#im so sorry this couldve been better

[ywnzn]

boy next door ᡣ𐭩 cupid’s plan

ᡣ𐭩 song eunseok x fem!reader

ᡣ𐭩 synopsis. in which yn keeps texting a random number life updates, that turns out to be the boy next door.

ᡣ𐭩 warnings. poor writing, lower case intended, not proofread, mentions of coffee (food!?), eunseok says beomgyu might kill him as a joke, and there’s also a smau part at the end, don’t forget to check it ^^

ᡣ𐭩 wc. 734

beomgyu wanted to play cupid.

he knew it was going to be a stupid idea to set yn and eunseok up, his two best friends, to date but that didn’t stop him from trying to.

and that is how he ended up being in the newly opened cafe in their neighborhood. good thing it had a warm, welcoming atmosphere; which was ideal for this situation.

“beomie, you seem nervous.” yn breaks the silence between them and he tenses up and turns to face her. “i’m not,” he brushes her off, ignoring her glare.

“yeah right.“ yn rolls her eyes at his answer, she wasn’t buying it. his behavior was extremely unusual to her.

first it was him showing at her door to ask her to wear something pretty to the cafe and now him glancing at the door every few seconds. it’s like he was waiting for someone, but before she could think more about it, the door’s bell rings; indicating that someone entered the cafe.

“finally.” beomgyu breaths out, raising his hand to signal for the other person to see him. and when yn turns around to see who it is, her eyes almost fell out of their sockets.

“you’re late.” beomgyu grimaced as his friend reached the table, “i know, i told you i’d be late.” eunseok sighed before he pulled a chair and sat down next to beomgyu, only now noticing the silent girl who sat in front of his friend.

she had an iced cup of coffee in front of her. and her bangs were held back with miffy hair clips. miffy again.

“oh, hello.. yn, right?” he offered a smile, and she returned it shyly. “yeah, you’re eunseok?” the boy gave her a nod at that.

“i can’t believe you two lived in the same building for nearly two years and never once spoke properly before.”

“no we did, couple times in the building lobby and elevator, we just never had a real conversation before,” eunseok smiled at the girl, remembering their encounter the day before. where she embarrassed herself by dropping her bag in the elevator.

he thought her flustered state was cute.

“you spoke before?! and never told me? fake friends, what the hell” beomgyu glared at the two. “it’s nothing big, beomie.. just normal neighbor encounters.”

“yeah sure,” beomgyu shook his head; pretending to be hurt at her words.

the three, but mostly beomgyu and eunseok, kept talking about random stuff and bringing up memories, while yn remained mute. only speaking when it felt necessary; it was as if the two were her own podcast show.

suddenly, beomgyu gets a notification that has him jump from his chair immediately “oh, shit. guys i have to go, something came up.”

“is everything okay?” eunseok frowned, “yeah, but wonbin needs me at the studio, i’m really sorry.” then he turns to face eunseok:“can you make sure she gets home safely?” eunseok answers with a nod.

and with that, he leaves the two alone. yn awkwardly shifts in her chair, looking around the cafe. not many people were here considering it was a weekday. only a few here and there.

“wanna go home?” eunseok breaks the silence a few seconds later, sensing the awkwardness in the air now that beomgyu left.

“yeah,” she answers a little too quickly, which made her cringe internally, but eunseok didn’t seem to notice it.

once the two reached their building, eunseok walked with yn to her apartment, that was right next to his. after she unlocked her door, she turned to face him “thanks.. um, for walking me here.”

“no need to thank me, had to keep you safe or else beomgyu would kill me.” he let out a laugh before continuing:“do you need anything, before i go?”

yn shook her head, giving him a little smile. “no, i’m good. thank you, eunseok.” the boy returned the smile and nodded, before he took a step back. “alright, if you need anything just knock on my door, i’ll be happy to help.” and with that, both went into their homes.

after settling into her cozy home and changing into more comfortable clothes, yn texted beomgyu; assuring him that she’s home safe, and also making sure he was safe and okay.

before she could dive into her usual overthinking routine. she opened the chat with her anonymous friend, and without rethinking; she sent a text.

