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jsluvtzu · 9 months

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minatozaki sana x fem!reader

summary: when her actions don't match up with her feelings, and you're caught in the middle

cw: college!au, angsty, edgy, emo, MEAN!!!!sana, (sana is very very mean), smut, cursing, degradation, mentions of bullying/humiliation, again mean!sana!! men dni

wc: 3.3k

a/n: this is inspired by the recent fanmeeting pics w sana and that damn choker

the walk to your usual 9 am intro to psychology class was colder than usual. the sun was out, but inside, you felt as if it hadn't shined in years. only one thing was clouding your mind. minatozaki fucking sana. mean girl. bully. bitch. you hated her guts from the inside out. everything about her made you physically recoil in disgust. just the mention of her alone was enough to make you clench your fist.

the hatred you had for her may seem unreasonable for someone who doesn't know what you have to deal with on a daily basis. any normal person would call you crazy, or dramatic. but you had every right to feel this way about her.

"hey there pretty thing," you heard her disgustingly familiar voice a couple steps behind you. "who let you walk out the house like that? needa have a talk with them.." you squeezed your lips shut, ignoring sana's words and just kept walking. you could hear her friends, nayeon and chaeyoung, giggling like a pack of hyenas and saying something along the lines of "fuckin' slut" and "she's just asking for it wearing that short ass skirt".

you forcefully tugged the ends of your skirt down and walked through your classroom door, not even bothering to look back at them.

as you took your usual seat towards the front row, you heard them enter the lecture hall and the stench of weed immediately filled your nose, making you furrow your eyebrows and hold your breath. sana throws her stuff down right next to you, plopping down into the seat with her minions right by her side. "hi y/nnn," her arm was propped up on the desk, hand resting under her chin, facing you, batting her eyelashes with the widest smile on her pretty ugly face.

you looked straight ahead, ignoring her and just got your laptop ready for the day's lecture. sana attempted to move into your line of sight, getting uncomfortably close to you in the process. you tried your hardest not to react, but it was especially difficult when she smelled this strong and looked this good. you would never admit the last part though. "you fuckin' deaf or something? i said hi, don't be rude." you side eyed her and went back to logging into your note taking app. sana scoffed annoyedly and backed away to lean in her seat, slightly manspreading. fuck she's so attractive when she sits like that. you quickly shook your head to clear those forbidden thoughts from your mind.

getting through the hour long lecture felt like three days with sana being beside you the whole time. she was wearing a short sleeve shirt and you could see how decorated her arms were with tattoos littered on every empty patch of skin. her silver rings around her slender fingers fit her perfectly and complimented her skin tone so well. her hair was the perfect shade of brown and the right amount of wavy. her f- wait. what are you doing? you're supposed to hate sana. if you really hate her so much, why do you notice the way her nose scrunches when she laughs? you shouldn't feel your heart beat this fast around somebody that you claim to hate. fuck.

finally, the lecture was over and you wasted no time gathering your things to leave. you rushed out the door and checked the time on your phone. “11:17 AM”. you had enough time before your next class to stop by the dining hall for a quick lunch.

as you sat down at a table by yourself, you accidentally dropped one of your items on the floor and bent down to pick it up. that's when you heard whistling and laughter approaching you.

"is this table taken?" sana laughed slightly, asking you rhetorically. nayeon was very obviously checking you out and basically eye fucked you in the middle of the dining hall. chaeyoung took a bite out of her apple and kept looking you up and down. before you could even answer, the three of them sat in the remaining empty seats at the table, leaving you one for yourself.

"so, y/n. i need a favor. the professor is letting me make up a project to bring my grade up, buttt i have no idea what the fuck i'm doing. care to help me out?" sana looked at you intently, placing her hand on your knee, bare skin exposed to her cold touch.

"why the fuck would i help you, sana?" you were completely furious at this point. not only did she ruin the one peaceful moment you had alone, she also had the audacity to come to you for help, when all she's ever done for you is make your life worse?

sana looked at you in disbelief, your aggressive tone shocking her. she cocked her head to the side with a clenched jaw. "because if you don't, i'll post that video of your bare ass for everyone, and i mean everyone to see. you wouldn't want that to happen, would you sweet thing?" her voice was infuriating you just as much as it was entrancing you. sana now had a confident smirk displayed across her face. she knows your weak spot.

you gulped and breathed out shakily, remembering that dumb fucking mistake you made in high school when you sent your ex girlfriend your nudes, thinking you could trust her. she ended up sending it to a big group chat and of course, sana got ahold of it. she's been using that video as blackmail against you ever since, making you obey her every command to keep your dignity.

