#im taking ... ok care of myself

[humans-are-tasty]

#sir crocodile #one piece #shooketh #this is from july #cross guild ep coming yay #my art #update wow the episode was great the new outfits will take some getting used to but honestly i was too happy to see them again to care #mihawk was so adorable and soft im going nuts :) #and blackbeard in the preview ohgod im not ok #croc is so purple now #buggys VA is so entertaining... kuro chan ohhmggg #OK BUT THEY MADE CROC AND MIHAWKS CALL EXTRA ROMANTIC WWRHURRRURUU #very hard to push myself to draw anything lately. makes me wonder if im cut out for this #my sleep schedule is the worst its been since i was 13 #idk how many ppl even read these tags #do you play aram in league? play with me if u want #i want to start drawing like i did 2-3 yrs ago again.

[yakult-kettle]

I am once again desperate for a survival game type HUD irl so i can remember I haven't eaten in 6 hrs and that's why i feel like falling over

#i can do many things. #taking basic animal care of myself is not one of them #me speak #I EVEN HAVE ALARMS!! HOW!!! #Im ok i just had a burger 👍

[capricores]

gemini, virgo, pisces, cancer, capricorn and scorpio placements when someone asks them to take on another responsibility when they're already overwhelmed and completely burnt out

#astrology #STOP SAYING YES TO EVERYTHING PLSSSS TAKE A BREAK!! #im also yelling this at myself btw im so bad for this lmao #my manager is trying to coach me on saying no to ppl LKFDJFLKDJF #its going ok.......................kind of #luna.txt #i wanted to include libra in this too... if u have libra u may relate #but im not including libra just because i think theyre decent at saying no to anything that isn't self-beneficial lol #not a roast^ actually a compliment #like I find libras are very aware of their limits?? #whereas the signs listed here might be aware but just don’t care #libras are self care queens

[littleseasalt]

"forever is a bad dad to richa-" SHUT UP!!!!!

#qsmp #qsmp forever #qsmp richarlyson #id also add in the book he wrote for the egg museum where he talked again about forever being the one who took care of him the most #but i dont have the patience to find it in vods to screenshot it #also sorry but. some people on twitter have been stressing me out A LOT over their opinions on their relationship #ive literally been stressing about it since i woke up i needed to release this stress somehow #< also im thinking of doing a long post talk about what their relationship is and isnt #bc whenever theres angst/fight between them people take it as an opportunity to mischaracterize BOTH forever and richas #in a way that makes it clear that the person 1. doesnt keep up with forevers pov #and 2. only knows richas through one pov #like. ok #disagree with forever however you want youre free to do that #i myself think he was in the wrong in multiple situations (like the tallulah fight day) #BUT SURPRISE!! SAYING HES A BAD DAD IS LITERALLY SO WRONG!! #PEOPLE CAN MESS UP!! PEOPLE CAN MAKE MISTAKE!! NO ONE IS A PERFECT PARENT!! #NO ONE ALREADY KNOWS HOW TO BE THE PERFECT DAD AND THERES NO SUCH THING AS BEING A PERFECT DAD!! #PARENTHOOD IS SOMETHING YOU LEARN ALONG THE WAY!!! #AND LEARNING HOW TO BE A DAD IS A CORE TRAIT OF FOREVERS CHARACTER SINCE DAY ONE!!!!!!! #saying hes a bad dad literally goes against canon statements from richas #saying richas is uncomfortable with forever goes against canon #“oh but i mean in the emotional way” ok so you never watched a forever stream before #because when they fight. richas ALWAYS opens up to forever later on how he felt #the fights HAPPEN because richas is comfortable making drama in front of forever #if richas' didnt feel comfortable he would literally just “suck up” his jealously and not show it often but he does shows it often #if richas was uncomfortable after fights he would just apologize and never talk about his feelings #but after the tallulah fight? he told forever about how romero richas affects his body and how he feels #after the armor fight? he told forever about how he felt towards his own life #to which btw BOTH of these times where he opened up #he had never talked about that with anyone before

[ozlices]

speaking very bluntly and candidly from experience, if the note is genuine and he made an attempt after posting it, then i hope it was unsuccessful and he is getting help and is able to recover.

however, i don't think that a. hbomberguy should be blamed for driving him to do anything when he was calling him out for very shitty things he'd happily gotten away with for years. and hbomberguy didn't even highlight ALL of his offenses, either. & also b. i feel like mentioning nick outright in the note shouldn't be like... dismissed. as a person who's had that kinda weight/pressure put on me both from REAL tragedies that occurred afterward & ppl faking shit, that kinda shit is incredibly heavy & outright traumatic to deal with. nick is obviously not innocent, but he doesn't deserve that kinda pressure/weight on his shoulders.

this entire thing, regardless, is a huge mess that never had to or should've gotten this far. and either way it's ultimately just sad nobody can even garner if this is a true attempt or not bc he has such a manipulative history. there's many lessons to take away here, i guess.

i ultimately hope he's okay and just stays off the goddamn internet, for his own sake and the sake of his victims.