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[shardbackslinks]

These could've been modern dragons.

#flight rising #sorry for being a hater but #i was expecting an isopod or armadillo like dragon like everyone else and #we got baited so hard. we couldve have secondary gene shells #they wouldve been better as moderns or if they weren't released so soon after auras #im begging staff to slow down the ancients these could've been way better with more time in the oven

[itsafternoonpast5]

very crazy episode. too bad it was based off of lord of the flies

#sorry biggest lord of the flies hater the ideology of the book is so frustrating. anything based off it is destined to be mid (joke) #THE EPISODE WAS OKAY but it couldve been better #as an episode its good but as a finale it doesnt work LOL but i dont think it was even intended to be the finale #the crew seems like they have a lot of hope for the series. that they dont want it to be the end #im with them i dont think itll be the end either but its grim with the chance it wont be picked up by another company :( #im hoping for the best. this show has a small yet dedicated fanbase. itd feel like dishonour to the fans and the crew #we had some of the best quality episodes lately. itd surprise me if the show wasnt taken up #but ahh ah im just hoping. this show is very dear to me :( #camp camp

[sciderman]

Sometimes i remember a comics moment i randomly came across somewhere, where Sam Wilson mentiones a musical and Steve Rodgers says he doesn't like musicals, to whitch Sam goes "Guess that means you really are straight" and even tho i don't care about Cap America or the Avengers, the moment stuck in me for that quote by Sam. And like....Sci, any ideas if straight men actually don't like musicals or is that bullshit?

actually i think i know more gay men who hate musicals than i know straight men who hate musicals. i've had a drag queen stop me point blank when i was about to sing a barbra streisand song, and i know so many gays who pointedly hate abba. so based on my experience i think the inverse is true. most of the straight men i know are kind of impartial about musicals, but gay men? hate.

my theory is that a lot of gay men don't want to fall into stereotypes, maybe. but thaaaaat's just a theory! a gay theory.

#sci speaks #i'm trying to understand the gays. they are a mystery to me. #i've seen a lot more toxic masculinity coming from gay men than i have from straight men. #i think it makes sense. they have less women in their lives. so they reckon with a lot more masculinity. more dick measuring. #also gay men have some of THE most unhealthy romantic relationships i've ever seen in my life. #this isn't a blanket statement on everyone but just from what i've seen. it's such a strange pattern i've observed. #lesbians? healthy. straights? usually healthy. gay men? universally a tire fire that makes me say “if you hate each other so much ??” #“why are you together??????????” #i have never met a cis gay mlm couple in real life that was healthy. every single one of them made my eyes widen in horror. #i want them to be healthy. please treat each other better. #the number of bitchy bitchy fights i've seen between mlm couples in public that make me so terrified #but i know mlm relationships in general are usually less... affectionate than wlw relationships. even and especially friendships. #just an observation. #i hate to say that there is a definite difference between amab vs afab experiences when it comes to relationship dynamics but. #of course there is. there is. as much as i want to say gender and sex do not matter. it really does. #it makes a difference. it does. #which is kind of why i'm glad i was born in the body i was. when people say “trans means you feel you were born in the wrong body” #im like.. i don't think that's true. i don't think that's true for me. #i wouldn't be me if i wasn't born the way i was. and i want to be me. but i'm a boy. i'm a boy but in the body that i have. #my body is still a boy's body. because i live in here. #sorry this went off on a tangent. #but yeah i know my brain would be different if i was amab. and i don't want all those other issues. #i think the only reason i'm so peaceful and serene is because i'm afab. and afabulous. #i see cis guys and im like.. yeah i don't want what you got. #once again! lucky to be me! i'm lucky. im lucky i have a vargooba. thank fuck for that! #couldve been so much worse off. could've been born with a dick and would be fighting for my life right now.

