#im pretty sure its very sick

[carolinawrenn]

Oxeye daisy (Leucanthemum vulgare). Also known as dog daisy or marguerite. Daisies symbolize purity, innocence, new beginnings, joy and cheerfulness.

#if you ever see an ox with an eye like that #im pretty sure its very sick #or possibly possessed #daisies #flowers #nature #nature photography #summer #july

[realbeefman]

stacy is sooo interesting because she's in love with house but knows that they will never ever be able to have a healthy, stable, sane relationship because they're too similar so. she finds house-lite instead and marries him and. essentially moves on with her life! and is successful in this because she's a moderately well-adjusted person!

wilson, in contrast, never manages to escape the inevitable, in spite of his best efforts to find a house-lite of his very own, because he's an absolute fucking freak and ends up glued to house to the bitter. bitter end

#yeah im too sleepy to revise this. UNFILTERED posting wooahh #some may b shocked but i do actually read thru most of my posts several times to make sure i didnt accidentally write mein kampfe 2 #recently ive come to the realization that i am in fact not an incredibly chill person #and that the constant paranoia and fear in which i live my life is actually PROBABLY a symptom of severe anxiety #like damn. ive always known that im pretty prone to depression but ive preetty much always been aware of that #my mom is a chronic depressive so i know the symptoms i know the signs i have a pretty good arsenal of healthy coping mechanisms #UNFORTUNATELY mommy's mental health problems did not help her not abuse me as a child #so i ended up being a terribly anxious kid who was constantly being screamed at and told i was overreacting (because i was. because i had #a severe anxiety problem that was making me react irrationally.) to everything all the time #which is you know. it is VERY difficult to deal with a mental health problem when you arent aware you have a problem! #its incredible how much. better. my life has gotten since i figured this out and started actively trying to work out what triggers it #and being able to like. realize 'oookay. there is an Issue here and it needs to be overcome' #instead of just beating on myself constantly for not being able to do things without feeling sick or getting breathing problems! #anyways. trauma dumping in tags is over now! #house md #hilson #greg house #james wilson #stacy warner

[frootbyethefoot]

trophy hunting

[ID: a digital drawing of maki harukawa from danganronpa v3: killing harmony. maki is standing dead center, with a blank, almost thousand yard stare, and a neutral expression. she is holding a black and white checkered piece of fabric, with a splash of bright pink blood on it.

behind her are three panels. the first panel, towards the left shows a crossbow, the strike-9 poison bottle, the antidote covered in blood, and a bloody handprint. all of the panels are in greyscale, except for the bright pink blood. the second panel, in the middle, shows kokichi oumas clothing with blood running down the back. the final panel shows kaito momotas jacket, with blood running down the sleeve. END ID/]

#one of those days where i think about makis place in trial 5 huh #im pretty sure i was thinking about this piece #with the idea of makis initial 'kill ouma even if it dooms everyone else' plan #because it ruins me. maki harukawa chapter 5 slays me and i love her #sick with so much rage and grief and a need for justice above all else #it breaks my heart. the fact that she thought ouma was ALIVE and taunting her almost until the very end #and she STILL chose to disclose her plan and try to steer everyone into making the right choice #hi i have normal thoughts on chapter 5 #maki harukawa #im not tagging the other two #bc i mean. its just clothing #but they're here #drv3 #ndrv3 #danganronpa #image described #joeys art

[somethingsomethingcomic]

completely warranted

#smth smth #so i actually bought this shirt. it should be arriving tomorrow #what happened was i needed some shoes for summer cuz all i have now is boots so i found some sick vans for a cheap price #secondhand on poshmark and was like hell yeah. and i usually will look on the seller's page to see if they have anything else #that i want thats priced cheaply and this one did have a few things #specifically they had a pokemon backpack that im sure my little brother will love so i added that to the bundle #but they also had. this shirt. which like. #thats fucking hilarious. its 2024 #i already have 1 ironic star wars shirt so this will pair nicely with it #the other one shows a photo of darth vader and some stormtroopers and then chewbacca is standing behind them #holding up one of those foam fingers that says like NO. 1 REBELS on it or something #its so silly and i think its from before disney acquired the property so thats pretty cool #i love it both genuinely and ironically #ironically because its very much a 00s walmart graphic tshirt design and thus i cannot take it seriously #but genuinely because i love the silliness of that fact #now me and june can wear them at the same time and match :) #star wars #furry #queer artist #trans comic #halftone #trans artist #queer comics

[gentil-minou]

When I was deep in a feverish haze all I could think about was Wei Wuxian's first illness post golden core transfer because cultivators never get sick so when wwx does for the first time he's absolutely awful at it.