#mine #suicide mention// #literally the only reason i've ever gotten out of attempts is my alters busting their asses to push through & stop me #& then on the other end i've had exes literally lie to my face abt making attempts when they knew i was unstable myself #or in other cases i was just. the last person spoken to before tragedy struck & that kinda shit still haunts me to this day so. #like.. idk this is suddenly v personal & weird & im uncomfortable so this will probably be the last post i make #unless a significant development happens #but take care of urselves ok #james somerton #hbomberguy

[todayisafridaynight]

and if i say hehe

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza 7 #yakuza like a dragon #arasawa #masumi arakawa #jo sawashiro #snap sketches #this the sauciest we're getting i QUIT #the one rare occurrence where im having jo be smooth for once. he aint even smooth he screamin on the inside trust me #this is a shitpost in my heart but i also had to sleep before finishing it. #i said id have this done at 4AM and it is 8:36AM WHAT HAPPENED #im getting slower..... this had no reason to take up so much time that i had to force myself awaY BYE #WHATEVER. i dont have anything else to say. probably. #im gonna do a comm after i take a lil break cause I Expected To Have This Done Last Night/This Ass-Crack-Of-Dawn Morning #then when i finish THAT i'll probably take a break from drawing for the day #This the thing i was struggling to draw the other day. btw. for some reason ???????? brain was broken plain and simple #ok bye bye it's my break time if parts of this look wonky or w/e i do not care we're MOVING ON

[hyumjim]

i do not feel like this should have to be said but when you find out that someone has a job (or even just a volunteer position) where they work with a marginalized population i.e. special ed teacher or criminal defense attorney or shelter caseworker or one of the million other jobs like this, it is not a good idea to say "youre an angel" "youre doing gods work." in fact by saying this youre implying 1. that you think the persons job is a dead end shit job such that doing that job is itself an act of noble saintly self sacrifice 2. that you could never do such a job yourself because of the repulsion you feel towards the marginalized, which all normal human non-angels feel

#im just saying. take care #as a person from a family of angels myself. #(my dad is a criminal defense attorney my sister worked in special ed) #(my mom worked with cancer patients and i work with young people in the carceral system) #so every member of my nuclear family gets these comments #and we are all vastly different people with different outlooks towards work but #u can see our eyes glazing over every time lol. #oh ur one of those. ok.

[basiltonpitch]

yes i'm sad and cold and unbelievably touch starved. but both of my cats are napping on their heated blanket, inches away from each other. one of them is purring so loudly i can hear it over the sound of the show i'm watching. the other is gently snoring, kicking her little feet every few minutes in her sleep. how can i feel lonely when these beautiful little animals trust me enough to sleep peacefully in my presence? how can i let the sadness overcome me when i have been blessed with the privilege to love, to protect, to cherish these creatures???

#i love my cats so much genuinely idk where i would be without them rn #if i had to leave them with my ex i guarantee i would be Much Less mentally stable than i am now #like. yes ok having pets doesnt fucking cure mental illness i know that. im still depressed etc etc #but taking care of them gives me a reason to get up in the morning and stay at my job and take care of myself #s.txt

[brown-little-robin]

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#Robin processes emotions on main #I'm having a bad time over here plz pray for me #genuinely I'm doing rotten #coping badly #all that #im stressed out overworked AND my coping mechanisms are breaking down and making things worse #I think. I need to. I need to make my first priority sleep. I need a nap today and I need to go to bed early No Matter What #I need to NOT think of myself as a noble warrior for staying up late to complete my work or to destress with media #I need to embrace being a weak little human being and take care of myself dangit #ok. ok. ok #I can do this #one task at a time

[darthvaderofmiddle-earth]

I... I'm crying. People are so nice. So fucking nice and kind and lovely. Someone sent me money just now with the message "Get yourself a pizza." I'm literally in tears rn. Thank you, whoever you are. I love you, I love you, I love you. I've barely been out of bed, let alone eating right.

#i havent taken a shower in a week i havent refilled my meds i havent been taking all my meds for over a week just some #my hair is a mess i need to do laundry desperately because im wearing dirty clothes #i have no spoons and everyone gets mad at me when i make dinner or order dinner #tonight im going to take care of myself #ill get a pizza just for me and shower and try to do laundry as well #im gonna be ok #and with all hope my mom will come home tomorrow

[bunnihearted]

🦷📱💭

#ok im proud of myself for not waiting w this #i just called them nd talked to them. and the woman on the phone was actually not rude at all so it made it easier #she said that since i have sm pain i can get an emergency/urgent appt. but i have to call tmrw at 7am #nd hopefully i'll be able to get an appt for tmrw!!!! #and my wellfare worker has said that urgent dental care will be approves as long as it says on the receipt that it was urgent care #so hopefully this can be resolved. it hurts sm constantly nd i cant focus on anything. cant rlly chew either :(( #i rlly dont wnna be poor anymore tho lol i want a job nd be able to take care of myself !!!!! T-T #dont wnna feel helpless anymore #anyway i have to keep enduring it for now but hopefully i wont have to do that for long

