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0shewrites0 · 1 month
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I HAVE SO MANY OPINIONS RIGHT NOW!!!
LITG S8 | vol X | ep 28
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First of all, Jin definitely HAS TO HAVE SOMETHING on his eyes because ain’t no way he thinks Sienna is pretty. Or, God forbid, hot. I mean 🥲 and she looks like a grandma in her flowery little nightgown yikes 🤣
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MY MC MADE OUT WITH KYLE AND IT WAS THE HOTTEST SHIT EVER! Ok so, first of all the little turning me on with words, bit of roleplay, the whispering - istg I had goosebumps all over my body. And then he pleasures the fuck out of my MC and says this:
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He’s too good at what he does. My MC is right, phew 😮‍💨
Cue 💋💍🥧
The way he wants to be the first to have his turn omgg that was the sweetest. I was hoping he didn’t want to kiss me but I was actually MELTING when he said this
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HELL YES I AM, get on them knees and propose to meee 🥹🥹🥹
(Ngl I got the ick when he snogged Sienna but ig his reason was valid. Sienna being smug about it was not it tho 💀)
JIN KISSING SIENNA ✨ROBOTICALLY✨ and Sienna exaggerating again by calling it ✨so hot✨
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Be so for real now, Si Si. That’s just straight up pathetic at this point gee 💀
Side note: I love how Kyle is calling us ‘hey, beautiful’ or ‘hey, gorgeous’. I think it’s so sweet 🥹
BACK TO WHAT MATTERS
Look how happy he was when I accepted his proposal
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Omg I wanted to snog his face offff for this afagahshshd
Kyle and Jin pieing each other - well, that was to be expected so it’s whatever. But what really gave me the ick was when Oakley pied Kyle for no other reason than
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HE’S SO THREATENED BY KYLE LMAOOOO
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And then not Theo calling him out in front of everyone 😭🤣 like, I’m sorry but I always knew Oakley was too good to be true
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I just was a bit confused why Emel didn’t react to this. Like at all 🤣
Onto the next one
LIAM IS A FUCKING DIMWIT! My girl Bea doesn’t deserve to be treated like this, what the actual fuck! And what’s even more disturbing: you’re seriously trying to tell me that SIENNA is a close second when ranking hottest girls??!!! 🤮
Plus, he has the nerve to ‘cram’ the fucking pie in MY face because, and I quote, “I just think you’re pretty overhyped.”
I call bullshit! Thank God Jin was decent enough to defend me and call him by what he is - rubbish.
Anyway. Thanks for letting me vent. This one episode is already more eventful than last week’s whole volume lmao 😂
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littleragondin · 8 months
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Here we go again dears
Absolute Zero Time
So last week gave us ample time to see teen!Ongsa develop his very big crush on Soon, and adult!Soon letting himself enjoy some of that maybe a little too much. It ended with the potential promise of things picking up with Ongsa finding and playing with his 2023 phone.
- Okay so the phone will not trigger The Conversation yet. Alright I guess.
- Sine and Teng work so well together, and that little glimpse of a more... playful? Soon when she asks for that ridiculous porridge and he rolls his eyes was delightful. It felt SO natural.
- HA that's the breakfast restaurant from the start of Ep. 02!
- That discussion with the video shop old man feels jarringly out of nowhere - how did we go from that awkward exchange last episode to this is a little ?? to me.
- "If you meet, you'll be parted. If you don't meet, you won't be parted." Alright, is that what Soon's going to riff off to make his decision then? Better never to have met than to have to be parted from you ?
- Oof yeah so that hug out of context is adorable but Soon, my man... You can't give that kind of hope to the boy while building the expectation that you're going to leave him behind all the time.
- I did like that little "missed connection" moment between the teens.
- "for all the people that love you." "including you?" teen!Ongsa is SO clear and forward and secure in what he feels and what he wants, it makes the contrast with adult!Soon even worse for the later...
- The way he interacts with his younger self is so strange. I get that he wants to do something for the lonely kid he used to be but man, you're planning to take away so much from him, too...
- I do like Na and Ongsa's friendship, it's sweet and she really has his back.
- HA finally we are getting the conversation. I am actually really liking the way Ongsa reacts, it feels ... normal. "How much can I trust you?" is a very valid question. The way he asks "I should be happy, right?" yet does not sound happy at all? I liked it. That's a lot, and it's very fair to not feel super positively about it all ngl.
Ok so the pacing of that episode was shakier for me than the previous one, especially the first half. Things happened either very fast or felt artificially delayed so I enjoyed it a little less than the previous ones on that front.
Adult!Soon is being SO frustrating - I sort of defended him last week but right now he feels... too undecided, too incompetent, also - like sir. You're a full adult, you need to take some kind of charge at least about yourself, you can't defer all your decisions to someone else ESPECIALLY A TEEN alright?? I do wonder how much of it is intentional, because - and I am very aware it may be a reach - in the short view we get of their adult relationship in episode 1, Soon does defer all decision to Ongsa, big (taking in the whole DVD collection) or small (what movie are we watching tonight) and in that case, if that's a personal flaw he needs to work on. But we need to know if that's the case now, give me a flashback or anything that point it out more clearly.
I feel so bad for teen!Ongsa, he spent the whole episode being pulled and pushed by Soon, having to deal with so many mixed signals (I was sighing with him when he settles in his bed), and then he gets burdened with that knowledge? That's SO heavy. And conclude on the man you love telling you "yeh so btw all I told you about the fact that we are together and such? Yeah, I will actively try to stop it from happening." like OK?? I don't want to hold hope for anything right now because I'm unsure about the way the story is going, but if that were to happen... I would like a recalcitrant teen!Ongsa actively working against adult!Soon here - trying to save that hypothetical relationship in a way.
I am hanging in there because I am still having a good enough time watching the show, and I am already so very attached to the characters, but I hope now that the truth is out things are going to pick up a bit, not so much in actual pace but with a stronger direction for the plot and especially for Suansoon...
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sodascribbles · 1 year
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ok the sly cooper ones were fun so im making ahau/botw ones. gender and sexuality hcs galore <3
link (he/they) and zelda (she/they) are both trans just in different directions and i will Die on this Hill
sidon (he/him) is trans and i actually have evidence for this one but honestly hes also trans just based on vibes. i personally hc him as aroace bc hes just like me fr but a lot of people hc him as gay and that's valid too
not lgbt but he is autistic actually. again hes just like me fr
mipha (she/her) is transfem and though i dont have evidence for this one (in fact my evidence for sidon is. directly contradictory) im still right she told me herself /j
teba (he/they) is bi and polyam him and saki are also dating harth. i think hes cis adjacent but they/them wouldnt kill a guy
revali (he/him) is a trans gay man that's just canon /j. nothing else to say about him
saving the Gorons for last bc they have a different relationship w gender
urbosa (she/her) is a lesbian her and zeldas mom were in love im right she told me herself
riju (they/she) is a child actually. complicated relationship w gender bc of gerudo town
OK NOW FOR THE GORONS important thing to note they just dont have gender at least not in the way the rest of hyrule does so by earthly standards they're all nonbinary
daruk (any but prefers she/her) as w most gorons just does not care,, but likes she/her <3 shes gay i think but yknow im not entirely sure HOW
yunobo (any but prefers they/them) is ALSO a child and again just doesnt care but likes they/them
more speedrunning w side characters:
purah and impa are both transfem but purah is a trans girl and impa is nonbinary
robbies genderfluid i think
king rhoam is probably a lil homo/transphobic but he supports zelda and is therefore trying
king dorephan is cishet but supportive hes got bi wife energy
trying to think of other characters uhhhh
hylia is probably a terf ngl
the golden goddesses (din, nayru, farore) are probably supportive tho. but ive only ever seen them in the context of botw so maybe im wrong
ASTOR. transmasc gay and also transphobic and homophobic.
i think hestu is canonically nb but if they're not they are now. koroks also do not have gender
ok these are the funniest to me personally bc me and my little brother have the absolute BEST discussions about these ones (and dont give me any of that "they're just Creatures" shit you're right but im just having fun):
terrako is a woman
naboris and ruta are women
medoh is nb
and darunia is masc nb
ganon (in the context of calamity ganon) is nb and uses it/its
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stfuviolet1 · 4 months
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If there’s one lesson I could list out of any other lessons I learnt for the past one year; is to stop seeking validation. All my life (as far as I remember) I was seeking validation and tbh, it’s whack. I’m starting to admit that I, no matter how many times I told myself that I don’t give a fuck, somewhere somewhere inside my heart, I still care. A people pleaser? Perhaps.
But that would be the last year Fey. This year Fey? Boy she prolly still gives a fuck. In fact there’s too many fucks to be given. The question is, who’s worthy of her fucks? Yeap I’m so selective with who I choose to indulge myself with now. Ever since I’m determined to pick myself up from the rock bottom about a year ago, I didn’t look back. It’s the promise I made to myself. To never ever put myself in a position where I was a couple of months ago. Ever. Guess it’s right, you gotta hit rock bottom to rise from the ashes again. Picked myself up each day, slowly building my strength and confidence back, accepting all parts of me when I used to hate looking at myself in the mirror. Being kinder to myself starting last year is no doubt the most noble thing I’ve done to myself. I suck at something or fuck things up? It’s okay lesson learned let’s try again. It’s not the end of the world. I got sick? Poor baby girl let’s make you some hot soup and get you hot patches and nice hot chocolate while binge watching our favorite show. The way I’m treating myself right now is literally is the way how I would treat my inner child. I got you Fey, I got you.