"fuck you.", was your way of agreeing to another one of sana's orders. "aww, you wish you could." the three of them bursted out laughing and stood up to leave one by one. "meet me in my dorm around 7, yeah? fourth door on the second floor." sana ran her hand through your hair and twirled a couple strands between her fingers. "would hate for such a pretty girl to get publicly humiliated if she doesn't show up." she gave you one last devious smile before grabbing her bag and joining nayeon and chaeyoung.

you regretted every step you took as you neared sana’s dorm room door. your feet felt abnormally heavy and you were just dragging your body there out of obligation.

with a deep sigh, you knocked on her door and gripped your textbook tight. when sana opened the door, your heartbeat was beating so loud, you swore you could hear it pounding against your eardrums. her hair was up in a messy bun with loose strands and flyaways hanging out. she had on an oversized, faded and torn “misfits” shirt, with baggy boy shorts on to top it off.

sana chuckled and took in your obviously stressed demeanor, “you knew better than to not come huh?” she stepped back to let you in and you could hear the loud music she had playing.

her room lingered of a vanilla candle mixed with, you guessed it, weed. how she managed to not get caught by an RA was beyond you. her walls were filled with posters from various rock bands and vinyl cds that were aesthetically placed in color order. her bed was messy and clothes were all over the floor. her roommate’s side of the room was surprisingly tidy compared to hers.

as you stood in the middle of the room, awkwardly observing her decor, sana snapped you out of your trance. “you here to help me, or just look stupid?” you cleared your throat and shuffled over to sana’s desk, placing down your textbook and setting your backpack on the floor.

you shrunk under sana’s gaze. cautious of every move you made. you tugged at the sleeves of your hoodie nervously as you felt her eyes piercing into you. “why are you acting like that? i don’t bite.” sana was genuinely confused, she doesn’t even realize how she treats you. “look, can we just get this over with?” you avoided eye contact with sana at all costs and stared at the ground, too nervous to look at her directly.

“alright, small talk over i guess.. ‘s what i get for tryna be nice to your loser ass.” sana climbed onto her bed with a sulky attitude, sitting near the edge with her legs crossed. you pulled out the chair from under the desk and sat down, flipping open your textbook to chapter 3.

“the project is about understanding human attraction, so we have to do a little experiment and record the results.” as you said it outloud, you realized what you just got yourself into. working on an attraction project with the girl you hated yourself for being attracted to.

“okay, list 5 things you find most appealing when you first look at your partner.”

“the fuck kinda project is this? i’m not doing this.”

“sana. don’t be dumb right now, you’re already failing the course.” sana was dumbfounded at your bluntness.

“i can’t list anything if there’s nothing i find appealing about you.”

“well then make something up.”

sana scoffed at the ridiculousness of the project and rolled her eyes, cursing herself for even asking for your help.

“i can’t even do that, honestly, i would throw up tryna say something nice about you.”

you were fed up with her at that point and stood up slamming your pen down, “then can you just shut the fuck up? for once? if you don’t have anything nice to say, don’t say shit at all. i’m always helping you out and all you do is fucking ruin it.” you talked with your hands flailing around everywhere in frustration. you didn’t mean to raise your voice like that, but the pent up anger you had built up finally released.

“ ‘fuck is your problem, y/n? i-“ sana gets down from her bed to stand face to face with you, “you’re the fucking problem, sana. it’s always been you. you’re always finding every way to ruin my life. make me feel bad about myself. why can’t you just leave me alone? what have i ever done to you to deserve being treated like this?” sana was close enough for you to stab your finger into her chest, emphasizing every sentence.

her taller figure towered over you as she looked down at you with a quirked eyebrow and her lips slightly parted. she had nothing to say back to that. your breathing was shallow and you felt relieved for telling her off to her face. something you’ve wanted to do for years.

but the tension in the room was growing and the both of you stared at each other in a loud silence.

