#little Miss therapist

[lizatheeddsworldaddict]

Little Miss therapist: We call that a “traumatic event”. 

Little Miss therapist turning to Roy and streber: Not a “bruh moment”. 

Little Miss therapist turning to Jon and Todd and tord: Not a “major L”

Little Miss therapist turning to rocky and cadet: And DEFINITELY not an “OOF Lmao”.  

#the four seasonz #eddsworld jon #eddsworld #the mr men show #my ocs #jon eddsworld #jon ew #ew todd #todd eddsworld #eddsworld tord #mr man and little miss #tmms #mr men oc #mr men & little miss #little Miss therapist #roy spooky month #streber spooky month #roy sm #streber sm #the new adventures of rocky and bullwinkle #the rocky and bullwinkle show #rocky and bullwinkle #rocky and bullwinkle and friends #rocky and bullwinkle oc #incorrect quotes

[shesalewa]

Dear @goosimp

I apologize for my latest artwork where I killed off Goo Kim, and Gun was crying while holding his dead body.

And talking about how he has no one left in his life now that Goo is dead af in that post.

Even though I don't feel sorry for killing Goo off. I do feel bad for hurting your feelings.

So I decided to draw this art.

Please accept this ship art of Goo and Gun as my apology.

With a little side story.

Gun: happy birthday Goo. You're officially an adult.

Goo: you greeted me too late jacka-

Gun: shut up it's better than nothing.

Goo: fk you.... Did you get me the authentic Samurai sword?

Gun: yes. Here.

Goo: ... FK YEAH! GIVE IT TO ME C'MON!!!

Gun: stop stealing my clothes now, Alright?

Goo: hah! No. You know damn well they look better on me.

Gun:... Yeah. You should wear my rings next time then.

Goo: what? Hey! No wait! Come back! What did you say?!

...

Gun: hey Goo. It's my birthday today.

Gun: Aren't you going to give me anything?

Goo: does a kiss count? Yuzuru?

Gun: ... Yeah. Anything counts.

Goo: I'm sorry I couldn't get you anything better.

Goo: I would've gotten you matching jewelry...

Goo: maybe matching rings...

Gun: ... No it's fine.... It's fine... A kiss is good enough.

Gun: a kiss is great.

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Gun: after all... Anything counts.. Especially if it's from you. You f-cking thief.

Gun:just please. Don't, don't die.

Gun: that's what i want for today.

[IM NOT SORRY. IF YOU WISH ME DEAD. DO IT. I'VE ACCEPTED MY FAITH. COME AT ME @goosimp IM NOT SCARED (I'm scared) OF YOU]

#go ahead and run to your little imaginary therapist and see if i care #im not sorry #sorry not really sorry #sorry not even remotely sorry #gungoo #gun x goo #lookism #lookism spoilers #guys if i go missing you know damn well why. #lookism angst #gungoo angst #angst #angst prompt #im starting a war. #i accidentally deleted the original post #sorry goosimp #im scared #i really do feel bad for hurting your feelings

[sciderman]

i relate to peter parker because i’ve had six crushes this year alone

damn son save some for the rest of us!!

#sci speaks #i think i've only ever had one crush in my life. wilding. i wish i fell in love easier. it feels wonderful. #oh the people with hyperactive hearts... #i wish i had felt this way at some point when i was younger. it kind of felt like my heart wasn't fully developed yet. #holds my heart in my hands. why were you such a late bloomer. why didn't you feel more things earlier on. #i'm kind of sad that i didn't have teenage crushes or anything. i feel like i missed out. #is it because nobody around me was appealing. or is it because i was too busy on my own planet. #i think i wasn't really close with a lot of people when i was younger. i kind of never came out of my shell. #so nobody got close enough to me for me to like them. #not that it's necessarily how it works. but it takes a lot for me to get there with somebody i think. #i think a lot of the relationships i've been in i'm still To This Day not even sure if i actually liked them back in that way. #squeezes my heart in my hand. why are you so fussy. #i wish i had more experiences under my belt. i really do. but also i don't want to be in situations that are uncomfortable either. #and i don't want to just be there for the sake of it. #lies on the floor and stares at the ceiling. i don't know what i want. #is love the answer? #i don't know. sometimes i want it more than anything. but it's such a ball-ache to get. sometimes you think you're better off without it. #i wish i knew what i wanted. i think i just want to be brave enough to find out. #why do i ramble so much in my tags. it's like tumblr is my therapist or something. #i'm feeling weird about myself lately. just kind of a little tired. i don't feel bad. but kind of perpetually low-energy. #like i never have the time to do things that make me happy. and when i do get the time i don't have the energy. #is this what it's like to live in this world. i need like. a year's break from work. i think. #i need like a year-long vacation. i need a gap year. i need a year to live life. #i wonder if it's financially viable. i think i'd eat through everything i have if i did that. but. #you can get money back. you can't get your time back.

