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ghiautism · 7 months

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OK also. la squadrer. 🏳️‍⚧️ any gender hcs that stick out to u :3 and 📓🫂 umm hobbies+friendship !!

as a transgender i have transed most of tjem but here’s the full list.,, + bonus what other type of fruit they are bc why not!!!!!! + then hobbies and friendships

this is a long ass post i have autism about these weird freaks!!! there are so many headcanons crammed into one post you guys are NOT even ready for it.! please ask me more questions give me excuses to be extremely autistic PLEAS EPLEAS EPLASE PLEASe

@dykeghiaccio because idk if ur answered ask notifs are also broken uyhjknkjhkj

gender (+ queer) hcs..

risotto: cis + gay but so astronomically babygirl he’s an honorary transsexual. also i made him cis out of spite to my shitty ex so do with that what you will

ghiaccio: the tguy ever + also GAY but more ambiguous about it which i could explain but i won’t because i’m lazy

illuso: trans guy + bi & poly

melone: genderfluid girlthing + t4t lesbian

prosciutto: nb + bi

formaggio: cishet BUT HES ALSO REALLY BABYGIRL SO HE GETS A PASS.

pesci: he’s jsut a little guy. I haven’t really decided tbh.

hobbies

ris: he has SO many!!! he loves to do Stuff all the time and when he's not working he has to occupy himself somehow. he plays bass & guitar and paints mostly, but he also likes cooking (baking too), crochet and just like. Drawing tbh. very creative angled guy he just likes to Do Stuff and Make things. he also really likes reality tv because i think thats funny

ghiaccio: hes not really a "busywork" type person and hobbies very much feel like that to him, so he doesn't do too much. he likes researching stuff and adding facts into his autism repertoire but that's sorta it. unless smoking weed is a hobby then i guess he does that too

illuso: plays guitar & is in a band, and that's his big thing. he's also really into music in general so he spends a lot of time listening to music (like at home and at concerts). also i decided hes a cosmetologist so he does hair as a side gig

melone: similar to ghiaccio but she likes researching stuff, mostly just in her field which is like. relationship and sex stuff. u guys im gonna be so for real with you i haven't pondered Too much what melone would do in their free time. Have a lot of weird sex i guess

prosciutto: very big into reading and fashion, watches fashion shows and reads fashion magazines mostly. likes browsing at stores even if they never buy anything

formaggio: this fucking GUY is so fucking. Guy. he works at a car shop on the side and so he's pretty into cars. he likes classic cars a lot and also drag racing!!!!!!! ive also played around with the idea of him doing tattoos because it just seems so himcore

pesci: hes still just a little guy, u guys. jokes aside he unironically likes to fish and also likes reading. hes pretty reserved usually so he doesn't really tend to do much. likes to sit and listen in on the rest of the team talking sometimes

friendships

but also just relationships between them :3 because i think about this a loooot. i organised this in a way that makes sense to Me so its probably really stupid but like. Cope i dunno

risotto: closest to ghiaccio because theyre GAY for each other, decently close with formaggio by way of ghiaccio, + i have decided one of my ocs is his girlbestie so. yass. other than that, he's pretty neutral on the rest of the gang since they sorta all do their own thing,, sometimes i make him kiss illuso

ghiaccio: closest to risotto for above reason & formaggio because they are boybesties,,, he gets on pretty good with illuso and sometimes i make them kiss but only sometimes as well

illuso: longtime friends with melone, other than that he gets on good with ghiaccio and formaggio and risotto!!! i'd say he's probably the most social of the gang, so he really just sorta gets along with all of tjem

melone: again, longtime friends with illuso, also dating prosciutto and uhh/ Yeah. likes to pester ghiaccio a lot and would probably say they're friends if you asked but they just sort of annoy the fuck out of each other. thinks of pesci as their lil bro. feels very weird and neutral about risotto for reasons that would take a long time to unpack

prosciutto: dating mel, tolerates illuso since him n mel are close, obviously is pesci's older sibling, and respects risotto. is deeply and truthfully entirely loathing of ghiaccio's existence and equally as truthfully forgets formaggio exists half the time

pesci: he honestly respects all of them more than he probably should since these people are all crazy but it's whateva. respects risotto the most, is mildly terrified of ghiaccio because how is he so tiny and yet so fucking scary, thinks of melone as his older sisterthing and that's sort of it for specifics tbh.

#im not tagging allat #la squadra #la sqaudra #jjba #jjba part 5 #headcanon #hcs #my headcanons #bliss babbling #risotto nero #ask #answered #vento aureo

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pontevoix · 2 years

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mitsuki: for the record, mitsuki has gut feelings about everything. about her potential, about someone else’s potential for certain tasks, about what will be right for her, & about what will be wrong.

in high school, it made her a mediocre student. academics aren’t right for her. she can handle the material just fine . . . but she never needed to excel at it. she put her interest in other things ( sports, messing around with clay in the school art studio, photography, hiking ) — that sort of thing.

of course, none of that pays much in the long run —- & she doesn’t really care. she cares a little, but she just . . . never anticipated making a career of any of that.

especially not after she broke her ankle as a teenager. the break was bad, but it didn’t require surgery. & at the same time, a member of her volleyball team tore her acl. mitsuki loved the game & competing — but she looked at her injury & her teammate’s & thought that there’s no need to keep beating up her body when there’s so much she enjoys doing. & she doesn’t need sport as a profession to enjoy it to the max.

of course, that sometimes blows up in her face, but —

in high school, mitsuki always shrugged when she was asked what kind of occupation she wanted to pursue. she is charismatic & sometimes cruel & it is easy for her to cast the impression that she wants to give. in high school, she didn’t know what she wanted. the future was not a problem for that moment.

except it was a problem for that moment. she didn’t plan. mitsuki really had faith that a gut feeling would hit her when it needed to.

it did. incidentally, the gut feeling hit right when it was needed. she decided that there’s texture in clothing, that she can do more / feels like she can achieve more when she’s dressed right, wearing one of her favorites when she’s going on a hike or going for an interview or a date . . .

she chooses her clothes for success. & that is a gut feeling that pushed her to

model for the sake of networking, to take internships/assistant where she could to make her way up in industry, to eventually go back for a few classes in business school without pursuing a degree —-

it was a gut feeling. she was right to trust it.

