don’t know how i got here (but i’m all alone)
summary: was it too much to ask not to be around a man who used to eye fuck your sister while professing his feelings for you?
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title: just a waste by pinkpantheress
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truthfully, edwina doesn't know when her feelings toward her... prior engagement turned into a wave of scalding hot anger. it felt like one day she was fine; she could laugh and smile easily.
even if no one noticed how her eyes lacked their usual shine.
she was accepting invitations to the brigerton house.
even if it makes her skin crawl to be near anthony once more.
she was attending balls and dancing with potential suitors once more.
even if she knew those same men whispered behind her back.
edwina brushed off the first embers of resentment that began to form in her. she was a rational thinker who had read extensively on the mind and man. unsurprisingly, her situation with lord bridgerton is causing her current negative feelings.
knowing it was kate that held his affection did not make the situation better.
however, as the new season progressed, edwina became less inclined to accept her sister's request for a visit. she felt more obligated to burn the parchment with each invitation. why must kate insist on forcing this blending of families? was it not kate who let the farce between anthony and edwina go on? was it not anthony who purposely pursued her, knowing he wanted her fucking sister?
(once, after everything was...better, kate admitted to sleeping with him before edwina's wedding ceremony. edwina didn't know whether to strangle her, laugh, or cry. god, what a fucking idiot she was.)
after a few narrow yet successful attempts at avoiding the bridgerton house, amma finally talks with her.
('ed, would you care to tell me what is wrong, my love?' 'nothing, amma. i am fine.' cue a fake smile. her mother does not falter.
'why have you not been visiting your sister as of late? she thinks you are terribly upset with her.' fake smile falters.
'i have been busy, amma, with suitors.' they both stare at each other.
they both know that edwina is a ruined girl.)
amma does not bring up the topic again and must have told kate as the contents of her invitations include discussing future prospects. edwina scoffs. as if kate's antics last season did not ruin her so-called prospects. no man wants a woman with a bloodhound for a sister, and no man especially wants a woman who runs from the altar.
god, she was truly fucked, wasn't she?
as the days continued and her discontent grew, edwina could finally root out the cause of her horrible disposition.
betrayal.
every single goddamn person around her betrayed her. everyone around her knew about kate and anthony's affection for one another. they saw her play the love-blind fool and said nothing.
not her mother.
not lady danbury.
not even her fucking sister.
hell, none of the bridgerton siblings could muster up the courage to tell what she was too dumb to see. with how rambunctious they are, she's surprised none of them blurted it out during that blasted game of pallmall.
she sees it later, however.
how everyone subtly looks at her when anthony shares a kiss with kate.
how eloise tries to engage in discussion with her about their latest reads.
how daphne always has a sad smile for edwina every time they see each other.
how anthony doesn't even look at her when making the announcement about kate's pregnancy.
how her mother gives her a look of pity at each rejected invitation to the bridgerton house.
it's such a shame that edwina did not know whether to scream, cry, or break something once her emotions hit her at total capacity. she is lucky for the presence of the moon, as she can scream into her pillow all night.
i'm just a shame
i'm just a waste
it's the way it is
'cause my mama said
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what’s the most recent thing you purchased?
a pack of pallmalls and new pair of black leather boots :))
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