you slowly started backing away from sana when you felt like the pressure in the atmosphere was crushing your lungs. sana stopped you with a grab to your wrist, pulling you, no, yanking you, towards her, crashing her lips onto yours hard enough to leave bruises.

that’s when everything in your world stopped. the time froze and things went quiet. you no longer heard the music that was playing in the background, just silence.

you peeled yourself away from sana’s intense grip, appalled at what just happened. “ what.. what are you doing, san-“

before you could even finish your sentence, she grabbed you again, this time squeezing your face with both of her hands. her big hands. you wondered how far they could go inside y-

you braced yourself and placed your hands on the sides of her hips to keep yourself stable. sana was controlling the pace of the kiss now, biting your bottom lip and swiping her tongue along it only to force herself inside of your mouth, tasting you.

sana pulled away with a ‘pop’ sound, your face still held in her hands.

“i’m in love with you.” her face was serious, an expression that was new to you since all you’ve ever seen her be is the total opposite.

you furrowed your eyebrows in confusion, comprehending what she just said and replaying it in your mind over and over.

“i’ve always been in love with you, y/n. i just suck at expressing that. and i get nervous around you so it makes it worse.” sana’s facial expression softened now, the stars in her eyes apparent.

“the only way i know how to show you i like you is by being an absolute bitch to you. i’m sorry. i’m just insecure and i thought you were too good for me. you’re right, okay, you don’t deserve to be treated like this. it’s okay if you d-“

this time you were the one to bruise sana’s lips. you cut her sentence midway, having heard enough to confirm what you suspected all this time. you knew she had something for you. it was always odd how she wanted you to do things for her that would specifically get you to be alone with her. like the time she made you clean out her car and she just watched you, or when she made you write her essay for her in the library and she just sat there. observing you.

you always had a gut feeling, but you pushed it so far down because you didn’t want to fall for her any more than you already did.

“stop talking. i know.” you pushed sana back until you both bumped into her bed, climbing up and straddling her lap.

sana hummed in confusion, trying to break away from the kiss to ask for clarification.

“fuck you mean- you- know?”

you smiled against her lips and only responded by crossing your arms over your torso, grabbing the hem of your hoodie and lifting it over your head, your hair falling over your shoulder.

sana let out a small gasp, looking over your figure. you were only wearing a sports bra underneath and the band of your panties was showing above your sweatpants, just below your belly button.

“you came over here just wearing that? you really are a slut.”

you laughed and shook your head, kissing her again to stop her from saying another overused insult.

“don’t ruin it.”

sana ran her hands along your body, rubbing the soft skin from the small of your back to the nape of your neck, her warm lips making contact with the base of your throat. she was bear hugging you against her at this point, afraid you would run out of her grasp at any moment.

you whimpered when sana sunk her teeth into your neck, you were sure it left a mark. sana cooed and soothed the bite, running her tongue around it and kissing it gently. she moved her kisses up along your jaw, watching the way you writhed under her touch through hooded, lustful eyes.

“fuck- just fuck me already.” you were begging at this point, already riled up the moment you walked through her door.

sana complied and wrapped her arms around your waist, flipping you onto your back so her front was flush against you.

she brought her lips back to yours, savoring it as she hooked her fingers onto the waistband of your pants taking everything off. she slid them down your legs, helping you kick your feet out and threw them somewhere on the floor.

you were exposed against her, the cold air hitting your core making you moan in anticipation. sana moved her lips down your body, tending to every single inch of you. you felt so hot watching her, the lust in her eyes intimidating and seductive.

sana made it close to where you needed her most, breathing out and kissing around your clit. her warm breath against your pussy made you impossibly wetter. sana was such a fucking tease.

she migrated over to your thighs, kissing and marking up the flesh with love bites. you just needed to feel her mouth on you so bad.

“fuck sana- stop teasing.” she could hear the desperation in your tone, letting out a low laugh.

“let me have my fun, y/n. it’s what you wanted right? for me to just touch you like this.” sana flicked her tongue over your clit once, making you whine.

