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frootielooties · 5 months
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binniebakery · 2 months
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Non Idol AU Best Friend!Soobin x Gn!Reader Friends to lovers, Fluff! Summary♡: Today was the day Soobin was going to confess to you, but what happens when the plan he had meticulously planned out falls apart (literally) right in front of him? Warnings♡: Soobin describes reader as pretty, mutual pinning, tooth rotting fluff! lmk if I missed anything ♡ A/N♡: I put my heart n soul into this fic.. this was kinda based off of two songs I've been listening to teehee. I really was in a soft mood so please enjoy! ♡ (also new fic layout..ish? do we likeee?~ heh)
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𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴: "Melting Point" By Zerobaseone
𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴: "Amusement Park" By Baekhyun
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-------˖⁺. ༶ ❤︎ ⋆˙⊹ 𐦍 ˖⁺. ༶ ❤︎ ⋆˙⊹------- You rubbed your hands together against the harsh cold. Smiling as you watched your breath swirled around the air in front of your face. He should be here in about..
Your phone read 6:05 pm.
Two minutes. You thought to yourself as you rocked back and forth on your heels. Soobin always arrived two minutes after his ‘almost there!’ text. You knew him like the back of your hand. You watched as the crowd around you began to pick up in speed to beat the oncoming weather, hearing the cars whirring by and the sound of thunder in the distance. You sigh sticking your hand out to feel for any incoming droplets.
Hopefully, Soobin brought an umbrella because you were for sure about to get soaked by the looks of those heavy clouds rolling in. Meanwhile, just around the block, a six-foot large male is huffing as his footsteps slam against the ground. Anyone walking by could easily tell that this boy was on a mission, running as if his life depended on it. Said boy receiving multiple stares as he frantically ran through the busy sidewalk, struggling to open the large umbrella in his hand.
Today was the day he was going to confess to you. Everything that Soobin had kept to himself for the entirety of your friendship was now going to pour out of him and he prays will finally reach you.
You were smart! He knows that for a fact, but you somehow always managed to completely misunderstand Soobin’s indirect confessions and (quite awkward) methods of hinting that he was utterly in love with you.
Soobin tried to look his best for the occasion, he really did! But alas, in an attempt to pick the perfect outfit, time slipped by and he was running late to pick you up from work. This was your usual daily routine. Soobin leaves his job at the comic book store at 4 and heads home to change so he can pick you up from your shift at the local bakery. 
A straight thirty minutes from his house to your job but of course he never minded. He was never late to pick you up so you two could head to your favorite arcade to unwind after work. No matter how many times you would protest about the long journey, Soobin always made it his job as your best friend to ensure you were safe.  Soobin wanted to spend every second he could with you, therefore he was never late.
That is until today.
Soobin sees your figure from afar, shifting side to side, humming to yourself as you happily daydream about whatever first comes to your mind. After all, you could be a needle in a haystack and he’d always manage to find you. Your aura was just that strong, it always pulled him in like a magnet.
As he watches your pretty head deep in thought, Soobin approaches you wondering what you could be pondering about. Probably thinking about dinner, he chuckles to himself and he rapidly makes his way over to you.
“Y/n! I– I’m here! Sorry if I– if I made you w– wait!” Soobin panted as his large body bent over to catch his breath after sprinting like a madman from the train station to the bakery. He was never that athletic really, but best believe he would run across the whole city if it was for you.
“Binnie! Are you okay?” You chuckled as you pat his back, offering to hold his umbrella for him while he recovered from his marathon.
“Y- yeah! Jesus, I think I just burst a l- lung” Soobin coughs and grins shyly, adorable dimples on show.
You smile endearingly at the tall boy, those dimples were always your weak point. Soobin knew that too and would always use it against you. Anytime he wanted to convince you to do anything, all he had to do was pull that innocent smile and you were immediately whipped.
“You look nice today ‘bin!” You giggle as you ruffle the top of his head. Soobin and his now red ears immediately stand up fully and quickly attempt to fix his hair. He tried so hard this morning to fix it just the way you liked it! Bangs, pushed aside to show just the right amount of his forehead. 
‘It makes you look like a drama actor!’ You’d exclaim, cheeks flushed because he really did look good, almost too good. Soobin wore his hair like that more often, but you always made sure he knew that his long bangs almost covering his gentle eyes were your favorite look from him. There was something soft and tender when his hair was messily fluffed around his handsome face.
