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I was thinking of another Poe dameron fic (he lives rent free in my head)
You're poe's fem!solider best friend and one day you get badly injured after a mission and poe's literally with you for your entire recover. You're cold? He has a blanket. You're hungry? Had a plate of food from the cantina. You're sad? Is in your bed cuddling you. He's helping you with your physical therapy, bringing you everywhere. He literally asked Leia to give him a month's break from his favorite thing ever (besides you) flying just to help recover.
I'm so sorry I'm being a nuisances. 😭
heal
poe dameron x reader
hiii sorry it took so long but here it is I hope you'll enjoy it!!
summary: poe was ready to confess his love for you, but things got in the way. now the best way for him to show you his love is to be by your side while you recover.
warnings: mentions of injuries ofc, angst
tags: f!reader, best friends to lovers <33, love confession, fluff, very self indulgent tbh
word count: 3.4k (phew)
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Poe stepped out of his X-wing, proudly taking off his helmet before glancing at a reflection, making sure his dark brown curls still looked good. He wanted to be sure he looked alright. A shot of confidence had shot through his veins as he came back from a hectic mission, and he wanted to do what he had waited to do for months, what he was eager to tell you for so long. He wanted to confess his love to you now, to let you know how much he cared about you, how much he wanted you to be his and how that ring attached to his chain was meant to belong to you. He was excited, and he wasn't even remotely anxious about it. He knew what he was doing and deep inside of him, he knew you felt the same way, and he couldn't wait to start the rest of his life with you.
He walked through the hangar, helmet under his arm as he looked around. He knew your mission was supposed to end not long before his did, and he was so thrilled to see you again, he didn't even bother to take off his flight suit.
He glanced around and saw two people he knew were in your team. One girl Poe knew was your friend was standing against a wall of the hangar, a hand on her hip and the other on her forehead. She looked troubled. The guy with her looked like he was trying to reassure her, putting a friendly hand to her shoulder. Poe walked to them, feeling sorry he had to interrupt their conversation but in desperate need to know where you were.
"'Scuse me, do you have any idea where Y/N is?" he asked as the two faces turned to him.
The girl sighed slightly, and didn't dare making eye contact with the pilot.
The man stepped in front of Poe and bit his lip in apprehension.
"Uh man..." he sighed scratching his cheek anxiously. "The mission went wrong. They had to bring her back because she got shot." he said pinching his lips, watching the pilot's face slowly decompose.
"What?" Poe asked not quite catching what the other man had just told him. "No no you gotta be kidding me." he huffed turning around, pinching the bridge of his nose in disbelief.
"I'm not man. They admitted her in medbay like twenty minutes ago. She was passed out."
"Shit. Shit shit shit. I need to see her" he panicked, running to the medbay hurriedly.
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Poe arrived in front of the medbay section, panting. He brought his hands to his knees to catch his breath a little and got ready to enter the room before droids stood in his way.
"Sorry, you can't go in." the droid on the right said.
"What?! No. I need to see her!" he exclaimed showing the reinforced door.
"Her state is too unstable for her to receive visitors." the droid on the left said.
He threw a dry chuckle, not believing the situation. "No no you can't deny me the entry" he muttered under his breath, shaking his head. "You don't get it I really need to see her!" he said shouting at the droids, ready to fight them if he really had to.
"Sorry, you can't go in." the other droid repeated.
"Let him in." a wise voice said from behind Poe, making him turn around.
Leia. She quickly sent him a weak smile, and he didn't even take time to smile back as the droids finally stepped aside to let him in. He knew he would thank her endlessly once he could come back to his senses.
Poe ran into the room, slowing down when he saw your unanimated figure in the bed.
A lump started forming in his throat at the sight. He dragged a chair next to your bed, and sat on it, taking your hand in his, gently stroking the back of it as his decomposed face stared at your closed eyes.
"She needs to rest" Leia's voice resonated in the small room.
Poe turned around hurriedly, as if he was forbidden being here, even though she had allowed it.
"What happened?" he asked softly, scared to wake you up.
