MORE 😚 😚
alex_albon 🤨
lilymhe babe look away
user6 4th and 6th slide.. danny ric you gotta step it up
user7 @danielricciardo you have 24 hours to respond
francisca.cgomes we have to do this again methinks
yourusername 100%, i need to party with you again!
alexandrasaintmleux literal goddess omg
yourusername thats all you girlie!!
user8 HOOOLY MOLY
user9 HOOOOOLY MOOOLY
user8 Holy crap
user9 Your body is makin’ me smile!
user10 yourusername yourusername IS THIS MAN A REPEAT
yourusername …🤭🤭
user10 HUHHHH
user7 THE LORE IS HUGEE
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
217 notes · View notes
starsval · 1 year
Text
"I'll be happy with you"
Regulus Black x f!reader
Sumary: you start fake dating Regulus so you don't have to marry some random boy.
Word count: 2k
Warnings: kissing, fake dating, mentions of arranged marriage, your mom wants you to get married(? idk), reader wears a dress once, some barty x reader?, reader is pureblood
A/N: idek if I like this but thanks to @myriadmoons for giving me inspiration to finish this <3 Also, ignore the shitty name, i didn't know what to write
Tumblr media
You never liked those parties. Your mom was constantly telling you to act nice so someone wants to marry you –but only someone who's pureblood, of course– And those parents introducing you to his sons, like it would matter if you knew each other. If they wanted to, they could plan your wedding and tell you the day before. 
That's why you always do the same, find some pureblood guy, sneak out with him, making sure your mom sees you. Then talk to him about how you're in love with him so he freaks out and then leaves. And finally find some room where you can be alone. 
Although that last part of the plan changed some months ago, when you met Regulus. He was actually doing the same as you, sneaking out, so you started talking and helping each other. You already knew him from Hogwarts but you didn't share any classes so you never talked to him. 
That leads to your situation right now. Trying not to trip with your dress, walking to the room where Regulus is waiting for you. 
When you enter, you find him with his legs over the armrest of a chair, reading some book. 
"Hi" You say, laying down on the bed that was in the middle of the room. 
"What took you so long?" He asks, leaving the book in the chair as he lays next to you. 
"I, um, got entertained" You look away, sighting. 
"What happened?" He looks at you, the corners of his lips curving up.
"Well, I confessed, right? Then he told me he felt the same and tried to kiss me" You definitely didn't expect that. 
"What?" He isn't smiling anymore. "Did you kiss him?"
"No, I told him I was saving myself for marriage" You laugh and you see him smiling. Both of you knowing that's not true, you've kissed and made out with a lot of people in Hogwarts. "So know I'll probably have to find some excuse to tell my mom so she turns down the offer"
"Let's get married" He suddenly says. 
"What?"
"I mean, not immediately, but we can tell our parents we're dating and that we'll get married someday" He seems nervous now. 
"It's a good idea, but I don't think they'll believe us, do they even know we're friends?"
Then he suddenly gets up and drags you out of the room by your wrist. 
"What are you doing?" You say as he leads you to the dance floor.
"Make them believe it" And now you’re dancing with him, in the middle of the dance floor.
“I don’t think I’ve ever danced with someone on my own in any of these parties” You tell him, occasionally looking at your feet so you don’t trip or step on him.
“Then your mom will likely believe you, right?” He looks at you.
“Why are you doing this Regulus?” You look back at him.
“I don’t want you to marry someone just because they tell you to, I want you to be happy” You smile.
“Thank you, but will you be happy?”
“I’ll always be happy as long as I'm with you” You can’t help it but smile, before you notice your mom walking next to you.
“Who’s this lovely boy, Y/n” She asks, smiling at him.
“I’m Y/n’s boyfriend, Mrs L/n” He introduces himself to your mom.
🕸   ⊹    ⋆  
“Are you sure you’re okay with this? We could just ‘break up’, you don’t have to do that everytime someone asks you out” Regulus tells you, after painfully watching you as you tried to turn down a boy’s offer to take you on a date. You even had to resort to your last excuse; ‘Sorry, I have a boyfriend’. 
“I’m okay with this Reg, don’t worry about it. It’s not like I care that people know that we’re dating, why would I care? You’re literally you” You say half jokingly, looking up and down at him. 
“What’s that supposed to mean?” He asks you, fighting the blush to not show in his face.
“I actually didn’t want to go on a date with him” You ignore his question, holding his hand as you lead him to your usual place at the Slytherin table. 
“What was that supposed to mean?” He asks again, oblivious to the look Sirius is giving both of you from the door. Watching as you stop Regulus from throwing a fork at you, while he keeps repeating the question as you ignore him. Sirius watches him smile like he’d never do in a while, with your hands on top of his, trying to not laugh as he keeps insisting.
He had heard something about it, but he didn’t believe it. Not until now, not until seeing his smile, his laugh, the way he looked at you. 
“He did it, Moony. He actually got the girl” Sirius whispers as he looks back at his brother, letting Remus drag him at his house table.
🕸   ⊹    ⋆  
Sirius waits for the perfect moment to approach Regulus. In the middle of a hallway, when he has no escape. 
"I'm so proud of you" He says as he hugs him, after they stare at each other in silence for at least a minute. 
"For being the better looking brother?" Regulus asks him, sarcastically, he doesn’t return the hug, but he doesn't move. 
"What? You're definitely not the- I'm not talking about that! You're finally dating her!" He says, breaking the hug, but shaking him as he talks, with his hands on his brother's shoulders. 
"Oh, that, it's not like that" He admits, looking at the floor. "It's just so, we don't have to marry anyone else, she didn't want to marry some random boy so-" 
"What? But you like her! And she likes you!" Sirius frowns. 
"I don't- She doesn't-" 
“You do like her! Since second year! You just kept talking about her. You would get so red, I actually thought you had a fever once. And just because she called you Reg” Sirius fights the laugh as Regulus looks away.
“And all you said was ‘Damn, you're really all over her’.” Regulus talks, sighing as Sirius stops fighting his laugh and just laughs at him right in his face.
"And she likes you! We're not a hundred percent sure about that but you definitely like her. Remember when you came running to me the first time she touched your hair? Or your hand? I had to call Remus because I thought you'd faint!" Regulus rolls his eyes at the comment. 
"Thanks for helping me get over her" Regulus says, walking away to his next class.
"Hey, you're already dating, you just have to do it, for real, you know" Sirius follows him, smiling.
🕸   ⊹    ⋆  
“Hi, I know you’re fake dating my brother, wouldn’t you like to really date another Black?” Sirius says, sitting next to you at the Slytherin table, where you were waiting for your boyfriend.
“Narcisa? She’s really pretty actually-” You act clueless, smiling innocently at him.
“Now I understand why you get so along with Regulus…” He sighs, leaning closer into you. “Anyway, I was obviously talking about me, the better looking brother”
“I mean, no offense, you’re definitely good looking, but the better one…?” You ask, not moving closer to him, but neither moving away.
“So, definitely… I can work with that” He smiles, leaning even closer when he sees his brother approaching you.
“That's all you’re gonna get from that sentence?” You ask him, moving a bit when Reg sits next to you.
“It’s all that matters” He looks at his brother, smiling even more. “Your girlfriend here thinks I’m definitely good looking” He informs, winking when he looks at you. 
When you see Regulus' tightened jaw, and look back at Sirius, you get what he’s trying to do. He’s trying to prove a point, that Regulus may like you(you already had your suspicions, because, who agrees to marry his best friend that easily? apart from someone who’s in love with them –aka, you–). And you don’t know how to react, because, well, you get flustered just from the thought of it.
“Do you?” Regulus asks you, taking you back to reality. 
“I mean, yes-” He suddenly gets up, trying to walk away. “But I also said that you look better than him” You mutter the last part, looking away. Which helps Regulus, since he doesn’t have to try to hide his flush anymore. 
Regulus stares at his brother, possibly planning his murder. But before he can try, Remus appears to save you.