Like when he just finished 3 rounds of your arcade’s intense dancing game, or when you were in your room lying on the floor laughing about everything and anything, or even now, hair slightly disheveled from the marathon he had just run.
He was always a sight to see.
“You um.. ready to go?” Soobin clears his throat, looking away in an attempt to hide his reddening ears from the way your gaze just eats through his self-control. It took everything in his power to not just pull you in and kiss you right then and there.
“Yeah! Let’s go~” You chirp, and before you march out of the safety of your bakery’s foyer, Soobin grabs your wrist and gently pulls you back to him.
“Hey, did you forget that it’s starting to rain? Let me cover us first silly,” Soobin takes the umbrella from your hand and holds it above you both, but not before he gifts you a flick to your forehead.
“Ow- okay sorry!” You look up and realize that it has in fact started drizzling. You laugh at your silliness (this totally wasn’t because you realize Soobin has your brain turning to mush and you can’t focus on what's going on around you) and to Soobin, it’s like the gates of heaven have opened. He thinks, no he knows, that he could spend the rest of his life hearing you laugh like that.
Your walk to the arcade continues, and Soobin relishes every second he gets to feel your warm body close to his. Just not close enough.
But today is different, Soobin had a plan.
As the rain got heavier Soobin began to feel more antsy, although he hadn’t planned for the rain  he was not going to let it stop him from giving you the ultimately perfect confession you deserved.
Part one of his plan: Pick you up from work. Was a success.
Part two: Stop by the flower shop on your way to the arcade.
Soobin had called a week prior, begging the owner to preserve your favorite color and favorite flowers to make the perfect arrangement for this day exactly. Everything was paid for and all he had to do was show up with the qr code on his phone, then boom! The next part of his plan would be set in motion.
Part three: Confess in front of the arcade. The place where you first hung out together, and you and Soobin’s favorite spot to hang.
As you approach the flower shop, Soobin’s heart races quicker and he begins to question if he’s able to do this confession after all. You just looked too perfect next to him, and things were already perfect the way they were. He didn’t want to ruin the friendship and close bond you both had if you didn’t feel the same.
“One sec y/n, I gotta stop here and grab an order for my mom,” Soobin hands you the umbrella as he hops inside the shop. The perfect plan to surprise you in front of the arcade.
Soobin quickly exits with the bouquet and you remain completely oblivious to his plan. Perfect.
“Oh..! Your mom has such lovely taste!” You coo and Soobin holds the flowers away from you, he was not going to let you sneak in a peek at the card he had written for you.
“Mhm, doesn’t she? Sorry for keeping you waiting, let's go” Soobin smiles and takes the umbrella from you once again. You feel your cheeks warm up as you continue your walk at how he always managed to be the biggest gentleman.
Luck was not on Soobin’s side today. The universe may as well have just struck him with lightning and he’d be happier with the outcome.
For the split second Soobin decides to adjust his coat, having his arm hold the bouquet just out of the umbrella’s cover, rain began to pour
The flowers were completely drenched.
“No–!” He exclaims and you gasp. “Oh no! Are they ruined?” You hold your breath as Soobin inspects the flowers.
“Yeah.. they’re ruined..” He sighed. Of course this happens, first his hair doesn’t want to cooperate this morning, he runs late because he couldn’t decide on an outfit, it rains, and now the flowers he got you are completely destroyed. Including the card!
You two had just arrived at the arcade. Soobin wants nothing more than to just curl up in a drain and let himself rot.
“I’m sorry Soobin.. Should we go back? I can pay for new flowers for her!” You tilt your head and Soobin just wants to hold you by the cheeks and kiss your forehead at how sweet and caring you were. You were an angel sent from heaven just for him.
No. Soobin wasn’t going to just let this dumb weather ruin his perfect confession. He was going to persevere. He was going to confess to you today no matter what happens.
“Y/n, look I need to tell you– wait look out!”
Soobin grabs you by the arm, pulling you in as quickly as he could. A car zooms by, driving slightly too close to the sidewalk and almost completely drenching you.
Soobin was never athletic– Soobin was never lucky– Soobin was always a stuttery, clumsy mess around you, but maybe this moment wasn’t about that.
