#ignore how fucked his hand looks

[partypoopur]

crenshaw punch / ill throw rocks at you - 2005 remaster

#mail jeevas #death note #death note matt #matt death note #mellodramattic #dn matt #death note mello #mattmello #mihael keehl #matt jeevas #mello death note #artists on tumblr #my art #ignore how fucked his hand looks #and his arms #mellos banned cause he was fugly

[dol-dee]

🥇Winners of "Worst Couple in Town" competition<33🥇 Foxglove (pc) belongs to @getinthefuckingcarkitten

#dol avery #degrees of lewdity #dol fanart #dolgl #dol pc #avery the businessperson #avery the businessbutch #doldykes #foxglove the vixen #dol shitpost #I was at work doing clean up when this came to me dfsd I couldn't get it out of my head #Hi Car I'm so sorry that instead of a cute little foxvery moment you get another shitpost #I had to laugh the whole time I was drawing this #I remembered the butterflyclip you use ingame and i think the bow looks way better this way < certified genius moment/j #also excuse the rough af rendering goin on #i gotta make a chibi for foxy at some point shes so cute I want to aggressively squish and bounce her like a stressball #< huh is that how avery feels? #fuck aveys hand might be a tad too big.. everyone ignore that

[gayalanwake]

fanfic doodles :D

#ignore how the guitar looks like ass I winged it so bad #technically there should be blood on the guitar since he never washed his hands after touching his wound #but it looked like he played so much he started bleeding and he doesn’t give that much of a fuck #I haven’t decided on their shirts either #beavis and butthead #beavis & butthead

[sugarsparksart]

i throw these P03 expression doodles out like food into a tiger cage.

#dont mind the pink/red hand flipping it off thats my sona #i dont have a reason for that. i. just wanted to. #anyways i hate/love this horrible machine sm #my art #inscryption #P03 #inscryption P03 #stoat's there too but. eh. #tumblr rly does destroy the quality huh. oh well #if youre still reading the tags hi i literally cannot stop rambling #i think this is my first time posting doodles actually so. enjoy ig?? #also please ignore how shitty the crank and arm look its so fucking HARD TO DRAW i HATE HIM

[theworldisabrokenbonebutitishome]

The wonderful Guardian Bingo Fest mods put 'lollipops' on my card and my brain went 'ah yes let's be as weird as possible about this'.

Bonus photo for anyone risking pressing on a read more on one of my posts. You're safe from me rambling for once.

Zhao Yunlan has company now! ☺️

#guardianbingofest #twabbbiih made a thing #guardian #shen wei #xiao wei #the fucking lollipop #is apparently a tag? #zhenhun #guardian cdrama #HI YES I'M BACK WITH MY UNHINGED EMBROIDERY FILLS! are you sick of them yet? tough #we're ignoring the hand ending abruptly okay? okay. also how terrible and inconsistent the hair is okay? plaits are evil #someone did one (1) embroidery project with hair and thought she was a genius despite the struggles so did another MORE COMPLICATED ONE #DISCLAIMER: Z1L is possessed with unnatural beauty and no my sewing will never do him justice #also his lip is supposed to look a bit squished cause it does in the screencap #i can keep listing imperfections but i am actually somewhat happy with this go figure #well. mostly happy 😂 #i have a love hate relationship with taking photos of embroidery. i love the embroidery hate trying to make it look as good in photo format #did i rush to take these photos first thing this morning before work instead of eating breakfast calmly and without needing to rush? maybe #i finish a thing and then need to yell about it sorry

[daisyachain]

Restorative or Transformative?: Homoerotic Subtext, The Closet, and Ciphers in Pop Culture. The nature of commercial art is that it’s sometimes bad and inconsistent. Notably it’s also misogynistic. One way in which audiences try to reconcile massive plot holes or gaps in character motivation is by reading secrets or hidden information into a plot.

Commonly, male characters are interpreted as closeted gay or bisexual to reconcile the absence of women from commercial narratives with the generally stunted and poorly-written male characters that form the focus on said texts. This reading has become especially common among a non-heterosexual milieu. Rather than transforming the original text into some radically different new form, this closeted interpretation seeks to make the original text stand on its own as a story rather than a Swiss cheese of dumb writing decisions.