[thejacketscloset]

Tried to apply somewhere, wouldn't even take my resume bc they said it was too expensive to train someone that would only work until September, nearly cried over it, walked home and had slush fall out of a tree onto my head, had the snow I cleared off the car fall directly into my boots and make my jeans soaking wet, couldn't even get the top of the car cleared because I'm too short and weak, and then I CRIED ABOUT IT LIKE A BABY.

Shaping up to be a great day. Someone pass me soap it's my turn to give him a mental breakdown

#had like a 30 second breakdown n then had to compose myself so i can go apply to another place #but a small sob session is still a chance to balance emotions and whateva #i miss my therapist a little bit

[orcelito]

The good news: I will have Chinese food tomorrow

The bad news: I have to see my mom as part of it :[

#speculation nation #negative/ #i guess. i Am complaining. #i did agree to this. better to rip the bandaid off ahead of the family christmas. #but i havent talked to her since like... jeeze. i really think it's been over 2 years by this point now. #ignored all her calls and texts and Letters even #like what am i supposed to say? heyyy ma nice to see you (i guess). why havent i called? well uhhhhh #even in her letter she sent me it was essentially a nearly illegible journal she kept during a depressing as fuck time #something that really shouldve stayed as a journal. but no she wrapped it up stuck a sticker on it and drew some nail polish on the envelope #i am her child and yet she was using me as a therapist. venting things and In The Letter saying she didnt know why she said them #like. mom. you know you dont have to send me everything you write right? you know you can start over right? #but no she just writes with no filter. no consideration for me. #because she's a sad sad woman who sees her children as the only things worth living for #and i do say things. she doesn't fucking care about me as a person. #she just misses the experience of being these little impressionable people's Everything. #no one puts up with her bullshit these days and how sad is that? #so. well. that's the kind of reason why i havent talked to her. bc she's a fucking drain just to be around. #but shes my mother yada yada and something in me still feels maybe even slightly socially obligated to see her #really though i just want to see her Side of the family. i miss them. i haven't seen them in too long. #and in order to see them i have to see her. and i decided itd be best to see her ahead of time #so that family xmas is. at least slightly less awkward. hopefully. #what am i supposed to do if she tries to hug me or something? i dont want to hug her. #either she'll be all weepy that i havent been talking to her or she'll try to act like nothing's changed at all. #or maybe both. who knows. either way itll be entirely about her. as it always is. #i just need to make sure i dont end up alone with her #so long as my sister or grandma are there too she wont be As insufferable. hopefully.

[tanicus-caesareth]

guarana drama, damage control

[femcelhood]

I say this every day but. When can I just be okay.

#I know I’m on meds now that are changing my brain #but god. I don’t feel like myself anymore #I cannot be myself anymore because of my therapist’s guidelines #I feel like an empty shell #every little thing scares me #when can things just go back to normal again #I miss it all

[floral-hex]

woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early. #and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed. #went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done. #I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding) #actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so… #I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired. #I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die. #is this relatable? #just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda. #gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

[bowtiepastabitch]

I love filling out the 'new intake' forms for a therapist that I've seen before who just switched offices. "Why are you currently deciding to seek treatment?" funsies. "What was life like growing up?" Bad. "Are there any religious or spiritual practices that are important to you?" I don't believe in God but I'm angry at the concept.

#I was a little more serious for the stuff I actually submitted because like her office is gonna have that on file #but still #that's what I'd have said if I knew she would be the only one reading it #because seriously #this lady knows more about me than anyone on the planet #we've done weird neuroscience trauma hypnosis #I don't think she needs the two word blurb about my home life ya know? #anywho #back on my bullshit posting in the middle of the night #in good news!!!! #I missed this therapist a fuck ton while she was in between offices #I'm pathetically excited for therapy tomorrow

[euphoniouspandemonium]

TELL ME ABT ROCHE LIMIT LIKE WHATS GOIN ON WHOS OUR CAST I'm so curious 👁👁

Teeheee thank you for the ask !!!!!!!!!!