“it’s why you came over here with nothing on under that hoodie right? you just wanted me to fuck you.”

you hated the way she was so entitled. of course you didn’t expect to get fucked by her. you just wore whatever was comfortable. but you definitely had thoughts about it..

you grinded your hips against nothing in hopes for some sort of relief. your mind was getting blurry at this point, the only thing clouding your mind now was cumming on sana’s tongue. ironic.

sana finally gave in and licked the flat of her tongue against your whole core. she took your swollen clit into her mouth, sucking it in pulses and making figure eight patterns with her tongue. you were already a moaning mess five seconds in, shocked at how good she was.

your hands flew to sana’s hair, grabbing the back of her head to push her face deeper into you. she moaned against your pussy when you pulled her hair, ruining her bun.

you felt yourself already getting close just from sana’s mouth. you attempted to squeeze your legs together, but sana pushed them down with her hands, forcing them apart.

“keep your fucking legs open, g’na make you cum all over my tongue.” her voice was husky and she was practically growling her words.

sana moved one of her hands from your thigh to fuck two fingers into you, wrapping her other arm around the top of your abdomen, pushing down on your pelvic.

“sana! fuck- fuck just like that- god.” you were screaming her name and your hand flew to your mouth to keep your moans suppressed. you felt the tightness in your stomach building up.

suddenly, sana paused her movements and you looked down at her confused and pissed that she just stopped when you were so, so close.

“i wanna hear you. if you do that shit again, i’ll make you leave with only the clothes you have on.” which was nothing except your sports bra.

you threw your head back in annoyance, nodding and squeezing your eyes shut. “mhm, whatever, just fucking get back to ruining me already.” your whiny voice mixed with your contradicting words ignited a fire in sana.

she began fucking you with her fingers again, relentlessly curling up against the sweet spot on your flesh everytime she thrusted into you. “oh now you want me to fucking ruin you huh? i thought it was wrong? hm? thought you wanted me to be nice? i was just a fucking bully, right? you liked it though. yeah, you wanted the attention. you wanted me to be mean to you. fuckin’ dumb bitch.”

her words hit you differently now. if it was any other situation you would have the urge to punch her in her smug face, but when she has you laid out like this, you can’t help but be turned on by her degrading words.

you couldn’t even form a comeback anymore, too fucked out to say anything except her name.

“fuck, fuck, sana, fuck- please don’t stop- ‘m gonna cum, fuck-“

sana sucked your clit back into her mouth and that threw you over the edge. you finished with a loud, long moan, gripping her hair tight enough to rip out a few strands, bucking your core flush against her face. your juices entirely coated her lips and she drank you up without wasting a single drop.

moaning against your clit, she helped you ride out your orgasm and slowly pumped her fingers until you calmed down enough for her to relax.

sana sat up and licked her lips, cleaning her fingers off with her mouth, humming in satisfaction, enjoying your sweet taste. you watched her with sleepy eyes, feeling an uncomfortable throb already building back up in your core from watching her erotic actions. she lowered back down to kiss you, letting you taste yourself on her lips.

“so did we finish the experiment?”

#twice imagines #twice x reader #twice smut #kpop x reader #kpop gg #sana x reader #sana smut #minatozaki sana

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slowlydifferentbluebird · 7 months

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Do you still do “How would (X) react to?” Would love to see you do a “How would IVE react to Y/N after accidentally ignoring/neglecting them during a fanmeeting/concert.”

Gosh, it has been so long since I did one of these the last time. I don't even remember why I stopped, probably I was just overworked. I guess writing one of those can be fun from time to time, so yeah, I'll write it for you🙈

IVE reacting to Y/N ignoring them during a fanmeeting/concert

Gaeul

The oldest was confused about your behaviour. You two always had a great chemistry on and off the stage, but right now it almost seemed your first time working together. She tried numerous time to pose with you during the night, but you always were with another member. She smiled through the pain and waited the end of the stages. You didn't even notice and you were more confuse than her when she asked for explanations. However you two made peace in few time and a night of cuddles was the best way to close that silly story.

Yujin

If Yujin could overturn the table, she would have done it in that instant. She was the leader and she must behave in the perfect way, but, oh boy, she was so pissed at you for not accepting her flirt during the fanmeeting. Maybe she was too much in character but she hated seeing you being lovey-dovey with another member. She acted cool during the event but at the end she took you in another room and she gave you lesson(how? That's up to you👀)

Rei

The japanese girl was good in hiding her feeling and she really tried her best to be all smiling for her fans, but she could swear you didn't look in her direction for all night. She even tried to catch your attention, waving her hand in your direction but it almost looked she was invisible for you. After the show, she came to your room and she explained how bad she felt for your actions. You immediately hugged her and promised to be more careful the next time. Feeling your touch, her smile came back in no time.