[funnyscienceman]

i think one thing i'm never gonna get over about the movie is that the memorial wall full of art — some of the drawings are of shadow nimona. i can't get screenshots right now but like. shadow nimona smiling. beaming. getting hearts and smiles and hugs, from the kids, from other shadow creatures. it's just. it's so sweet. like it's the kids who drew that taking all that raw hurt and vulnerability from the final act and giving it the hug and empathy and solidarity it needed. and it's like, look at nimona's line after the kwispy incident, look at the cereal ad, the board game billboard; look at gloreth being taught hate, and then look at the drawings. and i just lose it every time i think about it

#nimona #it's 3am so idk if im making any sense but #all this abt the memorial wall #plus nimona doing more shapeshifting outside of combat and crimes #nimona is a girl and a boy and a rhino and a bird and an ostrich and a whale and - in her words - a lot of things #she is also the shadow creature #and just seeing that acknowledged w the memorial drawings…. #it's acknowledging all the parts of nimona. every one you can reach. this is her and this is also her and this is also her #and all those parts deserve love too #idk i just like seeing the movie i guess 'normalize???' (for lack of a better term) nimona's shapeshifting #like doing it without objective purpose or functionality or combat or what have you #just chilling on the train eating a pizza. as a gorilla. because those are her vibes right now! #scurrying thru the trash as a cat because. why not. she couldve been a racoon or a rat or anything else but she's a cat. because she is #and then i think about how kids are getting to see this movie and i just feel so much *hope* #im not good at articulating myself sorry i hope this made sense

[cheemken]

It’s quite annoying to me how they treated Wallace in the Master’s Eight too. He is a champion, or at least champion level and is literally only used to flaunt how strong Ash is now. Most of the battle happens off screen!

Right??? Like I know a lot of peeps in this fandom just forgets that Wallace was ever a Champion and Steven will always be the default Hoenn Champion but like💀 it's stated again and again Wallace is a Champion, he's a strong trainer, even Steven in the manga thinks he couldn't live up to Wallace's legacy as Hoenn's Champion, if anything he's more deserving to be in the M8 than Alain

And god the fucking off screen battles I fucking hated how they handled Diantha's battle with Leon like the episode was just abt a kid who lost her pkmn and when Cyn and Ash got back Dia's on her last Mon like that's so shit man if they wanna make Leon strong let people see why he's strong, let people see him strategize too, let people see him struggle against another fucking Champion that got to the semi finals against him, cause honest to god the way they handled that fight looks like they gave Leon gameshark cheats💀

#the hatred i feel over the tournament is resurfacing omfs hahahah #no its just.. it really couldve been so much better yknow #its a hot mess and its cool to see the champions battling each other but damn #the way they did just shows favouritism yknow #also cmon cynthia not using stealth rock at the start of the battle💀💀 #i read somewhere that cynthia was preparing for leon thus the stealth rock and all the dragon moves #but shit least they could do is let her set up stealth rock at the fuckin start #ough... sorry im rambling so much cjdmdn hahaha #also me being delulu believing iris didnt need any gimmick bc shes strong like that #but like... homegirl at least deserves the bond phenomena too like her bond w her haxorus is smth else man #if ash can do the bond phenomena w lucario a mon he just got why can iris do so w her haxorus who she raised for so long now #i have so many feelings abt this omfs jdkdns hahaha #pokemon #pokemon champions #an ask and an answer #anon

[dearimasu]

#this is like the 4th time this month ive had to maintag some stupid shit so i dont lose it im so sorry to the people on the tag #mp100 #mlp #⬅for the blocklist and also for cataloguing #maybe next time i have to maintag ill add a link so it doesnt show up anywhere 😭😭 #this must be OOC as hell but ive been in a coma for 3 years and i just woke up sorry #i couldve used a better pic of takenaka but. i wanted this one. #pst #tome kurata #momozou takenaka #edit of mine

[sieglinde-freud]

think this is the first time ever i have been disappointed to see an awakening banner

