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Bubble Gum (Joe x Reader)
*pop* The bubble you had blown with your favorite bright pink bubble gum popped, echoing through the flat.
"Truth or dare." Caspar called out. "Earth to Joe! Truth or dare." Everyone laughed, the group all being a few drinks in.
"Shit, sorry. Umm, truth." Joe answered, his cheeks going a bit pink.
"Last time you had a wet dream?" Conor shot out.
"Oh, fuck me. Dare! I pick dare!" Joe laughed. *Pop* you popped another bubble.
"Oi, you picked truth!" Jack replied.
"Last week." He admitted, his eyes watching your lips form another bubble. "I had a dream about one of my friends."
"Who was it?" Mikey laughed. Joe was too busy watching you blow bubbles to hear him.
"I think it's obvious." Oli chuckled.
"Oh, shut up, guys." you laughed, Joe finally snapping out of it. *pop*
"What?" he asked, looking around.
The boys all bust up laughing, Caspar patting Joe on the back. "Nothing, buddy. Your turn to ask someone a truth or dare."
"Oli. Truth or dare?" Joe asked, his eyes still on your lips.
*Pop* "Dare", Oli replied.
"What did you pick?" Joe asked, his face turning to face Oli.
"You're so drunk." Josh laughed. "He said dare."
"I've had two drinks!" Joe replied. "Dare, yeah? I dare you to tweet your crush." *pop*
"Oh, fuck me." Oli drug his hand down his face. "Fine, but I'm getting you back."
"Sure, mate." Joe laughed, grabbing Oli's phone to look after he posted the tweet.
"Y/n!" Oli smirked. "Truth or Dare?"
"Dare." you smiled. *pop*
"I dare you to kiss your good buddy Suggy over there." Oli pointed at Joe.
Joe's head shot up and he pulled his bottom lip between his teeth. "Don't make her..." Joe started, but you interrupted him.
"I don't mind." you smiled at Joe, noticing his eyes drop to your lips again.
"No?" He asked, scooting towards you.
"Definitely not." you reached up and placed your hand on Joe's cheek.
Joe shot forward and smashed his lips against yours. You were more than happy to make-out with Joe, but you didn't expect him to be so eager. When you finally pulled apart, you ducked your head, embarrassed that the two of you had gotten so caught up in the moment in front of everyone. Your friends cheered and teased the two of you until you made your way back to your separate seats.
"Oh, grow up." you laughed with the group. "Jack, truth or dare?" you continued on a few rounds.
"Oh. My. God." Conor said during a lull in the game, everyone looking to see what he was reacting to. Following his line of sight, you saw Joe. A giant pink bubble growing in front of his face.
*Pop* The noise echoed through the flat. "What?" he asked, oblivious to why we were all staring at him. "What did I do?"
You could feel the heat creep up your cheeks, knowing your face was bright red. "Nothing, love." you laughed, reaching in your purse and grabbing another piece of your favorite bright pink bubble gum.
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chocolatemillkk · 7 years
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Distracted
Request: your imagines are soooo good! can you do a fluffy Joe one. anything you want just fluff please?
Is this fluff? I'm still confused with the concept but hope this was alright 💙
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"I've got tonight's ingredients," I whisper to my boyfriend as I put them on the counter top. He glances up from where he sits on the other side, a phone to his ear and gives me a smile.
My heart melts despite seeing that smile for the past two years. Joe Sugg wore his emotions on his face and it was my favourite part about him, I knew when he was upset and I knew when he looked at me like that-I was loved.
"Thanks love," Joe says when he finally gets off his call. "I don't know what I did to deserve you."
"I don't know what I did to deserve you," I turn the phrase around and pretend to look upset.
"Stop denying it, you love me." Joe moves around the kitchen to wrap his arms around my waist.
"Fine, I love you." I giggle as he kisses my forehead.
"That's better," he continues holding me close as we look at one another. His eyes scan my face and my eyes do the same, my gaze landing on his mouth. I look back up and he grins knowing what was running through my mind. I blush and push him away-even though we were dating for two years he still made my heart flutter and somehow managed to turn me back into the shy girl I was when we first began dating.
"Penny for your thoughts?" Joe asks in one of his accents.
"Wouldn't you love to know," I stick my tongue out at him. His phone rings from the other side of the kitchen.
Joe answers the phone and I begin prepping for dinner later on, it was my turn to cook tonight and I wanted everything to go perfectly.
I wash the veggies and cut them, placing them in a bowl. I measure out all the spices I'm going to use before Joe is finally done on his call.
"Sorry about that," he apologises.
"S'alright," I say unbothered. "Just your job, yeah?"