So after all these roller coasters journey (yeh ngl life still sucks at times but honestly it ain’t life if you ain’t tripping) it’s safe to say I stop seeking for validation be it from family, friends or even a partner or a guy duh. To hell to anyone who thinks otherwise of me cause I know exactly who I am, I know exactly what I want and I know exactly who I want to be. But don’t get me wrong tho, I still welcome compliments as much as I welcome constructive criticism. There’s à different from being a high value person and a jerk.
Anyways coming back to the point, I probably don’t care as much as what people think of me as long as I’m doing fine. BUT,, something funny happened today. Or rather, sweet? Weird? Fishy?
A 5 year old boy… ok let’s just put his name here. HAMZAH. Yes you hear it right, hamzah, my one and only IGCSE student for reception level just called me ‘pretty’ earlier today!!! Like wtf,, ok I’ve been getting compliments from little kids multiple of times before but coming from hamzah? Again, HAMZAH? boy for a second I thought I was dreaming when I heard that but yo, I got receipts. I was recording him and the rest of the students who joined our experiment today. I’d show it but nvm, it’s for my safekeeping only.
So I greeted everyone with good morning and as everyone else replied back he at the end of his sentence said “GOOD MORNING TEACHER NURUL CANTIK” at this point I had to play cool but gosh my heart drops lmao. 6 months and counting being his teacher all I can see is he’s very selective, egoistic, sensitive, bossy, reserved, hot headed (sounds so much like me) I rarely hear him compliments anything other that his superficial characters/toys etc but when he said that to me, it calms my heart knowing he actually could be as expressive(?) the way he appreciates beauty is what I found heart warming. I mean for a 5 year old, what do they know much about adjectives? But I guess it’s nice to know that all this while, I have been seen as a good looking woman. At least to his eyes. It means the world to me. It’s enough to put a smile on my face and lasted the whole day.
Sounds so much like seeking validation? Maybe. But he IS an exception.
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class1akids · 2 years
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ngl, the newest chapter did not make me feel very hyped for the final battle. most of the pre-2nd war set-up has been dedicated to plot/exposition dumping & spotlighting aoyama, a character we hardly knew up until now, rather than giving proper reflection time to the characters we know and love. feels like HK just REALLY wanted to hammer in that "two formally quirkless kids leading the charge" imagery. a lot of the key emotional build-up to this moment just feels missing to me.
Yeah, if you read my blog, you know that I'm not a fan either. I feel like the proportions are all wrong, and I honestly have lost a lot of connection to the story when we ended the war at hurt/no comfort for all my faves.
In the post-war, the only person who gets support is Deku (and afterwards Aoyama), while everyone else is just "bounces back" off-screen, with us being left guessing why or how - only to give full support to Deku, who in return doesn't seem to care about anyone (except Aoyama).
Bakugou's near-death experience, Shouto's family's public disgrace, Momo's two mentors dying, Mina freezing up in her big moment, Ochako witnessing the civilian losses while heroes are quitting left and right, Shoji's and Tokoyami's experience as mutants in this new, anti-mutant world - just some of the things the narrative completely skipped and pretends doesn't exist. The only person getting a hype talk from Aizawa is Aoyama.
I am not against previously unexplored Class-A characters getting arcs (I've been rooting for a Shoji-arc for forever), but I felt that Aoyama's traitor plotline fell flat (and has been one of the big criticism always against the biggest traitor candidates, Hagakure and Aoyama - they are not embedded enough into the class to really get a good emotional punch out of it):
- the "discovery" was so lame... No tension, no feeling of jeopardy - just a full exposition of all the reasons and Aoyama being reluctant right off the bat
- Aoyama getting no choice or agency - ok, this can be a valid way to go, but then it felt so fake how much the story kept leaning into the "I'm a filthy villain" label, when obviously, he was mostly just a victim
- "saving Aoyama" was way too straightforward. There was no serious debate, the only "resistance" is Tsukauchi, who is also just a side-character few care about. The consequences of Aoyama's betrayal so far removed in time, that it was difficult to feel anything about it.
With this set-up - it was obvious that Aoyama was not betraying Deku, and the whole "portal-in" was telegraphed with Monoma also shown last chapter. Hori still making a bathroom joke out of "Aoyama's heroic stance" completely killed (the already very little) mood I had for this and the pay-off for 300+ panels upwards on this storyline feels pretty wasted.
I felt more about that single page in Shouto's room last chapter than I felt about the entire Aoyama plotline, tbh.
And then, as we are entering the endgame, the kids - even Deku - still feel like pawns in all this, while All Might, Hawks, Aizawa are calling the shots - and they are just good little child-soldiers doing their parts. So they'll have a single fight to "surpass even All Might" - which right now just looks like a tall order.
I'm fairly certain that the plan will fall apart, giving the kids later a chance to rise - but I can't look at the post-war Chapters 306-343 and not feel like so much story-potential was squandered and all the wrong things got highlights in the wrong ways. (Like All Might's main influence being Stain, while he never actually talked to let's say Bakugou or discovered his hero name or referenced him saving Deku). Honestly this arc felt almost more like a development for post-Kamino All Might realizing that he can still be a hero with so much focus on his legacy, but without an honest stocktaking.)
I'm here now to the bitter end - and I'm sure we'll get the occasional great moment (like Bakugou's apology was), but I'm readying myself for more disappointment (where HK will draw 3 chapters of Mirko's thighs with no character work and give 5 panels to close the arcs of half the class where you have to guess an entire off-screen story.)
Btw, I didn't think the visual was necessarily "two quirkless kids" against AFO, but that the "villain you save" can become your greatest asset. But it's so hard to think of Aoyama as a villain, because the story just took the easy out on him at every turn.
As flat as this was, I really hope we are done with Aoyama's teary face which feels like cheap melodrama to me at this point and can concentrate on some other characters.
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airi-p4 · 3 years
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Honestly I am not too pleased with Luka and Marinette becoming "just friends" when Marinette was romantically interested in Luka in Frozer and Silencer. I know I should be happy they are on better terms than Adrien and Kagami but it feels like the writers made Marinette out as a lousy person who used Luka as a rebound and Luka is a sad boy pining over a girl who never loved him. And since Luka is going to show up more I am afraid of what's to come next...That I will wake up one day find out...Either Luka is treated like a hypocrite for keeping a secret, Luka becomes a villain in a last ditch attempt to kill lukanette and make Adrien out as a better match for Marinette, or I wake up and find Luka and Zoe kissing in gif from. I am not watching this show...I am letting everyone else tell me what happens but I am not interested in leaving the lukanette fandom and I am inevitably going to bump into spoilers since not all of us quit the show.
You know, Emiko? It’s called: inconsistent writing. And I hate it too. 
Marinette said herself she liked and fell in love with Luka, both in ‘Truth’ and ‘gang of secrets’, and then, the show acts like she never did bc it’s convenient for the plot (with ‘plot’ I mean the love square). Plus, with Luka finding out, there’s no other way to keep them apart other than FORCE it. So yeah, horribly handled, especially after all the Lukanette and Adrigami development in S2 and S3, has turned out to be POINTLESS despite of how refreshing it felt compared to the LS (a massive waste of potential, IMO)
BUT-
‘Best friends’
As I’m not entirely satisfied with it (ngl), it still brings us hope for Lukanette scenes. And those scenes may be NICE to fix in fanon (best friends to lovers!!). That’s all we should focus on for now. Because Lukanette was never going to be endgame anyway and I’m QUITE SURE they’re going to make Luka act OOC soon, and that’s when I’ll flip tables (and probably stop watching the show for good except for Luka gifs bc I’m starving for Luka content)
Anyway: even if you don’t watch the show anymore and only get spoilers you may not want to know about, think of ‘the show’ as guidelines that can be fixed. And embrace fanon’s fix-its and AUs. At least, that’s how I’m going to watch the show from now on: take the crumbs, skip the uncomfortable bits (if possible), pretend the parts you don’t like /agree with never happened (Bless canon-divergence and AU tags) and give fanon all attention. 
'The canon show’ has failed us, but fanon won’t.
We have so many talented people on our side that it’s impossible not to get good fanon content. I 100% trust my Lukanette friends and family because they never disappoint 💙
And all this may be personal, Emiko, clearly my POV (and I may be changing my mind anytime as soon as they screw Luka’s character) but, imo: Canon is whatever your heart wants it to be. My HC are canon in my head. I believe in them so strongly I sometimes even forget ‘other people’s canon is actually that show that’s not enjoyable anymore’. What’s important is to enjoy the content. And if ‘the show’ doesn’t work for you anymore, then there’s no need on wasting your time with it. There’s nothing wrong in that. It’s ok to keep loving what you love in any way you prefer 💙
(But think about the BEST FRIENDS TO LOVERS POSSIBILITiES we can work in fanon!! Bc obviously, we know better, and we know Marinette is in love with Luka but she’s just in denial bc everyone and *destiny* forces and pushes her towards Adrien. How many good stories can come out of this? BEAUTIFUL) OK- I shut up now sorry this turned out super long XD And to finish, as I always say...
