#leahspeaks

[cumberbitchhhh]

what position do we think mattheo would play in quidditch?

trying to write a fic but ran into this plot hole and got a little stuck.

i didn’t want to make him seeker because, even though he is the main character in the fic, i try to stay as true to the original books/movies as possible, and draco is also very important, so he’s still seeker in my mind.

would mattheo be keeper, beater, or chaser?

#fanfic #fanfiction #harry potter #writing #benjamin wadsworth #harry potter fanfiction #hp fanfiction #mattheoxreader #mattheo x y/n #mattheo riddle x y/n #mattheo riddle x you #mattheo riddle headcanon #mattheo x reader #mattheo riddle x reader #mattheo headcannons #mattheo x you #mattheo riddle #leahspeaks

[minygscrybaby]

Sexualizing the members of NCT Dream (and Lucas), Stray Kids, and just underage idols in general: An Honest Talk

Hello, fellow NCTzens, and fandom of Stray Kids, and any other group who has underage members! Leah here, back at it again with the tea and not the white vans. This is just my PSA and also an honest request based on my personal moral compass. I’m not asking for your negativity, I just really want to consider the well being for the boys I support. Today, I have found out one of the blogs I used to follow was in support and was sexualizing the dreamies. She had written a Mark and Haechan smut piece and I was automatically disgusted. Now, I realise birds of a feather flock together, so upon further investigation I found another blog that had a masterlist that wrote full on smut pertaining to all members of NCT Dream. That means, yes, Mark, Haechan, Renjun, Jeno, Jaemin, Chenle, and Jisung. If you don’t know who they are, Mark was born in 1999, Haechan, Jeno, Jaemin, and Renjun were all born in 2000, Chenle was born in 2001, and Jisung born in 2002. This isn’t okay. I don’t care how old you are, sexualizing them is a full on “fuck no.” They are underage. Jisung is sixteen years old. Chenle is turning seventeen. It has been a little over a month since Haechan turned eighteen. Jaemin is still underage. I’m only nine days older than Jaemin. In my mind it’s borderline predatory behaviour if you’re waiting for them to turn 18 so you can start sexualising them. You can have your own opinion on that, but honestly, I don’t think that it’s okay for anyone to be doing that to them. As someone who is their age, I can confidently say we’re still figuring out what being an adult REALLY is. I lost my virginity at sixteen years old. I was no where near as ready for sex as I thought I was at that time. Of course, teenagers are curious, there are hormones and all of that stuff they should’ve explained in health class. Sexual urges and curiosity exists. But, sex is such an adult thing, in my opinion. There’s a lot of responsibility that isn’t always really talked about. I didn’t even know who I was or what it meant for me to take that step. We’re still learning how to be independent, we’re in preparation for becoming independent. Even now, a year, almost two years later, I can still with confidence say that having sex now is still such a no-no for me because I am still not able to be independent, to be the sole person responsible for myself emotionally, mentally, and physically. With that in mind, do onto others as I want done onto me and don’t sexualise minors. With this being said, report and also spread and educate. s-smutty and thesoundofpurple are the blogs I have found. Please report their content, and also, if you know of any other blogs that also support this, please share so we can hold a firm no-tolerance of this. If you need help with this, please feel free to talk to me so I can do my best to point you in a good direction! Lets support our underage boys by keeping them safe so that they may continue to try their hardest without being sexualised. While I don’t know if there’s sexualisation of underage members in all groups listed, I just want it to be there as a reminder. I really want this community to honour our hardworking boys with the respect and love they deserve because they really do deserve a safe environment. Thanks, guys. EDIT// This is not me saying to send hate to these people. I’m not asking you to attack these people, I want it to be as constructive as possible!

#nct #nct dream #nct mark #nct renjun #nct haechan #nct jeno #nct lucas #nct jaemin #nct chenle #nct jisung #nct u #nct 127 #nct 2018 #stray kids #astro #golden child #mingummysmile #leahspeaks

[damn-it-misha]

This winter holiday break has really mellowed and calmed me down. I love it!!