“We have prefect duties” He says, and you get up as soon as you can, leaving the lovely brothers behind.
🕸   ⊹    ⋆  
You were honestly too flustered to talk to Regulus after. Because fake dating him was a thing, but telling him he’s hot? You couldn’t deal with his face right now. You wanted to stop thinking about it, about the fact that you might have to break up, so things don’t get uncomfortable. You wanted to get distracted.
And that leads you to your situation right now. Dancing in the middle of a party, this time, alone, in the Gryffindor common room. 
You were dancing next to Pandora, ignoring the looks Barty –he’s one of the few who knew about the fake relationship– was giving you, until you got tired and decided to go get a drink. Once you got to the table, Barty was next to you
“Hi” He says.
“Hi” You don’t look at him, instead, you focus on the party in front of you.
“Do you want to smoke outside?” He asks, leaning on your ear.
“Okay” Then he grabs your hand and leads you to one of the balconies of the castle. You stay there, passing the cigarette between the two of you, talking about the school and gossiping. You were looking at the woods, with your forearms on the railing, and Barty was backwards to the woods, with his back on the railing. 
"You know, you're really beautiful" He suddenly says as he looks at you. 
"Thanks" You look back at him and smile, getting closer to him. 
Your lips are almost touching his when the door opens, you pull apart from Barty and look at Regulus, who's looking at him. 
Barty clears his throat and walks to the door. 
"I'll see you later" He smiles at you and walks away. 
You wave at him and look at Regulus, annoyed. 
"What was that for?" You ask, copying Barty's earlier position. 
"You were going to kiss him" He gets closer to you. 
"I know, that was the point" 
"Why?" He stands in front of you. 
"I don't know what you want me to say" You suddenly get nervous, I mean, you hadn’t talked since Sirius had approached you, and he has never been this close while you two were alone.
"What makes you want to kiss people?" He touches your check with his fingers. 
"Well- normally when I'm attracted to them… " You feel your face heat up by the touch of his hand. 
"I want to kiss you" He confesses, grabbing your face.
"Then do it" 
He grabs your face and puts his lips on yours. You grab the railing with one hand as the other one goes to the back of his neck. He gets closer to you and his hands go to your waist. 
He kisses you in a desperate way, and you know that he's been waiting to do this since he met you. He grabs your waist strongly, afraid that you're suddenly going to disappear.
When you're both gasping for air, you pull apart, but your hands don't leave his neck. 
“What do I do when I like someone?” He asks, his hands not leaving your waist.
“You ask them out” You say, smiling.
“What if we’re already dating?” He also smiles, before kissing you again. “I couldn't stand it, I'm sorry. I know we're dating in front of our families, but I like you for real. And everyone's here trying to date you, and it felt good knowing that you were with me in a way, but I want to be with you in every way, in front of everyone, I want to be your real boyfriend" He says. 
"At least you asked this time" You smile and give him a quick kiss. "I'd love to be your real girlfriend too"
460 notes · View notes
wonuvs · 4 months
Note
HI, IVY BABY (i hope you don’t mind the nickname, i think it’s cute). i’ve been doing pretty well too, thanks for asking. however, i am currently losing my mind bc i opened tumblr today and saw that you posted three different drabbles and all of them made me (s)cream. NO ONE WRITES HANJI LIKE YOU. AND. AND. SEUNGMIN….SEUNGMINNIE……they both make up my bias line, ivy, i am unwell.
i’m now being plagued by thoughts of super good, total opposite from a brat, reader and seungmin who goes fucking crazy over how sweet and obedient you always are, even when he’s being so mean. it was just supposed to be a friendly outing with jeongin and felix at the newly opened restaurant in the area, but the moment the waiter took your orders, seungmin practically dragged you to the bathroom. he’s caged you against the door of the stall and has one of his legs wedged right between your plush thighs. one of his hands trails down to fiddle with the hem of your skirt while the other firmly grips onto your waist. “look so damn good in this fucking skirt, you almost made innie and lix cum in their pants, baby.” there’s a predatory look in his eyes as they rake over your form. “minnie—“ he presses his knee right into your pulsing core, and you barely suppress a whine. “ssshhh, you gotta be quiet, baby. just let me play with this pretty pussy for a little bit.” and then he’s dragging you back and forth over his thigh. the friction of his jeans feels heavenly against your sensitive clit, and you can’t stop the quiet, breathy moans from leaving your mouth. you’re so wet that your panties have gone translucent, and you’re glad that seungmin’s decided to wear dark jeans today because you’re sure that there’d be a large wet spot otherwise. all the while, he’s murmuring pure filth in your ear. “my leaky little puppy, i can feel you dripping right though my jeans.” and it almost sends you over the edge too, but then he pulls away and you’re left with tears brimming on your lower lash line. “don’t be greedy, baby, i’ll give you more when we get home.” you’re so frustrated that you nearly shove your fingers down your panties to finish off yourself, but you only blink your tears away, slowly nodding your head. you want to disobey him, but you know he’s telling the truth. seungmin always gives you more. the huge bulge in his pants tells you that.
ANYWAYS…MUCH LOVE!! take care.
-🪼
YOU ARE CRAZY (affectionately) PLEASE OH MY GOD PLEASE OPEN A BLOG YOUR IDEAS AND AND WRJTING STYLE ARE SO AMAZING!!! AND IM HAPPY U ENJOYED MY POSTS, IM ON A ROLL THESE DAYS WITH WRITING!! (and no i dont l mind the nickname, i love it actually 🤭)
also, idek what to add to this, this is already so so perfect. seungmin with thigh riding isnt talked about enough and its a CRIME. he'd be so condescending as you rub your pussy on his jeans, and he'd enjoy so much leaving you high and dry just to fuck you to tears later in the day.
a picture of me rn btw:
Tumblr media
54 notes · View notes
sun-rae-lynn · 4 months
Text
Omega!Ghost X Omega!Soap Part: One
Hear me out rq.
warnings: implied/referenced abuse, implied/referenced heats, slight angst maybe…idk what to put I’ve not written shit like this since idek when.
Tumblr media
••••••••••••••••••••••
Omega ghost who grew up with alpha parents. Would explain abusive father because well he wanted alpha son instead got an omega son yada yada. anyways his father sent him away to a camp, where he basically learned to control himself and his “urges”. Sooner or later he would go through traumatic events that made Simon Riley into the Ghost.
Now, people know of The Ghost, a brutal killing machine, that no one knows the secondary gender of. They don’t know if he’s an alpha or a beta. They are sure he isn’t an omega. (Little do they know) People who have come into contact with Ghost and have lived to tell the tale, describe his scent to be broken, dull and bitter. Not similar to an alphas, not anything like an omegas. But not anything like a betas either. It baffles them.
Then Ghost meets Price. But not as Ghost, as Simon.
Hear me out Rq with this one too^^
Ghost allows one month every year where he goes “underground”, no contact with anyone whatsoever. This is the time when he stops taking strong ass suppressants and stops blocking most of his scent. He experiences what it is like to be an omega because despite those instincts being pushed super far into the back of Simon’s brain. They are still there and sometimes they surface.
Ghost “becomes” Simon a little earlier than expected, on a solo mission. Luckily, Price was there to take him in and care for him. Price understood the situation Simon was in and allowed him a spot in the 141. I like to believe in an omegaverse au that price had TF141 already set up. He was just waiting for the right people, omega, beta, or alpha to join. Soon they had three people in the 141. Ghost, Price and Gaz. (We will get to soap in a min.) they all worked in perfect sync.
Soon enough Soap came into the 141. An omega who immediately became close with Ghost. Get to that In a moment
Onto soap and who he is as an omega. Johnny grew up with a traditional family. Omega mother, alpha father. All that jazz. He grew up learning all about how omegas were supposed to act and how they should put themselves out there whenever they find a suitable mate/partner.
However, Johnny hated the idea of settling down with someone. He wanted to explore, go to Australia despite his fear of spiders, go to America and see sights he’s never seen.