This interpretation only works for a specific type of pop, usually genre fiction. Any story in which tortured male leads eschew women in favour of male-male bonds (because female characters are constantly killed off, written sparsely, or written out, because the production team keeps casting their male buddies, because actors demand to keep having scenes with their bros, whatever) can become a sounder structure if you put one of them in a closet.

The gay interpretation is the natural consequence of shoddy misogynistic writing from ventures like Supernatural, Naruto, all the biggest hits. It’s also the natural consequence of more benignly misogynistic writing like The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes or The Lord of the Rings, where women aren’t necessarily rejected but are simply absent from the worlds of the protagonists. When the emotional crux of the story falls on male-male interactions, this reads as romantic because society at large priorities (definitively heterosexual) romance as the pinnacle of human connection. Two forces are in conflict, the primacy of heterosexuality (read as: romance) and the primacy of men.

Anyway. All that is to say that the typical gay or bisexual reading of male characters in pop fiction comes from a very real place. But, in some places, that’s the default interpretation. Angst, insecurity, secrets, double lives, fatigue, disappointment, restrained passion, stunted personal growth, anyone living in the closet can tell you that it impacts and defines your whole life to know that you live in a way fundamentally incompatible with The Proper Way that life is structured around down to tax law and superstore prices (which assume a heterosexual nuclear family unit). Characters in fiction also tend to have personal problems because that makes them interesting and tasty.

If you’ve grown up on stories with the specific type of misogyny that can be papered over with a closeted interpretation of the male leads, carrying this interpretation over to any male character will make sense more often than not. Even a bit of angst or insecurity? Well of course that makes sense if a character is closeted.

Except that’s hurt a normal part of fiction, and sometimes the closeted interpretation takes away from the point of a character. If a male character is on another axis of marginalization, the closeted interpretation imposed by the slash reading community downplays or trivializes the effects of that marginalization in the plot by overwriting it with another type of marginalization. Alternately, sometimes a character’s heterosexuality is a part of the story. There are some sorts of critiques or investigations of misogyny or masculinity that don’t work if the character has an ‘opt out’ of the cisheteropatriarchal perspective. Not that gay/bisexual men aren’t except from misogyny, but misogyny masculinity and heterosexuality are so tightly linked that it sort of defeats the point if you interpret that character outside of heterosexuality.

All that is to say—the closet interpretation is a quick and easy spice to apply to the weaker parts of action-adventure genre fiction to make it taste better. It draws from a large enough sample of art that it’s pretty widely applicable. Because of that, it’s part of some people’s [my] default interpretation package just because the semi-dull macho show at least gets less dull if you imagine there’s a reason for there to be no girls besides simple hatred. That then forms its own problem where the interpretation that works with your average genre work gets then blanket-applied to all genre works and obscures the places where the closet interpretation doesn’t fix the work, and actually makes it less interesting.

#kelsey rambles #I’m as guilty of it as anyone. #just thinking about Johnny Storm and like. bisexual ass character. deeply bi guy. but. #what IF he’s just heterosexual. what then. wouldn’t that almost be…more interesting #if he’s Like That and not closeted? what twisty gnarled psychological torments would a good comic have to explain him #and on the other hand. that one post I saw about how miles/hobie totally misses the point that their relationship is about solidarity #spider-punk and spider-byte’s alliance with miles are the same thing and to read it as romantic erases the important part #and on a third hand. when speaking of miles’ story. the stupid fucked Bendis running joke/subtext with Ganke #to have Miles be gay would possibly take away from the messy and interesting part of his character that is being a person with nothing #to hide. a totally honest genuine straightforward kid who is forced to start a double life by an outside actor #but at the same time it’s dumb and a cop-out to throw in that much bait and that much of a genuinely charged tense friendship #and then go ‘lol jk. nothing to see here’ #the other thing is the semi joke in atsv about ‘coming out’ as spider-man #the most important thing about Miles having to hide is his relatively precarious position as a black kid. he’s not afforded the leniency #that Peter Parker would expect if he got unmasked. Miles is more cautious because he is in more danger because he’s Black #so to paint that struggle with the gay brush is to disregard the character’s raison d’être. while also #using that sort of language and structure deliberately puts a gay lens over that character and ignoring that or kicking it to the side #feels a bit cheap. to borrow the look and not the substance #way too many tags and it’s past my bedtime. thesis statement is: #miles morales is a character whose history is fraught with plenty of real gay subtext and whose character struggles are entirely divorced #from any sense of gender performance. he’s subtextually bi but that’s got so little to do with his story that it feels almost wrong to read #that into him because there is so much other interesting stuff going on with him