Joe joins me again where I'm taking out the measuring cups. I reach to the top shelf where we keep them and feel fingers brush the exposed skin on my back from where my shirt lifts. Joe gives me a dopey grin when I turn to look at him and I can't help but laugh.
"You really can't keep your hands off!"
"You just look so beautiful! I can't help it!"
"Stop trying to flatter me! I'm already making you dinner!"
"I'm not trying to get anything from you," Joe says. He grabs my arm and turns me so he can kiss me, the mood goes from playful to intense in seconds.
"Except maybe some of that," Joe breaths. He walks me back into the countertop as we make out, breaking apart only when we absolutely need to.
"Joe, dinner." I remind him between kisses.
His response is to lift me onto the kitchen counter and leave a trail of kisses down to my collarbone. I grab his hair and pull him back up. Suddenly his phone rings again and he pulls away, clearly frustrated.
"I wouldn't normally get that but it is important," he says as an apology.
I nod and hop off the counter, "To be continued then?"
"Yes," he says too quickly. He answers his call and I wait for him to start talking before wraping my arms around him and kissing his neck. He gently nudges me away but I'm intent on distracting him just enough-there. I feel as he gives in and slides his hands down to my bum.
"See you upstairs," I whisper in his ear as I step away. I walk backwards away from him and watch his face change from pleasured to confused.
"Wait-no sorry-what were you saying?" I hear him stutter as I take the stairs to the bedroom. "No I'm listening sorry I was just-I was distracted go on."
I smile to myself, mission successful.
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itshollandsgirl · 2 years
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Writing update
I will start writing again once I’m back at college (which is tomorrow😂) so that I won’t have witnesses when I write😬
It’s been writing fics since I was 14 and to this day only one of my friends know about it. I’m 22 now and I’m keeping it that way🤣
Will be writing for the following:
Tom Holland (ofc)
Asa Butterfield
Colby Brock
Maybe, and this is MAYBE, OUAT Peter Pan (or at least finish what I started)
Maybe once in a while I’ll post another celeb I’m havin feels for, but these are the three which are consistent.
Let’s give a round of applause for an era of writing I did for these celebrities/social influencers👏:
Harry and Sam Holland
Harrison Osterfield
Brennen Taylor 💩
Simon Minter (miniminter)
Joe Sugg (thatcherjoe)
Daniel Seavey
Luke Hemmings✨
Calum Hood💕
Robbie Kay
Cole Sprouse (lowkey have no memory of writing for him tbh)
Josh Dun
Nick Robinson
Andy Biersack (a god)
Matthew Gray Gubler (still willing to have his babies)
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minimoefoe · 3 years
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a dan vs phil original being posted on the day that i finally accept that it’s time for me to stop holding on to the dan and phil books i have is proof that god just wants me to continue having unhealthy attachments to objects and become a hoarder
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2020 // Conor Maynard
It had been an interesting year to day the least, you'd been through so many ups and downs it was hard to even remember where last year ended and this year began. Losses, isolation and pain. As you sat at the dinner table thinking of your 3 words to sum up the year for your family they were the ones that sprang to mind. However, of course you couldn't share those. The sparkle had been lost from your eyes months ago and as obvious your misery seemed to you no one else had noticed. Well, no one except Conor. You'd met him during a particularly low point in life, a point that he'd been experiencing too, and since then he'd been the sole reason for a smile appearing on your face. You loved him but you weren't sure you'd ever be brave enough to tell him. Losing him would surely be the moment in 2020 to send you spiralling into the lowest point you'd ever hit. But watching him smile and not being able to kiss him and having to keep your distance while watching Netflix instead of cuddling up to him just kept getting more and more impossible for you. Your admiration for the blue eyed boy with the terrible jokes that you couldn't help but laugh at seemed to keep getting stronger everytime you saw his name light up your screen or opened your door to see him stood there. As you sat at the dinner table on Christmas day surrounded by your closest family you realised you still felt alone because the one person you wanted, needed even wasn't there to light up the room. And as you swirled the wine around in your nearly empty glass you decided you had to tell him that he was the only thought that occupied your mind, he was all you needed. Love, adoration and hope. The 3 words that really mattered for your 2020.
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I know its been FOREVER but I'm hopeful there's still someone out there who would like to see this. 2020 has been interesting for us all, so here's to a better 2021. Merry christmas!
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joeesuggimagine · 3 years
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Conversation
incorrect buttercreams
Jack: Dude. How long have you been standing there?
Caspar: An hour
Jack: An hour?
Joe: Are you serious?