Johnny also hated his heats, ever since he had an unexpected heat that was caused by being in a room full of newly presenting alphas and got locked in a closet to prevent him from being attacked by the scent hungry alphas, he never had a heat since then. He has flare up’s of heats every now and then since well suppressants can only do so much but they aren’t terrible.
Another things soap hates about himself is his scent. It is too alluring. Too sweet. I imagine soaps omega scent to be something sweet like chocolate, but have a bitter smell as well like the way dark chocolate has that bittersweet aftertaste to it…idk could be a me thing but there is also a hint of soap smell(hence the nickname). He hates that his scent allures alphas in. He truly wants to drive them away, so he acts as beta like and as alpha like as possible while failing miserably because he is sensitive.
Not sensitive mentally but sensitive in the way that if he catches one whiff of a strong dominant alphas scent. He is very much swooning and in love. He can get out of that mindset quickly but it could take awhile.
Now, back to 141. Soap catches one whiff of Ghost’s barely there scent and is in fucking love. He is swooning more than he ever has. He started talking to ghost more, trying to get to know him, trying to find out his secondary gender. When trying to figure it out and getting frustrated by not being able to figure it out on his own he went to price.
He basically annoyed price until price had enough of Soap’s nagging and frustratedly told Soap that Ghost was an omega.
His heart broke. All this time Johnny was feeling like he found the one, an omega that was going to treat him well and love him. Only to find out he was a fake and not really an alpha. Johnny never knew Ghost’s secondary gender anyways but he was really hoping for it to be an alpha, he believed Ghost was an alpha since he had a pretty strong scent, despite barely being there, he left for one month every other month. Same thing price would do for his ruts. He would scent soap, which was something usually only alphas did. However one has to remember Ghost ain’t no normal omega.
He has alpha traits. A strong scent, despite barely being there. A large and muscular body. Rough and large hands. Scenting. Courting. All things alphas usually would do and how they looked. Something Simon always blamed on having two alpha parents.
PART TWO WILL BE OUT SOON!! I need sleep currently. But this will be developed further. It might get smutty, it might get hurt/comfort-ish, we will see.
@8-rae-rae-8 you will be tagged in part two as well!! comment if you’d like to be tagged! This might become a series.
Also, prepare to see more headcanons and stuff for the 141 and COD characters in general as I have PLENTY of different headcanons when it comes to the characters…anyways love yall. Hope to see ya soon
43 notes · View notes
vhagarlovebot · 1 year
Note
Hiii <3 idek if your taking new requests but modern aemond comforting partner that had plans with friends and they got cancelled or weren’t invited (smth like that #socialissuesfr) and he just makes them feel better i need it 🩷🩷
“do you want to order pizza for dinner?” aemond looks at you from his spot on the couch, but you’re too focused looking at something on your phone to pay attention to him. “i’m talking to you, love. are you listening?”
“yes,” you say, still looking at your phone. “whatever you want.” aemond senses that something is wrong and gets up immediately. one minute you’re doing margaritas, the next, there’s tears in your eyes.
“are you alright?” he places a hand on your back, looking down at your phone. his heart falls to the floor when he sees an instagram story from one of your friends, she’s having dinner with a lot of people—your friends. the following story isn’t better and once the third one appears, he takes your phone away.
aemond can’t believe what his eyes just saw. he checks the group chat he knows you have with your friends but there’s not a single message, which means they have a different group chat or they just didn’t want to invite you; either way what they did is horrible.
when a tear runs down your cheek and falls, aemond is quick to cup your face and wipe the ones that follow.
“look at me,” you do what he says, vision blurry for all the tears that threaten to fall. “they just showed you the kind of people they are and you don’t need them, you hear me? they don’t deserve you.” you know his words are supposed to make you feel better but the pain in your heart doesn’t let you see how right he is.
you sob, hiding your face on his chest and clinging onto his shirt. his arms around your body make you feel a little bit better after a while, his soft words in your ear too.
“you still have people who care about you and value your friendship. and they love you as much as i love you.” he kisses your forehead, pulling away to look you in the eyes. “forget about them, we can have fun too.”
aemond drags you to the couch, forcing you to sit down while he disappears in the bedroom. you look confused at the door until he shows up again, this time your favorite blanket and his phone in hand.
“you order whatever you want to eat while i go look for something, okay?” he says as he covers you with the blanket, disappearing before you can say anything.
you don’t move, confused and amused with his attitude, until he’s back and sitting next to you.
“i tried to read the instructions but i’m useless so i just brought all the face masks i found in the bathroom.” his excitement softens your heart, a whole new set of tears threatening to pour out, but this time for different a reason. “would you help me put this on my face?”
“yes,” you smile, moving closer to him and cupping his face, his confused expression is the last thing you see before taking his lips with yours in a gentle kiss. “thank you.” you whisper, forehead resting against his.
“don’t thank me just yet,” he gives a quick peck to your lips before pulling away and taking the remote to find a movie. “because i’m going to make you watch all my favorite horror movies.”
“i have no problem as long as you are by my side.”
327 notes · View notes
littledollll · 11 months
Text
Last kiss
Lucifer Morningstar x reader
Tumblr media
A/n: idek. I wrote this 2 nights ago while having a breakdown for absolutely no reason 😭
As always thanks to @pebbleswritessometimes for inspecting it through and screaming at me in the writing of this.
Warnings: breakups, there’s absolutely no comfort only hurt. That’s about it.
____________________________________
“I don’t understand..” your voice barely above a whisper as you looked at them, ever the dramatic single tear falling from your eye, trailing down your cheek. Afraid to come to terms with the plain truth. Afraid to hear their explanation and have it make sense.
“I have nothing to explain. I am telling you, this can no longer be your home, I can no longer be your person.” Their emotionless expression killed you the most. The dismissive and plain tone in their voice. Like it was a simple thing to say and wave off to continue on with their day. It made your heart clench, tears burn in your eyes, that impossible to get rid off burn in your throat trying to hold back the embarrassing sobs that would eventually escape you. There would be no stopping it, but you could at least hold back.
To some degree Lucifer truly hoped you would just walk away. Be more angry than upset and not stay around hoping for more only to get more hurt. They hoped you didn’t care enough to ask or be so heartbroken about it. But of course, that was impossible. You knew that, they knew it too.
They could read you like a book. See you swallow dryly and dart your eyes away from them as if it killed you to look at them any longer.
It did.
And how Lucifer wished to wipe that stray tear away along with all your pain and heartbreak. So they turned their back to you, not willing to see you hurt any longer. Looking at anything that would serve as some sort of distraction form the oddly guilty feeling plaguing their mind, twisting their gut, a sadness and sympathy The Devil wasn’t known for. A side you were the one to uncover. And one you seemed to be on the road to never be seeing again.
“So I'm just supposed to go? You dismiss me and I walk away like all your other subjects?” Your tone raised bit by bit as you talked. Anger seeping into your voice, but more so, confusion. “Don’t I deserve some kind of explanation?”
They couldn’t look at you either, you noticed.
The shake in your voice, the deep breath you had to take for every sentence, the inevitability of your eyes shining with tears and turning slightly red. Lucifer can imagine your brows furrowed in hurt. They can see the mental image of you anxiously shifting the weight of your body from one foot to the other, your hands at the height of your stomach fidgeting with your rings.
They know you. Every curve and scar, every freckle in your body. They could draw you from memory with their eyes closed. They could guess what you were up to from a room away, they don’t have to look at you to see you hurt. They don’t want to look at you and admit it’s their fault.
“An explanation would do you no good, my darling.” Lucifer spoke softly as they started. almost anxiously pacing around the room, their back still turned and you wondered what could possibly deserve their attention more than you in this moment. The use of the petname killed you even more. In some part of your mind you were convinced this had to be some kind of joke, or something happened, something terrible and they’re protecting you.
They are.
They have to be.
Lucifer would never do this to you. Your Lucifer would never do this. You know them too. You recognize the slightest quiver in their voice. You know why they refuse to look at you too. You saw the smallest twitch of their hand as they refrained from wiping away that stray tear. And so you listened.