Like he's walking around lotus pier trying to pretend he's fine but he's stumbling into walls and almost walks off the deck into the lake at some point. And of course everyone just thinks he's drunk or something cause cultivators don't get sick and wwx goes with it and laughs it all off, pretending he's hungover and absolutely fine, until he ends up shivering in bed until shijie brings him soup with a concerned look in her eyes he refuses to acknowledge.

When he gets better he cracks jokes and pretends it was nothing and hides his lingering cough in his sleeve.

With the Wens it's only a little bit better bc they do know about his core and Wen Qing is a doctor and can help him, but you see wwx can't lie down and rest how can he when there's so much he has to do?

He works as hard as he can, making sure to lift everything for granny even though his body aches and using all his energy to keep A-Yuan happy and distracted, in between moments of clearing resentment, all until he passes out in the middle of an empty path with no one around to see him fall.

Eventually Wen Ning finds him and carries him back wei wuxian wakes up to Wen Qing forcing some awful broth made of scraps of meat and yelling at him to go to sleep and rest. But of course the moment they're all asleep for the night he goes back to work. He can't rest there's no time, even as his head pounds and his body screams and the sickness eats away at his insides as the resentment does the same. There's no time for rest.

Post canon the first time Wei Wuxian gets sick he falls into a old habits and doesn't tell anyone, just continues puttering about and acting fine, distracting the juniors during their lessons and hanging off Lan Zhan's shoulders to tease him while he works.

But of course Lan Wangji notices the way his husband sways more than just with his usual dramatic swagger, and how he keeps shoving his favorite foods away saying he's not hungry as he rubs at his throat.

The final straw is when Wei Wuxian says he's too tired for their everyday but then plays it off as a joke at the look of concern Lan Zhan gives himso they do it anyways. And even tho Lan Zhan is tender and slow tonight Wei Wuxian still passes out from shear exhaustion before either have even finished

Lan Wangji has a moment of panic, thinking he broke his husband but then connects the dots...

When wwx wakes up he's smothered by their warmest blankets and wearing lwj's softest underrobe (because when A-Yuan was sick he liked to wear the robe too for the comforting smell and warmth). He looks around groggy and half asleep calling for his Lan Zhan, feeling bereft and confused.

He's about to get up and find him himself, even though the thought of getting up makes him feel dizzy when lwj comes back and glides to wwx's side with a bowl of congee that has just a hint of red in it. Wei Wuxian teases him about "there must be a rule about breakfast in bed Lan Zhan" and tries to get to his feet, but Lan Wangji pushes him down gently murmuring, "Rest, Wei Ying."

And suddenly its like the Jingshi has melted away replaced with the jagged stone walls of a familiar cave because Wei Wuxian you see he can't rest, there's things to do and people need him and he has to be strong he can't just rest he isn't allowed and what about the Wens he needs to get up he cant just lie here he needs to save them and he cant breathe and his head is going in awful circles and it feels like something is clawing its way out of him and he has to go do something and fix something, until Lan Wangji pulls him onto his lap and starts humming their song as he rubs soothing circles along wwx's back. And even though wwx's breaths are still coming out in terrified waves as his eyes dart around for some unseen threat, despite it all he starts to relax little by little to the sound of his Lan Zhan’s familiar baritone.

When he finally calms down enough he realizes he's been crying, blubbering like a baby leaving disgusting snot stains in the illustrious Hanguang-jun's robes and he tries to wipe them them away before Lan Zhan sees but lwj just holds his face between two hands with the most softesr care, his expression open and honest in a way it only ever is for Wei Ying, and he just keeps humming nonsense and nursery rhymes as he kisses wwx's tear tracks away. And tho wwx still can't stop crying lwj doesn't say anything, doesn't chide or lecture or tell him anything, just holds wwx and lets the smell of sandalwood wrap a comforting and warm embrace around wwx.

Eventually wwx does drift off and he comes to still huddled against lwj's chest, a lovely spot of drool right over his husband's brand and heart, as he reads a book about dual cultivation. It's past midday now and wwx asks about Lan Zhan's duties, fiddling with the edge of his forehead ribbon.

