#maybe i shall rewatch it

[hysokaz]

illumi is a cis man out of convenience. he does not care enough to think about it. gittarackur is the most genderfuck thing ever tho yas pinhead slay

#illumi zoldyck #illumi is transmasc but amab hes just like. transneutral transmasc . agender masc spectrum #(i know him personally) #hey...GITTARACKUR IS FUCKING DRAG!!!!! DRAG THING!!!!!! YASSSS SLAY #hxh #OSSRY #i miss hxh sometimes #maybe i shall rewatch it #sometime.. #im watching banana fish rn with my bf . we're fishing. and i want to finish one anime for once in my life #does anybody know if the pain ever ends in banana fish. probably not right. Shorter save me

[epicene-humanoid]

something about the silk moth stede finds and pauses to admire on the treasure hunt, something about izzy running stede through with a sword and pinning him to the mast like a butterfly, something about the transformative nature of life, something about starting life as a creature of the land and then growing wings to take to the sky or setting sail to live on the sea, something about curling into a protective cocoon or retreating to a former home in order to achieve a final form— to kill the creature you were born as to become what you were meant to be, something about the wooden puppet who became a real boy, something about how a name changes you— how a moth is not a caterpillar despite being the same creature and the gentleman pirate is not stede bonnet despite being the same man, something about flashy colors and fine fabrics and patterned wings, something about aposematism and fuckery and performance…

but also. “great, you found a bug. cheers.”

#ofmd #stede bonnet #our flag means death #ofmd meta #ofmd analysis #HEAD FULL MANY THOUGHTS #if it weren’t 5:22 am i’d write this essay in full. i have work in five and a half hours lmao maybe then i’ll do it. #butterflies as a symbol of queerness is something that can be so personal actually #SOMETHJNT ABOUT HOW BUGS ARE SO HATED. AND FOR WHAT. #okay holding myself back but. PLEASE if you’re reading this hand over your thoughts dear boy or i shall be forced to unleash my vengeance. #just finished my 73493rd ofmd rewatch can you tell #is this anything

[skitskatdacat63]

I want his gender

#mentally im still here #that turtleneck outfit has haunted me since november when i watched this #daniel brühl the twink prince that you were #tbh most of his roles are very gender evny #this !!! #frederick zoller another twink #dont even get me started on zemo especially tfatws zemo and his slutty coat... #him as niki lauda??? #all very gender #if i ever can recreate this outfit irl i will be very happy #(what is it w me and getting gender envy for german protags istg every german show/movie i watch i get rly obsessed w the protag) #(maybe one day ill go back and gif deutschland 83/dark/etc and my german twink collection) #(thatd be a fun project! i could never rly find the fandom so itd be cool to be self indulgent) #(i always wanna rewatch those so if i can multitask w gifing that would be great) #(im super non committal and me doing race recaps is one of the major things keeping me consistent so maybe i shall do that but w this) #daniel brühl #daniel bruhl #good bye lenin #goodbye lenin #catie.rambling.txt

[stellorc]

another wip from my folder hell, this time 40% more sketchy i haven't decided the best lighting set up yet,,, the whole piece is currently a bit out of my comfort zone but maybe doing some studies/sacrifices will get me there.

love letter to all the ossuaries out there. you guys are so rad. also it's my birthday. still disappointed that no hot vampire lady came to save me from the unyielding grasps of time. maybe next year.

#something that's not from a game??? on this household??? yes #fun fact the working title for this piece is osso #it's just 'bone' in portuguese and i think it's funny as hell #idk who that lady is #maybe a vampire reminiscing about her former life #or just mocking her past victims who knows #she does looks a bit like jesra but lets ignore that #can you tell i had just finished rewatching crimson peak for the thousandth time? #lucille is awful and could in fact step on me #anyway i do have another sketch of a lady and her demon casually exiting a ball with a sword #once i make it less awful i shall post it as well #wip

[bookwyrminspiration]

"until that day, I shall learn to love...myself" he has not, in fact, learned to love himself

#sanders sides #roman sanders #i might've started a sanders sides rewatch perhaps. maybe because of a mutual. okay yeah definitely because of them #we shall see how long it takes me to get through them all but. WOOF they were so different back then...

[billpottsismygf]

Still thinking about how someone at the party I was at last night mentioned Always Sunny in a conversation with someone else on the other side of the room and I was suddenly Activated.

Had a lovely time trying not to be too weird, but also definitely being weird and getting to explain the insane context for some of the stuff on the show to @pog-mo-bhlog, then realised that I had apparently got so excited that I was no longer overstimulated, as I had taken my headphones off and didn't need them for the rest of the night.