SCREW CANON, EMBRACE FANON
Your feelings are totally VALID, Emiko. I hope I helped you feel a little better? Stay strong because we’re here to support each other! 💙💙💙
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orange-plum · 2 years
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the foodie beauty stuff !!!
oh god....... uh shes a lot. spark notes version:
most impulsive person ever born, can't commit to anything. has an anger problem, perpetual victim.
last summer she got involved with a crackhead, who she accidentally doxxed. she fell in love with him and paid his rent/clothes/amenities/etc Got him monetized on youtube, something which her followers said not to cuz he was using her for money and would leave her. Guess what happened? lol
Allegations that he SA'd a follower who came to meet him come up, so she's the pick me girl who lies for his alibi and blocks anyone who says anything bad about him.
Flash forward to 9 months in. He got her on coke/meth? Was verbally abusive (shocking, he stabbed his last gf and she died under mysterious circumstances) He dumps her around Christmas to shack up with this other girl.
She stalks him, doxxes the new girl, all while still paying his rent. For revenge, she goes to the cops and reports him for SA/abuse. He gets arrested. She gets a restraining order against him, meanwhile crying every other night on livestream how much she loves and misses him.
He has orders by the court not to have contact with her, which he breaks when he needs rent paid.
ANYWAY. She goes to Cuba the other week (super boring, she just ate food and stayed in her hotel room). Talks about how the day before Cuba she drove him to his girlfriend's house, they all got drunk, and he pressured her and she went down on the girl she hates. She claims to have ptsd (ngl someone who has diagnosed ptsd from actual SA i'm offended) and blames them for her going insane.
Last night was her last night in Cuba. Phew Ok this is a lot. She gets shitfaced drunk and is the meanest drunk I;ve EVER seen.
She goes on a rant hating all white people (she's a white people?), calls someone on social media who does candle and whicker basket stuff a fake c-word a million times?, says racist shit, doxxs girl she hates mom in the nursing home, encourages people to call and harass the elderly mom and staff cuz she hates her daughter, wants her ex-crackhead to get deported and hung by the Egyptian president, defends saying the r-word and that disabled people aren't offended by that word, threatens to unalive herself, mocks girl she hates for being domestically abused by her ex-husband, defends crackhead ex one second sobbing over he's a good guy, then wanting him dead the next, begs for a follower in the stream who expressed valid criticism to be doxxed and if someone could give her their info she'll spread it around the internet, age shames, tells her followers to report to her airline theyre fatphobic for making her buy 2 seats, screams at the top of her lungs in the middle of the night despite her neighbors, brags about how much money she makes than you, etc
OH. Also a quote from her was like "I'll manipulate my audience and continue to and you'll eat it up and watch me anyway." BARF
It's just.
WOW. If you wanna see a train wreck of the most evil woman born, that's her lol I can't personally watch her shit I have to through reaction stuff but boof
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whatisgrass · 3 years
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Sasuke is the best boi. Prove me wrong.
I couldn't give two diddly fucks about what anyone says to me. You can't change my mind. Let's get started, shall we?
1. {Personal reason #1} He is hotter than fire.
OK, let's get this out of the way. I know this is probably not a valid reason to like someone. But, GODDAMN, BOI!
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I now realize why the girls (and Naruto) were attracted to him. 'Cause goddamn! I'd die for him too, ngl. Aye, Naruto really said, "All that mine." Lucky blondie. His voice, his hair, his body, OH MY FUCKING GOD! Both the Japanese and English voice actors make his voice very attractive. Is it even legal to be this attractive and hot and good-looking and-
2. He is hella talented.
The way this man can throw a kunai so straight, even though he isn't. I love the fact how he can learn things quickly and use them like a fucking pro. Like the Chidori for example.
I low-key thought he created it, not gonna lie. Then I learned Kakashi taught him. Whoopies daisy.
3. He is very protective.
Dude, the way he cares about Naruto people. My guy really threw himself in front of Naruto to protect knowing it was a trap, knowing it would probably get him killed, knowing it would destroy his plan of killing Itachi, but this man did it anyway.
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Plus, when Kakashi said that if he and Sakura fed Naruto when they weren't supposed to, it could throw them back to the academy, ultimately throwing him back on his plan of killing Itachi. Yet, he still did it anyway. He really said, "Fuck being a ninja, I gotta make sure this idiot is fed! Send me back, I couldn't give a fuck."
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4. He is a justice warrior.
When this man "killed" his older brother and only brother, Itachi Uchiha, he was taken in by Obito Uchiha and was told the truth. He was the truth about the massacre, his clan, the village, Itachi, everything. And, boy, was he pissed. He was so pissed that, along with his team, conducted a plan to destroy Konoha. Killing every single man, woman, and child. Leaving no survivors.
But, he didn't know if he should actually do that. So, he talked to the First Hokage (reincarnated) to see his side of the story. He also talked to Itachi.
After that encounter, Sasuke joined to help out in the 4th Great Ninja War. After defeating the last enemy, Sasuke wanted to end the World War. He wanted to make himself the villain; having all hate only on him and him only.
If that ain't sacrifice, ladies and gents, I don't what is.
5. I wish him a very happy divorce.
This ain't really a reason why I love him BUT he deserved better.
Way better.
He was practically forced to marry a woman who knew barely ANYTHING about him screw you, Pink Trash, have an ugly ass child, and be robbed of all the rights he deserved.
I said this in a previous post, and I'll say it again. I WISH SASUKE UCHIHA A VERY HAPPY DIVORCE.
6. His fighting style is simply badass. I'm simping for this man so hard.
Yes, he has the Sharingan and has the ability to copy his opponents' techniques from being a part of the Uchiha Clan.
BUT, he also improvises and makes it like his own. Lord have mercy, I love him.
Y'know, how he did in his fight against Rock Lee. With Lee's Hidden Lotus move. Sasuke didn't see the whole technique, but he created his Barriage of Lions. badass energy is skyrocketing.
7. He isn't like your stereotypical "emo" kid.
It's clearly obvious that Sasuke is nothing like Naruto, who is the sun, while he is the moon. Not to diss Naruto but- He doesn't put a fake smile on his face, pretending that everything is ok when it clearly isn't.
He will move his motherfucking ass and find a solution himself. He clearly isn't like your stereotypical "emo" kid where he just cries all the time and bitch about all his problems.
No.
If he did, he would get absolutely nowhere. He would have allowed Naruto to be his superior. Though, he didn't.
I most likely wouldn't have loved him as much as I do now.
He's that badass. I'm telling you, badass energy.
8. {Personal reason #2} He will always be dat man to me.
As I said in the beginning, no one can change my motherfucking mind.
This man is an excellent character.
He isn't bland, boring, he doesn't have a boring background with no goals or flavor like Pink bitch.
I don't know about you, but I need spice in my favorite characters.
He's a poor man who lost his clan due to his horrible village's government, who is trying to figure out who he is.
As a person. He still questions his existence and the person he truly is.
Overall...
I love Sasuke Uchiha of Konoha because he's handsome talented, a justice warrior, very protective, deeply cares about his family and friends, his fighting skills, his persona, and attitude. A lot of people may have given up on him, but not me! I will always have my boy's back! Of course, there are a lot more reasons, but this post will be too long.
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lilyclawthorne · 3 years
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Keeping Up A-fear-ance's Thoughts
I finished writing this shortly after 3 am after watching the new episode like three times because I simply had too much energy about it and I have so many thoughts because I simply live for clawthornes and also I tried to break it up with more photos this time sorry not sorry if it's a lot ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
YOUNG EDA!! let me just say I am quite a fan of opening with a flashback like we've done here and the last episode
"we have never seen a curse like this before" Lilith you had shit luck picking out curses huh
"cut it out if we have to" goddamn Gwen let'a calm the fuck down a bit.
anyways we've only really seen young Eda as a wild and confident and happy little child so I appreciate seeing this side of her with the anxiety and fear she's feeling here. I love seeing what the curse stuff was like for her as a kid
Gwen: I raised a perfectly fine kid
Me: no you didn't look at her she's got anxiety
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I'm guessing this is their backyard or just some woods behind their house?? wonder if the portal was placed there by another elder family member.
lmao I can't even begin to imagine what small Eda experiencing the human realm was like for the first time
Gwens giving me "I can't accept that my child is disabled/chronically ill/etc." here. y’know the kinda parent that'll put their kid through hell over something they probably will find a way to learn to live with (which Eda did do)
ok that's it I humbly request to know the story behind the fang now (also the noise she made when she put it in was freaking cute)
new dress! new boots! new dress! new boots!
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..yikes that fridge is empty
"calm down the curse acts stronger when you're stressed" Eda do you know who you're talking to here
confirmation losing limbs is in fact a side effect of the curse!! (y'know since Eda originally said it just happens when you get older)
please I love these sisters they're so sweet and make me wanna go 🥺
"suddenly curious about my past" "always. always curious" Luz says exactly what we all think
witchlet?? sweet flea?? she's got pet names for them 🥺 (although idk how much I'd like to be referred to as any kind of flea sorry Lilith)
ok Gwen is very much not close to what I expected and I'm kinda grateful for that
she's more like super caring but still managed to royally fuck up which was my original head canon for clawthorne parents so uh that's cool. but literally, look at their body language, Eda's pissed, Lilith's sad and making herself small. she's clearly messed up with her parenting on both of them along the way.