[needylittlegirl]

if you know my main (or if i just follow you from it even if i never explicitly said its me) theres like a 76% chance im atleast a tiny bit in love with you

#ok not rlly but that means you got a stamp of approval from me #i try to be careful with it bc i dont want creeps over there #cause i think ive said more stuff there that could like point to where i am #or just more personal identifiable stuff #which is a no no when youre a girl with trauma and a nsft blog that regularly gets intense nonconsensual threats ^_^ #and i think my main url is slightly memorable cause its odd #so even if i block someone they could still probably find me #so ya #this isnt my first rodeo i may be stupid but im not naive enough to put myself in danger like that #maybe i take it too seriously idk #mytxt #posting this bc i just followed a few people i see in my notifs alot so um hiii ^_^

[strwbrymlkshake]

It's difficult dealing with so many people who think we aren't meant to be with eachother. I don't get why someone else's relationship can mean so much to bystanders. Can't you find something else to do?

#mine #yandere #yancore #irl yandere #yanderecore #yandere vent #yanposting #i just. self confidence can only get you so far. surrounded by people who are saying awful things wears me down so much #i hate them so much and i wish they never existed. its making me stronger supposedly but the only thing i feel like its actually doing is #making me violent and miserable and angry and nauseous. please stop saying those things about him #i try to block it out but its literally everywhere. this is all i have. this is ALL I HAVE. BUT IT DOESNT MATTER HUH #and it feels like theyre all against me. and the only thing i can do is cry and hate them more and more #and the only thing i can do is love him the most. but only by myself. because no one can comprehend the lengths i would go #and no one takes it seriously and appreciates that its the only thing keeping me sane and the only reason why im here rn #but then again. they dont matter do they? #i just need to permanently kill that part of me that cares what they think. because nothing else and no one else matters!! ok??

[hueberryshortcake]

I don't think scrooge and goldie could do howl's moving castle and that's because sophie's entire arc is about learning to be confident in her own self worth and understanding that she has an inherent right to exist in this world. and neither scrooge nor goldie has ever been insecure about anything in their entire lives ever because they are both personified steamrollers who make everything about them already

#JOKE I GUESS #between them both being old most of the time anyway and neither of them being a great fit for either character.... yeah #sophie's role in the story is defined by her personality imo and it wouldn't be an optimal story if scrooge or goldie was put in her place #howl's moving castle is my favorite book. i read it nine times in 2021. it was kind of a problem. #anyway huge HOWEVER to this is scrooge could do chapter 6 in which howl expresses his feelings with green slime #and goldie could do chapter 19 in which sophie expresses her feelings with weedkiller #and vice versa honestly #also can u imagine. hugely powerful enchanter glittering goldie opens her mysterious portal to another world #only to reveal that it goes to. not wales. CANADA. #scrooge: why are you wearing a jacket that says “canadian hockey” on the back #i love u welsh rugby sweatshirt #last ramble thought: idk if i can think of anybody who's really like sophie but if i had to say SOMEBODY id say donald is the most like her. #which might be a hot take. possibly a bad one. i dont care #ok im done talking to myself

[fallow-grove]

get u a bestfriend who is exactly like you in all the opposite ways

(carrd) / (twitch) / (patreon) / (ko-fi) / (youtube) / ("official" blog)

#not rp #i had A Time with covid #but my bestie encouraged me to take care of myself and i really appreciate that #like... a lot #which this hopefully expresses #my art #2023 #2023 feb #art #collage #digital collage #friendship #covid #im not sure if they want me to specify who they are or not bc attention tm but #afdjskfldjs #personal art #ok to rb

[ironmanstan]

I am coming to the realization i have been slowly killing myself with work i think oops

#m thinking now and im like #i havent read ... anything consistently .. or watched anything .. or had time to like do anything #in genuinely so long #and i was like kinda becoming ok w it #my brain issues .. nothing matters i dont need anything all i need is me i dont need to have anyone or anything with me <- bad. stop it #part of this was the i need my dad to be proud of me braincell but well i win award i have 4.0 gpa and he still yell at me #deciding now to stop caring so much (i still do but ill ignore it) i need 2 be alive again i dont care #im so mad i dont even know .. im so viscerally angry like actually i dont even know what to do with that lmfao #my brother does shit all and u give him sm slack have NEVER treated him as bad as youve treated me #and nothing i do NOTHING is good enough or changes how u look at me #like idk he called me and i cried so much i got so fucking upset i fhkdhdkf ok. ok. #he will b like omg im so proud of u i love u so much ive always believed in u and i just think back to when #he yelled at me once like fiiive years ago and i was like u just make me feel so worthless all the time #and he was like yeah bc you are worthless #and im like hmmm idk bestie i dont think youve ever changed from looking at me like that and it is insanely obvious lmao #i dont even know bro im crazy. m insane got given an inch and tried to take a mile like omg i can actually be recognized as worth something #nevermind ill stop killing myself for that pipe dream now lol #m not even upset im just mad lmao i dont wanna hate my dad and i dont but every day i feel more and more like i should #vent