Caspar: I've mastered the ability of standing so incredibly still, that I become invisible to the eye. Watch. [slowly starts moving his hand]
Jack: You're eating a piece of pizza
Caspar: But my movement ... is so slow ... that it's imperceptible
Jack: Mmm, no
Caspar: I'm sure I'm invisible
Josh: [enters the room] Hi, Caspar
Caspar: [pauses] Dammit
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Can I Watch? (Joe Sugg x Reader) [smut]
Request - Hello! Idk if you're still taking requests, but I think you write  great smut and I was wondering if you could write a smut imagine with  Joe Sugg. I'd really appreciate it if you did because I think you're one  of the best writers on tumblr, and if you can't/don't want to write it,  thanks anyways for just being a great person!❤️
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"Joe  friggin' Sugg!" you said, throwing your arms around him when he  answered the door. "I'm so glad you're back! How was the tour?"
You  had gone over to Joe's the day after he got home from the Hit The Road  tour. He was one of your best friends and it had been ages since the two  of you got to hang out.
"I'm glad to be back." He replied, squeezing you. "It was good. Really good, but It's nice to be home."
"I bet. Nothing like sleeping in your own bed." You followed Joe into his house. "Find any romance on your journeys?"
You  and Joe always shared your one night stand and hook-up stories. "No,  sadly." He dramatically frowned and dropped his shoulders.
You couldn't help but laugh. "I don't believe that for a second."
Laughing,  Joe replied. "I actually didn't have any time to myself at all on this  trip. We were always busy doing interviews or driving or just too  exhausted to go out."
"Well I'm sure Mr. playboy will find time now that he's home." You teased him.
"I haven't even had a wank in my own house." Joe laughed, making the two of you some drinks.
"I  can leave if you'd like some alone time." you teased, taking the glass  he was handing you of whatever cocktail he had mixed. Taking a sip, you  made a face. "One of those nights?" You said, noting how strong the  drink was.
"Definitely one of those nights. I need an us  night." Joe said, tapping his glass to yours and pulling you in for  another hug. "Also, I hear you went out on a date with Jack."
"Is that what he told you?!" You questioned him, the two of you making your way to the couch.
"And I quote 'I finally convinced Y/n to go out with me and she didn't even let me pay for dinner.'" Joe said laughing.
"He said he needed a date for a premier! I didn't know he actually wanted to go out." You said shaking your head.
"So you would have still gone if you knew?" Joe asked, trying to sound nonchalant, taking another sip of his drink.
"No way. I love that kid, but he's like my little brother" you answered.
"Good. I would have pummeled him if he did anything to hurt you." Joe said, throwing his arm around you and turning on the TV.
"Oh calm down, macho man." you laughed, leaning into Joe.
The  two of you spent the rest of the evening catching up. Towards the end  of the night, the movie Friends With Benefits had been playing in the  background and it had caused your mind to wander a bit. You and Joe had  never done anything too sexual together, but you cuddled all the time  and you had definitely seen each other naked. You'd even shared a few  drunk kisses on nights out at the club, but you'd never let yourself  think that the two of you could date. Being snuggled against your very  attractive friend, you couldn't help but get a bit turned on while you  watched the explicit scenes play on the screen.
Your thoughts were interrupted by Joe. "We should head to bed. I'm falling asleep."
"Works  for me. Am I staying in the guest room?" you asked, hoping maybe you'd  have a little bit of alone time to take care of yourself.
"No way. You can't leave me alone." Joe laughed, kissing your cheek and pulling you up off of the couch.
"Oh,  alright. I'll come cuddle." You smiled at Joe. You were hoping to  release some tension, but you definitely loved cuddling with your best  friend.
After  getting changed into night clothes, you climbed into his bed. "I think  I'm going to take a quick shower." Joe said, walking to the bathroom  that was connected to his room.
Teasing your best friend, you called out "Have fun touching yourself!"
Joe laughed, but his cheeks turned bright red.
When  he finally closed the bathroom door, you realized you had a few minutes  to yourself. 'May as well give it a go' you thought, snuggling under  the covers and slipping your fingers under the fabric of your panties.  You had been turned on for about an hour, so when you slid your fingers  between your folds, you were already soaking wet. Starting to slowly rub  your fingers in your usual pattern, you tried to pull up your 'go to'  spank bank fantasies in your head...but all you could think about was  Joe. 'I can definitely work with this', you thought, sliding your other  hand up under your shirt to gently tease the skin of your breasts. You  were currently picturing Joe in the shower. The hot water rippling down  his incredibly fit body. His moans as his hand stroked his impressive  girth.
Joe  had just moaned your name in your little wank fantasy when you heard him  actually say your name. "Y/n." Joe called, peeking around the bathroom  door.