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"who knows what they put in those nasty concoctions?" mama clawthorne would be a fucking anti-vaxxer wouldn't she
ok I side with Eda here more than Luz and Lilith. just because Luz misses her mother, or Lilith hasn’t seen their mom in so long doesn’t mean Eda has to feel all grateful for the presence of Gwen, especially if the woman has caused her a lot of trouble over the years
I feel like the fact that its actually both Lilith and Gwendolyn have spent their whole lives dedicated to trying to find a cure could probably have held some kind of weight on Eda at some point. Even though she shouldn't feel guilty or responsible for that, I still feel like it's gotta suck knowing these people have spent so much time on something you know is likely never gonna happen, all for you.
Lilith 😞 her mother really just didn't pay attention to her all these years
hey if this guy does some next level healing magic then why isn't he more well-known, huh? why’d it take so long to come across him?? Gwen do you know what the fuck you're doing cause I think you don't
Lilith just because you're depressed about your mom doesn't mean you have to bring king down too 😠
SUPER irrelevant but is anyone else just bothered by the way Lilith is holding her spoon?? that doesn't seem like a comfortable way to hold a spoon. also is she left handed??
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"knife season came early" EDA WHAT DOES THAT MEAN. is this a boiling isles things or is this a it’s common for people to throw knives at you thing
also I want to be surprised Eda fell for the apple blood signs but I am not 😔 
Luz please trust you're gut on this one and not mama clawthorne
ok now I need to know why the fridge was empty but they had 18 cartons of ice cream this is why you guys don't have food you're wasting it all on ice cream.
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wow never thought I'd see the day hooty became the voice of reason
also, night market ice cream?? are they implying this ice cream is like, edibles of some sort?? Lilith does seem kinda high here ngl. idk man but at least she wants to stand up for herself so good for her.
PLEASE kings just offering her ice cream while she transforms
"first in a series" Gwen honey oh no. you've been duped. I think we can see where Lilith got her naïveté from huh.
Also, nice snatch Luz 😊
anyways love how this show is basically making fun of moms who refuse to give their kids proper medical treatment or listen to medical professionals here
EXCUSE ME why do we know Gwen's palisman's name before we know Lilith's?????
"I am a mother who'll do anything for her daughter" you're mom who's suffocating obsession with one daughter has left the other neglected and is currently causing her to turn into a full on beast ya dummy
Eda DOES have a right to be upset. it sucks that her own valid emotions that she should get to feel will cause her while body to betray her.
PLEASE I’M SO GLAD LILITH’S BEAST DESIGN LOOKS LIKE HER AND IS NOT THE THING FROM THE TRAILER THAT IS ACTUALLY IN EDA"S HEAD WHEN SHE’S TRANSFORMED
but also why is she SO massive?? also anyone concerned that this is her first transformation and the light glyph trick wouldn't even work??
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Gwen look at what you've done, you've fostered feelings of inferiority in one daughter causing her to feel the need for sibling rivalry that the pure instincts of the raven beast cannot suppress no matter how much their sisterly relationship had improved.
HOW COULD YOUR OTHER DAUGHTER ALSO BEING CURSED BE A PART OF THE PROCESS GWEN??
"after Eda was cursed, I joined the beast keeping coven" woah woah WOAH. you're telling me you only joined because of trying to help Eda. that covens existed, before Eda got cursed, and you very much weren't a part of one. combine that with "some words for belos" she has and do I smell wild witch theory still plausible???
anyways at least mama clawthorne is getting some sense into her head here
Morton c'mon help a girl out, that's some dang good art too what the heck dude
ok fine mama clawthorne to the rescue
no pls not raven beast Lilith crying im crying now
Gwen: I raised a fine and self-sufficient child
Me: no you didn't look at her. she's got, SO MUCH.
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GODDAMN THATS SOME POWER. ngl this only adds fuel to the fire in my head that there was some kinda reasoning these sisters were torn apart, that someone felt they'd be too powerful together (and they were probably right)
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"I heard you but I couldn't stop myself, I couldn't do anything" may be just because she's not used to the curse but again part of me is concerned that because she couldn't pull herself out of it even a little bit like Eda did that there's something wrong there. but she also could've been stressed beyond reasonably calming herself down too.
ok but this is sweet
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NOOO im so sad Lilith's leaving :( I literally cried ok
"you lived here?" fine OKAY king that was hilarious even if im sad about this
"reconnect with dad" excuse me where the fuck has this man been in the middle of all of this. curse shit is going DOWN and he's just chilling at home.
I am curious about people's thoughts regarding the whole Lilith regression thing and the fact that she's literally going to be living with her parents again. I feel like it could help nurture that inner child she's been reverting back to and help her out a LOT. but I could also be concerned about it feeding into the regression and making it worse?? idk and this show probably ain't getting that actually deep into psych anyways
"some day my hair is gonna be big enough to do that too" Luz I cannot wait for the day. also mood, I wish I could do that too.
alright who's holding the fucking pen for hooty we need a volunteer RIGHT NOW so we can remain in contact with Lulu
NOT THE ONLY HUMAN? my bets on the real azura rip never mind she said he
Titan’s Blood?? interesting. If the blood of the titan is around I wonder what that means regarding the titans existence, and how long its been since the titan fell.
AHH BABY LUZ PHOTO
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ALSO WHO THE FUCK IS THAT?? They're really gonna spring that on us like this??? Camila's gotta notice somethings wrong right??? Unless any differences she just chalks up to the camp?? oh god :(
well, anyways lumity shippers come get yo juice next weekend
anyways im gonna need to add a NOT canon compliant tag on that one Gwendolyn fic I wrote because it definitely do not comply anymore
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ladyvesuvia · 3 years
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✧˖°࿐ oh wow ok yeah your situation is a bit complicated indeed, especially because of the gap between the moment he confessed and the moment you saw it like i know it wasn't your fault and i'm not blaming you for anything but imagine confessing your feelings to someone and them not responding for 6 months AJDSJDUWBEB i think i'd die on the spot😭😭 but i think there's a pretty high chance he's still up for it bc crushes like that don't go away that easily! so like maybe try dropping hints that you're into him, test the waters and see if he still likes you? or be upfront and tell him directly cause you have nothing to lose! do you guys see each other irl or just talk via message/discord?
also about my friend i have a lot of stories but they're not extremely eventful it's just really... our dynamic i guess? like it's very teasing, very bantery all the time and it's so much fun. also idk how to explain this but he often validates me? like there's the space thing but there's also how he speaks of spain with a lot of admiration, and i'm spanish so that's a big part of my culture&heritage so seeing him so enthusiastic about it is very heartwarming. he tries to speak spanish every time he sees me and knows like 2 sentences but he really tries😭 also one time we were watching a movie and we were all sprawled on the sofa and he kind of fell asleep on me, which was a nice bonding moment when we weren't bullying each other asdfghjkl
NO NO WE’RE GOOD FRIENDS i responded like about weeks later and sent him a link to duolingo 💀 PLS I WAS CONFUSED WHY WAS HE SO COLD I JUST WANTED TO LEARN ITALIAN WITH AWARDS we see each other in school and stuff and when quarantine became a thing and things ended between me and his best friend he even taught me how to boil an egg-
we were classmates the school year that followed skdjeiw but it was good we talked often and we watched movies a lot last month in scener (streaming website) it was hella fun. we talk to each other irl too tho we were classmates like sy 2018-2019 and 2020-2021 he’s a nice guy 🤧 heck we were even paired up for the class play we had- NOBODY BETTER SNITCH OR I WILL RIOT we have this pic where we’re sitting on a tree i mean it was for the poster but ngl that boosts me- last time we talked was last tuesday hshshs idk rlly it’s so weird to be talking about him like this omfg ANYWAYS-
I KNOW BUT THAT’S STILL CUTE FOR YOU TWO OMFG. wait yall colonized us 😡 jk ily i forgive you kinda jk fr jokes aside hHAHSHAA THAT’S SO SWEET OF HIM WTF
this is definitely him trynna speak in spanish
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HAHAHAHAHAHAA HE’S SO PRECIOUS OMG
BAEFY HE FELL ASLEEP ON U?????? WHAT DO U MEAN THERE’S NOTHING THERE??? THERE’S EVERYTHING THERE. i know, i know, iT’S coMplEtELy plAtoNic. naur, it’s tectonic. actually idk i’m just giving words new meanings that have nothing to do with them BUT YEA OMFG THAT’S JUST SO FLUFFY
YOUR EXPERIENCE WITH HIM IS LITERALLY THE ENTIRETY OF FLUFF FICS WYM
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blackberry-gingham · 3 years
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okay but like, a drabble where you’re friends with ringo and of course the other beatles, except paul (bc all honestly i’m a major simp for him) and you two could just never seem to get along, but since you’re friends with the rest you suffer through it... and overtime you both realize your feelings for each other and are scared to admit it... i dunno, it’s a cheesy idea but i love it 😅
Absolutely yes, this is such a fun idea!! And let's be honest, "cheesy concepts" are actually just fanfic classics, bc I mean... cringe culture is DEAD 💅🏻
Lol, anyway this is kinda way more then a drabble bc I have no self control ig, so I hope that's ok djdjdj, but enjoy! It's kinda sweet at the end, ngl 🥺
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The lights of the recording studio hum above while the gentle musk of old wood paneling and carpet surrounds you.