But Lan Wangji simply says, "Wei Ying is most important" and kisses his forehead and goes back to his book.

And Wei Wuxian burrows back into his husbands chest as if he tried hard enough he could carve a hole and bury himself besides Lan Zhan's heart forever, and pretends the flush he feels is from the fever.

They spend the next 2 days like that, with lwj guiding wwx back down to rest whenever the anxiety tries to make him feel bad and then comforting him through it all, kindly never pointing out the way every so often tears start to fall silently down wwx's face when he gets to thinking too much and even more kindly not pointing out the awful inelegant sound of wwx's honking wet coughs.

At some point Sizhui even visits, bringing an attempt at lotus rib soup using what Wen Ning remembers. It's not quite the same but it's more than enough and finally Wei Wuxian feels his shivers subside completely.

When Wei Wuxian wakes up on the 3rd day, well rested in a way he's never felt after being ill, he immediately jumps his husband and smothers his face in exuberant kisses that make Lan Wangji smile his special Wei Ying smile.

And although no one says anything Wei Wuxian knows deep within his gifted bones that from now on whenever he falls ill, there will always be someone to catch him.

(Orignally a threadfic here)

#do i find it funny that when i shouldve been resting instead i was writing a threadfic about how sick wwx should be resting? #not at all #do as i say not as i do #mdzs #mo dao zu shi #the untamed #Wei Wuxian #wangxian #mdzs fanfiction #bushy writing #i might clean this up and add things to make it into a real fic im not sure yet #also i kinda like the fun of threadfics even though no one reads them because twitter is a broken app thats impossible for new writere to #get any sort of recognition or engagement unless they pay to be verified #its what ive learned and frankly very discouraging as someone who has a lot of ideas and really wants to share them with this fandom #i had way too many when i was sick and shared a bunch on twitter since i wasnt allowing myself to do actual writing #but i kinda like the rawness of threafics #its a fun way to just share a rough unpolished idea #anyways this is my silent plea to any who might be interested check out my twitter where sometimes i write nonsense like this in between #spam retweeting a bunch of pretty fanart

[erindrifter]

Well, I've been holding back a breakdown all day, but now I'm home so I'm gonna take a shower and possibly cry! Woo!

#also for the past week my throat has been Up To Stuff #I was sick over the weekend and that did a number on my throat #it was perfectly timed so allergies kicked in during the sickness which REALLY fucked my throat over #and now Im pretty sure its giving me an asthma attack #and also this morning I started getting emotionally overwhelmed but I was driving for work and thats not a good place for that #so I kinda just pushed that to the side for a bit #but now I get to just let it happen #while I also cant actually breathe very well

[skitskatdacat63]

I translated seb's car names to Latin right? The next step of mental illness is to assign all the different Holy Roman Emperors' Latin mottos to drivers LMFAO

#for some reason i thought only the baroque guys had them #but nope! goes back pretty far. not sure how far yet but back until the 1500s at least #and idk?? its sick to me ig??? #its very funny to imagine them scribbling out different latin phrases and trying to choose which suits them #^ im not sure how they chose them id have research but thats my headcanon LOL #especially charles vi bcs he had diaries so all i can imagine is him filling up pages w different options #OH MY GLD ALSO #so charles v right. pretty prolific emperor i think #guess what his motto was??? 'plus ultra' 😭😭😭 oh my god #also some guy's was abt Caesar and i didnt look too closely but i like to think he was a history nerd sjkflg #but anwyays already have nando and seb's 🥰🥰 #god theyre like way too fitting it scares me #seb's 'through persistence and courage' especially #^ im gonna make a post abt that soon bcs in the last ep of the Brawn doc + #+ christian kept talking abt how seb never gave up hope for winning that wdc and its SOOOOOOOOO fitting its crazy #also nando's 'by love and fear' is just. yeah. (cant be assed to remember the Latin itself sorry) #but yeah idk lookign at them. i think irs be funny to assign them 😭 #not even 'which emperor is this f1 driver like' but 'which motto fits them' :D #the peak level of brainrot tbh #catie.rambling.txt

[piplupod]

my brain is so nonsensical, i will see omens in the most mundane shit but then when a dead blackbird appears a little ways away from outside the house i don't even blink