Being  startled back to reality, you quickly pulled your hands out from under  your clothing and scrambled to look like you weren't doing anything  dirty, you looked over at the bathroom door.
Joe had definitely just caught you. His mouth was hanging open and his eyes were wide. "Y/n." he said again.
"Shit."  you cursed, sitting up in the bed. "I'm so sorry, Joe. I should have  just waited until..." but you were interrupted by Joe.
"I  was going to ask you to get me a towel" Joe pointed at a stack of  towels right by the bed. "But I think I'll come get it myself." He said,  walking out of the bathroom naked and dripping wet. You couldn't help  but look him up and down. You noticed that he was, in fact, completely  hard. "I uh, tried taking a cold shower, but it didn't work, so maybe I  should take a page from your book and just take care of it."
You  didn't speak, but you nodded a yes to Joe. You didn't know what he had  in mind, but you were down with pretty much whatever he wanted to try.
He  was standing by the bed when he finished drying off with the towel.  "Can I watch you?" he asked, leaning down a bit to gently meet your lips  with his, his fingers circling his erection.
"Yeah." you replied, a bit breathless.
"By  the way, you were making irresistible noises when I caught you." Joe  said, throwing the blanket that was covering you to the other side of  the bed.
"Fuck, I didn't even realize." you answered. You were left in just your panties and one of Joe's shirts.
"I  watched you for a few seconds. I had decided to just go back into the  bathroom and do the same thing, but then I heard you moan my name." Joe  continued, separating your legs and kneeling between them. "What were  you thinking about?" he asked, leaning forward to kiss you again.
"Just you. In the shower." you answered, lifting Joe's shirt over your head and tossing it to the ground.
"I  love that you were thinking about me." Joe said, looking you up and  down. "You're gorgeous, y/n." Joe's hand was slowly pumping up and down  his dick. His other hand started playing with the waistband of your  panties. "I want to watch you get off."
"I  was imagining you jerking off in the shower." You smiled at Joe, laying  back down and lifting your hips so you could pull off the last piece of  clothing that you were wearing. Setting your feet back down on the bed  on either side of Joe, you let your legs fall open, your fingers sliding  down your body to continue where you left off.
"Fuck." Joe muttered, his eyes watching your every move.
Watching  Joe was incredibly hot and you could feel the burn starting to build in  your lower stomach already. "Joe, why did you try to take a cold  shower." you asked, wondering what got him turned on in the first place.
"I uh. We  were watching those sex scenes. And I could um... I could smell your  perfume and feel your body heat." Joe answered, half moaning. "I've  always thought you were sexy." he added.
"Me too. You, I mean. And the movie. I was turned on the whole time." You switched hands to give your other one a break.
"Y/n."  Joe moaned, leaning forward. He put one hand on the bed by your waist  to hold up his weight. "I want to know what you taste like." he said,  looking at the hand you had just been pleasuring yourself with.
That  definitely got to you, your fingers quickening their pace. You lifted  your wet fingers to Joe's lips and slowly slid them into his mouth one  at a time.
"You're delicious." Joe said, sucking every one of them clean.
"Fuck, Joe." you moaned.  You could feel your orgasm quickly building.
Joe knelt back on his knees and started stroking himself faster. "I'm almost there." he said, looking down at you.
You  threw your head back on the pillow, feeling your climax starting to  ripple through your body. "Joe." you moaned, continuing to slowly tease  yourself with your fingers while your other hand ran over the naked  flushed skin of your torso. "oh fuck." you said, your body jumping a bit  every time your fingers brushed over your now too sensitive clit.
"Jesus,  y/n." Joe panted, his body thrusting into his fist. Leaning forward to  hold his weight over your body, he groaned your name and came, his cum  falling in little lines across your tummy. "Fuck." he panted, trying to  catch his breath.
Your  chest was rising and falling quickly as you tried to catch your own  breath You slid two of your fingers through the mess he had left on your  skin and slowly lifted them to slide them past your lips. Sucking them  clean, you pulled them out of your mouth with a pop, Joe watching every  move you made. "You don't taste too bad yourself, Sugg."
"Holy shit, y/n." Joe said, letting his weight fall to lay on top of you.
"That was the best orgasm I've had in a long time." you laughed, gently tracing patterns into the skin of Joe's back.
"Can I confess something?" Joe asked, once the two of you had calmed completely down.
"Shoot." you answered.
"I've wanted to ask you out for a long time." he said, burying his face in your neck.
"Did the whole 'lets not ruin our friendship thing' stop you?" you asked, having felt the same way.
