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hi lauren! congrats on your milestone! may I request “shy kiss” with andrei svechnikov? 🥹🫶🏼

Shy Kiss – Andrei Svechnikov

Words: 606

Thank you for requesting this one for Svech, Tiff! I had a lot of fun writing it.

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“So this is me.”

You stopped walking, pausing out of your apartment door, smiling up at the guy in front of you. This was your third date with Andrei Svechnikov, and after an amazing dinner date, he’d insisting on walking you safely home, almost making you swoon at his gentlemanly nature. The two of you had walked hand in hand, Andrei looking bashful almost as he threaded your fingers together, and as you walked, the conversation continued to flow as it had all night.

But now you were home, and the night had to end, as much as you didn’t want it to.

“I had a really good night. Thank you for letting me take you out again,” Andrei said sweetly, shifting his hold on your hand so that your fingers were twisted now that you were facing each other.

“Thank you for asking me out again. I had a really good time too,” you replied, feeling heat dance across your cheeks.

It felt like some kind of dream, or an old romantic movie, the way he acted around you and the way he treated you like you were something precious. You’d never dated anyone like this, that was for sure.

“Maybe we can do this again, yes?” he suggested.

Like you would’ve said no.

“I’d like that,” you nodded, not needing to think about it in the slightest.

His small sweet smile spread into a wide happy grin, making butterflies erupt in your stomach. How can one guy be this cute?

Then his grin turned into something a little nervous, a little hopeful, and he took both of your hands in his and squeezed gently.

“Could I, maybe uh, could I kiss you?”

Your heart felt like it skipped a beat as his shy question rushed through you, but you didn’t hesitate in nodding, the relief spreading through his face. Did he really think you were going to say no? Why would you say no?

Andrei leaned down slowly, clearly giving you chance to stop him, until his nose bumped yours and he shot upright, a frantic blush racing across his face.

“That was not…I didn’t mean…I, um…”

He trailed off, groaning in embarrassment, and you couldn’t help but laugh at the situation. He was usually so smooth and charming – what was throwing him off now? Of all the things to be nervous about, you hadn’t thought that kissing you would be at the top of his list. But somehow it was endearing – this big strong guy who regularly threw his body around for his job was nervous about a goodnight kiss?

“Do you want to try again?” you asked, trying not to tease.

“I get a second chance?” he asked, astounded yet still hopeful.

You just nodded, trying not to seem too eager, and this time Andrei released one of your hand to cup your face, guiding himself to kiss you properly. This time, his lips lightly touched yours, and you found yourself inhaling sharply, leaning into his touch as he continued the shy embrace, keeping his kisses short and soft and sweet. Sweet, just like him. Eventually, just as your head started to spin, Andrei pulled away, eyes wide and cheeks flushed as he stood upright once more.

“Wow,” he said happily, still seemingly in a bit of a trance, making you giggle.

“Goodnight, Andrei. Call me when you get home?” you asked.

“I will. Goodnight solnyshko,” he said, smile shy all over again.

He squeezed your hand one last time before he dropped it and started walking away, leaving you to smile like a giddy schoolgirl as you opened your front door.

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𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

Writing Requests are open! you can request here, I will write for pretty much any women. I mainly write for fem/nonb perspectives. I'll write for anything, just lmk!

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𝗝𝗲𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗢𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗴𝗮

Best Birthday Ever (wlw) 1.7k words ⤷part 1

⤷part 2

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𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐄𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡

Ethereal Billie Eilish x fem!reader 2.2k+ words

Lullabies Billie Eilish x gn!reader 1.1k words

𝐀𝐮𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐲 𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐳𝐚

Backshots g!p aubrey plaza x fem!reader 1.5k

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𝐃𝐚𝐲 𝟒: 𝐆𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐮 + 𝐃𝐫𝐲 𝐇𝐮𝐦𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠

pairing: gorou x f!reader

warnings: smut, dry humping, gorou is horny and desperate

tea’s note: day 4 down, sorry this is a lil late hehe, look forward to lauren’s fic tomorrow: kenma + cockwarming, but for now enjoy <3

wc: 1.5k

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Sometimes, after a long day of being a dedicated general, Gorou returns home to you incredibly impatient and needy. He barrels through the door, tail swishing eagerly behind him as his ears twitch trying to locate the sound of you. 

He hears the sound of pots and pans colliding to create the harmonious sounds of dinner being prepared. He stalks towards the kitchen, an eager smile on his face when he finally spots you by the wash basin. You flinch when you run your finger under the scorching water, rinsing a plate and blissfully unaware of your boyfriend sneaking up behind you. 

You jump when you feel two arms wrap themselves around you from behind and warm lips latch onto your neck. 

“Oh hi, honey. Welcome back,” you continue washing the dishes. “How was work?”

You can feel the yearning roll off him in waves as his wandering hands make quick work of pulling off your shirt. 

“Work was fine. Fuck, need you right now, baby,” Gorou brushes off your question and hisses against the delicate skin of your neck, occasionally nipping at it with his canines. 

He rips his gloves off, basking in the soft feeling of your breasts as he kneads them fervently. His fingers run over your nipples and they pebble from his touch as well as the cold air. An airy gasp escapes you as you fumble with the plates, water sloshing onto your torso as Gorou grinds into you. You press your hips back subconsciously, feeling a prominent bulge in his pants. 

“Ahh, love, what got you so worked up today?” you ask breathily. Already your chest is heaving from your sensitive buds being played with so much, and the water that splashed on your stomach is turning cold, leaving your exposed front hyper sensitive. One of Gorou’s hands gropes you harshly while the other snakes down to the waistband of your panties. 

“Just thinking about how pretty you are waiting patiently for me to come back and stretch you out,” Gorou growls. He rubs two fingers over your clit through your panties, thoroughly drenching the thin fabric. You squirm in his hold, grabbing onto the sides of the basin for stability. As you writhe, your hips unintentionally buck back against Gorou’s, adding to the much needed friction he’s urgently seeking. The tightness of his pants restricting his throbbing cock is getting uncomfortable and he needs to release it. Preferably inside you. 

“Archons, please!” you cry, walls tightening around nothing at the thought of him filling you up. Gorou flips you over and picks you up, laying you across the dining table. He rips off your panties with an amount of force you’ve only witnessed on the battlefield. He slots himself between your thighs and you automatically wrap your legs around his hips, pulling him snug against you as you grind your slick cunt over him. Gorou smashes his lips onto yours, pushing his tongue past your lips to explore your mouth. His hands run over your body, stopping to squeeze and pinch your tits while he rocks his hips against yours. 

You whine his name, nails biting into his back, as you claw at him. With his mind hazy, inundated with thoughts of you and only you, he clamps a hand over your mouth. You know you’re being too loud but you can’t bring yourself to care. The heavy drag of Gorou’s girth along your folds empties your mind distracting you completely, and filling it instead with the thought of what he would feel like inside you. Your grip on him tightens as do your walls, and you feel so empty.