Roche Limit follows a (gay) (trans) guy named Halcyon in what is vaguely-not-vaguely the 1980s. His mental health state is horrible, he's struggling financially, he's recently dropped out of college and broken up with his boyfriend Abby (who by the way is his roommate), he's picking up very unhealthy habits (smoking and drinking. Oops!). The plot sets off when he reunites with his ex boyfriend Gabriel, who tasks him with killing an angel in exchange for ????. For Reasons. So Halcyon runs away to California with Gabriel to do that. Terrible decision. Soooo anyway he spectacularly fails at killing the angel and it possesses him ! His blood is like a pale colour and it glows now. And it's kind of a drug if consumed. Also his blood vessels glow. His eyes glow in the dark too. AND he's in constant pain because of the angel. Literally everyone wants to harm him. And he has to get an exorcism before someone succeeds in doing so. He's literally dissociating throughout the entire novella(?). Fun! The angel is a cutie btw. Literally the only valid character.

The main cast consists of Halcyon, Abby, Gabriel, the angel and two other characters I don't really know anything about (except that one of them is kind of literally Joan of Arc). A thing very much worth mentioning is that I've had Abby and Halcyon for like. Almost three years. But I technically abandoned them over a year ago and I've missed them sm and I'm so so happy to finally be writing in Halcyon's POV again.

Halcyon is my most special horrid pathetic little wet rat of a man. He's really cynical and bitter and angry at the world. He's incredibly self destructive and miserable and full of self loathing. Whenever someone tries to help him he pushes then away and becomes 10 times worse (relatable). He thinks he's SOOO fucked up but he's actually just a little guy. Also he's a punk and an artist. Also also he's half Korean. And he is EVERYTHING to me and I want to put him in my mouth. As you can see I am very normal about him.

Abby is my other pathetic little man. He's really gentle and romantic and soft, but like. He's also kind of manipulative and kind of shitty???? But it's okay because he too is everything to me and I adore him. He's also really self destructive but in different ways. Anyway, he really cares about Halcyon and REALLY tries to help him in every possible way but snaps under the stress that that causes him and ends up hurting Halcyon instead. He's bi and trans and his spirit animal would be a sewer rat wearing a cute little coat. I have like, several other ideas and WIPs in his POV because he fascinates me.

Gabriel is my slutty little bitch !!!!!!!!! I actually don't know much about him *yet* but what I do know is that he never shows any emotion other than Smirking Flirty Asshole and he wears sunglasses and suits even when he Really does not need to. Whore behaviour. He's also like. Really charismatic. And gay. And um . well, attractive. And very protective of the few people he actually cares about. I love him. If I met him irl I'd punch him in the face.

The little angel guy is just. A darling. It's very confused about everything that's happening and knows it's hurting Halcyon and Does Not Want to hurt him. So it tries to comfort him and protect him !!!!!!!! It is everything to me !!!! I say that a lot .

I could talk about these fucked up little guys forever but this post would be longer than War And Peace so we're ending it there <3 thanks for asking, again!!

#wip: roche limit #god i missed halcyon so much #he's so important to me and i want to kiss his little forehead. and find him a therapist #asks

[foreverxdaydreaming]

hello hello guess who's still alive 👀

feels weird to be away from tumblr sm bc this place has always felt like & always will be like home away from home

#haven't wanted to mention this much bc i like keeping my stuff separate but juustt in case any of my pals might worry #ive been alright dw! 💙 #tldr i took up content creation some months ago as a way to keep busy and get out of my own head #and it's been going pretty decently ngl! :') #nothing im hoping to do professionally or w/e atm; but have had fun doing my silly little craft and tricking my brain into schedules a bit #smth i started on a whim but my therapist has been all for it and very much enthused abt me doing smth and having hobbies again lol #i do miss you all dearly & desperately need to get better at replying;;;;; y'all deserve sm better than this #i still very much suck at replying to anything and dealing with social stuff. creating stuff/vids vs talking to ppl isn't the same at all🫠 #but anyway love yall sm miss yall sm you're all always in my hearts and in my prayers (non religiously but like yknow) #....wait hearts??? i have multiple??? lmfao tf #best wishes to all and i hope you've been well or that things get better asap. pls stay safe and take care my loves!! ❤️ #jj.txt #jj.tagspeak #jj.personal

[omarfor-orchestra]

Do you think I should text him be honest

#fjjdkdkskdksksk posts my therapist would kill me for #especially because she knows him from another patient well it's complicated #but i kinda need the validation rn #that I'm doing the right thing #we haven't seen eachother in almost 4 years now #he kinda used me like every other person from that period of my life so idk??? am i hurting myself with this #it's complicated but also i miss him a little #we used to have nice conversations and he was kind to me #jfjdjdkdkks i hate not having friends anymore #screw this maybe I'll text him when I'll finish these exams

[dragynkeep]

thinking on how we mirror our parents even when we lose them / go no contact because i fall into the exact same rhythm of cleaning the house with his music playing alongside me & dinner on the stove & clean laundry drying on the radiators & it feels like home.