Soobin pulls you in, umbrella perfectly positioned to save you from being drenched.
He doesn’t realize how hard he’s pulling and you fall perfectly into his chest, your hand reaching over his grabbing the umbrella for leverage. You look up at Soobin, eyes wide and face a perfect pink.
Ah serendipity, maybe luck was on Soobin’s side today after all.
Soobin was on a rollercoaster. Heart ready to escape from his chest and climb into you, squeezing itself through to be one with yours.
His heart was like an amusement park for you to enjoy anytime you wanted. He’d wait for you patiently, arm open for you to hang on to. He’d take you over to the Ferris wheel made just for you, show you the intricate threads that made up the thoughts and dreams that connected his heart to hopefully one day, yours. You’d have all the sweets you wanted, churros, cotton candy, and ice cream mixed with all your favorite flavors. He just needed you to turn in the ticket for free admission.
Why was he so in love with you?
Just the warmth of your fingertips was enough for the angels to sing their finest hymns. Your touch sent electricity jolting up his arm and down his chest right into his poor beating heart.
Could you feel it? The way his heart pounded by just feeling your mere touch. How long had he wished for something like this?
“Y/n.. Look, the flowers– They were for you! And today’s just been the worst..” Soobin is stumbling over his words but he’s more than desperate for you to finally hear him, to finally know what he’s felt for you. “ I- I like you! As more than a friend..! No– I love you!”
You feel your heart burst into fireworks as you stare into Soobin’s eyes. You stare at each other for a few seconds but it feels like years.
“I..” Your words get caught on the way out. You had loved him for so long, and although you and Soobin weren’t together your whole lives it had always felt that way.
You wrap your arms around his neck and pull him down, connecting your lips together.
Soobin is utterly shocked and drops the umbrella to the ground and places his hands gently on your waist. The effort you both made to stay dry now in vain as you two were now drenched but it didn’t matter.
It was as if every clover he had found, every dandelion he blew, every star he wished on, every prayer he mumbled had been redeemed the moment you pulled away and looked up at him with a gaze that just poured out unconditional love and affection. He just felt that lucky to have you in his life.
He knew your answer without you even opening your mouth. After all, who else could read your mind better than him?
You let out a soft and cheery laugh as you gently caress one of Soobin’s blushing ears.
This was his melting point. It was all like a scene out of one of the sappy romance animes you watched together. The moment was ethereal compared to anything either of you had ever dreamed of. His soul felt as if it dripping into yours under the cold rainy sky. Your warmth enveloped him and Soobin completely believes he could have stayed like this with you forever.
And with the way he pulls you in for another kiss, you could have just remained that way.
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Was I (19 NB) TA for starting a little bit of drama in my friend group. For context you need to understand that I met my friend group (of 4--expanded into 9 now) in the film club at our high school and there was a lot of messy situations going on in that club (from sexist filmbros to ignorant teachers --a day was never boring!) And after we graduated we'd continue to talk about how awful the people in the club was but we'd laugh about it. But then college came up and we became so bored for entertainment. Like everything was so peaceful in the friendgroup. And I remember my friend talking to me in the car saying and I quote, "I kind of miss film club nothing goes on now" and at that moment I knew I needed to do something!
So for additional context all of my friends are in a relationship okay except for 3 of us. So like to make a long story fucking short I slept with my friend okay. So like she told me she was in an open relationship but uhh tbh it wasnt really because that couple ended up getting into a fight. Meanwhile the other couple they were starting to act really weird and closing the friend group out one of my friends called them out. And more arguments ensued. Anyways tbhh I didn't initially intentionally mean for this friendgroup to become so chaotic but you know now that it is I felt as though I should instigate and make things even worse. So i through a few more lies in here and there to keep everyone guessing about how everyone else felt about them (because I'm like the friendgroup mother & I don't want to be and I am literally breaking yk) so yeah
It's likeee I didn't intend for it to get this chaotic Tumblirinas AITA???
What are these acronyms?
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im-happy-at-home · 5 years
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So I just found out that it was recently the anniversary of the release of the masterpiece that is A Day at the Races and so I wanted to share a rant I wrote in the middle of the night, sleep deprived listening to the album. A fair warning: I am incredibly enthusiastic and easy to rile up when I’m tired, plus spelling will probably wrong, as well as grammar. So anyways here is me making a fool of myself on the internet. Notice I get louder and louder as time progresses. 