Because there has to be a reason. And they would eventually come back to you, right? It 's Lucifer. If there’s someone in this universe to know where to find you it’s them.
“Don’t leave me like this.” A plea. Refusal. Denial. But you knew that was it. You couldn’t fight it any more than you already had. Lucifer’s word was always final. But that meant their ‘ I love you’ s were all true. That had to mean there was hope. They turned with a slight tilt of their head and a sad smile.
“It’s not forever..” they murmured softly as they walked towards you, at such a painfully slow pace. And you actually breathed for the first time. Because their voice was so much softer. It was real. There was no mask, there was no lie. There was pain. “But you have to go.”
Lucifer’s hands cupped your cheeks so gently and they finally looked at you. You looked at each other. “You are and will forever be my heaven.” You couldn’t even cry anymore. There was no pain to be felt when they held you so tenderly. It was reassurance, it was love.
You stood speechless and in denial. They stood vulnerable, able to fall apart just as easily as you, but refusing to. Your eyes closed in a moment of utter peace as they pressed a soft kiss on your forehead. Holding you close enough to convince you it wasn’t really over.
Only to be broken apart then they whispered again. “Go.”
141 notes · View notes
Text
Train Ride
Pairing: no outbreak! college? Joel miller x f!reader
Word count: 2.2k
Content: angst, unrequited love, au where joel didn't end up being a teen dad and pursued his dreams of being a musician
A/n: Loosely inspired by this song. idek what to say anymore, im a sucker for angst and this is yet another unrequited love fic bc i love suffering. Fun fact: this fic was supposed to end happily but I decided against that.
Tumblr media
  You couldn’t help the smile that was forming on your face as you admired the photo on your phone. It's a picture of Joel. His guitar case was strapped to his back, a grin on his face, the street lamps highlighting the features on his side profile. He looked so happy and proud as he gushed over the performance he had just put up. Talking obsessively over the backstories of the music he had just played beautifully. 
   “Who got you smiling like that?” the teasing sound of your friend, Esther’s voice broke you out of your trance. You quickly turned off your phone, trying to brush your feelings away. “I called you thrice.” Joel said, chuckling softly at the dazed look on your face. “Well, what’s up?” You asked, shoving your phone into your pocket. 
   “Did you take this picture?” Joel turned his phone around. The train started moving at the same exact time, causing his hand to shake as he tried to hold onto the handrails above him. The picture became a blur as you squinted your eyes at his phone to try to make sense of it. You blinked a few times before instinctively holding his hand in an attempt to stabilize the picture, it took you a few seconds before your actions comprehended in your mind. You abruptly let go of his hand, coughing slightly and you turned your eyes away from him. “You caught me.” You awkwardly laughed, hoping that he didn’t notice how much impact the physical contact had on you Joel smiled, the sound of your own heartbeat blasting in your ears. “It’s a nice picture.” He simply complimented. “I told you you looked the most handsome and charming when you’re playing the guitar.” Esther commented from beside you. You bit your lip slightly, Esther was the whole reason why you even knew Joel. She had introduced the both of you to each other and was definitely closer to him than you are. Joel shook his head, denying Esther’s compliments. You felt yourself deflate slightly. 
   Joel was engaged in a conversation with Esther. You couldn’t help the sigh of disappointment as you remained your distance from the pair from your place beside Esther. They were close, you weren’t. It was none of your business nor did you want to randomly insert yourself into the conversation. While you watched the pair, a painful memory flooded your mind.
   “I wonder if anyone else can make it to the performance. They all seem so busy these days, haven’t seen any of my friends around not to mention have a conversation.” The words had slipped out without any additional thought. It was the whole reason why it had hurt you so much because it was his truthful thoughts. Your heart sank, he had spent his last few days heading home with you, you definitely weren’t part of the group of friends he had mentioned. “Thanks, Joel. It’s nice knowing that I have been walking home with a stranger for the past few days.” you replied sarcastically, chuckling lightly with a playful smile on your face. It was just how you dealt with emotions, by hiding behind the protective shield that was humour. Joel blinked, the weight of his words finally comprehending in his mind. “No, no. I’m sorry I didn’t mean it like that. I just-”
  Honestly? You didn’t want him to elaborate, didn’t need to know what he truly saw you as, didn’t need the confirmation that he definitely didn’t reciprocate your feelings. “Joel, I’m just joking. You don’t have to explain yourself.” Joel’s gaze sunk to the floor, ignoring your words completely as he struggled to find the right words to express himself. 
  “You’re a friend too. Just-just not the friend that I would share some matters with.” 
  You laughed, brushing his reply off with a shrug. “I get it,” You told him. 
  His words might as well have been a bullet through your heart. He had broken your heart that day. 
   Despite that incident, you couldn’t rid your mind of Joel Miller. Your eyes searched for him everywhere you went. Searched for him at the usual table he always sat at in the library to do his work, searched for him among his group of friends, and searched for him in the morning when you boarded the public bus you knew he took too. Every single time you searched for him, you reprimanded yourself. He was like a drug and you were like the drug addict. All you thought of was him and all you yearned for was him. You couldn’t even will yourself to stop falling for Joel. 
    “Bye, you two have fun!” Esther bid goodbye, watching the doors of the train open as she stepped out and waved back to the both of you. You stared at the map above the doors, four more stations. Four more stations before Joel got off and you’re left alone. Esther sent you a teasing smile, she always laughed about the fact that the both of you couldn’t hold a conversation up with each other that lasted longer than a minute. She was right, the awkward silence that suffocated both of you arose as soon as the doors closed. 
    The train started up again, the sudden gain in speed causing you to stumble backwards and hit your back against the wall. Joel stumbled forward, the distance between the both of you decreased sharply. His chest was just a few inches from your face, you could feel his breath on top of your head and smell the faint cologne that lingered on him. Your heart paced, your own feelings betraying you as your mind called you a traitor. How many times have you broken the promise to yourself that you would stop your feelings for him? “sorry “ Joel muttered as he quickly restored the distance between the both of you. The stupid hope arose in your heart again, the hope that would eventually burn you. You admired the features on his face, wondering if you had the same effect on him as he did you. Logic was quick enough to shoot that thought down as the hope turned into a flame that burned painfully at your heart. Joel doesn’t feel anything for you, your own logic coldly reminded you. 
    Your eyes remained fixated on the train map. Counting the remaining stations to Joel’s departure. One station had already passed in awkward silence despite how much you wrecked your brains for a conversation starter. Engaging in small talk seemed desperate enough while other conversation topics just seemed dry or too random. You let out a huff, internally laughing at yourself as you snuck a glance at Joel who was tapping his feet to a rhythm. Esther was the only reason the both of you talked most of the time, your love for music was the only similar interest between the both of you. The conversation topic of guitar and music has long been exhausted from the time you went home with him every day. You’re so hopelessly in love with someone who you can’t even start a conversation with, how pathetic were you? 
   “I’m getting off one stop earlier.” Joel announced, following your gaze to the map above. You wondered if it was because he couldn’t stand the awkward silence between the both of you. “I have a direct bus, closer to my home too.” He explained, you nodded. “I wish I had a direct bus.” You mindlessly commented, staring at the watch on your wrist. He hummed, he pointed to a station on the map. “That’s your stop, right? Yeah, I can’t think of a bus. You live way too far so thanks for making the effort to come today.” Your heart cracked, creating faultlines that threatened to break your heart apart at any time. You smiled, nodding at him. That wasn’t your station, he didn’t remember, while you had remembered everything about him. Another painful memory drifted into view, despite how badly you wanted to suppress it and pretended it didn’t happen
    “Wait, both your birthdays haven’t passed right?” Joel’s sudden question caught both you and Esther off guard. Your mind blanked out at the sudden question while Esther rolled her eyes at Joel. “Both of ours passed, a long time ago.” Joel tilted his head in confusion, trying his best to recall. You swallowed, 26th September. You recalled his birthday without a second thought. A boyish smile crossed his features, a sudden spark in his eye as a realization hit him. “Oh yea… I remember yours. February was it?” Joel furrowed his eyebrows, his eyes fixated on Esther. “February 22nd.” Esther beamed, “Congrats Miller,” You stilled, your heart pumping in anticipation as Joel’s averted his focus to you. He frowned and when you finally urged yourself to meet his eyes. All you saw was a guilty smile and you felt your heart crumble. Joel didn’t remember, he didn’t remember your birthday. Then you remembered how he gave you the same guilty look on your birthday when he had nothing prepared while you carried a bag that was filled with birthday gifts. “I’m sorry, I never knew it was your birthday.” He had apologised that day, profusely and you had reassured him despite the emptiness that lingered in your heart
  Joel averted his eyes, he seemed disappointed in himself.  “I’m sorry, my mind has been a mess these days. Just can’t seem to remember anything.” He admitted and you felt your heart break again.
