#kinda busy atm

[rebouks]

Faves of 2023..

Picked some of my fave story screenies for each month of the year! I think we've definitely been through a lot 😳 ty for the tag @thebramblewood n' prolly someone else I've forgotten <33

January: What have you done..?!

February: Robin blesses us all with his arrival 😭

March: Sad boi hours with Wyatt..

April: Oscar will never grow up!

May: Oscar and Cookie officially become Oskie and Somnium ended 🥺

June: We moved on to a new story, Forever in Between, and Oscar bought a haunted? house on a whim..

July: Oscar and Robin have the best relationship 🤧

August: Tilda & Triss pissed us all off by NOT kissing 😒

September: Brynn took Wyatt on a lil adventure! ❄

October: Brynn told Wyatt her story and they exchanged ily's 🥰

November: Wyatt kicked Gael in the chops 🤩

December: Wyatt.exe stopped working...

Ahhhh we've come so far, and we've almost reached the end of the first arc of Forever in Between! Thanks to everyone who sticks around for my pixels and/or my bullshit.. ily all very much 🥰🤗

I shall tag.. @wolfavens @zosa95 @lynzishell @softpine @peonypyxels @jarakio and uhhh.. my mind is blank but pls ignore if you've already done this and pls also say i tagged you if you want!! super fun looking back over the year 🤭

Some bonus non-story posts I rlly still like too, both glimpses of older Robin...

#ts4 #sims 4 #the sims 4 #simblr #ahhhh we've seen a lot this year! #still can't believe we started fib in JUNE! #i got majorly sidetracked by Wyatt as u can see #lmaooo #sdkjsk #worth it tho.. loved his lil arc #will be wrapping up soon then it's timeskip tiiiime woo!! #i also will probs take a break but i'll still be posting bullshit u kno.. maybe not as frequent idk #kinda busy atm #>.< #twgun

[rcharsals]

i haven't seen the new s/pooky m/onth yet, is there streber content

#º ✧ 。––– out . #just rip the band aid before i watch #i might wait until later tho #kinda busy atm

[fishbloc]

did a lil profile for farmer grian

#since im a bit too busy to do more edits atm... #base template by Iantos on FA (yeah.) #grian #hermitcraft #desert duo #not tagging scar but he is kinda there. yeah... #咸鱼.jpg #dd stardew au

[shower-phantom-ideas]

Jazz becoming the next big Gothem villain is such a solid concept. Theres so much to explore.

She targets corrupt mental institutions. Corrupt companies who destroy their workers state of mind so they wont quit. She attacks landlords who make it impossible for people to live comfortably.

She is the staple anti-hero of anyone struggling to get back on their feet. People should have to work three jobs just to afford a crappy one bedroom, no utilities, half bath, in crime alley apartment, with a roommate.

Shelters should be aiming to gain a profit instead of using the donations to support others.

She is tired of these big name heros leaving children to clean up messes. She has watcher her own brother wither away to a shell of his former self trying to make a change and she is sick of it. Hell she herself is a child but if this is what it takes, then this is what it takes.

Enter from the left The Manipulator™️

Feared by all corrupt. People think she has mind control or something. When she targets someone they make almost a full 180 in their ways. “She will do anything to get her way or to make people into what she thinks they should be. And she mist be stopped” cries big business.

In reality she is the worlds best damn psychiatrist ever to be known. She doesn’t force anyone to change but gives them the choice to be better. To see how much more they can be. And it terrifies them. Helps them find themselves again and to move past their troubling pasts. No force and no mind control. No manipulating. No one but those who she has helped know the truth but when they tell the truth it only fuels the fire of her being controlling.

Theres one thing also fuelling the flames of mind control. Thats the fact that every single major hero to go after her can’t. Any who approach her find themselves no long near her. Superman just wants to talk, well she doesn’t, and he is then back in his city?!? Batman is stalking her to figure out how to deal with her but once he gets too close he suddenly finds himself in the batcave?