"Yeah,  but I have a feeling our friendship isn't going to be the same now  anyways." he laughed, lifting his head to look at you.
"I think not." you laughed, leaning up to capture Joe's lips in a kiss.
"Can we try being an us?" Joe asked before deepening the kiss.
"Definitely." you answered, smiling against his lips. "On one condition."
Holding his weight on his elbows, Joe looked down at you. "And what would that be?" he asked.
"That we shower." you laughed. "You left me all sticky."
Joe snorted and rolled off of you. "Deal." he said, pulling you out of the bed and to the bathroom.
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moviedateat8 · 5 years
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please watch thank u
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jackstarlight · 5 years
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oh shit i love jack maynard 🤭
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elsehuggs · 5 years
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💞💖💝💕💖 for them
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Exclusive - Jack Maynard
“You mean, exclusive?”
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Y/N felt as if she had to throw up. The music seemed to fade away, only because it wasn’t important anymore. The only thing she could focus on was him. And the girl who was grinding on him. Jack had his arms around a petite blonde, pressing her hips flush against his own, swaying to the beat that seemed like background noise to Y/N now.
Conor, who had been dancing next to her, noticed her stopping in her tracks. 
“What’s wrong?”, he loudly asked so she’d hear him. He noticed how she glanced at his brother.
“I need some air”, Y/N said and made her way through the dancing crowd without looking back.
When she finally reached the smoking area outside, she desperately tried to fight the tears that threatened to spill. Y/N wasn’t even sure why she felt that way. She shouldn’t feel jealous, she shouldn’t feel sad and angry, but that confused her even more. They had hooked up a few times, when they both went home drunk after going out clubbing like today. It wasn’t regular, it wasn’t anything special. It was just in the heat of the moment, a used opportunity. She tried to steady her breathing as someone approached her.
“Can I offer you a cigarette?”, a handsome stranger asked. He was rather tall, quite tan and muscular. Y/N found him very attractive, but he wasn’t Jack. She was surprised that this was the first thought that came to her mind when she looked at him.
“I don’t smoke”, she said, although that wasn’t even true. She did smoke one or two cigarettes when she was very drunk, and she’d actually really like to have a smoke right now. But she knew by the way the guy looked that it wasn’t just a cigarette he offered. And she didn’t want that. Looked like Jack was the only one who’d get laid tonight.
“Maybe a drink, then?”, he asked and smiled at her. He actually had a pretty smile, but it made her feel nothing. She only wished Jack would smile at her like this. He’d never, probably.
“No thank you”, she said a little more determined this time.
“Playing hard to get, I see”, he said and came a little closer. Y/N felt a little bit uncomfortable at this point.
“Look”, she said, “I don’t play anything. I just don’t want to talk to you. If you want a hook-up, go look for someone else, I’m not interested.”
“You might want to think twice before turning me down, promise you won’t regret it”, he continued.
Y/N was just about to say something when someone cut her off.
“She fucking told you to back off, mate”, Jack said and put an arm around her. You could see that his tone affected the guy. He sounded very angry and if Y/N hadn’t known him, she would have been scared.
“Hey”, the guy said and raised his hands in a defensive manner, “didn’t know you had a boyfriend. You could’ve just said that.”
Y/N contemplated whether she should object, but she was pretty glad that the guy finally seemed to stop his approach.
“She’s taken, fuck off”, Jack said and watched as the guy finally left the smoking area and disappeared in the dancing crowd inside.
“You okay?”, Jack said and turned around to look at her. He noticed how puffy her eyes were. “Have you been crying? Did he hurt you?”
She shook her head no, but didn’t look up to him.
“What is it then?”, Jack asked, worry now evident in his voice. “Hey, look at me.” When she didn’t obey, he gently took her face in his hand and lifted her chin up. Their eyes met for a second, and Y/N was surprised at how soft his eyes were, so full of concern for her and her wellbeing.
“Where is your little blondie?”, she asked him. She really didn’t want to say it because she knew she’d give herself away with that, but she couldn’t stop herself. Y/N watched his face when she said it. First, it was confusion that she could see, then realization hit him, then confusion returned.
“Dunno”, he said, “why’d you care, though?”
She shrugged her shoulders and tried to pull away from him, but he held her by the waist. She managed to look away from him, though.
“Why don’t we go on a walk”, Jack proposed as he noticed some curious stares from some social smokers. He turned around, not letting go of her waist and gently nudged her in the direction of the closest exit. They passed the security guard and walked in silence for a few minutes. Still, his arm rested around her waist.
“Are you mad at me? Because it kind of feels like you give me the silent treatment. And I don’t know why you’re mad. Please, just tell me what I did wrong”, Jack said.