#ann cries about feh #I WAS SOOOO READY FOR BABY RAM VILLAGERS MAN #SO READY #BABY KLIFF… WHERE YOU?!???? #cuz like. sorry i love the ram kids so much. and NONE OF THEM HAVE ALTS #ok well. thats not true. valentines faye and alm and celica have a few #but 1) v!faye was SO long ago and 2) alm and celica NEVER get seasonals #they got valentines and then??? AND THEN WHAT?? #brave alts cuz they won and legends bc its mandatory for lords. ????!!?!!!!?!!! #THATS IT???!!!! #not that baby hell is the best outcome but i thought theyd be a shoe in eventually #also for an awakening baby banner i was. kinda hoping if it happened itd be like. the second gen??? #bc. theyre the babies??? #BABY LUCINA IS LITERALLY IN THE GAME #i mean i guess itd be weird to have a newborn out on her own like that #but idk i think baby lucina + a few others would be a much better idea than chrom and lissa im sorry #do we not have enough chrom alts. #+ consider if we got like. cousins duo baby lucina and owain. cMONN owain doesnt have enough alts considering hes. yk. OWAIN?! #itd be nice if emmeryn was there though. though again her being relegated to BABY BANNER is kinds insane #ugh idk. couldve had duo baby celica and faye and i think that wouldve been adorable #or not. actually high chance intsys would ruin that and turn them into only talking about alm… #instead we get to have lissa and emmeryn only talking about chrom! whoop de doo! #i think theres actually child chrom lissa emm art out there somewhere i forgot where but #thats probably why. but that doesnt make the missed opportunities hurt any less #whatever ram gang fs next year!!! #please #what if we got baby awakening tiki and its j y!tiki again lmfao

[v-arbellanaris]

da4 doesnt matter to me because as far as im concerned everything is au after da2. sorry everyone

#i still can't believe inq is a real game (derogatory). sorry about it #instead of playing inq i'd rather play gow or gow ragnarok. which i HAVE been doing lmao #i'd rather play bg3 and honestlyyyyy the direction theyre taking da in is sort of. ehhhh to me? and has been since inq sooo #im not really invested. like ill eventually play or watch pts i guess but im still mucking around in dao #i dont think da4 is going to do that for me. i might be wrong but my gut feeling after absolution is just that #wherever theyre taking this is not gonna be super interesting or new or fascinating to me. i feel like they kinda missed that boat w dai #with all their ''gotcha'' plotlines abt oppressive systems and systemic abuse basically blaming ppl for their own oppression #inq would have been better. if they like. didnt even massively change the storyline but just actively have the inq be BAD - maybe even #unapologetically bad. it couldve been an insightful breakdown abt power and authority and things like that but it wasnt #it couldve been abt people but it wasnt. so really in my head im already prepared to be let down in da4 because da has ALREADY #been letting me down lol. and so far the glimpses ive seen does not indicate to me tht theyre going to shift away from what they were doing #in dai. in fact they look like theyre planning to lean into it more. so! idc abt da4 im just gonna play in the sandpit with the blocks that #they gave me from the first few games and content #i do hope solas rips the veil down tho. i think the solas girlies who support him (me) deserve vindication #tbd #bioware critical #dai critical #da:d critical

[resurgencee]

OOC: You know, I'm re-reading Surge/Kit's introduction arc and I'm noticing something

long winded rambling ahead!

That if Sonic had actually stopped and listened to what Surge was saying when they both initally meet, I feel like Surge could've possibly been reasoned with. Especially when you take into account that that's what's hes done previously with former foes who were able to be talked down like this.

Surge had Starline's personal opinion on Sonic practically forced on her and that's basically all that she knew as that was all that she was told and taught about him. If Sonic was allowed to give her an ounce of empathy at the -start- of this arc, rather than at the end, they could've been on a path towards a solution. Instead, Sonic actually does what Starline did and completely went on to ignore her thinly-vieled vent in regards to what happened to her because of his (I don't wanna say carelessness, more so along the lines of...naviety?) view on second chances, and patronizes her in regards to his "solution" to his problem: telling her she has a "choice" to choose how she carries herself while also telling her in no uncertain terms that she either does it his way (aka: have another person impose his will on her) or he's not going to pull his punches if she chooses poorly (lowkey threatens her really). And repeatedly insists on this with every encounter they have after.

this goes on to reaffirm Surge in her belief's on what Starline forcibly taught her, and her own personal trauma in regards to her "creation" that she's extremely but clearly Not Very Ok about. It essentially just pushes her over the edge of no return and solidifies her resolve to see the world burn, because it BURNED her.