He groans into your shoulder as his tip catches on your clit before he’s ramming his hips at that same angle to recreate the feeling. The friction leaves your legs weak but invigorates Gorou somehow even more. As his stamina gets replenished, so too does his desperation. The quick pace of his thrusts spreads your juices across both of your torsos, flooding his keen nose with the scent of your arousal. 

You feel Gorou lick his lips and hear the smacking of his tongue as if he’s salivating over something delicious. If you were any more aware, you would have asked him why, but instead you remained plastered against his chest, as he panted above you. His nails bite into you to keep you still and you feel the swish of air as his tail wags wildly behind him. 

He looks down at your wrecked features for a moment, before he has to tear his gaze away. “You’re too pretty, baby, gonna make me cum faster than a fucking virgin,” Gorou rasps next to your head, nipping playfully at your ear. Your wrecked expression stirs a twisted sense of pride deep within him, pride that he can turn you this dumb without even putting his dick in you. He ruts into you uncontrollably, hips stuttering as his sensitivity increases. 

An ache so powerful to feel him inside you brings tears to your eyes, and you beg so prettily for his cock. Gorou snaps his hips against yours, tip grazing your clit over and over causing your eyes to roll back and your thighs to shake. Your shoulders and collarbones are littered with bites and bruises as you tremble in his hold. 

“Cum for me, pretty. Show me just how good I make you feel,” Gorou commands, gruff voice pushing you closer to the edge. The grind of his hips never let up and as you teeter on the brink, you feel a set of razor sharp teeth dig into your shoulder, sending you completely over. You arch right into him, back raising off the table, as you thrash bucking your hips over and over against his. The sight and feeling of you coming undone below him wipes his mind clean before he’s shooting thick, hot ropes onto your stomach. Gorou’s thrusts slow down, but not before his cock spreads the cum over your folds and covers your clit, marking you as his. 

He kisses where he bit tenderly, licking the wound to make amends. He didn’t bite hard enough to draw blood, but his teeth marks will definitely remain evident on your neck for the foreseeable future.

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a Last of Us x Lasso masterlist

this is @jomiddlemarch​'s list.  i’m the annoying friend who will create a masterlist of a fanfic series you’ve written for The Last of Us (TV) and Ted Lasso.  sorry not sorry.  however, i will genuinely apologize for the amateur-hour board i assembled.

@jomiddlemarch has written for multiple fandoms - she has 800+ works on AO3. she writes great fics as quickly as i make myself coffee every morning.  like how and what the fuck.  (yes I'm also the roy kent of every friend group).  she’s fucking brilliant and I felt compelled to catalog.

this loose fit crossover series reads a bit better on her AO3.  

summary: angsty slow-burn romance between Joel Miller and Grace Yang (OFC), Jackson’s town physician.  Ted Lasso AU crossover with Ted and Beard.  Ellie, Maria, Tommy are here.  In this house we love Tess.  Other original characters include Lauren (Grace’s friend) and Kian (Grace’s partner while she was at the Seattle QZ).  Set between seasons 1 and 2.  Ted bakes, Beard philosophizes.  Joel and Grace mostly banter and occasionally get down and dirty.  Ellie is Ellie.

main pairing: Joel Miller x Grace (OFC)

ratings: mostly teen or mature (3 fics are slightly explicit)

warnings/notes: grief, mourning, trauma, sexual tension, post-apocalyptic domestic life, medical stuff, mentions of food, references to music and books, oral sex and rough sex (slightly explicit), fluff, coffee shop AU (i know, but trust me it works), airport AU, one fic alludes to miscarriage, profanity 

loose (head)canon for the OFC: Grace is stubborn, weary, does no harm but takes no shit.  Firefly-adjacent during her time in the Seattle QZ.  She’d finished her medical training at the time of the outbreak, so she’d be in her 40s in Wyoming.  (I initially chose Constance Wu as a visual stand-in cause she has a great resting bitch face, IRL she hails from Virginia, and I thought that Southern connection would be nice for Texan Joel Miller but out of chaos changed my mind and opted for Canadian actress Grace Park as a face-claim - same name a coincidence - since she’s older, about the same age as Pedro, and who among us didn’t love her in Battlestar Galactica?  So say we all)

word counts: range from 1.5K-3K

links to the vignettes/chapters below the cut - some of the AO3 stories are accessible if you’re a registered user.  these do not need to be read in order. 

my happiness depends on you - AO3 -  Grace and Joel search for supplies

that might as well be the first sign of the apocalypse - AO3 Tumblr - intro to Ted and Beard in the Jackson universe

your voice is soft like summer rain - AO3 - postcoital angst

y’all know it tastes like garbage? - AO3 - Tumblr - @jomiddlemarch​ hits it out of the park with Ted’s voice in this fic - all the fucking kudos for this one 

good French cooking cannot be produced by a zombie cook - AO3 - Tumblr - Ellie cooks for Joel and Grace, chaos ensues 

but I could never love again - AO3 - Joel and Grace in a bathtub

I walk the line - AO3 - Tumblr - Joel and Grace in the wilderness 

you turned my whole world upside down - AO3 - Tumblr - Joel, Grace, and Ellie banter over beverages

what I like to call making muffins of us - AO3 - Tumblr - the coffee shop AU in which Tess conspires with Grace

turn and face the strange changes - AO3 - Tumblr - Beard speaks, and a fun and respectful nod to a brilliant fic by @laiqualaurelote​

kindness and lies are worth a thousand truths - AO3 - Tumblr - Grace fixes Joel’s dislocated shoulder.  They miss Ted and Beard’s trivia night. 

where might I be, if I were not here? - AO3 - Tumblr - Joel takes care of Grace, hurt/comfort with a side of oh-wait-the-one-bed trope

because you saw me when I was invisible - AO3 - Tumblr - no outbreak hospital AU, Joel and Grace fake-date 

it is love, not reason, that is stronger than death - AO3 - Tumblr - tfw fucking is a coping mechanism for grief (smut)

but ah, united, what reverse we have! - AO3 - Tumblr - fluff and grumpiness - Joel, Grace, Beard, and Ted play charades

and there’s no way back to where we’ve been - AO3 - Tumblr - airport AU - pre and post outbreak.  Did Joel and Grace run into one another during another lifetime? 

only true things even when she wasn’t quite sure what was true - AO3 - Tumblr - oral sex (get it, Grace) (smut)

on the cold earth under the cold sky - AO3 - Tumblr - illness and sadness.  Joel is a kind partner.  Quick mention of Sarah’s mom.

time, doing this to me, may alter too - AO3- Tumblr - when two middle aged folks engage in shower sex - tw: low back pain (smut) 

there are shadows because there are hills - AO3 - Tumblr - bittersweet angst, probably the most authentic and cathartic read you’ll have on this hellsite about these heavy topics (miscarriage, life shit).  Ellie asks Grace questions.  Grace doesn’t tell Joel.

but simply an irrevocable condition - AO3 - Tumblr - domestic lowkeyness with the whole gang: Joel, Grace, Ellie, Tommy, Maria, Ted, Beard

they do become more real - AO3 - Joel as a dad.  Comforting Ellie, referencing Sarah's mom.

