#just going through a lot of stuff rn

[inkedreverie]

Just wanted to say my activity will probably be up and down. I had a bad flare up of HS. This has literally been the worst flare up I’ve had in years. It’s been draining my energy and also my creativity. I’m not ignoring any of you or the things you tag me in. I just don’t have a lot of energy right now.

#this goes for discord too #i promise im not ghosting anyone #just going through a lot of stuff rn #kera speaks.

[tevintersnakes]

back in the fallout pit, fortunately my art has improved since 2016 so I can draw doctors hanging out together somewhat effectively now

#fallout #arcade gannon #my art #posting here cos the relevant oc's rp blog isn't active anymore and my main rp blog rn is vtm stuff but this last week I've drawn him A LOT #as of March Dr. Antyllus is a 10 year old OC of mine! His fallout verse consumed me entire during 2016/2017 I did a lotta rp then! #know that despite using him as my player character in both NV and Fo4 I don't consider him the protag for either - he's just some guy #with his own set of antics going on I pinned on him #I just like playing through the game as him anyway and thinking up how he'd fit in and what his responses to stuff would be as a companion

[arvoze]

45m destressors

#pokemon #pokemon mystery dungeon #garganacl #lurantis #my art #roadblock #clove #i have a lot of. owed stuff to do im just. Going through it rn for particular reasons #anyways im glad i am very slowly getting used to drawing like this and not getting mad about it

[kirby-the-gorb]

#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #cats #I am trying to get my cat to associate wearing the harness with getting to go outside and smell things #cuz our other partner is gonna drive me and the cat home since neither she nor I should be put on planes if at all avoidable #so I'd like her to be able to get out of the car with us at rest stops and stretch her little beans and smell stuff #instead of just being in a car or a hotel room for like 3 days #so far she has been very good about not pulling or trying to escape #even when she does not agree with my decision to not walk through the landscaping in socks #(I didn't forget her tail she doesn't have one) #(I know it's after midnight everywhere as far west as NA rn so I do feel the need to clarify this is not a joke) #(I really did take my cat outside just before I drew this) #(there were a lot of slugs and they did not interest her at all)

[caramel-mocha-latte]

Hi hello!!! Sorry for the lack of posts recently, I've just been dealing with some pretty bad depression

And uhhh! I am currently unable to afford meds rn so I'm just gonna...

points at my $5 headshot commissions again

and even link my cashapp. Only $3 extra for a tiny on your shoulder now for my commissions! No charge for having a big hand patting your head or something cause it's actually easier to add than a tiny for me lol

https://ko-fi.com/mocha_latte/commissions

https://cash.app/$Astakoi

So uh.. if any of you want anything/just want to help me out, yeah I'd appreciate it a bunch!

Gonna try to get back into posting more art :> and do a few artfight things before the month ends

#hate to promo commissions or even ask for anything but uh... i am not super good without my meds and will not be paid until august 5th #some irl issues (one being my health lmao) + needing gas has me very broke rn though #commissions #donations #self promo #g/t #giant/tiny #g/t community #<- i still love drawing g/t stuff! #ooo i should draw tiny honkai star rail stuff- #anyway please feel free to commission g/t stuff! idm throwing a hand in the headshot somewhere or something to show size difference #wont get into detail on irl stuff so i understand if you guys dont want to donate anything!! and if you cant commission reblogging helps #not forced though #i do hate guilt trips a lot so im not gonna do that shit #my situation isnt life or death... worst comes to worst ill just get my meds when paid! #oh also going through some gender crisis stuff lol #anyway lol sorry for the tag ramble these posts make me nervous

[moeblob]

I remember one time on discord someone joined and I posted art in the art channel and she was like “oh you’re a fan of moeblob?” and I’m like. “I... I am moeblob” and then she was just so shocked she met the person behind the rare pairs and asked my opinions on a particular one. I remember a time on twitter someone made a tweet about “why does no one discuss Ferdinand/Felix” and someone replied like “there is a lone artist out there making content for them actually” and @ me.

Can I just retire and be known as the artist who draws everyone with freckles for Engage. It would draw far less attention probably (good! I’m shy!) and honestly is very pleasing to indulge in.