Today, you're spending time with your dear friend Ringo and he's invited you to hangout while he and the lads practice. Ringo beats out a little tune while you add some improvised vocals for fun. The two of you laugh and chat and before you know it, the rest of the lads trickle in.
George walks in and immediately comes over to catch up with you. He's easy going and polite, so you get along well. In fact, you get along well with all the boys! Well, except for...
In walks Paul McCartney, followed by his friend John. Now, John you like. He's a bit abrasive at first, but an absolute joker and sweetheart when you get to know him.
No, it's Paul you can't stand.
Or perhaps, it's that he can't stand you. It's hard to say really, it just feels as though from the minute you met, you simply didn't mesh with each other.
John grins and waves, glad to see you after so long. He walks past to say a proper hello, but keeps on his trajectory to set up and tune his instrument.
Paul, ever the ass, walks up to you, George, and Ringo and begins talking to them as though you're not even there. He greets them, then goes to handing out commands as if he were the manager. George is to go tune up and Ringo to make sure he's warmed up to keep on beat today. It'll be a long one after all.
George and Ringo look from Paul to you and back again. "Well sure, but we were just talking to-"
"I know. What are you doing here anyway, eh?", Paul turns sharply to you.
You set your face sternly. You've leaned by now not to let Paul bully you away, "Ringo invited me to stay today", you cross your arms defiantly, making sure to convey that you won't be leaving anytime soon.
Paul give you a hard stare, but decides you aren't worth the trouble. "Fine, just try not to be a distraction"
With that he walks off to tune up with John. You can't hear their conversation, but John doesn't seem to be too happy with him. Meanwhile, George apologies on Paul's behalf, "I'm sorry, I don't know what his problem is"
You sigh and let it roll of your shoulders, "Thanks, but it's nothing", you smile and shrug.
George laughs, "You're tough alright... I remember John use to treat me like that, and I nearly left!" You share a laugh and he walks over to the other three to chat and get ready for the session.
You and Ringo talk a bit before he focuses up on his drumming. For now, you sit and listen.
And watch.
The boys have spread out a bit and you now have a very clear view of Paul. You think back to the interaction you had just moments ago. Compared to his behavior when you'd first met, you could almost count what had just occurred today as kind.
The old Paul you knew would certainly have thrown you out.
Strange... This was actually becoming a pattern with him. This wierd, "niceness". Truth be told, you do sort of want to befriend him. After all, you're friends with all his friends. But he's just so frustrating!
Paul catches you staring and stares back for a moment, although, there's a look in his eyes as though the gears of his mind are turning. He gives you a nod before turning back to the boys.
You quickly turn away. What did that mean? A neutral nod may seem like nothing to most, but with the way you and Paul are it might as well be a friendly kiss on the cheek.
That's it. You need to find out what's going on here...
Over the next few weeks you play it cool and try to observe Paul as much as you can. And in that time period, the change in his behavior is... Alarming, to say the least.
The next time you saw each other, not only did he say a proper hello, but he even addressed you by name!
Then another time, he opened and held a few doors for you during a group outing with the boys.
But nothing tops what he did today...
Today, not only did Paul strike up a decent conversation with you. Asking all how you've been and what you've been up to lately and such... But after some recording, the boys decided to take a quick break and you had to be going anyway. You let the boys know and said your goodbyes.
While you were walking through the hallway, a voice calls out to you, "Hold on a minute, wait now!"
You stop dead. Is that...? No, it couldn't be. You turn around to find just who you expected.
Paul trots up to you, mildly out of breath. You ask him what's up, being a little more civil then your old self would've. Paul straightens up, having caught his breath, "I uh, I just wanted to say... I'm sorry for being such a right bastard to you. I know this is out of nowhere, but um... I don't know, I feel like as we've been getting more acquainted I feel just awful for how I've treated you. So... for what it's worth... I'm sorry"
You... Well, you're not sure what to say. He's right indeed, this is rather out of nowhere. At first you're not sure you believe him. After all, this could just be some joke to dupe you for his amusement. But then again...
Paul's eyes are big and glossy as they stare back at you. His eyebrows are quirked up and an uncertain frown is settled on his pretty lips. Wait, what did you say?
You shake the thought out of your head. "I um, I forgive you McCartney. Glad to see you've some manners", you cross you arms, daring him to take it back or like fun.
But he doesn't. Instead, he looks relieved. A brilliant grin replaces his frown and his eyes light up with a joy they've never before possessed while beholding you.
"You mean it? No hard feelings?"
You smirk, "Don't push it"
Paul actually laughs. "Fair enough", he says. Then, "you know... We're having a little concert nearby, would you like to come? The hotel is supposed to be serving a cracking dinner spread after the show! Y-you know, if you'd like to tag along that is..."
You blink, thinking you must be in a dream. Before you can even take a second to weigh your options and come to a decision, you hear yourself say, "Sure!"
That same light comes back to Paul's face. For all intents and purposes he seems genuinely excited that you'll be coming. One of the boys calls his name from down the hall. It's time for him to be getting back. But first, he fills you in on the details of where and when to be.
"Then just come backstage afterwards, we'll go together!", with that he says a proper goodbye and jogs off. You head for the street and catch a bus home, looking all the while as though you've seen a ghost.
You know, when he's being civil, he's actually... Not bad. For the life of you, you'd never tell, but you always thought Paul was the pretty one. Besides that, he's talented and charismatic... You were more then a little sore to find that he didn't like you at first.
After all this time you've gotten so used to putting up with him and his jerk behavior you don't know how to feel. And yet... These last few weeks you feel as though you're seeing a whole new side of him.
One you like.
Did you really just think that? You're about to shiver in disgust, but something stops you. He was bizarrely sincere with his apology today, and rather genuine with his invitation for you to join them after their show this weekend, you know.
Hm... After an evening of pondering, you decide to let him prove himself at dinner. If he wants to be a gentleman, then so be it. You're willing to bury the hatchet. And if not, then nothing's changed. Although, you would be rather let down...
Later that week, the concert is a blast. The boys were at their absolute best for sure. They practically brought the house down with the screams and applause they drew from the crowd.
All in all, you have nothing much to report. You enjoyed yourself in a comfortable position up front but... Well, you may have imagined it, but you could've sworn Paul winked at you after the show... Or perhaps it was the girl next to you.
Afterwards, you did as Paul said and passed through security backstage. The boys were in the midst of cheering each other on, celebrating the excellent work as you jogged up to join in. Ringo calls you name, and gives you a hug, "Did you see that! They loved us!"
The other three chatter to you excitedly, affirming Ringo's statement. Even Paul. No, especially Paul. You can't deny his bass playing and singing were absolutely top notch tonight, and he seems over the moon to receive your validation. Odd.
In the limo ride to the hotel, you sit between George and Ringo, yet you can't help but steal glances at Paul. This is crazy. You know it is. And yet, you can't help but dare to think... you mean, the way he's been acting lately, especially given the strange turn around... Could it be? What if... What if Paul...
Likes you?
You break from your thoughts just in time to see Paul looking at you with a shy smile as you stare into space. When you catch him, he looks away quickly.
Later at the dinner, Paul sits besides you and your heart jumps into your throat. A small part of you expects a ribbing or something of that sort, but your time together is actually quite enjoyable. Conversation flows easily between the two of you.
You make each other laugh.
You get each other excited.
You finally get to meet the kind and charming Paul you've heard so much about...
Paul pays for your meal and you continue chattering on all the way up to his hotel room. You stop at the door, and find that you're sad to say goodbye.
"Well, I guess I should let you get your rest..."
"Heh, suppose so", Paul shuffles his feet and looks away. "Uh, but before you go.."
You stop mid turn, "Hm?"
Paul hesitates for a beat, then gently takes your hand, just by the fingers. "I um, I probably have no right to say this, given how horrible I've been to you, but... I uh, I just can't go another moment without telling you the truth..."
He makes eye contact with you at long last. His eye lashes flutter slowly, only accentuating his doe like eyes.
"I uh, I don't know how to say this, heh... I've just been so afraid you'd hate me even more for this, but... I um, well I-I suppose I have feelings for you... I have nearly from the start, I just didn't know how to, well, you know"
Paul's voice trails off like he's afraid of your answer before he's even finished his sentence. He bites his lip and closes his eyes, bracing himself for insults or laughter, whatever you might throw at him.
But when your lips meet his, soft and passionate and warm... He swears he's in a dream. You pull back slowly, and open your eyes to look deeply and knowingly into his.
You didn't even know you were waiting for this moment...
Paul looks breathless as he gazes back at you, and he's hardly able to form a sentence, "W-wh-? S-so, you do-?"
You smile coyly, and it only makes Paul's confusion bloom into a beautiful, Paul smile. You don't have to say anything. His heart already knows the answer.
"I'll see you tomorrow, McCartney", you wink and walk away, holding Paul's hand until he's out of reach.
And see him tomorrow you did. And the next day. And the next...
And the rest, is history.