[quietwingsinthesky]

can’t stop thinking about Marie reviving Kevin. does anyone ever manage to open the gates of Heaven again. does anyone even bother to tell Linda if they do. does Kevin lose more and more of himself as the years go on, and she’s forced to lose her son a second time. Linda carrying around a warded box with Kevin’s final tether in it so that he can’t accidentally hurt anyone, never knowing if it’s safe to release him from this world, if he won’t be worse trapped in the veil with no one to hold on to at all. one way or another, to love your child is to cage them.

(which is not to say that it’s her fault or even that she could have done anything differently. this is an impossible situation. this is something neither of them ever should have been forced to go through. her son is dead, and nothing can ever change that, and the best she can hope for is to hope that she can send him to heaven before she gets killed, too. because once an acquaintance of the winchesters, always a target for people who have a grudge against them. linda goes through. a lot. in the next few years. family is hell and all.)

the way this shakes out in my head is as a hunt. someone is using a ghost to kill people, and it becomes clear, very quickly, that this ghost is kevin. that someone stole him from linda. and the worst part is that kevin has been a spirit for years now and the magic keeping him under control is strong enough that he can barely tell what’s happening. to him, he’s lashing out to protect his mom, even though she’s not there and he’s just being used. it’s a horrifying fate. and “the only way to save him is to put him down, it’s mercy,” except they still don’t know if that’ll send him to Heaven or Hell or further into the Veil or worse.

and I am thinking about marie finding this little box, open because Kevin is being forced to attack the Winchesters, maybe even his mom, as they try to save him, and marie pulling out the ring his ghost is tied to, and marie, who listened so closely to Linda talking about her son, so proud of him and so torn apart by grief. I’m imagining this takes place early on, before Lucifer has had a chance to get to the twins, so all the family Marie has is the Winchesters, and Castiel, and Jack, and none of them are really her parents. Dean is hot-and-cold unable to connect, and Sam tries so hard to take care of the twins but can barely look them in the eyes most days, and Castiel prepared for a baby and got something else entirely, and Jack is. Well. Jack is someone she cannot imagine outliving, cannot conceive of a world without.

And so what I’m saying is that she’s holding that ring, and she’s supposed to destroy it, and she can’t. She can’t. Kevin’s spirit is here, and if she can fix it- if she can fix it. Jack elsewhere suddenly gulping down breaths because his heart is racing too fast and his power is being dragged from him into his sister’s hands, and realizing that this is how Marie felt when he brought back Castiel. She didn’t complain, so he grins and bears it. It is an awful, exhausting thing.

But Kevin lives. With all his memories of being a ghost, of losing himself, of being used as a weapon. He’s alive. He shouldn’t be, but he shouldn’t have died either. There’s a girl looking at him, who is his height and younger than him by more than a decade and needs this to have been a Good Thing she did.

at least he gets to hug his mom again.