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job & gender thoughts

i have just realized that a lot of the issues i’ve had at work regarding appearance are all just gender lol. first it was my scrubs fitting like shit, and it was resolved when emi gave me her old scrubs, “girl why were you hiding that figure!”. then my hair looking like shit bc i never do anything with it. then my lack of makeup. and today when emi asked if i wanted to be a “model” for laser leg hair removal and was astonished i turned down what is equivalent to a ~$1.5k series of services…. she asked why and i said some old catholic hang ups which is honestly fucking hilarious looking back but like. yeah. idk why it’s taken me 3 months here to connect the dots that it’s all gender lol

i do enjoy femininity in myself, and i fucking loved it when i was dating a butch. being with her made me feel so much joy and confidence with my gender and allowed me to explore femininity so much more. she’s not really relevant to this since we had broken up a month before i started this job but yeah - wait Oh i remember the point i was trying to make. so the big motivator to my thinking i was transmasc era was a reaction to how restrictive the forced femininity of existing in a catholic space felt to me. but the type of femininity forced on me back then was even very different from now. this is all appearance based, and in my old life i was allowed to not put too much effort into a feminine appearance (TO AN EXTENT) so long as i maintained other signifiers of catholic femininity.

i remember when i first started this job and emi sent out that text about how makeup etc is mandatory, i told my mom i’d quit on the spot if that was actually enforced. and i made it some principled social thing when justifying that to her lol bc even to my own self i think i hadn’t realized how gender related my opposition was.

(“ddr why does your job require makeup etc” estheticians work there and it’s essentially a beauty-making place so i understand it to an extent)

i know i’m not great at my job but i’m very fucking decent at it. i unfortunately do work quite hard. when i started i was basically just a cashier and now i am the sole ava person, sole pictures person, main phone person, and 9 times out of 10 the runner (though i am the cashier far less). i am always busy (i’ve stopped even bringing a book to work) and always working when on the clock. and emi knows this but doesn’t know this i think. today i told maddy i didn’t want to take on extra picture responsibility and i guess i/she conveyed it wrong bc then i overhear emi tell her “since when could ppl pick what to do at their job” and like first of all maddy “picks” not to do pictures or numbing bc it makes her uncomfy and i’m able to do it for her easily, and so i assumed i was allowed to “pick” not to be the picture file person bc taylor already does that as far as i know. i think i did decently explaining my actual thought process to emi but like. i feel like the difference btw how lauren is presumed competent (which she is!!!) and how i’m not presumed competent by maddy (lots of other examples of this) is very obvious to me but not emi. but maddy is emi’s source of info regarding what me and lauren do so. my mom would say i need to talk to emi directly and advocate for myself more but idk. this is just a job to me and i need to learn how to care less about what emi thinks of me as a worker lol.

but what im also getting at here - to what extent was lauren presumed competent over me bc she appears more professional. which is valid to an extent! like she is objectively more “professional” i think, but also i still don’t really understand what creates professionalism so maybe i’m wrong. but anyways - emi has had to fight me regarding my appearance etc and that’s never been the case for lauren. she has been competent appearance wise from day one, so i guess she gets subconscious presumption of competence at her job too. (which she is!! lauren is lovely and a hard worker! but objectively does way less than i do and yet maddy’s out here telling emi i don’t want to take on extra responsibility in a way that doesn’t paint me well i guess meanwhile she says to emi that lauren shouldn’t have to take on that same work bc lauren’s always busy, but she’s on her phone sometimes WHICH IS NOT A SIN TO ME but when i’m breathing wrong it’s a sin to maddy lol so. what’s going on with this lol.

so idk these are my thoughts. what have i gotten out of writing this, i need to care less about work lol. way less haha. i’m not on the clock why have i spent this long thinking about work. & also maybe i need to figure out a way to convey to emi that my lack of feminine appearance isn’t motivated by me blowing off her rule but rather is complicated and hard for me lol. idk if she’ll respect that (she certainly won’t understand it lol) so maybe i don’t but yeah

[abbatoirablaze]

Heaven's Demons, Chapter 15

Word Count:  1.5k

Warnings:  angst, mentions of a gun, gun violence, murder, mentions of abuse of a significant other, aggression/violence

“Are you fucking serious right now?”

“Laure-“

“No Lee…a-are you-“

“Lauren!”

She flinched, and Lee instantly felt a pang in his chest as he saw the scared expression across her features. He shook his head and Lauren bit her lip, storming out of the office.  Andy was quick to rush Lee, pushing the man who’d made his sister leave, “what the hell was that, Bodecker?”

“Back off, Barber.”

“Andy’s right!” Ari agreed, stepping up to the sheriff.  He pushed Lee slightly, “I want to know exactly what the fuck that just was.  So spit it out, Bodecker!”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Lev-“

“Cut the bullshit, Lee!” Ari growled, “look, I know that we both love Laur-“

“Love?” Lee scoffed, unable to control his emotions.  He pushed Ari back a step and glared the man down, “you saying you love her is bullshit, Levi.  There’s no way you fucking love Lauren.”

“I do-“

“You loved cheating on Lauren!” Lee all but yelled, cutting his friend off, “I remember that.  But her…no.  You don’t love her!  You’re just a pussy crazed fucking asshole!  If I was given the same shot you were given, I never would have fucking done that.  She would be married to me, and I’d be treating her like the queen she is!  Ou-”

“A queen?” Ari scoffed, pushing his friend back, “how many queens you let get beat, huh Lee?  You’re fucking sheriff, and you could easily go and make Evan disa-fucking-pear, and yet, you let that son of a bitch put his hands on her?  I may have cheated on her, and I regret that shit every god damn day of my life, but I never would have let anyone fucking hit her! Never!  If I had known about it, that bastard would have been buried in an unmarked grave and I’d have her back in my arms so fucking quick!”

“Fuck you!”

“No, fuck you, sheriff!”  

Andy jumped between his two friends, anger lacing his features.  He glared at each of them, before turning his full attention to Lee, “Ari’s right.”

“Of course you agree with him,” Lee growled, crossing his arms over his chest, “he fucking cheated on Lau-“

“And I know that he regrets it!” Andy said, cutting him off.  His expression changed, and Lee felt a pang in his chest as he noticed the sadness on Andy’s face, “you claimed to love my little sister, but you knew he was beating the shit out of her…”

“It’s not that simple, Andy…”

“Well I’m making it that simple,” he said in a low tone, “you either make it right, Lee…or I will…and the fucker won’t disappear quietly.  No one gets away with beating the shit out of my baby sister.”