#moe talks a lot #can i have a freckle legacy can i just draw everyone from engage with freckles every time i draw them #can i do that?? is that allowed??? cause so many designs are already so good but what if Freckles..... #also im ngl while the attention for rare pairs has been like 99% positive I'm a little scared to draw ships for engage #i dont know if i wanna go through my rare pair legacy again #looks at my OG son and someone who doesn't have a support chain with him YET talks about him in another support chain #also this is possibly weird??? but like ? i see a unit in engage and immediately go into adoption mode #so as i am playing and stuff they are all my children so it feels a little weird to think of my kids romantically rn #i might move past that eventually but at this point in time i just find them all to be such good kids no matter the age #they are babies your honor and i will protect them

[poohbea]

Thank you to tiktok for introducing me to Badjhur (again) because holy fuck 😮‍💨🫠

#⊹ ⋆ﾟ꒰ఎ pooh’s rambling again ໒꒱ ⋆ﾟ⊹ #his COD audios just hit #the konig one OH MY GOODNESS #I’m listening to his ghost ones currently but I think I prefer his konig one better 👀 #I’m going through his whole soundgasm rn and lemme tell you THERE IS A LOT OF STUFF #my only critique would be that he does try a little hard to get that deep gruff voice at times but this is the one case I can look past it #cause these audios are really entertaining and the dialogue just be hitting #I recall in the past I said I didn’t like him but I think I’ve had my mind changed listening to some of his other stuff

[torchickentacos]

Okay, this is far above tumblr's paygrade but I genuinely need help on this and wanted to cast a wide net for people with different experiences to answer. tw for mentions of abuse (I'm fine, it's not for me) but I keep it very clinical and as light (wrong word but just. you know. as undisturbing) as this topic possibly can be. just a cut and dry kind of thing, no specifics for privacy, no specific descriptions of abusive actions or any of that. I almost went to reddit for this but ultimately reddit tends to front-page things with no input from op and tumblr has more of an anonymity and privacy that I want for this question.

I have a friend, 22ish, who has a bad family situation, we've been friends since high school. They regularly go months without answering in our 4 person HS group chat. This is normal, but concerning because they used to not be like this. It's been going on for a couple years now though. We'll hear from her once every couple months but it's gotten less and less frequent. We've discussed a wellness check, but can't guarantee her mother will not get mad at her for us sending it even though we have not been in contact at all and it was not requested. It's getting to be really concerning, though, as for a couple of minutes yesterday, friend flashed another friend in the chat her location. this is after MONTHS of no contact with us. no context was provided, and checking news reports in the area provided no news of anything. We haven't heard from her since and are thinking it was an accidental butt dial kind of thing, but it's still weighing on me. I know rationally there is nothing I can do. I could take her into my house but she won't answer texts or tell us anything. Our hands are tied, as getting law enforcement involved is a serious step to take (yes, acab, but this is a really specific situation and for her safety we're considering every option available, even the pigpen- she's very white passing and we did take that into consideration since wellness checks for racial minorities tend to go far more poorly due to systemic racism) and I cannot guarantee her safety afterwards if her mother was to take the wellness check out on her. I cannot text and ask anything specific because she won't answer and we never want her mom to be suspicious.

Ultimately, I think there's nothing I can do. She refuses to text us if she even has access to her phone, I have no idea if she's going back to another state miles and miles away for school in the fall, if she's still working or in college or ANYTHING, I have had no contact or context for such a long time now that there's no way to make an educated decision. I think I have to just wait until we hear from her, which could be months and months and months. But if anyone here has been in a similar situation, please tell me what you did. I hate coming to fucking TUMBLR for such a pressing issue but again, I want a wide net of opinions and experiences for this, as I'm entirely lost.

#one of the many reasons i've been out a lot lately. #just... a lot going on. kind of everyone in my life has a crisis of some sort right now #and it's all a bit on my shoulders #i'm kind of balancing everyone's stuff and trying to be there for a lot of people and i'm neglecting my own stuff rn #and neglecting some friendships. that includes a few of you and i hope this kind of contextualizes that #namely neglecting my social life but once i get. you know. the Issues under control i'll try to be less absent. #but right now it's just. family friends acquaintances school EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE #and i have to find a way to be okay through all of it which is taking a lot out of me right now #it's the dog in the house on fire meme. this is fine :)))))))) i'm fine :))))))))))))))

[arikot27]

I keep acidentaly refering to mr Azul Ashengrotto as "Azulin" and I'm like - Ah yes, my favorite part of book 3 was when he brutaly murdered his brother cain and abel style and than procesed to start eating alive a horse

#twisted wonderland #azul ashengrotto #ari says stuff #i would say “watch unicorn wars rn” #but you should really look up the content warnings first just to be save #dont get me wrong its a fucking great movie #but it is A LOT #shout out to teddy bears going through the horrors of war

