#maybe i should go to bed early

[atthebell-moved]

this goes so hard i haven't gotten over it

#bell.txt #bell.mp4 #wrote mebb.mp4 at first 💀 #maybe i should go to bed early #oli is so deranged im in love with him #theorionsound #the only way to get me to listen to ed sheersn

[i-deserve-to-bite]

oh oh no and Here's The Crash things are Wonderful and Perfect and Loving and I am simply Augh and think Bad

#maybe i should go to bed early #i dont want to relapse #and maybe i could wake up early and work on the animation #i dont understand why i get like this #everything is good why am i miserable all of a sudden? #i wwish i could be held #i dont understand anything right now and its so confusing!!! #i want to bite someone #maybe i should draw something of miette and - #less mmiseeable that way Maybe? #my head hurts #god i have so many assignments due tommorow. i have to make a stupid fucking storybook and animation i just #i wish i could just not deal with anything #i hate school i want to lie on the ground forever #i hate ruin i hste rainy aahhhgg!!! i hate wveryone ever #theyre all stupid and make no sense #i fucking hate ruin #i dotn know why #i dont have a reason #he just makes me so mad #i think its just. sngry about things #i wanna spend more time with him but #agh #i want to word it i really do #i hate him #i dont think im in danger so this bad mood could be cured by curling up into blankets and watching something comforting #why am i so emotional i throw tantrums like this so often agh!!! #i think i know why i hate ruin and its the fact im clingy and hes drifty or whatever #theres stuff he says that i hate and makes me mad and we clash in mannerisms i suppose? i dont know #im too small to word i feel like epxloding itno crumbs i will simply die

[starbylers]

I just have to make the point that even legit leaks can a) absolutely be taken out of context. Like imagine pre s4 hearing ‘El plans a date for her and Mike, and Will thirdwheels them’, or ‘Mike finally tells El he loves her’, none of that gives you a comprehensive picture of the actual story and all the nuances within those specific events. For example it’s extremely possible that idk Mike is at some point very protective of El…like duh, he does love her and she literally almost died again at the end of s4 😭 or even something less dramatic and more just sweet. May I remind you Stancy s2 full on kiss and say they love each other and then break up later lmao. I just mean to say there are ways things could come across very pro-Mlvn while being wildly out of context. And b) any leak is coming through numerous filters. The original source, how accurate/detailed what they know is, how they communicate it, how the recipient interprets the information & decides to relay it sometimes based on their own agenda lol. I personally recommend never taking anything at face value even from possibly reliable sources 🫡

#byler #< they could never make me doubt you #I am kind of restless tho I can’t fathom that we still have over a year to wait 😭 maybe I should start taking longer breaks from the fandom #as a kid did you ever want to go to bed really early on your birthday so it got here faster? that’s where I’m at

[seekingthestars]

she's beauty she's grace she's Miss Eevee Cosplay 3.0

#personal #pls don't ask me why i'm up at 2am i don't wanna talk about it #anyway i think she's mostly done maybe #i did some more work on the bangs on the wig after i took these pictures so they look better #and i might try to find some flowery earrings when i go to the store for some other stuff tomorrow #but all the major things are done. i think. #honestly i'm all over the place rn so i could be forgetting something #i keep bouncing back and forth between the one million things i have to do (con and not con-related) #anyway i usually try to do a different cosplay every day of con but idk i think i'll just wear flower eevee both saturday and sunday #bc i've put so much work into it and tbh i don't think i can handle trying to get another cosplay ready rn #the only exception would be maybe doing eevee 1.0 or 2.0 bc have everything except the wigs for those ready bc of eevee 3.0 #totoro is friday bc my friends and i are doing a ghibli group!! #i wish i had a different ghibli cosplay just bc i've done totoro so much but i do love totoro and she's easy and comfy so that'll be nice #sorry shutting up now i need to go to bed i have WORK TOMORROW #cries #i should start taking off the whole week of convention lol #(no i shouldn't i should just get back in the habit of getting my cosplays done early and not con crunching -.-)

[ezraphobicsoup]

stop saying piano. and start saying pianyes

#shut up it doesn’t sound like penis apart from the fact that it does shhh #man i wanted to get up early tomorow but i don’t wanna go to bed #ezra’s real life rambles #i’m tired though incase it’s not obvious by pianyes #maybe i should say pianyes to going to bed #curse of sleepynsss :(((

[risingsunresistance]

hoppity patch notes.. slight upgrade

#i was at 11k 😭 #i hate that im addicted to upgrading the employees bc it does not leave me enough funds to buy more things in the shop before i prestige #im at 7.6b/10b and the next accessory i need is 3b #i can either get it next level or save up and get it but wait a bit to prestige #but i feel like i should gun it for prestige ya know #but also buying things in the shop actually gives you more rabbits now... #augh. Strategy :( #tbh i'll probably just get distracted and forget to check in on them for a bit #hasnt happened yet but this is the most likely week for that to happen lmao #maybe i'll finally get back to ttyd #havent gotten very far yet bc it's a bit hard to pick up after work n stuff #since it's story heavy it's a bit of a chore to play when im exhausted and also need to go to bed early for work tomorrow #work isnt usually too bad but this last bit has been rough bc of corporate interference lmao #chat #sb

[yume-fanfare]

here is what actually got me into enstars..................