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soysaurus · 4 years
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recently, i was reminded of dabee (never really forgot about him tbh, he will always have a special place in my heart), but that did lead me to want to grace my sketchbook with dabee doodles…and then i found myself rifling through the many barry bee benson images on pinterest (why are there a weird nu mber of adrien from mlb images in the more like this section???? puh-lease, plagg is raising someone better,,,,*looks at the mlb love square* or maybe not).
anyway, i started to think about a valid and reasonable (or, as reasonable as i could get) way to include a bee movie au in bnha,,,,and make it dabihawks bc somehow that just happened. typomachine is me k0dzuken is @purple-haze-bunny​
transcript of dms under the cut!!
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typomachine:  but also I had this big dabihawks bee movie idea that’s like Got an actual reason for the bee movie
k0dzuken: WHAT ARE U EVEN SAYING💀 Also plz go on😳 Would hawks also be a bee or ?😳
typomachine: Hehehehehe ok so
k0dzuken: what have i started
typomachine: The lov finds this guy who’s making money in the underground with his quirk which lets him basically kind of snatch things from the past And dabi is curious and somehow ends up with a copy of the bee movie And bc he’s dabi, he forces hawks to watch it with him and it’s horrible and he makes a joke any quirks not being the worst thing to grace humanity But then the next day Hawks is regretting his life choices bc really he’s spying on a highly dangerous villain organisation only to spend his Thursday night watching the fucking bee movie But then there’s this minor villain but he’s nearby and hawks helps out Rumi is also fighting this villain and ngl he seems kinda weak But then he calls on his wee gang and they still are no match for the furry bffs (letter F emoji reaction on this message)  Except in this au Hawks and rumi don’t actually know each other that well bc like they’re both kinda loners tbh But then as the villains are getting arrested One of them grabs them both and activates his quirk as a kind of last minute revenge thing to fuck shit up and also try and escape
k0dzuken: WAIT WHY AM I SO INVESTED💀
typomachine: But his quirk is that you get transported to the world of the last movie u saw HEHEHE And u end up taking the place as one of the characters in that movie Rumi is a busy gal and she actually hasn’t seen a full movie in a long time So somehow they’re both in the bee movie and hawks is like oh no what the fuck no this cannot be happening While rumi is like ok we’re in a movie what’s so bad about it
k0dzuken: Its one of the worst movies ever thats whats bad😔
typomachine:  Except the movie also kind of casts people that you have talked to recently and seen the movie with in the roles of other characters (flushed emoji reaction on this message) ITS GLOROUUS I need to rewatch it honestly And then fucking dabee appears with the ya like jazz line
k0dzuken: Okay but thats actually such a cool quirk😔
typomachine: PFFFT It would be so good for game nights And hawks is traumatised bc omfg
k0dzuken: > ITS GLOROUUS I hate that i read most of the scenario and memorized the start of the movie💀💀💀
typomachine: He’s in the role of that girl and that means...he has to fall in love with a bee KABDJSJSSJAKKSSJS
k0dzuken: HORRIBLE FATE REALLY
typomachine: HEHEH so, the first time he’s really just focused on getting out and like...hoping the quirk would wear off on its own so he kind of doesn’t do what the girl in the movie would do And it ends with the world burning bc there were no bees and there’s lots of blue fire
k0dzuken: Yeah cause hawks isnt that stupid💀 ODJSKSSISNSSMLSJSKSJSJSB OH DID DABI SET THE WHOLE WORLD ON FIRE
typomachine: But then the entire thing restarts and hawks is back with dabee and the ya like jazz line and he and rumi figure out tg at they need to play out the movie so the world ‘ends’ and they can leave PFFFT THAT WOUKD BE SO FUNNY JUST THIS ONE TINY BEE SETTING THE ENTIRE WORKD ON FIRE
k0dzuken: > But then the entire thing restarts and hawks is back with dabee and the ya like jazz line and he and rumi figure out tg at they need to play out the movie so the world ‘ends’ and they can leave OH NO HE HAS NO CHOICE💀
typomachine: And then they do that and hawks is back in the normal world and rumi is just like,,,.going to forget that ever happened she was curious abt why it was dabi in the other mc’s role but now that it’s over she just doesn’t care and wants to not even ask lol
k0dzuken: Honestly i believe in dabee
typomachine: PFFFT beelieve in dabee amen
k0dzuken: Rumi really said : 👉🏽V👄V👈🏽
typomachine: PFFFT YES
k0dzuken: I give that scenario a solid 8/10 tbh
typomachine: and then dabi actually is an ass and calls a meeting with hawks and hawks cannot even face him bc omg dabee
k0dzuken: -2 points cause i feel bad for hawks😔
typomachine: LMAOO PFFFFFT valid he’s traumatised honestly wow thank you for reading all that. here’s a cat to cleanse your soul uwu
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ok anyway enough listing all the terrible things that happened this year, here’s some fun/good things that happened to me personally. because SUCK IT 2020 
made some new friends???? that was unexpected but very appreciated. 
some of my other friendships have gotten better, with more open and honest communication and good support. 
made a(nother) start at learning some (new) languages and am really starting to see some progress with my Korean for the first time in years
started drawing and painting more - and getting slightly better at it. definitely not share-worthy yet, but I’m having fun with it anyway. 
I’ve been getting a bit healthier physically?? it’s still very up and down and I’m not like super fit. But I worked really hard on my physical health and I do feel way better now compared to, like, february/march/april, when I could barely walk to the supermarket without pausing several times because it felt either like the whole world was twisting or I was going to faint. now I can fairly easily walk 7km (in heels) or exercise enthusiastically for more than an hour, several times a week. Like at one point this summer I helped my dad move over 400kg of stuff we’d removed from the garden - TWICE, with just a shovel, in a single day. Apparently I’m actually pretty strong??? I still get tired very easily and quickly though. Working on it. 
speaking of physical health: I’ve found some types of exercising I really, really enjoy. yes it involves learning kpop choreos sometimes. yes the other times it involves a pretty girl in tight clothes telling me what to do. don’t judge me. 
so much fun/amazing media this year?? like I’d never seen anything from thailand before, or any asian bl series for that matter, and now people come to me for recs which is just ??? ok cool cool  (some of my faves of the whole year include: Trapped, Gaya Sa Pelikula, My Engineer, Why R U, Cherry Magic)
I found out I have a very distinct love for mary oliver poetry in particular. don’t know where that came from. but it’s here now and I love her poetry a whole lot. 
SEVENTEEN  -seriously, this might be hard to believe but I didn’t go down the seventeen rabbit hole until october this year, and yet they’ve brought me so much joy already. I love all 12 of my newfound idiot children and Woozi, the Keeper of the Braincells. 
so much good music???!?!?!?!!? I still have loona’s why not on repeat lmao, but also literally right now ben&ben’s ride home is blasting into my ear and I’m loving it
I know I quit the job within the first month for all kinds of reasons, but after a long drawn-out application process I actually did get hired for a job, and they were really happy with me and surprised by how quickly and easily I picked things up. Like that was definitely a bit of an ego-boost that I needed. 
by far most of my plants are doing amazing and I feel like a proud mum
I still go back and forth a bit because sometimes boys are pretty and valid I guess but also I’m realizing more and more that actually, I’m probably very gay. I did come out on twitter at...some point?? this year or last year? I don’t remember. but uh yeah. I used to joke ‘I might be gayer than originally anticipated’ but that’s more legit than I thought lmao. (but also VERY occasionally a boy does something sexy and I go ‘yes hello sir’ so honestly who even really knows.) (also yes I have twitter. I don’t use it a whole lot ngl. I spend way more time here.)
losing my dog was and still is incredibly hard, BUT we got to give her a proper send-off. We spent her full last week spoiling her to bits, giving her all the cuddles and treats and meat she wanted, and just finally treating her the way she always wanted to be treated, and I’m grateful I got to say goodbye to her like that. 
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ok SO I got an anon I wasn’t gunna respond to but I'm enjoying a vegan chocolate banana cookie dough thc/cbd infused smoothie I invented so fuck it, let’s do this
this isn’t gunna be eloquent at all and I hope what im intending to say comes off correctly. may not, my brain is mush- but here we go!
so last night/technically this morning I reblogged a lot from this brilliant intersexism blog. (highly recommend giving a follow!) which led to...a bizarre ass anon this morning (I'll make another post linking to her blog so ya’ll can follow. she doesn’t need to deal w/ this post after everything else she deals w/ on here- unless u want to ofc!! hi ur cool! ANYWAY...)
I don’t remember the exact wording but it was something like “so ud rather have sex w intersex ppl over trans ppl??”
ummm. I literally never said shit about sex w/ intersex ppl?? like, ever.
was that supposed to be some huge “gotcha!!” ??
‘cause it didn’t work, at all.
1. my body is not a democracy
2. why r ya’ll obsessed w sex as validation
3. ur rly gunna ask me, essentially, if I'd rather be intimate w a deranged narcissistic reality denying manic OR a person with an intersex disorder...and u rly think I'm gunna be like OH NO I’D RATHER HAVE SEX W A MANIAC???
like...it’s rly not ab sex at all but did u RLY think that was gunna work in ur favor somehow?? and if u did, why did u think so? could it be bc u use intersex ppl as pawns for ur arguments but then don’t actually consider them ppl that can be in loving and intimate relationships? do u rly think this is activism? do you feel no shame?? you should be fucking embarrassed. this is so embarrassing for you. 
something ya’ll don’t realize: I worked at a center that offered therapeutic services, std testing, & peer activity groups for lgbtiapqbdsmnlmnop folxxxx
I know how ya’ll speak to your therapists, to your peers when you think no one is listening, I watch ya’ll take credit for things u did NOTHING for, I've watched your violence against anyone who disagrees with you (INCLUDING about tv show characters...like, come on..) Adult trans women using fake IDs to try to get into youth events...and then get MAD AT ME when I have to kick A WHOLE ASS HALF DRESSED MAN GRINDING ON THE FLOOR out of an event for CHILDREN... this is beyond just Tumblr. you’re also like this irl. and often, somehow, even fucking worse.