   They said that if you liked someone you would remember even the smallest details. Like you did for him. 
  You leaned against the wall, staring blankly at the floor as you were brought back to the present. Joel stood beside you, mindlessly scrolling through his phone. The train was just leaving the second station and heading for the third station, the station that Joel would be getting off at since he would be alighting one stop earlier than usual. 
   Was it really impossible between the both of you? The question lingered in your head. He has sent you multiple songs on random occasions with comments like “Do you know this song?” “This seems like your taste.”. Joel had participated in midnight conversations which caused the both of you to stay up way too late talking before he eventually urged you to sleep because it was unhealthy to stay up. Not to mention when he had brought you to a spot to admire the sunset together one day. Did you overthink everything? Did nothing matter at all? Did you make up moments and things that were never there?
   “Bye.” You looked up, sucking in a breath as you realised that it was his stop. You replied a similar reply as he stepped to the front of the door, awaiting the doors to open. You followed behind him, admiring him from behind, where he couldn’t see the adoration in your eyes. You committed his figure to memory, wondering how it would feel if you hugged him from behind right now. If he would Mutter sweet nothings to you as he admitted that he wanted to spend more time with you. How his hands would feel around your waist, how his lips would feel against your temple or face, how he would leave with a promise of seeing you soon. 
   “You’re alighting?” He turned, surprised to see you directly behind him. You stood too close, you shook your head, “Just standing closer to the door so I could alight easier and not squeeze past people.” You defended quickly. He curtly nodded before striding out of the train, leaving you alone. 
   You leaned against the wall, calculating the small probability that he may reciprocate your feelings for him. The probability only got smaller every time you spent time with him. 
   “Get home safe.” A message from Joel. Your thumb hovered over the message, your head racing with possible replies. You closed your eyes, feeling your heart clench as you swiped his message away instead. 
   The thoughts of him, the clear signs that he didn’t see you that way haunted you. From how he clearly didn’t remember or know anything about you to subtle signs like how he never seemed to bother to reduce his pace when walking with you while you struggled to keep up with him. From the lack of conversations between the both of you and most clearly, how he didn’t even feel the need to contact you for weeks on end and how he doesn’t even notice your presence. 
   The tears came so suddenly that you didn’t even have time to duck your head down fast enough. Strangers shot you concerned looks as they saw tears drip down to the floor from your face. You quickly plastered a hand over your mouth, preventing the sob from escaping from your throat. You didn’t mean to cry, everything had just occurred to you so suddenly that it overwhelmed and confused you. You stared at the darkness outside, if only Joel knew how you felt right now. Like your heart was about to just give up, tired of beating to someone’s else rhythm. 
  Someday, one day, you’ll stop loving Joel Miller.
  Until then, you’ll continue admiring him from afar, imagining that he loved you as much as you loved him. 
  Until then, you’ll allow him to break your heart again and again.
109 notes · View notes
Text
Break from Reality - C.YU
Pairing: mr. insanity/christian yu X afab! reader
Genre: idek
Warning(s): mr. insanity is an implied a magic man, sort of alice in wonderland inspired, reality shifting
A/N: I FINALLY DID IT 😝 I finally got inspired and I want to thank my man for releasing this song it’s so good 🩷🩷
A/N: IF I feel like it, there will be more in the future MAYBE because I like this one
“Where I’ve been,
I get told that I’m just a stranger”
Tumblr media
You open your eyes, slowly taking in the vibrant atmosphere before quickly realizing that you’re not home, in your bed but rather laying in a bed of white tulips and lilies. You quickly sit up and look around, confused but mostly afraid. What are you doing here?
Everything looked so.. vibrant to where it almost hurt your eyes. The sun was shining brightly but didn’t hit your skin as you’d expect it to. The trees were lush with jade painted leaves, almost looking like a painting that should belong in a museum. Everything looked peaceful yet you suddenly got hit with a feeling. Like you’re not supposed to be there.
You were scared to move from where you woke up. You don’t even remember how you ended up here. Is this even a dream?
You suddenly hear footsteps walk up to the field you were currently occupying, which made you panic. You lie back down in the bed of flowers, laying as stiff as a board to not draw attention to yourself. You hear the footsteps stop after a minute so you begin to think that your coast is clear..
“Hi there!” a man’s face appears in front of yours a little too close for your liking, making you push immediately him away and sit up.
“Who the hell are you?! And what is this place?” the man tilts his head but flashes a smile that didn’t meet his big glittery eyes.
“I go by many names but call me Insanity or Ian if you’d like, that’s what most people call me”
“People call you Mr. Insanity? Who the hell comes with a name like that, I’d much rather call you Ian” Ian crosses his arms, this time you take in his appearance.
He was tan and semi tall, definitely taller than you are. His hair was black and short with a little ruffle in the back and he wore a see through butterfly top and dark blue bell bottoms with boots.
He should look friendly but what sort of disturbed you was how soft yet crazy his face looked. To be fair, he is attractive with the light blush on his cheeks and nose and the shiny glitter on his eyelids yet his eyes were almost blacked out by his pupils and the shape of his eyes were larger than your average human.
“Hello?” his hand flashes by your face, making you realize that you were checking this stranger out, ignoring what he said.
“Why am I here? I know you have something to do with this”
“Hey! What if I didn’t? That’s not how you talk to someone you just met!”
“You really are crazy” Ian smiles widely, unnerving you once again.
“It’s a part of my name! But to explain everything, you entered my world during your subconscious state then you fully entered once you began unconscious” his smile never dropped when he spoke..
Creepy.
“So I’m trapped here?!”
“I wouldn’t say trapped but I don’t think you have a chance of leaving any time soon but on the bright side, I’m here! And I’ve been lonely for a while”
“I wonder why” you mumble but it seems like he heard you based on his head tilt but that smile stayed glued to his lips.
“But don’t worry, we’ll have good fun here” you did not feel reassured by that sentence. Good luck (look for help).
102 notes · View notes
inkstaindusk · 6 months
Note
96. “Don’t mind me, I’ll just be in the corner, having another existential crisis.”
aira because you love to put the little guy in situations
96. “Don’t mind me, I’ll just be in the corner, having another existential crisis.” I DO love putting Aira into situations, thank you. Not sure if this is the best Situation I could have put him in but it’s the one I thought of first. Don't ask what this is idek send me prompts!
The guy isn’t dead, or even unconscious. Hiiro thought it would have been too kind to let the man simply pass out after trying to threaten Aira and Kohaku seemed to agree, so they didn’t go that far. He’s just immobile on the floor. For now. They have yet to decide what to do with him. Hiiro has listened to Aira talk about this sort of thing enough to know that they have to hide the evidence.
The thought of Aira gives him pause in the middle of his discussion with Kohaku. He turns around and frowns in concern as he picks up on Aira’s lack of breathing. “Aira? Are you okay?”
He’s pretty sure the man didn’t get anywhere close enough to touching him, but he could have been wrong. The only reason the man got so close in the first place was because he and Kohaku had left for a minute, a minute which was clearly too long, so maybe—
Aira makes a high-pitched noise and shakes his head emphatically. “No, I’m fine. Don’t mind me, I’ll just be in the corner, having another existential crisis.”