It's like a special autism bonus. Activate my special interest and I will successfully cope with an overstimulating environment.

Of course, I did then go home and watch some Sunny.

#it's always sunny in philadelphia #iasip #I'm back to downloading the whole show in HD #not having it on my laptop has made me really sad bc when i have the urge to find a specific part of an episode #I don't usually get over the tiny hurdle of having to plug in my external drive #but this laptop doesn't have the space for it #going to see if I can have it in shitty quality on my laptop and maybe better quality on a usb stick that I'm more likely to use #mine #iasip mine #am I back on my sunny bullshit? maybe #we shall have to see #I'm technically still partway through a rewatch - it's hero or hate crime next - but I keep wanting to watch random earlier episodes instead #it was the nightman cometh last night plus my song compilation that I still need to finish then worst bar in philly today #maybe I'm in more of a random episodes phase of enjoying the show rather than full rewatches #that's how I've watched doctor who my entire life #only once have I ever done a full new who rewatch #anyway I've rambled way too long #suffice to say: mention always sunny in my vicinity at your own peril

[chiropteracupola]

evil enjolras waistcoat...

#em is posting about sharpe #this has devolved into a Pictures of Paul Bettany blogging endeavor. sharpe is here as well. #yeah I will definitely be stopping after this episode. rewatching the first one as well... there is a Something about the change of things #really maybe at some point we shall go back and have our own little kill james bond over it. Similar Discussions y'know.

[finxwrites]

They used to play the game a lot. One of them would say a name, and they wouldn’t ask the question aloud if they were anywhere even slightly public—secrecy was too ingrained in the three of them, and Mike had taken to it quickly enough—but they’d all hear it anyway: if they were a shifter, what animal would they be? They’d toss ideas back and forth, sometimes settling it at once, sometimes arguing for days. It was more fun than it had any right to be, and it hadn't taken Dustin all that long to figure out why: they’d never had anyone to share this with before.

Shifters mostly stuck with their own kind. In a town as small as Hawkins, that meant shifters mostly just had human friends, and politely avoided each other in the grocery store. It was part cultural norm and part instinct—something about being near other shifters made their animal side a little stronger, and animals don’t trust strangers. Especially strangers with sharp teeth. 

Mike had practically had to sit on them to get the three of them to be friends. For the longest time, just being around Lucas had made Dustin want to bolt. Hares and badgers weren’t even natural enemies, but it was enough that they weren’t friends, and that some deep part of Dustin, the part that lived right at the base of his skull, knew that Lucas could maul him with one well-placed strike.

Will hadn’t been so instinctively frightening—no one has anything to fear from a mouse. Where Dustin got jittery around the other two, Will went still and quiet. But Dustin had been as wary of that as he had been of Lucas’s on-edge sharpness. Everyone knew Will’s dad was a rat. Will had taken after his mother, but you never know with mixed shifters, and no one wants to tangle with a cornered rat.

Mike and Will had met on the first day of kindergarten and become instantly inseparable. Lucas had moved into the house next to Mike’s during spring break of first grade, and they’d hit it off almost at once. Mike hadn’t been able to understand why they’d both balked so hard when he tried to get them to play together at recess.

Most people would probably have given up after a few weeks. But Mike was one of the most stubborn people alive when he got an idea in his head. It didn’t get any easier when he and Dustin got close at summer camp, but Mike started second grade with an iron-hard determination that they would all be friends. Whether they liked it or not.

It took a little over a month for him to get all of them in his basement at the same time, very cautiously playing board games. It was another month before the three of them spent more than thirty seconds alone together, and even then it wasn’t voluntarily. Mike’s mom interrupted a game to insist he take a phone call from his grandma right now. Mike went with loud and lengthy protests, but he went, and then Dustin, Lucas, and Will were left staring at each other in suddenly stifling silence.

It was Will who broke it. Will had always been much braver than you’d expect a mouse to be. “If Mike was a shifter,” he said quietly, “what do you think he’d be?”

Lucas barely hesitated a moment. “A donkey.”

Will nodded pensively. Dustin snorted. “Because he’s stubborn as a mule?” he asked, at the same time as Will said, straight-faced, “Because he can be a real ass.”

Dustin and Lucas both lost it. Will grinned, and then joined in the laughter. That was how Mike found them, collapsed on the floor and giggling, drunk on the cut tension.

They weren’t magically friends after that. But for Dustin, at least, that was when it had started to feel possible.