“Andy-“

“You do right by her Lee, or Ari and I will.”

Lee sat in his car, foot tapping nervously on the floor as he stared at the house. 

Their house. 

Lee remembered the last time he’d been called there.  He remembered so much.  And he bit his lip.  Hell, he remembered all the bullshit he’d dealt with being Lauren’s ‘friend’.  With a huff, he watched Evan, Lauren, and their son through the semi-sheer curtains. 

Regret was coursing through his veins.  Regret for letting her go back to that asshole tonight.  Regret for ever letting her go in the first place.  Regret for not taking care of it when he first found out. 

His eyes flickered to the gun that had the serial number filed off it that sat beside him on the passenger seat. 

Andy was right.  He had to settle it.  A million thoughts seemed to be running through his head.  All the memories he shared with Lauren.  All the reasons he’d tried to run through to make sense of why he sat where he was. 

And his mind settled on Ari. 

How sure Ari looked.  How serious Ari seemed just talking about how he would have had Lauren back in his arms had he known about Evan.  And the more insecure part of himself thought back to those days when Ari was the one dating her.  How Ari cheated.  How afterwards…for the shortest time, she used Lee as a rebound.  They were friendly, yes, but only the two of them knew about how he’d take his cruiser and pick her up…how the two of them would go out to the woods and she would ride him in the back of his cruiser almost every single night.  How he would wipe away her tears and tell her that he’d treat her right, but she would continuously reject him. 

And then Evan came along. 

And it all stopped.

“Listen here boy…I’m only gonna say this once…you’re gonna leave that Barber girl alone.”

Lee frowned, looking at the sheriff, “excuse me?”

“My boy…Evan…he’s dating her…now, normally I don’t get into these kind of affairs, but he’s made something clear to me,” the older man sighed, leaning back in his chair.  Lee frowned, seeing the sheriff’s pot-belly poking over the top of the desk, “my boy n’ her are gonna be having a baby.”

Lee felt like his heart stopped, “what?”

“That’s right,” he nodded with pursed lips, “now I ain’t too proud of what Evan’s been doing, and lord knows that Barber girl comes from shoddy stock, but kin is kin…and Evan’s gonna be proposing to her now that he knows…so you need to back right on off…and tell that Levinson boy to stop chasing her too…I know they used to be an item an Evan’s mentioned him to me…I catch either one of you sniffin around her...”

“Sheriff, I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Lee lied, shaking his head at the man, “her older brother is mine and Ari’s best friend…we’re just watching out for her.”

“Well Evan will be watchin out for her now,” the man grumbled, seeming dissatisfied with having to admit it, “so you two can just back on off…you understand me, boy?”

Lee was quiet.  The sheriff banged his hand down on the desk hard, and Lee jumped slightly, nodding as the older man commanded him to leave the office.  Lee felt his heart sink as he made his way back to his desk. 

Pulling out his phone he shot her a message. 

‘Is it true?’

It wasn’t but a few moments later when his phone buzzed again.

‘Can’t talk about this now…meet me at our spot at eleven tonight?’

“Lee…Lee…please.”

Lee’s eyes drifted away from the body, the scarlet leaking from the wound and down between the grouted kitchen tiles.  His heart hurt as he noticed the newly forming bruises on Lauren’s neck, the ugly maroon a deep contrast from the rich scarlet flowing from Evan’s body. 

He dropped the gun, the metal clattering to the floor.  Her son rushed into Lauren’s arms, instantly sobbing that ‘its over mommy,’ making Lee’s heart lurch even more.  He frowned, seeing the cut on his brow, knowing that there would be at least one scar on him from Evan that would never go away.  Lee fell to his knees, wanting to be at their level.  Wanting to make sure that they were truly okay.

“Y-you two alright?”

Lauren gave Lee a look, one between relief and anger that he’d been there watching her in the first place. 

Lee’s leg bounced nervously, his nail catching his teeth as he bit it nervously.  His heart raced when he noticed the argument that was taking place between Evan and Lauren. 

He could vaguely see that they were arguing about her even going to Andy’s bar.  Even though Andy was protected, he served nearly everyone in town, regardless of who they were…even if they were Evan’s friends.   Lee knew that one of them must have told on her, and now she was paying the price. 

Lee’s heart raced as he noticed her go around the edge of the table, and Evan pushing her, before backhanding her.

That was it. 

That was the last straw. 

Lee reached for the gun and tucked it into his pants as he raced towards the house. 

Through the curtains he saw the little boy trying to pull Evan off his mother as he’d leaned her over the table and began choking her.  Lee rushed the house, kicking the door in, just in time to see Evan backhanding the little boy away from them and his head bouncing off the side of the table.   Lee lifted his gun and pulled the trigger. 

Lee leaned down from his kneeling position, pushing himself forward until he was eye level with Lauren and her son. 

“You okay buddy?”

Lee felt himself nearly being knocked over when the little boy rushed out of his mother’s arms and into Lee’s. 

Lee sighed, hearing the little boy thanking him for ‘saving them.’

“It’s okay, buddy,” Lee sighed, his heart breaking.  Lauren tearily nodded at Lee, their unspoken acknowledgment of the situation unfolding.  Lee rubbed held onto the little boy protectively, “it’s okay buddy…daddy’s got you…the bad man’s gone.”

“I-I’m sorry I couldn’t protect me and mommy, daddy,” the little boy wailed against his father’s chest, “I-I’m so sorry daddy…I tried to…I swear!”

“You did good, buddy!” Lee sighed, trying to calm him down, “I promise…you did good.  Just take a deep breath…daddy made sure the bad man never hurts you or mommy again.”

Chapter 16

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[adriata-archive]

posting late but better late than never am i right!! thank you all so much for sticking with me through my many  ups and downs and getting me to 1.5k ♡ i appreciate every single one of you dearly and i’m so grateful that i got to know some of you in 2018! to celebrate, i will be doing blog compliments and regular + aesthetic blog rates - formats under the cut

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[laurenairay]

Could you do surprise kids with Quinn Hughes? Thanks!

Surprise Kiss – Quinn Hughes

Words: 570

I hope you don’t mind that this turned out to be a Christmas-themed blurb, anon, but I hope you like it anyway!

~

“Have we got enough tinsel?”

You looked up at the Christmas tree sitting proudly in your living room, tilting your head from side to side as you waited for your boyfriend to respond.

“You’re asking the Jewish guy what I think about your Christmas decorations?” Quinn mused, kissing your cheek as he moved to stand next to you.

“Baby that’s not helpful,” you pouted, “I’ve already set out your menorah on the mantlepiece!”