Anyways, enjoy!
A Day at the Races is so good that my brain cannot compute.
Tie your mother down, with that gong opening and guitar solo is like the beginning of an epic movie or something.
You take my breath away? Eerily beautiful and sad. “I get ever so lonely from time to time” stood out to me so much and omg I cry 
Long Away? Is like? Such an Underrated song? I felt like I was leaving home or something and about to go away on a long journey, both excited about where I’m headed yet sad to leave behind everything. But then it’s also like I’m stuck in a place on my way somewhere longing to get where I wanna be but also go back to where I came from? I’m here, somewhere in between? Nowhere to go? How could a 3 minute 30 second song do this to me???? BRIAN HAROLD WILLAM MAY YOU ARE A GENIUS (author’s note: I don’t think that’s his real full name)
Don’t get me fricking started on Millionaire Waltz. It’s fricking beautiful when the opening has Freddie’s piano playing in one ear and John’s bass playing in the other, then they slowly merge together with the opening lyrics? And like that says a lot about their friendship?? Freddie’s bouncy and flowery and energetic piano and Deaky’s chill but complex bass riff?? Merging together in perfect harmony???? Also Freddie is at his peak here I swear. 
“Do you reMEEEEEEEmmmber?” YOURE DOING AMAZING SWEETIE 
“Coooome baaaack toooooo MEEEEEEE” YOURE DOING EVEN BETTER SWEETIE 
BRIAN LEGIT SNAPPED WHEN HE MADE THIS GUITAR SOLO ITS AMAZING!!! AND ROGERS DRUMMING CHANGES THE WHOLE TONE TOTALLY AND ARGWJQKSOSOEKEJSJ then the fricking WALTZ WITH THE MULTIPLE GUITARS AND RICH BASS AND BOUNCING PIANO KEYS AND THE CYMBAAALS the it slows down with Freddie and his voice and tHEN IT GETS THE FUCK BACK UP IM TIRED OF CENSORING MYSELF THIS IS A BEAUTIFUL TRACK THE HARMONIES ARE MY SEXUALITY I SWEAR I FEEEL LIKEEE A MILLIOOOONAAAIRE 
You and I is a BOP! John really has a way with songs that get stuck in your head for fuckING DAYS “JUST YOOOUUU AND IIII LAUGHTER RINGING IN THE DARKNESS PEOPLE DRINKING TO DAYS GOOONEE BYYYYY” im soft i want a love like this OH GOD THE FEELS
Also, “You know I could never see the futile, you know I could never see where life is leading me, but will we be toGETHER FOREEEVER?” “i don’t know” is such a MOOD. Deaky marry me I love you I wanna be your best friend. 
Then the masterpiece that is SOMEBODY TO LOVE is on next. Of COURSE it is. From one FUCKING banger to the next. Do I even need to emphasize how much I fucking love this song????? The HARMONIES, the PIANO, the BASS, GUITAR SOLO, the CYMBALS, the “SOOOOoooommBOOOOddyyy to LOOOooooOoOoVe,” the Roger SCREECH, then, THEN......
“find me somebody to LOOOVE, find me somebody to LOOOOVVEEE, find me somebody to LOOOOOVE, FIND ME SOMEBODY TO LOOOOVE, SOMEBODY SOMEBODY SOMEBODY SOMEBODY” 
“can annyYBOODDYY FIND MEEEE”
“somebody TOoooooOoooOOOO...”
“LooOOOOOOOoooOoooooVEEEEEEEE”
I fucking love this song. 