[waywardsalt]

i made this a few months ago for a discord and i figured i might as well share it here too

#loz #legend of zelda #phantom hourglass #bellum #bellum is kind of a nothing villain but i like him #this image is basically the framework for how i write bellum's relationship with linebeck a lot of the time #the severity and seriousness of 'ruined your life' varies between aus n shit #ironically post-ph is one of the ones where 'ruined your life' is a bit hyperbolic #im in a talkative mood rn so im gonna have a little tag tangent going on #bellum is fun and like with this image you can take him many different ways depending on your own tastes and readings n stuff #recently i pinpointed some character i mightve accidentally based my take of bellum on and it escapes me rn #but i like to have him come off as a sort of brash young god sort of thing whos been very gung-ho about what hes been created to do and #represent and ive def leaned into him acting differently in different aus but backing it up with the idea that. hes immortal and thinks its #fun to try different things hwne he earnestly interacts with and among mortals. like in my crimson king au (the uh. one where he has a #homoerotic relationship with linebeck) his purpose behind masquerading as human and settling for a decidedly slower and more complicated #method of obtaining food and taking control is because he wants to challenge himself after years of just smashing through and taking what h #wants and because hes more interested in the more minute details of mortal interaction and how he could play along for a while #hes a bit more... whimsical? laid-back? something for the most part with linebeck because he's used to being a fuckin demonic god whos #mostly just playing around and not making attachments bc fuck it if he gets bored he can just eat these people and this one guy gets his #mercy and support because he's interesting and useful as a tool (and eventually as a source of genuine friendship. a common theme i seem to #have with bellum [perhaps as an accidental parallel or smth to the spirits n oshus] is him stumbling into finally understanding why #relationships are worth it? like a lot of the time his interactions with linebeck give him a new understanding of humans and he learns to #care about linebeck despite starting off seeing him as just an interested subject to watch or tinker with idk how to describe it #like in post-ph [ig post ph spoilers] as the fourth member of the main cast his main arc is abt kinda being forced to mingle with mortals #and ends up really caring and supporting these people and considering his own role and place in the world after kind of isolating and #surrounding himself with effectively a literal hivemind and loyal monsters and just reacting to outside forces with the intent to consume #and eradicate all danger so ig theres some parallel with linebeck too? bellum is a work in progress he's kinda a weird oc at this point? #when does an existing character stop being that and starts becoming an oc idk. its a weird line here bc bellum has minimal characterization #) anyways. funny meme or whatever. the discord seemed to like it im not used to sharing memes or whatever. #my post

[mysticwiki]

i wonder when things will actually start looking up for me. i wonder when it'll be my turn

#mari speaks #i did not have a very good week and today really topped it off for being the worst day #i just want things to be okay rn #so much uncertainty....... idk when it'll ever end lol #i wont go into full deets btw so i apologize for the vagueness #but between uh. bad mental health and my sprained ankle and also family stuff #i'm just going through a lot and it'd be nice if things could stop for a while!

[crescentfool]

hello everyone! now that team picking is out i wanted to say that i am participating in artfight for the first time this year on team werewolves! (its the color blue. i love the color blue.)

you can find my profile here! https://artfight.net/~crescentfool

#lizzy speaks #lizzy does art #<- sort of! because the art on the left is new LOL #im very excited though! i've wanted a chance to draw more splatoon related stuff and i think art fight would be a great way to- #discover other peoples ocs. i mostly just want the additional practice idrc if i dont get attacked back or w/e #i feel kinda bad bc i wanted to focus on making stickers but then artfight came up so.. im shifting my goals 4 now lol #after artfight though.. nothing can stop me #art is a bit weird for me rn just because i've gotten such a huge surge of motivation back at the start of this month- #but at the same time there's a lot of projects and things i want to do that im like... uh how do One Commit #so im trying my best to take it one thing at a time!!! and i hope you all who are doing art stuff feel at peace with your process #also i feel like this should go w/o saying but i am not guaranteed to attack back but yknow #in my head im gonna do So Many Cool things for artfight but also a part of me knows i might just take a break to draw fan art n thats fine! #anyway bye i cant believe we're halfway through the year! can you believe it? yeah! me neither! explosion!