Quinn just hummed in agreement, sliding his arm around your waist as he looked around the room. As this was the first winter the two of you would be spending together since you moved in together, you’d decided on a blended decoration – all of Quinn’s family Hanukkah elements were proudly displayed right next to your large Christmas tree. It wasn’t like you’d gone overboard – not even a little bit – but you wanted your part of the decorations to feel right, just like you knew Quinn had sorted out too. The two of you had picked out a tasteful wreath for the front door, and you had watched diligently as Quinn corralled Brock to help him put up the fairy lights on the front porch, Petey joining you with hot chocolate and purposely unhelpful directions.

It was the principle of the thing, the combination of your lives together, and you wanted it to be perfect.

“I think that’s the perfect amount of tinsel. Maybe a few more of the smaller baubles though? To spread things out a little?” he suggested.

You grinned, nodding as you took in the vision. Yes, that was perfect. Quinn just laughed as you darted forward, reaching into your decorations crate for the pack of smaller baubles just like he suggested. He just stayed silent as he supported you on the step ladder, making sure you wouldn’t fall with a gentle hand on your back, quietly supportive as he always was, until you were satisfied.

“I think there’s just one more thing we need,” you announced, rustling through your crate as Quinn stood back to watch.

“Oh?” he mused, “What else would that be? Singing snowmen? Inflatable reindeer?”

You just stuck your tongue out at him before continuing your search. He knew that wasn’t the aesthetic you were going for. Aha!

“Found it,” you grinned, clutching the item in your hand as you stood back up, “and I think you’ll like this one.”

“What is it?” he asked fondly.

“Mistletoe.”

You held the fake plant sprig above your head with a hopeful smile. “Surprise?”

“Definitely surprised,” he said, huffing out a laugh, “But a good surprise.”

“You should probably kiss me now, in case we get bad luck,” you murmured, biting your lips playfully.

“Well we wouldn’t want that,” Quinn grinned.

He stepped towards you until he was close enough to wrap an arm around your waist, tugging you gently against him, and the moment that you gasped, he kissed you firmly. You couldn’t help but moan softly into his mouth, dropping the mistletoe in favour of winding your arms around his neck, Quinn just kissing you over and over again until you felt like a puddle against him.

“You’re right, I do like the mistletoe,” he murmured against your lips.

“Just kiss me,” you gasped.

#my writing #lauren celebrates 1.5k #quinn hughes blurb #quinn hughes imagine #quinn hughes fic #follower milestone

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I’m dying because they legit look like international models for like vogue italia or something

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[matsbarzal]

can I please request nsfw 14 with Jacob Markstrom?

nsfw 14. "seeing you with their baby... god the things it did to me."

pairing: jacob markstrom x fem!reader word count: 1.5k warning: minors DNI, 18+, nsfw, smut, bit of a breeding kink if you squint

Jacob knew he was screwed the moment he watched Gio’s wife place their baby in your arms. Jacob knew he was doomed when he watched her wrap her small fist around your index finger, eager to hold on for as long as she could.

You had spent a large duration of the evening with her cuddled into your chest, weaving your way in and out of the groupings of people as she held on. Jacob had found himself peering at you every chance he could get, watching as you interacted with people, helped set up things and held the baby in your arms simultaneously. To put it into words, he couldn’t keep his eyes or his mind off you the entire night.

When the party was finally dwindling down and people were slowly showing themselves out, he was quick to find you handing the baby off, a small peck to her head and a tiny tickle to her arm. He said a quick goodbye to all the teammates he could find before placing his hand at the bottom of your back, directing you towards the car he had parked hours before.

“Did you have fun tonight?” Nodding your head towards him, you smiled brightly as you reminisced on your night.

“Wouldn’t have spent it any differently. Sad when I realized it was probably Gio and Laur’s goodbye party, especially with the draft coming up, but guess we’ll find out.”

Pursuing his lips slightly at your words, Jacob hummed as he focused on the road in front of him. He still couldn’t get the picture of you holding Gio and Lauren’s baby out of his head, his knuckles turning white as he gripped onto the steering wheel, the speed of the car picking up the closer and closer the two of you got to your home.

It wasn’t that the topic of kids hadn’t come up in the past year, far from it, the topic had come up more than once, the two of you agreeing that it would happen when it happened. You weren’t actively trying to prevent it, but you also weren’t consistently trying to make it a reality, and Jacob didn’t realize how much he wanted that life for the both of you until tonight.

You could see the stiffness in your boyfriend’s arms, the white of his knuckles and the sternness of his face as he finally pulled into your driveway, a look of concern crossing your face as you observed him.

“Everything okay?”

Humming, Jacob nodded his head as he tried to loosen the tenseness in his body, a serene smile crossing his face as he looked over at you. “Course, just ready to get inside.”

Nodding your head in understanding, you followed his lead as he made his way out of the car and towards the garage of your home. You were pulled out of your thoughts when you felt him pull your body flush against his, a hungry look evident in his eyes.

“Seeing you with their baby… God the things it did to me,” groaning as he nuzzled your neck, peppering it with little kisses and small bites. You felt the butterflies instantly erupt inside of you as Jacob eagerly pushed his thigh in between yours.

“Oh really?” Humming in confirmation, he continued his assault on your neck, his hands pushing up the sides of your shirt as he gently began to knead the skin, slowly making his way further up.

“Why don’t we go make one of our own then, hm?”

Pulling back from you almost instantaneously, Jacob gave you a look of confusion before a small smirk begin to take over his lips at the seriousness of your face and the comment you had just dropped. Before you even had time to think, he was grabbing your arm and pulling you up the stairs and towards your bedroom.

The moment the door shut behind you, your back was pressed against it and Jacob’s lips were on yours, hungrily swallowing every moan and groan you made into his mouth as his thigh once again slotted in between yours. You could feel your body grinding down against him, his thigh moving slowly back and forth, urging you to press down and grind against it.

Your hands were in his hair, lightly tugging on the ends as Jacob slowly peppered kisses down your chin, to your neck and eventually to the valley in between your breasts. He made quick work of your shirt and bra, his hands instantly cupping them as his lips continued to press kisses down.

He barely gave you a moment to think before his hands were moving and his mouth was replacing their previous spot, his lips wrapping around your nipple as his tongue gently flicked back and forth. His now free hands slowly caressed down your stomach, effortlessly popping the button and tugging the pants down your legs.

Quickly kicking them off, Jacob moved his head so that his lips could wrap around the opposite nipple as his fingers snaked their way to the apex of your thighs. An evident grin crossing his face at your reaction, your body bucking towards the feeling of his fingers gently pushing your panties to the side and sliding a digit through your folds.

“Oh, someone’s a little wet, hm? Didn’t take long to get you all hot and bothered, baby,” quirking an eyebrow towards him, you moved your own hand to gently palm at the obvious tent in his shorts, a large smirk crossing your face.

“You’re one to talk, baby.”