#ais.txt #personal #im maybe still a little drunk from last night but #things like this feel like home #& even though i don't miss the bits i hate abt him #i miss this #recreating familiarity in place of loss yada yada #i am a therapist's wet dream lol

[daincrediblegg]

the one thing I think I hate the most about my course schedule this semester is that like. I spend 4 days of my week in the worst most brain-rottingly "the professor just shares her own opinions about the subject matter and expects you to take it as gospel with no student conversation on the materials presented" (which is never. NEVER. how a theory class should ever be run) and I have to do that in the middle of the fucking day which means I don't have anywhere to go at the end of all that to decompress and get into a better mood, so instead I have to spend my 3 days off each week recovering from that, and by the time I feel myself again, I gotta go back and do it all over again.

#sorry I'm just jotting down notes for stuff I gotta talk about with my therapist tomorrow #but also just so everyone knows if I seem a little hair-triggery lately yeah this is the reason why #you know college courses are very hit or miss. sometimes they WILL make you hate something you love but it's never the thing you love itsel #that is doing the ruining. sometimes it's just a bad fucking professor who should really just exclusively stick to screenwriting courses

[muslim-flint]

anyway did u know that my frail and narrow chest cavity is in fact capable of holding all of the nostalgia that was ever felt and will ever be felt by every human being to crawl this muddy little rock. if u even care

#this is why i should simply stop meeting people. i cant keep missing strangers so much #i am plagued by visions and memories and tiny little shiny pieces of people that are inlaid in my flesh like BULLET WOUNDS❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️ #the brain in my head content and proud that i value and cherish these things so much vs the brain in my heart and guts wailing bc it HURTS #anyweh. a constant bruise-like ache is better than feeling nothing but lord when will i get to a stable healthy middle ground #instead of Pretending im already there😭😭 #and my therapist is DEAD. this years promising i'll tell yall that much #this post is just abt my chronically insomniac dumb ass calling a fucking telephonic forum every night and meeting random men there btw<3 #OKAY. feels nice to vent skdjdkdjs perhaps i can be less dramatic now (i will not) #rizcore

[running-in-the-dark]

sometimes I just. realise I'll probably never feel normal about money in my life

I grew up poor, but it's not just that. it's that my mother would constantly complain that she didn't have any money, and because I was the oldest and also lived with my dad, she would call me and tell me to ask my dad to give her money. or rather, she'd yell at me to do it. sometimes she'd come over and they'd scream at each other about it. usually not in front of my brothers, I think, but always in front of me.

I remember how I didn't get anything, ever - and I don't mean luxury items, I mean clothes, underwear, school supplies. one time I asked for a set of coloured pencils because I really liked to draw - they weren't expensive, definitely under 10€, but she got mad and told me we couldn't afford that.

but she went to the hairstylist every 4-6 weeks to get her hair cut and dyed. the few times I went with her (I didn't feel comfortable going usually, because I had anxiety but mostly because I knew it was expensive and I knew we couldn't afford it), I saw how much she spent there (not a lot, but definitely a lot more than anything I got). she smokes, so she spent at least 10€ a day on cigarettes too. but that was fine because she 'never got anything for herself'.

when I desperately needed new clothes (because I literally did not have any that still fit and weren't completely broken), she would only take me to one store - because her friend owned it. I hated all of the clothes there and they were expensive, but she got to pay later or something so that's what we did. she always got more for herself than the few pieces I was allowed to get.

even when I had to move in with her again (not voluntarily), she still made me ask my dad for money. when I asked her to buy food she'd tell me she would do that when my dad sent more money. and it's not like he just didn't feel like paying - at least one of us lived with him until I was like 16, and he had less money than she did. but still. she'd always yell at me because he was so bad and I was responsible for making him give her more money.

whenever I got any money, I spent it immediately, because I knew if I didn't, one of my parents would borrow it (maybe I'd get it back, maybe not).

I don't know. I just don't know how to be normal about it. the stupidest things related to money will trigger memories of being screamed at. it all just feels bad.

#that post really hit me I guess #all of this was unnecessary #it could have been okay #if my parents hadn't been so stubborn we'd have got money for certain things. that would have made it a little easier at least #of course the main issue is that they behaved like assholes about it. it wouldn't have changed that. but still. #idk I feel weird calling this stuff abuse because it's really not that bad compared to what other people go through. but it sure made my #life hell for a long long time #idk I just want someone to like. validate that this wasn't okay and that it wasn't my fault or something. I miss my therapist. #personal