Wonyoung

Wony is used to receive attentions, by the fan, the members and, in particular, you. You were her partner in crime, but right now the only crime you were doing was ignoring her. She had to make a "fake" complain in front of the public to have you by her side again. And from that moment she linked her arm with yours and never let you go for the rest of the fanmeeting. In the next day you better expect a lot of comments by her about betrayal and similar lol

Liz

Liz was so afraid of something she didn't even do. But if you were ignoring her, there was a reason, right? Well, actually no, you simply had your head on the clouds, but the poor girl couldn't have known that, so in the next days she tried her best to be forgiven by you: gifts, praises and a quantity of attention you have never received from her. When you finally understood what was all that about, you promised yourself to not ignore the cutie anymore, so you started to give her even more attentions that she wanted to🙈

Leeseo

It was a miracle that the maknae didn't start to cry during the fanmeeting. She always seek for your approval and when you started talking to everybody except her, her heart cracked a bit. When you noticed her lucid eyes tho, you immediately ran to her, asking what was wrong. Was she feeling sick? Did somebody piss her off? You were worried and ready to throw your hands at the same time. That was enough to make her understand that everything was okay and you didn't hate her or anything else. However for all the day you were extra-protective with her, keeping her close to you till night

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Well, Anon, I hope you liked it. I'm definitely out of the loop and it might be not that great, but at least I tried 🙈💙

Zazá

#ask me anything #kpop #kpop girls #ive starship #ive yujin #ive leeseo #ive x reader #ive wonyoung #ive rei #ive reactions #ive liz #ive gaeul #ive kpop

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joongbin · 11 months

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So you know how skz just had their fan meeting?

Than how do you think skz will react to their crush (member reader) who coming from an underground dancing and rapping past, knowing how to freestyle really well in both categories and being a pro with b boying/dance break, who usually doesn't sing a lot (very uncommon for him to sing) and has a voice as deep as felix's if not deeper 👀 when he raps, decieds to show off his singing to everyone and their mama where when he sings reader has this really strong, drop dead gorgous, stunning, show stopping oper-ish and/or falsetto-ish voice.

Tbh honest I was listening to dimash's cover of vitas's opera N⁰2- дом мой достроен when this idea came up to my mind

➤ NOT THE USUAL. - SKZ!OT8

꒰ having a deep voice, being good at freestyling in both rap and dancing. you were good at everything! except, stays haven't heard you sing. not even once.

+ pairings: skz!ot8 x 9thmbr!m!reader (not seperate)

× warnings: none.

# genre: idk...

& a/n:: idk how the fanmeeting went so... its short.. 😭

You entered the stage with your members, smiling and waving at all the stays that were infront of you.

The eight of you performed multiple songs that were in the 5 STAR album, such as ITEM, S-CLASS, and more. Your part was loved by stays, your deep voice echoing through the stadium.

After the performance, you all decided to rest and play games prepared for you. You sat down on chairs and played the first game, Q&A session.

You each opened a question that was on a piece of paper and read it out. Your question was, ‘ could you tell STAY about your past? ’

You chuckled at the question before answering it.

“ Well, I come from an underground rapping and dancing. That was my training before joining JYP, it was way more fun there than it was at JYP's. I could show you guys some freestyle rapping and dancing.. ”

You smiled at STAYs as they screamed their lungs out, ultimately ending with you laughing and falling on your knees.

You cleared your throat before starting your rap, that mainly consisted of complimenting the other members while you danced to whatever beat you made up within your rap.

Everyone loved it. You were sweating and panting, pushing your hair back a little as you smiled, enjoying the atmosphere you set.

As the fanmeeting went on, you were asked to sing a song by Felix. You chuckled, rubbing your arm with a nervous smile.

You decided to sing; (insert song). You liked this song alot, so why not show STAY your favourite song while singing it?

You put the microphone in front of your lips, smiling as you tried to hold in your laugh. The DJs at the back played the songs' karaoke version, and you started singing.

Your deep voice echoed through the whole fanmeeting, you couldn't hit a few high notes due to how deep your voice was, but still, it was a performance.