Rolling his eyes, Jacob barely gave you a moment to breath before he was dropping down to his knees, one of your legs instantly thrown over his shoulder as he pushed your panties completely to the side. The first swipe of his tongue through your folds had you groaning, and the first touch of his tongue to your clit had you gripping his hair in your hands, trying to push him even closer.

Jacob obviously got the memo.

Pushing a digit into you, his tongue eagerly began its repetitive motions against your clit in rhythm with the finger that was pumping in and out of you. His tongue flicked against you, his lips eagerly pressing against your folds as he lapped at your pussy, the small groans falling from his lips sending instant shivers up your spine and pushing you closer and closer to that peak that you knew was coming.

Jacob knew you were getting close, the tighter and tighter you gripped his hair an obvious indication of how close you were getting. The orgasm ripped out of you, your body shaking as he attempted to hold it in place against the door and continue his ministrations until you came down from your high.

Pulling back from you, the Swede placed a gentle kiss against your pelvis as he moved up, a large grin on his face. He basically tossed you on the bed, his hands making quick work of his shirt and shorts as he crawled on the bed behind you, a predatory glint in his eyes.

“You ready to make a baby, pretty girl? Want me to finally put a baby in you, hm?”

All you could do was nod at his words, the euphoria from your orgasm just minutes before still taking over your head.

“Please, baby. Please fuck me, please.”

Obliging, he pushed your legs open and slowly pressed the tip of his cock to your clit, running his member through your folds as he attempted to coat himself in your wetness. Pressing himself to the front of you hole, you both groaned as he pushed himself all the way in. His lips met yours in a heated kiss as his lower body began to move, not wanting to waste any time or effort.

Every pump, every push, every thrust had you groaning into his mouth, your nails eagerly pressing into his back as the man above you moaned.

“Gonna make you all mine, pretty girl. Give you everything I have ta’ give,” his thrusts were becoming more erratic the quicker his pace picked up, the groans falling into your lips as your tongues battled for dominance.

You felt his body stutter, his pelvis pressing against yours as a long-winded groan fell from his lips, his fists digging into the sheets behind your head as he rode his high down. You felt his body slowly deflate as he allowed his weight to lightly drop on top of you, his head pressed against the pillow beside yours as he tried to regain his breath.

Jacob stayed like that for a moment before moving, his cock slipping out of you as he gently flopped himself down beside you, reaching over to the nightstand to grab the box of tissues so he could help clean you up.

“Think that one’s gonna do the trick?”

Shrugging your shoulders, you just smiled as you gently weaved your hands through his hair while he cleaned up between your thighs.

“Even if it wasn’t, we can keep tryin’.”

note: i truly could not stop thinking about this one so i HAD to write it. marky could do whatever he wanted to me whenever he wanted so <3 hope you enjoy!! thank you for sending one in <3 this all ended up a lil longer than a blurb but w/e

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[angelsswirl]

The Hills in Seoul

Chapter II

Rating: M

Wrd Cnt: 1.5k

Notes: none

You're pretty fucking dope...

"HAHAHAHHAHA!"

This had been going on for a good 5 minutes. Lisa knew because she was checking her rolex watch every five seconds as she layed starfished on the floor.

"Are you guys quite done?"

"Nope. HAHAHA!"

Lisa rolled her eyes. She she stood up then sat back in her seat...as normally as she could.

"If you guys would stop I could explain myself."

"How could you possibly explain yourself? You could barely remember your own name 20 minutes ago. 'I'm L-L'." Jisoo mocked, clutching her stomach as she laughed.

And somehow Lisa would be the bad guy if she just suddenly posted a picture of Jisoo and Hae-in kissing? It didn't make sense.

"I have 5 cats and a dog. God, why would you say that!?" Jennie hollered, head face down on the table.

"I couldn't help it. Did you guys see her? Like with your eyes?!"

Chaeyoung blew out a long whistle, "Oh I saw her alright. Just not with my eyes."

Lisa had half a mind to tackle her to the ground.

"Pretty sure I saw your eyes roll back into your head everytime she so much as leaned forward." Jisoo said, finally calming down. Only slightly.

"Her assistant was pretty cute too." Jennie mumbled.

"I knew her from somewhere. Well. I didn't know her. Like I didn't know her name until today, but I saw her before. Back when we went to Coachella. And I snuck out that day."

Rosé's eyes widened in recognition, "She's the girl you made eye contact with for like three seconds and decided you were going to marry?"

"You make me sound psycho."

"Aren't you?"

"Anyway, I accidentally bumped into her and almost knocked her down. I caught her though, and said something close to sorry. She shrugged then kept walking down the street. Her hair was different. She had an afro. And she looked much less....professional than she did today." Lisa's eyes glazed over at the memory.

"Do you think she remembered you?" Jennie asked.

"Nope." Lisa said popping the 'P'. She didn't really sound upset by the fact. She was wearing gigantic aviators that day and a backwards cap. Oh. Maybe she did dress sort of gay sometimes.

"Hmm. Well you sure made a good second impression." And just like that they were back to laughing again. She was never going to live this down.

Gianna all but face planted onto the sofa. Cara promptly sat on her legs. But she was too tired to even complain. The jetlag was catching up to her like Usain Bolt.

"Well. They were all gorgeous. They even smelled expensive. Well, maybe that was just Jennie."

Gianna chuckled into the seat cushion, "They were, weren't they? Sounds like I've got my work cut out for me with this company. Maybe I should call Isaac and ask him to send over another publicist."

"No! Don't do that! He trusted you for a reason. You haven't realized it yet, but this is your big break. We weren't going to stay at Montgomery & Christiansen forever. If we do this right. We can set up our own firm like we always wanted. Lauren & Prince."

"Prince & Lauren sounds better."

"No it doesn't. But that doesn't matter now."

Gianna laughed tiredly again.

"Lisa seemed to take a particular liking to you..."

"What do you mean?"

"Well, let's just say, that blouse was a good choice."

Gianna didn't really know what Cara was alluding to. Nor did she really care. Lisa was cute, sure, but she was also a client. So it didn't really matter.

"Anyway...Jennie is hiding something."

"Oh? Secret family? Mafia boss?"

Gianna yawned, "I don't think it's anything malicious or deviant. I think she just rather me focus on her members. She seems like the type to put others first instead of herself."

Gianna's yawn ended up being contagious, "Hm. Sounds like someone else I know."

"You talking about me?"

"Yes I am. Virgin."

Gianna suddenly rolled over, pushing Cara onto the floor, "Oh my bad didn't see you there."

"Ha. Ha."

Gianna grumbled as she walked down the hall. Her eyes glued to her phone as she sent out a frantic email to Isaac.

The meeting with iKON had gone terribly. Isaac hadn't been able to sit in, not that she needed him to. Cara, for the first time in her life, seemed intimidated and had barely spoken.

