#ooh i needed this for myself

[kifu]

Sappho. I wanted to know if I could under layer shading with markers. That failed. HOWEVER, I took a picture of my greyscale marker drawing before I obliterated every ounce of shading with grotesque color so that I could play with it digitally. I'm ecstatic. She is GORGEOUS.

#horseblr #horse art #equine art #mixed media #prismacolor markers #digital coloring #unicorn art #kifuart #so this is the first time i think sappho has EVER had shading #and i have owned this horse for eight years #i was so proud of myself for drawing her when i bought her design #i've ... greatly improved #2017 was my breakthrough year after all #but like holy shit this horse is absolutely beautiful and i think i may have to do this type of painting againt #because i truly do love markers but some colors are so damn hard to capture #so this gets the texture and the ease of marker without the worry of making mistake with color #in retrospect i should have looked for my white colored pencil that has mysteriously disappeared and went crazy with highlighting #but i also thought this was taking another direction and i've never layered marker over colored pencil before #ooh i needed this for myself

[tervaneula]

Screaming internally a little rn THEY'RE SILLY UR HONOUR. THEY'RE SO SILLY AND MIDDLE-AGED AND SUPER IN LOVE

and I wrote them doing the hanky-panky for 3.6k words :D

make your home in me by katterv

#I had to make a no-sweat version of this pic because I scandalised myself with the original #ooh first time I get to use a community label this is kinda exciting #IT'S BEEN 7 YEARS SINCE I'VE WRITTEN SMUT I missed it a lot actually!! I dunno why but it's so much fun and I love it #but I'm too picky about it hahsgd I need very specific inspiration #rottmnt fanart #rottmnt #samurai rabbit #usagi chronicles #leoichi #not leosagi #future leonardo #future leo #usagi yuichi #yuichi usagi #tervdraws #tervdrabbles #nqk #nqk adjacent

[vonlipvig]

time to unwind by reading a nice relaxing book! (pulls up morse code cypher)

#this is about house of leavessssss aaaaaaaa #spoilers ahead and also me asking for help so go away if you need to BYE #anyway did i work out the morse code paragraphs by myself? no of course not my dumb ass was checking binary to letters when i saw those #hollow dots fkfjfkf ANYWAY YEAH OOH #but like what the hell is with the 7s? by which i mean the --••• that's in the text #and the last paragraphs (from 'navidson names...' to 'SO?119' #no idea if that's meant to be two 7s or what. also what that even means. but yeah 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻 what 👍🏻 #also the check mark???? UHM HELLO? (<- has read the letters) #anyway Very scared as to whats gonna happen next aaaa #house of leaves #according to jules

[sketchy-tour]

Have I ever told yall a song I really associate with Dandy??? Like, when I think of Dandy this song just instantly comes to mind.

Course I got a whole playlist for them but this funky lil song lives in my mind rent free.

#text post #just rambling #dandy leon #Song sharing!!!! #aaa I love my silly Dandy playlist though its mostly corny love songs tbh. #Spotify deems a lot of the songs on it as “indie skater music” which is SO silly #Dandy cannot skate thats for sure. I dont think there are skateboards in WH #OH! OH BUT REBOOT DANDY!!! I could see Reboot Dandy being able to skate!!! ooh skaterboy #Reminds me I need to actually try and design au designs of Dandy. So far opposite Dandy is the only one I got a sort of design for #Otherwise I keep getting stuck. Maybe I need to make...rules for myself??? Idk idk idk. AU designing is SO hard #Youtube

[apinchofdoubt]

Everybody assumes that when Tamaki is sick, he’s a melodramatic little baby about it. Hell, Haruhi had assumed the exact same thing for a long time. Mostly because she had never seen him sick.

The thing is, Tamaki almost never gets sick. He’s got a pretty good immune system, and he doesn’t so much as sniffle during allergy season, let alone suffer from colds. So when he gets the flu, nobody really knows how to handle his reaction to being sick.

Which is, of course, full-blown denial.

He refuses to admit that he’s sick. He’s got a burning fever and can hardly go two seconds without sneezing, but he will be Damned if he misses work. Haruhi found him standing at the door, wearing a pair of pajama pants, his bunny slippers, a half-buttoned up shirt, and a hot pink running jacket. She promptly tries to bring him back to bed, which feels akin to trying to cajole an over-tired toddler back into bed.

It takes him an extra long amount of time to get better, mostly because he keeps leaving bed and over-exerting himself when he’s meant to be resting. Haruhi takes it like a champ, mostly because she used to babysit for her neighbors. Surprisingly, baby sensory videos are just as effective on men in their twenties as they are on toddlers.

#more tamaharu bullshit #tamaharu #ohshc #tamaki suoh #and all of his eccentricities #haruhi fujioka #shenanigans #toeing the line of a headcannon and a drabble #why cant it just be both #headcannon #drabble #maybe eventually a fanfic #I NEED TO STOP MAKING WIPS FOR MYSELF DAMNIT. #should i mention that this is a teensy weensy bit au #but just them being adults and not skrunkly little teenagers #tamaki is a dork no matter HOW old he is #chronically babygirl #ooh i can make this angsty i do believe #muahaha #okay someone take the tags away from me.