Hiiro blinks. Glances at Kohaku, whose expression goes from confused to horrified.
“Uh, Love-han—” he starts, only to be cut off.
“It’s fine,” Aira says quickly. Hiiro notes, with some uncomfortable dread, that he’s avoiding looking directly at them—their feet, specifically. “I mean, this is better than getting like, mugged or anything, right? Haha…”
Hiiro is aware that city life isn’t like how he’s raised. Some people can keep up with him—Kohaku, for starters, and he’s thankful for that in times like this; someday, he’d like to spar with him—but it’s not a necessity for most. Aira especially doesn’t care for it, which is why Hiiro tries to protect him. But he knows it can be off-putting.
“I’m sorry!” he apologizes, feeling a bit panicked. “Did—did we scare you? We just wanted to protect you, but—”
“It’s not you!” Aira snaps. “I was almost attacked and then you guys got angry and I’ve never seen you two angry before.” Of course not. Hiiro has never been angry at Aira, and he would never want to be angry in front of him. Kohaku is the same. “I’m just… in shock. A-and confused, I guess. I don’t know what’s—what you’re doing, or what I’m supposed to be doing.”
Kohaku shifts a little. In his new position, he’s shielded Aira’s sight from the man behind them. “You’re not supposed to do anything,” he says gently.
“Can we just go home?” Aira asks, still not looking directly at them. He wraps his arms around himself. “To the dorms, I mean. I-I’m cold. And I wanna lay down.”
Hiiro exchanges a glance with Kohaku. He doesn’t want to just leave this guy here, but Aira is more important.
“Okay,” Hiiro agrees. He moves forward to stand at his side. Aira doesn’t flinch away, so he smiles. “Let’s go home.”
Kohaku joins them after a second and Aira, thankfully, relaxes, accepting both of their hands in his.
Well, Hiiro thinks, if he asks, his brother will probably be able to take care of this, so it should be fine. He prefers focusing his energy on Aira anyway.
21 notes · View notes
tearsasmascara · 2 years
Note
BESTIE??? ILYSM pls do xiao and scaramouche cafe au plsplspls idek why CUTE CAFE BARISTA??? GETTING STUCK NEXT TO THEM IN RUSH HOUR COS ALL OTHER SEATS ARE TAKEN??? YES!!!
BESTIE??? ILYT
so okay half your ask confused me so here’s what i did, i made it two parts. scaramouche is getting stuck next to him in rush hour and xiao xiao is cute cafe barista. is that okay hekdjdj?? also i did hcs and small drabble so :D i hope you like yes yes also shout out to hori cause i has no idea what a barista was. i’m not too proud of this so pls pls tell me if you like it :(( take care!!
Tumblr media
scaramouche; getting stuck next to him in rush hour
- will stare at you in like discontent if you sit next to him
- but he’ll deal with it
- kind of,,,
- LOWKEY PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE LIKE
- “you couldn’t find any other seat?”
- LOUD. SIGHS.
- but you don’t give up talking to him cause you find him interesting
- he kind of is offhandish at first but gives in cause you say something interesting and he’s invested now
-ˋˏ———
a loud sigh interrupted the clacking of your keys, and your fingers stilled as you looked back up at the perpetrator.
“listen i don’t want to be stuck with you either okay?” you mumbled under your breath, half hoping he heard you.
he did.
“nobody asked you to sit here.” his words sliced through the thin air of tension between you two.
you merely scoffed, not willing to put up with his antics and were about to go back to your work when your name was called for your order.
giddy, you got up and retrieved your favorite item from the menu, carefully balancing it in your hands so you didn’t topple and spill it everywhere. it was too precious. you tried to ignore the curious glances your table mate sent you as you settled back into your seat, letting out a decisive hum when everything was set.
“is that,, is that what i think it is?” your eyes flicked to his, a wave of surprise hitting you as you saw the absence of malice in his eyes. before you could answer his question, he continued,
“yeah it is. huh.”
“what’s that supposed to mean?” you asked, a frown slowly starting on your face.
“i didn’t think someone like you would have such good taste in food.” your frown was full blown now. a retort sprung to the tip of your tongue, but the man in front of you silenced it with a cheeky smile, one you didn’t think was possible from someone like him.
“i’m scaramouche. maybe you’re not as bad as i thought. what’re some other items you like here?”
maybe HE wasn’t as bad as you thought.
Tumblr media
cute cafe barista; xiao
- you’re a barista!!!!!!!
- xiao is probably like really sleep deprived so he comes into the cafe everyday at the same time right
- but you’re new so when he walks in he sees you and his cheeks are all pink n all
- he wants to talk to you but he’s socially inept !
- he’s super distracted when ordering cause he keeps looking at you from the corner of his eye HNFSHDYJS
-ˋˏ———
a soft thump arises as you set the coffee down, looking at the receipt in your hand.
“um, one black coffee for xiao?” you look up, and you try not to ogle the man in front of you as he draw the coffee nearer to him, not looking at you.
emphasis on try
“yes that’s right.” he said softly, his beautifully shaped hands making space for the new item. you wanted to stay, to talk to this angel of a man in front of you, but alas, work called.
you let out an inaudible sigh as you left, sparing one last glance at the man behind you. as time passes, xiao fills your thoughts, his voice filling your ears. as if you almost manifested him, you get another order from xiao.
trying to hide your giddiness, you not so carefully navigated your way through the cafe, caution and slowness flying out the window at the prospect of hearing the man’s voice again, seeing his eyes glance at you and away.
you place his order down at the table, and a shy smile springs to your lips. you want to say something to him, but your lips stay stagnant, stubbornly not moving as thousands of possible words get stuck in your throat. disappointed, you turn around, starting to leave before a voice pierces through your gloom.
“um, what’s your name?”
the words stuck in your throat un-lodge. as your name tumbles out from your lips, a soft hum comes from xiao as he nods, his eyes swallowing your heart whole.
“that’s pretty.” he hesitates, stopping the next words that were about to come out of his mouth. you nod politely and leave again, your heart on a temporary high from talking to him.
after a bit though, the high fades and you’re left wanting more, as if he was a sweet candy you couldn’t get enough of. your mind had decided that, most likely, the interaction you both just had was the last you would ever had. your heart, on the other hand disagreed.
and this time, your heart was right.
you placed xiaos new order down at his table, politely smiling and willing your heart not to splatter your feelings everywhere.
you breathed through your nose, feeling lightheaded as xiaos eyes pierced you, the gaze so intense you could feel yourself hearing up.
“i um. i missed my chance to ask you last time. so i got another item.” before you could reply he took a deep breath and out stumbled the words,
“can i get your number?”
Tumblr media
hi !! thank you for reading this! if you did please rb (tags make me so happy but no pressure) and i hope you liked it!
taglist: @calyxcore, @ireallylikehamsters
378 notes · View notes
tonberry-yoda · 1 year
Note
I think im asking too many questions atp idek if uve already answered this one so IM SORRY IF IM BOTHERING but whos ur fav music artist???
Also i know ive requested him before but im unoriginal and inlove so
Can i request
Gyro angst
I feel like being sad rn
AGAIN CONGRATS ON 600 U FR DESERVE THEM ALL🫶🏻🤭
Imma be here when u hit 10k fr
I talk too much OKAY BYE HAVE A NICE DAY!
You're not asking too many questions, omg. i think it's lovely that you wanna ask me stuff <333 currently, my favorite music artist (because i listen to A LOT OF MUSIC) is Gorillaz. I've listened to them since I was a kid and love them so so much <33
also, not unoriginal, i never get Gyro requests and I am so down bad for this cowboy, so thank you for requesting him because AWOOOOGA
it's not super angsty or anything, but I quite like it :)
Stuck - Gyro Zeppeli
pairing - Gyro x reader
warnings - slight angst, nothing crazy tho
word count - 615
Tumblr media
You screamed at the top of your lungs, trying to claw yourself out of the earth. How the hell were you supposed to know that there was quicksand in America? And why the hell were they making racers take their horses through it?! Your horse had run off to god knows where and you were stranded. You were going to die here.