#I feel like theres poems and stuff abt dead blackbirds being omens BDJFDLL #i think maybe it doesnt click as an omen bc i am so wired now to just immediately think about helping put the critter to proper rest #(and then perhaps collect the bones after it decomposes fjfkdl) #i think his skull (he was a breeding male im pretty sure but I'll have to double check the photos i took) is too broken to rly collect #but i did wrap him up in cheesecloth and bury him (the crows did not want him) to check on in a few months #hopefully i can finish cleaning the crow and pigeon and mouse I've got that just need disinfecting #(crows are legal to have remains of here btw i know in some places the MBA doesnt allow it but here it IS legal lol) #i will have to check abt the blackbird probably but just burying him is fine even if he's protected under the MBA i think #better than leaving him out on the road i think !!! #also dw abt th3 bird virus that was going around - i always glove up with good quality disposable gloves and wash my hands + forearms after #I do not play around w dead things fjfkfl i dont want to get sick from handling them #i am very careful abt it fjdkdl and make sure to keep the amount i have to handle them (while gloved) to a minimum #dead animal tw #unsanitary tw #maybe ??? its all sanitary the way i do it but maybe it would make ppl feel queasy or triggered hearing abt it #ask to tag #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[todayisafridaynight]

reminiscing on the period where i didnt know sawashiro was modeled after ttm and the second i learned and embraced that it 1000% altered the way i drew him These Are Not The Same Bitch

#snap chats #i still remember the day someone inboxed me that fact like ik i mention this story every three seconds but its still so funny #like The Beginning Of The End For Me <- i became somehow even more wacko #thank you for singlehandedly changing the trajectory of films and movies id watch for months anon ill cherish you forever #this post is brought to you by one of my fave artists being like. with whatever jpn knowledge i have to translate. #'if i draw sawashiro as a man in his 50's it wont look like ttm... im glad he's a beautiful girl...' #LIIIIIIIKKKEEE SO TRUE BESTIE.... ttm is the prettiest girl ive ever seen this is true #the cool thing about ttm is that he has incredible range however this does not negate the fact he is Very Pretty #this just a restated version of that post i made the other day LMAO LIKE MECHANICALLY ttm can play sawashiro. very well even #And I Repeat rgg not committing to making 90's sawa look like ttm in his 30's was Majorly To Their Benefit #he can have the voice of a no-bullshit yakuza yet he still has the face of an angel its very funny all things considered #on the real tho its so funny like i only drew sawashiro like. idk five times before actually referencing pics of ttm #yet the difference is like night and day he ACTUALLY looks like a jackass. and much older than 38 BYE #its 1000% the lips. and the doe-like eyes but anyways im sick #i love being seen i love being heard... thank you how_to_open #i should redraw my first sawa drawing... or second.... my first sawa drawing was the one with masato im p sure #the second one's just a headshot so it'd be a better focus on how i draw sawashiro differently.. lol... #its like when rgg recasts a chara and their model just different as hell. amazing. #srry i mention how pretty ttm is eveyr three seconds this isnt healthy and ill stop until im reminded of the fact later on #ok bye i have to take an exam. “”“”“take an exam”“”“”“ all of the answers are on google BYE

[arundolyn]

People making fan prime fields and nox nyctores ocs in the blazblue social media au

LMAO FUCK

i was gonna try to write a fucking my immortal type intro for a prime field oc but i cant i cant make it remotely funny enough. very funny thought tho. just "i see a group of sector seven guards. i stick up my middle finger at them."

#cawing #at age 6 i was born without a face #id imagine it'd be like... mu. since generally im pretty sure normal civilians are like COMPLETELY in the dark about any prime field bs #much less the fact that mu was allegedly Exploded #but if there was some public knowledge and people DID know mu was like Dead Supposedly but not that noel Is Her #can you imagine. caaaaan yoooou imagine. people being like omg what if IM the 12th prime field unit....... im just built different #that actually brings up a different and funnier school of thought #what if like. some researcher who was working on all those projects and shit like. who happened to be out of the lab that day #sick or on a trip or something. but they Know about everything and they know mu is like Supposed To Be Dead #and theyre just walking down the street in like.... yabiko. #and see noel in full mu attire (....so less clothes than usual) fighting like idk jin or tager or mind eater'd tsubaki #maybe in the embryo where shit is already super fucked anyway and everyones memories are a fucking disaster #but they see her and drop their groceries like HEY?????????? WHAT THE FUCK! #very funny mental image #imagine seeing your little looooong dead lab rat just throwing down in the middle of the street. unique emotion i think #equally as funny is the thought that like. after noel awakens to her Mu Powers and stuff. #word gets out to the Scientific Community through idk kokonoe probably. maybe relius chatting with someone and bringing it up #like its nothing. but it also occurs to me: who the fuck talks to either of them that doesnt work for/with them. #i feel like to everyone but underlings/associates theyre fucking insufferable tbh. and even then most people they work with are just like #its a paycheck/it furthers my goals. so fine. (or like lambda and tager who have no say in the matter) #but like Word Gets Out and theres just a bunch of scientists in their blazblue discord chat like YO???? :POGCHAMP: #some of them maybe kinda just tracking her movements not in a creep way but just to see what the fuck is going on cause like #hey what the fuck! youre supposed to be dead! youre a kusanagi now? you tried to kill GOD??? this is fucking wild! #blazblueposting

