#my soul can’t handle this

[guiltysimp]

I present to you Dacre *fucking* Montgomery… that’s all.

#im a simp #ugh hot ugh #bi panic #dacre montgomery #stranger things #billy hargrove #this man does things to me #brb drooling #this man #my soul can’t handle this #Dacre #billy/Dacre #stranger things billy

[jiminiesfavouritecolourisblue]

Just me fangirling every day since you decided to answer my message thinking on the fact that my wirter crush answered me! 😭 Blue! How many times I tought about the fact that I would love to have a book written by you on my hands to keep and cherish forever while I was on my way to read all you have shared! 💜 An now that I've read the lattest chapter of OLL 🥴 I'm done! I will religiously follow you to see and enjoy what you have to tell us trough your stories!

You ask me to tell you which is my fav story so far, but it's nearly impossible! Instead may I say WHY I love each one? Let me tell you that the first story I read was The CEO BTS one, and to say that I was speachless is little compared to what I really felt! I forgot about time and got lost and carried away by your style of writing! I was (still am) so enamoured of the fact that you write Bangtan so well! I can perfectly picture everyone doing what you say on every scene. For example, I remember the scene when MC was locked away on the archive room and everyone was trying to coax her open the door asking what happened but Hobi was the one who went to actually investigate what happened going to see on the security cameras, I nearly yelled: OF COURSE IT WAS MY MAN! That's so hecking OC of him! 😫 Think there was the point when you bewitched me 😂 I'm OT7 but Hobi is my forever bias ❤️ Rhen when I started reading OLL and got to the point when we saw Hobi's sadistic side 👁️👄👁️... Well, I've never before harboured thoughts of him doing that kind of stuff but it was so perfect that it just makes total sense with his personality 😂

And then I got to read Bleeding butterflies 😭 and I have zero regrets of not sleeping those days because I was so hooked on the world you created! The way you describe every member with them powers that fits so well! The way you included that awesome scenes with Taetae speaking to Erebos, Nyx and the other gods! The scene with the fairies emerging from the woods 😍 Blue you have my eternal gratitude for letting me experience that universe along my seven boyfriends 😭

I hope this long long letter doesn't botter you 🥹 but I have a ton of compliments to write, because as I previosly told you, I've been on a rollercoastee of emotions reading your works ❤️ The last story I read was Harbouring an hybrid 😭 and I'm so worried for Jiminshi that it brakes my heart to pieces! Altought I still harbour some hope 😭

Big thank you for answering my message and hope you know how amazing and how talented you are! 🫣 Sorry! Much text... By now you must know how passionately I express myself 😂 I left much toughts unsaid! Like how I adored The royal bodiguards AU 💜 and every What if story 😍 specially the Hybrids! Because You take care of details and explain every hecking fact too well it blows my mind!

Okok love u and goodnight!

😭😭😭 do you know how many times I’ve reread this 🥺🥺🥺 I actually want to bawl my eyes out this was everything 💜💜💜 you can have whatever the hell you want from me lovely, whatever update chapter new fic idea spoilers etc etc whatever you want it’s yours I don’t even care anymore that was everything 🥹🥹🥹

My universes are so close to my heart so when someone appreciates them like this I just get so soft 😭

I am keeping you forever and ever and ever don’t even THINK about leaving me I will riot and go on hiatus until you come back 🥺 …..no pressure 🤣🤣

I’ve actually reread harbouring a hybrid because I need to update it it’s been too long and I forgot how sad I made it 👀 even I was like what the hell

Please take my heart and all my love 💜

#😭😭😭 my soul is actually crying #there are tears in my eyes too but let’s not focus on that #one for the archive #archive #ask me things #CAN I KEEP THIS ASK FOREVER #CAN I KEEP YOU FOREVER #my heart feels too big in my chest I can’t handle this #this is pure writing fuel #I AM READY

[asteralien]

so what’s the consensus wrt watching gomens2 and the morality thereof, are we shoveling money into bezos’s piehole to show our support and demand for quality television or are we pirating to avoid aforementioned piehole-shoveling. please advise before i do have a minor anxiety attack over which option will get me sent to hell and/or stockaded in the town square the quickest

#i can’t just Not see aziraphale. but my soul is going to be sullied either way so i just need the least morally objectionable choice #if i don’t make a decision my first thought journal entry my therapist sees WILL be about this show and i can’t handle that #not a week after my 28th birthday. i need some crumbs of dignity left in my life #mythtakes #every day i wish i could go out like chidi anagonye just. please god take me out before i have to make a Choice #This Is Not About The Strike

[courtjester69420]

Karlach stay strong one day I will rescue you from a fandom that has, for lack of a better term, “smol bean”-ified you.