#christmas-time-cas #leahspeaks

[thetownsavior]

It's amazing how a lot of people don't like Bonnie as a character when she has been the reason all of your favorite characters are alive because she could have let them all die if she wanted.

#sorry i just love her #and people need to appreciate her #julie treats her like shit #ooc #leahspeaks

[wewereoncenobody]

I feel like I've been so sucky lately. I'm really sorry if I have."

#ooc #leahspeaks

[cumberbitchhhh]

#this will forever be my favourite lana lyric #i love this song so much #fuck it i love you #lana del rey #norman fucking rockwell #lana del rey nfr #nfr #leahspeaks

[cumberbitchhhh]

they day has come. I AM GOING TO WRITE SMUT.

#i’m so scared #but like #kinda fun #pls don’t make fun of me when it’s up ☺️☺️☺️ #fanfic #fanfiction #harry potter #writing #leahspeaks #mattheo riddle #mattheo riddle smut

[cumberbitchhhh]

my favourite thing about having both a shitpost blog and a writing blog is the complete difference in aesthetics

on @writesleah (forever shamelessly plugging) it’s all moody and green and everything’s set up to look perfect

here it’s pretty pink and me complaining about whatever i’ve had for breakfast that morning

#fanfic #fanfiction #writing #harry potter #benjamin wadsworth #harry potter fanfiction #hp fanfiction #writer #mattheo riddle #draco malfoy #theodore nott #tom riddle #enzo berkshire #blaise zabini #leahspeaks #this has been a post

[cumberbitchhhh]

hi! bit of a rant under the cut about life and writing <3

i’ve been so so so super uninspired lately in terms of writing and just anything creative in general so i am so sorry for disappearing for a bit, especially after teasing new fics and announcing things like the folklore collection. i have found that, if i am uninspired, i will genuinely write nothing. not even a couple words. absolutely nothing flows and its such a struggle when i promise so much and then i can’t do it when i actually try to follow through with that.

all things aside, if i find the tiniest ounce of motivation in me, i will try and get something up before saturday since it’s my birthday and i really want to post something. it’ll probably just be some stupid, self-indulgent fic but i’ve realised that i create my best work when i write for myself instead of an audience, so i should prioritise writing something i actually enjoy instead of whatever’s trending at the minute

as always, thank you for being so patient and understanding. i love you always <3

#this has been a post* #rant #fanfic #fanfiction #harry potter #writing #taylor swift #benjamin wadsworth #harry potter fanfiction #hp fanfiction #leahspeaks #bbc sherlock #this has been a post

[cumberbitchhhh]

RAGHHHHH mattheo and ari abdul has me weak

#mattheo riddle #ari abdul #Spotify #leahspeaks

[cumberbitchhhh]

me because when i was 11 i wrote a whole 129 chapter fanfic on wattpad about some character from a minecraft roleplay i used to watch religiously and now i can’t even write half of a oneshot 😐

#leahspeaks #fanfic #fanfiction #writing

[cumberbitchhhh]

MAYBE, just maybe, it’s my fault if i get a migraine because i keep forgetting to take the medication i have to prevent them, but i refuse to admit that, so it’s not my fault

#leahspeaks

[cumberbitchhhh]

give me ONE reason not to get a hysterectomy when i’m feeling the pain i am at the minute

#i am also an incredibly impulsive 18 year old girl #i genuinely think i have endemetriosis because this is not a normal pain #but it’s not like any of the doctors will look into it #oh england’s healthcare system i just ADORE you 😐 #i actually think their research into periods is just a google search and looking at some random website #leahspeaks

[cumberbitchhhh]

is it embarrassing that there has been far too many instances where i’ve been reading a fic (or just book/text in general) with lots of big words i don’t understand and the only thing that snaps me back into understanding what’s going on is either the word shit or the word fuck.