Prior, you made the stupid mistake of screaming at Gyro for being an idiot, and he left you in the dust unapologetically. You couldn't blame him though. If your horse didn't have a scratch on her leg, you would've gladly left him in the dust too, but instead you were left behind. And now it felt like the last breaths you were going to take.
For some reason, your brain couldn't stop feeling bad for yelling at Gyro, for being such an asshole to him since the race started. Maybe if you didn't cause all of the situations, karma wouldn't be here to bite you in the ass.
You really couldn't help but cry, watching the sky get further and further from you. God, this was awful. Wet, hot tears ran down your face as the cold mud grabbed your collarbones. You knew you shouldn't have signed up for this godforsaken race.
You took a breath and decided: screw Gyro Zeppeli. He just left you here like he knew it was going to happen. Like he wanted you to die in the middle of the-
Your thoughts were quickly interrupted as you felt a hand grab yours. You were pulled out of the mud and into the arms of… dammit.
“Gyro?!” You pushed him away and almost fell back into the mud, but he grabbed your hand to prevent that from happening.
“Are you hurt?” His voice sounded genuine, like he really cared about you.
“N-No. I'm fine.” You shuffled in your spot before Gyro ran with you, avoiding anything that could be quicksand.
“Dammit, y/n, I can't believe you!”
“I-”
“I don't wanna hear it! You get all pissed at me and I leave you just to find out you almost got killed, you dumbass! Thank god your horse showed up to our campsite or else you would probably be dead because I wouldn't have found out!”
You stood and allowed yourself to get yelled at by Gyro. You did deserve it. You were being the asshole, so the least you could give him was your time. So you swallowed back your pride and listened.
“I'm just, ugh!” Gyro threw his hands in the air and then wrapped his arms around you. “I'm just glad you’re okay.” His voice was soft against your ear, and his hair tickled your arm.
“Sorry Gyro.”
He pulled back and looked you up and down. “It's okay… just… don't do it again.” He grabbed your hand and went to walk off again, but he felt the force of you standing still and stopped, turning to you. “What’s the matter?”
“I'm really sorry Gyro.”
“You already said that, y/n. It's okay real-”
“No. About earlier. I'm sorry Gyro.”
Gyro looked at you with concerned eyebrows and jumped when you threw yourself on him, wrapping your arms around the back of his neck. He pulled you in close by the waist and smiled. “I'm sorry too.” You kept your muddy, dirty clothes covered body pressed to his warm one, letting him pick pieces of trees and rocks off of your shirt. “Now what do you say we get back to the campsite and get you cleaned up?”
You nodded and placed a little kiss on his cheek before grabbing his hand and letting him guide you.
76 notes · View notes
ca-suffit · 3 months
Text
Virginia's black anon has to be anon because we all know the only accounts who associate with her already and it's only 3 at most 😂 I guess nobody can make fake accounts when it's supposed to be for a black fan they don't hate.
There have been some racists comments floating around, but I never saw that from your blog.
Get your reading glasses then girl.
Your opinions have been a reflection of Louis as a character and not about Jacob as a black man.
This is where this nonny comment reads white as hell because what the fuck does this even mean? These are not separate things, baby. Louis is still a black man too! That's your whole fucking problem.
You can defend Jacob all day and say you love black people all day and still say the most antiblack shit ever in the next breath. You've been being told this and instead of listening, you and others keep targeting black fans as some kind of ignorant, illiterate mob out to get you. Idek why you started doing this but THAT is the antiblack part. It's not all just about claiming you "accept" this or that. You also have to actually DO THAT PART. Now it's clear why you think black fans gently teasing Jacob's hair is the real racism while you call Louis, Claudia, and Armand liars and manipulators solely to protect the character of Lestat (the REAL victim to you) and don't see a problem with it. This is why the white fandom mindset is dumb and dangerous af because it leads to stripping race from everything and defaulting to whiteness. This is why your insistence on "the books!!!" is bullshit and nobody cares, because the books are about white people and you're acting like that's still what this is when it's not! And when anyone says otherwise you make a big dramatic show of how you're being unfairly attacked.
IWTV fandom needs a scapegoat and that will be me so here’s my controversial takes..
And here's Neil's stupid ass once again missing the point of anything and still going on about fictional shit instead of reflecting on her antiblackness as well (why does everyone talk like a cartoon villain too lol). You love being the victim and changing topics instead of directly addressing anything. You all are the ones always saying you're such big critical thinkers, yet someone comes and spells it out real slow for you over and over and you still miss the point. This is why nobody is afraid of you or even takes you seriously, you're so fucking constantly stupid.
-way WAYYYY before the show I had a theory for the book that Louis killed Paul but now I’m afraid to talk about it even though it would make so much sense to him refusing to be labeled as a “killer”
Why are you so afraid to talk about it? Afraid the big, mean black fans might call you racist? If you have things to say, why don't you say them? Stop being such a baby about it. It's always the loudest mouths who want to say "I'm so scared u guys" over things that anyone else could just talk about. You're afraid to be called a racist because you only think about yourself and have nothing to really say after all.
You're the only ones who constantly move goalposts when it comes to talking about Louis. You make up this intentionally manipulative shit to say it's others (really just black fans tbh) who strip away Louis as a full character by not wanting him labeled as a liar or "bad person" but then you go around slinging this horseshit. If you think he killed Paul then write your big essay why. Why are you holding back now because they're black, you giant ass coward? Say it if you're gonna say it. This half assed ready-to-go-victim shit is ugly. I thought you were a tough book reader who could handle big topics. Pick a side already, asshole.
18 notes · View notes
sushi-rollss · 2 years
Text
oh! how the tables turn!
ensemble stars - amagi rinne
crack (+only a little hint of fluff??) idek what the genre is-
desc ; reader is in an idol unit + collab fan meet-and-greet with Crazy:B + rinne outright flattering himself + niki losing his shit at rinne breaking down
lowkey a revenge fic i wrote for rinne cuz he’s not coming home to me mmmm enjoy
Tumblr media
The swift glide of your pen on your unit’s newest album release poster brought a large smile on one of your fans’ face, patiently waiting to recieve her signed merchandise. You practiced your signature countlessly to the point of perfection to never disappoint your faithful supporters.
“Thank you so much for coming today! We hope you enjoy more of our music!” You chimed, gently passing the album to her hands.
“Of course! [unit name] just released this album a week ago but I’m already ready for another one! Keep up the good work, (stage name)!!”
She bowed in respect as you did the same, waving her goodbye as she left your booth. ‘That was the last fan for today,’ You thought, exhausted.
The sun was slowly creeping down whilst nightfall came. You watched as the staffs frantically began cleaning up the area, bringing the meet-and-greet to a close. Sighing, you rested a palm under your chin and sneaked a glance to the other group’s booth. Crazy:B, supposedly the group of idol troublemakers who wrecks havoc in the ES establishment. You quietly stared at a messy red-haired man, watching him chug a bottle of water. Ah, this is quite the predicament…How are you supposed to approach the one an only Amagi Rinne, the leader behind all of their antics?
A soft tap on your shoulder tore you away from your thoughts,
“You’re staring, y’know? Don’t tell me you’re interested in him of all people, (Y/n).” One of your unit-mates stated, following your gaze. Brushing her off, you slumped your head on the table.
“Ha?? It’s nothing like that, (unitmate)-chan! I just need to talk to him about something important, don’t you go getting the wrong idea now,” You huffed, raising your head slightly to glare playfully at her.
“Really now?” She sneered, amused, “Did you think I wouldn’t notice how your eyes would flicker to him every so often since the start of this event? You’ve barely been paying attention to our poor fans, I pity them!” She faked a cry, earning a groan from you.
“Excuse me, I was diligently giving love to my fans!” Heat was rising up to your cheeks, embarrassed to get called out so openly.
“Fufufu, you’re so cute when you’re embarassed, (Y/n)!!”