#saw a YouTube poll that asked who would be the best parent and she was somehow winning over halsin you guys didn’t play the same game as me #she’s literally a barbarian with no moral qualms about using other people’s souls to better beat people up 😭 she was literally a bodyguard #for a corrupt politician 😭 #leave my girl alone we want evil women you can’t even handle a girl who isn’t 100% wholesome pure #mags babs

[wren-kitchens]

hey, uh

isn’t there some weird sculky stuff going on in lizzies attic

didn’t she call it corruption

isn’t cub corrupted by the sculk now

hey should we be worried ahah

#in my brain are two wolves #one is saying how bad it’d be if the entire world was taken over by sculk and all the emperors and hermits all succumbed to it and were #locked in time in the form of gruesome statues as a reminder to future generations that you don’t go messing with what you can’t handle #the other is yelling SCULK TAKEOVER SCULK TAKEOVER SCULK TAKEOVER SCULK TAKEOVER #the one that’s yelling has a point icl #empires smp #empires x hermitcraft #ldshadowlady #cubfan #empires spoilers #<- jic #something about statues preserved in time for all to see the terrible fate of previous rulers #something about however you try you will always meet a mortal end #something about how these souls are doomed to die meaningless and painful deaths each worse than the last

[abandonastaroth]

My heart aches when I think about the Captain for too long

#the captain #bbc ghosts #it’s too much I can’t handle it #he’s just one of those characters for me that speaks to my soul

[pendragonsgallery]

Good Omens fanartists need to stop being so talented bc this is getting ridiculous

#like everything is so beautiful #my soul can’t handle it all #good omens #good omens 2 #good omens spoilers #aziraphale #crowley #neil gaiman

[meraus]

Korean drama will literally have a woman pass out from blood loss, pain, and exhaustion after being tortured for hours but oh my gosh her unconscious body drops towards the male lead!? Cue the romantic music

#its sooo funny this is why I love kdrama #I’m in tears bro I’m hacking and coughing my throat can’t handle the laugh that came out of me #yes I’m vagueing about #alchemy of souls #what’s it to you? #kdrama

[goldensunset]

last semester really Did something to me i feel like i’ve completely lost the ability to work at all now i need a depression break for the next year or so idk

#i just ughhhhhhh #like i’m still not over it #if i’d just had like a week more #i can’t force myself into the work mindset i just want some peace but i don’t have it #do you know how hard it is to be on The Grind when dealing with all the physical health issues associated with midwinter #not to mention getting to stress out about just everything else in this life #i feel like last semester’s impact is like. it made me into a pessimist #like it hurt so bad i’m convinced it’s just about to hit me so much harder this semester #so i’m trying so hard to brace for that that i end up panicking #and go into shutdown mode where i’ve preemptively given up #even though logically i should be able to handle it just fine #but in my soul i’m like i’m already dead i’m already dead #peach rambles

[yes-perwallstedt]

I haven’t been up to the twin cities for more than just one very quick day trip for a wild game last spring since 2019 (I used to come up for various things about 4-5x a year) and man I didn’t realize how much I missed coming up here.

I’m sure if I spent more than few days here I’d be tearing my hair out over the traffic and general number of people, but right now I want to move back so badly.

#the traffic was literally 1/3rd of my decision to move back to Des Moines after living up here for 2-ish years back in my early 20s #I am a medium-sized city girl at heart. I can’t handle needing more than about 15 minutes to get anywhere #anne blabs #I got to have ikea meatballs and I got to go to my very favorite independent art store… #I got to have green mill pizza which has so much nostalgia for me #I haven’t gotten to go fabric shopping but that just gives me an excuse for another trip soon #I am sad I went during the actual least pretty time of year though (winter with no snow) #I need to experience St. Paul in the autumn again for my soul to be complete

[worstlovesong]

“I’m not a violent dog, I don’t know why I bite”

#why am I getting isle of dogs videos on tiktok I can’t handle this rn #anyway I felt this in my soul #cj.txt

[snowangeldotmp3]

my newest enemy: ouat season 7.