I had far less intersex clients BUT ya know who wasn’t throwing tantrums, being violent, trying to take credit for things they didn’t do, starting fights, sneaking into events to get near minors?? my intersex clients! NOT ONCE. AND  let’s be real...my intersex clients had good fucking reason to be furious and there were absolutely times that I would not have blamed them in the slightest for slapping tf out of someone...but they didn’t. not once. (ngl tho if they did I would have “not seen” what happened tbh bc I am a very responsible adult lmao- I can say this now bc I left the field so it matters not at all for my career)
ya know who would stay after hours, silently crying in rage bc of the shit trans clients said to them? my intersex clients (the big one was trans ppl telling them they’re lucky they get to ~~choose~~ their sex)
ya know who took the time to use open activist hour to build presentations to teach the LARGELY ENTIRELY INEPT staff (myself included, more below) about intersex issues so the people who come after them can get better help than they were able to receive?? I'll give you one guess. 
I left academia and working in the field w/ ppl bc of my experiences at this place & the direction this tender gender trender shit is taking academia. Intersex people deserve so much fucking better than even having to HEAR this bullshit. I would only go back into the field to work with women & intersex individuals. Probably as a volunteer though, but I digress
I worked there when all these new words were coming out too like demisexual android identified diaper baby or whatever the fuck lmao and the trans clients would be FURIOUS when anyone didn’t know wtf it meant
and in contrast our intersex clients were constantly explaining shit to staff/interns/volunteers about their conditions that they should never have had to explain TO THE PROFESSIONALS WHO WERE THERE TO HELP THEM. and I can’t even lie and pretend I fucking knew much, I didn’t. I was hired without even knowing i’d be working w intersex clients- I just needed to show I knew some trans buzzwords. but I put in the time to learn, I read every book any client recommended, any article they emailed me- but honestly that STILL ISN’T GOOD ENOUGH!!!! I should NOT have been hired!!! MY BOSS should not have been hired!!! Actually, the only staff members that actually deserved their job was an gay intersex man. OT but he was so cool and smart and hilarious and like FUN ANGRY like idk how to explain that better lol he was good at getting u pumped up ab shit & good at getting ppl worked up enough to DO something. The only other staff member who actually cared and knew anything was a lesbian woman (of course) but she had recently had a baby and became so afraid for the welfare of her wife and daughter that she went along w trans shit that she KNEW was delusional and unhealthy bc we SAW these trans clients being violent on the Regular. we were legally obligated to call the cops several times. she wasn’t wrong to be afraid but I do think she should have tried to work elsewhere if she could no longer do her job with integrity but that’s a conversation for another day.
agh im just gunna end this post now bc I can rly go on and on but I'll leave the post with this question that I'd very much like an answer to:
how can we as activists be of better service to our intersex sisters? this issue is becoming more and more pressing and I can’t sit back and do nothing for them anymore. does anyone know of intersex only orgs that need volunteers or have suggestions?? PLS LET ME KNOW. I won’t go back to where I was but there’s GOTTA be SOMETHING I can do for the intersex community. let’s figure it out <3 this issue very seriously needs the attention of radical feminists tbh so...let’s do something.
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Heeeey !!! I enjoyed your thoughts so much so just wanted to ask what do you think of the recent SCK episode?! It's kinda driving me crazy having to wait a week every week xD Thankyou!
We got so much angst and will get so much more next week and it hurts but yeees, sign me up! Take my heart and stomp on it, I am ready go get hurt!😭 🤩 I kind of rambled, so it’s under the cut.
Serkan: Ok, so, basically we got a lot of of Serkan Bey wanting to spend every waking minute looking at Eda, wanting to be next to her (“What am I gonna do, just sit here?” – “Yes.” Lol, smooth, dude.) or throwing a fit because she’s not with him on this birthday that he never once gave a rat’s ass about in his life. Subtlety, thy name is not Serkan Bolat… And like, this is the absolutely oldest trope in the book but I am such a sucker for tough guys/robots going so soft for the girl they love and asdlfjalskfjal yes SMOTHER ME IN ALL THE SOFTNESS! 😭 The cheek kiss had me literally screaming because S.O.F.T.  THE WAY HE LOOKED AT EDA COULD MELT AN ICE CAP AND IS2G ONCE BOLAT KNOWS EDA LOVES HIM HE’S NOT GONNA HOLD BACK. We will die. I will definitely die. It was nice knowing you! Oh my Lord… Serkan Bolat looking at Eda will literally be the end of me.
Eda: Eda, my precious çiçeğim, is fighting so, so hard against her feelings. She’s realized she is in love but she can’t admit to it because that would make her vulnerable in a situation where, as far as she can tell, making herself vulnerable will lead to nothing but heartbreak. She overhears Serkan/Eda or sees the way Serkan hugs Selin back and there’s no doubt in her mind that her feelings are not karşılıklı and that he is still in love with Selin. So she’s trying to hold back, move the Selin thing along and keep her distance from him… quite a role reversal these two have gone through. On the one hand I wanna scream at her and say “Don’t you see the way he looks at you 24/7, like you hung the moon?!” but at the same GIMME ALL THE PINING! THIS THE KIND OF ANGST AND PAIN I AM HERE FOR!
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Eda/Serkan’s conflict:   I’m gonna say it soooorta came out of nowhere for me. On the one hand the things leading up to it all made sense – Eda behaving weirdly all day, Serkan being insecure/confused, Eda being the only one that had the papers – but at the same time Serkan throwing every bit of trust they’ve built over the last two-three episodes out the window over this within all of two seconds seemed odd. I guess I’m just getting used to soft!Serkan a bit too quickly and was surprised to see business!Serkan jump out. Business!Serkan’s reaction was… well, not valid, but also not unusual. Eda did mess up there; even if it wasn’t by sending the pictures herself, but by not being careful enough. I’m curious to see how they’ll resolve this next episode. Serkan looked like he knew he fucked up exactly 1.47 seconds after he told her to leave, so will he “accidentally” take Sirius for a walk in her Mahalle again and apologize? Or will we get to see Eda being a badass bitch for an entire episode like the fragman promised (PLEASE!!) and show him he was wrong. (Possible parallel to the “You don’t trust me” scene at the cliff?) Selin: I honestly can’t stand her but ngl one of the highlights of the episode for me was their dinner scene. She gave him a watch and looked so pleased with her “so well thought out” idea when apparently everyone and their mother knows he gets a dozen+ watches for his birthday every single year and gives all of them away. It could be that she knows he doesn’t usually care for his birthday and therefore didn’t waste a whole lot of time on deciding what to get, or genuinely thinks he likes them, which means she doesn’t know him all that well. Either way, petty me loved this scene ‘cause she’s so full of herself FOR ABSOLUTELY NO REASON HUH Aydan/Alptekin: I love Aydan more with every episode, I really do, and that makes me increasingly curious what happened between her and Alptekin and why he is being such a dick to her?? He can be nice and caring, as we were being shown in his scenes with Melo, so why can’t that fucker seem to care about his own family?! It most likely has to do with Serkan’s brother/trauma, yada yada yada, but until they show me a redeeming backstory I will WISH FOR HIM TO STEP ON A LEGO EVERY SINGLE TIME HE’S BEING AN ASS TO EITHER AYDAN OR SERKAN!😡😡😡
Engin/Pırıl: I’m not mad about it, tbh. 
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Ceren/Engin would’ve been the less problematic pairing but I could see Engin/Pırıl make for a little more interesting filler scenes if necessary and I’m ok with that. Pırıl needs to stop being such a snitch, but she’s warming up to Eda and I kinda like their equation. Question for my boy Engin, though: Dude, you and Pırıl have been pining for one another for what seem to be YEARS, and not in the subtle way, SO HOW CAN YOU STILL BE SO CONFUSED/CLUELESS OVER THIS?? You have no issue flirting the pants of a random girl at an engagement party but can’t tell the girl you’ve been crushing on forever that you like her???
As for waiting an entire week: I feel ya but I’ve started watching so many dizis that I actually need 14 days in a week now. 
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First Reactions To Logan’s Playlist
K first song let’s do this
White and Nerdy-Weird Al Yankovic
Wtf this song was definitely Joan’s idea I mean who else would think of ‘White and Nerdy’ for Logan
Is this like canon he listens to this stuff or like songs about him???
Not Perfect-Tim Minchin
TIM MINCHIN
Bo Burnham better be on Logan's playlist
#deep
Is this about the mindpalace/inside of Thomas’ head??? Cause like???? Ouch???? I think????
Lol nvm it’s not sad lmao
I take back my take back it is sad
So this could be literally “in his mind” or it could be figurative and it’s really messing with my funky flow
Streaks-ANIMA!