After Sonic learns the gravity of what Starline did, and only after, is when he actually stops and tries actually talking to her with a semblance of understanding and empathy. Which means diddly-squat to Surge (and Kit!) because of a horrific first impression that left her feeling like a cornered animal who can't trust anyone, no matter how well meaning, and desperately trying ANYTHING (modding herself with the dynamo cage to the point of risking self harm) to get the slightest reprieve from it all.

TL;DR: this all couldve been avoided if yall got surge and kit therapy after hearing them out >:/

#★ | OUT OF POWER (OOC) #( Please don't take this as me saying sonic is a jerk and he deserves this because thats not the point im making here ) #(I'm more so saying this along the lines of how horribly written Sonic was in this arc in order to make Surge and Kit indefnite bad guys ) #(Don't get me wrong--love love Surge and Kit being baddies-- but there couldve been a better way of writing this than bastardizing Sonic- #-in order to get to that conclusion?) #( I love Flynn and what he's done for the comics but tbh? i don't think my guy can write scenarios like this very well) #(just reminds me of Fiona's poorly written shift from freedom fighter to baddie in Archie lol...) #(anyways sorry for the long ramble LOL)

[captainimprobable]

“And then it hit her- since she couldn’t have a crush on both Sasha and Marcy at the same time, that must have meant that she didn’t have a crush on either of them. This was just how friends felt about each other.  It made perfect and total sense.   She felt a sense of relief wash over her.  Okay.  This was fine.  This was great.  Everything was normal. Anne Boonchuy was fourteen years old when she learned how to lie to herself so thoroughly that even she believed it. “  ~ Added a few lines to that Amphibia pic I posted last night but didn’t really edit it further, here it is on Ao3!

#sashannarcy #amphibia #writins #this is really and truly barely edited #im sorry i was so lazy with this it couldve been much better but #i got tired #i like it anyway tho #hope you enjoy #this is mostly fluff and anne being stupid #but theres a bit of angst in there too

[neolxzr]

hi !!! i was checking the ghibli museum tag and found ur post abt it from a few months ago. i noticed that your photos were taken at a later time ?? which is a bit unusual from ghibli museum pics that i see (ppl usually post pics at daytime or wtv i think?? 😭) hehe it closes at some time bw 5 to 6pm, right? do they let you take pictures outside even when the actual museum is alr closed? i'm planning to go there and was thinking of dropping by the shiro-hige/totoro cafe at 4pm or something but seeing the museum (from the outside at least) at sundown might be nice ?? 😭 sorry im... a bit of a... sap? a romantic? i'll see the museum in daytime so not much should be different in nighttime-ish but 🥹😭 i am so impractical but omg what are your thoughts on how to spend time there

yeah yeah we went a little later in the day! i was in japan around wintertime so the sun set pretty early and we got to see it set while we were there :) our reserved time was a bit later so we didnt get to spend too long there since they close at like 6 pm if i remember correctly

and yeah you arent allowed to take pics inside but you are free to take them anywhere outside! theres some cool photo spots and things to take pics of but theyre like within the museum area so you cant really take pictures after closing since they usher you outta there

i dont know if i have any specific thoughts on how to spend time there i just kinda played it by ear ^^; being there at sundown was more of a coincidence than anything else

#cryn answers #anon #im sorry if this was unhelpful im just not really sure how to answer hahah #if anything i should have planned better so we couldve been there longer #but i couldnt really be pick about timing since its popular and it had just barely reopened i think

[kate-m-art]