iida: because of that freaking fan art you showed me ( here ) i’m really coming through to say quite specifically that iida had never seen an inhaler until he was seventeen. sihdfgsdf of course i’m not going to make that the end of this headcanon aspect and leave you hanging, but iida has a decent knowledge of first aid. it’s a matter of basic self-care and self-discipline to know the physical limitations & boundaries of the quirk. know thyself . . . & be able to treat thyself. & obviously he knows about asthma, but as an individual who has never personally had asthma ?? inhalers ?? who that?

anyway beyond that, preparation is a bit compulsive with iida. he has tendencies for rumination, for imagining worst case scenarios, & for checking/rechecking behaviors. first-aid & knowing what to do in the worst cases is comforting . . . even if the preparation is for naught when bad things actually happen. it’s a hobby, except it’s not a hobby, except it’s just

how he is.

also when he was ten he wrote out game plan strategies for a zombie apocalypse & a vampire apocalypse?? that he decided was jsut as reasonable as a zombie apocalypse?

aoyama: has legitimately said ‘ some faces are too pretty to have this conversation ‘ to avoid something. they aren’t joking. it’s not that they think themself gorgeous or anything; they’re accustomed to preening & to pomp & circumstance. the act is comforting in that it’s such a thorough facade —— when it comes to their actual appearance, there are instances of dysmorphia, dysphoria, & pieces of dissociation.

aoyama historically has been a very lonely person —- & historically, they are very pro reflective surfaces. & i have a separate headcanon about that which i’ll write separately like a wee lad, but all this to say —- they are kinda used to looking at themselves. it’s a bit of a convoluted experience because they see their reflection & they don’t really stop & think it reflects too much personally about them.

so when they have said things like ‘ some faces are too pretty to have this conversation - ‘ it’s weird because it sounds vain, & it is, & it’s a bit flamboyant. it’s also a way of saying that you are expecting a little too much out of them to have a specific conversation.

it’s an expression of insecurity. they don’t always have confidence they can see things through.

part two ( hc prompt ) | @bakgos

#i cAME THROUGH #UHSFDGSDFG #5. headcanon #1. question #120. mitsuki #121. iida #127. aoyama #bakgos #/cw injury mention

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mr-walkingrainbow · 7 months

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Two things actually!

Learn to ride a skateboard. I can Ripstick like a pro (skateboard but with only two wheels) but I could never get the hang of skateboarding. It’s been so long now but I see skateboards at Walmart and I always have such an urge to buy one and learn. But I feel like I’m too old or it’s too late to learn or something. Like I’d have to had learned when I was a kid and continued the hobby till now to do it

Get a Tattoo!!! For me to get a tattoo it would have to be something extremely significant. And I do already have one in mind. It’s jsut. Finding a good place for it. And really committing to it. And uh, somehow getting it without my mom knowing. Also the idea of getting something permanent like that I can’t change my mind on scares me

#its lavender!#Stuff about me lol

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grab-the-bananaguns · 8 months

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in the last 2 weeks I feel like I’ve grown as a person

I’ve experienced my first real hurtful heartbreak that actually impacted me, and not just left me crying for like an hour to be forgotten like a day later. I also realised how much I changed myself for them, how much of a prick I was so they’d like me more, I was such a fucking asshole when they were around. I even changed how I fucking dressed, and you know what I wasn’t happy, I was actually pretty miserable, you know when you’ve been sad for so long you think you’re happy and then you break out of that sadness with a whole new outlook on life that leaves you feeling so refreshed and calm and able to sit down with your inner demons and emotions and just work through them in your own way and time. GOD IT FEELS SO GOOD

I feel like I have more spoons, I can wear whatever I want without thinking my friends will think I’m a loser, I don’t feel like I have to do something cause they want me to, I can make friends with who ever the fuck I want without feeling like I’m wrong

it still hurts but I’m not hurting from losing them I’m hurting from the words they said, I will never miss them, hell even when they said what they said and I realised I lost them that wasn’t the hurt it was their words.

there really was a lot that I changed so they’d want to be my friend, and look how easily I’ve come back to myself again, I’ve found a hobby that I want to do, something that I don’t feel any pressure to do or feel like I have expectations hanging over my head

I realised there are people in my class who are so much more worth knowing, they are truly amazing people who really deserve all the care, kindness and love I poured into that bitch that broke my heart. I’ve only really known them for a week or so and they’ve asked why I don’t hang out with that person anymore I told them the short version and they’ve been like “well if you ever want to talk I’ll always listen and try to help I any way I can” and that’s all I really wanted. jsut someone who’ll listen to me talk bout what I like right now and about how I feel, but will also let me in so I can listen to them talk bout their interests and feelings

I don’t know if this would be a good thing or a bad thing but I can tell the bitch isn’t doing so well, I haven’t had a meaningful conversation beyond asking for my guitar case back and occasionally joking in a group with them. And for all the shit they’ve given me I think they deserve it, and I’m only giving them the cold shoulder. Also fucker stole my seat in social sciences, that is so fucking unforgivable to me, like I’ve been sitting there for half a year and it’s literally the only place we’re I don’t get anxiety over not being able to see the whole room, like this is serious I can’t sit with my back to doors or behind other people or even open windows if there’s a lot of foot traffic by them

#another rant #i feel better now #im crying #good cry #heartbreak

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devil-changmin · 3 years

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Stupid and personal

#I HATE this era of my life #I was never content with my writing ability #but it’s gotten so much worse #and for liek no fucking reason????#I am afraid that it’s because I have this awful existential dread about it now so I avoid doing it #but then when I do try I’m just like…my writing isn’t what it once was #and like ya I used to write every day for fucking ever #but it’s jsut so like #devastating to my identity lmao rhat I like have this fear of it now #someone says one word about writing and I burst into tears #and I don’t even know like #I just wish that I could enjoy it again #and I don’t know how to #it’s so sad because it’s my ONLY hobby #like the only thing I’ve ever cared about #and now I don’t even have it #and my life is just empty

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mostlykind · 2 years

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maybe it’s the depression but life’s been feeling completely pointless for a while now…… nothing sparks joy and I’m constantly questioning the point of everything

#like why work #why go gym why read why watch #it’s fun for a bit then I’m fuckin bored and tired again #it all feels Pointless #and we’re gonna die in the end so like #what is it all FOR #and I know this is when religion is supposed to help but I’ve been feeling so discounted and my faiths been very low #i just can’t bring myself to read Quran or do dhikr #i just pray and that’s it #and lately it jsut feels like motions #also no hobby is interesting and I’m to lazy to commit to anything #anyways I’m sad bored and tired #rahma’s rambles #*disconnected not discounted 😭

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maxcomplainsaboutthings · 2 years

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okay so

i was reading a certain vigilante fic right. and let me be clear i do like this fic, i dont think its bad or badly written or anything like that- however i do ofc have things i dont like. and this isnt really much criticism and more just me needing to rant about this fic and fics in general because 💀 i know my friends dont want me to list all the things i think are annoying with ff

and dont get me wrong, i know that ff for many people (me included) is a hobby and something to do in your past time. obviously maybe not everything can be edited or beta read or all too thought out. i get that. but well, i’m just here to complain.