Alright here we go with White Man. I have actually never heard this song. Brian’s guitar is killing here. WOAH THE DRUM JUST JUMPING IN ON ME LIKE THAT IM SHIVERING I LEGIT GOT CHILLS OH MY THE DRUMS BANgING IN THEBACKGROUND THE GUITAR RIGHT IN MY EAR THE BASS IS TIGHT FREDDIE IS IN PRIME ROCK AND ROLL MODE HERE and boy this song got too real too fast and I am LIVING FOR IT YOURE KILLING IT BOYS THIS IS A BANGER “WHITE MAN WHITE MAN WHITE MAN WHITE MAN” SMASH THOSE CYMBALSSSSS ROGER YAS Freddie you’re voice and Brian’s guitar is just...music to my ears hehehehe lame joke. BOOM that drum ending though WOOH what a rush
YAAAAAS GOOD OLD FASHIONED LOVER BOY “I CAN SERENADE AND GENTLY PLAY ON YOUR HEARTSTRINGS BE A VALENTINO JUST FOR YOUUUUU”
“oooooh LOVE oooooh LOVER BooooOOOOY WHAT YOU DOING TONIGHT hEy BoY” 
This song is amazingggggg every single member is able to shine here. Piano, drums, guitar, bass, and all those extra quirks make this song this is so underrated UGH
“Wheeeeeeen I’m nooottt WiiThhhh YOooUuuu THINK OF ME ALWAYS love youuu LOVE YOUuuuuuu”
BEST SONG EVER UGH WHAT AN UNDERRATED BOP 
Drowse. What. A. Song. Roger has never sounded better in my opinion. I can totally get lost in his voice and the instrumentals in the back. Wow. I just feel so at peace
“It’s a fantastic drowse of the afternoooooon suuuuundays” awww yes life makes sense now
“IT AINT EASY FOR A SMALL TIME BOY IT AINT EASY AT ALL” awww Rog my baby
“THINKING IT RIGHT, DOING IT WRONG” roG ME TOO ME TOO I WANNA GIVE YOU A HUG
I think this is one of my favorite songs. With the quiet chatter as the song fades.....what a chaotic yet serene song I just cannot Roger Taylor you are so much more than a car fucker I’m sorry if I ever doubted you THE WORLD IS BLESSED TO HAVE YOU
Awww the final song. What is this? Teo Torriate? This keyboard is sick! 
Oooh my god Freddie!!! “When I’m goooone no need to wonder if I ever think of yoooooouuu” I ALWAYS THINK OF YOU FREDDIE 
Wow this song is —
I had to stop for a while and really listen to the song as a whole. This song is amazing, especially with the references Freddie makes about how when he’s gone, not to forget him and the lessons we have learned. The final part where it seems like a whole crowd is singing along is like for me as if the whole world is singing along and continuing the legacy of Queen. Plus I’m listening to this at midnight dead tired and hearing Freddie say “Close your pretty eyes and be with me” or something along those lines was an almost spiritual experience.This is such a powerful song it’s like Freddie’s singing about not being sad that he is gone and instead celebrate what we’ve gone through together. “Let the candle always burn, let us never loose the lessons we have learned.” I’m not crying my eyes are just sweating. 
Wow. I’m done. I’ve listened to the whole of A Day at the Races. Wow. I just can’t believe how this album isn’t as well known as some of their others. There’s a track for literally everybody, and a lot of these songs have such deep and meaningful lyrics and melodies. I have just reached another level of peace and enlightenment after this album. Queen, you make living life so much better. If this isn’t Queen at their best then I don’t know if I can handle them at their best.
So here’s the end of my sleep deprived rant. I’m sorry if it’s so long, I guess I’m just really passionate at 1 am. If you guys want me to pull another allnighter, let me know what album I should do next. Thanks guys!
I sounded so high and drunk at the same time. Gawd. High on Queen I guess.
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spicyyy-muffin · 6 years
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Bug- BadBoy!Shawn
Shawn Mendes x Reader
Words: 1,876
Warnings: Langauge, violence
Genre: Fluff and slight angst 
This party was a horrible idea. You knew it. Amanda knew it. Charlie knew it, but yet they still dragged you along with them. Fucking friends right?
“Guys I don’t know if I can do this.” You mumbled under your breath, looking the body sized mirror fixing your hair for the thousandth time.
“y/n, we have been over this ten times. It’s just a small get together with a few people. They’re gonna have some beer maybe some cake, movies, that’s literally it.” Amanda said applying some last touches to her lipstick.
“Yeah you have nothing to worry about babe.” Charlie plotted herself down on your bed.
“Yeah except Charlie’s gonna be sticking her tongue down Justin’s throat tonight.” Amanda laughed into the mirror. Charlie scoffed throwing your pillow at her. “I am NOT”
“Charlieeeee, weee knoowww youuu likeee himm!” You sang.
“You guys are delusional, I don’t even know what you are talking about. I don’t have a thing for Justin,” she paused “right y/n?” She looked up at you.