[koko2unite]

#its been almost 2 years im on tumblr and i still feel like im not growing #i keep looking at my art and think ooh im getting better #but it seems like public opinion is the complete opposite #meanwhile i go to another artist and they keep improving and improving and everyone supports them #and the support keeps increasing and increasing and its not stopping #and it looked so easy for them #and it never worked on me #none of this works #so now i think my art is ugly and i hate it #but i dont want to stop because i will hate myself if i choose to stop #so now i will be trudging around with this ugly art while everyone stares at me with hatred #because how could someone as ugly as me is allowed to continue #hey mass report this fag #i bet people do that #while we support other artist in front of them so they feel much worse #and the worst is when people say oh you just need to post frequently #but i did #every day #and its so humiliating seeing a post that its like #10 likes 40 rb #and those rbs are all by myself #because i keep self reblogging my art because im proud of it #while people unfollow because how dare i put these shitty art on their dashboard #and i hate every moment like this #and its happening on every single art i post #i ended up taking a break #its probably a bad idea since all of my pages are in a bad state right now #twitter shadowbanned tumblr blocked and ignored #and my patrons keep leaving bcs just this month several people joined and then left within 1-2 days maybe because i dont post everyday #but its ok i think when everyone starts leaving i can do a restart

[bredforloyalty]

i feel so calm after the deadline passes

#az esélytelenek nyugalma. or a version of it #like ooh finally i've failed. just as predicted #i still need to write and hand it in though 😑😑😑 #and i cannot fail classes so i haven't failed. which sucks cause then i have to pass. #(cannot as in i can't do another full semester i'd have to kill myself if i fail anything now) #kata.txt

[denim-wizard]

Everlast // Vernal // Arizona for @tabbykisses

#finally posting my dragon art RAAAAH #wings of fire #dragon #others ocs #ooh yuh art time #realwizardhours #best of rottingmoss #I need to destroy myself for making all of these guys look left I CAN DO OTHER POSES I SWEAR <- in tears #only so much one man can do with a headshot #and also all of these were drawn a few weeks apart #alas. #we ball

[actualmichelle]

i made my dentist appointment 😩

#lowkey keep thinking about all the things that could be wrong w my mouth #cavities and root canals needed for allll my teeth #or tmj has completely eroded my jawbone and I need surgery!! #ooh or advanced gum disease and all my tooths need to be ripped out so they can put in dentures 😅 #logically I know there probably aren't that many things wrong but I don't know for sure #AND i haven't ever had anything other than cleanings and baby tooth extractions (plus wisdom teeth) #so idk what to expect #i haven't been to a dentist since 2007 😞 #last I heard i desperately needed braces but my mom didn't want to pay for them #soooo i didn't get them #and I live in shame ever since #shame and eternal fear #very glad to make an appointment for myself and not one of the cats though!!

[witchinatree]

ok listen i finished outer wilds yesterday (and just replayed the ending for good measure)

**SPOILERS FOR THE ENDING (OBVIOUSLY)** please note i do NOT have the completed ship log and i dont know what im missing so be cautious around spoilers?? i guess?? idk if i get spoiled its kinda my bad for posting about outer wilds

anyway!! my girlfriend was like "wow you didnt have an emotional reaction like at all" and 1. no i was tearing up and am still tearing up rn but 2. because i don't think it was that sad? yes, everyone dying and the sun exploding and shit just getting fucking real was tragic but it was also a new beginning

all of those stars we saw were new beginnings, hell even hearthians themselves were once new beginnings i don't see this game as a tragedy i see it as a cycle of ends and beginnings like the cycle of repeatedly being blown up by the sun, except it wasn't permanent, so new life couldn't build from the pain we endured (i have roughly 158 loops worth of gameplay. christ.) in order to have a beginning you have to have an end i remember thinking my goal was to prevent the sun from exploding, but ultimately that wasn't possible our only option was to accept our fate and prepare for what comes next things have to die for more things to live and it just so happened it was our turn to die (hey yttd reference)

anyway the point i'm making is i think this game was incredible, stunning, beautiful, and an important depiction of the real permanence of our existence one day will be our end, but that will create a new beginning, we just won't be there to see it

#sorry i love this game like so much #my girlfriend bought it for me and i was like ooh cool space game and then bam the cycle of creation and destruction #and i was like holy shit #the cycle of creation and destruction #i think its devestating that hearthians died and i think its devestating that humans will die but there will be an after #i think we need to start seeing “i will die but the universe will still exist after me” as a positive thing #your end will be another's beginning #jesus fucking christ #sorry i did not mean to get that deep #outer wilds #outer wilds spoilers #outer wilds game #also should i get the DLC????? #i shit myself over anglerfish a lot and my girlfriend said its worse #can we get a “my girlfriend” counter on this post good lord

[illiana-mystery]

😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

#the first gif though #if he glanced at me like that #i just might die #ooh boy #i need to fan myself off #sir 🥵🥵🥵 #what a hottie #you're killing me hamish #hamish #requiem apache #my sweet alfredo #my heart #❤️❤️❤️❤️ #alfred molina

[transmechanicus]

Bitch this shit does not fucking goddamn cohere i swear to god!!!!!!!