[poorlittlevampire]

ohhhhh the new argenti trailer. nevermind. i MUST have her

#i do not care abt meta at all i only use characters i like so it means nothing to me that her kit apparently sucks lol #also everyone says erudition is the weakest path but its by far my favorite so again idc abt that im pulling argenti #honestly i dont really see the point of following meta for a completely single player game without a single leaderboard for anything #like it literally means nothing if u can do the most possible damage in the game #and black swan's design is not nearly as pretty as i hoped which is why i dont really care if i dont end up getting her lol #it sucks so bad tho bc i look at leaks and aside from her... i dont care or want any upcoming characters LOL #most of them look very boring to me #genshin has that problem now too for me #the designs are just so mehhhhh #anyways thats fine tho bc i can just pull for argenti and then go back into saving for when an eventual character i like does come around #surely i wont hate EVERY design. surely #also im sorry but shes a girl no one will ever be able to make me use he/him for argenti #that is my new girlprince idc idc #ruan mei is very pretty and i like her music theme a lot but i dont care about harmony characters bc i dont like using them. so #also i have too many support characters so i do not need or want more #hanya i think is technically support tecccchhhhnicaaally but i love her so i dont care #sorry guys dont play star rail look at what it does to the human mind... this is sick this is sad

[camptw1nk]

I want to scream. maybe cry

#i just feel so!!!!! ahhh!!!!! #my period is rough always but this Sucks #and it means i have to use the ladies room at uni and i get Looks in there #i mean to be clear i dont use the mens i did Once and it was gross #i usually just hold it until i can travel to the other side of campus for the one gender neutral bathroom #but alas #on ur period thats not an option #im just so exhausted and feel so sick but i have to go in for a group project and for a class thats graded #i am going to be suffering i don't want to do this #i am extremely overwhelmed and i know for a fact that this is the easiest workload im gonna get for 4 years #i keep skipping classes but i can't do that im gonna ruin this whole degree #and if i do that its not just 'oh i owe some money to the government for something i never finished' #it'd be 'oh my dad took out a reverse mortgage on his house so i could do this degree and i fucked it up' #im pretty sure im dealing w some very intense burnout but! that doesnt matter! i have shit to do! #group project due tomorrow. essay due sunday which is my birthday #i dont. have any plans for my birthday no ones really been interested or cared so at the very least i have time for schoolwork #it sucks but i would be severely lying to you if i said i was surprised at all #ooc. #negative cw

[lovelylovelyartist]

Not to complain more sorry but hoo boy now I feel like dog shit. Woke up feeling like my stomach was a bag of waterballoons nauseus, as well as congested, and headache, and still so tired my goddamn eyes hurt. But I can't even fall asleep I'm so tired. Neat o neat do I have Covid for Christmas? Boy sure hope not 🙃

#the artist has spoken #the artist complains #covid mention #vomit mention #hhhhgh #testing as soon as i get home tomorrow im pretty sure its just me not drinking enough water/stress/being awake 24hrs 2 diff days this week #but im very nervous as we have plans to go to adoptive grandma for christmas and i do NOT want to get her sick

[imthatqueerkid]