like i do not know what the chapter is about at all but i saw the words “fucking angry” and now i’ve got a bit of an idea

#fanfic #fanfiction #reading #leahspeaks #writing #this has been a post

[minygscrybaby]

To put it simply, Seo Jong-gil is Voldemort but Laura Oh is Umbridge. So Bong and Young-hoon need to figure their lives out and maybe realise that my boy can always hold a separate identity that isn’t Shin’s placeholder, and that in reality, my boy is actually a deviant from Detroit Become Human and has real feelings and stuff. He’s a real boy like Pinocchio and all I want is for his happiness. Grandpa and David are the true OGs of this series, they know what the fuck is up. Stay woke, you two. So, simply put, run Jong-gil over with the M car, and Laura is the most selfish, ugly human being on that show. I can understand the whole motherly love part, but that’s ya whole “son” too, boo boo despite you not treating him like it. I don’t give a fuck. You wild and it’s time to pipe down. I hope my sweet new son finds your kill switch, destroys it in front of your eyes and does what the fuck he wants to do because you betrayed him you bitch. We got grandpa, Young-hoon, So Bong, and David on our side. If you ain’t with us, you against us and whatever happens in retaliation sounds like a you problem. You and Jong-gil can both take this fat ass L. I don’t give a fuck. In closing, may Shin be able to form his whole separate identity and go through life doing things the way he wants to without Laura Oh fucking everything up like she seems to be the queen of doing. May she end up lonely and miserable while my son is out here living his best life.

#are you human too #opinon #mingummysmile #leahspeaks

[minygscrybaby]

Tea about K-Pop Toxicity

It might just be me y’all, but I can’t really be the only one thinking the k-pop community is one of some straight toxicity. Everyone is out here showing their ass and wildin’ in these k-pop streets and I’m just not here for the fuckery. Apparently, //TW// Mino’s a p*dophile, Hobi got a death threat, BTS got mobbed at an airport. Listen y’all. I came for the bops and to give my love, affection, and support to a couple boys in exchange for their said bops. Not for all this toxic shit that a higher percentage than necessary likes to shove down ya girl’s throat and deep throating ain’t so easy on me and my gag reflex. So, while y’all continue to be wild, I’m gonna sit here, drink my boba tea, listen to my boys, and look at cute photos of them because that is literally all I’m here for. If y’all want to continue dragging Mino or Winner or if some heavy shit goes down, just put a tag or a TW on it of some sort so I can continue down my dash without feeling like I worked a twelve hour shift. It’s tiring. It ain’t healthy. It’s burned me out. Ya girl is stressed the fuck out about shit that doesn’t hold any impact on my real life but it feels just as ultimately suffocating. It shouldn’t have to feel like this. People should be allowed to casually enjoy BTS without having to stream. Y’all don’t need to be so heavily worked up about losing to EXO. Y’all deadass act like they mean mug each other on sight at award shows. I don’t know what the fuck is going on with Mino. But I’m on a hiatus from WINNER and MOBB because it’s honestly just too much for me. BigHit, ramp up your security. There are more people than you realise in your fan base that would let a crazed fan catch their hands if they got within 5, 10 steps of any member. Myself included. We got five planets in retrograde and I am just not about involving myself in any of the fuckery that ensues while it’s still in retrograde and even when it isn’t. If anybody feels similar to this. I understand that feeling. Just do what is necessary to take care of yourself. If that’s taking a break from the k-pop community, so be it. You never have to place anyone above you. Take a nap, breathe deep, eat something, drink a glass of water, take a bath, cry, listen to music, draw, write, look at pictures of your bias, do whatever it is that is healthy and will help you recharge. As has been said to me before, you can be a supporter, you can be an advocate, but you don’t have to be a martyr. You don’t have to pour all of your energy and sanity into this community. Love myself, love yourself, ARMY, EXO-L, iKONICS, Carats, AHORA, NCTZENS, Monbebes, and any and all other k-pop stans.

#mingummysmile #leahspeaks