You guys can ignore me, just rambling in the tags again ajdjd

#okay so like read the link to the past manga for the first time today #the Himekawa version #and like #v pretty art! #i liked the theme running through it w threads of the knights of hyrule and how this link fits into the bigger picture #what i *dont* understand tho is just randomly adding another character to the main story who becomes a companion to link #and is integral to the plot #and kinda lowkey takes away from the fact that this is one of the links who had to go thru everything on his own #snsjdkfk idk im too picky ig #just felt like the time she took up couldve been better spent developing other angles #like #the actual adventury parts of the adventure ajdjdkdk #sorry sorry ill stop now it was still neat to see a new interpretation of the story ajdjdk #okay no actually #like shes unintentionally helping link then wants to kill him then theyre cool again and she never *really* meant it then shes lost #then shes back again then shes jealous of zelda then shes the final boss before ganon and then secretly a knight of hyrule all along #like link and uses the silver arrows *instead* of zelda?? #then gets like no closure at the end after all that ajsjdksd #like??? #if you add this character whos just randomly a descendant of the knights of hyrule too at the end does that not take away from #link being the kingdoms last hope??? #ajsjskkdkd idk ig im a little salty after all ajdkdk XD

[wickershells]

Ok sure... are there "objectively better movies"....... yeah............ (but what is objectivity in loving art anyway? what is its relevancy?).......... is bones and all still becoming one of my all-time favourite films ever made ever.....? Also yeah...

#mine #bones and all #im sorry i just love it so much. so so so much #if i drop a gigantic analysis post one of these days........... well.... i am just letting u know in advance #i cant be normal about cannibalism its called having worms in the brain. and the blood. they dance and sing in the dark of night. they are #having a bacchanal. and i just have to endure it and pretend like im not intensely fixated on a random movie most ppl rate 4 stars and say #“yeah it was okay. couldve been better” #what do u mean it hasnt consumed you whole. what do u mean u just walked outta there and was like...w ell! time to move on with my day #i am sickkkkk sick in the little head. anyway

[kieranculkingirl]

im so scared that ill never amount to anything i have no plans no ambitions not even a vague idea of who i am or who i wanna be and im so terrified of the future because when i try to picture it i see nothing at all

#i never thought id even get past high school and now that its over its like theres just no clear path to my life #and im scared that ill never find a path and ill just be wondering forever if i couldve had the potential to do something great #but whatever i try never turns out right and its never enough and nothing ever fits #and i know i have to keep trying to get better at things but it feels like ill never be good enough to do anything worthwhile #what if i have to go through my whole life just working my shitty customer service job and surviving day to day instead of living #i just want to live #sorry for the rant. been a while since ive done that on here #but fuck i just dont know who to talk to its not like i have any friends and my family wouldnt get it #and i dont want my partner to have to see me this way and see how aimless my life is when they have so so much potential to change the world #and im just. here #em.txt

[boxloonaer]

im gonna start screaming

they are trans and i refuse to believe anything else yeehaw

cha cha

also i dont really ship them that much tbh i just think that it could be kinda cute in a way if its done right idk

but kissing your friends on the face can be platonic if its supposed to be platonic yeehaw

also im sorry if they both look kinda off idk if i draw them that well tbh :/

i gave them both dyed hair cause i thought itd be fun btw

im so fucking cold rn im annoyed

also im sorry if i overdid it with the trans flags i was having a moment ok

#anyways pls enjoy me screaming in the tags yeehaw #i think elite force couldve been good if the writers knew what they were doing btw #but they didnt so it was really disappointing #also idk if i sound angry rn im sorry if i do im tired #anyways chase and skylar couldve been besties i wrote a 374 page essay about them and elite force and how it couldve been better #i get very nervous posting fanart btw its like scary because of the fact people might notice my existence i hate it #anxiety is fucking beating my ass all the time :( #i could keep yelling in the tags about everything but im shaking rn and im having a crisis its not fun #also i have other tags to put anyways so ye ye #skylar storm #chase davenport #fanart #my art #box’s art corner #box time #why do i feel like i have to explain everything everytime i post? i dont know but i hate it #im going to bite a tree after this >:( #also dont let my other tags make you think i hate elite force i dont but im just saying it was kinda bad