“Yeah ‘small get together’ my fucking ass Amanda.” You said pulling up to the frat house. “Okay, but, I knew you guys weren’t gonna come if I said Andrew invited me.” “ANDREW INVITED YOU!” Charlie and you practically screamed at the same time.
“Andrew as in Shawn’s best friend, Andrew?”
“No, as in Justin Bieber’s best friend .” She scoffed getting out of her mom’s minivan. “You seriously need to get over your fear of him.”
“It’s not a fear.” You said defending yourself, as the three of you made your way up the brick stones. “I’d call it more of a, slight precaution. And I have Alex, he said if Shawn gives me shit, to tell him and he’ll take care of it.” You said
“Oh yeah, of course, how could I forget about your lame ass boyfriend.” Charlie scoffed rolling her eyes. “You seriously need to dump that guy he’s such a dick.”
The door opened as boobs bethany opened the door. “Oh my god! You guys made it! Come in! Come in!”
Walking past her and into the crowded living room was a challenge itself ‘don’t look at the boobs, don’t do it y/n’ you had to repeat it to yourself, because, well, she wasn’t called boobs Bethany for nothing.  
“The drinks are in there,” she said pointing towards the kitchen behind the swinging wooden door. “And the rEALLY hot guys are out there.” She said pointing to the backyard, to the pool.
“Oh my god! There’s Justin!” Charlie said just as fast as she walked away.
“Do you want me to go get drinks?” I yelled into Charlie’s ear.
“Yeah! Make sure to poor some alcohol for me. I’m feeling dumb tonight!” She yelled back walking towards the back door.
Pushing into the kitchen you saw the line of different alcohol bottles. And the punch….never drink the punch. Grabbing two red solo cups you opted for half vodka and sprite for Amanda and…. Dr.Pepper for you. No way in hell was anyone gonna make you drink.
“Do you need help there love.” A chin rested on your shoulder, looking over you realised it was Alex.
“Hey babe!.” You smiled back. “The famous y/n comes to a party wooow, you’d never do that for me.”
Your smile altered. “Yeah? I guess it wasn’t for you.”
He laughed looking away then turning his attention back to you. “Who was it for then?”
“Me.” You simply stated. He bursted out laughing.”You? Babe come on this isn’t your crowd. You belong home with a book and hot chocolate.” He said wiping his mouth off.
“Right, because that’s all women are good for, right? Wow you are such a dick. Let me know when you think higher of how amazing women are, then higher of what is in between their legs.” You walked away, to find Amanda. Alex was a good guy when he wanted to be, treated you well, liked you a lot, but he was never that push you needed. And especially never the guy you picture yourself with.
“Hey love, you okay?” Amanda said, her smile altering as you handing her drink over.
Your head snapped up. “What? Yeah? No, i’m good, drunk guys are just assholes.” You said slightly mumbling the last part under your breath.
“Okay! Good! So y/n, this is Andrew.” She said. You reached your hand out shaking his, while looking up, he was pretty handsome, scrawny but muscular, and gorgeous locks on his head.
“It’s really nice to meet you, Amanda talks a lot about you!” You smiled “Good things I hope!”
“All good.” He smiled back at you before moving to the side, my view landed on the person I was hoping to avoid. Shawn. “And this is my buddy shawn.”
With the most annoying smirk on his face he reached his hand over.
“I’m Shawn, sorry didn’t catch the name, you are?” “y/n, my name is y/n.”
“Hey Andrew do you wanna come out to my car real quick so you can grab that shirt?” Amanda said breaking the awkward tension between the four of you.
As she slowly turned around (not before she sent you a wink of course) Andrew pointed a finger at Shawn and under his breath mumbled a quick “be good”. Shawn, being well, shawn, raised his hands in defense. “I always am, aren’t I?” Andrew let out a low chuckle and walked away.
“So, bug, how have you been?” He said, his smirk ripping back onto his face.
“Pretty good, no thanks to you.” You stated looking down to your feet. His cold hand lifted your chin back up. “You mean no thanks to that piece of shit boyfriend of yours.”
You were exhausted. You had known Shawn for about four months now and every time you talked he brought up your “no good boyfriend” or “your micro-penis of a douchebag”. It was getting annoying, fighting him, defending Alex.
“Yeah, I guess whatever.” You mumbled ripping your chin away.