1. ‘izuku’

idk if its just me but i hate hate HATE when aizawa calls midoriya by his first name. i get under certain circumstances (like if aizawa adopts him or smth idk, personally i dont even like those fics), but if its just.. he is his teacher then its jsut.. uncomfortable. i don’t know how to explain how it makes me feel but. With Desperately Departing (and i’m just using this fic bc its pretty popular and well known, not to mention i’m reading it currently lol) aizawa and present mic just casually call midoriya by his first name. and usually that wouldnt bother me too much but it just feels so awkward and lowkey ooc for aizawa to call him that? like normally? and omg i’m gonna sound like such a sensitive loser but it just makes me want to close the fic. theres not much to this one but well, i thought i might as well mention it.

2. ‘bakugo redemption’

THIS ONE. THIS ONE OMG. as much as me, and i know a lot of you, like bakugo redemption arcs. i cannot stand it when someone does it poorly. again using Desperately Departing as an example: when i was reading this fic the author made bakugo suddenly become nice after midoriya… you know. and while i get it, and you know i dont mind it all too much but it just feels ooc. like, personally, i dont think bakugo would suddenly become the most gentle human being in the world becasue he thinks its ‘his fault’ and feels guilty. yes, i do think he would feel guilty about his death but then again i dont think he would truly do a complete 180. maybe he would become gentler sure, and maybe he would stop being a complete asshole.

but i just cant help but despise ‘nice bakugo’, because thats not really who he is. it feels sort of like when people water him down to this mean bully, it takes away from who he really is. sometimes i think people forget that at the begging of the anime/manga whatever he is 14. hes my age- and i know ive done things that i’m not necessarily proud of. no person (especially kids) are evil like some people label him as. so when someone makes him ‘nice’, it feels like he is just some bully.

god i cant really explain all too well- i’m actually in english class lol and i have so many thoughts and no words to put them on paper

nice bakugo doesnt feel true, because hes not mean in the first place. hes outgoing and brash sure, and in the begging of the series/manga ofc hes mean, but truly he is not a mean person (like, he was ‘nice’ before he was mean). he became mean because of the people around him feeding his ego since he was 4, and, personally, i think that if midoriya did die (in a certain water acrobatic way) bakugo wouldnt become some nice angel. i think he would feel guilty, sure, but i also dont think he would change. maybe he would realize how twisted the world and society is. maybe he realized how wrong he was. but i dont think he would become ‘nice’. at least not that kind of nice.

does this make sense? i feel like ive been rambling for a while :p personally i dont really like DD all that much, and sometimes ill be reading it and feel like its very overhyped by the bnha fandom. but maybe i’m too harsh lol- its a perfectly good fic and has some pretty funny and sad moments. i do enjoy me sum angst lol

ALSO IM SORRY FOR USING DESPERATELY DEPARTING AS AN EXAMPLE SO MUCH ITS JUST THE ONLY FIC I COULD THINK OF CURRENTLY WITH THE THINGS I WANTED TO TALK ABOUTTTTTTT

update: i dropped desperatly departing, the meme references and ooc characters were too much for me 💀— and like i know its hard to write a character, that you didn’t make, act and behave in a way thats believable of them to but honestly. it was actually difficult to read.

#Desperately Departing by Saavaage on Ao3 #bnha #bnha fic #fanfiction #ff #my hero acadamy #boku no academia #boku no hero fanfic #fanfic icks #deez nuts #i am so sorry #i hope this doesnt come off as mean

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sadiecoocoo · 4 months

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A really good donut place around where my grandpa’s lakehouse is apparently closed and I am grieving right now. Those were some of the best donuts I had ever had. They were fresh, they had abt a million flavors, and the guy that worked there was so nice and polite and sometimes he would bring his kid there and it was just so sweet seeing him entertain his kid and be an awesome dad! I’m pretty sure only one guy worked there, because every time I went there was always the same guy. Sadly I wasn’t able to go often because we only rlly go to my grandpa’s lake house a few times a year and even then a lot of times we weren’t able to go into town cuz there was too much to do at the house with cooking and just hanging out on the lake.

But my grandpa made me so mad when he told me, because you know what he said? He said, “it was probably because they just used store bought donuts and stuck the topping on them.” I’m sorry sir but that was not at all what they did. People that work in bakeries get up insanely early, like 4:00 am early, go to work, and spend hours baking anything that they sell that day. My grandpa thought, simply because the guy that worked there grabbed a donut from a box (that was noticeably not labeled from any store), that he just went out and bought plain (who tf sells plain donuts, like no glaze or anything???) donuts and jsut stuck some extra topping on them. I’m sorry but I don’t think my grandpa has ever tasted a store bought donut because those donuts tasted like they had just been made in an oven made of gold that was flames by Hestia’s hearth.