After you finished singing, the entire stadium of people screamed that rung in your ears, even you couldn't hear what the members were saying after that.

Even your mates were surprised.

“ (name).. you should get more singing lines.. ” Han was head over heels for your singing voice, really, everyone was.

While the members complimented you, your cheeks heated up and you started to get a little shy. Receiving lots of compliments isn't really your thing, other than the first times people hear your voice.

You were happy after the fanmeeting. You met STAY as you high fived them, took their gifts and even recorded a few videos for them.

#stray kids #skz #stray kids x y/n #skz x male reader #stray kids x male reader #bang chan x male reader #lee know x male reader #seo changbin x male reader #hwang hyunjin x reader #han jisung x male reader #lee felix x male reader #kim seungmin x reader #yang jeongin x male reader #kpop x male reader

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ssirenah · 7 months

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ACTING AS IF.

If this doesn't resonate with you, do not accept it as your truth. These are just my thoughts!

Hot take: In my experience, having a mental diet/thinking as if/living in the end/changing your mindset or POV for manifestation or law of assumption is only half the "work."

You change yourself because you're the operant power and you are all there is, you are taking back your power instead of giving power to the fake circumstances and "3d" to tell you what you have to to make any changes. These things are powerless and only exist because you assume they do. So, in order to fully change yourself and fully commit, try acting as if in addition to thinking as if.

What is acting as if, Ssera?

Acting as if is behaving/presenting yourself like the version of you/your reality as if it is in your favor. For example, lets say someone decides to be confident one day after years of not being confident. This is a decision to change their character - it's not like they "do" anything - they just decide/assume and the changes are instant. What they "did" was decide they were now a confident person, and then their mindset and "acting as if" naturally aligned!

I think logic is a reason some people may be worried to act as if, because "what if this" and "what if that" or "I can' t because of [irrelevant opposing circumstance]," or "I have to get this before I act as if." But none of these things are true. When a delivery is on its way, do you act as if its yours before or after it comes to your door? Before, right? Because you placed the order and paid, so you KNOW it's yours regardless of whether it's physically there with you or not. Same thing with manifesting. You decide it's yours mentally, so act as if it's yours, too! This doesn't imply that you have to go spend money that "3d you doesn't have" or do something that will endanger 3d you. It just means your behavior.

EXAMPLE! ><

If you assume you are a KPOP idol, this is how you could act as if:

*Checking phone, while relaxing, checks Instagram* "OH MY GOSH! My recent Instagram post has such cute comments on it! [My/Our] fans are so sweet! OMG WAIT TWICE'S NAYEON COMMENTED TOO?!?! I will CRY!! She's my inspiration! I'm so thankful for all this, EEEK! ..... Wait, haha, what time is it? *sees the time* Oh shoot! I'd better get ready, [I/we] have dance rehearsal for [my/our] upcoming comeback! *puts phone down and goes to get ready*

And you would just act this way throughout the day!

"In the 3d - going to school" Act as if going to a tour rehearsal day

"In the 3d - doing chores" Act as if you're at a fanmeeting!

"In the 3d - something "other than your assumption" Act as if (what it would be in your desired reality/an ideal situation) because that's what it IS!

This DOESN'T MEAN you stop your ego/body-mind from doing what it needs to do in the "3d," just DON'T react to this illusion, it isn't real. Let the illusionary "3d you" do their homework, go to bed, drink water, do chores, etc.. but behave as if you are "doing things" in your ideal reality, not the things you don't want.

It also doesn't necessarily mean "doing things as if you have what you want," but if "doing" helps you, go for it!

Another example:

Let's say you assume you can sew clothes or produce music, or that you can sing amazingly. You don't HAVE to sing every day or make your own music or design clothes physically "in the 3d," but if you already do these things and want to assume you're a pro at them, keep doing them if you want to! In short, don't have the mindset that it's done and act as if you're waiting for things to change in your favor!

I hope this helps! Try it out if it resonates or if it might help!