#god izuleo............ maybe i should reread checkmate tonight......................... #<-really should go to bed early #but royalquintet just dropped a new tl................... #mar's music recs #enstars #Youtube

[vanivanvanilla]

“we’re gods, not demons” you’re a literal demon my guy

#mapicc #princezam #lifesteal smp #lssmp #vans art #kept thinking about that quote. i was gonna go to bed at like 2 now it’s 7 minutes til 4 #also forgot zam’s ahoge i give him as i was about to post so i had to go back give him it & reedit the picture h #also ibis art woahhh i haven’t finished smth on that since early last year cwazy. i should get a stylus maybe so i don’t have to #draw with my finger hmmm

[mockingmolly]

hmm. I have to be up at 7. it is 2 now. is it rlly worth trying to go to bed for 5 hrs of sleep or should I just do an all-nighter sdfg :’)

#ik the answer is You Should Sleep #BUT consider that my body isn’t accustomed to falling asleep til 4-5 #so going to bed now will likely result in laying awake for a few hours. then MAYBE getting two hours of sleep. and then waking up and #feeling infinitely worse with two hours than I would have with zero #but also like. I AM tired now. so idk :’) #Also I have to be up to take my rats in for surgery so I Know I’m gonna full of anticipation anxiety the whole time too #the last time I had to take them in early I had a bunch of feverish stress dreams lol

[killanyone4you]

it's not your fault i ruin everything ♡

and it's not your fault i cant be what you need ♡

#bleh #i'm a v sad girl tonight #i wish i could turn off my emotions #me #my face #girls with piercings #girls with purple hair #i'm so sleepy maybe i should go to bed early 😭 #whatever

[brown-little-robin]

sighhhhhh

#really feeling like this lately. #maybe watching mob psycho 100 again would do good things for me. I feel like it would help my brain #it's such good clean sweet fun that also kinda gives a little bit of a kick in the butt re: hey you actually need to take responsibility #for your choices #and I need that right now #but on the other hand. I am already watching OTGW (VERY invested) and have Young Justice (TV) and Avatar The Last Airbender on pause #hnnnnng #OH speaking of which!! I should go get ready for bed and then I can watch a little show and go to bed EARLY!! incredible! #Robin processes emotions on main

[secret-keeper-speaks]

my father just returned home. its only nine o clock. what on earth is he doing back this early?

#sk logs #i dont know if he approves of me staying up this late #or if he even knows ive been staying up at ALL #hes very busy #i only see him in like #the early mornings #so this development worries me slightly #hes never home this early #maybe i should stop overthinking it and just go to bed #sleeping does sound pretty nice despite it only being nine o clock

[toytulini]

god my executive dysfunction is so fucking Bad lately

#toy txt post #so many tasks and dont want to Do anything and like on the one hand Theyre Not That Hard it wont take THAT long i have plenty of time #on the other hand #it will take like 5fucking hrs and if it doesnt i will find a way to make take 5fucking hours and all this and i still havent eaten #enough for breakfast but like??? what am i supposed to waste energy on actually cooking something? #man i love eggs but i think maybe id actually struggle if i had chickens not cos id get tired of eating eggs but cos #all the low effort ways to consume eggs gross me out and the ways i like are not THAT high effort but its too high effort to be #an everyday thing for me :( #okay i have gotta stop thinking about the State Of Things. and figure out a nutrient dense thing to eat for breakfast thats quick and easy #and that i actually like to eat. but also i maybe want coffee so i should not have a clif bar. augh #IT IS 3PM. FUCK. I FUCKING WOKE UP AT LIKE 9!!!!! AND TOOK MY MEDS EARLY AND I STILL END UP NOT DOING FUCKING ANYTHING AT ALL TIL 3PM #i hate this i need to like #fully reset. i need to go to bed at idk. 9pm and wake up at like 5am and get dressed and go out fucking early i hate this!!!!! #i hate !!!! not fucking functioning!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!! #i need a therapist or smth but like one that will find a way to word shit so that it doesnt piss me off and make me want to pettily not do #things that would maybe help #agh #i have been trying to get better about #doing my physical therapy at least

[musical-chick-13]

I think that, if I have recognized that something is a compulsion and not an Actual Necessary Action, the desire to do it should go away. It should just disappear. That's what I think. It's only fair.

#AAAAAAAHHHHHH #mc13 and her ocd #I KNOW this is unhelpful and not based in reality that should make me just NOT DO IT #I know I said yell at me if I showed up here again today but I simply cannot. do it. I tried very hard very intensely and now my brain want #to scream :) :) :) #I'd say 'maybe I go to bed early' but I slept for like. 14 hours yesterday. so. probably not.

[jacobseed]

do i make raphael gifs or continue my game?

#ori. #editing rolan screenshots but #do yall want more raphael or should i take a break? #i made it to act 2 last night #but had to go to bed so i could maybe (i didnt) get up early today #anyways… im close to kisses

[risingsunresistance]

happy pride *drops these and runs*

#maybe i'll fix these up and color them eventually who knows. probably not tho jdjfh #you guys should know by now that the first two are scarf n barry. the second one is the professor #i know his design is more. odd. but trust me i swear it's him jgdjfh #i care deeply abt them. no one else sees my vision like i see my vision 😌 #I WANNA MAKE MORE AAAAAAAAAAAAUGH #I NEED TO DRAW MADDOX. I DO NOT TRUST MYSELF TO DO HIM JUSTICE JGDJFGJ #why you living in another man's basement hmm? 🤨 #marina foxy ugo and the mage apprentice that literally doesnt have a name afaik are some more that come to mind #CORLEONE. i need to draw corleone. corleone genderqueer #no more tonight tho i have to go to bed early i have somewhere to be in the morning :V #sb #awa #professor has webbed hands btw. just important to me that you know that #ALSO YOU CAN BARELY TELL BC THIS IS SO MESSY BUT SCARF IS HOLDING THE FLAG UNDER BARRY'S HAND. BARRY IS JUST HOLDING HIS HAND #im so *]%^%+%*+]*}^}*^ i care so much about them AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY #literally cant interact in canon. dont care didnt ask gay boyfriends