At first they think it’s teleportation but time is passing? Theres video feed and tracking of no they just went back themselves. No response from them the whole trip. As if possessed. (Lmao it’s just good brother danny pranking his sis a little by making her seem all powerful but also protecting her anyway he can. Or could be Dan instead)

#danny phantom #dp x dc #dpxdc #jazz fenton #manipulator? I hardly know her hehehehehehe these jokes are peak for me atm #jazz snaps and does some changing of the world #vlad is funding her because hes scared of her #no good tags today boiz I gotta call my mom and the hot water is gonw #yes yes I know I know I said I hate my mother but I am a good boi and will bring her lunch today so she eats #plus my sistet never leaves the house so im offering to take her too so maybe she can get some sun light #oh I got a promotion at work too btw #not the one I wanted but meh it’s something right? #gonna be working mon-fri 10hour shifts so ill be a bit busy sorry #got a catboi danny post in the drafts for you later though so u wont starve I guess #who am I kidding plenty of dpxdc posters for yall I aint gotta be worried #oof that makes me sad kinda so im a dip

[duckmessiah]

I just wanted to let you know your latest dirkjake post… oogh im the one who aked and. I set it to my phone wallpaper and showed it to all my friends and jm going. To get a poster of it. Because its just that cool.

^how you look saying that but seriously i'm very glad to hear this. i enjoyed making that one so i'm happy with how it turned out and yeah go ahead get a poster. maybe print it on a bed sheet and wrap yourself with it. hell print it out on a curtain put it on your window so that everyone can see from the street too. get it printed on a cake and eat it. do whatever you want my dude

#just don't sell it ok... #i have some other asks waiting there but i'm kinda busy atm so i'll probably draw them next year. sorry #idk if i should have even answered this one but i already spent my time drawing/typing so whatever #merry yaoimas and happy new yuri in advance

[dantelionwishes]

and they lived happily ever after, the end!

#gk #golden kamuy #koitsuki #koito otonoshin #hajime tsukishima #im actually reusing this piece i used last year on the exact date of the older koitsuki event day (?) of the jp fandom #and just changed the bg cos it was sooo ugly before LOL #lionhe(art) #im super busy with irl things at the moment and its really sucking the life out of me #very sorry for the inactivity !!!!! IM EXTREMELY OFFLINE ATM #real life is very much needing my attention time and energy #kind of in a bad way but unfortunately there is no way out for me rn so im gna have tooooo sorta kinda deal with it!! ANYWAY SORRY FOR THE #RANDOM RANT BUT YEAH ENJOY SOME OLD KOITSUKI

[silvermun]

the biggest miracle is the way i still remember how to draw the satbk armour from memory

#i havent been drawing sonic in a while because of how busy i am so i'm genuinely shocked LMAO #kinda in my feels about the boys™️ but i can't really draw it out atm which sucks 🥲

[blue-bird-lamentation]

Some doodles

#yosuke hanamura #persona 4 #a souyo doodle too #yosuke with eikichi outfit and style #and Junpei (zero escape) and Yosuke outfit swap #i hadn't posted these here yet #i was hoping to finish some of these first but... kinda busy atm 🥲 and ...before i forget to post them here they are #my drawings #i really like drawing characters in different outfits and poses

[ashmp3]

making a new workout split and drinking nettle tea and queueing stuff... Normal girl. My gym changed the work time and its making me suicidal but its the only close-only women gym near me so i will have to suck it up before i think of another activity... i saw there is flying yoga near me but the classes are always full boooo they hate my ass but also i love being good at everything so its good to weight lift before trying to enroll again

#i havent been working out in a while bc things happened but i am kinda always muscular and lean hashtag aries rising. but i have new goals #which are kinda polarizing so idk if i will be able to do it but whateva also when i say i havent been working out i mean in the gym #and i miss weight lifting i do shurrrrrrrggggggg #you know when u feel urself getting agitated at the smallest things like depression is at the bay kind of feeling i feel that atm #so ill have to figure it out im too busy for this right now Please #tt #on a positive note my nails are getting long again #me trying to be positive well take it

[rebouks]

Having read/reread Somnium this past week/two-ish... I have some theories about Wyatt.

Every character we create has a bit of us, our experiences, and our biases. On that same note, I think every persona Wyatt has projected contained a bit of truth, but also a fair bit of fabrication. Of all the characters in Somnium, I think he had the worst childhood. It's really a miracle he's alive and not completely batshit crazy. And it's understandable why he learned to shut down emotions from a tiny age.

But Wyatt is AND isn't who we've seen. That nerdy, awkward doofus Courtney got to know, there a bit of truth there. But he exaggerated it for her. The absolute psycho that everyone shied away from... There's a bit of truth there, but I think also a fair amount of embellishment. If you're gonna be surrounded by homicidal thugs, then by all means, be the craziest one in the room. The one person that everyone is wary of. When he had his years alone in Mt. Komo (aka his purgatory), it was the first time his survival didn't depend on acting FOR someone else. He could just BE.