Love you all! <3

#non dualism #non duality #nondualism #nonduality #consciousness #awareness #manifestation #manifesting #manifest #loassumption #law of assumption #loa #act as if

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718ltm · 1 year

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2023 taemin fanmeeting re : act by kin_718 (rotated)

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picsoftaeminsmiling · 1 year

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taemin’s 2023 “re : act” fanmeeting (by kindergarten)

#taemin #shinee #superm #music #react fanmeeting #lee taemin #shinee taemin #dailybg #shineesource #shineeinc #230422 #ultkpopnetwork

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reflections-in-a-critical-eye · 1 year

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JK says he wants to be a rock. Says he sleeps in Bam's house sometimes. Said he enjoys doing nothing. Went live a few days in a row drinking rather heavily & said he needs it, which isn't good. He keeps flirting with fans too. Seems single, depressed & unmotivated to me. And seeing people make jokes about it & says he's just having a fun time doing nothing, hanging with Army's. Or maybe he's sad & wants attention cause he's not getting it at home since the members have gone their separate ways.

1. I guess you never met or had a conversation with an introvert. Staying indoors is our thing, we like to recharge the batteries and be rocks for days if it's possible.

2. JK once had a fight with a rooster, so what's not clicking about him sleeping in Bam's house? He's a weirdo but also I'm almost sure that was an exaggeration.

3. Drinking rather heavily. SK has a drinking culture and what you saw on that live was nothing. It was just a few beers. Just because you think it's unusual or too much and you're basically implying he has an issue, it doesn't mean it's true. I wonder how you'll react if you ever see people drinking together at a party.

4.Keeps flirting with fans, wow. As if this isn't something idols have done forever, especially during fanmeetings. And now Jungkook does it on IG or live. And if you can't see how over the top and cringey he is on purpose, then that's on you. Again.

5. Seems single, depressed and unmotivated. You don't know the status of his relationship. Maybe he fucks around, maybe he has a partner and maybe he got his dick wet after finishing the mukbang live. Don't diagnose people and say they might have depression if you're not a licensed therapist and if you never met the person in real life. And I guess Jungkook is a lazy unmotivated ass because he wants to do fuck all after working almost non stop for 10 years since he was a teenager. How dare he?

5. Wants attention cause the members have gone their separate ways. Of course, because it's inimaginable that Jungkook might have other people in his life, that he is an actual person with his separate life and not someone made up of other 6 people.

Fuck you.

#bmt asks #jungkook

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hi yall, i just wanna share that i met wayv last night at their fanmeet and finally had the chance to study their personalities throughout the 2 hours and a hi-bye! these are just my opinions as someone who works in something related to profiling.

please take this with a pinch of salt and long post ahead!

KUN

kun has slight awkwardness being in a new environment or around new people. kun happens to be in my country for the first time in his existence and doesn't know much about how the reception of the fans would be like, what persona he should put on to impress the fans or what words to use. he is seen in a one-arm hug for awhile at the beginning as he doesn't know if he should open his personality up fully to the fans or not.

the playful wayv boys use his awkwardness as a way of teasing him and when this happens, kun has one hand in his pocket. yes, we know kun is always cool and handsome but the nervous laugh he lets out as they tease him may indicate a fear of acting outside of what he feels the fans / strangers expect of him. he wants to be the smart leader that has answers to everything and acts righteously - a model example, that is.

it will likely take kun a bit more time and comfort for him to break the ice before you will truly see his nature; mainly because he wants to feel safe and reassured that it is okay to not conform to expectations set by others and be his natural self without being judged. which is why i feel that the wayv members actually actively provide him with that support and he finds it difficult to be away from them for long as he constantly tried to limp towards them so he can be together and sorta quell his fear.

my personal interaction with him was rather funny as i looked him in the eyes and praised him for being good-looking. he was shocked and didn't seem to know how to take the compliment and he ended up just laughing and smiling to himself sheepishly and looking down. i personally think kun needs a lot of reassurance to convince him that he is on the right path and that he is doing just fine. to be surrounded by many talented individuals like himself, he definitely appreciates a confidence boost from time to time.