"She was being reckless, just like you. She jumped on the enemies but got shot." she said with a nod. "In the stomach." Poe opened his mouth to talk again but she anticipated it. "They took the bullet out and stitched her up. She got knocked out, she has a concussion. Her left leg is broken and her right arm is fractured. It will take some time to heal."
"Is she gonna be okay?" the pilot asked, turning back to you. He noticed the bruise on your forehead and the multiple cuts on your face.
"She will be fine but she really needs to rest. We don't know when she will wake up." Poe nodded slowly, swallowing loudly. He brushed the hair away from your face, gently tugging the strands behind your ear. His touch was shallow, as if he was afraid to break you. "Poe... You don't need to wait here. I know how much she matters to you but it might take a while. You'll be the first one informed when she wakes up." she said with a stern look, practically begging him not to worry too much.
Poe shook his head frantically, still looking at you, chasing away the lump in his throat.
"I'm not leaving her side. I'm staying here" he looked back at the princess. "If you like it or not, General."
Leia pinched her lips before throwing a single nod.
"Fine, Commander. But don't forget to take care of yourself too."
The pilot didn't reply, and the princess left the room, taking one last glance at your unconscious figure.
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You opened your eyes with difficulty. You thought it felt like you had been hit on the head before remembering you had actually been hit on the head. Poe was here, next to you, holding your hand. He noticed you were awake and put his hand away. You tried to sit up, wanting to move a little considering that your whole body felt sore.
"Hey hey hey, easy. Slow down." he whispered gently. "How do you feel?" he asked softly, putting a hand to your shoulder to push you down.
"Like I've been shot" you joked with a dry chuckle that made you cough.
Poe panicked at the sight of you coughing, not knowing what to do and where to put his hands.
"Are you thirsty? Do you want water? I'm gonna get you water." he said hurriedly getting up to get you water. He quickly came back, putting the glass in your trembling valid hand. He helped you drink, and you quietly thanked him with a raspy voice. He took your empty glass to put it on the table next to your bed before putting his hand over yours again.
You weakly smiled at him, fiddling with his fingers before intertwining them with yours.
"Poe I... I thought I was gonna die and you weren't even here." you said quietly as a tear rolled down your cheek.
Poe weakly smiled back at you and wiped the tear away from your cheek, making sure to avoid the cuts on your face.
"I know... I know. I was so scared for you." he sighed. "Never do that to me again"
"I'm sorry Poe" you said as you gently moved your fingers with his.
"It's not your fault you got shot" he said weakly smiling at you.
You pinched your lips. "Kinda. I was being reckless"
"Yeah Leia told me you were being just like me." he said smiling widely.
You smiled back at him before looking at him closely and frowning. "How long have you been waiting here? Why are you still in your flight suit?" you questionned him, concerned. You didn't have any idea of what time it was but you were dozy enough to know some time had passed.
"Uh... It's been two hours I think." he said looking around him, looking for any indications of what time it was. "And I had just arrived when I learned you were... Uh- half dead." he said chuckling, tilting his head to the side when he realized that wasn't particularly funny. In reality, it really didn't make him laugh.
"You didn't need to stay for so long" you whispered, losing your voice a little.
"I didn't need to but I wanted to." he said while caressing the back of your hand.
"And what have you been doing for two hours?" you asked, looking around to see if there was any object of distraction. "You just sat there and watched me?"
"Well... Yes. Creepy, isn't it?" he joked, squinting his nose.
"If it's you I don't mind." you said under your breath, looking at him with admiration. You were very touched at the fact that he stayed here for so long just for you. "Poe I-"
You were interrupted by droids coming into the room, now that you were awake and they could finally check on you.
Poe turned to them, knowing he had to leave.
"We will need you to leave, sir."
Poe nodded, standing up from his chair. He bent over you and ran a hand through your hair.
"I'll come back as soon as I can honey" he whispered before gently pressing a kiss to your forehead.
You watched him leave the room, a weird feeling filling your stomach.
Poe sighed as the medbay's door shut behind him, left the area and determinedly walked to Leia's office.
He stormed into the room, not bothered to even wonder if Leia was already busy.
"Can we talk?" he asked sternly, standing in front of the woman's desk.