Wyatt says he isn't wired right and that he's emotionally faulty. But is he really as bad off as he thinks or is that what he's always been told? Obviously empathy is not his strong suit, but we've seen him: jealous/envious (others' relationships), selfless (letting Darien & Brynn go), appreciative (Oscar's help), petrified (to the point of throwing up), kind (to Ichiro, Mayo, and Brynn), and managed to (while sweating) mumble an ILY. All of which are normal emotions. He tried to make amends where he could. He adopted a cat ffs. A street cat that now has the poshest looking cat bed I've seen lol And the last time he choked someone was out of passion and (somewhat righteous) anger, not emotionless calculation.

I think who Wyatt was (and thought he was) is fading away, however damaged his past left him. I don't think he'll ever be a soft guy/touch to the world at large. Only a select few will be privy to that side if him. But I think his true nature is finally being revealed. Or am I reading him wrong? Enlighten me, Becca!

Ohhh you've read him remarkably well indeed! I truly love Wyatt's character, he's so complex and he really did have a nasty childhood.. on the surface I'm sure it looked like he had everything he ever wanted, but that's faaar from the truth.

I think he's only just realised that he's not actually a psychopath at all, he just kinda learnt how to be one as a coping mechanism when he was very young, so young that it almost seemed like reality in the end, even to other people! (There's a reason it seemed so genuine ⚆_⚆) I suppose in a way he lied to himself for so long it became reality. Ask Bruno.. he's still convinced he's a psycho! 😅

I rlly think smth shifted the moment he became suspicious of Oscar tho, and whilst at first he was intent on protecting the "family" and doing the "right" thing, the more he thought about it, the more he realised how done he was. No one listened to him, no one respected him, but he knew he was right! It was like he realised he'd never progressed from being a small child, pushed out of the way and ignored, even when they're begging to tell you something important! Arturo wasn't interested, so instead.. he had to pay. Wyatt didn't want to be loyal to him anymore! At the time, he didn't help Oscar n' co. just to do the right thing, he wanted to fuck his father over more than anything, so.. still pretty self-serving in a way but he's had a loooot of time to think since then and it's been so intriguing watching the slow shift in his mindset.

He's everything he's ever been, pretended to be and everything he never was, all bundled up into a ball that he buried deep inside; only when he was free did it all start to unravel.

I adore the examples of humanity you've picked up on tho, all those tiny hints we got that maybe he's not completely devoid of emotion after all... He's still Wyatt, but he's also Kaito too.. he's intelligent, he CAN be kind - to the right people, tho he definitely struggles with empathy - he's jealous, possessive, ambitious, confident, not confident at all 😆 he doesn't know, actually.. maybe we should check back in on him in a little while lmao

Hurray for the truly grey man!

Also.. I kinda started putting together a lil timeline of posts/moments that I thought were pivotal to his slow lil journey but this is long af as is so I'll work on that and post it separately 👀

#ranswers #ts4 #fib extras #fib asks #wyatt #oooooooooh #<333 #big love for this ask.. you're so on point with this omg #he's deffo our most damaged of goods #lmao #i think the second worst childhood award goes to cookie tho.. oof #also.. in case u didn't know but the last post was the end of this arc and i'm technically on a break rn! #doing a lot of setup behind the scenes tho u know how it is #👀 #i wanna do a lil timeline of wyatt's journey tho cos it's INCHRESTING #and i wanna do a lil wrap up of this arc too #kinda busy atm tho so bear with #<3

[cutechan555]

Psssst..

PSssst...

You can ask/talk about the brain surgery AU (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)

#it would help me a bit to expand it #and draw more fanart for it too lmao #kinda busy atm so can't post art rn sorry #Pizza tower #brain surgery au #CC talk

[udon-udon]

in other news, the atmosphere around life has just been really odd and uneasy, it's really weird

work is just a hot mess cause management sucks and my senior is Not Happy at all in both personal life and work life so seeing her so down all the time worries me and stuff and she's this close to leaving, which would not be good for me i do not want that. I also want to ask for a raise but idk how to lol

home is.... well idk i think that's the biggest thing rn, grandpa's getting real old and he's beginning to get.... a little loopy. apparently to him theres this old friend/acquaintance/family friend of his that keeps telling him things in his mind or in his dream of some sort and he's doing all this weird (but luckily relatively harmless) stuff and it Worries me A Lot. Mom is also out of the country rn on a month long trip so it's just me and my dad holding down the fort, (along with my brother but he doesnt do jack shit), and when dad's at work, it's just me my bro and grandpa at home and I'm worried af cause I'm the one that has to be responsible for anything that happens, and man its just sad to see grandpa like this and i know its inevitable cause of old age, but damn.