Cool instrumental
Love the voice sounds a little like MARINA and Regina Spektor
Oh no I’m two lines in and I can tell it’s gonna be sad
OH NO CONFORMITY RELATED ANGST AHHHHH
Wow Logan is just out here being relatable isn’t he smh 😔👊
"Cause you're a smart kid, but you're still a kid" LOGAN REALLY BE OUT HERE BEING RELATABLE ON MAIN
The Elements-Tom Lehrer
Sounds like what piano class would sound like if I took piano class
Something you would listen to in science class
Bop
Medicine-STRFCKR
A Fever You Can't Sweat Out vibes
Lmao nvm
Gonna go look up the lyrics rn brb
A sad bop
Philosophy cool
Human-Tank And The Bangas
Logan playing this to comfort himself because this singer is the only person who has ever told him this
WHO HURT LOGAN WITH THEIR WORDS
LOGAN THE HEART SKIPPING COMMENT ARE YOU OKAY IM GIVING YOU A HUG
GUYS LOGAN IS TRYING TO CONVINCE HIMSELF THAT HE MATTERS IM NOT OKAY
Last???? Relationship???
Okay I'm not a shipper BUT my theorist analysis obsessed brain is just SCREAMING about Roman and Patton
Observation: Logan is probably atheistic and this song covers God a lot. I don't have a conclusion or anything just pointing that out
This woman do be calming tho like yes I'm beautiful yes I'm special thank you
Okay so I already knew Logan wasn't okay but he 100% isn't okay
Fittet Happier-Radiohead
K two words in and I can tell this is gonna be sad here we go
Employees? Or maybe…other sides?
Minor key ok
SELF HARM ISNT OKAY
"WILL NOT CRY IN PUBLIC" NONONONO
So I heard of a good therapist just downtown-
The Watchtower-The Dø
I paused it cause I need a second after the last one
Guys as someone who dissosiates a lot I think Logan might be dissosiating
Dissosiating to protect himself from his emotions
Y'all just trust me in this one
Coming for the TØP brand I see
K ready to start again here we go
Fire beat I'm vibing with it
Is he trying to distance himself from his emotions to try and perform his tasks better like watching from a Watchtower???
This is the first character I've seen that might dissosiate which only means one thing
I'm gonna be projecting an unholy amount in my fanfiction
"No one in particular" hon who hurt you
City Lights=Emotions (which he considers distractions)??? Maybe??
I'm a William Finn fan come on this isn't my first rodeo
Art Is Dead-Bo Burnham
BO BURNHAM I WAS RIGHT
We all love some good Imposter Syndrome (tm)! :D
This gives Learning New Things About Ourselves' a whole new meaning
Ngl this is the first time I heard the degrading of the piano at the end and I'm here for it
In My Mind-Amanda Palmer
Oop we LOVE setting up impossible expectations for yourself to the point you have a cripplingly horrid self esteem! :D
Logan I've done this before and trust me it isn't worth it the mental breakdowns are too taxing
I'll do it when I'm older=I'm never gonna get around to it
I don't wanna be the person I wanna be either
Why do I perfectly understand every lyric am I ok
Live!!! While you!!!! Can!!!!
At least there's a happy ending
Okay so I've decided that once I'm done I'm gonna make a list of songs I think would fit in the playlist
Algorythym-Childish Gambino
K its spelled incorrectly get ready for some metaphors my dudes
Intro is cool definitely very very Logan WOAH OKAY CHAIN SMOKER
Gonna go look up lyrics I don't understand shit
The chorus sounds like Thanksgiving at my Aunt's house where like 100+ African American relatives blast house music and dance until their feet falls off
Nvm no it doesn't
GO OFF
ELPHABA BETTER WATCH OUT CHILDISH GAMBINO IS COMING FOR YOUR BELT
Adlibs are everything
Letter C-Zach Sherwin
This gives off the same vibes as that one pickle video by Charlie Puth
Roman vs Logan rap battle but it's this
I don't really see why this is related but sure
Time Adventure-The Marcus Hedgehog
Nostalgiaaaaaa
Okay Logan has too many songs talking about one (1) person who is it
I have a gut feeling that it's about Thomas and how Logan used to be enough "back then" but now he thinks he's not cause like let's be honest when was the last time someone gave Logan a strong sincere thank you for all that he does????Excluding DWIT (which doesn't really count in my opinion cause they said he was cool, not like an integral and arguably the most important and powerful side) nobody really appreciates Logan???? Hugs???
Anyway plz ignore this is just how my brain works
K next song
The Breach-clipping.
OKAY SLOW DOWN IM GONNA LOOK UP LYRICS
Is this Daveed Diggs???? I haven't listened to Hamilton in like forever is this Daveed Diggs???
LITERALLY PERFECY PARRALLEL TO LOGAN AND THE SIDES
Sound effects
Really just gonna fry my eardrums like that huh
What I Do For U-Ra Ra Riot
Okay scrap anything and everything I said about it being the sides Logan is 100% talking about Character!Thomas
Erase Me-Ben Folds Five
Ooh this intro reminds me of this one particular musical songs but I don't remember which one
Wait have I listened to this before????
I've listened to this before!
Okay I need to stop being distracted
NOOOOOO don't Erase Yourself!!!!
Logan really just do be having no Self Esteem don't he
Okay so theory: Logan didn't pop up in person in the last video because his eyes were too red from crying
I have 0 evidence so it's not a very good theory but…
Just throwing it out there
One More Time with Feeling-Regina Spektor
Oh no it's Regina Spektor
Oh no I'm gonna cry
Okay so Logan doesnt wanna block of all emotion, only permit some to show???? But most of the time block everything????
Did I get that???
Nobody!!!! Thanks!!!! Logan!!!!
Awww he just wants love and recognition
Tbh this sounds a lot like Roman they have so much in common despite their constant arguing
Galaxy Song-Monty Python
Ooh Monty Python
I haven't listened to Monty Python so I sadly don't know the context
Really just dissing all of the other sides aren't we
Can't really blame him tho
Very scientific
"Yeau~"
Sweet with dark undertones. Love it.
Equation-Hans Zimmer
Later I'm gonna check the equations if they're correct XD
Sunrise-In The Heights
!!!!!!
WHO???!!!!!
K to this is one of my favorite love songs ever it's just so sweet and as someone who's bilingual the concept is just amazingly wonderful so yeah I may be freaking out
Also because WHO??!!
Okay I said I wasn't a shipper but let's be honest this is probably about Roman not romantically but like
OR MAYBE JANUS???
IM SO CONFUSED
But Logan is definitely Nina in this situation it just fits so well with her character for the same reasons I really wanna play her (but never will cause I'm exactly 0% Latin American smh) yeah the pressures to be the smartest and then it backfiring horribly and oh God what if Inùtil is also in the playlist ahhhh
Okay moving on
Lifeboat-Heathers
WHAT
NO
NO
CONFORMITY RELATED ANGST LOGAN STOP BEING RELATABLE AHHHH
IS THIS CAPTAIN THOMAS??? THE OTHER SIDES AS A WHOLE??? AN ABSTRACT CONCEPT???
IM NOT OKAY
Bohemian Groove-Will Connolly
Okay I'm still not recovered from the last song but I need to continue or else I'm never gonna finish this playlist
Eeecccchhhhhoooo
Your friends haven't surpassed you Logan you belong with them okay????
Emptiness despite success??? Millennial who???
Vibing with it but also are you okay
Nvm I know the answer already
Hug All Ur Friends-Cavetown
Okay so Logan is a Cavetown gay noted
Self validation??? Who's she???
Lies. You care so much about what other people *sides* think about you
Maybe Logan listens to this song to remind himself to not care too much
But it doesn't work and it's getting to him more and more
Oh
That took a turn
Breathin'-Thomas Sanders
Good move
Don't really have much to say on this
The Bidding
Spoopy
Alchoholic!Logan
New idea for us fan writers
The pronunciation of beurgoise
Okay I'm like pretty certain at this point that all of the songs that mention a someone else is about Character!Thomas
A Better Version
OHMYGOD I LOVE THIS MUSICAL ITS SO UNDERRATED I HAVE LISTENED TO THE SOUNDTRACK AND UNGODLY AMOUNT OF TIMES YESSSSS
But also since I know the song in terrified cause the feels are gonna come in I just know it
Wait so is Jayce supposed to be Thomas???
I am suddenly feeling much more uncertain about my certainty
Okay let me unpause and just listen to it (even though I already know all of the lyrics)
Okay so I'm a dumbass and apparently this song isn't even part of the playlist
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Okay so I'm an idiot and the last few songs have all been "related to playlist" and not in the actual playlist I'm big dumb.
Anyway here's my list of songs I think would fit. (BTW, I only went off of lyrics for these ones. I realize that there’s a general sound and vibe for the playlist, but I decided not to follow it.)
Oh No! ~ MARINA
Hug All Ur Friends ~ Cavetown
Bohemian Groove ~ Will Connolly
Guiltless ~ Dodie Clark
Lifeboat ~ Laurens O’Keefe
The Bidding ~ *idk who*
I Am Not A Robot ~ MARINA
Inútil - Lin Manuel Miranda
Through The Eyes Of A Child ~ AURORA
Community Gardens ~ The Scary Jokes
Let me know if I should do this with the other playlists as well! :)
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