#I crave the joy of Post!!! #stranger things #st grimm au #every 500 words I'm like :( why is there no one I can share this with :( #and I grow disheartened #so instead of growing disheartened I shall Post #and then write on #this fic also continues my accidental quest to give will a really dry sense of humor #I'm not sure I remember a single joke from him in canon #dustin and lucas are more the funny ones in their friend group I think #will is the audience (very important role. no shade here) #but apparently I simply must have deadpan humor in my stories #just can't do without! #and everyone else is too raucous #so will has been assigned this role #this is only the second such joke across two fics so I think I'll be fine wrt getting too ooc #but also maybe I should rewatch the show to get a better feel for his voice #alas! what a hardship this shall be

[stevethehairington]

no but the way i lowkey kinda wanna write a claudia pov steve centric fic.... or doesn't even have to be a claudia pov, but i wanna do something about claudia and steve, bc i just KNOW that woman adored steve and treated him like her own damn son, like the SECOND she realized how important steve is to dustin she was inviting him over for dinner, feeding him casseroles and dessert, and making sure he went home with leftovers. taking steve aside and thanking him for taking such good care of her baby. and when steve would try to downplay it, she wouldn't let him. she would hug him too, and it would be SUCH a motherly hug that steve would either be on the absolute verge of tears or he actually would cry. and claudia maybe doesn't know everything about steve's home life, but she's gathered bits and pieces, from the town gossip, from dustin, from sue sinclair, from joyce byers, from karen wheeler. she's heard talk, and she knows that steve's parents are absent, and that breaks her heart, so she always goes above and beyond to make sure steve knows he's always welcome in the henderson home.

#steve harrington #claudia henderson #dustin henderson #stranger things #claudia would be even HARDER to write than wayne i just know it #maybe if i rewatched what little pieces of claudia there is it would seem easier #but right now it seems sooo daunting #so this is just a lil pipedream for now but we shall see

[daz4i]

hope nikolai is in this month's chapter so i have smth to go insane over in a good way

#i gotta rewatch the ep to figure out if he might but yeah i hope he is #i need new shit to analyze but i can't do it with any other character. to that extent at least #i see new nikolai content my brain enters nikolai mode and none shall survive it #(after s5e11 came out i told myself I'd rewatch it before writing an analysis of nikolai in it) #(and that i should wait a few days to let it stew in my mind too. i ended up lasting maybe 3 hours lmao) #(and it was a good post too!!!!! his presence just makes me smart i think. idk how he does that)

[noahtally-famous]

that moment when you’ve so many rewrite/canon divergence au ideas for various td seasons bc each season in that damn show had its cons as well as pros, and it’ll be fun to pick out the characterizations and the ‘what ifs’

#except for roti for some reason i cant think of a rewrite idea for that one rn #maybe bc i havent reached it in my rewatching spree #but no i've got my dashawan au pi rewrite that follows what happened if dave and shawn had kissed instead of the skave near kiss in ep4 #(im so excited for that one ngl bc we get dashawn plus the sky and dave brotp which is exactly how i prefer sky and dave) #plus dave characterization other than being a simp smh (the man deserves at least that) #i can ramble abt this one for ages ill prob make a separate post for it hmmm #anyway moving on #tdi potential rewrite (or tda) involving duntrent and gwourtney after a gwent and duncney breakup (no love triangle!!) #all stars rewrite with noah (and several others) joining the cast plus potential alenoah?? #(it'll be interesting to picture how noah and alejandro interact after noah's wt elimination lmao) #speaking of #currently rewatching wt and thinking of an alenoah au rewrite if heather actually did get eliminated in ep8 and ep13 was a fake elimination #or smth #idk yet i just got the idea ahaha #so yeah. a potential rewrite idea for each one except rr and roti #though im only working on pi's au rewrite rn #and i like the wt alenoah au but slipper slopes has given me high standards for wt aus lmaooo but i def wanna at least plan it out #i can ramble abt all these stg but i shall not for the sake of y'alls sanity lmao (or what's left of it fhjdkfh /j) #total drama #tdi #tda #tdas #tdroti #tdwt #tdpi #noahtally-famous #kit speaks #kit stuff #if i see hate abt anything in here i will not hesitate to smack a bitch (virtually) btw so dont even #(i've seen how nasty this fandom can get and lemme tell you it took a lot in me to decide to post this)

[skyborneveggie]

S3 Ep7:

House: I feel bad about dragging you down with me, here's you're chance to get out before things get bad.

Wilson: But I can't stop myself from helping you 🥺

S3 Ep 8:

Wilson: You don't care that you're dragging me down with you! You don't care about anyone but yourself!