As someone who bakes as a hobby this brought out a deep rage inside of me and I needed to vent here to be sure that I didn’t yell at my grandpa… (he’s not the best grandparent but I still love him)

#rant post #personal rant #donuts #this was such a good donut shop though #I’m genuinely sad that it closed #they had so many different kinds of donuts too #and this guy worked there alone #and made these amazing sweets #that rlly made me excited to go to the lake house even tho I’d have to deal with my family and socializing #it was also one of the first stores that I was able to order food and buy stuff on my own #It was kinda a milestone since I was and still am terrified of talking to anyone I didn’t already #yippee social anxiety

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littlx-songbxrd · 3 years

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I know this song is gonna make me so sad so you're the lucky recipient of my live reaction

"been sleepwalking since I was 14" ISNT THAT AROUND THE AGE YOU GO TO THE ACADEMY? AROUND THE AGE HE WAS WELL ENOUGH TO NOT NEED EXTRA CARE AND ABLE TO HIDE HIS NEEDS? HE HASNT BEEN HIMSELF SINCE HE WAS 14 THIS FITS SO WELL

"its easier to let myself forget" ITS EASIER TO FORGET HIS OWN PAIN TO NOT HURT ANYONE ELSE

"ive been less than half myself for more than half my life" ... I cannot explain the emotions in my chest right now I need to give this boy a hug STAT

"wake up, fall in love again" ALASTAIR HE LOVES ALASTAIR AGAIN AFTER THE ACADEMY HES WAKING UP AND LETTING HIMSELF FEEL

"it looks like empathy, to understand all sides, but i’m just trying to find myself through someone else’s eyes." - i..... i..... teArs I think you already know what im feeling

"remembering who you are." - BECAUSE HES BECOMING HIMSELF AGAIN

"a little at a time, i feel more alive. i let the scale tip and feel all of it, it’s uncomfortable but right." - zia ZIA I HAVE NO WORDS I CANT DO THIS ITS HIM ITS HIM ITS HIM

"we were born to try, to see each other through. to know and love ourselves and others well is the most difficult and meaningful work we’ll ever do." - I have no words but emphasis must be put on this I am sobbing oh MY GOD THIS SONF I JSUT - FIEWUBS:

THANK YOU FOR THIS I WANTED TO HAVE YOUR REACTIONS

(Ik it took me a day but djdjdn im sorry in my defense i sadly forgot but know i started happy shaking whek i saw it and then *sights* why am i like this)

YES AROUND 14 IS THE AGE HE ENTERED THE ACADEMY AND HE STARTED BEING ABLE TO NUMB HIS NEEDS IT WORKS IT WORKS AND IT HURTS

Also im adding the lyric before this "As i write *my songs* i retrace my steps, honestly its easier to let myself forget" BESIDES THE POINT THAT THOMAS DEALS WITH PAIN BY SIMPLY LETTING IT PASS BY HIM AND IGNORING IT

Pls the fact it has AS I WRITE MY SONGS

Song writer Thomas rise

YESYESYES LESS THAN HALF HIMSELF FOR MORE THAN HALF HIS LIFE IT HURTS

Tbh yes he loves Alastair but in my opinion "wake up, fall in love again" as in

Fall in love with your life again

Allow yourself to open up to the possibility of loving yourself and your life and doing things for *you* rather than anyone else

I KNOW WHAT YOURE FEELING YOU DONT NEED TO EXPLAIN IT HURTS

Also pls lets talk about "so show me what to do to restart this heart of mine, how do i forgive myself, for loosing so much time"

Cause babe crying over Thomas to that is a hoBBY LIKE OK HES LOST SO MUCH

AND AFTER CHOU I DO THINK LOOSING ALASTAIR IS HIS FINAL STRAW TO REALIZE HE CANT KEEP LIVING FOR OTHERS

But how does he do it??

HOW DOES HE FORGIVE HIMSELF

FOR SLOWLY LOOSING EVERYTHING HE WAS

HOW DOES HE GATHER THE COURAGE TO WAKE UP ONCE MORE AND START LIVING

*cries* ok im gonna stop or else ill break down again

HE IS BECOMING HIMSELF AGAIN

"Muscle memory remembering who you are" JUST IT TAKES TIME BUT THOMAS CAN BECONE HIMSELF AGAIN OK??? IM IN TEARS GIVE HIM ALL THE HUGS

PLS SINÉAD IKIK AND HOW RYAN SINGS IT

The slowness and gentleness of the words "its uncomfortable but right"

We are all sobbing

Thomas lightwood deserves the world and this is HIS SONG OK???

AND SEE WHAT I MEAN IT HURTS IN A DIFFERENT WAY THAN EIGHT??

Eight hurts in a way when you get a cut and it burns

Nine hurts like a deep ache

#NINE SUPREMACY IM LISTENING AGAIN AND JUST #poetic masterpiece #now go listen to four for kamala #yes i want you to suffer

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retrorealeyes · 4 years

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“I hate spiralling”

Also me: Keeps justifying my reasons for spiralling.

Warning: mucho spelling errors in first third

CAN WE JUST NORMALIZE ASKING PEOPLE IF THEY HATE YOU AND THEM GIVING YOU REALLY ENTHUSIATIC “NO, ABSOLUTELY NOT”S?

The on;y issue it that even if they say it, their text has to closely align with BUT not exactly match my mental idea of enthusiuasm or i’ll be convinced they’re lying so I won’t feel like shit

THERE IS LITERALLY NO GOOD SOLUTION

Y’know except for me magically learning how to fix myself

Or posting on tumblr while reminding myself there is literally no reason for him to hat eme (y’all I’ve had 4 clearly defined panic attacks in my life and 3 of them were caused by him ebcause my emotions are crazy not because he’s mean)

but also-- I bet i’m too boring and unstisfying to have a crush on now, i bet he doesn’t like me that way anymoer and we’ll jsut be friends and drift apart and i’ll never message him again i bet he feels our “thing” is boring now, I hate myself

I let myself accep teh “relationship”, I suspended disbelief too hard and now that he’s not exactly like my imagination-- i mean it’s good enough but i don’t feel good enough

maybe i’m not ready?

but I started this.

and he wants in. and he has other people he literally actually frigging has crushes on vs. me who he fucking KINDA MAYBE likes

bitch

maybe I hsould ignore him compeltely until the guilt in y stomach swallows me hwole

--i need a life outsid eof him but *vague symptoms of but not entirely depression* suckass

--bitch i’m doing my hw byeeeeeeeee

SOLUTION:

assumptions in interactions

-assume he still likes you

-assume you’re still pursuing and not yet WITH him

-don’t think into the future/break up

-try to act as though he is this important PERSON of his own volition

-don’t get complacent with ANY type of future, he is his own physical factor

rules for messaging

-react to memes and stuff well

-react WITH memes often

-attempt to be funny often

-flirting but funny

-hold back a bit (in reference to oversharing and making it about you instead of him)