#so you know. a few thoughts. Kevin should get to live damnit #LET! HIM! COME! BACK! WRONG! #(I’m aware this ignores the whole ‘Chuck sending him to hell secretly and then other shit happening’ plotline but uh. #If The Show Did Not Care To Resolve That. Fuck Em. #they were literally happy to let Kevin wander the earth as a ghost and lose his mind. and fuck em!!! no he the fuck will not!!! #he will only lose his mind a little bit and then be alive again and have to live with it. I mean how old even if he right? #looking at himself in the mirror and Marie did her best but the picture of Kevin Linda had on her was a year or two old by the time he died #and that’s all Marie had of him to go off of. that and memories. and she did her best. #but kevin looks at himself. he’s too old he’s too young he doesn’t fit his own skin. #he expects his hand to go through objects. he dissociates for hours. forgets to eat or sleep or drink. #he’s not a prophet anymore. there are no prophets. and yet sometimes his ears still ring around angels and his vision is scarred over with #writing from tablets long since destroyed and his head is too full. he refuses any offer of the Winchesters to live in the bunker. #he’s a ghost and he’s a teenager and he’s an ex-prophet and he’s kevin freaking tran #marieposting #spn #kevin tran #linda tran

[archduke-enver-gortash]

shadowheart sticks with and tries to be there for zeke for quite a while during his old/new obsession with gortash in act 3, but i think deep down she knows that she lost him to gortash’s iron grip immediately on the evening after the coronation festivities—when gortash and zeke are having their first chess game after zeke’s disappearance. she tries to convince herself that the zeke she came to love is still there, but the absolute terror mixed with insane reverence and bloodlust in zeke’s flushed and utterly focused face tell her that the man she thought she loved was merely an incomplete shell of himself.

#zeke shart angst hhhhhhhhhhhhh #when she tries to interrupt them they both just completely don’t notice and ignore her for a couple minutes because of how engrossed they #were in each other #after a few minutes gortash basically tells her to fuck off in fancy politician speak without even looking at her. waves his hands like you #would to dismiss a lowly creature #and zeke just keeps ignoring her in his obsessive gortash tunnel vision #until she shakes him by his shoulder and he comes with her to leave for the elfsong #i’m so sorry sweetie you deserve better than this #zeke genuinely loves you as best as he can but there’s this evil old man he’s deeply interwoven with :/ #gortash & zeke

[trentcrimminallybeautiful]

your superhero AU has broken my heart 💔💔💔 protective Ted is so important to me

thank you!! ive been enjoying playing with it. and yeah!! like. i just. protective, pining ted and trent's like i am NOT a damsel!! (<- in this instance, is, in fact, a damsel. he will make an exception for one (1) person)

and like more seriously just. the trust it's about the trust!!! trent doesn't rely on anyone and he gets himself out of bad situations and he's lowkey terrified of this hero who's got him cornered and he's been in this horrible situation for so long but then it's ted and he immediately relaxes. and ted--you know ted realized they had trent and immediately panicked and was ready to just bust in there and it was only beard holding him back and making him be practical about it that didnt have him just bursting through the walls ten minutes after realizing. and him realizing trent trusts him.... holding him and being like oh. i can protect him this way and i can comfort him this way and it's working... augh

anyway im glad you like it 😩

#listen. im a simple man. sometimes i want to write my blorbo being battered and scared getting rescued #but it doesnt always make sense for whatever fandom it is so. hence. elaborate au #admittedly that wasn't my sole motivation for writing it or anything but it was up there. #ANYWAY can you blame him? #trents like im a reporter and a damn good one villains literally hate kidnapping me because im the worst hostage and heroes hate rescuing m #bc i am no fucking damsel. #and then ted 'tenderly holds him as he rescues him and asks him so so softly if hes okay with big warm brown eyes' lasso comes along #and its like. okay so i can get out on my own or i can let my crush simply cradle me in his beefy arms and carry me home. hmm #(im being silly ofc but it also has a lot more to do with like. the actual circumstances. but i think that if trent got kidnapped in the re #regular way where hes just rolling his eyes bc this is How The Game Goes ted would show up and he'd be like #oh nooooo look ive been tied up.... (glances down then sticks hands back in ropes) oh nooooo #and the villains like what the h-- #please actually now a crack version of this au where trent just lets himself get kidnapped so ted can rescue him and they're the world's mo #most obnoxious couple. villains stop kidnapping him entirely bc then that one hero just shows up and they banter--totally ignoring the vill #villain--for like ten whole minutes while beard quietly dismantles the villain's shit behind them #ANYWAY IM SORRY IVE GOTTEN OFF TRACK #askbox #anonymous #superhero au