The boys did not want to talk with her at all. Even when she kicked out their managers. Even when she opened up about herself.

If she thought this was going to be hard before, well she really hadn't seen anything yet.

Now, she was clacking down the hall in her heels, trying to update Isaac as she practically sprinted to her daily meeting with just Cara and her.

It would have done her well to be looking where she was going, but it could have been worse. She could have ended up on the ground instead of securely caught in Lisa's strong arms.

Oh. Wow. Where did that come from.

"Well, this seems familiar."

Gianna had no idea what that meant. Maybe Lisa was always running into women and whisking them off their feet. She was beyond attractive, she doubt it would be hard for her.

"Oh um sorry. I wasn't looking where I was going."

Lisa only shrugged, shoving her hands into her shorts' pockets, "It's okay. I was looking where you were going and I still decided to let you run into me."

Gianna attempted to hold back a stutter. Why would Lisa want her to bump into her?

"Uhhh while I have you here, do you mind if I ask you something?"

"Nope. Go ahead."

Gianna was getting desperate for some piece of information. She was going to have to bring in the big guns. No, she wasn't exactly sure what that entailed yet.

"Do you have a good relationship with any of the iKON boys?" Gianna was hoping that Lisa didnt find the underlying question.

"I'm pretty close with Bobby."

"Great. Do you think you can get him to talk to me?" She was starting to grasp at straws. She'd hate to even bring Lisa into this at all, but desperate times, desperate measures.

"Hm. Maybe. He doesn't really talk about his members much when we talk, mainly just music, but I can try."

"Fuck. Thank you, Lisa. You have no idea how much you just saved my ass." Was the cursing unprofessional? Definitely. But Lisa was adorable, she couldn't help but think of her as a friend already.

"You're welcome. I'll text you if I hear anything."

"Thank you so much." Gianna wrapped Lisa in a quick hug, before scrurrying back down the hallway.

"Why are you standing in the middle of a hallway like a statue?" Jennie asked as she came across Lisa.

"She hugged me. And she said 'fuck' and my name in the same sentence. I can't move."

"God you're so dramatic. If you don't just ask her out or something, someone else most definitely will if you don't jump on that soon."

"Is that a threat?"

Jennie choked before laughing hysterically, "Not interested, Kid." She patted Lisa on the shoulder placatingly, "Now let's get to rehearsal."

Lisa moved further down the hall sluggishly and with a pout.

"Lisa? Are you okay? You seem distracted." The choreographer pointed out after ending rehearsal.

She frowned in anger. Not in the least bit sure where it was stemming from. More than likely, she was angry at herself for letting some girl distract her from her job.

She rarely let her feelings bleed over into her dancing. This time shouldn't have been any different.

And all for a pretty girl who at most thought of her as an overeager client.

"I'm fine."

He didn't seem to believe her in the slightest but he nodded and walked out of the room anyway.

Lisa wiped her hands down her face and groaned.

"Lisa?" Rosé inquired.

Lisa shooed her off, "You don't have to wait up for me."

Rosé hesitated before shaking her head, and leaving out of the room with the rest of the girls.

Lisa kicked at the ground. And stared into the mirror unblinking.

She then walked over to the sound system and pressed shuffle on her liked songs.

She closed her eyes and stuffed her hands in the pockets of her sweatpants. She was glad she had stripped herself of her cloth string jacket an hour ago. She had a feeling she was about to get quite overheated.

There wasn't any real point to her movements. She wasn't attempting to do much of anything other than maybe relieve stress, but even that didn't really feel like an achievable end goal.

At some point she's not even connected to the music, which is a little bit scary, if not invigorating. There was an odd freshness to not being bound by the beat of the music. Something freeing.

She chuckled to herself after doing a particularly dramatic spin.

"You look like you're having fun."

Lisa opened her eyes with a start. She looked through the mirror at the intruder, "How long have you been standing there?"

Gianna checked her imaginary watch, "Oh I don't know. Since you started."

Lisa didn't bother to respond. Instead she refocused on herself in the mirror. Gianna was the reason she was like this. Distracted. A blubbering fool.

Gianna never missed a beat when doing absolutely anything. It wasn't fair.

With that thought, an idea is dragged into Lisa's head. Maybe one of the best ones she's ever had.

She turned on her heels with a smirk.

Gianna raised an eyebrow.

"You want me to talk to Bobby for you..."

"Right.."

"And I will. On one condition."

Somehow, Gianna's perfectly sculpted eyebrow raised even higher.

"And what would that condition be?"

Lisa walked closer to Gianna, holding her hand out, "Dance with me."

For the first time, at least since she had been in Lisa's presence, Gianna looked caught off gaurd.

She choked out a laugh, "Lisa."

"Come on. Just one dance."

"No." Before Gianna could leave, Lisa grabbed her hand. She promptly ignored the tingle shooting up her arm.

"Gianna. Please. One dance and I'll leave you alone." Lisa gave her most charming smile, there was probably also some pleading seeping in there as well.

Gianna heaved out a sigh, "Fine. But...I'm not very good at it." She kicked off her heels. Wincing slightly at the feel of the cold hardwood against her bare heels.

Lisa unceremoniously yanked Gianna towards her, very satisfied when the movement forced Gianna to place her hands on Lisa's shoulders to steady herself.

"That's fine. I can dance enough for the both of us."

"You're so modest." Gianna teased.

Lisa pouted, "I didn't mean it like that."

"I know you didn't."

As soon as the next song plays, Lisa moves Gianna by the waist so she is facing the mirror. It's the first time Lisa realizes that Gianna is actually like half an inch shorter than her, considering she's always in sky-high pumps.

I don't know what else to say

But you're pretty fucking dope

Just so you know

I've been thinking 'bout ways

That I wanna hold you close

Just so you know

"Relax. And follow my movements in the mirror. If I move you, just go with it."

Gianna nodded.

Lisa just about immediately moved her so Gianna was no longer standing directly in front of her. It's not lost on either of them that Lisa could have easily just moved herself instead.

Lisa thinks Gianna lied right through her teeth. She knew how to dance. Very well in fact. If she was anymore full of herself than the average person was she'd say that Gianna just wanted an excuse for Lisa to have to teach her.

Do you got a girlfriend?

'Cause if you don't, then I'm coming after you

Don't wanna be selfish

But I can't help it

I'm wanting more of you

Lisa can tell that Gianna's moves are a little bit restricted because she only wears skirts that she has to paint on in the morning. She's a tad bit grateful because if that wasn't the case she'd definitely be getting shown up right now.

The idol turned Gianna to face her. That was a mistake. Because now Gianna was looking up at her. With their bodies close together. And their breath mingling.

Lisa isn't really sure how it happens. One minute she's calling Gianna a liar, then the next she has her pressed against the mirror with her hand above her head, her hand on Gianna's ass, and their lips pressed together.