-don’t to overthink any of his actions

-message back fast (less editing please, reply basically immediately)

-compliment, compliment, compliment

-waste effort on creating something/research for him

-don’t get discouraged

-only SOMETIMES (not often) message him (outside of conversation) and only do it when prepared for conversation but don’t demand conversation

-try to be interesting

outside

-HOMEWORK COMES FIRST

-message your other friends often too

-get hobbies that you are basically doing all the time so you don’t overthink

-don’t get encouraged and try to echo his interests (but you don’t have to)

~there’s probably other, better ideas too, but i’ll add them/not in my own time~

*goes on a walk and freezes hands off*

also me: let’s go take notes now, haha

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lucatorahaven · 4 years

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vampire au post

4 skype convos haphazardly mixed in from very different times

[29/11/2014 4:27:51 AM] Probably Not Assorted Cheeses: Vampire au

Lucas the incompetent vampire who eats mostly animals

Duster was the one who bit him, only bc duster was literally starving n lucas came at a bad time

idk if duster should be born a vampire or not but Wes is one too and together they taught lucas how to survive.

however eventually they had to leave, they offered for lucas to join them but lucas can’t leave his family behind, the kid’s too sentimental :’(

so together they staged his death (which im too lazy to try n think of)

claus knew bout the vampire thing tho, lucas couldn’t live alone like that. He also ended up biting Boney in an accident so hey vampire dog.

claus grew up and eventually had his own family. Lucas could only really watch from afar but then the kids got his age and it was hard to see him and keep the gig up. He visited his parents funeral anonymously and afterwards him and claus stood there just

“sup” “how’re the kids” “twice your age and with kids of their own” “heh, i always thought you would be the one with kids yano?”

it was very bittersweet, it felt like they’ve never been apart

“it never stops feeling strange without you” "I know”

lucas thinks of that conversation a lot

he started off the "younger uncle" then the "weird neighbourhood kid that visits grandpa claus" and inevitably the "weird kid from nowhere who goes to the cemetary every other month to put flowers on graves older than appears to be"

SO without attachments lucas traveled with boney, hoping that they find duster along the way.

eventually lucas comes back to tazmilly but it’s been a couple hundred years now and it’s completely different so he doesn’t recognize it

n lucas one day is caught outside with no shelter, it’s almost morning so he runs into osohe (which is way outta town so he assumed it was abandoned)

vampires can’t enter homes without being invited in because apparently homes are holy land but osohe is fuckn haunted so that doesn’t apply (adding on to the abandoned theory)

that’s how kumatora and him meet, she finds him exploring osohe all “wtf the fuck who are YOU...this me house”

So she gets an awkward lie explanation from lucas

n she eventually catches on lucas is a vampire n is just DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE I NEVER MET A VAMPIRE BEFORE FUCKN SWEET

lucas is just UM.;;; IS IT OK IF I STAY

"oh dude it's cool!! but u gotta tell me bout yourself bc i never met a vampire before ok?? i live iN THE PERFECT GOTHIC HOME BUT THERE’S NONE!! but here you are and i’m JACKED i gotta go to work tho so brb but afterwards u gotta tell me about yourself ok CYA"

lucas is still processing everything by the time she leaves, but he’s grateful and figures a conversation is the least he can do to repay her

in this au kumatora’s into cryptology bc her house is FULL of books and it’s a common subject (also the fact her castle is filled with ghosts and there are zombies just across the moat, it’s a p convenient hobby)

when she comes back she’s super excited because he’s still there

lucas is kinda reserved but he still answers questions bc it’s POLITE

she asks bout p much everything?? “HEY do you need that” “y-yes” “is this true?” “not that i know of” “ok experiment time” “uH;;” “wait am i keeping you up?? it’s still daytime” “no it’s okay”

after exhausting lucas of all his Vampire Facts kuma invites lucas to live at osohe castle, it’s big enough anyways

lucas is wary af bc he doesn't wanna accidentally get close to someone who 1. has a life span and 2. is technically food

but lucas ends up sticking around anyways, boney really likes it and he lowkey enjoys her company

so they keep chillin n lucas tells her how he hunts animals n how he only takes a bit of blood so they don't die and

IDK I GO BY THE THEORY THAT VAMPIRES HAVE VENOM bc otherwise their entire food source becomes COMPETITION n they can bite but not?? TURN THEM INTO ANYTHIng so controlled blood flow for feeding purposes

also vampires only need to eat once or twice a month? they die around 6+ months without eating from starvation. It all depends on how quickly the blood cells in their body die basically.

ALSO when they bite you it doesn’t hurt bc their saliva numbs it so (sneaky bites) but it still feels weird as shit

bUT YA SO LUCAS N KUMATORA CHAt a whole bunch...you know that “accidentally get close” thing i mentioned? it happened

(it was kinda hard to avoid when the first companion you have that’s not your dog is informed on vampires and vampire goods, that was convenient)

so they keep hangin out and kumatora unlocks his Tragic Backstory

n sometimes kumatora helps him feed? like they go out together finding animals n storing blood

n lucas is fascinated with how technology has advanced bc he doesn't really?? go into towns anymore but he fuckn LOVES it

n they play video games n general COOL FUNTIMES

kumatora let’s lucas borrow her labtop to occupy himself and he looks for other vampires or hints of them

(this is under the assumption that osohe can get electricity in a modern au while still being ignored / abandoned)

n when kumatora goes to work he cleans up the castle n tries to show how much hE REALLY APPRECIATES HEr

n lIKE i also go by the logic that vampires do not do the stereotypical “turn into ashes at sunlight” it is a slow progression that takes up to 12 hours until absolutely turned to a crisp

so basically if he covers himself and wears a shit ton of sunscreen he can chill in the middle of the day for like...a hour or two

and bc kumatora's WORTH IT he visits her at work n she's all LucAS WHAT ARe yO U DoING??

lookin like a modern goth kid......has a huge red burn on his cheek..

he blames it on how pale/blonde he is “my brother is ginger you know”

kuma gets super worried n he's all bruh it cool i have like..2 more hours until i need to go to a hospital

n kumas jsuT I GET OFF IN 4 HOURS GO HOME

kumatora invites him to movie nights with her friends n shit

people start calling lucas kumatora's goth boyfriend “never call him that when he's around or i'll murder you”

theyre all rather cool with lucas and find his speech kinda funny?