"Sure. What is it about?" she asked sitting up from her chair, walking in front of her desk to stand against it, arms crossed.
"I will need a break from flying" Poe announced with a single nod. It wasn't a question, it wasn't a request, it was an affirmation.
She slightly opened her mouth in confusion.
"You, Poe Dameron, want to take a break from flying." she said frowning, knowing that flying was his whole life, his reason to live.
"You heard me." the man said with a single nod again.
"Is this about Y/N?" Leia asked raising her eyebrows, most definitely already knowing the answer.
"More or less" Poe said pinching his lips. He blinked once, accepting the truth. "It is entirely about Y/N." Leia nodded slowly, smiling slightly. "I am in love with her"
"I know" the princess cut him off.
"How do you know" the man asked immediately, frowning, almost offended.
Leia threw a chuckle, shaking her head while laughing silently.
"I have never seen something so obvious, so big, and so transparent, Poe." she said smiling at him, patting his shoulder. "Tell her."
"Yeah, well, I was planning on it until I learned the news." the man said crossing his arms, his flight suit still on. "I figured it wasn't the right moment anymore"
The princess nodded, obviously agreeing.
"This will be all about taking time from now on." she said sighing. The pilot nodded, looking at his feet.
"I want to be there for her as much as possible. To help her for her recovery. I need to stay by her side." he declared looking back at the woman.
She nodded once again. "Of course. But we can't lack you forever Poe. We will need you back at some point."
The man nodded back at her, thanked her for everything and ran back to medbay, waiting for the droids to leave, to see you again.
---
Every day of every week, Poe was at your bedside.
He still helped the Resistance, without flying as requested, but most of the time, he was with you. When he couldn't see you all day he went before bedtime, telling you about his day and staying there until you fell asleep. He did anything you asked and more. He constantly checked on you, asking you if you needed anything. The man would give you his organs if he could. He read to you as you weren't able to hold a book the first weeks. His voice was so soothing and relaxing, you swore it was one of the best things you had ever experienced. He sometimes talked in funny voices for the different characters just to make you laugh. You hated that your arm had healed so fast, but if you asked him to read to you again, he would do it in a heartbeat.
He took care of changing your bandages on the stomach. You had insisted on it and almost fought with the droids. You didn't know if it was because you trusted him, if it was because he was gentle or because you craved that bit of intimacy. Deep down, you knew which one it was.
You had grown tired of the medbay room. You deeply wished you could see something else than the small room walls but you still couldn't walk properly, and everybody told you you needed to stay in bed to recover faster. But that fantasy had been stuck in your head for a while now.
You had asked Poe to read you a book, but you weren't focused as the idea was growing more and more each second.
"Poe" you said interrupting his voice, making him look up from the book.
"What?" he asked. "Is there anything wrong?" You didn't reply and took the book from his hands, closing it before putting it on the table next to you. "Do you-"
"Get me out of here" you said cutting him off.
He frowned, confused. "What?" he chuckled.
"Can you get me out of here? Help me sneak out a bit. I can't stand this room anymore." you said almost pleading him.
"But it's almost bedtime sweetheart" Poe replied, his face dropping.
"Poe my leg is broken I'm not five." you said rolling your eyes. "Come on I haven't seen a briefing room in sooo long" you whined, tilting your head to the side to try to convince him.
"So the first thing you want to see if I help you get out of here is a briefing room?" he let out a stupid chuckle, amused at the idea that seemed pretty unadventurous to him as he saw the rooms every day.
Not allowing you to respond, he sighed and stood up from the chair besides your bed.
You sat up from the bed and gasped when you felt his left arm tugging behind your knees and his right arm supporting your back, carrying you bridal style. You smiled at the proximity and laced your arms around his neck, and Poe couldn't help but smile slightly at the intimate gesture. You nuzzled his chest, smelling his sweet and soothing scent while he carried you through the corridors. He entered the closest briefing room and made you sit on a desk.
"Thank you" you quietly said clearing your throat when his hands was on your either sides of your arms, making you shiver. He pulled away, nodded and pinched his lips in a smile before looking away awkwardly.