[sunny-daysss]

What do you mean I’m not drawing him from the waist up at a 3/4 angle facing to the left

#wip #sunny's art #gorillaz #anyways hi I remembered how to draw legs #I based this off of Song 2 by Blur for obvious reasons #it’s ridiculously catchy #ignore the slightly fucked up hands and shoes #I’m just really proud of how this turned out #fun fact but when i was in my high school's rock band in year 7 #one of the songs someone suggested was Song 2 #or at least i remember someone playing it from their laptop #i think on some anniversary day for the song #i remember it being on the news #anyways #the mic stand's a bit short now that i look at it so i might ~elongate~ it when i do the lineart

[steakout-05]

since today i am just loving the idea of Barry wearing these shirts that say the most out of left field stuff like "my balls itch" or "BIG DICK ENERGY LEADS TO BIG DICK INJURY" so here is a Barry wearing the former as a (ripped) shirt

#barry steakfries #jetpack joyride #honestly Barry probably does have at least one shirt like this in his wardrobe #man i am not good at lettering #i tried making the letters more bold but they ended up looking weird so i just went ''fuck it'' and wrote it how i normally write stuff #and it still looks off #maybe this is why i dropped out to do art lol #also rare appearance of Barry having a neck!?!?!?!?!? absurd!! #also he has five fingers this time!! i usually draw him with four but then i realised how weird that probably looks #i think i'm used to drawing cartoon characters who only have four fingers and just kinda forgot that humans are supposed to have 5 #please ignore his right pinky finger for this very reason #hands are tricky to draw #imagine seeing this guy in real life like in a public space though #he would be so intimidating #like he's got two extremely dangerous guns strapped to his back and the confidence to boldly announce that his balls itch #right there on the front of his shirt like it's nothing #i think i would instantly die #do not mess with a man with itchy balls

[bucketinyourwalls]

Updated SD Ref <3

#postal #postal dude #postal 2 #dudeverse #dudesona #rws #running with scissors #ik only one of u remembers him but fuck it i wanted to redo his ref sheet #partly so he can have a full body ref finally and so he can look good in a better style #btw try and ignore how wack his hands looks my dumbass cant draw hands to save my life

[stupidneko]

Why my room mates make out with their boyfriends literally when I'm present too, they know how uncomfortable this makes me feel yet they don't stop, yes I understand that you guys are together and are liking each other very much, I'm okey with hugs and cuddles, and if you they just give each other a lil smooch on the cheek or lips, BUT FOR FUCKS SAKE KEEP YOUR TONGUE IN YOUR MOUTH AND STOP MAKING THOSE SOUNDS

#neko's shit post #and hands too #Like do I really need to see how your bf keeps his hands on your ass while making out💀 #I try my best to ignore and not look but God fucking dammit

[hwanswerland]

can we stop putting celebrities on horses for aesthetic reasons when they can't ride for shit

#fio.txt #ignore this very specific rant lmao #but the amount of times i just want to scream when i see they've used another horse to make something look cool......... #yes this is about h*rry st*les #didnt even know he had a new mv but saw gifs on here #and like #deep breaths #i am weeping inside #his posture is bad first of all but not actually as horrible as it could have been #but even so he's not actually moving with the horse and that's just 😭 #the tack looks cool yeah but why the fuck would you give a rider with unsteady and therefore harsh hands #the reins that are attached to a leverage bit where basically the entire point is to NOT have constant contact #LOOSE REINS being a keyword here #like that's gonna cause pain every time he yanks on the reins #which isnt even his fault tbh like yeah friesians are gorgeous horses but theyre literally bred to look flashy nowadays #and theyre not very nice and easy to sit on for that reason esp not in trot when youre not used to such gaits #so please can we just get doubles that wont fall into the horses back with every step #this isnt just about him its about almost every scene where they just put random people on a horse #especially with either ill fitting or bits that are not suited for how unsteady the riders hands are #and its just painful to look at #at least they opted out of giving him spurs #but like for the love of god when you have so much money then put it to use somehow. take some lessons or pay someone who has actual skills #not even getting into the horse girl tv shows where i just want to rip my hair out bc so often thats just not how its done #thats not how it works and thats definitely not fucking bits you give to beginners ever unless youre a cruel human being who hates animals #well anyway. enough ranting