"wow look at those teeny boppers" "GET A LOAD OF THIS GUY GOD I LOVE IT" “???????????????" kumas friends ask for lucas more all WHAT SCHOOL DOES HE GO TO WHERE DOES HE LIVE "oh he's......foreign B)"

eventually it comes up how lucas doesn’t really want to be a vampire anymore and kumatoras just “dude i can help you find a cure” bc maybe her hobby is a bit Excessive but live your dreams

but ya lucas is just?? constantly wants to visit kumatora n loves her night shifts!! visits all the time they go on hikes a lot n jusT? GETS SO FUCKIGN ATTACHED IT SCARES HIM CONSTANTLY

they sometimes fall asleep on the couch together n when he's all "wow shes so cute.." he realizes how fucking Deep he’s in this and he’s FUCKED

he tries to distance himself but he Can’t Fucking Do It (just like w/ his fam)

whenever he tries to push her away she looks so upset it kills him

N HE'S IN SUCH A STRUGGLE BC HE'S JUST

SO HAPPY TO BE AROUND HER??????

N LIKE WHEN THEY CUDDLE N STUFF HE'S JUST SO OVERWHELMED BC oh my god heartbeats!! oh my god she's gonna die before me

n lucas really fucking feels the severity of how FUCKED he is when its her birthday n hes just

yes she's gonna age and he's gonna outlive her n they could never realistically be happy even if by some offhand chance she even RETURNS the feelings

N HE HAS TO HIDE HIS CRYING N STUFF BUT KUMATORA HAS A 6TH FUCKN SENSE FOR DISTRESSED LUCAS SO SHE'S ALL bruh :( whats up

so he opens up to her about his feelings and anxiety and she hugs him through it, it’s kind of a shitty way to confess

“idk if i can forgive you for deciding that i’m gonna die before you” “are you threatening murder” “that and no way death’s gonna get me, i’m pretty stubborn”

a lil while passes

“you know... i’m okay with becoming a vampire” lucas refuses bc dude.. you can’t even comprehend the weight of immortality.. what if she regrets it

“to hell if i make my closest friend suffer because of a life span” “hah i guess that’s the same for me”

they drop the vampire topic for the time being and move on to other ones such as... mutual feelings :^)

they’re both romantically inclined i mean... lucas spent 300+ years being a hermit and kumatora had other things to do

so they take it slow, it’s p much the same as before except.. hey...now when i think “man i wanna hold their hand” i CAN

it'd also be really sad and/or cute if the ghosts in the castle some of them were lucas's family which might be why boney likes it so much but also imagine them kissin on the couch "kuma ghosts r there" "EH THEYRE JUst ghosts" ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) claus looks into the camera "after so long... finally my little brother gets some action :')"

but idk if that’s a thing bc it feels kinda weird i feel like kissin n shit wouldn't b very often bc as much as they both loVE IT

IT'S NOT THAT GREAT FOR A VAMPIRE

YANO.... HEARTS R BEATING... NECK IS RIGHT THERE (lucas still adores it tho)

so back to the topic of Mortality

kuma gets attacked in an alley on the way home from work

n lucas finds her bc they were gonna meet up but he smelt the blood and when he does find her he just goes FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK n didn't know how to save her

also thinking rationally is hard when OH LOOK AT ALL THAT BLOOD AHhaHA

SO HE BITES HER

he carries her body home n he spends the whole waiting process between DEAD and VAMPIRE crying just "hoyl shti please work please work" “what did i fucking dooooo” “what if i was earlier” “what if i was too late” so many anxieties

kuma wakes up and lucas transistions from panic to HAPPY PANIC OH THANK GOD

she’s really out of it bc of the process and he’s crying apologies “it’s okay you saved me” but he’s still crying, they cuddle for comfort

"hey atleast we did it NOW when i'm a hot sexy 19 yr old and not a wrinkly old lady” “kuma” “i’m tryna make light of the conversation”

so now that kumatora’s a vampire she only works night shifts until she eventually quits. They moved to a new town / whatever so it was easy to avoid having to meet someone in the daytime. facebook helped keep in touch with her friends while still letting the friendship die out.

it took kumatora a bit to get used to being a vampire. she threw up a lot at first and she didn’t like having to drink blood but she did eventually get used to it

idk if they find a cure bc idk what the cure would BE but they eventually find other vampires :^) they continued lucas’s search for duster and probably found him tbh

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eternally-aroused · 5 years

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All about Fae, Kinks, and MM

OoC Info

Fae is the Mun's self insert. She is separate from the goings on of the goddess, and is in her own 'world'. Primarily for Anon interactions, she is open for actual threads.

Other Self inserts are acceptable, but please keep things in third person. First person, or calling yourself Mun pulls me out of things, despite the suspension of belief needed for self inserting.

All prompts, and asks can be directed towards her but remember she is a separate entity, and will now know of/talk about the goddess, or the other going on's in the blog. Unless an Anon proposes an idea I am interested in.

IC Info

Name: Fae Strige

Age: 25

Sex: Female [[Futa optional]]

Occupation: Cashier

Sexuality: Pansexual

Dominance: Gentle dom, situational submission

Preferences: Cute boys, and tough gals! FLip the norm. Guys she can pick up, girls who can pick her up.

Kinks: Fairly open, but if you approach with Outercourse, Omorashi, Fabric play, or 'cotnrol' she will be much more interested

'Just a millennial' Living her life. She tries to live each day as it happens. Gaming went from more than jsut a hobby into a bit of a second job as things developed. She's not a big name, never winning competitions, or showing up on drama pages, but she has a little fan base.

[[Fans will be Anons]]

Many of which had received her phone number! She likes to chat and message them nothing entirely serious, but she often goes to them when she's turned on but can't do much about it. Or when she can do something, they often start receiving teasing pictures.

She enjoys openly talking about her kinks on stream, which can garner more views, donations and the like but she never has gone into actual caming. But that's also partly because she has friends she see's regularly that put ehr streams on in the background, and she doesn't want to have them watch like that.

[[Friends will be proper threads]]

Said friends however are more than welcome to visit, perhaps cut a stream short, and interact with her. Even attempt to romance her! She's rather open romantically but still sticks to her 'types'.