[louismygf]

girls when they just finished watching aotv

#ok this is my review #i didnt 'just finished watching' but u get it wtv #louis tomlinson #all of those voices #ok unless u wanna b spoiled u need to get off these tags rn! #i honestly thought there'd be more of the songwriting producing planning and bts footage of him working on his music #like i thought that'd be the main focus #more..... artistry and musicianship things yk? this thought made me want a behind the album doc so bad djfjf #but i do get it bc he set touring up as his ultimate goal as a solo artist. he said early on how it's his fave part in onedee #now im not saying touring ≠ artistry bc duh going on tour is fundamental for artists and for some like louis- it's what they love most #anyw thats just me. a behind the album doc could easily fix this. kinda my fault for expecting a whole different narrative hahshdj #OKAY BUT ANYWAY the first half was jam-packed with lots of feelings. heart rending gut wenching soul crushing stuff #it was so emotional i was with my sister and i didnt wanna cry beside her but i just couldnt help it 😭 #him and his family talking in depth about their loss felt gutteral. strong family... about his mom and about felicite #hm yeah </3 mmkay thats a wrap we dont need me sobbing again thinking about this family #so about the touring!! we see him struggling to find his feet to perform confidently through the years #yk... last 1d performance in xfuk. jho for xfuk. ultra fest too i think? ...ccme. telehit. scala... 2 walls tour (2020) shows in spain #aotv spoilers #its actually insane how massive his insecurities became during and post 1d 😭 #bro was acting small roles as a child. was 'popular' in school. lead singer in a cover band. main lead in grease & auditioned for xfactor #and post 1d??? man didnt know what to do with himself. it's sooo!!!!!!!! #it's evil actually leave that man's poor confidence alone! 😭 #the doc ended beautifully :> showing scenes of his show in milan. 30k+ people. ONLY there for louis! #by this point hes built up enough confidence to perform btm live for the first time!!!!! hard song to sing and he smashed it 🥹 #the title truly encapsulates everything huh. voices in his head. voices of industry ppl whispering in his ear. voices of criticism. and #voices of fans cheering and singing his songs #cathartic ending 🫶🏼 loved aotv!!! when btm played girl you Know i was gone 😭 #loved that he included the fitf uk no.1 too!!! it's a pretty little bow to this wonderful gift #i would Love to add more but i reached 30 tags LMAOOO yk what maybe i'll rb this with more tags😭💀 #louis u deserve the world the moon the stars entire planets and all the galaxies 🫂 mwuah

[jocelynships]

I totally didn’t cry over the fact the X-Men aren’t real last night before bed haha who does that

It’s me. I do that.

#in my defense this has been such a shit week at work #and I’m like. barely hanging on with everything rn #I gotta get through today but idk if I have the strength #and I just want my family rn #rewatching WAXTM and then X-Men 97 finally coming out just. reminded me how much I love these guys #and god infucking missed them #however it just reminds me how much it hurts that they aren’t real tho #anyways I was gonna go hang out in the parks tomorrow but uh #out of state spring breakers are coming #so it’s probably gonna be too busy #and I’m just physically and mentally exhausted #I think I’m just gonna stay home and work on commissions #to the people I owe art I promise it’s coming I’m working on things a lot slower than I’d like #and I feel terrible about it tbh #work has just been sucking me dry and I have no energy #I haven’t even been drawing for myself #anyways. I promise I’m working on stuff I just need actual energy and not to sleep all fucking day

[quirkle2]

miscellaneous stuff i didn't manage to finish before the year ends. maybe next year !

#qktalks #qkdraws #these r ok to put in the art tag methinks . i don't hate any of the them so GVEAYVI #drew those wolf ones right after i watched the bad guys. wolf was my favorite ofc <3 #was Aiming to do another series of lu panel redraws when i made that four one . as u can see i did not go thru w that <3 GVYEGAIV #the sketch layer of that tails one was drawn with a mouse in ms paint but i decided to try and finish it in procreate #mayhaps sonic prime has rekindled my love for tails.... finishing that one is very tempting rn #im genuinely so sad i haven't finished the wars one #but that style of shading requires a lot of energy and that is smth i haven't had lately GVIYEAGVU #oh well . it's always there when i feel like workin on it #tw blood #blood tw #blood #<- for the wars pic just in case #feels a bit unfair to tag these characters #cuz people going through the tails tag don't necessarily want bad guys and loz stuff </3 #they're just sketches anyway. woe misc art be upon ye (my followers)

[girlpog]

I wish I could sleep in a giant bed with all the people I love.

#thinking of how much my friends love me despite how much I hate myself is really helping me power through some depression rn #I just want to hug everyone and be around everyone all the time #this is gonna be a good weekend. I’m doing a lot of fun stuff with my friends. i think my life is going to be ok #textpost #me!