As Y/N finally looked over to him, she saw that he was truly sincere. This look he had truly got under her skin, it wasn’t often that she got to see him like that.
“I’m not mad at you, Jack”, she said and stopped walking, “I’m mad at myself.”
“Now you’ve lost me”, he admitted.
“When I saw you in there with this blonde girl, I just felt so jealous of her and I know I don’t have any right to be jealous because what happened between us wasn’t important but maybe I want it to be important. And I know you don’t want that, but I don’t know if I can still be friends with you now when I suddenly feel this way and now I’ve ruined everything”, Y/N rambled until Jack finally cut her off.
“Breathe, Y/N”, he said and took one of her hands in his. She let it happen, but raised an eyebrow at him.
“Look”, Jack started but this time, it was Y/N who cut him off.
“Please just make it quick before this gets really embarrasing.”
“I didn’t know you wanted this between us to be important”, he summarized and squeezed her hands.
“Well I didn’t know that either till earlier”, Y/N said and let out a rather raspy chuckle, “but I know that you don’t want that.” “You suppose, but you don’t know for sure, don’t you?”, Jack asked and smirked at her. Unlike the smile of the stranger earlier, this affected very much. Her heart began to race and she could feel her palms become sweaty. She just wished that Jack wouldn’t notice. If he did, he was too nice to say something.
“Well, do you want it to be important?”, she asked shyly and looked away again. She was sure that she couldn’t bear to see his face if he rejected her now.
“Yes”, he said, making her look at him to see if she didn’t get him wrong.
“You mean, exclusive?”, Y/N asked.
“Yes, exclusive”, he confirmed, making her blush. He looked at her with such a wide smile that she just couldn’t help but to return it.
“Can I... kiss you now?”, he asked, which Y/N found absolutely adorable.
“Of course”, she said and felt butterflies in her stomach as Jack closed the distance between them.
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chocolatemillkk · 6 years
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Kid Brother IV
I wake to the bright light from my windows the next morning. Or afternoon, I realise as I check my clock. I thank myself from last night for being responsible and drinking tons of water before going home as my hangover is nonexistent. The warm body on the sheets next to me hums in his sleep and I recognise the shock of red hair as Josh. So I guess we did end up at my place, I realise as the night comes back to me.
Josh's hand is wrapped around my midsection and his face rests near my shoulder. He looked peaceful in the morning light, and he was a perfect gentleman last night-just as he'd been when we went out a few months ago. But a small feeling in the pit of my stomach makes me feel uneasy. In another life, I could see Josh and I getting on but in this one, Josh couldn't be more than a friend. Because now that I've had my first night with another guy whilst aware of my feelings for Joe, things didn't sit right. Especially when it was his best mate I slept with.
Zoe and I became best friends in primary school and Joe and I got quite close as kids too. After a certain point, however, we drifted apart as he was always trying to annoy Zoe and I or play pranks on us when we were trying to hang out. He'd always have a cheeky comment to everything I said which led to many years of arguing. But before that, we got really close. I don't even think Zoe realised how close her brother and I used to be.
The thing was, I used to sleep over at the Sugg house a lot when my parents were going through a divorce and because I had nightmares I would sometimes leave Zoe asleep and sit in their living room for some fresh air. One night, I ran into Joe who was sneaking a midnight snack and we got to talking. And after that, every time I slept over, Joe would come down around midnight and we would stay up. He told me what was going on with him and I told him everything I couldn’t tell others. He gave shite advice, I smile thinking about it, but he was a great listener. We stopped after my parents divorced and I lived with my dad. And once I got my first boyfriend at 15. Joe and I argued a lot, he was always making fun of me for the things Zoe and I did, for the kinds of boys I dated. But I can barely believe we shared so much with one other at one point.
I remember the other big moment with Joe from when we were kids. Our senior dance Zoe and I both had dates. Mine was my boyfriend I was dating since Christmas but the night before the dance he broke up with me over IM and I was devastated. Joe, upon hearing what happened, wore his nicest shirt and took a rare shower and showed up in Zoe's room while she tried to coat my lashes in waterproof mascara. He said he could go with me and honestly, it was one of the best nights I had all year.
"Hey," Josh's sleepy voice wakes me from my trip down memory lane. He kisses me on my bare shoulder and brushes his thumb against my waist, sending butterflies to my stomach. "You're up."
"Yeah," I sigh. I turn to face him and we examine each other for a few moments before he speaks.
"I shouldn't feel guilty, I mean we've done this before we knew we-that we had Joe in common. You know it's not that what we have is bad. You're beautiful and amazing but I just feel guilty?"