“H-Hey!” She ruffled your hair lovingly, to which you cried out. “Don’t mess up my hair!”
Whilst in the chaos of your friend teasing you, your eyes managed to wander again to meet cyan ones. Holy shit, he was staring straight at you, wasn’t he?
In a panic, you grabbed her wrist to stop her from embarassing you further.
“S-Shit! (unitmate)-chan, he’s looking at us!” You whisper-shouted. You were hoping to get some help from her but alas, all you got was a teasing chuckle leaving her lips.
“Hehehe, this is your moment, (Y/n)! He’s walking to you right now!”
Before you could protest and beg her to stay with you, she backed away swiftly to leave you alone in your seat. You hastily turned your attention back to the grinning man making his way to you as you heard her shout from the background, “Shoot your shot, babe!”
You cursed her in your mind. Taking a deep breath, you regained composure to finally come face-to-face with Rinne.
He slammed a hand on the table right in front of you, making you jolt in surprise. You gulped as he brought his face closer to yours—almost as if he didn’t understand the concept of personal space—overwhelming your senses with his scent.
Almost immediately, you shriveled back,
“U-Uh, Amagi-san, could you please back away a bit?”
He almost scoffed at you. Here he was, standing in front of another obvious admirer of his, and he was being told to step back? It seems like you were playing hard to get in his eyes, so there’s no way he would abide to that.
“Are you sure you want me to do that? I’ve noticed you eyeing me up and down just a few minutes ago, missy,” He smirked confidently whilst inching his face even closer.
“P-Please—” You tried your hardest to stop yourself from bombarding him with insults that would hurt his pride out of the goodness of your heart.
“You don’t need to be shy, I’m open for a relationship if you’d like.” He cooed and ran a gentle finger under your chin, forcing you to stare directly into his eyes.
He’s getting the wrong idea here! It’s not an issue of being shy but instead,
“Amagi-san, please—You reek of sweat.” You finally caved, telling the truth even if it’ll lessen your chances of success. You’re on a mission, and there’s no way you can fail. Not when the golden opportunity is right in front of you.
As expected, he recoiled in shock, taking full offense of what you said. A part of his mind wanted to smack you for that statement but he managed to brush it off, being a so-called bigger man that he is.
“You’re fiesty, I kinda dig that. Though, it’s rude to say that to someone you just met, you know?” He pouted playfully, carefully observing your reaction.
“You realise you have no right to say that when you suddenly invaded my personal space like that, right?” You retorted back with sarcasm.
Rinne laughed in amusement, he approached you expecting to see another giddy girl in love but this is certainly different. He was about to inquire about your strange actions when he heard Niki calling out to him.
“Rinne-kun! You should stop bothering the other group! (L/n)-san looks so done with you.” Niki roughly grabbed him by the arm to drag him away from you. The grey-haired flashed you a grin, “We’re sorry you had to deal with this dude, you could have saved so much energy.”
“Ugh, Niki, hold on, I’m in the middle of a conversation here-!” Rinne groaned in protest, still curious about you.
Wait. This isn’t how you envisioned it to be. There’s still an important issue you needed to discuss with him, you can’t let Niki drag him away!
“Shiina-san, wait! I need to talk to him!” You blurted out and reached for the red-haired’s wrist in reflex. Your small hands could barely cover around his whole wrist but you opted to atleast hold onto him firmly.
“Ah, is the wolf finally out of its’ sheep clothing? Are you ready to fall in love with me?” Rinne teased, flashing a toothy grin at your flustered expression.
It’s a little embarassing to be confessing this out loud—and in front of Niki too—but it might be the only chance you get.
Mustering up the courage, you blurted out,
“The truth is—I’m in love with your little brother, Amagi-san!”
At that exact moment, the world stopped for Amagi Rinne. He deflated in a cloud of dejection, being rejected outright, PLUS he lost to his own cute little brother, of all things. You took his unresponsive self as a sign to continue explaining, ultimately releasing your inner fangirl.
Grabbing your handbag, you shook various items out of it and displayed your most prized possessions on the booth table. Your eyes shined brightly as you stared at them, proudly showing off all of the Alkaloid—correction: Amagi Hiiro—merch you owned.
“I’ve been entranced with his performance since his debut in Kiss Of Life, he has such a unique singing voice and powerful dance moves, it’s a perfect combination!” You cheered as you held up a limited edition mini plush of Hiiro right in front of him. “He’s so adorably cute, I just wanna coddle him in so much love and affection!” You made a gesture of hugging the plush close to you, effectively showing him how much of a big fan you are.
Your face was bright in admiration as your mind wandered back to the red-haired boy you actually loved, not his other kin right in front of you.
“You see, I’ve got almost all of his available merch and I want to support him more than ever but I heard rumours about Alkaloid not having enough funds for more frequent lives unlike Crazy:B, but my agency just won’t let me reach out to them! Ah, how it must be so sad for Hiiro-kun, I’m gonna cry if he’s even just a little bit sad—” You sniffed slightly, imagining your favourite boy tearing up is enough to make your heart twist in pain.
You continued to ramble on about your love for Hiiro as Rinne stared at you in disbelief. Niki was already rolling on the floor, clutching his stomach over how much pain he felt as he laughed at Rinne.
“You’re off your high horse this time, Rinne-kun! Hahahaha, can’t believe your brother outdid you this time!” He was barely speaking properly as he laughed his ass off with tears in his eyes.
Rinne was about to smack some sense into him with some annoyed retorts but he was again pulled back into a conversation with you as you held onto his collar and pulled him down to meet your eyes.
“Amagi-san, you’ve got to help me!” You begged, giving him your best puppy eyes.
He’d be lying if his heart didn’t skip a beat seeing you asking for his help ever so kindly.
“Wh-What do you need?” He inwardly cursed himself for stuttering, feeling embarrassed for being in such a close proximity to you.
“Ever since I heard that Hiiro-kun’s brother will be attending this meet-and-greet with us, I couldn’t stay still.” You gently explained the reason why you were sneaking so much glances to him from afar. “Please put in some word to him for me, I’d like him to know I’ll be supporting him for his journey. So, he should be an idol with no regrets!”
Rinne sighed at your enthusiasm, he’s a bit conflicted. He’s still feeling slightly rejected but he’s also quite relieved to see that his brother is doing well enough to catch the eyes of another well-known idol. He rolled his eyes at you playfully, “Yeah, yeah, fine. I’ll relay that for you, missy.”
You jumped for joy and hugged him in instinct, simultaneously catching him off guard again. Heat rose up to his cheeks as you held onto the man tightly. It took him a few seconds before he could wrap his arms around your back to return the embrace.
“You’re very welcome, missy. I deserve a lot of praise for doing such a good deed, don’t you think?” He prompted for an answer from you but all he heard was a small muffled voice from your head smushed on his chest.
“Ahhh, I would be in paradise right now if only it was Amagi Hiiro’s body that I’m hugging right now—”
Cue another fit of hysterical laughter from Niki as he heard the words come out from your mouth loud and clear. “Gyahaha, it can’t get any better than this!”
Rinne pushed you away out of offence, hurt by your Amagi favouritism. He pouted, “I take it all back, I’m not helping you.”
You cried in fear, “Noooo! Wait Amagi-san, I’m sorry! I didn’t mean it!”
You used every bone in your being to convince him to help whilst Niki was on the brink of death from amusement.
—————————- bonus!
“How could you forget that she was a hardcore Hiiro stan, (unitmate)?” Another one of [unit name]’s member sighed as she watched the dramatic scene unfold in front of her eyes.
“Are you kidding me? She never shuts up about Hiiro, of course I’d never forget.” She smiled, amused to see you get along with the leader or Crazy:B. “It’s just that, they way she looks at Rinne is a little bit different than the adoration she has for Hiiro, even if she doesn’t realise it yet.”
“Oh my God, is our dear (Y/n) in love?!”
“Mhm, mhm, she’s DEFINITELY in love. Hehe.”
210 notes · View notes