once again sorry to everyone for bringing this to your dashboards. but some of you are like, genuinely delirious. not even in a funny way. & i hope you die. i hope we both die. hand in unlovable hand etc etc
So I didn't ever want to be "that person" who makes a post like this, but I just wanted to say I'm going offline for a bit to go touch some grass. So many of you are people I would genuinely call my friends, and I feel I owe you some explanation rather than just leaving you hanging. A year ago, ygo and the community around it dragged me out of a really deep hole I was in, but lately I've been really struggling again and I need to step back and relearn how to be myself, and tumblr (and twitter too, though i jumped ship there a while ago) is just not a healthy place for me to do that. I want to come back, I will come back, and I'll miss being here, but right now my head is a mess and I need distance from the toxic and triggering parts of tumblr that I stoop to when things get bad in my head. I might be back in a few days or a week or just some time in the future, I guess just however long it takes for me to stop feeling like this. I'll miss the community but I don't have any enthusiasm to give for anything at all right now, not yugioh or chainsaw man or even my sweet chicken husband, and everything I see just makes me sad. I need some time to shed that bitterness to be able to bring a better version of myself back to enjoy characters, art, fics and community here. I'll miss you guys, please don't forget me while I'm gone! See ya later💜
"non-recovery mental illness spaces online are toxic" i think being absolutely alone with a very isolating illness where people often kill themselves because theyre so alone might be more toxic but ok! lets just group everyone together now! awesome take!
That sure is an interesting post about the point of Newberry awards and literacy leading to emotional regulation. Having read the books in question, however, I stand with the kid who says they won't read Newberry books with dogs on the cover.
fundamentally I feel like a burden to ppl around me whether that be friends, family, professors, etc. so I’d rather withdraw and it’s taken as me not liking these ppl when in reality it’s like WELL you deserve better than my presence
Hussam distributed the toys to the kids! He said everyone was so excited for them, that even the older kids got jealous and he bought another hundred toys and extended the ages to receive toys to 3-13.
For those of you who have been following this, my tumblr 'helpgazachildren' was deleted for unknown reasons. In the meantime, I put together this notion site to help document all the receipts and videos of updates for people who want a backlog of information. I will be continuously updating this site.
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