I exhale a laugh, "I know exactly what you mean."
"I thought so, that look on your face earlier was pretty easy to read."
I stroke his face and he returns a sad smile. "I really do like you, I wish things didn't turn out like they did all this while ago."
"Me too," he sighs. "I actually really like you too. But I think we can be great friends don't you?"
"I do," I smile. "Friends with a rich history."
Josh opens his mouth wide while he laughs and it's contagious. "You have a thing for Joe don't you?" He asks once we quiet down.
"What?" I begin to build up a defence but I realise I'm laying mostly naked with his best friend and basically it's not like he was going to tell Joe about this particular moment. "Maybe, I'm not quite sure yet."
"You do!" Josh pokes me. "You're denying it to yourself. And Joe talks about you too often and now that I know you like him too-quite frankly I don't know why nothing's happened between you two."
"Ugh," I bury my face in the duvet. "I don't want it to be weird! He's always been Zoe's younger brother and I used to see him like that too! I'm just not sure-"
I'm cut off when my phone begins ringing. I lean over to check and see Joe's grade school picture staring up at me. Oh gods.
"That's Joe," I say panicked. "What do I do?"
"Is he here?" Josh scrambles to get up while remaining covered and I hold the phone in my hand like it's about to go off at any second. "Maybe he's just calling about last night? Pick it up."
I do as Josh says. "Hello?"
"Y/N jeez I've been buzzing up to your flat for ages are you just waking up?"
"Joe-uh-yeah I'm just waking." I look at Josh wide eyed and he deflates into the bed. We were going to be found out!
"Can I come up at least!"
"What are you doing here?" I manage to ask.
"I told you last night we would do something today to make up for it. Y/N you remember right? It's 1pm!"
"Right," I vaguely remember. I grab my robe and slip it on, walking out to the hall to buzz Joe in. "I'll see you in a bit."
"Shit Y/N!" Josh says when I come back into the room. "What do we do?"
"Okay," I run my fingers through my hair, I was really in deep. "You stay here in bed, don't show up. I'll sit Joe in the front and get ready in the bathroom. We'll leave and I'll text you when you're clear to go? He'll never have to know."
"Okay yeah," Josh agrees. "Just make sure to hide my things from the front."
Right, I place Josh's shoes in the closet and throw his jacket into the room with him just in time to hear Joe knocking.
"Oh, you really did get up." Joe comments when I open the door. I blush, in trying to clean up any evidence of Josh in the living room I forgot to look at myself in the mirror. When I catch my reflection, I burn with embarassment. My hair was a mess and I had remnants of top eyeliner on my cheekbones.
"You want anything?" I ask Joe as I grab a makeup wipe and take off last night's makeup.
"I'm good, late night?" Joe sits on the couch and watches me remove my makeup.
"Kind of. What did you wanna do today?"
"Thought we could grab lunch. Just hang out, I want to redeem my behaviour from yesterday so I'm even willing to go to one of those museums you loved to visit on school trips."
I laugh, I can't believe Joe remembered. "I haven't been to one in years Joe! I'd love that!"
"Yeah? Perfect! I just have to let Josh know I can't film with him and Mikey today then."
"Wait what?" I panic. Josh? Did he know or was I being paranoid.
"I was supposed to film with them today but I'll ask him to do it tomorrow. It's not a big deal."
"Oh, right!" I act casual but my heart is racing. "I'll just...get ready quick."
Just as I think we're in the clear, a phone goes off in the kitchen. But not my phone. The ring tone is distinct and it belongs to Josh's phone. I watch Joe's face go from confused to a realisation and then to a dark shade of angry. I stand frozen as Joe finally meets my eye.
"You went home with Josh," he says plainly.
"Well," I say but I have a hard time even explaining myself. Joe looks so upset and disappointed with me and it's like we're 10 and I've just told him the girl he has a crush in finds him weird.
"Hey," Josh shows up behind me. "Y/N your spare futon sucks. Oh hey Joe, didn't hear you come in." Josh puts on a whole one-man act as he goes searching for his phone. "Have you seen my phone I thought I heard the ring tone."
"In the kitchen," I manage to say. Joe looks between us with suspicion so I try to cover up. "Josh and I had a nice chat last night, catching up since we lost each other's numbers. I let him crash since it got so late."
Joe nods but I can tell he doesn't believe me. "Why haven't I got to sleep on your spare futon?" He asks and my heart sinks. He was testing the story, cheeky little Sugg.
"Trust me bro, you don't want to." Josh calls out. "You can try laying in it, you'll split your back."