#my stuff #aiy am sooooo mad at my research lab rn they are going in like 5 semi-aborted directions at once #ooh we need to do this ooh we need to do this #lemme put u on this project but also if this other one works no one will care abt your results bc the other will be Way Easier #also i know i told u this project is abt drug discovery but actually we don't care about that stage of the process #we care about the shitty little minutia that is important but so abstractly connected as to be virtually unrelated #like ummm if im trying to find a way to inhibit a protein why in fuck do i care if something binds to it while its chopped up into 5 peps?? #that's missing all the secondary structure and complexes it forms that are arguably vital for function?! #binch?? #hough im working so hard trying to understand all this shit i need time i need more fucking time i need everyone out of my ass please pleas #i just wanna pass my classes and get to summer so i can focus on doing lab properly and stabbing myself full of HRT

[scarlethood]

.

#i might be a bit manic cause im looking at a $295 set of the haikyuu manga going ooh thats a steal i should get that #when like yeah when each vol costs 10 thats 450 total... and this set is missing 43-45 but thats still 420 value for 295... #but i dont NEED it and i have to make a dr visit that will also be expensive 🙃 #maybe as a reward for doing the dr visit ive been putting off for 4 months i can treat myself #ouagh life is misery

[asteralien]

my dream tattoo is a stealth agender “flag” but it’s a robot (black), a ghost (gray), a skeleton (white), and an alien (green) all in a friendly little row but im not sure if ill ever get that many tattoos so i might just have to knit a sweater or something

#I found a pattern for green alien socks and a crochet sweater with an alien in a little ufo on it #I just love Creatures okay but im very much in an alien mood recently (obviously) and like. I need to Do something with this #once im done with my mom’s tapestry project i might make myself a little alien wall hanging #OOH i should rescue my granny square alien blanket from wherever it’s stashed away #aster chat

[harbingermotel]

sits up straight in bed suddenly

what about a ghosts crossover episode that ends up being explained in-world as a coma dream from sam/alison hitting their heads again. at the end they each wake up from their respective comas and we see a short montage, maybe two or three minutes, of them in their hospital rooms, them leaving the hospital, them being driven home by jay/mike and them arriving to woodstone mansion/button house. that's when we realize. we didn't see any ghosts in that montage.

#ooh i have made myself sick and sad. #this post also made me realize its called woodstone mansion and not woodstone manor. i need to change my url #all my love to twilight fans but idk anything about it and apparently woodstone manor is a location from that so. whoops #avi speaks #cbs ghosts #bbc ghosts #alison cooper #mike cooper #sam arondekar #jay arondekar

[running-in-the-dark]

a super fun thing that my brain is really good at is hearing a random fact and remembering it forever. but only if it's bad :)

#the reason I'm thinking about that right now: I wish I had never read that having a crease on your earlobe means you're more likely to have #heart disease. #scared me so much that I read a whole paper about it #but it's been years now so I don't remember the details #just that that's a thing apparently #and guess what my brain does with that information? oh yeah of course I have to obsessively look at the ears of everyone now! does that #do anything helpful? nope! just makes me very very anxious :) #it's just like when I was a kid and I got nightmares about scurvy every time I didn't eat a potato for a week. #like. wow I could be so smart and everything if my brain wasn't constantly focused on random bullshit that is completely irrelevant 😭 #also this thing specifically: I've always been weirdly fascinated by ears and this made that a million times worse and also very scary. #like ooh that's a nice ear :) oh no death exists and this person is going to die and #yeah it sucks. #specifically choosing not to mention any names in this context because my god this shit is on my mind all the time already I really don't #need to say it where anyone can see #it's embarrassing enough #though anyone who has looked at my blog in the past month already knows who I'm talking about. #like. I really shouldn't allow myself to like anyone over the age of like. idk 45. #it's so unbelievably exhausting. #but annnyway I'm totally normal and fine :) #oh yeah I also have creases on my earlobes lol so that definitely added to the scariness (and THEN my mother randomly mentioned recently #that EVERYONE on her side of the family had/has heart disease. bitch WHAT the fuck. anyway so yeah guess we know what's gonna kill me #haha isn't that fun :) ) #ALSO the fact that my memory is very very bad means that I remember absolutely none of the details about shit like this. so it could very #well be completely irrelevant and harmless but i wouldn't remember that part. #and I think even if I found out more it wouldn't help. it's been an obsession for so long. I've never had one go away that I've had for #this long. so. guess I'm just fucked. #personal