personal life is well, very busy rn cause im stressing over trying to finish the VN on time but theres still so much left to do. Me being really busy is helping me (or it could be harming me?) ignore all my current personal problems but since the bulk of the VN is done and things are slowing down (not really but defs less intense than pumping out 5 art pieces in 12 days), I'm beginning to regain the conscience of thinking about things again (aka sad thots) which suck, and I think the work and home environment is not making it any better at all :\

it just feels very weird and uneasy rn and i don't really know what's going on and idk what to do;;;

#personal #long time no life update i guess #i think the lack of having a support system at this time is kind of bad too #but i dont really have a group of friends i talk to every day anymore and i might DM some people from time to time but its been very quiet #quiet lately so like i have more time to think about thoughts i shouldnt think about :)))) #true the vn is keeping me busy too but at the same time i feel like my mental health is kind of deteriorating atm #i feel like IM starting to get loopy and im kinda afraid lol

[asqueerasmagnusbane]

If I wrote a self indulgent fic where I plunked izzy into the nbc Hannibal universe would anybody read that?

#keep in mind it takes me 2-3 business years to actually post anything if I ever do #and I have like 10 other fic wips atm #I’m kinda just throwing this out there in case someone else wants to write something or hear my ideas about the story though #izzy hands

[fissions-chips]

why do teeth have to be so annoying. why. why are you hurting for no reason we JUST did this two months ago.

#I’m being a whiny baby rn I’m fine but I can’t believe I’m going back again!! that’s four times in two months!! that’s a lot more than #- average!! and over one freaking filling! #odds are I have simply bruised this one too and that’s what I’m hoping and praying has happened but. ah. #pls let the dentist be nice. i think 90% of the current anxiety stems from the one-before-last explaining NOTHING of what was going on and #- kinda rushing me through. like I know they’re busy but it’s my TEETH and mouth can you pls explain what you’re counting and why it’s ‘not #- good’. #ah. #delete later #i apologize for coming on here and rambling sometimes about these stressors but I don’t have any other outlet atm.

[cassmouse]

Okay I finished Paradise Rot last night and... What the actual bloody fuck

What on earth was that absolute fever dream I just consumed

I will never be able to see mould or rotting fruit or mushrooms in the same way ever again

I absolutely have to reread it soon because I swear I'm only half understanding this ending

What a fucking TRIP it was so fucking weird but I enjoyed it

#I don't think I entirely understood the ending?? #but I also think that was kinda the point?? #idk I feel like I'm very mentally busy ATM so maybe I didn't choose the best time to read this book #because I'm not completely picking up on everything at the end I don't THINK but I do have my own theory and stuff lmaoo #it was #an interesting read?? #a... Weird read?? #I mean weird doesn't do it justice #'what the fuck did I just consume' does it justice #'I will never be the same' does it justice #because WHAT #will definitely be rereading this shit soon I mean jesus christ #anyway #how do people come up with this stuff lmao #what an... Experience??????? Felt like a bad drug trip by the end?? #cass thinks ab stuff #paradise rot #jenny hval

[yohankang]

i am so so behind with work and i'm taking wednesday, thursday and friday off which means i need to to do it all tomorrow haha kill meeeee

#also i fucked up big time today. again. and i didn't tell anybody but i will definitely need to do it tomorrow #god i just want it to be over. only 6 working days left but it feels like forever #on the other hand i still don't have a new job :))) so i'm kinda uhhhh anxious #by kinda i mean i literally can't sleep at night asfghjhg #i'm going home on thursday and we're going to have a big family party on the weekend and everyone is going to ask me abt it #so on one hand i can't wait to go home. maybe i'll go to the beach <3 on the other hand... coming home also makes me anxious lol i'm a mess #but!!! i also have some positive news #i got into this uni program which is like. super interesting to me. and it starts in 2 days!! #and also i officially joined a political party lol so i'm going to be busy with local elections for the next 2 months #which is a good thing!! things like that give me energy boost #so i'm a nervous wreck atm but also. i know good things are coming #k.txt