I want to tape Josh's mouth shut. Why was he carrying on the story! "Maybe I will," Joe says as he gets up and walks past me to the guest room. I don't have time to find Josh and slap him across the face so I run after Joe. But when I get to the guest room, the guest bed is disheveled and a button up lays crumpled on the floor as does Josh's jacket. Wow, Youtubers really knew how to out on a prank and this one just saved our asses.
"This is solid like a rock," Joe says from the bed. He's relaxed again and I can tell he's bought the story but I want to cry from all the anxiety it caused me.
"It's not like I ever have people sleeping over." I joke.
"You should change that," Joe says and he gives me that look again. Like the one from last night where he means more than he's saying.
"Okay!" I clap my hands. "I'm getting ready-half an hour max!"
Joe groans, but he heads back to where Josh is. I apply my makeup with shaky hands.
Josh ends up joining us for lunch. When we get a moment alone while Joe finds his car, I yell at him for being so callous and then praise him for his quick thinking. And somehow, Josh and I are not awkward at all as we all hang together. We laugh and talk about things like we'd been friends all alone.
Josh leaves as we head to the museum and Joe decides he wants to see the popular paintings first. I take a few pictures of him and he forces me to take some too, making me promise I would update my Instagram.
We find ourselves walking along the river while the sun begins to set and it colours the sky in magnificent colours.
"Are sunsets as romantic as sunrises?" Joe asks.
"What?" I look at him, confused.
"From Zoe's place, the sunrise you said was romantic. Are sunsets just as romantic?"
"Oh," I laugh. "Sunsets are definitely more romantic in my opinion."
"Yeah?" Joe asks as he holds out his hand to me. I take it gently and he pulls me towards the railings where a bench lays. We sit on the bench, my hand in Joe's which rests in his lap. The sky begin to darken as the sun sinks lower but the sky remains a kaleidoscope of oranges and pinks.
"You're actually right," Joe finally says. "This is gorgeous and romantic."
"Yeah," I laugh. I glance at my hand still in his lap and my heart can't help but skip a beat. "Joe?" I get his attention. "How do you manage to do this?"
"Do what?" He lets go of my hand to face me. "What you mean?"
"I dunno," I say flustered. "You're generally-you rarely take anything seriously...but then you sit here with me and I experience such a serene moment with you watching this sunset. I don't think any boyfriend's ever made me feel this way. But you're just Joseph, y'know? But you're also...you're not. You've grown up and I barely noticed." I finish, my voice a whisper.
"I hope that's a good thing." Joe states.
"Yeah..." I pull out his contact information from my phone and try to counteract the tense moment I'd created. "But you're also this kid." I show him his half-lidded grade school photo I have for his contact.
"Y/N!" He tries to grab my phone but I snatch it away. "That's not funny I've already asked you to take it down!"
"Never," I cackle but when Joe threatens to use a horrible picture of me I pretend to agree. But there was no way I was actually doing it.
"So wait are you saying I'm mature?" Joe goes on.
"Okay I never said that," I tease. "But matured, yeah."
"Hm," he says and leans back with a thoughtful expression.
"Do you want to go back to mine?" I ask. What was I doing! My feelings were in a mess enough spending the whole day with him and now I was inviting him back? But a part of me just wanted to say 'f it' and kiss him already. I wanted this weird tension to be over, to confirm if he felt for me what I felt for him. And whether what I felt for him was legit.
"Do I get to sleepover on the rock solid bed?" He questions while we make our way back.
"My bed's pretty comfortable," I flirt. He stops in the middle of walking and stares at me, shocked.
"I can't believe you just said that."
"What? We've had sleepovers before," I say innocently.
"Right," Joe runs his hands through his locks and goes along with it. But I take note of the way he reacted just as I wanted him to.
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joeypottrs · 5 years
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i mean i didn’t think i’d be this invested in a youtuber in my twenties but goddamnit it if joe and dianne aren’t the cutest thing ever, ugh bless their little hearts.
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i’m so proud of our soft Boi
OUR SOFT BOI GOT HIMSELF A GIRL WHO IS JUST AS SOFT AS HIM 😻😭 and honestly this is the best part of 2018 if i’m being 1000% honest.
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honestly some of these gifs warm my heart
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i 100% blame them for my playlist choices now
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ewritesthangs · 5 years
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tis me, back again
Formally known as mommaesworld
so, hello my dudes. I am back from my sudden hiatus. I had been completely focused on this thing called college. it like trapped me into this vortex making me think it was soooooo important. in reality it was a trap to take the money i didnt have. but whatevs. I am back, ready to write. 
You may request anything. I write for pretty much everything I know of. Ask away my dudes!
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