On Kinks

If you are a male muse/mun interested in just straight doming Fae leave now. I have no problems saying i'm not interested, because at the end of the day i'm not and it's jsut a dull situation to me. If you want to Dom, either be/play as a female or futanari, or mix things up. Let things transition into it, but i'm a dom at heart and jsut being forced to sub is a turn off.

On that note 'Breaking' Or hypnotism is a hard no when applied to my muse. If you come to me wishing for it to happen to you i will happily comply, but i don't like being on the receiving end.

Outercourse: Non-penetrative sex or outercourse is sexual activity that usually does not include sexual penetration. It generally excludes the penetrative aspects of vaginal, anal, or oral sexual activity, but includes various forms of sexual and non-sexual activity, such as frottage, mutual masturbation, kissing, or cuddling.

If you're interested in outercourse the focuse woudl be on foot jobs, thigh jobs, and when it's fem/futa interactions things involving armpits.

Omorashi: Omorashi, sometimes abbreviated as simply "omo", is a form of fetish subculture originating and predominately recognized in Japan, in which participants experience arousal from having a full bladder or wetting themselves, or from seeing someone else experiencing a full bladder or wetting themselves

Both sides of Omo are open, but the preference is controlling someone else. Playing with their liquid intake, as well as controlling when they use the bathroom. She especially loves watching other's wet themselves.

Fabric Play: Fabric play is an addition to normal sexual intercourse, where the sensations of fabric against one's skin, or even inside of them, is the focus of the interaction.

For Fabric play the big two are Spandex, either full body suits or bike shorts, as well as Nylon, through pantyhose, or thigh highs. Each will be focused on outercourse. Fem types wearing pantyhose will garner her instant attention. Any time she wears Pantyhose it's a 'sign' that she's aroused the entire time. Visually seeing panties under pantyhose is something she could stare at and play with all day.

Control/'Humiliation: Is a bit more open ended and more focused on male muses. Where she will control orgasms, make them edge, use chastity. It opens much more into the FemDom style. IT can lead back to Omo, but also fabric play, and outercourse as she will love to tease and taunt the other by standing on them and playing with them that way.

In addition to this is s favorite 'type' of hers being the shy, cute boy who is incredibly inexperienced. Quick shot, and small penis but melts at her affection. Essentially pet play, except she will have genuine love and interest in them. Humiliation can come into it, however she would rather include the act that would be humiliated in her own play.

If someone Jizzes in their pants she would rather play with the now cum soaked underwear, and the currently soft cock than berate him. If introduced to a small dick she'll be excited! wanting to play with it, and overwhelm it over making fun of it. Of course, if requested, she can be incredibly brutal in this regard.

On Masturbating Mun

From time to time I will start tagging things as MM, which stands for Masturbating Mun. It means i'm more open for direct questions, and interactions. If you're interested in a roleplay while this is happening, Fae will be the 'stand in' as I will not RP in first person.

You're allowed to ask any question you'd like, but know I will never share images, video or Audio of myself.

MM generally includes an edging 'count' as I more often than not Edge when masturbating. The more engagement that happens the higher i'll push myself. When things slow down i feel less drive to continue, and at higher numbers i'll feel more inclined to jsut get off and play a game.

On Anon RPs

If it's with Fae, please give a 'username' that she would associate with, since these will be fans on her stream. Interactions will be focused on stream interactions, and text messages. With development can move to in person interactions.

If you're more interested in MM time, please give a tag so i know who's who and i encourage you to let me know when you're edging! Even if i'm not! I love the interaction and would be down to talk kinks and experiences!

#Long post #About mun #MM #Fae

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superemeralds · 5 years

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ive had my own idea for a sonic movie that would still be live action and a generic child-friendly action-comedy just like the “real” sonic movie is (presumably) gonna be

IN SHORT!

The main character that makes a duo with sonic for the majority of the movie is a young girl named June.

The overall plot is very similar to sonic x, but altered to fit the time span of the usual one and a half hours movie length in movies like that.

detailed description, explanation of the pictures and character info under the cut!

Through a mal-induced chaos control eggman and sonics friends get transported into the real world. this time space rift causes some really weird stuff to happen and June gets seperated from her dad, who was just on his way to bring her to school.

at first she thinks its cool to meet a talking blue hedgehog in a really pretty nature-y place and skip school to play with him, but soon they notice that they are not alone. Eggmans robots got transported to our world too! June gets captured because she is seen with sonic and therefore identified as a threat by eggmans robots! Sonic runs after her towards what seems to be eggmans base.

meanwhile the dad was transported to a really high place, whihc is bad cos he’s got fear of heights. Luckily tails and knuckles appear and offer to help him down

both teams start looking for eachother, but get interrupted by various obstacles. June and Sonic get hold off by eggmans schemes, while Dad and Sonics friends stumble upon amy, who just escaped a military research facility. she hoped that cream would be with the others, but it seemed that they had to go back and save her. the Dad used to be a hobby boxer, but since he’s a lawyer he doesn’t really do that much anymore. it surely helped him when taking out those government officials. its funny how a lawyer breaks the law, right? there’s many jokes on that and his character development goes from strict father figure that doesnt allow fun and insists on obeying the law to a wild and free man who does what’s right, even if he has to break rules. (also he screams “sorry” every time he KOs someone because hes that kinda guy)

June and sonic manage to infiltrate the egg carrier that was transported into our world and set it to crash and render all his stuff useless!