Yeah, she has no idea how that happened. But she sure as hell isn't complaining. Especially not when Gianna whimpers into her mouth.

I don't know what else to say

But you're pretty fucking dope

Just so you know

I've been thinking 'bout ways

That I wanna hold you close

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[hotchley]

11 from angst with hotchniss romantic

This... is appallingly cliche and sounds exactly the same as "lauren" and "the date." I apologise. I have one mood when it comes to Hotchniss. Clearly. But this is under 1.5k! Very proud of myself

I've given up on proofreading. I also have no idea where in canon this is, so I need everyone to forget about the timeline and events that occur. Yeah. If anyone picks up on the headcanon I threw in... I love you <3 and my arm hurts an insane amount, so... there may need to be a break from writing these!

11: “what happened to us?”

Trigger Warnings: implied past domestic violence (Hotch's parents), past child abuse, self destructive behaviour, implied past panic attacks, relationship breakdown, negative self image, no happy ending

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He knows what she's doing. He knows because he has done the same thing. He still does. They're similar in a lot of ways, him and Emily Prentiss, but in this, they are identical.

They both believe that they are not worthy of being loved. That nobody is capable of loving them unless they hide something. Unless they pretend to be someone else. Unless they fit a certain view that is held of them. They both believe that the moment somebody sees them for who they really are, they will leave.

And so they test the boundary. They push and they manipulate and they act out and they do a thousand different things to work out what the limit is. To work out just what they need to decide that they aren't worth it. To leave. Aaron stopped doing it a while ago, because it wasn't fair to Haley or to himself.

Emily has never stopped, no matter how few lies she now tells her therapist, or how many anniversaries her and Aaron make it to. Aaron wonders every day if she even realises she’s doing it. She does. Sometimes. She doesn’t care enough to stop.

She’s testing his boundaries again. He’s trying to be patient but it’s difficult. No amount of breathing exercises or rational thought seems to be helping because deep down, he is annoyed. Secretly. Quietly. Not because he’s manipulating her, but because he can’t let himself be angry. Not with her. His father got angry with his wife and nothing fixed the damage. He can’t repeat that mistake. He won’t. He’ll die before he does that.

They’re arguing. Again. It seems to be the only thing they do these days. And Aaron knows that it’s just her trying to test him the same way she has always done, but he’s so tired. He wants to love her the way he always has. He wants her to love him the way she used to. Without this fear, that didn’t exist before Ian Doyle. It makes him want to kill the man again.

Emily has no idea why she’s arguing with him. Or over what. It’s more than likely that it's a combination of all the things that have been hurting her since she was born. Almost all of them were not the direct result of his actions. She doesn't care though. Because her and Aaron may be alike in many ways, but not in this. He will always fight. She will always run.

"Em, just tell me the truth. I won't be angry. I promise."

Emily looks away. Jack was the first one to call her Em. As she turns, she sees a photo. And suddenly, she knows what to say. She knows what will make him leave her, of his own free will. Because she needs him to leave. Before she destroys him and everything she loves. Because she will. It's all she's ever done. It's all she is good for.

"Yes you will," she says. Because she knows how to hurt him.

She watches him clench and unclench his jaw. "No, I won't. I just want to help you."

Her last thought before she speaks is a prayer. To a woman that deserved better. Forgive me, is the thought.

"You don't want to help me. You're only with me because you can't have Haley."

There is no truth in the statement. It is an insult to Haley's final wish for her husband. To Aaron and his heart. To Jack and the lessons his father has taught him. To everything they have built together.

Aaron keeps his promise though. He isn't angry. He's devastated. Emily watches his face crumple, but remains rooted in place as he leaves the room. It feels like a weight has been lifted from her chest, and that can't be normal or healthy, but it's how she feels.

Time passes. She cannot say how much. But it passes. And Aaron does not return. So despite everything, she leaves the room to find him. Before she does, she presses her fingers to her mouth, and then to the photo of Haley. She also whispers an apology.

Aaron is sitting in their bedroom, head buried between his knees. A soft sound leaves her throat, and he raises his head enough to shake it. It does little to soothe her.

Emily sits beside him. He shifts away, not even realising. She tries to let it not sting. It's her own doing.

"What happened to us?" She asks, after a silence that is nothing like their usual comfortable ones.

The short answer is they've changed. The long answer is that they want different things from life. That he is tired, and she is exhausted. That she no longer wants him and he no longer needs her. That they aren't right together. Not anymore. The truth is that he is fighting for something she no longer believes in.

"Life," he spits, not even caring that he's being cruel.

Emily doesn't even blink. Her comments about needing to know that she can be human, which still hurt him in that moment the same way they did when she first spat them in his face, make all the more sense. She just sits there.

They sleep in the same bed, and she even kisses him on the cheek when he leaves for his morning class. The BAU were given some leave because they did successive cases, but Aaron couldn't cancel on his seniors when he only found out two days before. There was a time when she would have driven him, or sat in his office doing her own paperwork. Not today though. She just watches him leave.

Aaron's been married before. Emily hasn't. There's been a few longer relationships here and there, but Aaron is her only spouse. It's why she doesn't quite understand the look on his face. Neither do his students. They can't quite tell where his mind is, only that it's not where it should be.

Aaron is thinking about his feelings. The sense of dread that pricks at the back of his neck and makes his whole body tense. The nerves that are causing him to make silly mistakes. The pit in his stomach that tells him something bad is going to happen. And he is thinking about Emily. The look on her face as he walked out the front door matched the look Haley had worn when he'd walked out of their bedroom. And she had been gone when he returned.

Emily is also gone when he walks through the door that evening. In some sad way, he had been expecting it. But unlike Haley, she has only taken the bare necessities. He phones Derek, saying that he doesn't expect anything more than a confirmation of her safety. He gets that. As well as a promise to support both of them, no matter what happens.

Aaron is the one that files for divorce. He asked Emily if she was going to come home, and when she didn't reply, simply reading the message, he knew that this time, he had to do it. He had to be brave. He had to give them both a chance at happiness. If such a thing existed for people like them.

He sends them to the sixth floor too. Not to be hurtful, but because he had no other option. And Emily signs them after unintentionally endangering the life of a subordinate of someone so much younger than her- too young to be with the BAU.

And as the world kept spinning, taking some people with it and leaving others behind, the two of them kept searching for a love that would last. Neither of them found it. They were both just too doubtful of everyone.

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Guys can someone tell me if it's possible to make sure trends of certain celebs ain't seen in certain countries. E.g I've seen trends with 12k of a random person. Seen diva with 80k. Seen Normani with 25k. But where I'm from I don't see Camila and Lauren with 100k tweets in the treading. Like do there teams target certain coutriies where celebs have more fans or want them to gain fans. Or is the refs way celebs trending don't show up. Like literally someone with 1.5k can be seen but not them.

Not sure, anon