He looked around the room and you stared at him closely, your heart pounding in your chest. You swore it was beating so fast you could almost hear it.
He turned back to you and pointed behind him. "So that's what has been making you dream?"
"Poe come here" you whispered cutting him off, gesturing for him to come closer.
He frowned, confused, and walked to you.
He stood between your legs and you looked up at his face, smiling in adoration. You stared at his deep brown desperate eyes and finally made your mind. He needed to know.
You crossed your valid leg behind his legs and grabbed his hands.
"Poe look I-"
He sighed. "No. No no no you're not doing this" he said cutting you off, hurriedly shaking his head.
You frowned and your smile dropped.
He chuckled lightly and licked his lips in reflexion before looking away again.
"This is not how it was supposed to go" he muttered under his breath while you slowly let go of his hands, not so sure about what you were supposed to do anymore.
"Poe what do you mean?" you asked confused, feeling a lump forming in your throat. You didn't know if you could handle rejection from Poe.
The confusing expression on his face made you fully let go of his hands.
He shook his head once more and winced. The movement had made a few curls fall back onto his forehead, and if the situation hadn't been to tense you knew you would have brushed them away from his face.
"It wasn't supposed to go like this. I know what you're about to do and it wasn't supposed to go that way" he said finally looking back at you, his deep brown eyes piercing right through you.
"Well I'm sorry" you said sighing, your voice trembling when it was your turn to look away from him. You were on the verge of tears, realizing how wrong you were when you thought he could feel the same way.
Your head started spinning and you did your best to repress the tears threatening to come out of your eyes.
"I'm sorry Poe" you said jumping from the desk, standing on your valid leg. "I need to get out of here" you muttered under your breath, shaking your head, determined to go away without his help. Why would he want to help you anyway?
"What?" he panicked, stopping you by putting his hands over your shoulders. "No no no this is not what I meant!" he whisper shouted shaking his head. "Oh Maker I fucked up didn't I" he sighed, putting a hand to his forehead. You frowned, confused, and the lump in your throat changed into something different. "I've been meaning to tell you for so long. This is what I meant when I said it wasn't supposed to go that way" he said nodding.
The expression on your face softened, and you sat back on the desk.
"I wanted to tell you when I came back from my last flying mission. You know... When it all happened. Then it wasn't the right time anymore. But I've been aching to tell you since then and..." he grabbed your hands and fiddled with them nervously. "I'm the one who has to say it. I almost lost you and I was so scared and I can't stand the thought of us being apart. I want to stay by your side and take care of you forever. I just... I want to wake up next to you knowing that I'm the luckiest man in this galaxy." he said sighing, a beaten expression on his face. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner, but I promise I meant to." he said looking at your hands, his thumbs caressing the back of them.
"Poe sweetheart..." you whispered letting one of your hands go to cup his cheek. "You scared me" you said laughing. "Never do that to me again." you said with a stern look, slightly smirking at him.
He nodded and gave you a weak smile. "I'm sorry" he said closing his eyes.
You framed his face with both of your hands, and his eyes fluttered back open. You pulled his face to yours so your lips could meet, and when it finally did, all the tension that had built earlier was now into this kiss. You were both so hungry for it but it was so sweet at the same time. You couldn't help but bring him closer between your thighs, craving his proximity as you had waited for this moment to happen for so long. Poe bit your bottom lip gently, and you quickly opened your mouth to allow him in. Your right hand shifted from his cheek to his hair, gently tugging on the dark curls, and you moaned in his mouth when his hands trailed up and down your waist, what pulled a slight smirk from his lips against yours.
You both pulled away for air, and he smiled the biggest smile you had ever seen from him.
"We should do that more often" he said smirking down at you, stroking your cheek.
"Way more often" you said smiling back at him, leaning into his touch.
He looked around the room then turned back to you. "I should bring you back to your room before anyone sees us here. Especially Leia" he said smiling lightly, placing his hand on your back. He wouldn't mind Leia coming in, he knew she would be happy to see you together, even if it involved you out of medbay.
Poe was all about taking risks, and he knew that one was the best risk he had ever taken.
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