However, the ship is on course for the city which they didnt realize until it started losing height. eggman pretends that he can still stop this if the people are willing to make him their unquestionable ruler, but sonic and june are determined to stop the ship themselves. sonic keeps eggman busy while June is in the command center trying to find a way to make the ship change course and go crash in the ocean.

in the end everything is exploding and falling apart and eggman is fleeing, June managed to change the ships course and runs up to sonic telling him he needs to run, sonic says that she doesnt have to tell him twice and they go.

sonic gets blown to the side by an explosion and trips over debris, making his knee bleed a little (u cant see blood bc this is kid friendly hes just hurt like theres dirt or smth lol) and he tells june to run and not worry, but she comes back and lifts him on her back and is determined to run as fast as she can to get outside

when she reaches a door she screams because she’s scared. they are close to the ground, but not close enoguh to make it alive if she jumped... then sonic hugs her from behind and says “jump on my command” and shes like. no way. but he says “trust me we’re not gonna get hurt if we hit water” and shes like “but i cant swim that well” sonic chuckles “me neither” and then she gets the memo and is all determined and ready and they make it and its magical

they might also have a scene thats a nudge to 06 where sonic is very Positive and gives good life advice.

while everything seems like its perfect eggman is starting plan B of his conquer the others were all alarmed by the crashing egg carrier and therefore came speeding in the modified car tails rebuild for Dad (it can turn into a fucken plane. Dad and June are finally reunited and he thanks sonic for watching after her, and sonics like nah ur daughter totally watched after me shes a hero.

and then they work together to stop eggmans final boss robot and save the city.

at some point they all found chaos emeralds somewhere. and sonic can turn super to finish eggman off. yeah that sounds cool.

that also makes him and the others fade back into their own dimension, bc hes Got That Power

in the end its just him, June and Dad iin midst of a park in the city with debris and shit and June is like. sonic dont go we jsut became friends

and sonics like. treasure the memories you make and live life to the fullest bc u only got this one shot and u gotta make the best of it. n her dad is all agreeing and shakes his hand and is like. thanks sonic

and June hugs him and cries but smiles and sonic says nice smile bc im kinda getting emotional writing this all out and then he disappears in a flash of light and in that moment it cuts to the mom on the side of the park in her car with the window down going “what the-” and credits roll

thanks for reading

okay i know most of this was really silly and unfinished but granted i was making this all up as i went on and on about this and like. yea. i brainstormed this in like. 2 horus time completely from scratch, only using sonic X as basis for the plot and the humor of popular and successful action comedies as inspiration for the tone of the movie

as for the characters i just thoguht a carefree girl thats tired of being stuffed into a mold meeting sonic and learning that its okay to be herself and do what u think is right, learning that kindness really is the most powerful thing on earth and that friendships are precious??? hell fucking yeah!

also child character is more relateable than a fucking cop. kids will be able to relate to June, while adults (long time fans most of all) will be able to see their past self in her.

as for the dad, a lot of adults might see themselves in this dad role who just wants the best for his kid, while being stuck in a boring job that doesnt really fulfil them, but pays the bills and the lifestyle the family has.

I also really wanted characters that you have not seen before. Whenever i see a black dad he has a shaved head and thats kinda boring its just. basic. nothing agianst dads with shaved heads but why is Every Single(black) Dad Bald/Buzzcut? so i gave him dreads because why not? looks cool when he does action shit. whoosh whoosh

i knew i wanted a kid and i knew i wanted a girl. im really fond of puffy pigtails and i decided to go with a black girl just because! it was the very first thing that came to my mind when i was looking for an adventurous girl that wants to go on adventures with a blue talking hedgehog.

plus loving black dads that lov their girls rly rly need rep u_u

as for sonics design, i tried to compromise with the movie’s need for a more realistic sonic by making him overall fluffier to hint at texture, but keeping his core design and proportions.

the same goes for all the other characters.

I’m still very thinking emoji about eggman, I think it would be best to have him be either played by a fat person. Like Really Fat Person to resemble his original design (hes fat okay who cares abt slanky legs) or have him be CGI/partially CGI due to the fact that he’s from another dimension.

and uh. that’s all i have to say for now! it’s 1am and i should get to bed!

#sonic the hedgehog #sonic movie #my art #long post #shadows idea stash

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askthehiddencaste · 4 years

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🌹 🍂 🍄 💐🌿🌳💦 (for tannos and his lil buddy from koyo👀)

🌹 Where in the world does your OC feel most at home? Is there any reason why? Is there a certain somebody that makes them feel at home where ever they may be? What does home mean to them? “I feel most at home when i’m with my quads... which is now Koyoko... well, there and Shuska’s library! Its quiet and an easy place to just think and read. Home to me means a place I can be with my thoughts!”

your a fucking idiot for liking that library. I’d rather be at the arena you kept swearing up and down we would be training for. but noooooooo you dont want to let a creature do their hobbies

“because your hobbies includes killing things and I’m not about to let that happen

🍂 Does your OC enjoy hugs? What do they do as a show of affection for: their friends, their family, their significant other(s) or for strangers? Over all what are they like with recieving affection from others?

“FUCK YEA! Hugs all around! unless theyre koyo then its a dip and a kiss~” he chuckled

I could do without the hugs.....

🍄 What are your OCs favourite snacks? Their favourite comfort food which always cheers them up when they’re down? Favourite meal to make? Do they enjoy baking and cooking and are they any good in the kitchen?

“Snacks? just whatever I can get my hands on really. I’m not picky! A comfort food for me though would happen to be my absolute favorite meal would be home made sausage with some oven roasted potatoes and honey glazed carrots..... Hey that reminds me, Heilel help me remember to make that for koyo!”

How about instead of that nasty sausage we do a pork roast and apricot glaze? everything else could be good but just get rid of that sausage!!!

💐 How does your OC handle being unwell or forced to rest in bed? Who cares for them and in what ways? Does your OC enjoy being doted on or are they a terrible patient? Reversed: is your OC good at taking care of others who are ill or in need?

No, hes not getting a chance to answer this one. Tannos is a fucking infant when he gets sick. take it from someone who’s stuck with the fucker!!

“OI! I’m not an infant.....i jsut.....dont like worrying others.... and if someone else is sick then I’m more than happy to dote and care for them”

🌿 What way does your OC show that they care without using words? What way do others show your OC that they’re cared about without using speech?

“I always try to bring little treats and presents for those I care for. And for my quads I like to keep touching them. a rub of my hand on their shoulders, fingers through theirs, a kiss to the forehead, etc.”

🌳 What is your OC’s favourite way to relax after a stressful day? Do they have a favourite book to curl up with? A hobby? Or do they have a nice bubble bath and have an early night to bed?

“I love to actually just hit the hotsprings to relax! But a close second is to read. one of my favorites is Frankenstein! It reminds me a lot about myself as funny as it seems.”

hobbies and insterests include training with the clubs and sickles we own but SOMEBODY thinks im too violent

“because you are!!”

💦 If you as the writer could erase one traumatic event from this OC’s life what would it be and why?

// huehuehue no way!!! why I would do that? It’s all there for his story to make the lovable dumbass who he is! //

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