House: 😐😐😐😐😐😤

#Wilson.... I mean ofc it would be nice if he was a little more grateful but YOU decided to further implicate yourself & not leave #House DID say all of the things Wilson's claiming he hasn't said #I feel like Wilson's just mad at himself for not accepting the out & is taking it out on House (who admittedly is also being ungenerous rn) #context: this is the arc with the vengeful cop who freezes everyone's accounts & suspends Wilson's prescription license to get back @ House #house md #rewatch #Maybe my feelings will change in the following eps; we shall see

[mariocki]

Peter Wyngarde guest stars as Dr. John Hallam, eminent physician - but also criminal mastermind - in The Champions: The Invisible Man (1.2, ITC, 1968)

#fave spotting #peter wyngarde #jason king #the champions #the invisible man #itc #1968 #what's that? no‚ no‚ don't worry #I'm not rewatching the champions... yet... #one of my... shall we say less prudent purchases of recent months was getting my hands on a cheap copy of Network's retro action set #basically a sampler of single itc episodes in shiny HD; the intent was to attract customers to their burgeoning blu ray upgrades of #various itc serials. imprudent bc of course I've seen most of these episodes; i own a lot of them on dvd in fact (and cough some on blu ray #so yes not a wise investment perhaps... but with network gone (forever in our hearts) and their blu ray range finished (with little #chance of any other label picking up the mantle) this was my only chance to see certain things in brilliant high def... maybe highest on #the list was The Champions‚ a series I've always had an inordinate fondness for. it seems unlikely anyone will give it a blu ray release #so here it is‚ the one and only hd ep. sigh. part of me wished they'd gone for another ep tbh; this has never been a favourite‚ with #Richard and Sharron sidelined for most of the episode and a strangely underwhelming ending (the villains just sort of crash their vehicle #through no fault of the champions). but... it does look beautiful... and finally we can appreciate Peter's wonderful wardrobe as it always #deserved to be seen! he's always dressed in such a particular way that I'm half convinced he provided his own clothes for tv work #here he's... well im fairly certain he gets referred to as Dr but he seems more likely to be a surgeon‚ performing sinister operations on #unwitting stooges. his coconspirator is the lovely James Culliford‚ who like Wyngarde was a relatively out gay actor within the biz #i must admit it lends the episode an even deeper frisson of camp knowing the two actors were gay; Hallam and friend Charles do seem #and it makes the line 'Charles‚ use the vibrator!' utterly risible #still it's good fun. oh! and i finally got to see Tremayne's desk in hd! i always knew he had a bundle of crayons in a jar (a bizarre bit #of set dressing that was presumably an afterthought nobody was expected to see); what i didn't know and shiny blu ray revealed was that the #crayons are sitting on top of a bundle of marbles at the bottom of the jar... Tremayne what are you doing with your office time? #eta: half a tag got eaten‚ i meant to say Hallam and Charles seem remarkably close...

[seokmatthewz]

i hope i am not only a cc to u all but also the #1 jakkkungz enthusiast

#like those r my guys...... #well i have 4 guys. but theyve been my guys since bp ep 1 so i am even less normal abt them #i keep rewatching their tiktok theyre both so good in such different ways its so interesting to me to see their dancing side by side #like the execution is different but theyre both impeccable . main dancer core #2 pretty best friends truly........ #im so happy latrice saw it too thats so cute to me ive been liking her a lot on swf its a happy crossover for me dndkfmfm #maybe i shall gif some bp era matthew or hanbin once i finish my jiwoong set #hmm..... #iri.txt

[50c14lly4nx10u5]

hmmm *finds old spotify playlist* what if i listened to it

why is there an mlp based song on here

#because i first found it through the recommended songs #and i didn't realize it was mlp based at first #when i did figure it out i liked it too much said fuck it and kept it in my playlist #because it's a bop #50c14l speaks #i still feel uncomfortable liking mlp stuff cuz my brother essentially bullied me out of liking it when i was younger #and even now when i'm trying to feel more comfortable liking what i like; including mlp; he still mocks me #try not to let it get to me but :((((( #i'm more comfortable liking steven universe; gravity falls; amphibia and the owl house cuz HE liked those things as well #ohhhhhhhhhhhh he was complaining about not having anything to watch maybe we can watch atla together so i can rewatch it and finally finish #shall prepose that... at the beginning of summer cuz school has me too stressed right now to be committed to watching a show

[there-are-many-ways-to-smile]

My younger cousin told me that she likes Mark and Derek.. I’m gonna let it slide for now because she’s 21 and 21 year olds are naïve 

#greys anatomy #derek shepard #mark sloan #I shall wait until she’s older and then bring up the topic or maybe she’ll rewatch when she’s older and understand the ick #she hates Owen tho #so that’s a win