#crush blogging day 41 #hehegebe #went over to his house after school made cookies went through his sisters yearbooks #watched the grinch #cuddled 🥰 #we are going to kiss soon i can feel it #its probably good that we didn't because now its the next morning and im pretty sure im sick :( #but anyway #last night was the closest ive ever been to him #it was so romantic we just lay together and talked and my hand was on his chest i could feel the vibrations from his voice #and later he was showing me stuff and while he was talking he had his hand on my knee #and i was playing with his hair #i love casual touching i love intimacy i love affection #his dad knows who i am which honestly makes me feel very special cause hes only spoken to me once before #maybe its because my dad cant remember anyone ive ever introduced to him ever #im never introducing fire boy to him if i can help it #my dad doesn't get access to that part of my life #fire boy is so good i refuse to put him in a situation with my piece of shit father #fire boy #from the couch #Spotify

[chompmon]

I think what i really love about proseka is like. The people that are Not Doing Great are doin so in a more. Grounded way? Like usually depressed characters in stories have really horrible things that happened to them like domestic abuse kidnapping or some form of "my entire family got murdered", the whole assortment of tragic backstory one can have u know.

They re not Unrealistic (they can and do happen to people irl unfortunately), but i feel like many stories use em as a shortcut to makin a pityable character (so not always written the most.. respectfully). It s also comforting to have someone like mafuyu be depressed cuz even tho she doesnt have "heavy" trauma her feelings are still valid and she still needs and deserves help and love from people around her. What she s going through is also bad, she doesnt need to be "worse" or have been beaten or somethin to "deserve" being helped or "deserve" feeling like she does. Am i makin sense lol

#proseka #im puttin this in the main tag yea #like ok i m havin a hard time puttin my thoughts into words #mafuyu s mother is just. she has no care for what mafuyu wants or is. she has her expectations and doesn t accept anything else #i didny read mafuyu s story in full. i m sure there s more little things she does #im focusin more on mafuyu cuz she s the designated depressy girl but a lot of characters have. not very great mental health #but not in a sensational way. maybe toyas is the closest it gets #given his whole 'i was isolated since i was small and made to do this thing until i was sick' and everythin #but it s also pretty grounded all things considered #i ll end it here but i got many thoughts. not very well organised thoughts but they re there lol #my #thinkin specifically of vanita/sno cart/e #i hope that doesnt end up in the tags #their backstories are So Horrible #enslaved and used as a weapon. orphaned and sold in a slave market then my bff died in front of me. kidnapped and used in human experiments #like it works. for the story? it s Fine. but its also So So Much #proseka and this are v different stories. but its not like proseka couldnt have done a narrative about someone being sa'd. they could have #i think its also for rating. they re super heavy topics to have in your game and proseka is like. pg 7 #ok NOW i ll end it here bye

[asfdhgsdkjhgb]

forgot to make a post sooner afterwards but!! went to my first pride yesterday (technically 2 days ago its past midnight but shh) and i think the absolute strangest part of the experience was when i got home i took a nap

#/g #just me rambling again #frogs down bad #i went w my bf and!! it was really fun! we saw one of our friends there too for a lil bit and a few people from our school #(also i wanna note my school had a stand we literally took so long to find it but a teacher i really like was running it! so we said hi) #it was a lot of people n hot out n a lot of walking around but it was fun i think! #it was neat #i didnt end up buying anything but at one place that had free pins i got a demi flag one and one w it/its on it which :]] #im saying it was fun bc im pretty sure it was my brain cant really process any feelings on it though its weird i think its just bc i #was probably a bit overwhelmed the whole time but like. i dont mean that in a super negative way i am just a bit confused #i do think it was fun though #back to the post part tho #i wanna note that i am not someone who naps like i genuinely cannot ever sleep during the day the only exception usually being #when im really sick like physically ill otherwise it doesnt matter how tired i am i can never nap #that being said #when we got back to my house we had some food and then layed down together and like. i was out in minutes. both of us were #straight up slept for an hour i think #which is so weird to me #like im sure i needed it we had just walked around for a few hours in a loud hot VERY peopley environment but like. what?????? #that was the easiest ive gotten to sleep by far within the past week or so ive been sleeping like shit ngl so that was. even stranger #genuinely it is so weird to me #i cant nap #but i did #and it was very comfy and it was one of those naps where you k n o w you slept hard bc you wake up a lil disoriented w fabric #wrinkle prints on ur face from whatever you were sleeping on #still so strange to me #something about this silly person of mine makes my brain work different in the comfy way like there was one other time last week #i think at our friends house where we were all chilling in the middle of the afternoon and i almost fell asleep on him then as well #i do not understand my brain ngl #in regards to comfy cozy or the fact that it cannot conceptualize a legitimate feeling or opinion on the experience of going to pride