[mars-ipan]

genuinely the smartest (and funniest) choice i ever made in junior high was completely ignoring people who tried to bully and/or annoy me

#i fucking slayed for that #i built the patience and skill for ignorance when in middle school these kids who would antagonize me on the bus learned my name #and so every day was ‘hey marley hey marley hey marley’ for the rest of the year #idk how the bus driver didn’t go crazy and kill them. anyways i got Really Good at tuning that out #and by the time i got to middle school i was a fucking expert #i’m not talking like ‘choosing not to respond/pretending i didn’t hear’ ignoring by the way #i was such a master that i was able to Not Percieve People. #there was a kid in my art class who just generally tried to be annoying #and every now and again i’d be the one he tried to annoy #and i literally for almost the entire year acted as though he did not exist #he waved his hand in front of my face. i kept drawing like it wasn’t there #he would poke and tap me. i would have swayed more in a gentle breeze #he would ask my friends (who i made aware of this plan of mine) things about me for ammunition #they would provide general info bc they knew it didn’t matter #my friends would tell me to look in the direction he was standing and vying for my attention from #i would look Through Him and go ‘i don’t see anything what are you guys talking about’ #i think the evilest idea i ever had was to write like a fully formatted essay #like psychoanalyzing this kid and trying to guess at his psychological problems (a need for attention most likely resulting from a lack #of it at home) #but i thought ‘no that’s like actually mean’ and didn’t do it #BTW this only worked for me bc none of my harrassers in middle school were trying to physically hurt me #they just wanted to get a rise out of me. so i beat them at their own game #they wanted to take joy in my anger? fools. i would simply be amused by their inability to affect me #genuinely it is such a powerful thing. i wonder if i ever drove people insane #it’s why i take that approach to anon hate (although i do acknowledge its existence) #ooooh you want to hurt my feelings sooo bad. oh you refreshed the page waiting for my response #you care about me lmao. and all i care about is how funny that is #i grew up on looney tunes btw. so maybe this is just the bugs bunny strat. but it’s sooooo fun

[peapod20001]

Cracks me tf up how Ozzie is literally. He looks exactly how he did when I first drew him

#random post #the only *real* differences are cus. I draw differently now than I did early 2021 😭 #overall his colors and shapes are p much the same lol like the others? very noticeably different #he was just always cool ig lmao #yknow what? they all at least. you can tell who is who #hand their colors have been relatively consistent (ignoring that first drawing with August I literally didn’t know wtf I was doing lol) #THE FRUIT DADS ARE. 2 YEARS OLD NOW??? #WHAT!!! THE FUCK MAN!!!! 😭 #and they still have their signatures (by that I mean they still have their like. shticks) #(like Max was always the big dark creepy cool fucker. Ozzie was mad for no apparent reason) #(Blondee was chill and tired. August was always kinda silly/weird with a NEED to be with people) #(goose was always sweet and clueless and gangly) #but they’ve definitely changed a lot too! especially August lmao like he used to be the token straight guy but then I gave him 8 boyfriends #to compensate for my crimes </3 #and I definitely made them more like the ages they are (40’s) both looks wise and how they act (I try to at least lol) #I definitely made their personalities better. sorry but they weren’t. exaggerated and cool enough back then </3 #and I made August and Goose cousins and August and Blondee ex’s (I am ignoring that one post with August friend flirting goose. I don’t see) #overall they’re more fleshed out (both character wise and. they’re thicker now GAGGABAGAH) #and it’s p easy for me to write dialogue with em now! I know how they go about talking and their mannerisms and more or less how they feel #about certain topics/people/things. woof. they’ve come a long way I really need to draw a really good group shot of them... #ok I kinda got sidetracked and forgot what point I was trying to make lmao but!! love the fruit dads!! love the fruit daughters!! sometimes #it just takes a year to get things situated!! 😭