TEN

i know mbti shouldn't be taken too seriously but i actually share the same mbti as ten and i do see him as a mirror of who i am (just maybe a little more chatty). ten is very observant. you can't but notice that ten does not actually initiate conversations and is always looking at his members. he is watching their actions and listening to what they have to say. why? because he is planning on how to maintain a smooth flow of conversation when there is a potential energy drop. he aligns jokes and questions according to what his members are sharing or how the crowd is reacting, making him look like a very relatable individual.

ten is always in a laid-back position, his gestures are also wide and natural as compared to kun who has smaller and stiffer gestures (e.g clapping of hands) - indicating his openess to learning and understanding new people or experiences.

ten is seen a step back behind his members, mainly just happily reading the room and observing his members. he has many things in his head but doesn't say them but when he thinks aloud, they are usually funnier than in was his head. the amount of things he say doesn't matter to him as much as the impact of what is being said. he calculates his words and actions well. i can confidently say that he was trying to profile me just as much as i was profiling him at the hi-bye🫣 but guess what ten, we're the same.

ten is meticulous and picks up on small details easily to try and improvise and make things more ✨interesting✨.

XIAOJUN

this man is an overthinker. and is very nervous. and shy. xiaojun's nerves never seem to go away haha, by the way he is always curled up and how he finds it to hard to articulate what he is thinking before he says it, leading him to trip over his words a lot. he is fighting his intrusive thoughts out loud basically; straddling between saying it or not and ends up saying something no even in between and feeling that he just made a fool out of himself.

and his shyness leads him to seek assurance from his members in which you see him usually clinging on or whispering to ten, hendery and even kun (how cute) and you would see a nod from those members to assure xiaojun that 'yes, xiaojun you made sense, don't fret about it.' it gets quite amusing when the members purposely puts him in a spot and kind of makes him second-guess himself and you see xiaojun just metaphorically sinking into the bush to run away from this embarassment.

while xiaojun hates being put on the spot, he is rather playful and actually likes to intentionally tease others (collaborating with his usual suspects: hendery and yangyang). theres this adorable satisfaction on his face when he grins so wide when he sees his members (read: kun-ge) doing game penalties.

he does get a little impatient when others take their time to do things that he thinks are rather simple or not complex (such as getting hendery to give him a hug), his outbursts are quite funny and we know that they're not with ill-intentions.

HENDERY

hendery is my one true love but i have to say that he is just so unserious and very easy-going. throughout the entire fanmeet, he was cracking witty jokes one after the other and it honestly felt like i was watching comedy central.

hendery does not worry about logic, he says, act, and thinks as he please. he isn't too worried about maintaining a handsome and mysterious image but he seems to find genuine joy in making people laugh.

his movements are natural, maintains good eye contact and uses ample of hand gestures while he speak, indicating confidence in communicating and his ability to effectively engage in conversations with people around him. hendery is actually very good at chinese proverbs (which is pretty tough to link to different situations) too and shows how strong and thorough his reasoning and thoughts can be and his excellent ability to think on his feet, which explains the smooth articulation of his speech.

which brings me to a point that morals and principles could potentially matter a lot to hendery. it could be because of his upbringing. him putting thought and reflecting on proverbs (often on attitude towards life) while not worrying too much about logic is very interesting.

YANGYANG

i once mentioned that he was a natural leader and yup, he is. yangyang took the lead to initiate conversations when the members needed someone or something to get the ball rolling. he is a very strong communicator - not many signs of nervousness and used minimal fillers (e.g 'uhm', 'like'). i mentioned that hendery was strong but yangyang is stronger >:) (hendery gets nervous when he runs out of funny things to say but yangyang just keeps going on when they were asked to buy time while members changed their stage outfits)

he doesn't seem to like physical affection very much (very clear repulsion when xiaojun hugged him and he just shrivels in cringe like a raisin). he is clearly very loved by his older brothers when they coo at everything he does and doesn't snap back at him when he tries to tease them.

yangyang is very smart as well. he shares the same ability as hendery to think and improvise on the spot without sounding out of topic. he always somehow manages to have the best comebacks. this comes off to me as yangyang who has a very strong mind and doesn't let people influence or sway him very much.

overall, i feel that while he may be the youngest, he is very emotionally mature and intelligent as he is able to comfortably communicate with his members who are older than him and get them to respect his thoughts and opinions. i get a sense that wayv is very appreciative of him when he is not afraid to step up to any situation when needed and he takes control of it like a pro. you don't see wayv babying yangyang and silencing him, rather, yangyang is encouraged to be expressive and playful.

#wayv #wayv scenarios #wayv scenario #nct #kun #ten #hendery #xiaojun #yangyang

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