“Wow, so no ‘you don’t even know him Shawn’ and oh my favorite ‘you bring this up every conversation’”
“No, I guess I’m just not feeling down to let boys walk on me tonight.” You said finally looking up at him, when his eyes turned deadly. “Who.” You sighed, taking a step back. “Shawn, please don’t start this tonight, I--”
“BABYYYY!” You shut your eyes. Alex was drunk. Again.
“YYYY/NNN!! BABBEEEE COMEEERRRE”. You looked at Shawn when suddenly a heavy arm came over your shoulder. “Heyyy babe, i missed youuuu, after you got mad at me I had to find Ella. You weren’t giving me attention what was I supposed to do?” You ripped his arm off of your shoulder. That name, that name was never good.  “Ella?” You questioned pushing him back slightly. She was known as the highschool hook-up, could take on any guy, as if it was a challenge.
“Yeah! Ella you know, my usual hook-up? No I mean, my hook-up when you are being a little bitch.” He was drunk off of his ass. But there was no way in hell you were letting a piece of shit talk to you that way. You looked at Shawn and he slowly raised his fist but before he landed on his target, you did it for him.
You punched Alex, square in the way. He looked surprised,like you had caught him off guard, when you punched him again, and again, and again, before you felt someone lift you off of him. All you could was red, your chest raising up and down as you failed to catch your breath. “We’re over Alex! You can go fuck yourself, no better yet go fuck that piece of-” you were cut off by Shawn turning you around in his arms and pressing your face into his chest. “Stay the fuck away or next time I won’t pull her off of you, I’ll be the one you want pulled off of you.” His voice was deep, and demanding like a sergeant giving orders.
It wasn’t until you and Shawn were in front of the house could you feel the tears dripping off of your face. You felt angry, and betrayed, not because Alex was cheating, but because you had defended him, time, after time, after time and you had started to believe your own lies. That he was truly a good guy.
“Oh bug.” Shawn whispered pulling you back into his arms. “Im sorry--I---I--- should have listened you but----” you choked on your words. “Shhhh, it’s okay. I forgive you.” He kissed the top of your head slightly nuzzling his nose into your hair.
“Lets walk home yeah?”
You looked up at him slowly nodding your head and wiping your nose off, but before you could walk away you heard slight shuffling of feet. Looking to your left, Amanda and Andrew were making out. You let out a chuckle, tugging at Shawns hoodie pointing towards them. He looked over laughing slightly, shaking his head, while he tugged at the roots of his brown curly hair.
“You think you’ll ever cut it short again?” He looked at you with crazy eyes, as he started following you to your house.
“What? My hair?” You nodded. “What’s wrong with my hair? You don’t like it bug?” He inquired with curious. Looking down at you.
“No, I was gonna say I like your hair like this, suits you.”
“Oh yeah? Well I don’t know if I can call you bug anymore. You certainly weren’t afraid of hitting that jack-ass. I think you need a nickname more, more, what’s the word?” He stopped in his tracks, snapping his finger at you. “Feisty!”
“Oh really?” You smiled.
“Yeah, maybe something like lioness? No that’s lame. Ummmm” You looked up at him like long slender fingers were playing with his lip when he looked busy at thinking. It was actually quite adorable.
“Bee!” He whole face lit up as he laughed to himself. “Get it? Because you are tiny and cute, but when you sting it hurts like a bitchh.” He looked down at you. “But I can teach you how to hit harder, the pressure points of where to hit.” He reached down grabbing your already bruising knuckles. As you stopped in front of your front door. “Teach you what part of the hand to hit with.” He raised your knuckles to his lips. Slightly kissed the raw skin, until he hit a cut, you hissed pulling your hand back.
“Next time, let me beat his face in. Yeah? I don’t like seeing you get hurt? I’m supposed to be the dangerous one, remember?”
“Yeah, I’ll give you the next one Mendes. But I’m holding you to teaching me-”
“Yeah, yeah okay bee.” He pulled you into a hug. “I’ll sneak into your room tomorrow. You better behave until then.” You pulled away looking at his worried eyes, punching his shoulder.
“I always do.” You said in a deep voice.
“Are you mocking me? Oh that’s it.” He pulled your waist into him, digging his fingers into your stomach. You burst out laughing. “Oh my! And she’s ticklish too!”
masterlist- seriously so much bad boy shawn is coming
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