#in my mind ouat ends after the 4th season #liv watches things #i want to make a haha joke about it but i can’t. liek genuinely all of the soul has been sucked out of the show #like ouat has always been a ridiculous premise but at least they WENT WITH IT and weren’t scared to be weird. but s7 feels like it’s trying #to be every other procedural that was on air in 2017-2018 #with assorted disney properties thrown in there #like at least i could handle the frozen stuff. or peter pan or whatever #but i miss when it was just grimms fairytales #RANT OVER. for now……

[justkeepwalkingnothinghere]

Rewatching TOH, just had to stop in the middle of Young Blood, Old Souls because my heart couldn’t handle it. This is not a good sign. This is not a good sign at all. Tomorrow is gonna hurt. A lot. Please someone help me.

#toh #the owl house #toh for the future #my heart cannot handle this show #It really can’t #Young blood old souls

[sweetface-the-dollbaby]

I shouldn’t of cried over that but I fucking did

#I am so fucking entitled when it comes to my favorite characters #Like that was a completely harmless thing that they showed me but like #God it made my soul hurt Idek why :[ #I can’t handle a different fucking opinion #there is something wrong with me #oh my fucking god

[nicostiel]

“Cyberbullying can cause debilitating fear, destruction of self-esteem, social isolation, poor academic performance. It can also lead to difficulty in forming healthy relationships and most importantly, victims can develop severe symptoms of post-traumatic stress, anxiety and depression.”

#incase people don’t know 😌 #calling me names is just my final straw #there is a way to tell me if you think i copied from you ( i would delete right away and still would) #this doesn’t mean you should publicly humiliate me spread rumors and lies and call me names #not a single soul has asked me to delete not one #everyone just wants to add to the post and make fun of me #i mean why else wouldn’t they not ask me to delete the post(s) in question #but it’s not okay and i am done being treated this way #i just don’t get why they think it’s okay to treat someone like this #how am i supposed to know i copied you if i don’t know the post i literally had no clue people were still saying this stuff about me #this is such a shock because i really was trying hard to be original all this time which is why i mostly left the anime fandom #but those people still want to attack me regardless whatever i do it’s wrong #after all this time i have a right to stand up for myself #the biggest question is why wouldn’t you want me to delete the gifs you think i copied from? wouldn’t that be the best way to handle it? #why wouldn’t you want my so called copied gifs removed from the site instead publicly humiliate me #i don’t have any idea but if someone came to me and it was similar i would delete and still would! #i can’t understand it but just know i would never belittle you or give you an attitude or drama i would just delete and it’s sad that #people just assumed i would act this way. no if there is a similar gif to my gifs i will delete i can’t know which ones they are though so #it’s honestly a shame that no one came to me and asked me to delete because i would have and still would #i draw the line a year later when i am being called names and stalked and harassed when i am minding my own buisnesss #I WOULD AND STILL WOULD DELETE ANY GIFS THAT BOTHER ANY GIFMAKER AT ANY TIME PAST PRESENT OR FUTURE #I tried to see what someone said recently about me but I couldn’t see the post so I don’t know what gifs they are talking about that #I supposedly copied so I couldn’t even know what it is or delete instead I have this trouble #once again i say please tell me or show me your gifs i will delete mine i am super sorry if anyone thinks i did that on purpose recently it #makes me feel really bad because i had no idea and i don’t want any gifmakers to feel bad about my gifs #like even just tell me to delete and i will you don’t even have to show me your gifs i will take your word to avoid any confrontation #or trouble :/ #tbh no matter what i say about the situation people will still call me names and say i am all these things

[sadlazzle]

i cant b the only one who didn’t even notice that the dunsparce evo was an evo. they did dunsparce so dirty w that one

#like rlly. on top of a sea of bugs and underwhelming shinies. #u top it off with a big fuck u to dunsparce and dunsparce enjoyers #nintendo i will kill u all with my bare hands for the level of disrespect #not only to the fans. but especially to the devs #like it’s a fun game with a lot of good qualities #but the bad needs to be discussed bc it’s not acceptable for a company like Nintendo to put out smthn as unfinished as this #it’s just not #and it’s literally not abt system constraints #ive been playing dark souls on the switch with not a single issue. don’t tell me the system can’t handle a pokemon game #if it can handle the bed of chaos. lost izalith. without issue #what’s the excuse for this? there’s not one #plum plays pkmn scarlet